#but i do have a lot of entries still!

[flowers-that-sing]

damn my journal/diary entries are so fcking dramatic. like you could put this shit in a book or a movie level dramatic and it would make for a great scene. the writer brain is still active when u journal lol. i should transcribe some of the handwritten ones and scrape em for parts and pieces to use in my writing.

[girl-bateman]

Is it a casual thing to get high together and then fall asleep in the same tiny bed ?

[cent-scratchnsniff]

More sketchy employee profile images. Mostly made to be able to replace the picrew I had in the template I made since I can draw. I did end up just putting it as back and white though but the color is just nice to have. I'm STILL trying to tweak the template since it is very finicky and there is an example of what it looks down below if you're interested. It is a lot. It will happen. I am just not the quickest

There are typos and inconsistencies I missed but in general it should be fine...

[copiawife]

apparently there's going to be a fifth american guinea pig movie??

[cowboy-robooty]

banging my head into a wall trying to make friends as a dms guy when everybody else in the world likes talking through posts.

[muffledkittycats]

So hey hi hello

Congrats to @cakesmelons for reaching 300k!

I only joined for fun and practice but still ended up having stiff poses and something that feels like it doesn’t match me :,D

DreamTale, Dream!Sans and Nightmare!Sans belong to jokublog (on Tumblr)

The DTIYS Challenge is cakesmelon’s (On Tumblr and I tagged them!) as well as the basic idea for the drawing

Fun facts about the drawing!

There’s a chance I mighttttt go back and add shading, as well as more lighting-

I spent about 7 hours on that for some reason?

I ended up sounding insane to my friend in a voice call as I coloured Nightmare, for some reason he was harder to colour than Dream??

Then sounded insane to my classmate as they listened to me struggle to keep my attention to the drawing and trying to figure out how to do the moon

Actually wanted to create an au because of the drawing!

At the inbetween of me not doing this drawing my art style changed like 3-5 times-

[melverie]

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

[mrdrhenwardhykle]

Pom Pom: Killer of Mascot Games Vol.3 #2

Inpomnia vs NiGHTS

"Even Nightmares get their own Nightmares...

Never make a sound-not even a peep

Keep your eyes peeled

And of course, never sleep.

Confronting like a figment-

Allusive like the shadows

Less know by day to where she was sent

She knows much more than she was programed to learn

She's determined all-alike are destined to burn.

Heed my tale, I have come warn'in-ya

Be conscious of your strengths and weaknesses-

And hide them all away from Inpomnia."

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Who is Inpomnia?:

Inpomnia is a Halloween alter-ego of the vengeful, scrapped video game mascot, slasher-Pom Pom. Inpomnia herself was once a mascot character for a big-shot game company-who was often targeted in mean spirited commercials by rival mascots. One day, a mascot game included a character engulfing Inpomnia in flames, which oddly affected reality-and killed her. Inpomnia is now a ghost who plans her revenge to any top-league mascot characters. While Inpomnia and other variations are just made-believe, Pom Pom takes the season WAY too far and gets too into character with whatever her decided elaborate costume is of the day. It's fairly difficult to break Pom Pom out of the characters she made up when spooky season approaches...

[mabaris]

honestly tho i think the fallow mire is the best map in inquisition. the rest of them try to be TOO big because they’re chasing the open world feel and. plenty of other people have spoken, better than i could, about how it makes them feel empty and like they’re just fluff for fetch quests to pad out playtime hours

but the fallow mire is still PLENTY big and feels much more dense because there’s less empty space and overall just. less Going On. i know it’s the dragon age protagonist’s job to get involved in every problem, but i do like how most of the quests seem tighter, related to each other and the overall plot. and it feels more true to the scale of like, kirkwall and og redcliffe and haven

[vault81]

love the cover photos for the Jack Travel Logs becoming more unserious as they progress

[emile-hides]

when the theater guy WHAT

I went to see the FNaF Movie today and seeing as I have a total of Zero friends in real world event range and both of my parents hate horror I had to go to the theater by myself for the very first time in my life, which was fine. Until it wasn't

The dude in charge of ticket checks stops me and instead of asking to see a ticket asks if the mask I was wearing was part of some costume. Little black cloth face mask, covid thing. He was an old man on a scooter and not wanting to have a discussion with this tiny old man about Covid19 I just went along with it and said sure yeah. It kind of was anyway, it has a little bear mouth on it and I was wearing Bear Ears and a brown cardigan as well.

Man goes "You can't wear a mask in here." I say "Why not?" He says "You can't wear a mask in here." I go, "I heard that part. Why Not. "Policy, I don't make the rules, just enforce them." I realize this man is being paid minimum wage to sit here and police people so I go, "Okay." and walk past him because he's just some guy in a little scooter in the middle of the atrium and he hasn't asked for my ticket so I assume that's Not His Job

He calls me back for my ticket so I take out my phone with the QR code with my ticket on it and he takes my phone to (I assumed) scan the code and then he pulls out his walkie and calls his manager and I realize very quickly he is not scanning my ticket and I want to Leave Now.

"Can I have my phone back?" "When my manager gets here."

"Give me my phone back." "When my manager gets here."

"Bill. Give me. My Phone." "As soon as my manager gets here"

I make a swipe to grab my phone from him and this tiny little 60 something man in a scooter in the middle of a theater atrium as the audacity to hold it back over his head like I am a Toddler he is preventing from grabbing at a knife.

I am now having a panic attack.

Manager walks over and I am a broken little Autistic man who just wanted to watch a Bad Horror Movie (it was actually pretty good) so I scream at this lanky probably 30-something in the middle of a Cinemark Theater Atrium with many a random bystander around "TELL HIM. TO GIVE ME. MY PHONE."

I swipe my phone from Bill's hand, full turn, and bolt out the door half way across the parking lot and call my mother in a heap on the sidewalk.

It's a very good thing the Five Nights at Freddy's movie was way better than I was expecting or today would have been awful.

[seventeendeer]

shout-out to the 214k word undertale fanfiction I wrote and published ~7 years ago that still gets kudos on the regular

I want to make art and share it w the world and feel seen and understood, but finishing stuff is hard. if I die before I finish anything else that is fine, however, bc clearly that fanfiction will continue to shine across time and space like an immortal angel stretching on and on until the heat death of the universe

[adamsvanrhijn]

i think oscar would be an idiot about crypto and crypto-related things tbh! like he'd hear there was magic internet money and he'd immediately buy 15 ugly ape nft's and bankrupt himself. john would come home to find him sobbing on the floor because his special $25k jpeg of a monkey dressed like vogue-era madonna is now only worth 37 cents.

oh no he is totally stupid about it but he has to have enough knowledge to be confident that he isn't. like i think oscar is clever enough and he certainly likes to think he knows better than others, but he doesn't know what he doesn't know — he does know what he DOES know and basically once he hits a certain knowledge threshold he thinks that he is up to date on the span of knowledge it is possible to have, so if he is less tech savvy than others in a way he could realize and be aware of, i think he would be more likely to steer clear of stuff like crypto because of his risk aversion

if you think about the maud situation, oscar goes into that whole thing under the impression that he is the more knowledgeable person with relevant experience, and he thinks he's making an informed decision based on his new and preexisting knowledge

i don't think he'd get caught up in something he doesn't think he knows much about — if he is not at all tech savvy i see him probably being closer to claiming that this is a dumb fad that is going to die out and then three years later one of his college frenemies makes millions from selling off bitcoin and he wants to show this guy and also he wants to be right about bitcoin so he goes all in and loses a bunch of money on a more traditional investment scheme that he thinks he knows more about. you know

[technicolorxsn]

love how there are pretentious video essays that just repeat the book and meander and ramble about house of leaves. it's what zampanó would have wanted. it is not, however, what I want

[rotisseries]

yk that military kid camp i went to? gone for like a week? there were so many homeschooled kids it was crazy. and people that skipped grades. like a 14 yr old is a junior and this 15 yr old is starting freshman in college. made me feel 1) dumb 2) better because i feel like i am inherently less awkward and less socially inept than the average homeschooled kid. i do feel bad a little bit. not a lot.

you are less socially inept than the average homeschool kid I promise. this includes me unfortunately. also don't worry about whether or not they're smarter than you I promise something is still wrong with them

[foxgirlmoth]

I don't talk about this stuff on here pretty much at all, but a past relationship really broke a ton of bits and pieces of my brain and heart in weird ways (I'm finally thinking about him almost never but the shit he pulled was abusive as hell and still affects me sometimes). Being in love with my current girlfriends for a while felt almost. Painful? Almost like I should be ashamed I can fall so deeply in love with people, and especially how quickly that can happen sometimes too. Thats how it kind of felt. I tend to get overwhelmed with emotions if I'm feeling them very strongly, and that has been extremely embarrassing and also felt almost like I was being a burden to those I love (which love is the main emotion that can 'get dialed up to 11' for me). It IS debilitating in some ways!!! It hasn't gotten bad enough I've been nonverbal in a really really long time but that happened this past week and it was wild to me.

Things are getting better now though! Therapy in the past has helped, and honestly having such patient and understanding partners has made a world of difference ;w;. my wife is someone who was one of my best friends and I had a huge crush on and now I can ask for cuddles and we can nap together and I've fallen so much in love. Her and her presence are literally heaven for me, I don't know if anything has ever made me happier than just laying next to her and feeling her warmth.

Worries of course flare up and I feel like I need to lean on her a lot during those moments, but I don't feel like too much of a burden to her. I love seeing the posts that say stuff like 'Its okay to be a burden' or 'its okay to be annoying' because really truly I think I need to be those things to survive sometimes. I can be 'a lot' and I can be a little bit obsessive and those things aren't inherently bad or evil of me. I just make sure I'm feeling okay during and after and make sure I'm checking in on myself often. I'm a bit of a broken girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely happy and living a life I love. I've written poems and everything about how it feels like it must hurt to love me and my broken jagged edges, but hey, even if it does a little bit, it doesn't mean someone like my girlfriend/wife won't go through a little bit of burden to love me, and I'm more than happy to return all of this and more for her as well if she's ever in need or feels broken ;^;