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birchtreecat · 5 months ago

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I think I’ve inadvertently doomed myself to only ever yap about my pjsk unit to like. 3 or 4 people because the REST OF YOU are all PHARMACITY NERDS and WILL GET LORE SPOILED!!!

#like cmonnNNNN #I only changed my favourite child’s name ever so slightly too like #aki. akko. ykykykykyk #i have so many ideas so many ways to doom the narrative but I can’t free myself I can’t yap #bee yaps #but he’s actually struggling #idk how I’m not gonna leak anything. thank god my Instagram has become a cos account

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qoldenskies · 2 months ago

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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases

#personal #rottmnt #although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie #donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually #he's a little crybaby /aff #and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually #he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO #i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is #BGHFHDHGJFHG #i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings #they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic #he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much #so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely #honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least #even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted #he struggles to blow things off #and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show #he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off #he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell #it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more #mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally #BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON #that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that #and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is #theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Cite your sources.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangshan #jiang cheng #lan wangji #mianmian #Jiang Cheng stays quiet after JGS says his foul little lie about WWX not respecting or liking him.#And because it's an audio format there isn't any other information we get on what he does.#Probably sit there in silence. Fermenting on his festering abandonment issues.#I think JC has a bit of a delicate heart when it comes to the last few things he has to hold on to.#And damn if JGS can see right into that weakness. He's got a mercury tongue. Silvery and poisonous.#I know LWJ makes his rebuttal more for preserving WWX's face than reassuring JC.#But I also know they *did* team up in the past and they do have a lot in common. And canonically can't stand each other.#They are my funny little duo and I'm the one drawing the comic. I can bake my own crumbs.#Would LWJ actually comfort JC? I don't think he knows how to comfort anyone actually. Not even himself.#JC is struggling so badly in this meeting. I'm glad there are other people in this awful meeting to tag in while he has a quiet cry.#Who's ready for Mianmian to go off next comic? Let's give a 'GET HIS ASS GIRL' to our queen!

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical

#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him #“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back #like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like #it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD #like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up #and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS #I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass #and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3 #akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry #im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #goro akechi #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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hussyknee · 2 years ago

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my disabled ass, after (1)good day: "obviously I am cured. in fact it may have all been in my head. who can say? now to rejoin society!"

me, the next day: "it has come to my attention that i may be chronically ill."

#who'd have thunk #we're all shocked i know #i forced myself to go to supermarket and ended up clinging to the shopping cart to stay upright #took two hours to stop shaking from exertion #then immediately corralled the cat to tend to his rash #mfer struggles and protests until he realizes all over again that it feels quite nice actually #and then goes deadweight and purrs *while* warbling mournfully #presumably just on principle #but it's all still more spoons than I can spare #i need to take him to the vet for his follow up in a bit #so fucking drained #send thoughts and prayers #ugh #chronic illness #spoonie #disability #knee of huss

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nothingbizzare · 20 days ago

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Patience

#so here is a he xuan art yayyy #he is one of my fav characters HEHEHHEHEHE #i do struggle a lot to draw him for some reason but he is actua #actually one of my fav to draw #nothingbizzare art #artist on tumblr #digital art #fanart #tgcf #tgcf fanart #he xuan #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 15 days ago

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I cannot wait for this Stan to reconnect with his Ford.

I still haven't figured out HOW exactly they'll meet yet, but I do think that Ford would ATTACH himself to Stanley and talk his ears off forever when they eventually get comfortable :] and Stanley would listen because HOLY SHIT, THAT'S HIS BRO HE HASN'T SEEN FOR 40-ISH YEARS, HE MISSED HIS VOICE. Nonstop certified Yapper & Listener relationship <3

Stanley looks dead faced because of his ingrained poker face, but he's thouroughly enjoying it, even if sometimes he has no idea what the fuck Ford is saying. He never interrupts him though, since he knows people usually ignore or interrupt him mid-talk already. So sometimes Stan gets stuck in awkward situations where he has to leave or do stuff, but also doesn't have it in his heart to stop Ford and extract himself out of a (one-sided) conversation.

#Stanley: that motherfucker just ignored you completely- would you like me to kill him.#Stanford: Who? What are you talking about? Anyways. Have you ever seen gnomes before? Because just yesterday I-#I imagine conversations with Stanford to be very stitled and all over the place.#Since his thoughts are quite literally scattered- he can never really process them fast enough to actually verbalize them.#Or even understand them.#So he often only catch the tail ends of a thought- or cutoff half formed thoughts- or only the beginning half of an idea- memory- or opinio #And when he talks- you can really tell with the amount of tangents he goes off into and how everything he says #are completely disconnected and unrelated from one another.#I think the reason he talks so much is because it's his way of desperately trying to get himself understood by someone- including himself.#He's hoping that maybe- by verbalizing EVERYTHING in his mind all at once into some incomprehensible word vomit- that someday-#those senseless- useless words will one day magically order themselves into the right sentence for him to be finally be able to say what #he actually MEANS.#But because he's ''that crazy Town Kook Ford'' he just never really gets the chance to talk to anyone.#People in town baby him- treat him like a child.#And I mean- it must really hurt. For someone of his former intellect to have lost all ability to express himself eloquently #Not because he's any less smart- but because he just can't talk anymore. At least- not in any way that matters #I think Stanley understands him though. I think Stanley would understand his struggle to not be labeled as just stupid by others #Anyways- that was my ramble <3 #my post #asks #sput chatters #stanford pines #ford pines #stanley pines #stan pines #gravity falls #gravity falls au #Town Kook Ford AU #my art

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obibail · 1 month ago

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"Still not helpful."

#thought i'd have to go back and record this but turns out i already recorded it #this being the one (?) time he uses that nickname is so funny. hit him with the exasperated long-suffering voice and everything #tfw your husband admonishes you in front of people for being shitty. significant other more like significant bother #but it's also such a good scene in general. i love that the game has them at opposite ideological ends #(even if its just to further complicate/bolster the choice being made)#ashur despite being a resistance leader isn't politically revolutionary at least not in the same sense as tarquin #who obviously sees the necessity of armed struggle and violence to force change in a highly stratified society. very fanonian *gets shot*#something something inherent ideological differences re: class struggle when you're at the top vs at the bottom #two very different vibes in these tags. anyway im cool and fine about them actually #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #datv #datv ashur #the viper #datv tarquin #datvedit #ashur #tarquin #veilguard #**da #viperquin

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technically-human · 5 months ago

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Can you draw something with Doom Patrol!Edwin and Netflix!Edwin?

Maybe something about Dp!Edwin talking about his feelings for Charles with N!Edwin?

It's just something I've been thinking of, make it a little angsty?<3

Glad you asked

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#ask ask ask #dead boy detectives #dbda #payneland #edwin x charles #doom patrol #dead patrol #cw homophobia #i know there are a couple of people who enjoy my rambly tags so these are for u #first of all anon i'm sorry i used your request to continue my story lol #most of my comics are meant to be standalones BUT #the doom patrol and dead girl detectives are all happening in the same universe #and there is indeed series of events here!#this particular one is happening after dp!edwin's feelings were exposed but before they met the girls #with that out of the way #i know this is not as funny as most of my stuff #but dp!edwin's internalized homophobia is an important thign that can't just go away because his charles loves him back #and he does love him back! in this verse #dp!charles is the only one not struggling with his feelings for his partner #dbd!charles and charlotte still have ways to go #also dbd!edwin is in no way an expert in self-acceptance but he has learned some things #i considered having him mention simon but i decided it wasn't his place to out him #(even though he's dead u know)#so yeah what he says here isn't... great #he's still putting himself down and he's still not sure if his feelings for charles are actually a good thing #but he knows HE is glad he feels this way #because fuck it it's not like he'll go to hell for it #and even if he did... he would crawl his way out

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keelifallen · 20 days ago

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#Does anybody else struggle with drawing him #??#forever cursed to have my faves be impossible to draw #looks like he was drawn from 5 different perspectives #he actually might be #im cryinh #probably delete later #swearing off drawing him #ezra bridger #star wars rebels #swr #fan art

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mellosdrawings · 1 month ago

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I'm a simple person. You show me a snake beastman and I immediately fall in love.

Nyoka is @cozymochi's OC and he's perfect y'all! Go check her guys coz they're all awesome and her artstyle is super yummy!

Bonus, my own 1/4th snake beastman OC's reaction to Nyoka below the cut:

#Kahan is already jealous of beastmen for being more beast than he is #so a snake beastman with a tail and actual scales?#ma boi will be simmering in jealousy #Nyoka was so great to draw I love doing braids #(I struggled so much with his eyes though and I dunno why X.x)#mello's drawings #twisted wonderland #twst #twst oc #twst kahan #Nyoka Wadjet #jamil viper #it's a snakes party #my art

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xx-sketchy-xx · 2 years ago

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Poor poppy, a three tiered cake is simply not big enough!

#wally darling #welcome home art #wally #poppy partridge #sally starlight #creepy #disturbing #horror #kay ima be honest #I forgot how much poppy’s design changed #And so I had to basically redo her xD #Cause I had her most recent design alongside their older designs #I was like oh phooey #I’m still struggling to figure out why he stares at certain things #This poor baby child lol #I’m actually like a super amateur artist #I need to work on my angles and proportions a lot #yus the life of a hooman

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Council of lovefools.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.

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kens-ramblings · 3 months ago

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so ik it’s not cannon accurate but,,,

i need a fic of tim just crashing out.

like he gets so sick of like damian and jason talking about how weak he is and shit like that that he’s like “yall realize lady shiva was my one of my FIRST teachers, and i was the first robin she trained. i had to train under b AFTER he already lost a robin. you DONT think he was 10x harder on me than any of you guys???? there’s a reason my training videos are mainly redacted without bruce’s or my permission. i got ra’s al ghul BEGGING ME to join his league or have my children. i get gifts from him WEEKLY. do you KNOW how many of his little ninja i fight per DAY??? nahh im sick of this shit let’s take it to the mats” and just demolishing both of them at the same time.

i just think it’d be very funny. i just like fics of people who pretend to be weaker than they are(or they just never really have a reason to go full tilt so they just don’t) get sick of holding back and just losing it :D

#batfam #tim drake #red robin #jason todd #red hood #damian wayne #robin #unhinged tim drake #batfamily shitposts #i just need fics of tim losing his shit and crashing out #just because they are funny #and i sometimes feel like people would forget that just because he’s smart does not mean he doesn’t have hands #like bro all robins are certified villains only being held back by b’s rules #they all have insane hands and are all very smart #don’t get distracted by whichever one they choose to put at the forefront of their personality so you forget about the other #but basically yeah i just want it bc it’d make me giggle #also yes ik bruce never physically abused tim during training but i love the angst fics that use that so i added it anyways #i. don’t think it was like intentional on bryce’s part tho just that he was struggling so hard with his grief #he just never noticed how hard he was pushing tim until he pushed wayyyy too far #and yeah he and tim eventually resolved their issues and had a BIG talk about training boundaries #but only after he started getting a bit better and got it through his head that tim was just a kid and not a moving punching bag #i like to think it was only after like titans tower or some other time where he was very close to losing tim tho #bc as much as i want bruce to just be a good dad all the time he had struggles actually verbalizing his feelings #and apologizing for his mistakes

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wishchip106 · 2 months ago

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i’m looking at those certain tiktok xmen fans

#they always hate on the movieverse fans #they think they’re jmhigh and mighty for reading the comics #and i can get why people don’t like charles but you don’t need to rub it in my face ☹️#it’s just mean is what it is #i remember i used to follow someone who would just make a list of all the shitty things he’s done #THIS ISNT GOING TO STOP ME FROM LIKING HIM??#pissing me off forreal #why are we shaming people for having fun??#‘oh you like movieverse charles? do you know what he’s done in the comics? 😏’#why are we not shedding this kinda shame on other problematic characters? why is it just charles? ☹️#actually scratch that don’t shame anyone thats not cool #struggling guhhh #i say guhh a lot #charles xavier #professor x #x men #cherik #erik lehnsherr #magneto #wish does not shut up

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beetlbi · 2 months ago

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Gravity falls httyd au, is that anything? Transcript under the cut, more thoughts in the tags

Texts says “red” “very protective of Stan, messes with him a lot” “doing much better than in canon bc he isn’t alone + has someone to take care of”

#I have about zero ideas for actual plot #I was thinking fords dragon would be a stormcutter based off his journals #unsure of a name tho #Mabel would have a gronckle named waddles ofc #and for dipper I was thinking a terrible terror #his struggle to accept his dragon being so little and weak would be a parallel to his struggles with manliness #bill I haven’t decided #he’ll either be a character like drago bludvist #wanting to take over the world with an army of dragons and humans #but for a party instead of dragos motivations #or he’ll be a dragon like the red death #but able to telepathically communicate #actually yeah I like that more #hes stuck somehwere (magically?) and he wants ford to free him like in canon #I think Stan would lose a leg like hiccup would #i had no idea for a plot when I started writing these tags but now I do lol #gf #beetlart #hmm au name…#dragon falls au #eh could be better #gravity falls #gravity falls stan #stan pines #stanley pines #httyd au #art #gravity falls au

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