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being a reconnecting native is very difficult, I feel like especially if you’re like hispanic indigenous, i’m mexican native american and i’m trying to reconnect and find what tribe i’m from but tracking down my lineage on both sides is so hard, i feel stuck and like i don’t know where to start :/
#send help#it really is pretty difficult#and the only person i feel that like really knew was my grandfather#but he passed when i was four#native#native american#reconnecting native#mexican native american#mexican indigenous#i don’t know where to start
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Soda is that teenager who follows his mom around the house yapping and perches on the end of her bed at unholy hours of the night, still yapping.
Except it’s Darry. Darry is mom. It’s 3 AM, Darry has the covers pulled over his head, and Soda is still standing in the corner yapping about his day.
#chronic yapper sodapop curtis#see he’s a great listener when it comes to ponyboy#but darry gets the opposite side of things#darry can’t get him to shut up#2 o clock in the morning and soda is perched on the edge of the counter like a nocturnal frog#darry is trying to go to the bathroom and sodas outside the door like “and another thing ☝️”#those early morning drives to work where darry is half asleep nursing his coffee and soda is blabbing in the passengers seat#soda is the kind of person to have stupid dreams and spend four hours trying to explain them#darry’s passed out on the couch#soda is balanced on the armrest#still yapping#except one time soda got insecure and was like “sorry I know you probly don’t care”#and darry launched himself into active listener mode so fast#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#the outsiders#the curtis brothers
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12Jul24
Three hundred and fifty-six days Since last we saw Harry on stage, But tonight a duet! For Ms. Nicks’ Hyde Park set, And a Songbird who’s now flown away.
#larry#harry#harry styles#stevie nicks#bst hyde park#the sun tipped us off that harry would join stevie nicks on stage during her bst hyde park set in london tonight#the fandom was a frenzy waiting to see if it would actually happen#things were pretty well confirmed when the usual suspects started to appear#spotted on the vip platform: rob stringer; kid harpoon and wife jenny; chloe burcham and gemma; tommy bruce#shit got real when we got a photo of harry side stage#jeff was seen with him#(worth noting here that irving managed fleetwood mac at some point)#there were reports that lloyd was there and that pham was taking photos on stage#the presence of the harry parliament made it feel HS4-y#but harry seems to have been there simply to support stevie for an emotional performance#it was christine mcvie's birthday#she passed away in 2022#harry paid tribute to her with a custom ss daley hand-embroidered songbird pin on his ss daley suit#the embroidery is green and blue#the songbird pattern is inspired by an 1800s lithograph and an accompanying scarf shows four different birds#and while it may not be explicitly about larry ...#i can envision harry's smirk when asked which of the four birds he wanted stitched on the jacket#they sang stop draggin' my heart around and landslide#there was also a super cute moment when harry slipped a 'it's coming home' into the mic#not unlike his husband recently#and harry is rocking the beginnings of a skullet mullet#which i'd like to see him fully commit to#limerick-hs#july 12#2024
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Half of the quad...
Delm (left) is Death and Brody (right) is War. Since they can (along with Pestilence and Famine) inflict whatever status on a person, Delm is terrified of accidentally killing someone pre-apocalypse. And so he's basically a pacifist that can never say the right thing and gets beaten up and refuses to fight back. Brody tries to be his bodyguard of sorts but Delm is slippery and just vanishes and shows up freshly injured with a smile cause "well, I mean I can't /die/, dude. what's the problem?"
#my characters#i really like the four of them because keaton (famine) is obsessed with mobile gacha games#and constantly is on his phone when they all meet up to talk#and ida (pesky pesty) is slightly sadistic (mostly to delm which in turn stresses brody out more)#but while they dont actually die truly ? they do have to go through cycles and so in this lifetime#keaton and ida are brother and sister#they dont really remember their past cycles clearly so delm is convinced he was a scumbag in his previous cycle#which is just karma making him a punching bag in this lifetime#while keaton and ida are very aware of themselves as half the group growing up#they dont actually all meet right away and they only interact with delm because he realizes its them#and of course he doesnt say it well he just sounds like hes trying to flirt and be a creep#so when ida tries to make him sick to death basically and he shows almost no reaction shes like wait a second#why arent you suffering??? and hes like ????? IT WOULDNT WORK WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DO THAT? im your ally :c#and then years pass and they finally encounter brody and delm clocks him as the fourth possibly#but doesnt say it just in case hes wrong but then takes up stalking him#and brody is sooooo tired of this lil freak following him around LEAVE HIM ALONE and then it clicks#when keaton tells him oh yeah you should definitely try to kill him hes impossible to kill#and brody is like wait a second what the f- noooooo he cant be! no! why! hes pathetic and weird!#then becomes obsessed with getting him to stay unharmed and continuously fails#thanks for coming to my ted talk where all my ocs have to be stupid#and theres no brain cells in the four of em
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Kind of gay of Brassius to basically establish Hassel as his muse and then say "I felt as if I had been kissed by the muse" in front of my art class
#i know its an expression but like there were inevitably options 🤨🏳️🌈#and after Hassel said he didnt know thr full story “Such things do not pass easily over the lips. Especially when you're as close as we are#i feel so insane about them#hassius#hassel#brassius#ephemeralartshipping#hassel x brassius#brassius x hassel#gym leader brassius#elite four hassel#pokemon scarlet violet#pokemon karmesin und purpur#pokemon fanart#sinius x colzo#sinius#colzo
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Blue head canon that is 100% me projecting:
Blue sometimes gets so viscerally angry that he gets close to passing out. Like; head spinning, nausea, vision fuzzing. He can normally keep people from noticing by storming off or just making himself look as big and angry as possible with a 'barely internal' scream and people will take the sudden quiet the light-headedness causes as him keeping himself from saying something he'll regret.
It got so bad that he actually made the person he was angry at (probably Shadow) very concerned because he actually looked all dizzy and had to sit down to keep from passing out.
Also if he's angry for long enough, particularly active and angry, he ends up spending the rest of the day or week- depending on how long he was angry and active for -really drained both emotionally and physically.
This is deeply concerning to the people who know about it. Which isn't many lol.
I like to think that after the events of the manga he did start to mellow out a bit, which was helped by the week long exhaustion that came with spending the entire journey with a lit fuse. Blowing up at everyone for every reason is bad for his health.
#I dont want to be diagnosed but I wont stop the “this sounds like _____” comments lol#he's angy#like amity from the owl house#shadow: “I'm gonna do an impression of blue when she's angry”#*holds breath with intense grumbling as his face goes red*#*suddenly lets out a breath*#“woah. almost passed out there”#scene ends with blue doing the exact same thing including the "almost passed out” comment#blue link#four swords
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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I know the ask is about ships but could you make a non ship one with Dean and Carlos from the Winchesters? I can't think of an exact thing for Dean to say, but the first sentence can be what Dean would say for their first meeting. Thank you if you can (*^‿^*)
"I like your hair," Dean says, staring up from where he's clinging to the bottom of Mary's winter coat, and Carlos grins wide when he adds, with all the breathless gravity of a four year old eager to impress their opinions upon a new friend; "It's swooshy and it's pretty like Mommy's hair, and your-- your beads are pretty and shiny and shiny is my favorite color."
"Swooshy and pretty and shiny is exactly what I was going for, so thank you, little buddy."
Even with almost six years between now and the last time he'd seen Mary, Carlos is relieved to find that they still have a good sense of one-another -- can still communicate silently, swiftly, like they used to when it was life or death. He meets her eye, and her face softens, and understanding passes between them before he slides one of his lucky beaded bracelets -- the bloodstone one -- free.
Dean's eyes light up when he takes it.
When he smiles, he looks just like his mother.
[for this askbox game if anyone else wants to send me a prompt]
#supernatural#the winchesters#supernatural fic#the winchesters fic#dean and carlos#hi anon i love you and YES you can have a platonic dean and carlos ficlet!!!#for the record this is set in the uh... the prime universe? og spn universe?#did we ever reach a consensus on what to call the different 'verses?#but yeah this is a world in which the events of the winchesters didn't happen#so mary got out of the hunting life as she did in spn and lost touch with carlos and lata and ada#and carlos has been on the road#and just happened to be passing through lawrence when he bumped into a heavily pregnant mary with a four year old dean at the grocery store#so here we are :P#cass writes fic#fandom: supernatural#fandom: the winchesters#also now i've made myself extremely sad thinking about a year later#carlos swinging through lawrence again and going over to the house to visit mary and meet her husband and the new baby#and finding the house abandoned and ravaged by fire#checking the local newspapers and discovering that mary had died and her kids and husband have dropped off the map#having to call lata and ada to tell them#and then not reconnecting with dean (and meeting sam) until many many years later#when they happen to be hunting the same monster#and he realizes who they are#and is absolutely distraught over what has become of mary's children#especially the sweet little boy who'd been so enamoured of carlos' pretty hair and jewelry#also i linked to a picture of bloodstone because it is indeed very pretty#and i chose that as the stone used in the bracelet carlos gives dean for several reasons:#it symbolises strength and resilience and encourages growth and positivity generally but also especially during times of hardship#so i've basically decided that carlos helped keep dean safe for many years thanks carlos <3
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I think I'm still. slightly in shock that the anniversary announcement was actually two-related tbh??
like obviously the 50th had a bunch of new two content with enemy of the world and (most of!) the web of fear being found, we had the tales from the tardis short, lots of little references over the years. but on the other hand with so many episodes missing/a relative lack of big finish content compared to the later classic who doctors/new novels for classic who doctors sort of having vanished, I do sometimes feel like this era gets a bit. passed over. as if it's too hard to engage people with the original content because it's black-and-white/missing/wobbly sets and effects or whatever the reasoning is, so we'll focus on the more marketable stuff instead.
so to actually have the big Thing for the anniversary be two-related without the coincidence of episodes being found (tho I would still love that, all episodes of the highlanders recovered immediately please and thank you) is just. ??????. !!!!!!.
#second doctor#idk i mighttttt be biased bc i do not care about the animations at all lmao#and ik that has been a fairly significant source of content for two-era recently. i just don't like them :(#but it's just like!#not the First Era (tho i feel like one gets a little passed over as well. one fans i am holding your hand)#so misses out on that bit of promo#but still just a little bit Too Early#like as rtd says in the media release for this he was 6 when the war games aired#old enough to remember some stuff#but not old enough to actually Properly imprint on it like he evidently did w/ three and four for instance#(which shows in like. everything he did w/ sarah jane for instance)#& i think a lot of the people feeding into official content rn are of similar ages if not younger#idk. does anyone else feel this way about two era#i could be talking nonsense who knows!!!#i am just out here Saying Things
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i was looking up buddhism stuff last night for reasons not at all related to kuukou for once lol but was reminded of buddhism’s ‘sins’, which kuukou’s last name is a reference to and i think you all should actually know what those are lol
the parajika specifies that if a monk commits any of these four acts, they should be stripped of their monk robes and expelled from the community
getting busy
theft
murder and can’t incite/encourage it either
can’t lie, especially in the way of passing false knowledge as means of betterment for others but it’s for their own gain
and whether or not kuukou a virgin lol, he has done all of these in some way and is especially guilty of the last one LOL
#this is vee speaking#there are a lot of rulesets in buddhism and there’s actually a lot more sins rather than these four lol#like these are for monks only and will get you booted out so fortunately kuukou’s sangha is just him and his father lmao#but there’s also the ten evil deeds that guarantee a shitty reincarnation#and the five grave offences that lands you in the lowest level in buddhism’s hell#intent and action is really important for these tho so while kuukou is guilty of these some he’s lacking the intent to do bad#like he technically incited someone to try and kill himself but that wasn’t his intent#he stole hitoya’s keys lol but the intent was to help hitoya#kuukou tho has definitely passed higher knowledge off to manipulate a situation and that’s a no no lol#but in way lol!!!!!! he usually does drop fortune cookie phrases when his intent is to better the person!!!!!#like when he wanted jyushi and hitoya to mince meat with their bare hands for their training and trying to get ichiro to bond with mcd#so how guilty is he really lmao 🤭🤭🤭#can i say tho it’s so neat that kr named a character using sins and then integrated them as part of his character traits 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it’s so cool kuukou is so cool 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Young Teacher Tuvok Patreon | Ko-fi
#Person: So I heard from the students that you're the headteacher? / Tuvok: ???This is a college???#his kids gave him a mug that says 'Father' bc it would be impossible to ascertain whether or not he is in fact the no.1 dad#despite their own emphatically positive opinions...'Father' is factual v_v (in my mind the mug just has a vulcan symbol)#bea art tag#st voyager#Tuvok#Tuvok went through Starfleet training/academy - Quit - Then probably had to go to a whole different college to get a teaching license#When he re-entered Starfleet did he have to take lessons again?? Is there a separate license to be a Starfleet instructor?#After being expelled from his school as a teen ... how long was he with the monks? Did he repeat a grade?#Tuvok your education fascinates me#Vulcan school - expelled - learning at a temple with monks - repeat grade? / Vulcan school - graduate#enter starfleet academy - graduate - quit - enter college - graduate - teach - quit job - enter starfleet (academy?) - graduate?#- starfleet teaching license - end#note: I don't think under normal human circumstances you'd need to go back to the academy but Tuvok quit Starfleet at like 20 something#and who knows how many decades passed since then - I'm sure the curriculum changed a lot in like 70 years v_v#maybe....a few catchup courses. Like a semester instead of four(?) years#st voyager art#also I like the thought that Tuvok is considered introverted/reserved even amongst Vulcans#Less so than how humans perceive him but still enough that it IS a personality trait rather than purely a cultural difference
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this line... perhaps someone (me) should kiss that headache better!
#ash rambles 💚#heart-to-heart combat ⚔️#muah! healing kisses!#man ajshajsj can you believe how long it's been? almost.. four years now? of the two of us? veteran's pass for you if you remember when#this was just a blog about him!!#these days he's such a warm comfort to me ajdhajsjs I'm glad our love has lasted even though I've changed so much these past few years#whether or be growing up or irl stuff.. he's been there#muah!!! i love him soooo much! hehe i love my f.elix and i always have+#*!#hope he loves me too 👉🏽👈🏽
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I want the king magnus skin SO BAD.. I'm going rabid I'm barking.. I need 16$..
The BP’s only $10 whats the extra six for 😭😭😭 either way im not saying you should get it but im not saying you should Not get it …………
#snap chats#i say as if i didnt upgrade to get purple coins two times as fast…… dont look at me….#EITHER WAY REAL#whats 16 anyway thats a bottle of purple crown whiskey……#my school ids are worth more than that…. only like four bucks more but you really feel that 20 on a random tuesday but anyway djPSJSJS#the king magnus skin is so good i fear if my brother and i do decide to get a ps5 im getting the pass again#the pass is active or like what. two more months tho. ill prob have my computer back by then I Hope 🤓#my brother was jabbing at me for gettin tbe pass the first time but how come he was so happy bout gettin the rocket skin huh…..#dont laugh at me FOOL not when you benefit… NOT WHEN YOU ALSO LOVE THE WARLOCK SKIN AND MVP EODSNSKS#i repeat this bp was made specificsllg for me. of course it was it was released on my birthday OWKSKS#still never getting over that. what a legendary day…#anyway KING MAGNUS I MISS YOOUUUU COME BAAACCCKKK#idec i cant see your ass anymore the rest of the skin is so good …..
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ehm so i sat in a strangers car haha
#the bus app told me to get out but apparently that wasn't the right Route#which had me ended up in the middle of nowhere there was only a street and cars passing by and everything was dark and foggy#i called my best friend almost crying because i didn't know where to go and i was scared and my phone charge was almost empty#so i walked a bit and passed at a little street with like four or fives houses#and i was like screw it i'll have to get out of here so i went to a house knocked on it and a man opened it#and i told him that i was lost and that i was coming from the city and i have to go to a small village for the next days#and he said oh you mean xy? and i said yeeees 😭😭😭#he said that many people get lost in that area so he offered me a ride which was dangerous but it went fine and he was really nice 😭😭😭#i kept saying thank you and then he drove off#when i told my brother on the phone he couldn't believe how i am still alive at this point in life 😭#long story short don't travel to any village in winter and always have a charger with you !#omg i am realising this is the second time i joined a stranger for a car ride 😭😭😭
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Reading moodboard #84430940 (Patreon)
#Doodles#I wonder what this is in reference to lol - could be anything really!#Bit funny actually - I was reading something else in overlap at the time - a fic from another fandom though it ended up not being for me#Different authors just speak to different people! It was fun to come back to something familiar and realize Just how much I appreciate it ah#Novel and familiar! My very favourite <3 And of course it was a wonderful experience on top of that hehe ♪♫#Numbers lol - I really have done way too much age headcanon math pfft#I just love timelines! And even if the hints aren't exact they /are/ hints and I'm going to use them!!#The numbers that are established are such fun markers - and using characterization as hints towards how many years have passed! Ah! ♪#Like how it's definitely possible that Max took a two year but considering his family he was probably pushed to do a four year#There's no confirmation either way but it's just so fun to consider what they'd do based on how they're written!#These are the kind of written math problems I enjoy hehe#I was being a bit self-deprecating for that doodle actually tho lol - art mimics life and all that pfft#Also confirmation of him being a Lit Major ❤️💕💖💞💗 Small details give me big love you must understand this lol#As evidenced lol ♪ Adding to my playlist definitely didn't help it very strongly upgraded to Big Love for like a week straight lol#Terrible ♪ Couldn't stand it <3 Genuinely painful ♫#Lol - ''finding'' more - it's what had my blood on fire! I'm so grateful for mirrors#Anyone who's been following me for a while knows I have this whole thing about Legacy and what you leave behind and the internet in general#That the internet is forever except when it's not - that plenty of things get deleted or lost etc. etc. and it makes me very sad :(#So seeing that there was an in-built preservation - it only saved Some things but anything saved is precious!! It made me very happy <3#And then finishing off 💔💕 Beautifully heartbreaking ah#Even skim-reading later made me cry again! It's deeply affecting hhh#Another experience I'm so happy to be able to have ♥ Another tally on the wall haha <3
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Chat what the Fuck
#i swear to God. every time I'm like no I'm putting my foot down I'm moving on. or i think maybe i was wrong and he's not my person#something pops up to remind me of him#but literally 4 minutes ago. Four. Minutes. He was driving behind me on his way to work i watched him pull into work are you JOKING ME#WHAT THE FREAK#lord release me from these shackles (loving and missing him but not being able to be with him in any capacity)#whatever#he definitely knew it was me lmao. my car is fuckass ugly (she went through a lot)#what does it all Mean though#the signs. the symbols..#like what am i supposed to get from this genuinely#i prayed last night to see the results of placing my faith in God#i did what i felt i was lead to do#and my gut said that this dumbass man will be back in my life by Christmas#i personally feel as though time is running out for that to happen (bc it is??)#but then i just saw him for the second time since July#which. you have to understand is crazy#we live in the same town. my friend lives in his neighborhood. my other friend lives right next to his place of work (hence why i passed it)#this is so strange#documenting all of it in case I'm right though#that way no one can call me crazy#and if I'm wrong then I'm on my hands and knees begging to be put in a fucking psych ward#🥀#wtf man#i didn't cry this time though!!!!!!!!!!#progress!!!!!#ironic that i was very much thinking about him but tbh when am i not
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