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yvmoveon · 2 years ago

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#i start my terminal degree later this year and i’m scared of going down the rabbit hole of depression #like this year i’ve been really careful about my environment and what i allow in my space #i love learning and stuff but i’m just scared about it #but imma still do it #i’m just gonna take my time #Dr. V still pending #but i’m literally so close #e.e #last year really effed me up i didn’t enjoy grad school at all 💀#and adding on the trauma that ensued #last year was a lot

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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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ducktracy · 4 months ago

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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

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turtleblogatlast · 5 months ago

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Tiny little guys

(That comic of mine is on its way - wanted to share the little ones from the current wip haha - EDIT: no longer wip!)

#it is SO HARD to find refs for Mikey and Donnie pre mutation #I don’t even think I did them right #hell I don’t think I did RAPH right either #Leo is the main one to get a spotlight - my boy’s got that pretty privilege smh #so many reference images to choose from for him #which is hilarious because he’s the only one I didn’t need a ref for #but yeah I hope these are…close enough lol #I pretty much just made Donnie Long and Mikey Round and hoped for the best #honestly I made Mikey so close to the camera so I couldn’t mess him up much haha…Donnie’s the one I’m most convinced I got wrong #these guys are literally in one drawing but stillll #comic has been super fun so far I hope to get it done soon #if any of them are TOO off feel free to let me know I’m more than happy to fix em quick haha #EDIT: Donnie has been changed to be MARKEDLY flatter lol

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purplebehittindifferent · 6 months ago

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I have added a quirky comment here for the last year and a half, however now… I have no words.

jk I have all these words 👇

I know it is very bitter sweet, but this is the end of Reconnecting. Thank you all for coming along on this journey with me. I plan on making a behind the scenes video on my YT sometime soon. Feel free to send any asks you have I want to answer them all!

Please know I am not going to dissapear! I still plan on making content consistently, and my original comic RULE 5 is already underway, and if you’d like I’m certainly not against writing some exposition fics for Reconnecting 💜

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Prev (3::8) / This is the End 💜

#art #my art #deltarune #reconnecting #reconnecting update #here it is #you’ll never know the vessels real name hehehehhe #anwayyyyy #please send an ask I’m planning on answering them all #man I literally cried so much doing this #this story is so close to my heart and so much actually about me and my journey with my mental condition #I feel like a new chapter of my life just started with this one’s end #ANYHOO NO MORE SAPPY #thank you all for reading #I STILL TAKE COMMISSIONS #also I have really cute headcanons so like- ask for little stories I’ll write em #rule 5 is coming!!! I have a ton of concept art #and yknow I’ll still draw deltarune shenanigans #*SOBBING*

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sainteddie · 7 months ago

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i just think that….

“i don’t think you’re a fraud. i just think that maybe you’re not sure of your own feelings yet… and if there’s something you need to tell eddie… you will. in your own time.”

…..was a super neat thing for her to say.

#i’m absolutely stunned by how this played out #like none of this was framed like he was concerned about telling people he likes a man… it was about telling EDDIE #at this point i almost feel like #he can’t place why he behaved that way.. because it’s not necessarily how he would have reacted if it were anyone else #he literally tells maddie the fact that it was a guy wasn’t the point. it was the eddie of it all #like? once eddie knows he’s fully ready to take tommy to maddie’s wedding… with HIS PARENTS #and everyone else they know #buck baby… you are so close #911 spoilers #cass chats

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cloudabserk · 5 months ago

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super messy stoner doodle

#naruto #naruto uzumaki #sasuke uchiha #sns #my eyes are literally closing as i draw this i’m so tired… thank u anon

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astarionposting · 1 year ago

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Aeterna Amantes 2/?

This blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry, and I've captured you once, but I wasn't quite right.

So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.

Why is this song not on Spotify anymore I’m so sad 😭 I used to listen to it over and over again when I was like 12..

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dotcircledot · 9 months ago

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screaming very loudly

#xingyun #chongqiu #xingqiu #chongyun #dotcircledotart #genshin impact #genshin #genshin fanart #xingqiu genshin impact #chongyun genshin impact #原神 #GIVE ME HIS SKIN GIVE IT GOVE IT GIVE IT GIVE IT GIVE #i’m losing my fucking MIND AND I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE #please i’m so close this is literally the reason i came back to genshin at all xingqiu the hold you have on me

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wigglebox · 9 months ago

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Personal space? [x]

#spn fanart #spn art #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spnfanart #wiggleart #I love this mating dance #the joke here is ladies and gentleman and all in between that dean complains at that point about personal space but in the end they wind #up so literally infused into one another they’re always so close lmao #after 1518 I’m sure Dean mourned any indication of wanting personal space even a decade prior #Sorry sad thoughts I’m done I promise

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artsyannierose · 6 months ago

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no thoughts just shared huskerdust glances in ep 6 as I was rewatching it

#huskerdust #hazbin hotel #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #HOW TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THEM #NO CAUSE LIKE WHEN DID THEY GET SO CLOSE #SLOWBURN WHO???#WHAT #THEYRE IN LOVE YOUR HONOR #THE WAY HUSK IS ACTUALLY PUTTING HIS HAND ON ANGEL #MY HEART EUGHHHH #LITERALLY GETTING BUTTERFLIES #I’m normal about them #😁😁😁

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zytes · 2 months ago

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8.15.2024 — 6:47pm -> 8:17pm

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kyurochurro · 10 months ago

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saw this image on Pinterest and the pose gave me such riker vibes that I just HAD to draw it as him and troi HEHEHE

#churro art #my art #digital art #illustration #fanart #star trek #star trek tng #star trek the next generation #william t riker #william riker #deanna troi #AHAAAAAA OKAY PLS DONT SEND ME TO TREKKIE JAIL I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO PROPERLY START TNG YEET 😭😭😭#but I do know… I DO KNOW . I love troi so MUCH #I actually started this image drawing her and doodle her a lot on paper in my first week back to uni #but omg I struggled so much with riker here and for why BJBJCBSDJHDSBJ #he literally had like 60 different hairstyle changes during the Lineart phase like it was that bad #it just didn’t look like him but in the end I think I’m close enough 😭😭😭#ANYWAYS This is this weeks uni drawing … the type of drawing I do in my free time on campus :P #I LOVE HOW THIS TURNED OUT SO MUCH!! I was kickin my feet n giggling. like a madman #i should really draw the tos crew w these full eyes too but I always love drawing them with the simple dot eyes more HAHAHA #also little authors note. wow did that reference give me a hard time #those are some LOOONG limbs boy . Riker almost ended up looking like slenderman DAMN

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turtleblogatlast · 7 months ago

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[ cw: dismemberment / ]

I think a lot about how Leo’s rescue could have easily ended in him losing a leg as the portal snaps shut on the Krang still clutching the limb, or, alternatively, only having Leo’s right arm make it out, still held dearly in his brother’s hand as the rest of Leo is left behind. (The latter hits even harder, as it directly parallels his future self in the worst of ways.)

I think a lot about how so many things could have gone wrong during the course of the movie with even a little bit of a change, but it really is harrowing how much of a coin-flip the entirety of the Prison Dimension rescue was.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #dismemberment /#if literally any part of the prison dimension rescue was different it would have ended Very Badly #mikey came in clutch for doing the impossible in the first place #raph grabbing leo and not once letting go was vital #and donnie directly hitting the krang was essential #hell leo having the ability to reach out at all in the state he was in was a miracle #listen I think about the prison dimension a lot if you couldn’t tell #for the next tags:#strangulation mention /#physical trauma induced mutism /#potential death mention /#potential sibling death mention /#barely it mainly focuses on if he lives but /#I also think about how Leo’s trachea could have easilyyy given out as Raph (krangified) was choking him #can you imagine the last words raph hearing from his little brother being I’m sorry?#he’d likely live as the hamato bros are built different but imagine if he straight up can’t talk again after #the bros having no idea what Leo’s plan is but they suddenly feel him disappear with the portal #or also #imagine all he gets out in his hoarse voice is to beg Casey to close the portal before his family HEARS the sudden silence like a knife #even if he gets saved his voice may be wrecked or even gone for good #what am I writing wait-#also for my point on leo losing his arm paralleling his future self #imagine fate being a thing in this world but a VERY situational thing #imagine it makes it so that leo has to lose a limb #but not just that - it also ties his presence directly with the Krang’s - so if the Krang’s somewhere else…so is he

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manitapaleta · 1 year ago

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Making the Hispanic Lark content the world needs and Nicky is really into it 😤😤💯💸🔥🔥💯🔥

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndads s2 #dndaddies s2 #nark #lark oak garcia #nicholas foster #lark oak #Nicholas close #nick foster #Nick close #my art #UGH I might b biased bc I’m Mexican but Spanish is literally so romantic sounding and I fucking love it and I love all the nicknames and te #terms of endearment that there are in spanish like I literally am obsessed with them

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doriandrifting · 1 year ago

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The fact that they go out of their way to show that Mike and Nancy are going through similar struggles and that it's not romantic, and it all takes place in one episode.

#season two rewatch goes hard #it’s been literal years since I watched it all in one go so I’m constantly being surprised at how close in time everything is happening #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler

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