#but he also makes me extremely sad.
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Have you thought of N getting his revenge on J for all the years he has been builled by her?
i don't think he ever would. N is a naturally very nice and forgiving person, specially so to a fault. i really don't think he holds/held a grudge against her or V for the way they've treated him prior to his meeting with uzi. the most negative we've gotten was his "J, you're sometimes kinda mean to me and I wish you weren't. Just some constructive criticism!" but even then, it was prompted by uzi and he did say "constructive criticism" lol
other than that, he has THANKED HER when she stepped on him, called him worthless and terrible and she'd kill him if company allowed it; when she LITERALLY almost kills him and never complained about her bullying in the manor. he stopped uzi from throwing (presumably) an insult towards eldritch J's appearance, was completely chill when she came back as a clone????
bottom line is, N doesn't seem like the type to hold grudges or plan revenge against anyone, even if they've actively hurt him for so long. he's always willing to give everyone even a little bit of a benefit of the doubt
#N is cool and wholesome as hell#but he also makes me extremely sad.#despite being so kind and generous; always believing the best in others and giving everyone the benefit of the doubt#he was never treated the way he deserved until uzi came into his life#sighhhh. reason no.10301004 of why i love N and uzi's relationship#even as just friends because lovers are friends first and foremost for me and love isn't all about kissing and holding hands or something#it's about that connection and having someone who believes in you; supports you and respects you. someone who cherishes you so deeply#anyway woah rambling about Nuzi in tags? this is the equivalent of going on a tangent in the replies of our tweets LMAO#promise once we finish our analysis of Nuzi; I'm posting it here too LOL#ALSO CAN I TALK ABOUT HOW ANNOYING IT IS YOU CAN'T USE COMMAS IN TAGS??? as a comma fanatic; I'm outraged /j#murder drones#txt
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charm stat at debonair ‼️‼️
#WOW WHO WOULD HAVE FUCKING THOUGHT THEYD BE MY FAVORITES. THIS TOTALLY WASNT EXPECTED. NOT AT ALL.#i have lots of persona art its just uncolored dw#doing the shujin trio next i miss them so bad☹️☹️ also i need pegoryu content to stay sane and alive#anyway they're like. actually fucking insane 💀💀💀💀#like lawlight level toxic yaoi its so absurd#like i was like damn soukoku is intense WHO ARE THESE FREAKS#WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY LIKE THIS.#ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE. LIKE EXTREMELY MENTAL AND SICK IN THE HEAD.#AKECHI IS A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH#god they actually make me so fucking AUAUAUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH#i NEED to finish royal shidos palace GUTTED ME#they were initially so funny to me bc right off the bat you can tell how much of a FREAK akechi is just paraphrasing hegel#and being so ferevently obsessed with ren its like bro why is this guy straightup dickriding us for telling him we like our eggs well done#ANYWAY their dynamic always felt so sad to me bc it was akechi just desperately clawing for what ren had the entire time ☹️#and the more he realized how worthless he was in comparison the more mentally unhinged he became until he actually broke#me when the trope is “the love was there but it wasn't enough to save them” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (FUCKING DEVASTATING)#ermmm anyway yea they're neat. ig#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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making myself sad by drawing arthur
#rdr2#barghestland#arthur morgan#i don't draw him often#tbh.. that's like.. my second time drawing him or something?#not because i don't like him (i love him so much ok)#but drawing him just makes me extremely sad#im on chapter 6 again im not ready for this#i wanna hug him and tell him he's a good man:(#i also need a hug as well this shit is depressing#if ya wanna have a crying session invite me or something
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As part of a two-part reverse bang-bang, here's some more Valentines art to which @probablytoooldforthis wrote an amazing fic, Sweets for the Sweet! Please go check it out, I promise you won't regret it, and keep your eyes peeled for the second chapter - and artwork, of course - coming out on White Day aka the 14th of March!
Also, I this is an unrendered version, the finished version will be posted within about a week's time (hopefully) since I don't have access to digital drawing at the moment YuY
#this piece makes me so happy#and the fic even more so#i really wish i hadnt ended up on crunch time to even get this half finished version done but whoever said i was a responsible adult#whoever said i had time management skills#whoever said that was wrong#anyway THEYRE MAKING CHOCOLATES BECAUSE I COULDNT NOT#viktor is very concentrated UuU#also if any actual confectioners (is that the english word? idk) see this feel free to yell at me in the tags for everything thats wrong#my experience with making filled chocolates is extremely limited and very messy#so uh#this is probably not accurate#BUT THEYRE HAVING FUN AND THATS WHAT MATTERS#i like to think viktor has clips to keep his hair out of the way but he always somehow manages to lose them oh how sad how “unfortunate”#guess yuuri will just have to keep his hair up yet again how tragic YnY#also yuuri 100% knows viktors clips dont magically disappear but he cant get himself to say anything because does he really mind?#no#no he doesnt#not at all#he gets to lovingly brush viktors hair out of his eyes what in the world would he be complaining about?#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix#arom antix art#katsuki yuuri#viktor nikiforov#viktuuri
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you would think after all the yapping i do about these losers i would have a plethora of art uploaded … no… so here is my first kantrio post lol
i did these over the last month while watching the olympic weightlifting and jamming to kpop (stan red velvet and kiss of life BTW!!!)
#pokemon#pkmn#trainer red#rival blue#trainer leaf#i made them classy and smoke from a joint idk maybe i should of done the classic aussie teen experience and make them smoke from a water#bottle bong 🤩 red is a massive foodie so ofc he has the multiple options of snacks ready lol my go-to fried food was a capriccosia pizza 😭#i’m always conflicted on the blue smoking hc (just cigarettes yall lol) i often see fanart of professor blue smoking and i see the vision#50/50??? let me ask the audience 🗣️ i think i’m bias cause i am cursed with thinking men who smoke are extremely attractive lmao#there is 100% lore behind that second piece but i am so burnt out and i don’t think it’ll fit in tags lol#also just have a raging fear of sharing anything kantrio related LOL like raging projectile vomiting level anxiety#blue fears repeating the toxic cycles he grew up in but oops he’s doing exactly that in the second piece 🧐#wowzers … as kieran would say lol … i love writing and thinking about blue and his emotional growth over those 3 years red was missing#but hey sometimes something hurts so badly it takes you back to that sad and scared child version of yourself right?#strength to me is like: red >>>>>>> leaf >> blue🤷🏻♀️ they technically both canonically beat blue in gamecanon so … my girl is strong sorry#ain’t standing shy timid leaf in this house …#also - despite being acespec myself i didn’t know demi was under the ace umbrella! i think it suits red super well imo :p#pan aswell bc i don’t think he gaf 😭 also shout out to one of my fave pkmn artists kiriato 🫶🏻🤧 i was going through such bad art block and#their work inspired all of these :3 i love their stuff sm espcially their comics 🥹 i drew all of these using their brush sets too!!!#trainer blue#blue pokemon#red pokemon#leaf pokemon#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pokemon frlg#trainer green#rival green#my art <3#kanto au
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looking at all the comparisons of the oldest to newest tmn arts again and honestly so sad that fjords nose got so straightened out like 😐 who gave him a nose job ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#kiddo say#hell on planet exandria#hes just so yassified but not in a way thats fun to me#give him some fat back into his face its so sad </3#i like th long hair but . the hooked nose + beard with it couldve been so good. but instead he just looks dehydrated#thee post i mentioned in prev ask. it was in my drafts#matching post to me mourning cads hooded eyelids that got deleted in the fancy collectors figure sculpt </3#but he has monolids in the new art so ^_^ . we stay winning#i wont talk about the newer yasha designs . yous know how i feel lol#i dont want to be mean also bc i think jesters new look is cute and fun but shes also got that league of legends splash art anatomy going o#like the waist and back arch is so extreme her spines just misaligned#it makes me sad . someone help my girl . get her a snack also
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dale kobble to me is a sweet, friendly dog that someone trained to be a killing machine
it must please its master and kill and sometimes even enjoy it, despite its soft core.
#everyone is allowed to interpret dale how they want i just unfortunately have an extremely sympathetic view of him#he makes me sad.#the harkers and the families he orchestrated the deaths of are also victims that i heavily sympathize with#but this doesnt mean the perpetrator cannot also be a victim himself#something something about themes of generational trauma or whatever#dale kobble#longlegs 2024#dale ferdinand kobble
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Lil doodles from last night
#my art stuff#doodles#sketches#astarion#bat#batstarion#I feel the need to specify this is spawn Astarion with mods cus Ascended Astarion makes me sad but I still want my sweet to get to fly#and also be fluffy and even easier to carry around in my huge arms#we taught him some sorta wild shape spell or something - don’t ask about it#tav#tiefling tav#durge#tiefling durge#baldur's gate 3#bg3#TINY BAT DOES BIG STRONG FLAP#He was upset his leader+multiclass rogue boyfriend gets to do all the fun sneaking#so he wanted to help - despite usually enyojing not having to do any work#but it felt unfair that he only gets to shoot from a distance#or do extremely heavy lifting on the damage department with none of the fun of it#so he gets to help with a surprise attack (and then immediately retreat into my arms during and post battle#cus his lil armsies hurt like HELL after flying my goliath of a body for any amount of time#He was prolly close to dropping me but I have every bit of trust in him to carry through his word! 😤#gods - I wanna spoil him to the ends of faerûn and back#I love him so much.#kisses#both just as a tag for the post and also cus that’s the main thing I’ll be providing him with
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Apparently The Terror producer David Kajganich stated in an Q&A what jobs he thinks the characters would have if they lived in the modern day, and I just…
These are all so fucking funny. Love that one of the show’s producers seemingly has peak Terror brainrot
#personal#amc the terror#the terror#extremely cursed terror posting#also#Franklin- yes 100%. tho I could also see like. mid level office manager who really wants to be your friend#just a real Michael Scott#crozier- yup. fitzjames- yup.#hickey- for sure. silna- absolutely#goodsir- yes. tho I could also just see straight up doctor. like… a pediatric surgeon#little- why do we have to be so mean to this already very sad man????#hodgson- cursed. so cursed. I HATE it#Irving- yup. blankey- ugh. perfect yes. collins- yes please give this man a break#jopson- YES. oh this made me emotional#hartnell- …there something you wanna tell the class david k?#bridgens- yes. but wheres peglar#tozer- god please don’t make him a cop. please. firefighter works great. gym teacher… I feel like he’s hate children#lady jane- yup. sofia- …honestly yea. I see it
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yet another person has fallen victim to my furry beam... ericdoa is now in the hmfcu (hivemind furry cinematic universe) as a ring-tailed lemur. i was so stumped on what to make him and then i realized i've never given someone a lemur sona or even made a lemur oc despite really liking them. i had to remedy that
also when i asked people if they had ideas for his sona literally everyone said 'make him something tiny with huge eyes'. lemurs are small enough and their eyes are pretty striking. works for me
originally finished 4-18-2024
#hivemind tv#ericdoa#my art#fanart#furry#hmfcu#doodles#2024#something about riley in the last pic looks weird to me and i dont know how to fix it. sad! well theres other drawings#you guys have no idea how long it took me to figure out erics sona. i wouldve had these done day of their collab if i wasnt stumped#also this weeks friday post was going to be a jamie and co lore dump but i got too excited about this and didnt finish#the art i was making for it LOOOOOOL#next week tho. it should be done#ok wait one more bit of tag yapping. fiverr impressions with eric is a top 5 hivemind vid to me now that shit is so funny#the part i drew in the first pic where he randomly gets extremely nervous about shouting out michigan ladies makes me lose it
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I need to see the movie for the second time just for the Dog Days Are Over scene at the end. The dancing was the most wholesome thing ever, especially Drax’s part. He was meant to be a dad, not a destroyer... He finally found his purpose. He was always against dancing and at the end... He was just dancing and having fun with the kids :’)
#the fact that quill wasn't here makes it extremely sad#he made them love music#also gamora's scene with the ravengers were so lovely too#she found herself a family there too#Guardians of the galaxy#drax#don't mind me
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my brother in christ
#NOT SHIP ART!!#get outta here >:(#canon’s art#fanart#art#game of thrones#hbo got#asoiaf#littlefinger#petyr baelish#sansa stark#their relationship is so. Soooo bleghh#BLEGGHHHHHHH#brah.#it makes me insane it fills me with dread and it also fills me with a sad longing NOT IN A WEIRD WAY but it just makes me mourn..#i feel comfortable saying that i love both their characters respectively but in extremely different ways#like i think he should choke and die but also he is kind of that bitch#i just really love sansa. though and i need him miles away from her!!!!#i’ll have him then all our problems would be solved 😇#anyways their relationship intruiges me and i would like to draw them more!!!#sorry if none of these tags made sense. i might be crazy#SANSA PETYR SHIPPERS DNIIIII idk the name if i see anything its on site!
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man, reading ch3 was a ride, it's like all fun and jokes and then all of sudden, Nope! It's time to be sad now! but it's so good with it? like, I really enjoyed how seriously you took it, and that moment in the classroom was really like 'oh shit this is legit' in a way that had my heart just sinking in my chest and with the tone whiplash from the rest of the fic so far, it was just literally so good to read. also, seeing byleth and the rest of the class just kinda grapple with wth to do with dimitri while he's deep in this episode is just very interesting, especially when they all have their own hangups and issues with everything. 👍
YESSSSS. I'm always so excited to post the moment the story actually kicks into gear, and this chapter was it for Weekenders. A lot of fun.
I wrote a post a while back about people's discomfort with writing severe mental illness,
and while I wouldn't say Weekenders is a spite fic, it was influenced by how difficult it was to find non-modern AU fic that wrote Dimitri specifically as somebody on the schizophrenia spectrum/bipolar.
It was so hit-me-over-the-head obvious while I was playing! His entire personality and behavior flipped on a DIME in Part 1, and it flipped 'back' in Part 2. He couldn't switch topics, he was ranting incoherently, he was having headaches, he was doing nothing but training, he obviously wasn't sleeping or grooming, he was convinced a 12yo had orchestrated an assasination - that's not depression/anxiety/PTSD, and it's not even just a psychotic episode (mania does have elements of psychosis, hence the paranoid delusions). And, obviously, the actual hallucinations, delusions, antisocialness, lack of grooming, impulsivity, etc, of Part 2 that rang very loudly of a schizophrenic/schizoaffective psychotic break.
But equally important is the fact that Dimitri's illness did not make him hateful and homicidal. Dimitri was always a hateful person. I don't think he's naturally hateful nearly to the degree that he shows while having an episode, but one of the most important lines in the BL route is when Dedue just says that Dimitri was always angry and hateful, and that he just hid it. His behavior in late Part 1/part 2 is him losing all capability to hide it. I don't think he's a pathological liar, and I don't think the Dimitri we see throughout Part 1 is 'fake' - I just think he withholds a lot. Dimitri's cruelty is just as important as his generosity. His hatred is as important as his empathy. The horrible sides of his illness are just as important as the comfortable sides. Do you see what I mean?
That is what interests me about Dimitri so much. Dimitri wants to be Marth. Dimitri tries to be Chrom. Dimitri dresses up like Roy. He is not. He is an angry, paranoid, brutal murderer. Any depiction of Dimitri that forgets that - that unironically only protrays the Dimitri that he shows the world and never the sides of him that he's ashamed of - is kinda buying what he's selling, and it both demonstrates a deep disinterest in who he is and a discomfort with the sides of his illness that aren't palatable.
Dimitri's psychosis did not make him hateful (I think his PTSD had a lot more to do with his anger problems). It made him scared. Mania and psychosis are a very, very scary experience. His mind is constantly telling him that he's in danger, that Byleth's in danger, that everybody and everything around him wants to hurt and kill him, that he is a sinner if he doesn't avenge his dead family. And Dimitri is a good child soldier, and he knows that we destroy our enemies with prejudice. He's a good leader, and he knows that the BL are never safe and that their enemies are everywhere. He's a good son, and he knows that you have to avenge them. Violence solves problems and Dimitri is scared and angry and if he doesn't solve the problem he can't protect the woman and people he loves.
This is serious to me! I'm trying not to make this THAT long but I could go ooooon lol. I understanding wanting to either make him realistically/explicitly schizophrenic OR make him violent, because violent schizophrenics are a bad and harmful stereotype. But I think both sides of him are important, because I don't want to whitewash Dimitri's illness or his experiences. It's scary for the people around you. It very frequenty is triggered from trauma and hardship and it is informed by your life. Like many characters in FE3H, Dimitri is the product of the evils of his world.
Byleth's arc in this story is about her growing into a human being. It is shown as a beautiful thing. It is wonderful to be a person. It would contradict the message of the story to show Dimitri as anything else but a human being - flaws, traumas, SMI and all. He was Marth to her. That's the point.
I went on for soooo long lol but thanks for the ask!
#my writing#my asks#you didnt directly ask about any of this but ive been itching to say it so love and peace <3#i think its also worth mentioning that sometimes PTSD uh DOES make you hateful and angry and mean#and that it's. normal? expected? it's not inherently bad rep to show a character w/PTSD and anger issues?#like ppl will write a character w/PTSD but only if they get panic attacks and are sad :(#you know. sympathetic people.#i do think connecting violence with psychosis is bad rep but uh it's EXTREMELY hard to argue his ptsd#i felt this same way about Vash Trigun.#when people wrote Vash as GENUINELY#UNIRONICALLY#the person he pretended to be#it misses the point. to me it demonstrates a lack of interest in the character#you can project onto the self-esteem and depression so that's all the character is#and that doesn't leave room for the parts that are uncomfortable so those parts just don't exist#LIKE NOT A CRIME BUT.#JUST BORING?#BAD WRITING?#ok and to me. on the internet. being boring is the greatest crime of all.#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd
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Hmm, I've never done the tiefling party without sleeping with Astarion and I've already done Gale's Act 1 romance, so what happens when Al goes to sleep?
Oh well that's kind of cute if odd phrasing, but I dig it-
The scream I scumpt.
Alfonso. My man.
#the way i HOLLERED and upset my dog and my leachie at the narrator calling me personally out#alright larian you've gained several approval points from me#good game. 10/10. sometimes playable#i did spend several minutes trying to pass the persuasion check to make astarion say please only to tell him no#i didnt keep that decision but it was extremely funny#i know there's several flirt lines with gale#but i had to go for the musk one#cause it seemed appropriate given the large physical man whomst he is being wooed by#though i once again disagree on the relative uncleanliness there bucko#lae'zel was also trying to jump that but she was also turned down#wizard kissing only this run. im sorry frog woman#some day she'll get a red dragonborn just for her#i did feel bad for not dancing with wyll#he was so sad and he's perma partied this run#poor sad blade of frontiers with him daddy issues :(#bg3
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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!
grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.
#ramblez#little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao#this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it#hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD#hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions#it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting#But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent#dw Im not going anywhere <3#also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently#old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD#also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns#he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs#and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get#and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they#dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves#to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent#mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did#so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!
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Haha, this Winterkov stuff is fun- where did all these other feelings come from (Patreon)
#Doodles#And to think it's still all Winter's fault lol#I would not be feeling even a fraction of what I'm feeling if not for still being Very about him even with Petrigrof so at the forefront#He inspired a lot! How rude lol#He can't be blamed for All of it of course - the Petrigrof dynamic is extremely cute discounting him entirely lol#Throwing it into relief against Winterkov makes for some very interesting thoughts tho lol#The dynamics are different! As expected when substituting one character for another lol#But even the Winterkov dynamic can be looked at through a Petrigrof lense - of how much Simon was shaped by Betty#Of how much of him is human - how much is effected by Magic/Madness/Sadness - how they slot together and grow into themselves!#It's all interesting! They're very interesting! And in love! And cute!#Big love always gets me real bad haha ♪ I just love love - especially so when it's got some meat to it hehe#Betty and Simon are/were very good for each other and it's extremely sad that they never got to grow together into marriage et al#And/but they were also very flawed people! That would've come up at some point in their relationship even if they were overall happy#And what Simon has brought with him through the gift that Betty gave him I just jdklsafhdsf#I do really love them they have such good chemistry and fun motivations and what they end up doing in relation to each other!#Fun to dissect#Adventure Time#Simon Petrikov#Betty Grof#Petrigrof
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