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jynersq · 1 year ago

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crying to aurikatariina house cleaning youtube videos on a beautiful sunday afternoon like a normal and well-adjusted person

#like it’s just… so unfathomably kind #i am disabled in ways that often limit my energy and ability to keep up with housework and it just hits sooo hard #i would do anything for just a little bit of help sometimes #and i’m not adverse to paying for it! i just can’t afford it #really just trying to hang on until i get a Real Job and can afford assistive stuff #like the change it would make to be able to have simple things like grocery delivery. apartment cleaning every 2 weeks.#sigh. sigh #e

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canisalbus · 1 year ago

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#aaaa dangit ;v;#first of all it's honestly unfathomable you managed to draw this on your phone how on earth #you must have some intense fine motor skills to achieve this kind of precision on such a small screen #zero judging necessary #their body language seems so natural yet expressive I love it #the way Vasco is leaning over the counter like he owns the place (he doesn't but certainly does his best to give that impression)#his expression is terribly endearing as well #to me he seems a tiny bit hesitant which is a fun contrast to his confident pose #and Machete sipping his coffee with such finesse #you made him look so refined #but he's just called white boy now #really makes you think of the awkward and drawn-out trying-to-break-the-ice phase that probably preceded this #this is so sweet and you depicted them so well! thank you!#gift art #nejd08 #own characters #Vasco #Machete #modern au #I wonder if Vasco is a genuine caffeine wizard #or is he just average at best or even lowkey awful and Machete keeps going there anyway because the barista is cute and nice to him

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bitchslapblastoids · 4 months ago

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do you remember exactly where you were when basically im gay dropped? are there other d&p videos/content that you’ve had that experience with? am reminiscing and curious

#I was living in New York and I had to go soon so I had my phone propped up on the shelf in the closet so I could watch while getting ready #(kind of hilarious that my phone was literally in the closet while I watched him come outta the closet!)#but then I was crying and grinning #and I just remember feeling so unfathomably proud #and becoming a mess and I just couldn’t even remotely begin to process it all #and then I had to go to work and just be normal and not say a word and I just wanted to SCREAM don’t you know don’t you all know #you need to know!!!!!!!#and then I passed timothee chalamet on the street we nodded politely at each other that’s literally not remotely a lie #real rush of a day that was #I clocked him from like 3 blocks away bc yes I was gagging for him at the time and yes cmbyn changed my brain chemistry fuck you #I think I privated all my charmie bookmarks after the cannibalism stuff dropped lol but maybe not too lazy to check #ANYWAY.#dan and phil #phan #dan’s finest work one of the best videos on the platform period really such a beautiful perfect brave piece i love and appreciate him so.

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tearlessrain · 9 months ago

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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing

#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident #I straight up forgot #and just didn't show up to the session #my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked #I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up #my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january #I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted #like mentally and spiritually #all the time #my memory and sense of time are both shit #my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me #I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir #and yet #idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason #fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly #due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me #aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory #it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever #like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype #but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here #doing whatever this is #maybe I should drive out to the coast #maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long #I mean it can't make me worse #I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark #everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone

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iyote · 2 years ago

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this :D

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digitaldiseas3 · 3 days ago

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#go ahead and ignore this lol just gonna be word vomit or something idk yet #but. i was listening to past life by tame impala and it’s not totally synonymous to my experience #but it’s close enough that it makes me think of it yknow?#anyway. it’s been roughly a year and a half now since i had that dream #and i don’t think of it as often as i used to #but i still grieve him yknow #and half the time when i try talking to a guy on hinge or go on a date or whatever #there’s part of me that just thinks. man. what if he’s out there #what if this guy is actually him? it’s not like i remember anything about him beyond his hair color anyway #(and even then i really don’t remember that… i only remember being surprised that id fallen in love with a blond.#i have no recollection of what kind of blond he was. the length or texture or proper color. nothing.#i could even swear he had started out brunet before the dream really solidified itself (for lack of better term))#but anyway it’s just. i do still miss him #i do still think he was some sort of soulmate to me #and i so desperately want him to be real. to be out there somewhere even if i can’t find him yet #i just dream that one day i’ll be in a serious relationship with someone #and they’ll confess to me that once #a very long time ago #they had a dream that was so vivid it could have been real #and that they think i was there. and they describe what little they remember of this nightmare #and it lines up perfectly with the dream i had #and we have this moment of epiphany that we finally found each other. and we both remember it and it was real #and for all the time we spent hurting #it’s finally all worth it because we found each other somehow #i want this more than i can describe. it’s unfathomable #and at the same time i know how unrealistic it is. life isn’t some fairytale like that #logically i know it was probably just some crazy dream that turned into a genuine delusion #but i can’t fully face that concept yet. i’ve tried but eventually i come back to the pain and the comfort of believing #i just miss him #and it’s hard not knowing exactly what i miss

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aleximustd13 · 13 days ago

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Bought Darkwood out of impulse (more or less) after my yearly watch of Markiplier's gameplay

#witchy.txt #darkwood #markiplier #not only because the game intrigues me like no other and i hope to overcome my fear of horror games with it #but also because mark made all the worst choices imaginable and i wanna see a different outcome for the characters #first and foremost i'm gonna kill the wolf. even if he is my favorite #just for shits and giggles #ahhh i'm scared #like i know i'm gonna die a lot #because i am unfathomably bad at these kind of games #but at the same time...... like. shit. darkwood is so good and intriguing #and i wanna know more so bad that i decided to finally buy it #and even if i wont finish it #hell. it was only 5 euro and i'm glad the developers got my money anyway so it's all good

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mumblesplash · 2 years ago

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re: that whole tag ramble i did on the tristamp gifset i reblogged last night—i wandered over to ao3 and almost immediately found one of my favorite vash characterizations i’ve ever seen

(it’s a oneshot just read it it’s so good)

#trigun #other people's art #THAT’S WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT BABEY #THIS GUY GETS IT #weird vash supremacy my boy does not fit comfortably into common narratives about the nature of men OR gods and i just think that’s neat #it’s like. the other side of the thing i was talking about #vash is old and unfathomable and inhuman but he is NOT emotionally detached or dismissive or jaded #and the kindness of a person like that can and should feel vaguely unsettling and difficult to wrap your head around #need more immortal characters who rejected cynicism so long ago they make the world-weariness of old men seem childish #^not stupid or foolish just childish. the lack of superiority is also important here #look i just like this fic very much ok

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jasminefoxj · 4 months ago

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I’ve used it as a sandwich filling and I really loved it. When I tell other people about how I like to do that especially when the sauce has meat in it they think I’m really weird.

I haven’t personally, but I don’t really see anything wrong with it honestly. Wouldn’t go out of my way to do this but I’d try some if it was offered to me. I can definitely empathize with people thinking it’s weird, I have a few food combos of my own that are generally frowned upon

#this is about spaghetti btw #ask #most recent frowned food combos are mixing this kind of meat sauce with alfredo sauce #i thought it was normal since people like mixing alfredo and normal red sauce but apparently the addition of the meat makes it an #unfathomable amalgam of sauces or something idk #it was where you could put pasta on your plate and choose from the two sauces so i just put both #honestly didnt really taste them mixed anyway it was more like one or the other with each bite #and the other frowned upon food combo is pizza with mushrooms and pineapple #ik pineapple on pizza is already a hot debate but people really dont like this one #people are usually ok with one or the other only but combining them is like a cardinal sin #i actually didnt come up with that one though one of my friends did and i was just immediately on board #anyway yeah thats my. food combo soapbox i guess. ty for this ask and keep making spaghetti sandwiches

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol #this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable #im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work #property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me #like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well #and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for #Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too #like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and #down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy #last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just #feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b #put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back #down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then #that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her #i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better #on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out #dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really?#ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious.#i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles #but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol #unrelated

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dirt-str1der · 2 years ago

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What ive learned about the yakuza community is that you guys are way too hung up over that scene in y4 where he pinned haruka to the ground then started panting really heavily , that didnt happen for me , that scene wasnt real to me i forgot about it.

#Yakuza loveblog #it literally didnt happen for me like the game could have been perfect without it so i took it out #like how could you not like saejima he... he would be the perfect man if not for that scene #but it WOULD be funny to make haruka have beef with both majima (kidnapped her) and saejima (lowkey assaulted her)#saejima wouldnt do that .. he loves kids ...#i adore saejima i think hes super cool and extremely hardcore. more hardcore than kiryu even and kiryu is extremely hardcore #saejima was the first to almost die in the snow but unlike kiryu he didnt even get frostbite #well he did a bit but it wasnt that bad ... kiryus fingers were one hard press from having the flesh slough right off #anyway HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LIKE SAEJIMA HES SO COOOOOOL #Hes so charismatic and you can tell the depths of his empathy are unfathomable ... he looks at someone with sorrow and you know his heart #is breaking. he always gets so serious and sombre when hes trying to convince someone not to go down a dark path #my stomach HURTS. see saejima could have given me medicine because he is so kind #you have got to forgive him for pinning haruka to the ground with his knee between her legs like you need to forgive him #that was a slipup he was never planning on doing anything and he was very sorry for it ... i swear to you he just froze up he wasnt planning #on touching her or anything ... you know whos truly to blame ? kiryu. for standing there once again like a stone starue and letting it happe #hey ‘suzuki’ (lol thats a good one i might steal it later) i know youre an escaped convict because of the animalistic look in yout eye when #you pinned my twelve year old daughter to the ground and slobbered on her. and not the other telltale signs like you wearing a prisoners #outfit when you washed up on shore (lol) no there were no other clues. that was what tipped me off #hated kiryu in y4 he is useless. i will never forgive him. see saejima was panicking because haruka was going to call an ambulance. kiryu #had a cool head and he still decided to do some stupid shit. too bad i badly want men who make bad decisions and want to fuck kiryu so much

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scarycranegame · 6 months ago

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hey antis in the selfship community. THIS is who you classify with, if you didn't know

warnings: oc x canon neg, general insufferable brainlet antishipper bullshit

"umm that's WEEIRD and ICKYYY >.< keep that to yourself!!! >_<" voluntarily being around these people should count as a form of self harm

#scary crane rambles #not fandom #proship #proshippers please interact #anti anti #anti-anti #antis dni #its only under the cut because some people dont wanna see antis' unfathomably stupid takes and honestly i respect that #because 99.9% of the time i dont wanna see that shit either #but god damn this one made me so god damn incredulous that i had to post it #there's literally no general consensus on what is and isn't a ''problematic'' ship #remember that time antis tried to make ao3 except Pure And Clean And Holy™ and it fell apart quicker than it was put together?#yeah this reminds me of that #the antishipper ideology quickly falls apart when you consider that there is no actual definition of a ''problematic ship''#it's just whatever any given anti doesn't like at any given time #which seems to constantly change and fluctuate because these people are so repressed that they have no sense of identity #they just operate on a mob mentality. whatever is considered ''icky nasty ewwie!! >.<'' at any given time is what's ''problematic''#they're the kind of people that would've hated slash & femslash back in the day because ''umm. theyre the same gender. thats WEIRD.''

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science-lings · 7 months ago

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Ryunosuke is so funny in my Phoenix AU bc yes, he's still the most normal guy, that doesn't change at all, he still gets so nervous in stressful situations and never really knows what's going on, the only difference is that he has an actual backstory he doesn't want to share and he is fully aware of the fact that he can die. None of this changes the overall plot (unless I deem it so after thinking about it more,) and no one figures it out because they have no reason to. Ryunosuke doesn't have the thing going on that Phoenix does where it's a shock that he is still alive.

But where's the fun in that? I'm sure there's no reason at all that Mr. little guy/prey animal-core/ foreigner who unearths government secrets/ Naruhodo would ever be in any physical danger... there's no reason anyone would want him dead... right?

#the vibe of making the most pathetic guy technically a god is just so funny to me #though it would be fun if Sholmes figured there's something weird about him but can never quite figure it out #hes a pawn in everyone elses schemes but he's secretly the guy that can burn the city down not that he would but like... he could #tiniest guy in london most muggable man the most underestimatable guy out there is actually an immortal being with unfathomable power #the juxtaposition is one of my favorite things #he is the guy ever #i like the idea of every single person ever looking at him and being unimpressed but deep within him is a fire that burns eternally #he is trying so hard to be the most normal person in a city full of the weirdest people ever made but he's so unique and no one knows #it's important to note that this whole au has a secret magic world element and everyone cool has some kind of quirk but Ryu's so Normal #also van zeiks would sense something weird bc the phoenix has a blood thing and that guy is definitely a vampire but Ryu is so normal #why would anyone think there's something weird going on with him #hes just a little guy #please try not to set him on fire #Phoenix!Naruhodo AU

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cruelsister-moved2 · 2 years ago

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i love unicorns im so sad how little mileage they get in fantasy literature...i got this compilation of unicorn short stories and i DNFed it so quickly because it was like trying so hard to be edgy and not whimsical at all literally what is the point of a unicorn if you arent being a lover and a dreamer!!!

#i dont have an essay in me but yknow #theyre so similar to dragons #in that dragons are like a representation of this mystical knowing other #and this alternate sentience and this harsh primal consciousness #and just unencapsulatable power #unicorns are kind of like the yin to the yang of that #like you KNOWWW. unicorns mean stuff.#literally does anyone know any good adult fantasy w a unicorn in please tell me #like why did everyone embrace dragons but unicorns fell by the wayside..MISOGYNY #unicorns are like what if peace and grace and humbleness and naivety were actually fierce and powerful and unfathomably deep too #and i guess the boys arent ready for it!!

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campingwiththecharmings · 1 year ago

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Neon lights is one of my favorite Santi fics I’ve ever read. It’s amazing and so are you. I eat up all your work. I think you might be my favorite writer on here, you got Santi’s voice down so well. I can practically here him speaking

omg i'm

thank you so much for taking the time to send this, nonnie. i can't even begin to tell you how much it means to me. 🥺💖

#legit at a loss for words (in the best way tho)#and holy shit #what an absolute HONOR it is to potentially be your favorite writer what???#there are so many amazing ones on this site and that you'd even CONSIDER me is just #it's unfathomable to me if i'm being honest lmao #but an honor nonetheless #srsly tho ty for taking the time to say this #sometimes it feels like i'm just screaming into the void so i appreciate this far more than i could ever really explain #from the bottom of my heart thank you 💖💖💖#okay now imma go cry #kind people being kind #asks

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mummer · 1 year ago

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doctor who season 3

#What if time travel was SUCKS and BAD #i dont think it’s a tragedy it’s just for the post #it’s nega-doctor who. which kind of works #rose goes to new new york and it’s bright and sparkly and campy silly bodyswapping and smells like applegrass #martha goes and it’s a horrific dystopia lol. Theres something here #side note family of blood 2 parter is so bad what were they thinking. it’s unfathomable #the fact that it’s left so emotionally unresolved and fucked up is kind of cool but man. Christ #doc who

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