#but i do have that energy sometimes sooo
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when u realize every mean and nasty thing said about women (women will die alone w 4 cats if she doesn't settle for whatever lame ass broken loser proposes to her first and lower her standards, women fall in love too fast, women open their legs to any Chad that walks in the room and ignore the Good Man Who Just Happens To Be Ugglieee Right Next To Her, women are too emotional, women have shallow friendships women lose value as they age) is false for most women but very true for weak men ur eyes start to open and u become free.
bc only weak men who:
have to settle for whatever women MAYBE picks them bc they ain't shit and their standards are way too high compared to who they actually are as people,
can't control their emotions and fall in love w the first woman that glances at them,
try to have sex with any woman who he finds hot and gets offended when 1. she turns out to be batshit crazy and has major self esteem issues so she was using him as a validation toy or 2. her standards are higher than Him, and then blames her for her desires rather than working on himself to become a man who can match the kind of woman he says he wants (but doesn't want to work for, not realizing that a woman like that REQUIRES at BARE MINIMUM a man who busts his ass for her and dedicates his life to her well being)
have no emotional control because the realm of the emotions is forbidden to them by their pride and they haven't explored the Feminine aspects of their psyches
^ due to fear of losing bro points with equally immature loser bros who sit around trying to impress each other while flexing their muscles and circle jerking about how cool their cybertrucks are or whatever,
are definitely losing value as they age bc they don't work on themselves to become Grown Men and only place value on outer qualities not inner growth,
are spitting this shit about women.
and realizing this is how you raise your standards for men and the kind of men you surround yourself with. because you're not the kind of woman to hang out with crazy immature babymen. so why bother yourself with fools any longer?
#sometimes i post things that aren't dragon age on here#i just remember being sooo bothered by seeing men like this online/ IRL and i had no idea that MATURE MEN DON'T THINK/ SPEAK THIS WAY#mature healthy men LOOOOOOOVE women and have healthy boundaries w crazy insane women (they do not associate w them lol)#my psychology nerd/ coach is coming thru today i had a chai#divine masculine#immature boy psychology#immature feminine archetypes#immature masculine#divine feminine#jungian psychology#shadow work#inner work#high standards only#high standards#healthy relationships#relationship advice#self development#feminine energy#self confidence tips#self confidence#raise your standards#dating tips
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hey i was going to say this anyway, but now that I've seen someone actually being rude to you, just gotta stress it:
you do not know how grateful I am to you for writing such wonderful wonderful words every week. I am also so very happy that you're getting a lot of appreciation from so many people (well deserved 🥰)while I can understand that it's super motivating for you, to see so many people love your work, to write more, it can also be a bit of pressure (but depends on you ig)
you mentioned being sick and not being able to write some weeks ago. you're a working adult with bills to pay and this isn't something you're obliged to do anyways. pls don't strain yourself, take enough rest. if you're behind on a chapter or if it's going slow, I'm sure we can all be patient!
In joker out's words, "no waiting, no gain" :)
thank youuuu 🥺🫂💖💖💖💖💖
that is so so so sweet of you to say thank you so much <3333
dont worry, the only pressure on me is the one that i place on myself (weekly chapter) and thats honestly bc i suck at finishing things so i have to keep a schedule that is strict enough that it keeps me constantly engaged instead of slacking off, but still lose enough that i have some leeway (some days i write more and some days less etc) and so far thats beeb working out pretty well! im impressed and surprised by myself hahaha!
and all the comments and your sweet messages and all keep me sooo motivated and i cant wait for everyone to see it all come together in the end 💖💖💖
#also yeah my health has been funky lately but thats 🤷🏻♀️ i have chronic health issues and sometimes it just kicks up a notch and then#calms down again#lately has been really. 😬 annoying and frustrating tbh for the most part lol#buuuut ill get through it and ill be fine and theres gonna be better days soon ♡#thank you sooo much for your kind words and concern it is soooo appreciated <333#inbox#i miiiight actually have to skip a chapter next month bc ill be seeing joker out ×3 and to do that also travel home to germany to visit#my family hehe <3 so i might be a little preoccupied for a week and a half but we'll see if i get a burst of energy before that maybe and#prepare chapters for upload or whaaaatever. we'll see ✌🏼#invece-sto-sdraiato
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Listen, every time i rewatched TOS i always skipped turnabout intruder because it angered my feminism too much. But now im like, they literally turned kirk into a baby girl
#like i know it was just defined gender roles#but they didnt even try to make kirk-in-janus more kirk like#but shatner certainly put some feminine energy into his#yo this episode is sooo dated#star trek#star trek tos#captain kirk#james t kirk#william shatner#turnabout intruder#whats crazy is they wrote this ep in support of female leadership supposedly???#also i have notes about this ep#that guy in love with dr lester was totally cool with being in love with her in kirks form is A+#and at the end hes like you are as i loved you and shes just like kill him cause she has goals#and this woman radiated self hatred#shatners acting A+#like sometimes i wonder if on the set they were like wtf this guy doing
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Yesterday I watched Cartoon Saloon’s short “Screecher’s Reach”, and thought Daal’s hair was almost exactly like how I envision Mathilde Lachance’s hair, so I decided to try and draw her. Today I stopped cleaning up the sketch after about an hour because I got bored, so it’s going here.
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#mathilde lachance#idk if anyone’s ever drawn her before (which makes sense bc no description) but I wanted to give it a shot#I’ve always envisioned her like. goth former art student. just the vibe of a pretentious 20s-30s artist who is also kinda goth. for funsies#when I said this blog is where I ‘dump’ my fanart I am being serious. bc sometimes I just quit part way through. lol.#I always try to be one of those ppl that ‘renders’ just by cleaning up their sketch + flats and then I always get bored and stop doing it#I need to stop avoiding doing lineart bc I actually enjoy doing it. when I do otherwise I just end up w a bunch of half finished stuff loll#anyways. I haven’t drawn in ages bc college sucked all my time and energy. but I just graduated 💪 and I’m excited to get back into things.#especially nevermoor stuff!!! bc I have so many ideas!!!!!#fun fact for if you’ve read this far: I like giving wundersmiths bright golden eye highlights when I draw them. just for fun!#the gold of wunder goes sooo well w the black/purple color scheme of morrigan. genius idea from jess. that’s why I always love drawing mog!#I may never draw stuff but rest assured I’m always thinking abt how I would draw nevermoor ppl/places/things and why#I have so many thoughts and my nevermoor brainrot is also is where my art/animation brain and media adaptation brain get to combine#I am going to be insufferable when (if?) the movie starts being made and I am not even sorry#anyways. enjoy this lq image. bc this is a screenshot and I have a problem with drawing way too small lol. oops.
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Deep Roads Shortcut and Skip The Fade aren't even mods in my mind anymore... they are like siblings to me.
#especially the former bc while I would prefer playing the deep roads again to the fade and have done so before#(the mod doesn't skip your companions' scenes in the fade which are the best part anyhow)#the deep roads do have better sidequests story beasts and lore... BUT#the modder for the former is sooo funny about how they went about it#they added a sapient Genlock (he references the events of Awakening so it even works as foreshadowing!) to take you to the Broodmother...#...unaware that you are a grey warden and this is very helpful to you. it's SUCH Mad Batter from The Legend of Zelda energy#my beloved. I sometimes forger that Genlock is not canon when thinking about cool npcs :^')#Games#DA:O#mods#Nexus has a LOT of shitty bad awful cursed content but a lot of the QoL mods for DA:O are *chef's kiss*#I did mean story beats but Urthemiel is there so you can pretend it's a pun
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one niche weird thing about reading for a litmag is the more online flash/micro fiction i've read the more i've found specific writers that i really admire or at least i can recognise their name when i see them published in litmags. and sometimes they'll they show up in the queue and it's like oh i'm really inspired by this writer and their skill but now i'm on the side where i read and analyse and vote on their submission. and my impostor syndrome is like what the hell
#and sometimes those stories will be great but need edits/won't feel ready for publication and it's like wow!!!! like#it's so easy to get into ur head and see the writers you admire as like this untouchable level of success esp in publishing#when they are Literally going through the exact same processes as you#this is why i always suggest litmag reading work if you have the time/energy/space to do it#i think it reallyyyy helps to see what goes on in the reading process + it helps you get unstuck from your head#also just generally its soooo cool to get to read stories from writers you admire before they've been published like im not being dramatic#when i say it's sometimes an honour? like knowing this writer trusts this body of people with their work is soooo#when the dallonwrites substack drops i want to talk about how i had to relearn a lot of rejection coping mechanisms#bc my mom dying made me a sensitive little animal#but reading for a litmag has helped SOOO much
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hey, you dont have to respond to this or anything, but i just wanted to say that the way you comment on artwork in the tags is genuinely so nice and it makes me happy everytime i see it💕
AWH IM GLAD !!!!!! that’s what i’m here for :] i don’t do what i do for praise or anything of course, since it’s fun to just Be Nice (esp to other artists!!!!), but this made me smile so thank u !
also i had no idea that you could color the text of asks :o that’s so cool
#also this makes me happy bc i sometimes feel like i go like …… too crazy#so this is very nice to hear#irl im so very. monotone and low energy. but online i try my best to be super excitable and express my love and happiness for things#idk if it has anything to do w/ being autistic but. this makes me feel sooo much better abt how i express my love for things#SO THANK U ANON !!!!!!!!#HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY#mine#text#asks#anon#misc tag#my thoughts
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crying to aurikatariina house cleaning youtube videos on a beautiful sunday afternoon like a normal and well-adjusted person
#like it’s just… so unfathomably kind#i am disabled in ways that often limit my energy and ability to keep up with housework and it just hits sooo hard#i would do anything for just a little bit of help sometimes#and i’m not adverse to paying for it! i just can’t afford it#really just trying to hang on until i get a Real Job and can afford assistive stuff#like the change it would make to be able to have simple things like grocery delivery. apartment cleaning every 2 weeks.#sigh. sigh#e
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#having a Bad Day#one of my bosses was talking to me about classes i should take next year#and gave some helpful ideas about taking trial advocacy and pretrial lit#which. i do plan on taking the latter sometime next year#but both of those classes would severely mess up my entire course schedule and probably wouldn’t allow me to work twice a week at the firm#but i ofc don’t say that i just nod and agree and say thank you. they don’t need to know what classes i’m taking#and then my head boss talks to me after and says they are suggesting these courses bc my analysis writing has gotten worse since i started#and that he noticed i don’t have a ‘passion’ for this work#so . great. now i feel god awful. not about what they think about me but more about whether or not i’ll be able to keep a job here#and like normally i would not care but. i NEED this job i NEED the money#i pay for my mom’s mortgage and i have loans to pay off + just! normal general things to buy! and GAS!#without this job i’d have $240 a month roughly from my other job which is next to nothing#idk what i’m doing wrong. this job is such a ‘trial by fire’ and i’m sooo intimidated by my bosses#and i’m cheery and i don’t complain and i listen and i smile and i work quickly#and sure i make mistakes but i try! i swear!#if i don’t have this job past the summer idk what i’m going to do i’ll be so fucked#putting all of my eggs in this one basket. already committed to this summer but if they don’t want to hire me after graduation#i will be jobless. i have no network. i spend all of my time working or at home bc i live with two disabled people an hour+ away from campus#and i don’t have the time or energy to do anything else#i’ve dealt with soooo much worse in my life idk why i’m freaking out so much rn#i would give anything to call my grandpa rn for some advice but .#…. haha anyways . great weather we’re having
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mobile tumblr's new format what the fuck!
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#as said by lune now: 'tumblr think it's funny' LMFAO <//3#yk i finally resubbed in ffxiv hehe ^___^ i say finally but i just haven't subbed for like... a week...#and the last time i played was just like 20 days ago..... not even a month..........#uhmmm. focusing on homework yes <3 stressed for tuesday but i'll do my best :((#and uhmmm. i did a few lil exercises/stretches in the morning bcs i shld really do that more often ^___^#and i'll dedicate enough time to gaming/music today! and leave some leeway bcs no doubt i'll get distracted sometime today#and hopefully as i improve my schedule more i can also put in time for reading hehe ^^ and just. dedicating my energy & time well <3#+ i can still do with more studying >___< but also social life shall not be neglected!#anyways sorry if you don't see me often on social media lol i am trying to get myself more together and i am getting there i think hehe#sooo. i'll play xiv for a bit and then do my homework! i suck w just giving myself time limits so i'll make an alarm#i suck w following alarms unless it's required tho. i'll get up immediately for class but if it's just from normal sleep for a normal day#i will extend it until i feel restless and want to get up and actually do shit LMFAO <3#okay anyways have a good day everyone !! please don't forget to take care of yourself alright?#btw the format isn't really that bad but i'll need to get used to it and it's a lil weird to me
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When I see something I don't agree with/like/find stupid and I feel like expressing the reason why to any of it, I stop and remind myself of the bean soup effect; then, I ignore the thing and go on about my day, feeling super proud of myself because I know there are people out there who cannot for dear life use a braincell and have to say every single thought that crosses their minds out loud <3.
#personal#im sooo special uwu#this is a fucking joke in case the folk with 0 reading comprehension gets here#but also it isn't#the internet do be really like EXPRESS YOURSELF NO MATTER HOW IRRELEVANT YOUR OPINION IS TO THIS TOPIC nowadays huhh#and by irrrelevant I mean...any comment section that is full with the exact same comment#sometimes I feel like people feel like they have to comment on everything they come across with#which is fucking wild to me?#please take that energy to Ao3 😭
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thinking about how my friend pointed out someone who walked bys pants the other day.
it looked like a pair of tripp nyc pants
i desperately wanted a pair of tripp nyc pants in like 2020-2021 (maybe even 2022 too idk?) and i told her that
i don’t think that was the response she was expecting hahah^_^
i think since i dress pretty “basic” these days, my friends don’t think about the fact that i dressed a bit more alternatively before (and ultimately plan on gradually dressing more and more alt when i start uni), i mean i don’t think they’d judge me for it at all. i just don’t think they think abt it :p
#i think a lot of ppl assume my emo phase has passed#it definetly hasn’t#it’s just the job i have rn makes me feel like itd be pointless for me to dress more alt there and then i just don’t really have the energy#to do it in my freetime#but im sooo planning to#because i miss it#like yeah sure its comfortable to dress a bit more basic on my day to day and i don’t necessarily feel like im not being myself or anything#like the basic fits are still very much me#but the more alternative fashion i’ve had in the past felt like me in a different way#and i wanna feel like i dress cool!!!!#im constantly admiring people who dress more alternatively and i just!!!! WANNA DO THAT TOO!!!#maybe i’ll put more effort into my weekend fits#???#will probably depend on what i’m doing and with who hahah#and i don’t think i’ll go back to the style i used to have#but definitely a more alternative one than the one i have today#i miss being kinda emo in the way i dress#like sometimes i am#but not to the point i want heheheh#atlas the thinker#personal
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being annoyed about stuff and things often is a part of the human experience <3 u just need to learn to identify what annoyed feelings r justified in acting on and which r instead for u to just feel
#hello my whole vibe and energy this last year has been me getting annoyed at stuff#and then immediately going ‘god is this worth it?’#and so often the answer is no#especially if it’s stuff out of my control#i’m SOOO impatient and find myself annoyed at people taking too long to do stuff#not that i would have acted on it before#but i’ve been doing a lot of ‘am i actually just winding myself up here?’#and a lot of the time it’s yes#altho sometimes i will just be annoyed at people for no reason and not act on it bc it’s not appropriate or fair#like. sometimes i get really annoyed at the airport when im stressed#and sometimes i mentally blame a stranger for everything#and never ever ever act on it but just let myself be annoyed#so that i get it out of my system#just like#it’s okay to be annoyed!!! it’s a feeling!!!!#knowing when ur annoyance is justified and fair to act on is rlly the important thing#cause u may find it not acting on it enough!! or too much!!
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hey little hack for when you let your dishes rot in your kitchen because of depressive episode (or any reason really)and now you're kind of feeling better and you have to do it all but it smells really really bad. Put on a chirurgical mask and stuff some coffee pods/ a bit of coffee in a filter that you fold to close it in it. It helps covering up the smell and you can get to your dishes without wanting to throw up too badly lol.
Hang on tight, you got this !!
#hack#i just did this#also if it helps put on some soothing music#it's alright to save your energy to survive#dishes can wait sometimes#if you decide to do them well it doesn't have to be too much of a torture session i think#you really really truly got this#depression hack#can i say depression hack? it feels very youtubery but maybe people are looking for this sooo
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Simon Riley fucks intensely and passionately. He doesn’t grab your hair, or spit on your face, or cause you physical pain - my man’s has openly admitted to dealing with violent thoughts/dreams against women and wanting to be better. He might get rough if he’s stressed or angry, but he won’t be, like, throat fucking you for example. Sorry. I just can’t see it. He can be fast, but I don’t think he’s gonna be hardcore or degrading. I think if he gets the mask on, he miiiight be a little more… forthcoming.
Simon Riley finds sex to be the highest level of trust, love, and vulnerability. Don’t expect him to be a quick or easy lay. If he wants you intimately, this is the biggest honor you would ever receive from him. Maybe before he was tortured he would’ve been quicker to engage, but the Simon we know now? Yeah, you gotta work.
Simon Riley… ohhhhh he’s always asking you: “is that alright, love?” “that feel good?” “ahhhh, yeah, you’re a good girl, aren’tcha?” If you’re not feeling it, he’s not feeling it. he wants to make sure you’re into it 100%. the moment you grunt, wince, or groan in pain, he’s stopping to check up on his lovie. he just radiates Soft Dom energy to me (and I want him so bad). Simon loves to see you get all flustered, too. When you beg for him (and you’re a good girl) he will give you anything and everything you want.
Simon Riley being a Soft Dom… mmm, delicious. I love to imagine him praising and worshipping: “ahh fuck, i’ve missed my girl’s pussy” “so proud of you, taking my cock so well” “you want to be a good girl for me, don’tcha?” “you’re so beautiful when you struggle to fit me” if you’re engaged with him romantically, you’re his everything - man’s invested his entire soul and well-being into you. With that being said, throw him some praise, too! He’ll melt and become putty in your hands; he’ll do anything for you. Tell him how you were made for his cock, that nobody else makes you feel like he does, how you’re sooo good - but only for him. He’s definitely possessive of you - not in a red flag kind of way, but when you talk about how you’re his and only his… whew.
Simon Riley wants to see your face when you two are having sex. Anything missionary, missionary adjacent, cowgirl, it doesn’t matter, just let this man look at you! He doesn’t crave it, he needs it. Eye contact is so intimate, and if you’re shy and can’t maintain it? Ohhh, he’s gonna have fun. “eyes here, love” “don’t cover your face/close your eyes - i want to watch you cum” “you were just begging for my cock, don’t get all shy now” “be a good girl and look at me” he’s either coming inside or on your tummy/chest. preferably? inside.
Simon Riley prefers having a good session as opposed to a quickie. He likes doing things in the privacy of your shared home (because then you can be loud and cry his name as you cum on his cock for the 4th time 🤭). Sometimes, he’ll be desperate though, and this is when he gets a lil impatient. Like this one time, he went with you to your family’s Christmas party while being on leave for only a week, and he needed you. That man took you in the bathroom and railed you so hard you couldn’t leave for 15 minutes until you could stand without shaking (also not me writing this rn).
Simon Riley, upon specific request, will wear the mask in bed. Honestly, don’t expect this for a while, however. The mask serves as his identity - his separation from you. This will take a lot of courage on his behalf as you’re wanting to bring in something containing his countless sins and crimes into such an intimate situation. Like I said!!! It takes a while to get him this comfortable. Try to rush the process and you’re missing out on some pretty intense and animalistic fucking. It’s a rare time you can expect a more vicious kind of dirty talk from him: “fuckin’ hell, you like being a dirty little slut, huh?” “that pretty little face of yours deserves to be fucked” “your pussy was made for me” “shut up and keep taking it like a good girl should” “ahh, begging for my cock like the needy little slut you are”
Simon Riley loves aftercare, and he makes sure you feel loved during that time. Sweet Angel, we don’t deserve him. Massages, baths, checking on you emotionally and mentally, he’ll make you dinner, put on your favorite movie, and relax with you while he showers you with unconditional love and adoration. He’s obsessed with you. Get over it.
#simon riley x you#Simon Riley#cod mw2#Simon ghost Riley#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#ghost smut#simon riley smut#ghost x you#headcanon#ghost headcanons#simon riley headcanons
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nothing hurts me more than seeing ellie be written as a stone cold cheating dom who is really rough and mean to her gf, and honestly just lacks personality in general?? let’s not forget that ellie is just a girl who needs her girlfriend!!
18+, mdni, strap-on sex (e! reviving), teeniest bit of angst? oral mentions (r! receiving)
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gf!ellie who sometimes just wants to be the little spoon! she’s sooo nervous about it for no reason. you’ll obviously poke fun at her for it, reassuring her that it’s not a big deal, but she’ll still never outright ask you to spoon her.
ellie had been hesitant to let you roll away from her tonight, you’d offered her the comfort of spooning you to which she kindly denied with a gentle smile and a shake of her head. figuring it wasn’t that much of a big deal, you said goodnight like normal and i turned away from one another (touching butts as usual). after laying there for a few minutes, the sound of what you can only assume is teeth chattering begins to fill the quiet of your shared bedroom. is that ellie? the thought lingers for a moment until the feeling of ellie’s little butt wriggling against your own drags you from your mind, causing you to look back over your shoulder at her curled up frame in the darkness. “you okay els?” your voice is a gentle whisper, ellie nodding in response to your question before she responds back, her voice too barely above a whisper. “i’m jus’cold” your arm is draped over her waist in seconds, your front pressing up against her back as your face nuzzles into the back of her neck. what ellie wants, ellie gets.
gf!ellie who sometimes just needs a hug. :(
patrol can get overwhelming for her sometimes, exhausting her body and mind to the point she can’t even speak coherent words as her bottom lips quivers, her fingers coming up to pinch her baggy eyes as if to close the dam threatening to overflow. “oh el’s” you coo, reaching out for her just as she crumbles into your arms.
gf!ellie who can never shut up about you. constantly telling jesse about how much of a dork you are and how you “match her dorkegy” (dork energy). poor dina has to always give her advice on how to make you feel better after she’s accidentally upset you for the 2948593923th time, like i said she is just a girl!! joel is usually the one asking ellie about yourself, always wanting to know what the two of you have been getting up to because isn’t he just so dndosjrnd???
gf!ellie who just wants to hold your hand while her tongue sends you to heaven and back. every time you moan her name or just make a noise she likes, squeeze. ellie lovessss squeezes. your hand? she squeezes i. love. you. whenever she can’t say it. your thighs? she can’t keep her hands off. your cheeks? you’re too cute that’s not her fault??
gf!ellie who sometimes just wants you to fill her up with your dick strap.
ploughing into her from behind, ellie propped up on her elbows with her head held low, her pretty whimpers and groans egging you on. “takin’ me s’good el’s, how’s it feel hmm?” you can’t help but poke fun, enjoying the role swap a little too much. “feels s- fuck” poor girl can’t even speak, her words falling apart in the back of her throat. how did you let her do this to you so much? you’ve only just started and she’s just about ready to have a warm bath and watch one of the many movies from her very proud collection.
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#lil short one to start off#first time writing for ellie!!#not sure if anyone has realised yet but my username is just serephites with a q LMAO#it felt so wrong not writing for anyone in tlou w my user#always open for reqs <3#i’ll write for ellie#abby#and dina#!!!!#ellie williams#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x you#ellie williams smut#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams x reader
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