#but i am. so tired
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I want to write I want to make girls be weird about each other in MY word docs I want to have creative projects and goals againn :/
#but i am. so tired#i also don't want it to be something i'm forcing myself through because i feel like that always backfires#this year to me has really been about figuring out what is actually important to me and in what ways i can push myself to grow without#sending myself back to square one again#i can kind of feel myself gearing up to create things again and have wants and goals again but it is sooo slow#absolutely everything wipes me out mentally which i guess it always did but now i can like. comprehend it!#i know what is happening in there but i am so clumsy at working around it. i hadn't practiced that a lot before#it's taking like multiple years to recover from stuff that other people seem to recover from easily#it's sooo annoying and it's not really about feeling like i wasted my 20s anymore#i am where i am it was my life and i spent it the way i did so far. i just can't change that#it's more about like Wanting to do so many things and feeling like there is the potential for so much and feeling held back by my own self#there are so many things i want to try now that i'm doing more than bare minimum surviving and it's like i want them all at once#but i can't possibly do them all at least not yet there just is not time or energy or money to do them all right away#i have trouble prioritizing
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man. come on. I've been in coli literally all day. I have opened so many chests. why am I getting all the haunting amber stuff EXCEPT for what I need
#gremlin blabs#please i don't want to get it off the ah..........#i know it's cheap i just...... don't want....... to spend any more money.........#also don't worry i'm okay i'm taking breaks#i tried using the keyboard but my hand started cramping up so i'm just back to using the touch screen now lmao#but i am. so tired
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I gotta start lifting, I pick up one slightly heavy box and now my arms are all noodley
#my hands are shaking as I鈥檓 typing this skdhdjdj#I have been nonstop baking with the family#and then we gotta make more tamales after baking all the cookies#sigh 馃ゲ#it鈥檚 fun I鈥檓 having fun#but i am. so tired#rozu thoughts
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#i think. i think there's something very interesting#about having one good brain day in a sea of bad#like obviously it's good but. it's kind of heartbreaking#because you get this moment of ''maybe.''#maybe it's getting better. maybe the tide is turning. maybe next week will be less shitty#but then you realize it was just a 24 hour break (maybe less. usually less. 12 hours?)#and it's so tiring#like--oh. of course. we're back here again huh? yeah#it's been so relentless and i'm so tired#i'm getting new meds tomorrow and hoping for the best because what else is there#but i am. so tired#and angry. and sad#and anyway i'll delete this later but. yeah. yeah#vicky rants
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Pssst no DIWF today bc I hit a spoons wall, but keep an eye out 馃憖
#probably tomorrow or Monday?#but i am. so tired#so I鈥檓 giving myself a bit of time off and then I鈥檒l do final edits and a summary#and then we鈥檙e good to go!!#lt talks#diwf#daddy issues werewolf fic#also I am so sorry if you wanted something from me/are waiting on me for something#but the spoons drawer is completely empty
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well, you see, the thing is: (instead of finishing my sentence i curl up comfortably in bed and go to sleep
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every single time
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I'm like if a girl who didn't do much was still experiencing burnout
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Please stop seeing politics as an identity and start seeing it as a collective means for change
#i am so tired of ppl trying to use 'theres no ethical consumption under capitalism' in regards to BDS#it's not about ethics it's about participating in a political strategy palestinians have spent YEARS promoting as a means for change#some things are in fact not about you#social justice#I/P#social issues#palestine#gaza#free palestine#free gaza#id in alt#overflowing trashcan
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#comic#first comic on da new pc#and now i go lay down#if you鈥檙e wondering why I am so Tired: I have PCOS which leads to chronic fatigue AND I work full time where I have to mask 8 hours a day#and talk to customers on the phone and solve their problems#I鈥檓 pretty fucking sleepy most of the time
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I need minors to learn how to lie online again. Your name is Derek, you鈥檙e 25 and work in accounting now. Please for your own safety learn how to fucking lie. And if you don鈥檛 want to lie, then don鈥檛 put your age anywhere. Don鈥檛 even say whether you鈥檙e a minor or not. It is perfectly easy to avoid adult spaces without signposting that you are doing so because you鈥檙e a child.
Stating your age doesn鈥檛 protect you this only makes you a target.
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"Why doesn't this post cover every single tiny bit of nuance in a situation?!" because op thought it would get 14 notes
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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So
#I am literally so mentally exhausted lately I feel like my brain is swelling#I feel dazed and cloudy and yet I must keep going despite being the most tired bitch in the universe
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I am incredibly serious right now when I beg you all, please, and if you have Twitter or Tiktok or whatever to please spread the word: click on an author's profile on Ao3.
You want to know if an author has written more? Want to know if they're still writing? Want to see more from them? Want to know if they've written a trope or kink or sex scenario you enjoy?
Click on their name. And look at their profile.
I cannot tell you how many times in the last six months someone has read a new or newer fic of mine and said they (a new reader who has read nothing else I've done) "can't wait to see what you do next!" I've written 50+ fics and over a million words already.
"I don't know if you're still writing..." click on my profile. I am. I literally wrote a 128k+ fic for that ship last month.
"Would you ever do X?" "Please do Y!" I already did. Click on my name and look at my works.
Archive of our Own is a library. It's an archive. Not social media. It is your responsibility to fight back against the laziness that corporate algorithms have trained into you.
Click my author name. Just click it. Just click it.
Before you demand more, or ask if a writer will do XYZ, or wonder if the author still writing, or anything - click on their profile. Click on the author's profile.
I'm not trying to be mean or condescending or anything like that. I'm just exhausted. It's disheartening and frustrating to repeat myself ad nauseam, because someone couldn't take thirty seconds to do the tiniest bit of work to see if I've written lately, if I've written more for their ship, or scan my works to see if I've written what they're asking for. Please. Please. I'm begging.
Click the author's name, and explore before you ask.
#lincoln rants#I'm sorry but I'm at the end of my rope#I got a LOT of these comments on my Buddie Platonic Sugar Baby AU#acting like I was some new writer to the fandom#babes I've been here since the dawn of 2020 where the fuck have YOU been?#I am happy to answer questions! I love responding to reader comments!#but it is beyond frustrating to answer a question that if they'd literally just clicked on my author name#they would have gotten the answer to themselves#yes I have written more yes I am still writing yes I've been here longer than you have#and I don't mean that in a pulling rank/seniority way I just mean that in a could you please just CLICK ON MY NAME???#INSTEAD OF MAKING ASSUMPTIONS??? way#I'VE DONE MY TIME! FOUR AND A HALF YEARS! IN THE CIRCUS!#I'm sorry but sometimes I have to yell publicly a little#and I really do suspect this is people who are not on tumblr#so I am genuinely begging you#if you are on other social media platforms#PLEASE feel free to repeat what I have said#PLEASE I AM SO TIRED!!!
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IM BACK FROM SEEING MY GIRLFRIEND
#it went so well#but i am. so tired#wish i could stay longer </33333333333#i have the money too plus permission from my parents if i want to but i am exhausted#and i wouldnt be able to do anything tmr even if i were to stay a day more
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destiel forehead healing kiss. what more could u want.
#art#digital art#my art 馃Ψ#digital painting#supernatural#destiel#castiel#dean winchester#spn fanart#spn#destiel fanart#i am. so tired.#i tried my hardest to not half ass this and give up#i sorta accomplished that but not really#ill have some grace for myself tho cause i really struggled to make art this month :/#spn fanart is so theraputic tho#i missed making my visions for this show#it also just felt like the most low stakes thing to make#this looks way better *not* on mobile.. too lazy to edit this shit now
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