#man I literally cried so much doing this
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I have added a quirky comment here for the last year and a half, however now… I have no words.
jk I have all these words 👇
I know it is very bitter sweet, but this is the end of Reconnecting. Thank you all for coming along on this journey with me. I plan on making a behind the scenes video on my YT sometime soon. Feel free to send any asks you have I want to answer them all!
Please know I am not going to dissapear! I still plan on making content consistently, and my original comic RULE 5 is already underway, and if you’d like I’m certainly not against writing some exposition fics for Reconnecting 💜
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#art#my art#deltarune#reconnecting#reconnecting update#here it is#you’ll never know the vessels real name hehehehhe#anwayyyyy#please send an ask I’m planning on answering them all#man I literally cried so much doing this#this story is so close to my heart and so much actually about me and my journey with my mental condition#I feel like a new chapter of my life just started with this one’s end#ANYHOO NO MORE SAPPY#thank you all for reading#I STILL TAKE COMMISSIONS#also I have really cute headcanons so like- ask for little stories I’ll write em#rule 5 is coming!!! I have a ton of concept art#and yknow I’ll still draw deltarune shenanigans#*SOBBING*
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My brain malfunctioned and I was digging in MTMTE the whole day, forgot to blink, kicked pillow 8 times and was talking with my reflection 6 times
Ended up with 60+ screenshots of nerds being socially awkward/abnormal/straightforward because we use books to talk, not people, silly, cool or sweet, or just facts ahah






























#Man I remembered again how much I love Mega and Rodimus duo I wonder how they would react to each other#If they met as their younger versions untouched by war#Swerve literally can quote every of Blurr's races#Cried again when Ratchet left his words are some poetry that doesn't need to sound like one#Whirl Cyclonus and Tailgate ? EHEHEH#Scavengers are unhinged hobos ahaha#I want to put them in one story with Sixshot and Terrorcons#NICKEL MY SWEET GIRL#Looked at Sunder and thought of how damn well he would look if to make him even more and scarier#First Aid acting immediately and giving orders what to do in emergency situation? Yes please#Functions is universe with their “you are our eyes” plot twist YESSS#Functionists giving Rung a fake wheel to make at least a little sense of him and call him ornament? Pfffht#SWERVE IS SO F**KING COOL WITH THIS WHOLE HOLOMATTER ABILITY#Yeah no I hate Getaway.#Senator Shockwave giving an order to stop forced change of brain until two in charge agree on this?#And this way saving Megatron#Whirl saving Megatron because functionists are WORSE#Functionists invented empurata and all universities#Trailbracker... Would have loved to see more of him and Rodimus. His attempt to save him hit hard#Rung having a claustrophobia? Matter of fact I saw no angst of him that I would have found angsty XDD Somehow him getting forgotten#is the worst I saw#Necrobot is a crush. Hear me out he is a crush and very cool. I wish he had more time with Nightbeat.
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need to draw both theyre parents interact with each other about theyre in laws parents would be funni
Mine god // uty spoilers
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he knows
did he knows
Oh god
#milkpost#didn't realise that the mines were Moray parents when first look at em closely#AND THEY ARE??#Sorry star mum but he got Nonbinary gender partner it counts#Imagine senarios that Both theyre parents would meet up to check in theyre in laws parents#and they can bond how much theyve miss theyre kid#But yet how did moray leave mines though#oh whats this#Do i have to post right after not i post literally most heart breakin animatics workin on#Of course i literally cried so much workin on it#But glad others enjoyed!#but if devs uty finds out i'll be more bambozzle#starray#undertale yellow#undertale#WHAT DID HE MEANT NORTH STAR N HIM NEEDED TO CHAT IF ABOUT MORAY#IL GO BAMBOZZLE#man i love starray#n possible fanfic contents#AAAAAA
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There’s this pretty big disparity I’ve noticed between how nolan (omniman) is interpreted in mainstream stuff vs his like actual character in both show/comic
Fanon nolan interpretation:
-doesn’t feel remorse or empathy
-oh he’s soooo cool he’s so swag and smooth talking
-genuinely doesn’t care for his son esp not his wife
-never cared for the guardians
-you don’t get it he’s actually right guys!! Genocide good!
-this also ties in with just reducing mark to the “guy who gets beat up nonstop” and debbie to “the pet”
-they definitely think this version of nolan abides by human bigotry shit like sexism
Canon nolan (according to show and comic):
-oblivious to A LOT of social cues and overall very socially inept (very blunt and dry tone of voice so he always sounds kinda mad even if he isn’t)
-actually cares about his family and friends but has trouble expressing it verbally, more show than tell
-cared ab the guardians and they were his friends but he repressed the hell out of what he did bc of guilt (and he’s dumb)
-says things like “curses” and “moon it up”
-monologues a bunch like holy shit
-very physically affectionate with the people he’s v close too (he also smiles guys!)
-makes jokes without trying (kinda hard to catch bc of the deadpan tone at times)
-would realistically be confused by earth’s own forms of bigotry and shit
-bookworm and wrote and documented things even before becoming a writer on earth!
-feels extreme remorse and guilt for his past actions but again has trouble showing it
#invincible#invincible show#nolan grayson#omniman#omni man#invincible comic#like i get it that a lot of the weird interpretations are dudebros projecting their toxic masculinity fantasies into him#but it’s no less fucking annoying#it’s easy for people to do this bc he’s a v stereotypical masculine guy#he’s tall w a deep voice and a angular face and built like a brick wall#but man it’s no less weird seeing ppl just say ‘yea he would totally do earth bigotry’#like guys he’s an asshole but let’s be real for a minute ….#he probably doesn’t even know how to file a tax or drive a car#there is so much he would have to learn that earth prejudice would be something he just discards#anyways giant ramble over I literally copied and pasted this from what I said on discord w my friends but yea#sorry for being a nolan enjoyer guys#text post#cris rant
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also i watch The Wild Robot the other day and oh my god 11/10, absolutely beautiful in every sense of the word, would cry again 👍
#josh talks#literally i cried several times throughout the movie#i do tend to be a crier when it comes to movies#but i have never cried like. in so many instances throughout#like usually its like a big climatic scene or the endings of things that make me cry#but this movie could hit you hard from the very beginning#anyway i absolutely fucking loved it#hit me in the Autism Feels (tm) and also had Found Family and i always eat that shit up#i NEED a physical copy of this movie#also side note the minecraft movie trailer played as a preview for this movie and GOD is that embarrassing for minecraft#to have that mess shown before the stunning masterpiece that is The Wild Robot#but it also made me Sad about the minecraft movie and what it couldve been again#imagine if the love and care put into the Wild Robot was put into the minecraft movie....#cuz the wild robot was gorgeously animated and had powerful emotional themes (that i doubt the minecraft movie will have)#there was even this preview for this movie called like Dog Man or something?#and it seems to be an adaptation of a book by the captain underpants guy#and even with such a silly premise and presumably having a target audience of young kids#it was animated so charmingly!! it was pretty and oozed personality!#and looking at the cover of the book it seems to have done a good job of adapting the artstyle into 3D while#also polishing it up while still capturing a similar vibe as the original#like dang. i dont mean to insult dog man cuz i really dont know anything about it. but dang dog man got#so much more love and care into it than the minecraft movie seems to have gotten#anyway sorry to derail from wild robot to minecraft it was just so jarring to have that trailer play before this awesome movie#pls go watch it if u can <3#ive been telling people i know that if they decide to go watch it to tell me so i can tag along and watch it again
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#:((#i havent cried over a guy in... a while wow#so anyway can someone explain to me why guys will chase me and convince me and make me think theyre so lovely jubbly#qnd that they like me so much only to literally turn around and be reallt mean to me#after ive started reciprocating?#cus im losing my fucking mind. it really feels like everyone just fucking lies to me and uses me all of the time#i am so sick of it#its not fair. im always perfectly fine alone but people force themselves in and then theyre mean as fuck to me and i dont get it#why does anyone need to do that???????#usgdhndjfhd#anyway#ugh#im sad but its fine im gullible and naive ofcourse and i need to remember that no matter what a man says or who he is#at the end of the day he is still a man#and i need to stop expecting like me from men. jghwhhdhdb#im not hating on men im just sad so shush
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Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh
I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that
#call of duty#modern warfare 3 2011#i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow#i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just.#they literally. never get old.#loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard#ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH.#i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die#i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end#JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW#they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM#i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh#i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene#I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS#anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3#foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy#at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so#y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well#like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time#but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special#crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life#heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives#Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking#AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN#MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE.#UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate#i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW#makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome#i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written
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so I decided to shell out the cash for the digital release of Marble Hornets and, in season 1's readme, the timestamp for Entry 16's approximate start time was drastically off (the listed start time, if skipped to in VLC, starts partway through it??) so, since it doesn't come with subtitles and I have found the individual video subtitle files someone so kindly uploaded to the internet and am putting together those files using the timestamps to figure out when each entry starts to add subtitles to my copy of the digital release, I decided to fine tune the rest of the start times because I noticed that some entries had slightly late or early subtitles if I based it off the readme's timestamps. Entry 16 is currently the worst in terms of the word "approximate" doing some really heavy lifting, because it was at least a minute off. Most of the ones right after a TTA video are a few seconds early at least (as in they have the last seconds of the TTA video play)
#oh the things I put myself through in order to be able to easily watch Marble Hornets with my audio processing issues >_>#at least I'm learning skills maybe#I could've given up a while ago. I feel like Sunk Cost Fallacy is all that's keeping me working on getting working subtitles for season 1#not even getting paid for this shit I'm literally just doing this for my own sake LMAO#at least I can listen to music while doing it I guess#and it's teaching me stuff about VLC and subtitles that I wouldn't have learned otherwise#first roadblock I encountered was that for some reason from Entry 15 onward the subtitles didn't apply to the file the first time.#then I noticed Entry 16's timestamp was COMPLETELY WRONG (noticed because the subtitles were DRASTICALLY off-timed)#and I've had to manually go through and check each and every timestamp I'll personally need. it's hell out here man.#I'm probably going to have to do all this for Season 2 and Season 3 too *cries*#...I wonder if I could put 'put together some subtitles files for the digital release of Marble Hornets' on my resume. probably not.#I have wasted so much fucking time on this. Troy Wagner. if you fucking see this post I'm filling your brain and shoes with gravel /j /nm#robin screams into the void#I just realized that 'fuck' is my most used swear word. counting this tag I've sworn 5 times and 4 of them are 'fuck'#also I am writing this instead of working on the subtitles so I'm procrastinating a little I guess haha
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oh god dammit.
#cries about a fucking halo guy.#I CAN MAKE HIM BETTER AND WORSE!!! I KNOW HIM! HE'S ME SOMETIMES!#he even flamingoes out and gets scared man. he flamingos his sexuality and gets scared if it's engaged with.#he literally does the thing#the constant 'invites' that he definitely knows arent liked#he needs the control with sex#donut needs the control. but not all the time.#he doesn't mind handing it over because surviving can be just as much about just letting other people do the thinking#can be just as much about shutting down and letting everyone walk on you.#can be just as much as 'suddenly' becoming something unwanted and unliked because thinking isn't what you're supposed to do.#nobody likes your ideas. nobody listens. and when they do it's for dumb shit so you can be proven as the dumb one#dude. i grew up everywhere. i know city to rural to suburbs to woods to desert.#i know this: he is a victim and he has not healed.#i know: rt never intended to make him that deep.#i know: he is anyway.#nonsense thoughts
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The pattern is that people straight up do not read™. or they read a 3-5 tweet summary of what happened and treat it as if they did. or because shonen expectations based on "the classics" is bullshit and significantly rotted people's brains when deciding wether an ending is good or not.
Which could be nothing right
yeahhh. i will forever regret reading the last chapter through leaks because it was a dreadful experience, and watching everyone ever shit on it for like a week after genuinely made me want to just get off the internet forever or something because i felt like an idiot for liking the ending (all this is my fault for getting too invested in both tumblr and mha etc etc).
All the "it's rushed" and pacing complaints barely matter to me at this point because you just cannot feel the pacing of something correctly when you're reading it exclusively through leaks. you can't absorb info like that. And don't get me started on the number of complaints and criticisms I've seen of the last chapter that are just provably bullshit (I saw someone say Izuku didn't get a statue lmao. yes he did, you just read the fucking leaks and watched twitter drama unfold instead of reading the actual chapter i fear).
#i just. do not think it is as bad as some people want to make it seem. i know not to take people who make cashier peaked in high school deku#jokes but like some of yall are treating this as if it's a major failure of the manga ? ? ?#it's underwhelming if you want#it didn't touch on stuff you wanted it to touch on whatever#i personally think that it did okay with the constraints it clearly had#like even without going into shonen jump conspiracy theories horikoshi had been doing 15 pages chapters for a while now#I also think that a lot of disappointment comes from fanon interpretations becoming canon in people's minds especially regarding izuku#and like do not get me wrong i had mixed feelings when i read the chapters i still have mixed feelings on some aspects (hawks what r you#doing etc etc)#i dont blame people who didn't like the ending for not liking the ending#i am just very annoyed by some justifications for not liking the ending#i don't even bother arguing with anyone at this point bc i don't want to be that person (too often) and because it just straight up makes m#feel bad lmao#anywayssssss i probably wanted to say something else but i forgor#oh no yeah listen. maybe you think it's lazy and maybe it is lazy to do an 8 years timeskip and leave a lot of stuff up to the reader#i personally really like this choice. important points were addressed and the rest can be speculated upon by the fanbase and by god.#we are the mha fandom guys. we can speculate. we love to speculate. we have EIGHT YEARS#you can do literally whatever you want man#i already have my personal canon for what happened during the eight years and believe me it helps a lot with the mixed feelings lmao#again. horikoshi did Not have a lot of space the story clearly had a lot of plot changes halfway through. i really do think this is more#than okay. this ending is not the end of the world i promise.#anyways i originally started like citing bs criticism i saw and then i thought ok lets not. inside thoughts etc etc.#i am not a meta analyzer i regularly learn i've misunderstood something about something or misremembered a plot point i am Not the person#for actually good meta and a lot of very insightful stuff on how we are very much not the target audience and lack cultural context go see#pikahlua lmao#mha manga spoilers#mha 430#mad mha ramblings//#ask//#i almost want to say ask to tag lmao? i have the mha cri/tical tag blocked so if anyone needs the opposite for me being overly positive
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I somehow didn't catch this during all the chaos from that day but I'm rewatching Forever's conversation with Vegetta, and Vegetta told him: "You're a good person, and a good person knows what their mistakes are. You're a good boy. It's not going to happen again."
#i talk#qsmp talk#and just#I dunno man. that really got to me for some reason#I'm not someone who cries easily at all but this is the second time something related to the server has made me cry#and I don't mean tearing up I mean BIG time crying#which is even rarer for me#It was so sudden too I was literally halfway through a bite of food and I started instantly crying when hearing that#and now my food is COLD agh#Bobby's thing made me cry too but I get because there was so much buildup to it with everyone trying to save him and it was very emotional#but with this I literally just opened up stream and then 10 seconds later Vegetta says this and BAM#[skull emoji]#this post might self-destruct later idk I don't like getting too personal about stuff#I've also been doing so many text posts lately I never used to do that#but this series has made me feel a little bit better lately. or at least my passion for it has made me want to talk and meta like I used to#which is nice#anyways. ya boy's having a rough one I guess
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Fuck you IDF. So many children are DEAD AND GONE. 27000 children robbed of life. They had pets. They played minecraft. One just wanted to make it to pokemon day. Another was slaughtered by your snipers after you killed the parametics trying to reach her. I saw a man dancing at his graduation, he's dead now. I saw a couple getting married in scraps because you ruined their home, and they're dead now. A family around a dinner table- dead. People have taken refuge in chicken coops like they had in the holocaust. We said "never again" and look what's happening. Kids my age are dead dead fucking dead and you aren't even sorry. You're dancing on their above ground graves and hollowed out bodies. I've seen more corpses of children then anyone ever needs to see, AND I'M ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN. I've seen a mere fraction of the carnage wrought upon the Palestinians. You bombed them until their country changed color on the satellites. You salted their feilds. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. There are good people in this world and you are not a single one.
#i usualy reblog resources on palistine because those do more good than my screams of rage#and there are people in palestine that DESERVE TO BE HEARD#and if they have been silenced#then remembered#so I apologise if this post takes attention away from much MUCH more important ones#because my feelings about this are so small compared to the LITERAL GENOCIDE#i just had a lot of accumulated rage towards idf and Israel that's been building up since i saw a man's body burned#while his wife and children cried#and its only heen getting worse and worse out in palestine.#palistine#i can not fathom the unimaginable grief of your home being destroyed and your people slaughtered.
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You ever just watch something that hits you so hard you can't do anything else for the rest of the day except think about it
#rennikorambles#LITERALLY#I#WAS JUST#I WANTED TO DO *SO MUCH* BRO THE WIFI CAME BACKA ND LIKE#OHHHH WHAT THE FUCK MAN#THE FINAL EPISODE FUCKING HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK STOP#me: oh finally the wifi's back I can do all the stuff i've been waiting t-#the last episode of a youtube series i'd been waiting on: :>#me: ....a#and then it proceeded to hit me with every feasible emotion known to man#i cried FOUR TIMES. *FOUR TIMES YALL*#...if you dont count the fact my tears were just running the entire episode and i started bawling four specific times bUT#THE POINT IS#I AM SO SORRY#I AM NOW MIA FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE. UNTIL I AM NOT#shoutout to chip who is still CURRENTLY messaging me as i speak . at 132 now chipper ily <3#maybe i'll be semi-online but not Completely im so sorry. i'll be online when i am and offline when im not. hope this helps#SHOUTOUT TO MY STYLUS I MISSED YOU BITCH
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i finished aot today ……… ive never felt so empty and awful in my entire life
#i ugly cried so much i was a pathetic mess#i couldnt stop i was literally so fucking sad#man this anime is so damn gutwrenching i cant even begin to explain everything its made me feel#i liked the ending#i do have some mixed feeling abt certain elements but that doesnt change the fact that i fucking adored it in its entirety#mannnnnnnnn i wanna cry just thinking abt it#i legit feel sick#i need to write in my journal abt this#isayama is such a genius im kneeling down bro#i honeslty think binging aot for 2week was very bad for my mental health#i need a hug😭
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