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ooh what about 19 for the ask game? 👀 (not sure if you’re after characters/a ship too but anything with Leon would be 👌👌)
Hi, hello! Sorry I took so long to write this, it kind of got away from me ;-; but I hope you like it! This is another one of my many AU’s that rotate in my brain, a mix of The Magnus Archives and Resident Evil :3 I think Leon would be very Lonely coded :D I mean… if any of the eldritch fears would choose him, it would definitely be the Lonely. Enjoy :D
19. Vulnerable
Vulnerability is weakness.
That’s one of the first lessons his dad beats into him.
The second lesson he learns is how to read his dad’s mood and avoid getting into situations that cause his dad to beat him.
That one takes a while, but he gets it down.
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A lesson he learns on his own is how to be okay with being alone.
The kids at school aren’t particularly nice to him. He’s not sure why, but he learns to live around it. Books and the shaded area under a tree during recess become his friends instead of people.
It’s during this isolation when it happens the first time.
The world starts to get quiet. It’s so gradual that it takes Leon a few minutes to notice it. He looks up, blinking at the sight of fog draping the playground. It’s quiet now, silent. Eerie.
“Hello?” Leon calls out, voice shaking slightly. It’s cold.
As soon as he speaks, though, the fog clears up. Sound is back, loud in face of the previous silence.
Kids are talking and yelling over by the park. Nobody else seems bothered by the sudden appearance and disappearance of the fog. Or the absence of sound. He brushes it off for the moment, going back to his book.
When he asks one of his peers later, they stare at him blankly, saying there was no fog. It’d been midday and sunny, there couldn’t have been any.
He tries to put it out of his mind after that.
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Except it keeps happening.
Nobody ever notices it, but it’ll creep in and leave Leon alone.
The quiet and the cold, a bone-deep chill, always makes itself known gradually, creeping into the few peaceful moments he gets a day.
He hates it. But he gets used to it.
The place is unnerving at best, terrifying at worst. There is no sound, just the fog drifting through. Sometimes, breathing it in feels like inhaling smoke. Cloying, sticking, and making Leon want to cough it out somehow.
It’s lonely.
(But, each time it happens, Leon feels an odd sense of belonging. Leon’s always been lonely. This place just allows him to truly be alone. Nothing, not one person to bring him back to Earth. Just himself.)
Those thoughts scare Leon more than anything, and he speaks.
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His dad gets sick.
He’s alone more often than he isn’t.
He drops out of school, works, and takes care of his dad. He’s no longer getting beat, so he spends more time in his room, only coming out every so often to make sure his dad hasn’t hurt himself somehow.
The fog appears more and more.
Leon gets more and more comfortable when it does.
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He applies for an archiving job. It’s dumb of him, his resume is forged, and he’s positive that man interviewing him knows. His eyes are blue, but they seem wrong, somehow. He can’t for the life of him put his finger on it, though.
He’s surprised, to say the least, when the man, Wesker, that’s his name, offers him the job right there. There’s an amused smile on his face, but Leon is too busy feeling relieved that he wasn’t caught in his lie to notice.
He signs whatever paperwork Wesker gives him but pauses at the very last one. It feels… it feels like a trap. But he needs the job, so he signs it.
Something heavy settles in his soul, but he shrugs the feeling off. He’s thinking about it too much.
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His coworkers are nice. Especially Chris. Leon is… good with people, he thinks.
(At least, he’s good at reading people. Interacting takes some more time before he can figure out how to hold himself and what jokes he can make. These lessons he’s learned from dealing with his father and other adults. It took a while for him to apply it to people his age.)
Chris, though, makes him feel off-balance. Like he’s been put on stage and asked to perform with no other context. He always feels like he’s doing something wrong around him.
Even with all of that, though, he finds himself feeling a little less lonely.
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The fog rarely appears nowadays. He’s been dating Chris for a few months and has been introduced to his sister and her friends. The careful guard he had built up over the years had slowly dissolved with the warmth that they showed him. It’s… nice.
It’s nicer when whatever fuckery that was going on in the Archives stops.
Leon has seen a horror too many in that job. Flesh-eating maggots, clones of his friends taking over their life, killer clowns, etc. All of it is gone now.
And that stupid contract? Well, burnt to a crisp, according to Luis.
Good fucking riddance.
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One of the first lessons he learned with Chris Redfield is that he’s allowed to be vulnerable. He’s allowed to be sad when his dad dies, he’s allowed to be angry at things that happen to him, and he’s allowed to cry when everything gets to be too much.
He’s allowed all that, and even allowed to have Chris hold him when he finally breaks down.
It’s not a lesson he sticks to all the time, but he’s getting better at it.
Plus, with Chris here, he doubts it’ll be one he’s allowed to forget.
He’s kind of happy about that, if he’s being honest.
#if this reads weird im sorry lol#but i did not proofread after#and the end feels weird to me#but i couldnt figure out how to fix it#anyway#have fun :3#resident evil#chreon
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Day 14/15 -- Strange Room
"It all began here."
#ignore that the colors are off i fucked up and couldnt figure out how to fix it by the time i realized#also sorry for joining patho fest so late my tablet literally just got fixed this weekend#pathologic#pathologic 2#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#clara saburova#pathologic fest#Мор. Утопия#Мор#patho fest
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I'm not fixated on Danny Phantom right now, what could you possibly be talking about?
After like 6 years of having the software, DP is the motivation I needed to finally understood the youtube tutorials on how to animate in csp I guess, so here's my first ever little animation! I know it's super rough but now that I actually know what I'm doing, I'll probably try again when it's not past midnight
#viridi posts 2024#viridi draws#also rip with the audio#you can only animate 24 frames in csp at a time so i tried my best to line it up#but I'll hopefully fix that next time#anyways i couldnt get the idea of this song and the episode i had just rewatched out of my head#so after like 5 hours this is what we got#now if only i could figure out how to not have to redraw everything every new cell#oh well#color would be fun to add on too#anyways this my first time actually animating! with actual motion!#it was actually so much fun and somehow easier than i thought it was gonna be? software wise anyways#def wanna animate more now#but alas i must go to sleep#danny phantom#dp fanart#danny fenton#evil danny#idr what moniker the fandom gave him ok#danny phantom fanart#music is from nerdy prudes must die btw
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bro the black is so hideous oh my god But whatever im still figuring out the optimal way to draw him.. maybe ill shade thid more tomorrow im extreme Eveeryday im artblocking so it looks ass I REALLY LIKE THE CHEREN THOUGH not his hands.
anyone remember this Little scuffle before they went yaoi mode
#mod cheren#weekly art#pokemon#pokespe#kuroshipping#trainer cheren#trainer black#ALSO UM i suppose posts should just be on weekends caus elike#one day of delay is not much different when both days are on weekend its like same thing#IDK i stress out over this blog too much compared to what im posting uhmmm#schools a coming............just around the corner....BRO I CANT DO THIS my hhistory teacher is gonna beat me#ME AND who you may know as mod black. HAVE ART TOGETHER you know what that means....#SKORRY I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO FIX THE BACKGROUND LMAO
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#REUPLOADING CAUSE I SEEN A MISTAKE GRRRRR GRR SORRY#I HAVE TO WRITE MY TAGS AGAIN#i have a headcanon spamton installed multiple locks onto his door#as he got more paranoid during his time in the mansion#i know the lighting is messed up i couldnt figure out how to fix it with the types of brushes i used on this#i dont think his phonecalls were helping#deltarune#spamton#spamton g spamton#utdr#big shot spamton#dr#phone art#ibisx
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They fr have the dynamic of all time
#vark posts#i couldnt figure out how to fix the blurriness so i just had to take the L#click for higher res tho#atsv#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara#peter b parker#spiderdads
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Oh my god I just thought of an idea that might save one of my old projects I got creative block on before I even started. Oh my god we're so back
#this is making me so happy because i was SO attached to this concept and these characters but i couldnt figure out how to like#make the Themes come together. it was just of a mess of concepts#but this fixes that problem entirely. holy shit#💛
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long haired men long haired men long haired men
#again i couldnt stop thinking abt them#ive never felt so accomplished with drawing hair before#i couldnt get hermes hair right last time so i fixed it#i wanted to draw his helmet but its out of my skill 😭#i didnt draw their whole body bc i couldnt figure out how i wanted tiresias outfit to look#maybe ill figure it out later#ive done it again#its two in the morning i have school#ive totalled 9 hours of sleep this week#i need help#anyways#tiresias epic the musical#hermes epic the musical
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Sketch of Anduin's trauma.
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#varian wrynn#Do you ever see pictures of you from your past#when you were young and happier#and wonder where they went?#what happened to you#I need you back with me#I need you to help me#Wish you could reach out of the picture and tell me kind words that would fix everything#But you are me and I am here and sad and broken and I can't talk to you as you once existed because all that is left of you is me#Wondering how you would handle this pain but you arn't a different person and you handled it like i did which was bad#Its weird to look at pictures of me as a kid and I was sooo good at smiling into the camera and showing teeth and i just looked so confiden#And now i just. hate pictures taken of me. My smile doesnt include my teeth#and it is still my true smile#im told its not but it is#anyway#wanted to work on this more but i couldnt figure out how i wanted shalamayne to rest in mawduin's arms#Or if prince anduin's hand rested over mawduin's face or under it
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VOTE PEARL FOR TUMBLR SEXYMAN!!!
#my art#pearlescentmoon#double life smp#mcyt sexyman#mcyt sexyman poll#if you see this pearl im sorry askdjlfafsd#this is like#the most sexy i have ever drawn#ALSO i heckin broke out the ipad for this lmao#i know i wouldnt be able to finish it on my laptop because#im out for most of the day today#which is why its also so rough#uh#i couldnt figure out how to fix the pen pressure on procreate#i also also on the bus ._.#it was fun tho!#also i dont really mind if pearl wins or not#this was kinda an excuse to draw a sexy XD#but man am i invested XD
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she's getting bigger!
#ts3#aftermath legacy#aftermath gen1#yea i still couldnt figure out how to fix my pregnancy length i just gotta live like this now
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Hello! I am out of college for the semester, and with that goes my campus jobs. I still haven’t gotten a Summer job yet, so I am opening up commissions to be able to support myself in the meantime!
I accept payment through Paypal, Ko-Fi, and Venmo. Please DM me to get started or to ask any questions!
#commission sheet#commission info#furry#oc#pokemon#artists on tumblr#sorry the alt text is hard to read i couldnt figure out how to put in paragraph breaks? ik you can but couldnt find it#if anyone knows how to fix that itd be appreciated lol
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bisexual bob video is OUT NOW!!!!!
#if the screen randomly cuts to black for a few seconds uhhh ignore that okay#i couldnt figure out how to fix it#windows movie maker sucks#bob's burgers#video#Youtube
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my DUUUUUUUUUDES
*inhale*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
im so excited i could cry LOOK AT THESE 😭😭😭!!!!!!! look at the floaty boys!!! tHE BUTTON!!!!!!!!!!!! i am SO happy im so excited my dudes….. the mike and ash charms are 2" with an epoxy finish that makes them a lil rounded.. the luke and cal are a test print to check what the other techniques/sizes look like! theyre 1.5" and i wanted to try a holostar finish but i prefer how the other ones look so thats what ill go with for the shop! theyll look like mike and ash ✨
i made lil stickers of the cone boys and the button design and theyre super shiny and cute i love it sm, i dont think that ill make an actual run of the cone sticker but i have a lil stock so ill try to give em away with pre orders i think. but anyways yeah im so. *does a lil dance*
and alas it occured to me i didnt share the button design publicly, but it might be one of my favorite things ive ever drawn lmfao i hope you love it as much as i do <3
reminder u can sign up to the mailing list HERE!!
#my art#5sos#5 seconds of summer#GUUUUUYS IM GONNA CRY I GOT THESE THIS MORNING AND IT GOT ME THRU THE DAY FOR SURE#I CANT WAIT TO OPEN UP SHOP WITH ALL THESE BAD BOYS 😭#the floaty boy charms turned out a tad too yellow so theres that fix to make#overall super happy with how these turned out im so#might have to tweak some values on the badge around luke and mikes dark clothes and cals hair but it looks soooo good im SO happy#the holo stickers are super cute too#i wanna thank maya jess ashley and monse for puttin up with me thru all this fjdjJFKDJD#special thanks to my irls esp elena and also my mom jfjsJFKSHDJD#anyways yeah im still tryina see if i do the individual buttons but iv started work so im a lil busy 👉🏼👈🏼 and i couldnt figure out the desig#so might not make them as of now which is ok cus this is a lot already fjdjJDKSJS#ALSO YEAH the luke and cal were tests for the different printing techniques but theyll look like the mike and ash!#calum hood#ashton irwin#luke hemmings#michael clifford#5sos merch
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GIRL HELP I WASNT EXPECTING THE SATURATION PSA TO BE THE MOST POPULAR DRAWING-RELATED THING IVE EVER MADE IN MY LIFE
#ITS STILL GOING#i had to turn off notifs it was just too much and all the comments were people being upset#shoutout to the one person who left a tag about my sona being cute tho <3#not art#god its so scary tho#i still dont really know what to do with myself now#i want to get back to drawing things but im terrified of it now not gonna lie#had to force myself to do a just right of an evening panel today and couldnt keep going#i know how to fix it now! i do!#but theres no point to it if i cant fix it on toyhouse#so im just sitting here feeling scared and overwhelmed and also not drawing#my queue still has some stuff tho so that should be going for a while while i get back on my feet!#good luck everyone out there also trying to figure out what to do!
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the fact that the best sonic game in over a decade just lost to a gacha mobile game that didnt even come out this year is proof that we are in the worst timeline rn
#tga#also im not trying to argue that the vote was rigged or whatever its genuiely not that big a deal#i know that sonic frontiers was a good game it doesnt need to win a popularity contest to prove that#but am i the only one who finds it just a liiiitle bit suspcious that there was a glitch Only afecting sonic frontiers and no other games#that was preventing people from voting for it if they couldnt figure out how to bypass it and wasnt fixed the entire time as far as i know#even though it was happening since the first round#idk. just weird
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