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it's that time again when i get possessed and draw tamlin during ungodly hours. so i shall present thee.. shirtless tamlin 🤲
my lil process too!
#i am going to climb that man#WHO SAID THAT#pro tamlin#tamlin#tamlin fanart#acotar fanart#acotar tamlin#tamlin acotar#i cant draw abs#or shade them#crying noises#but i am learning!#dont tell anyone my tabs are all just shirtless men#FOR REFERENCE!!!
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CHLOE BENNET as DAISY JOHNSON in Agents of S.H.I.E.LD (2014-2020)
i am this close to rejecting photoshop editing features entirely and doing it all in my after effects 😭
#this was a text layer practice#none of it is in the same spot on the y axis#and i am so confused as to why there is no align feature#why put on in ae but not photoshop?!?!#adobe pls create features that make sense#how am i supposed to make sure all my text is in the same spot???#also more coloring practice#i did 1000% of it in photoshop this time this is why it's ugly :(#but i am learning!#daisy johnson#mattie edits#aos
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The late diagnosed autistic experience of: having an idea -> getting Excited about the idea -> getting Too excited about the idea -> feeling like I need to forcibly remove my flesh from my bones -> remembering that stimming is a Thing -> stimming helps :) no screaming or flesh removal required :3
Yippee !
#starcat says#i am the autism#and sometimes. the autism feels bad LMAO#but i am learning!#and it Genuinely helps!#autism win!#skyia.exe
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one
#i've been listening to icarus by bastille#and for some reason my brain fills in 'this is how it feels to take a fall' as 'this is how it feels to take off all your skin'#and like fuck man#and I KNOW that’s technically not a misheard lyric but my post my rules cope#anyway my line now#also probably phrased this poorly but its ok#im allowed to be incomprehensible#as a treat#and then fuckin#from we sink by of monsters and men#the original line was 'please look away dont look at me'#and i kept hearing it as 'please learn a way to look at me'#anyway#shoving this post in the queue but please be aware that i am writing it very late at night#q
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another animation exercise, with okarun !
#dandadan#dandadan fanart#fan animation#animation#okarun#okarun dandadan#okarun fanart#rameiixo#click 4 higher quality#oh my jfc this was the most challenging thing to animate#i have so much to learn shaky hands#i’m incrrrredibly upset about how the anime handled s1 finale#they made it so much more distressing than necessary#the manga did not do all of that!!!! i will fight you!!!!!!!#i am very shocked at the support on this?? 😭 ive only been able to focus on all the mistakes with this im really happy others like it!
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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused
#directed at myself because I am learning too#cluster b#cluster b safe#cluster b stuff#npd#npd safe#bpd#bpd safe#cluster b disorders#aspd#hpd#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline problems#actually npd#npd traits#1k#2k#3k
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catalysts, protectors
#man those episodes#so many things put into perspective#like Simon’s role as a protector and his kindness and empathy and compassion and existence being the catalyst for the rest of ooo to#flourish#and Betty is a protector of Simon#I wonder if the last two episodes will explore more of her character? there’s so much to be explored about her giving so much of herself#to Simon but not thinking about what she wants for herself#do we get to explore her feelings or see her at all? will she have changed or learned to let go#I think there will be some sort of closure for the both of them#but at what cost#I am still crying over that scene with Simon’s memory of Betty and their song#my art#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#golbetty
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"cyno"-rientation
pt 2/2 (pt 1)
#genshin impact#cyno#i am never drawing a comic again#big learning curve#i'm so inconsistent with cyno's head gear lmao
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*kicks down your door* It might seem like a plot hole that no one thought about the possibility of Dracula being invited into the asylum by Renfield (or any other patient) but actually it speaks to the way Renfield’s personhood is being denied mainly by Jack Seward, but also the rest of the crew in part through their reliance on Seward’s expertise. Which also ties into the way they have decided to shut out Mina at the very same time. It literally just did not occur to them that the patients living in the same building as them would have any claim to the residency that allows someone to grant the permission a vampire needs to enter a home. But of course the asylum is the patients’ home just as much as it is Jack’s! They live there! In short this fatal blow dealt to the heroes at this crucial juncture comes about through both their sexism and their ableism. Good night. *puts your door back on its hinges again and leaves*
#dracula#dracula daily spoilers#dracula daily#re: dracula#not sure about the tagging etiquette during the offseason so i will tag spoilers just in case lol#this thought came to me while i was falling asleep that’s why it’s unhinged#pun not intended but intentionally kept#anyway there must be literary papers about this right#<- has lost sight of what i learned in dracula class and what i read on tumblr#i am now actually going to sleep though
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a year ago I drew this fanart for @cal-writes train AU (fic found HERE) and it has been my favorite piece of fanart of last year. So today I wanted to do a redraw, but instead of drawing the same piece again, I drew a prequel to the events in the last piece!
#one piece#cat burglar nami#roronoa zoro#op train au#alcohol cw#my art#I am feeling really good about this piece#I can see where I improved and what I learned over the last year#which is a wonderful feeling considering I was ready to quit art halfway through last year too#so a big hurrah for liking my own art and being proud of my progress!#now about the piece: this is set before the piece in the train and before the two of the got into a bar fight
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the thing that caused me so much grief last night but now i feel better about it fdnghgdfggd
#sighhh im still kind of upset about the whole thing but man whatever i spent so long drawing this xd#sonic adventure 2#i loooove geralds cell i think its just so cool that sonic ended up in it and it was just kind of silently there#sonic the hedgehog#art#sonic fanart#sth#digital art#there are some issues with my rendering that i am trying to resolve but idk i guess i just have to try and learn#it's already better than what i could do like a year ago or so so i guess its alright#sa2
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I LOVE being alive so I can be mediocre at SO many different hobbies
#this isn't sarcasm at all i love to try different tasks i get mediocre at a new thing every year#i love to learn about other people's hobbies!!#i am having a great time#there are so many things to do who can blame me for getting distracted from life tasks that are boring when there are all these fun ones
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been trying to get back into animation
original gif below ^^ teehee!
#F slur#reclaimed f slur#You wanna know the worst part abt this#this is the first finished animation ive made in like 5+ yrs#animation#turbo#turbo wir#turbo wreck it ralph#king candy#king candy wir#king candy wreck it ralph#Idk why i locked in so hard HEHRHEHHAHA😭😭😭😭😭😭 i just kept on adding more and more until it became This#abomination#i was even gonna make the background more polished and everything but then i was like Wait i actually dont care#this was so fun to make ouggjghhhmhmgjjdf i forgot how fun animation was!!!!!!😢😢😢 definitely going to be making more in da future#this was very experimental i just love putting myself on grinding duty and qorking on something like this for hours straight#i am so learning bros#ill post frames tomorrow bc its midnight and idk how many ppl are gonna see this rn but i cant just not post it immediately#wreck it ralph#silly time 🐛🐛🐛#my art! 🎨
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└ ❤ So he's basically our child.
#I LOVE MY SKELETON SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#emmrich#emmrich volkarin#emmrich x rook#dav#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#guys i cant think of any other ones#i KNEW manfred would learn to speak and i am GOING to teach him to swear#da#*#im going to post this at 2am and i WILL srb it when i wake up tomorrow. i don't normally. but it is 2am.
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