#but i hate pain
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
No matter how much my mind and body try to destroy me I will always have my soul to push me to do art anyway. The gods will have to strike me down before I stop doing art. Keep on destroying me bit by bit but you cannot take my love for art away. Anyways, love you <3
#digital art#art#drawing#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#my art#i will succeed#i love art#but i hate pain#i will not give up#fight me
11 notes
·
View notes
Text






ONE FUCKING BREAK. CAN THEY NOT GET A GODDAMN SECOND TO FUCKING BREATHE?!?!?!
#arcane#jinx#vi#arcane season two#arcane spoilers#spoilers#my heart hurts. i hate this show sm#i need a pain killer.#not art#kali rambles#mine
14K notes
·
View notes
Text
red crowned crane grian
#i started this one so long ago. months#i fully intended for it to be line and color#i do not know what happened but i got like possessed or something to draw a full background#so i ended up spending far too long on it and going through many stages of hate love pain joy and suffering#the thing i was caught up on the most was the water#it still doesn't look right but shhhhhh im not dealing with it any longer#it looks fine enough as is#my favorite part was adding the clouds#oh god that was so fun!!! the sky was feeling kinda bland then i added the clouds#they were so pleasant to do#also you cant really see it well but im very happy with the fish#it is a perch specifically#fish <3#overall im quite happy with this despite the ups and downs#it feels calm#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#raff's art
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
8K notes
·
View notes
Text
no mercy 😭
#one piece won the poll and I wanted to draw smth nice and wholesome#but I hated the perspective process and the multiple characters were a pain so where did that bring me?#that's right; perspective and multiple characters in shtpost format#don't you just love it when you put too much pressure on yourself and the way to fix that is to draw smth silly#vibrant colours go brrrr#pls trust me when I say I like sanji#I mean look at him#one piece#strawhat crew#sanji#luffy#zoro#chopper#usopp#nami#nico robin#cyborg franky#o0kawaii0o
13K notes
·
View notes
Text

i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back
#alphonse elric#obviously hes glad about having it back#but there's this unease at the back of his mind#because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time#and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while#i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back#even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again#he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it#and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself#i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically#even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering#oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable#just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back#and being a completely different person physically#i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again#this is one of those things#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma fanart#fmab fanart#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma art#fmab#fma brotherhood
2K notes
·
View notes
Text

it’s crazy that rouge straight up said this and people still see her as a mother figure lmaooo
#edit: for the love of god ‘aunt/sister’ is not meaningfully different than mother figure#explain to me how ascribing a woman to a different role in a nuclear family is super subversive actually or shut up. please#rambles#stole a robot for the purpose of creating a perfect thieving tool and ignored every sign of interiority or will he expressed#and ditched him the second it became clear that the situation is more of a pain in the ass than it is a benefit#and said she’d hate to be a mom to said robot#how maternal.#god i fucking love rouge she’s so awesome in this game#such a shame about amy.#battle posting
3K notes
·
View notes
Text

Yk I think Toby is by far the least freaky crp in design but the thought of an encounter with him is terrifying.
#ticci toby#myart#creepypasta#crp#horror#tobias rogers#tobias erin rogers#slender proxy#slenderverse#creepypasta proxy#also while I was drawing this one of my neighbors was literally murdered by two home invaders they still haven’t caught???#rest in peace but also I’m going to die bro pray for me#does this count as a redesign#just an interpretation#I’d hate to be chased by Toby bro he’ll naw#I’d hc most of the proxies have a stronger pain tolerance but like how do you even stun someone like Toby
7K notes
·
View notes
Text




Kim Kitsuragi, Kid Master General
#disco Elysium#de#kim kitsuragi#de meta#ive seen people say kim hates kids and its blatantly not so.. he has such a painful relationship to childhood and being infantilsed and the#tragedy of the lost children of revachol. from his own experience and those of the kids he met as a juvie cop#again and again you see how when kim was born it was already too late- the revolution took his parents. he played with knight figurines and#dreamt of being a revolutionary pilot but the revolution was over and theres no longer an air force. the pleasure wheel broke down before h#was tall enough to ride it. another one broke down in the war. like almost every other child in this game kim never had a chance#'in my dreams he says i failed his children' 'every school of thought has failed this city but i love it nonetheless' that's kim for you#juha.txt#🏺
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Self-indulgent showtime sketches
#my art#fanart#digital art#the amazing digital circus#tadc#showtime#showtime shipping#pomni x caine#caine x pomni#tadc fanart#look i get that he’s an ai and that she probably hates his guts#but their designs just compliment each other ok??#and they have such a fun dynamic too#i am cringe but i am free#tadc caine#tadc pomni#took me a lot of willpower not to draw them for a while now but the parasites the demons in me….they want me to draw showtime#paine
8K notes
·
View notes
Text
2025 she-ra jumpscare
#I JUST FINISHED THE S3 FINALE PLS HELP ME#IM IN SO MUCH PAIN RN I HATE THIS SHOW#she ra#she ra and the princesses of power#she ra netflix#she ra adora#adora#artists on tumblr#nd stevenson#my art#fanart#fandom#fandom art#gay#cartoon fandoms#art#catradora#lgbtqia#queer#why does gay cartoons make me cry#is the cartoon fandom revived yet#i wished i started this show sooner#animation#netflix
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
mombin pt 9!! it's been too long i'm sorry
(1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
#stobin#stranger things#mombin#steve harrington#robin buckley#this is a panic attack i could see myself having no matter how badly i wanted kids#shit's terrifying#also i need to stop trying different brushes i hate it literally every time#also i'm in the 'fic writers stop demonising nancy' club#i Eat it when relationships end badly but let it be NOBODY'S fault#like think of the WORST breakup you had as a teenager. as a former 15 year old you're just so stupid and that's ok#sometimes 'i love you but we're absolutely not supposed to keep doing this' is MORE painful than one person being a raging bitch
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
“why does charles sit on the desk when there are clearly other chairs in the office—”
because he’s bisexual that’s why
#edwin is a distinguished gay#and charles is a disaster bisexual#of course he doesn’t sit in a chair like a normal person#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin paine#edwin payne#paineland#painland#payneland#paynland#chedwin#i hate chedwin but i’m still tagging it
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
because at the end of the day it’s about how love and hate will destroy you equally. it’s about the fact that merlin and morgana both lost themselves because they became so consumed by their love and hate respectively that it made everything else not matter. because merlin loved arthur so much he hollowed himself out for the sake of it and morgana hated uther so much it ate her alive and became all she was
#bbc merlin#sorry not really a good post or one that’s very coherent but idccccc.#merlin saving uther from death so many times. because of multiple reasons but also explicitly because he wanted to spare arthur the pain of#losing him and it being THE WRONG CHOICE!!!#versus morgana hating him and that being right but losing sight of it all and becoming consumed by her desire for revenge.#morgana#morgana pendragon#merlin#mergana#idk i guess?#e.txt
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
HYUNJIN | SKZ-CODE EP. 59 - FALL FIELD DAY
#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#bystay#staydaily#skzco#gifs#kinda hate these but his hair is so fluffy and lovely pls just focus on that.#also i have an ear infection wtf are u gonna do about it hyunjin#absorb all my pain away by being so beautiful? that will do.#he’s like the red m&m and i will pop him in my mouth RIGHT NOWWWW
2K notes
·
View notes