#but im also slowly rotting

[thisbreadisnotgucci]

I was thinking about that silly little angel and silly little demon again.

And it’s like,,,,,,

Crowley is ready to do anything for Azi in a heartbeat but Azi is just terrified of that.

“You go too fast for me, Crowley.”

Really packs a punch when you remember that Azi would also probably do anything for Crowley in a heartbeat but has been brainwashed to believe that Crowley is bad and anything to do with his kind must also be bad so loving him must also be bad and therefore I am bad.

Like I wholeheartedly believe Azi genuinely would desert heaven if it weren’t for the fact that he’s afraid to lose God’s love and affection.

TL;DR : Azi is in a toxic relationship with heaven and has mommy issues

[comvi]

me when my horrid messengers all parallel each-other

[wackarat]

no cause my braincells LIT UP once i found this song

[mummelthecryptid]

eowyns mother falling into a deep depression after eomunds death and eowyn having to see her slowly rot away at only 7 years old -> eowyn caring for theoden while hes also essentially depressed (though granted for a wildly different reason) -> eowyn trying to get herself killed in battle

[hayaku14]

THIS FUCKING KAISHIN ART BY KDKIIZ IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND LIKE HOLY SHITTTTTT I've seen this done with KID's gloves before but never with Shinichi's socks like??!?!$("(#+'+$+' THIS IS SO STUPID SEXY HOT OF THEM WTF#??#?#)$$)($) OHHH I'M DEAD FRFR IM GONE BRO like im not even a feet enioyer but i feel like i won 😳

[pollen]

i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like

[cinnaminsvga]

wait im just thinking about how some manhwas have male leads that look really idol-ish and and now i need a yoongi lookalike romantic interest who would stop what he's doing to make little snacks for his crush... he'd be the king of the miscommunication and one-sided pining trope.... THINK ABOUT HOW THE WORLD WOUDL BE SO MUCH BETTER ARGHFDHSGH......

dont think about an isekai manhwa where "yoongi" is a cursed knight trapped in an ancient artifact and the fl releases him and he's all like "thank you for saving me, i owe you my life, please allow me to come with you" and all the fl can think is "OH MY GOD ARE YOU MIN YOONGI...." and just learns that no matter the universe, yoongi is awesome and sweet and cute and and and...

OR shoujo manhwa where yoongi is the— actually hold on i had to stop myself because i think i was just about to describe hyyh yoonkook LMAOOO on god that tweet that said "the world could end and all that would be left would be cockroaches and hyyh yoonkookers" is real

anyway this was all an excuse to tell everyone that ive been rotted by manhwas lately and the need to Create Something has been strong but not strong enough to write so. i am just dumping ideas here. okay bye!!!!!

[pink-lemonadefairy]

🌻 ₊˚⊹ ࿔ 🌳

[stormyoceans]

100 plots are waiting for you. Do you want to elaborate on the topic of murders in a closed school?

I DO MISS MY VERY BAD ATTEMPTS AT THE 100 JIMMYSEA SERIES

i actually did try to come up with a vague plot inspired by the elle photoshoot here, but im not too convinced about it tbh, it just feels very predictable and unoriginal ;;;;;;; i do find the boarding school murder mystery subgenre really fascinating tho, and i know the setting gets linked a lot to ya literature and dark academia, which don't have a very good reputation, however i think there are elements of it that are so interesting if done right, like the school also being a home, the characters’ isolation from the real world, the hierarchical structure and the inevitable rebellions against the teacher and clashes between students that come with it, the unorthodox education, the knowledge of a dark past that lurks amidst the hallways........

that's why i was very into home school the first few episodes, because i still really love the idea of a boarding school where wealthy and privileged parents send their (most of the times) unwarrantedly-labeled 'bad kids', the ones who have fallen from grace or embarrassed their rich families by partaking in some behavior that violates those families' social mores. and i wasn't much into what turned out to be the mystery in the show, nor do i know how would i like to change it for that matter, but i would LOVE a series like this for jimmysea and namtanfilm

like you have the very first episode with, say, jimmy being the new student and coming to this school which is a small society with already very defined groups he does not care to fit in. he dodges namtan's flirting, he shares the same space as film but they don't really talk because she is just like him, he clashes with sea, and during their fight the viewers find out that the school is just a place for the rejected and the unwanted ('you act like you're so much better than everybody else, but you're just trash that was abandoned by your parents like the rest of us'). and the thing is, the students don't really know why the others are there. like some are easier to guess than others, but no one knows for sure, and you have kids who are there just because they're different than what their parents wanted them to be, and there are kids who are there because they robbed a place, or were involved in a drug case, or even murdered someone, and their parents bought off the police and then sent them there to get rid of them

and so when the murders start to happen inside the school, it makes sense for the students to start investigating, because their parents don't care about them, the teachers don't care about them, the police doesn't care about them, if they're dead society just thinks 'good riddance', so if they want to survive they're the ones who need to do something about it

AND THIS IS SO UNNECESSARILY LONG WHILE ALSO SAYING NOTHING AT ALL IM SHUTTING UP NOW

[jim-is-gender]

Im sorry but those interactions when characters reunite for the first time after a considerable rift in their relationship happens like a betrayal maybe and character A is still deeply in love with character B and genuinely wants to make up and character B is having a crossroads moment when character A pulls them in gently for a tender longing kiss seconds before character B fucking stabs them out of the rage they feel from being hurt and character A just barely winces in pain, maintaining eye contact, not with surprise or anger or betrayal but of resign as they slump down, looking at character B full of sad affection, who is now completely unraveling at the fact that their plan to distance themself from character A by inciting their anger FAILED and they realize they’re hurting the person they want most in the world FOR NO REASON FUCK FUCK AAAAHHH

It’s a trope as old as time but it’s SO GOOD the TRAGEDY the HUMANITY of hurting those you love because of trauma, the all of it AAAAAAHHHH

anyway rotating stede and ed around in my head at the speed of sound

[dysphoroboros]

how i feel rn

[bbael]

Oh I just remembered that very early during the pandemic or a little before idk I had a dream on which I was living on a beach town and working as a teacher and I looked very different (long dark hair, prettier, just more mature, normie & put together in general ?) and when I woke up was like haha that's never going to happen, I could never work at a school or get out of the gastronomic system, I'm doing this for life + moving out is impossible anyway with my salary. And now... 5 years later (that felt like much less??) I'm doing (nearly) all that :|

[hollypies]

I beg of you please tell me the RW lore I am oh so curious

Ok so RW lore us super uhm!! Its a lot. So. Uhm

Short!! Version

The basics is that there was a race called the Ancients that really wanted to die permanently! Death in RW is like sleep. You die and wake back up again, over and over. A cycle.

One day they found the Void, a way to die or ascend permanently. So they started jumping in . Then it had some. Some bad affects on certain ppl. So they made giant living calculators called iterators to figure out how to die permanently. They built a lot of them.

Another point is that the Ancients didn't build things like we do. They made purposed organisms, so the iterators are alive beings. Not just robots.

Anyway there was a GREAT ASCENSION and all the Ancients ascended . So. Now there's a bunch of.. Basically teenage gods with discord. Literally. The communications are like discord lol.

One day an iterator named Sliver a Straw sent out a triple affirmative, basically saying that the Great Problem (ascending permanently and safely) had been found, could be reproduced, and was portable. The Sliver judt straight up fucking died.

Iterators don't really die, so Sliver dying was ljke a big yikes moment. Basically illegal. Not Basically actually, it was literally illegal.

Cue shenanigans, and enter Five Pebbles and Looks To The Moon.

Pebbles is really craving that death right about now, and starts making something to kill him. This is extremely taxing, and Iterators take a massive amount of water for their cooling systems. Unfortunately, Pebbles was built right next to his sister Moon, and so he started chugging her water. Thus slowly killing her of dehydration.

Moon uses her big sibling privilege to yell at Pebbles, making him lose control of his experiment and releasing robot cancer into his systems. While this would kill him like he wanted, he instead decides to keep chugging all of Moons water to fight it off.

Cue slugcat campaigns.

Each slugcat can have their own encounters with Moon and Pebbles. By the time the slugcats are around Moon is almost nonfunctional, her entire structure submerged and damaged. Pebbles is slowly being overtaken by the Rot, which is the name for the cancer. You can help Moon as a slugcat, either by bringing her neurons (literally stealing Pebbles brain cells and then bringing it back to Moon, or by a specific campaign.

Eventually Pebbles gives up, and asks a slugcat to bring Moon a power core to help her. And so she's restored to some power and can begin repairing while he dies of the Rot. Weeee!!

Tbh there's a lot of shit I've missed, but I dont wanna spoil like. All of it all of it. It's. Houghghh.

Also as someone with siblings I cant ever imagine almost killing one for my own personal gain. I know Five Pebbles is a fan favorite and that at the time he made the decision to steal Moons water he was in a dark place, but that just doesn't stand by me. He made the ACTIVE decision to steal Moons water, knowing what it would do to her, and kept doing it even after he unleashed the Rot on himself. I get he's sympathetic to a lot of ppl but I just. I just can't understand it.

[dirt-str1der]

That fanart of kiryu getting fingerblasted and he’s wearing nothing but his watch always makes me so fucking horny i was to explode

[prismimic]

sometimes i remember i literally have no excuse to be as lame as i am & i couldve been going out and having fun and doing more than the absolute bare minimum at school and drawing more than like twice a week & also could start doing any of that at any time but unfortunately the pattern has deep roots in my subconscious

[ghostneon-arts]

Heyya everyone~!

Thanks so much for all of the love on my first post the past couple of days it honestly means so much and I'm honestly chuffed to know that theres still so much love for mcsm here!

Currently going through a drawing kick so I thought I'd open up my requests! Currently really obsessed with MCSM and fallout but I'm open to any requests for other games or things you'd like for me to draw!

Hope you're all having a great night and thanks again~!