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housecow · 4 months ago

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I am surprised that you still can't find a partner. You're gorgeous, interesting and cute at the same time.

(probably because you may be a federal agent)

i suffer from “can’t communicate effectively because of anxiety” BUT it’s getting a lot better!!!

i’ve also had a lot of “you are great but i’m seeing someone else now, bye” experiences. like, this happened three times. two in one year 😭 it takes a while to get over that and restore your self confidence, lol!!

#the first time especially destroyed me #like. it was my first feedee/feeder (more like encourager) thing #i was trying so hard #but after it ended i lost a lot of weight #it’s funny to me now lowkey bc it wasn’t serious at allllll #but i was emotionally invested #and he reconnected w a vanilla former gf so. idk who really lost there #the FUNNIEST part is that two of them happened on the exact same day 2 years apart #that fact helped me thru it #plus. it’s good to be fat on your own!!#it makes u stronger #i’m so worried the ppl that did this to me stalk my page.#i really doubt the first guy does but the second.. there’s a chance. he knows the account #but i doubt it if he’s w someone seriously

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theoldkyokodied · 1 year ago

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The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic

#bloodweave #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #gale x astarion #astarion x gale #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #yes this is about astarion helping gale defeat mystra and take her place with the crown in exchange for gale helping him with the ritual #the ‘they can make each other worse’ part of their relationship turned to the max #I enjoy them being reluctantly soft for each other more but from time to time I just think about how powerful they could get together #toxic evil boyfriends. take love and twist it up until it’s unrecognisable #I like to think that astarion approached gale with that offer after realising no one else in camp is gonna help him #and that he can use gales own hunger for power which backfired when astarion actually became emotionally invested in gale #and after gale kept his word despite everyone’s concerns astarion changed his plan from not fullfilling his end of the bargain to actually #helping gale kill mystra (mostly so that gale could belong to him and him alone. and letting him take the place as a god bc having a god #at you beck and call is definitely appealing. especially one as eager to please as gale)#anyway what I want to say with this is please please please let me kill mystra i don’t even care if the weave gets destroyed again

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beif0ngs · 1 year ago

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everyone on tumblr @Buggy the 🤡 right now

#One Piece #opgraphics #One Piece Live Action #Roronoa Zoro #Buggy #Buggy the Clown #OPLA #oplaedit #One Piece Netflix #Mackenyu #Jeff Ward #*mine #just wanted to gif these scenes of Mackenyu as Zoro cussing out Buggy lmao #so yeah i watched the OPLA...#and i can now TRULY say that this isn't for me #honestly i had to fast forward/skip through a TON of scenes bc the level of secondhand embarrassment is real 😬😬#never been a fan of anime live action adaptions and i stand by my prev thoughts of One Piece being adapted into a live action series #like i still found a lot of the acting and dialogue super cringey when being uttered by people irl #and i'm unable to get emotionally invested in these characters at all in the live action series #but hey at least it wasn't as terrible as i thought it would be

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communist-waffle · 2 years ago

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Truly the puppet history season finale we deserve

#i am way too emotionally invested in the lifes of puppets #shane madej is truly a mastermind #and Ryan's acting skills are unparalleled #puppet history season 5 #puppet history spoilers #puppet history #ryan bergara #shane madej #watcher

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johndonneswife · 7 months ago

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#I CANT DO THIS……………#yuri on ice #i hate them so much. HOMOPHOBIA….LIKE. DO YOU GUYS HATE GAY PPL MORE THAN YOU HATE MONEY??????#having the worst day of my life?#anyway this is a lesson for me not to watch a 1 season long anime 8 years after it airs and not get emotionally invested lmao #FAIIIIIILED #never again #gonna frow up #text

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glitteraffe-art · 7 months ago

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(bt voice) commander briggs. may i keep him

second image based on this meme:

#titanfall 2 #jack cooper #bt 7274 #courts art #i finished playing titanfall 2. everyone was right the gameplay is great and the story makes you emotionally invested in the large robot #and then it ends. its too short i wish it was longer #(no im not going to touch multiplayer im not good at multiplayer games)

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pearlsdiamondsandvodka · 8 months ago

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the sandra lynn / fig conversation is driving me Insane. fig saying that sometimes she doesn’t wanna exist as herself at all…not wanting to ask her friends how they see her (because she’s afraid to hear their response) saying that to someone she is a monster and she Cannot stop thinking about it. sandra lynn starting the conversation saying she needs to step up but is also simultaneously taken aback about what fig expresses and doesn’t know how to responds to it and suggests getting ice cream. sandra lynn saying “convincing people they deserve good things is really tough” talking about herself but how it also reflects fig. insane!!

#if that conversation had kept going I would have started bawling!!#fully believe brennan was like ‘well oh shit this is getting dark and heavy quick let’s uh get some snow cones’#I will say I think Emily does a beautiful job here of showing teenage life #not a universal experience perhaps but definitely a common one #feeling so lost and insecure in who you are and under so much pressure to be a certain way #and her saying she doesn’t wanna exist #vs me resonating with ‘I don’t wanna die sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all’ lyrics #it was hard to watch ngl but it’s also bc Emily does Such a good job w emotional scenes!!#that woman is so emotionally invested you get emotional invested as well #if Emily axford cries I cry with her #and loved to see more of Sandra Lynn again <3 #damn good scene #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #sandra lynn faeth #emily axford #brennan lee mulligan

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lgbtlunaverse · 24 days ago

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Horrible thing to say but I think there's a real chance Jiang Yanli was both of her parents' least favorite child and knew it and just kinda. Had to go on with her life knowing that.

#mdzs #jiang yanli #yunmeng siblings #madam yu's favorite kid is jc. she doesn't. um. SHOW it in a very affirming way but he's clearly the one she's emotionally most invested in #jfm's favorite kid is wwx. is he even one of his kids? doesn't matter. he's the favorite #(madam yu does NOT see wwx as her child so he doesn't factor into the calculation for her.)#i think jfm's neglect of jc is talked about. mostly because the both jc and wwx are clearly aware of it and so it's mentioned in novel #but um... DO we see either of yanli's parents give much a shit about her? ever?#jfm doesn't even ask if she WANTS her engagement dissolved before doing so #also the reason stated by other characters for jfm not liking jc is that he's madam yu's child. you know who is ALSO madam yu's child?#i think jfm may find jc.. harder to get along with. but i also think whatever discomfort from his marriage he projects onto his kids #it also extends to yanli. it's just that he's not constantly REMINDED of yanli like he is jc #(because madam yu keeps yelling about it)#and so he just... doesn't think about her much at all #madam yu meanwhile treats yanli with this air of disappointment. she seems to resent that she's 'weak' and gentle and quiet #and that she cares so little about status so as to treat wwx like her little brother #i think yanli is just fundamenally so clearly... not the child either of her parents wanted. and it shows.#i'm slightly peeved fandom doesn't talk about this as much as they talk about the effects the jiang parents had on the two boys.#but to be fair to fandom the book doesn't either #which is probaly just danmei-typical misogyny. but to give a slightly more watsonian reason #i think the yunmeng bros are genuinely unaware of this. yanli is PERFECT how could her parents not love her?#(of course they notice something like zixuan's initial dislike of her but that's blatant.)#(vs the attitude of the jiang parents towards their daughter which seems to be mostly... disinterest and disappointment)

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courfee · 2 months ago

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» I love you. That's all.

– Art Heist, Baby! @otrtbs

paintings I referenced here:

Gustav Klimt, Death and Life, 1908-1915 – Regulus' shirt has the same pattern as Death's cloak, James' shirt is patterned like the background of 'Life'

It was life and death, and death was there, on the left side of the canvas, waiting eagerly to pluck any one person from the conglomeration of life and claim them as its own. – chapter 28

Mark Rothko, Untitled (Seagram Murals), 1958 – Regulus bleeding out into the background

And he remembers looking out at the thick red blood on the marble floors and nonsensically, being reminded yet again, of Rothko. – chapter 34

Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky, Gathering Storm, 1899 – Regulus' socks have this pattern

'Hang painting here?' – chapter 37

and here some little details and an alternative bloody version :) look at that snake ring being handed over <33

#art heist baby #jegulus #marauders #marauders fanart #jegulus fanart #jegulus fanfiction #art heist baby!#regulus black #james potter #james x regulus #regulus black fanart #james potter fanart #starchaser #sunseeker #regulus x james #ahb #my art #mine #hp #*#(sorry for all the tags hhhhhh i always feels so awkward about tagging stuff)#anyway!! onto the fun tags!!!!#i know people generally care the most about gathering storm when it comes to ahb but the red rothko!! thats my ahb painting #ive had a red rothko homage i did 8 years ago in school hanging over my bed for forever so i am emotionally even more invested #debated putting in the quotes from chapter 28 about the rothko because i care about them so much!! but objectively chap34 fits better here #and for gathering storm i debated quoting the 'hello again' james greeted the painting like an old friend from chap 22 #but i liked the chronological order of the quotes too much #also i hope yall are aware that i cropped the paintings because tumblr made them look weird when they werent all squareish #so go look at the full ones pls if you wanna #my original concept was the death cloak pattern as the background and reg bleeding out into a distorted puddle of rothko

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js-dragonart · 2 months ago

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Seeing Ghosts (Edit: As I have expanded the series, this is now chronologically the third part. "Seeing Ghosts Part III - Regret")

Coping strategy when something traumatic happened to characters you like: Write/draw fan fiction that´s even more heartbreaking/dramatic/f*cked up. A little HOD short story about Aemond having a vision of his brother when he's at Harrenhal. This is based on the show so it was Aemond who burned Aegon on purpose during the battle of Rooks Rest.

Because I am a sucker for hurt/comfort and bittersweet things, we have regret on both sides, tears and a hug.

I know this is 100% not where the show is going but this is what fan fiction is for.

Delulu sometimes is the solulu.

#aegon ii targaryen #aemond targaryen #house of the dragon #digital art #fanart #altered universe #sad fluffy stuff #i get way too emotionally invested in this stuff #these characters need therapy

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skcirthinq · 4 months ago

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Y'all ever wanna know what woulda happened if it wasn't Raph who got krangified in the movie? Wanna see how everyone deals with that, down a different brother?

Please read @goodlucktai 's now the darkness comes alive!

#illustration #sketch #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fanart #ive actually been reading some of the authors other works for a bit? and have a few pages of sketches of other ficssss #guys they made me care about the 12 turtles. and like. ive never watched 12. all i knew was the art style hits the opposite of my sweet spot #and now i also am emotionally invested in these blocky traumatized turtle fuckers oh no #highly recommend!

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aurorasandsad-prose · 1 year ago

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I really do fail to understand how people are able to justify this genocide at all even after 'claiming' to know the narratives of both the sides?

How can you remain neutral in face of mass murder?

All that privilege must be real nice. Getting to sleep in your beds, safe from this living hell, while justifying genocide must be real nice. Shame on you! Shame on you! Shame on you!

And I'm sorry to the Palestinians. I'm sorry the world's humanity is conditional. I'm sorry that we have failed you.

#palestine #free palestine #genocide #someone literally argued with me about being blinded by Palestine's side of the story because I'm too emotionally invested #and I provided verified resources to support whatever I had posted #I literally did math and supported it with verified data to prove the quarter of a nuclear bomb claim #and I was enfuriated by the lack of empathy #I really am sorry that we have failed you #I am sorry that you have to prove everything even when you are the victim here #I'm sorry I cannot do more #auroras thoughts #free gaza #gaza strip #gazaunderattack #save gaza

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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