#but i still don’t wanna talk to people sometimes

[cjlouwho]

Why don’t you want to be here when the show comes back??? Genuine question because I’ve been having these feelings too but can’t place them.

*this is just me complaining, feel free to ignore*

It’s a myriad of things really… I’m still bummed about bucktommy, and how they screwed up Buck’s bi storyline. I’m just not interested in his story right now, and I have no desire to see him in even more pointless relationships.

There are so many fights that happen! Everywhere! About everything! I’m convinced 75% of this fandom hates the show but, for some reason, doesn’t know how to stop watching. The people I follow are lovely, and I’ve weeded out all the arguers, but you still see it. And it’s impossible to find the perfect way to block it out.

I don’t have any desire for bts stuff. This is already happening, and I have no idea why but it stresses me out! I usually love bts, but this show ruined the excitement of it for me. And now that there’s not one main source for bts, everyone is posting it and it’s impossible to filter. This is in no way shading anyone who posts bts, post whatever the hell you want, these are my issues!

And then there’s people who say they have inside sources, and there’s people getting leaks, but everyone is vague about it and it’s kinda ridiculous. If you’re gonna mention having spoilers, then either discuss them or don’t mention it at all. Sorry, it was so much better during Glee when spoilers were tossed out like candy and you knew everything about an episode two months before it aired 😂

And the whole thing overall bums me out because I found 911 during the worst time of my life and it really saved me, and I joined in the fandom because I wanted to not be lonely, and now I’m getting told that buddies talk shit about me, bucktommies talk shit about me, and I can’t even begin to understand why. I’m a literal no one with no connection to the show, and what I say doesn’t mean a thing. Idk sometimes being a part of something can make you feel even more alone.

Anyways… yeah, I don’t wanna be here much once it starts up again lmao

[suzukiblu]

Second 1k of the thank-you 5k I promised y'all behind the cut; “YJ packs up and gets pupped”. (( chrono || non-chrono ))

“Are you stray, Kon-El?” Red Tornado asks, and Kon cringes after all. Just, like–just a little, but . . . but definitely enough to be obvious, he’s sure. “I was under the impression that Superman considered you another El. And that Dubbilex was your guardian, additionally.” 

“Th-that’s not–it’s not his–pack name,” Kon stutters, and feels so pathetic saying it. It’s not like–he never told anybody he was in Superman’s pack. He didn’t even, like . . . know, really. If he was. Which–obviously he wasn’t, if he didn’t know. Obviously he was just being–stupid, if he thought maybe he . . . might be, kind of. Even just a little. But like–just because the original “Kon-El” was . . . was an adopted “El” from a house that’d proven they were, like–that they were–just because he was from a house like that, that didn’t mean . . . 

“El” isn’t Superman’s pack name, so it doesn’t mean–anything, that–that that Kon-El was technically, like–an adopted packmate. That he was . . . was whatever, to Jor-El, and . . .

“Like–‘El’, I mean,” he says, forcing his stupid head to shut up and his stupid self to keep talking. “It’s not his . . . pack name, I . . . guess. And, like–Dubbilex isn’t–like, nobody at Cadmus is really–and, uh–and nobody from Hawaii was ever–ever, you know . . . so like . . . so it’s fine, I just–I’m just not gonna bother anybody with it. It’s fine.” 

Red Tornado doesn’t say anything. Kon feels so far past “pathetic” that he doesn’t even know what to call it. Doesn’t even . . . doesn’t . . . 

Does Red Tornado think he’s a bad omega? Does he think–does he think–

Nobody ever wanted him in their pack. Which is–whatever. Like. That’s on him, obviously. He wasn’t . . . he’s never been, like . . . someone somebody’d wanna pack up with, is all. That happens. Plenty of people are stray. Like–it’s not a big deal, if he’s . . . if he’s stray. 

( if he’s ALWAYS been stray, if he’s never been anything BUT stray, if no one’s EVER even THOUGHT about– )

“Secret is not in the custody of a pack,” Red Tornado says like it’s just an observation or something, except for how it’s really obviously not just an observation. Kon–stills. “Nor is she currently in attendance at an institution that would require her to commit any acts of truancy.” 

“. . . oh,” Kon says as he remembers–yeah. That’s . . . true, yeah. He was thinking about it before, even. Suzie doesn’t have a pack, or, like . . . anything like school, or anything she’d have to skip or call off from or . . . anything. 

“She is also a beta,” Red Tornado says. “Which is traditionally considered the most suitable designation to attend to the cycle of a stray who is not an immediate family member of said attendant.” 

“. . . I . . . guess, yeah,” Kon replies hesitantly as he twists Cassie’s shirt in his grip a little. Obviously Cadmus stuck some stuff about designations in his head in terms of, like, basic facts and information and at least, like, mostly how they work and all–plus he’s heard some more stuff since he got out of the lab, too–but like . . . he doesn’t really, like . . . know the details, really. He just knows–facts. The basics, but not the reasons. He knows betas are supposed to be the best for any cycle you don’t, like, wanna have sex for–when there’s not a family member or whatever available, he means–but he doesn’t know why. Like, he guesses it’s just the pheromones, probably, but . . . 

Nobody’s ever really, like . . . used those all that much around him, is all, so he’s not . . . sure. Like–Roxy’s pheromones used to make him feel a little calmer sometimes, when they were just hanging out somewhere together, but it never really felt like something she was doing on purpose or anything. It was just, like . . . her, it’d felt like. 

He’s never noticed Suzie doing anything on purpose with her pheromones either–or Bart, while they’re on the subject–but like . . . she could do that thing where she kind of spreads herself out around the room, maybe. The garage definitely isn’t too big for her to fill up. And then, like . . . then it’d all smell like her pheromones. Like . . . like those winter-bonfire tiger-balm menthol-smoke soothing pheromones that she left on the blanket in Robin’s chair, which even second-hand is way, way more intense than he ever remembers it being before. So . . . so like, if it’s more intense even second-hand . . . 

Like–what would it smell like in person, now? Now that he’s . . . presenting, and . . . 

Kon bites his lip hard and fists his hands a little tighter in Cassie’s shirt. He thinks about the icy smoky stillness and silence all over Suzie’s pheromones and how he’d thought about making his nest curled up inside of all of her smoke. Just–if she’d be willing to fill up the room a bit, and let him–let him do that. 

If she’d be willing to curl up in the center of all her smoke with him. 

Would she, like . . . if Red Tornado suggested it, he thinks she would. Right? So . . . so maybe that means . . . maybe that means she wouldn’t . . . mind, or . . . 

Maybe that means she’d–come, if he asked her to. And then, like . . . the Super-Cycle’s being really great, obviously, and Red Tornado’s being way nicer than he needs to be, but–but Suzie might get in his nest with him, if he asked. And Suzie–she has pheromones. She has pheromones, and she–well, she probably knows what nesting means. Or at least, like . . . enough about what it means, anyway. 

Like. At least as much as his stupid ass does, anyway. 

Maybe she’d watch some videos with him or something. Get him . . . stuff, if he . . . like, snacks or water or . . . 

Maybe she wouldn’t mind, he thinks. And if she didn’t mind, then . . . then it wouldn’t be just him and just secondhand pheromones in his nest. Wouldn’t be . . . 

Suzie’s lived in a lab before too, he remembers abruptly. So maybe she’d . . . get it, kinda. Get why he didn’t wanna do this at Cadmus, and why he didn’t really know where he did wanna do it, or even really know what was happening at first, or . . . 

Just–Suzie doesn’t know a lot of things about herself either. 

So like . . . so as long as she didn’t . . . mind, or anything . . . 

[darlingdaisyfarm]

You know I've been meaning to ask.. is everything okay? I mean your pfp is blank. I understand you're uploading, but I also want to make sure you're okay

idk if i have some mental connection with you, anon, because how else i can explain that you sent this ask right when i felt so bad??? but yeah i should really put a pfp, i just can’t choose the right pic and at same time im lazy….

honestly i promised myself i wouldn’t vent online and irl because i don’t wanna be annoying or be the kind of person people get tired of. but i guess i just feel emotional rn sorry again

well 2025 kinda kicked me in the face already LMAO, it already reminded me that some people will always pick someone else and some things are just not meant to be yours. i just got reminded once again that i’m super replaceable to person i really loved and cared about. so now im realising that i was just there to pass the time until they found smth better, someone better. and they did, they did and that’s just unfair for me, i literally loved this person for 10 years and that's how i ended up

not exactly the fresh start i was hoping for lol

been feeling like a ghost in my own life lately so i guess i made this blog to just be somewhere, to talk to people, to share things i love, to feel like i exist in some small way. to find friends? idk. sometimes i wonder if i’m just taking up space here, but deleting this blog feels dramatic so whatever. although i thought bout this a lot and still think about it, but i guess im just being... yeah, dramatic, i mean i am, ive been told. so, i don't know, deleting feels rude ? and i don’t wanna be rude, i hate being rude :( i still hesitate every time i post though. and i don’t want to be that person who craves reassurance but damn, it gets lonely and im embarrassed to even say that rn

+ last year drained me so much that i couldn’t even start anything for a whole month. its about my work, i just felt stuck, exhausted before i even tried. things are getting better now with my work, though. it’s actually tied to people and honestly, i love that?? i mean, i love people very much. in general. so whenever i meet someone kind or understanding in my work, it lifts my mood

but when it comes to writing or fics, i feel like i’m always fighting myself. actually i enjoy writing, ive been writing since… 14? 13? so i try, i push through, but nothing ever feels right lately. i don’t know if it’s just a phase or if this is how it’s always going to be. why i always feel like i could’ve done better or that maybe i shouldn’t have posted at all

anyways….. i don’t usually post stuff like this. i really don’t want to be like this, i hate sounding so negative, i really do. i promised myself i wouldn’t. i usually just keep things to myself, but you seemed like you genuinely cared, sweetheart and i figured i might as well be honest, i appreciate your worry! thank u sm angel! ♡

[cam1lla]

Most Superbat Taylor Swift lyrics under the cut

Bruce’s POV:

“My only one/My smoking gun/My eclipsed sun/This has broken me down/My twisted knife/My sleepless night/My win-less fight/This has frozen my ground/Stood on the cliffside screaming, ‘Give me a reason’/Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in/Don't want no other shade of blue but you” — Hoax

“All I know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life/Got a feelin' your electric touch could fill this ghost town up with life/And I want you now, wanna need you forever/In the heat of your electric touch” — Electric Touch

“I keep these longings locked in lowercase inside a vault/Someone told me, ‘there’s no such thing as bad thoughts’/Only your actions talk/These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath/Taking all of me/We've already done it in my head/If it's make believe, why does it feel like a vow we’ll both uphold somehow?” — Guilty As Sin?

“Two headlights shine through the sleepless night/And I will get you, and get you alone/Your name has echoed through my mind/And I just think you should, think you should know/That nothing safe is worth the drive” — Treacherous

“All the drama queens taking swings/All the jokers dressin' up as kings/They fade to nothin' when I look at him/And I know I make the same mistakes every time/Bridges burn, I never learn, at least I did one thing right/I did one thing right/I'm laughin' with my lover, makin' forts under covers/Trust him like a brother, yeah, you know I did one thing right/Starry eyes sparkin' up my darkest night” — Call It What You Want

“My boy was a montage/A slow motion, love potion/Jumping off things in the ocean/I broke his heart 'cause he was nice/He was sunshine, I was midnight rain/He wanted it comfortable/I wanted that pain” — Midnight Rain

“Late in the night, the city's asleep/Your love is a secret I'm hoping, dreaming, dying to keep/Change my priorities/The taste of your lips is my idea of luxury” — King Of My Heart

“Morning, his place/Burnt toast, Sunday/You keep his shirt/He keeps his word/And for once, you let go/Of your fears and your ghosts/One step, not much/But it said enough/You kiss on sidewalks/You fight then you talk/One night he wakes/Strange look on his face/Pauses, then says/You're my best friend/And you knew what it was/He is in love” — You Are In Love

Clark’s POV:

“Wait for the signal and I’ll meet you after dark/Show me the places where the others gave you scars” — Willow

“Now I'm pacin' on shaky ground/Strike a match, then you blow it out/Oh no, oh no, it's not fair/'Cause you kiss mе and it stops time/And I'm yours, but you're not mine” — Say Don’t Go

“So dignified in your well-pressed suit/So strategized, all the eyes on you/Sashay away to your seat/It's the best seat, in the best room/Oh, he's so smug, Mr. "Always wins"/So far above me in every sense/So far above feeling anything” — Mr. Perfectly Fine

“I could see you in your suit and your necktie/Pass me a note saying, "Meet me tonight"/Then we kiss, and you know I won't ever tell, yeah/And I could see you being my addiction/You can see me as a secret mission” — I Can See You

“You never know what people have up their sleeves/Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me/Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles/But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine” — Ours

“It was like an age-old classic the first time that you saw me/The story started when you said, "Hello"/In a crowded room a few short years ago/And sometimes there's no proof, you just know/You're always gonna be mine/I'm gonna love you when our hair is turnin' gray/We'll have a cardboard box of photos of the life we've made/And you'll say, ‘Oh my, we really were timeless’” — Timeless

“So when I touch down/Call the amateurs and/Cut 'em from the team/Ditch the clowns, get the crown/Baby I'm the one to beat/Cause the sign on your heart/Said it's still reserved for me/Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?” — The Alchemy

[lifenconcepts]

:3 yeah bro I’m silly like that !! Anyways I got more to talk about but like. Do ya wanna ask anything? My asks are always open!! Constantly wanna yap and sometimes my soul just flicks on the ‘write!’ switch and I blink and I got a ton of words on a page. Glad someone also enjoys these sorts of ramblings! Yeah, i also understand where you’re from entirely. I got this natural desposition where I wanna know more about us and also this world that remains unseen yet so commonly felt and depicted.. to bridge the world between instinct and knowledge. It started slow but I’ve gotten better around grasping the basics of it, but even still, I look back on writings a week back and no longer think as bright of them. There’s new information to be acquired and newer ideas to come across, and with more experiences and interactions I form even more connections between that and what has happened. I also was exactly like you but something just snapped and I grew fed up and thought “hey! Why not just write until something figures out itself?” And hey, a year and a bit later - and look where I am.. considered someone with knowledge that’s groundbreaking! Many things still are unsaid, many will continue to be that way for months or perhaps years, and yet with constant trying and writing I hope to have very deep understanding of both Intra and Inter-personal.. issues may remain unsolved but I’ve noticed that with me just understanding little things they tend to come back around to help me properly realise the how’s and whys of every day life and how to remain both calm, happy, and open to the world. Ofcourse I also say this as I’m actively protected by angels but like 😅 it’s still good that I don’t allow my vices to destroy me like how it often is tempting.. yeah yeah- even angels tilt their heads and open their hearts to what they know destroys them. I think you’d like my writings! not always am I in such a writing mood, it sorta comes on by it’s own will, but with the right questions or people or motivation I can always open up just naturally. Check out my tag too, it may be full of something you like..

afternoon tea

….i need to just schedule these in advance…

Uh, how are y’all?

free spot for question (ramble about whatever/nf)

no pressure taglist: @neowanderseternally @numisanubis @berrybird054 @saireye @lifenconcepts

(Again, if u wish to be added or removed dm me and explicitly say so and I’ll respect your wish)

[gregmarriage]

i may know it’s healthy to interact with people and be social, but that doesn’t mean i find it easy in any way

[azure-clockwork]

I love three houses discourse because I'm pretty sure everyone just picks their route based on which house leader they're the most gay for and then tries to defend their pick by pointing out the other sides's war crimes via twitter memes. Reader, all four of them do substantial quantities of war crimes. So many. We're just here because the woman with Issues and a big fuck-off axe said so, and then we gotta justify everything she did in the name of dismantling the class system. I mean, I'm here for that, but you could also try justifying Charm Man uses poison and perfidy to try to stop racism, A Sad Little Meow Meow gives no quarter instead of doing therapy, or the Thicc Pope tries to bring back her mom via human experimentation, depending on your tastes

[angelnumber27]

It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

[chrystalkid]

is it weird to want to be friendly and spend time with people sometimes without becoming friends? maybe i’m aplatonic, or low empathy.

[vampirismadvocate]

Anyone else not know how to open up in moderation/what’s an acceptable amount of being vulnerable/honest with someone who you’re friends with, but not like super close to yet?

Asking for my (autistic) self.

[m0thlegs]

Me when I’m in a fandom and the shipping discourse begins to overshadow any meaningful discussions about the work itself

[killuaisaprincess]

Everyone always whines and cries how everyone ignores G//on

AND IF YOU DARE TO BRING UP KIS TRAMUA THEY ARE LIKE BUT WHAT ABOUT G

What about g KIS FANS ARE ANNOYING THEY SAY

Omg WHAT ABOUT G

MEANWHILE BACK WHEN I WAS ON A BLOCKING SPREE ALL I EVER SEE IS ANALYSIS POSTS ECT ABOUT G G AND HIM AND HIS TRAMUA AND THE BOTH TOGETHER MAYBE BUT KI ALONE MAYBE 1

SO I DO NOT EVEN WANNA HEAR IT

AND LET KI FANS CARE ABOUT KI

JUST LIKE U CARE ABOUT G

Stg these people wanna act like Ki’s life is so easy and CAA wasn’t hard on Ki CUZ WHAT ABOUT G

[littlebirdy0301]

This is your local Tech Theatre person letting you know that a lot of us really really appreciate when you come see shows we’re working on! Lots of us have friends and family brush it off since they won’t see us onstage performing, but we work hard to make the shows what they are! Ask us about our shows!! Come see them if you’re able! Maybe give us flowers if you would do the same for a friend onstage! We don’t ever get flowers or anything but I just think it would be So Cute if someone brought a techie something like that

[sun-pluto]

was explaining his astrology placements to housemate’s friend (he came over) and by god… he was so offended. the guy has 4 major taurus placements so i just listed the pros and cons of taurus and he was immediately onto me like i personally set his house on fire 🔥🧐😒 like bro chill.

“they’re hardworking but also lazy? something’s not right here.” he kept repeating this, and idk how to explain extremities and dualities to you dude. “just because i like fiddling with things doesn’t mean i’m materialistic” i didn’t say that was materialism. holy shit. i was explaining a zodiac sign. if you think that was an attack on you, maybe you really should look into that lol? why are you using yourself as an example already? 🤔

anyway the guy kept interrupting bc his ego got bruised so i got bored and left but oh my god. encounters with people with 0 self-awareness. hell tier.

[mars-ipan]

i am such a one drink girlie. tipsy is plenty and i do not want to experience a hangover ever in my life

[exopelagic]

I wiped out so hard tonight my KNEES