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johndonneswife · 7 months ago

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#I CANT DO THIS……………#yuri on ice #i hate them so much. HOMOPHOBIA….LIKE. DO YOU GUYS HATE GAY PPL MORE THAN YOU HATE MONEY??????#having the worst day of my life?#anyway this is a lesson for me not to watch a 1 season long anime 8 years after it airs and not get emotionally invested lmao #FAIIIIIILED #never again #gonna frow up #text

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 1 year ago

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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw

#camera talks #disability stuff #this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3 #i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually #this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain #chronic migraine #migraines #chronically ill #disabled #disclaimer because idk I’ve got a lot of notes on this #I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week #now with medication on a good week I’ll only be affected 2-3 days #on bad weeks it’s much worse #anyways don’t doubt my condition I know what I’m talking about thx

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ruporas · 5 months ago

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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #blood tw #ruporas art #love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands #being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity #i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli #and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected #someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life #ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash #for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it #my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma #for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they #both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much

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stuckinapril · 11 months ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

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spicyraeman · 1 year ago

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#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #lae'zel #this is a lae'zel stan account now (joking) ((maybe))#there she is all calm cool and collected #def not terrified out of her mind and having the worst day of her life #my bg3 gifs #my gifs

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rottengurlz · 1 month ago

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she’s like if the virgin mary smoked a pack of pall malls every day 🚬

#sims 4 #the sims community #simblr #ts4 #sims 4 edit #mysims #drawing/editing these tears took actual years off my life #editing this in general did but the tears were my hell #her name is norma jean named after her grandmother but she goes by either jeanie or jj #she works at the local convenience store and bartends at night when shes able to pick up shifts #shes the worst bartender in existence and refuses to lift anything over 2 pounds #she once convinced a customer to buy her a sweater because she looked a little cold while working #she lied and said her manager never lets them turn on the heat and casually mentioned pennys was selling her favorite sweater #and then described in detail exactly where the sweater was in the store #all she had to do was blink her big brown eyes and call them baby a few times and they immediately folded #she goes to church 7 days a week even though she hates it because that's what she did when her mom was still alive #and its one of the few things that helps her feel close to her mom #her mom died after she had to drop out of highschool to take care of her #she holds a lot of resentment for having to give up such a big part of her life #but at the same time blames herself for not being able to make her mom better #she doesnt believe in banks and hides money around her house to store it but she's also super forgetful #she'll randomly find money around the house and then treat herself like it was present she meant to leave for her future self #she loves crosswords but treats it like a fun game and refuses to check if her answers are ever right #there's ur fun little facts about jeanie 🫵🏼

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edenxroseyposey · 5 months ago

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Highever Has Fallen

#aka Duncan taking advantage of Aileana’s worst day ever #I have complex feelings about the Cousland Origin’s recruitment #Aileana had to be practically dragged away kicking and screaming #but I like to think that in the time it took to get to Ostagar Duncan was able to mend some of the feelings of betrayal she held against hi #It was a very cruel wake-up call for a noblewoman who held so much freedom from the darker parts of life #but necessary for her growth #dragon age #dragon age origins #Aileana Cousland #Cousland origin #Duncan dragon age #my art

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lazylittledragon · 1 month ago

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Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx

thank you for checking in!!

i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore

also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh

#ramble #tw addiction #i've always felt weird calling it an addiction bc like. it was just coffee and it feels like bastardising a little bit #but i mean it was a habit i couldn't live without and it was making my life actively worse so i feel like it qualifies #the fact that someone checks in on me every couple of months is very sweet :'))#if you're asking how i was like. ok. during the worst of it #amazing question. i was NOT #as someone who already has digestive issues idk why the fuck i did that to myself sjhdhdsh #i'm starting my job soon and i'm a bit worried it's going to get bad again so if it does i'll switch fully to decaf #it's not even about the energy i just like having a fun little drink in the middle of the day #so if i have to stop having caffeine completely it shouldn't be that bad #as long as i have my syrups and my milk frother i'll be grand

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petitesmafia · 3 months ago

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Fyodor is honestly so foul for showing up in front of Atsushi after nearly clearing the entire ADA roster right in front of his salad,,,being all "i've come to save u. are u alright" the only right ur gonna get is this right hook right uppercut to ur jaw don't piss me off

#enas.txt #bsd 118 #bsd spoilers #imagine having the worst day of ur life and then the cause of ur terrible godawful day shows up in front of u #that would be my last straw ngl #“i've come to save u” those are fighting words. this fist will be thrown

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suratan-zir · 1 year ago

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I'm just here to post this photo I took today, that's all. Look at these cuties. My heart...^_^

#i had one of the worst days of my life yesterday and i don't have the mental strenght to write about it #on top of the worst year? ten years?#also...three weeks ago my baby Krobus passed away and it's been so hard not to blame myself #yay trauma dumping in the tags #sorry #personal #my rats #pet rats

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afterthelambs · 9 months ago

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I love how you rank up twice during the engine room scene. I know the meaning behind it is that you're 'understanding who Akechi really is' but like...the implications? because at face value it means Joker watched Akechi have a mental breakdown and try to murder him (again) and was actually kind of into it

#akechi: *literally having the worst day of his life*#joker: he's insane i think im in love #and it was enough to reach max rank omg #and he was so real for that because I too fell in love with akechi at his truest worst self #p5r #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #Goro Akechi #Akira kurusu #shuake #my post

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hauntedtoybox · 11 months ago

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