#but fr with uni on and stuff
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I like how I said this and then suddenly became the most active I've been since my DCA brainrot era
Guess I LIED /silly NSKSJXOXKKD
I am a little social media eepy so if you see me not reblogging and such as much everywhere, I'm just a little eeper, also if I'm not spam liking the usual homies and moots, do not worry.... I'll come back and get ye later ;3
#side note#please dont jinx it#touch wood#JSKANXKSMXK#thank the world for returning the cotl brainrot I had a few months ago 🙏#and bringing it back tenfold#JDKEKFKSKXKEKD#well technically the cotl brainrot never left#my brain just needed an excuse to dive back into the deep end with it#(aka new update)#JDKAKXKWKdkek#I plan to do more fanart#TOUCH WOOD DONT JINX IT#but fr with uni on and stuff#I SHOULD BE less active compared to back then#you'll see me when you see me idk why im so caught up on it#ANYWAYS
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how to feel excited about my own projects again
#writeblr#i need more passion more passion more energy more energy#no but fr#i'm motivated for half an hour every three months#and then i fall back into this passionless state#it's been three years like at some point creativity and motivation have to return?#why not now?#i have four more weeks of no uni#but i'd rather scroll through instagram reels than write?#(i tried the no social media route it didn't help)#it's just with 5 senses i have no clue what should happen in that fourth arc#taoki is too difficult to write#itlot feels meh#and project 4 is nice but also a bit meh#everything feels a bit meh#then i think maybe i am not made for big projects#maybe reading and writing defined a big part of my life but the phase has ended#maybe it will return when i am sixty#and i should try a different hobby then#and sure i can go 'but every word is progress' but that's just fucking exhausting#i could write 5k a day some years ago and feel good about it and now every sentence feels like i am sacrificing my liver#and that's not a fun feeling#and if writing is supposed to be a fun hobby but writing feels like a god's punishment then why am i even doing it you know#maybe i just miss community and stuff. maybe i just need some positive social reinforcement#but guess what i need to do to get that#exactly.#rant#rie rambles#or smth
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i genuinely want to tear someones throat out with my teeth
#why do i need a fucking authentificator app to access my uni email but that app just sends me to another website that tells me to GUESS WHAT#DOWNLOAD THE SAME FUCKING APP#I ALREADY HAVE IT WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT#I FUCKING HATE THIS#autenthificator apps are the scourge of our society#random boli thoughts#theres few things that make my blood boil but the ONE thats absolutely foolproof is making stuff unnecessarily complicated#i am about to become homicidal fr
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can't believe I used to feel like a failure because my films didn't look "good"
#cause in uni i used to cry over my films not looking as good as the others#but then i watched some of the other films with my sister at my graduation and she was like. they look like adverts/commercials#and made me realise that it wasn't that my stuff looked bad. it just didn't look '#'industry standard' which was never my goal by the time i got to uni like maybe so. my classmates will thrive#and will succeed at a higher level than me but that's ok because that is simply not what i want.#i fr just want to make silly little movies and show them for free in abandoned houses that's all i want 😭😭😭
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i miss theatre and acting so bad 🥹
#all yrs from elem to ms to hs just acting now my life is boring as shit at uni bc im going after a degree that will guarantee me money#🫳 my dreams….#and it’s not like i haven’t looked… my state is just absolute dookie for this stuff in gen. and for my uni it’s a degree only#like . Gah . ik community theatres exist but again This State… 💀#i wanna move to a better state 😞 i miss it so badly i feel like a part of me is ripped out for the sake of stability LAJDJSJ#that was my life fr 😭#sora.txt
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ok there's probably new eps out i haven't watched but to ppl who are watching my adventures with superman, is anyone else worried abt the fact that lois and jimmy have the lois sphere with superman going evil in other universes and trying to hide it from clark but they seem to conveniently forget that he literally has superhearing and can hear across town??? whispering does literally no good 😭😭😭😭 mans is already having a breakdown, them hiding shit from him like he's going to snap any second if he finds out is probably not helping at ALL. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#my adventures with superman#my adventures with superman spoilers#i guess???#maws spoilers#icr when that ep aired but it's still reasonably recent#im literally so worried for clark he's my favourite ever and he's having such a hard time 😭😭😭😭😭😭#hadn't posted in a while lol but im not really in any fandom spaces like this one anywhere else????#i miss tumblr so much fr 😭😭😭#but i have such little time with my new uni and stuff 🥲🥲🥲#ok good night it's past midnight and i shld be up in like six hours bye#honey talk
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you know what gives me onminkey energy that one vid with as long as its not blue or pink hair dye clip n jinkibum are the guys putting the dye n ming is the tht guy
#annoying u n the audience with asks cause there aren't much jinki updates today
PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#the fact that i can hear them giggling... no bcs why does it feel like it happened fr like something adjacent#also no jinki updates bcs hes my omega and he knew i had to pay attention to uni stuff so yeah#asks#anon#answered#jongtae are those barney vids like the i want to shower with him etc etc#AND YOU ARE NOT ANNOYING 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💥💥💥📢📢📢💯💯💯⁉️
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Me: sees Casper repeatedly attempt to speak Spanish
My brain: I love him… WHAT IF I LEARN NORWEGIAN
#casper ruud#random stuff#about me#fr the thought hasn't left me alone#would you believe the language center at my uni doesn't teach it? there's only swedish :(#i should probably get my german certificate before learning a new language tho#also i’ve said this before but it is soooo true#the way to win my heart in a second is to speak my language#idc if you say the most basic phrase I'm gonna be extremely happy lol
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oh also someone who is a good friend but we don't really talk too much, clocked me as someone who would be into choking. it was fucking funny as hell
#they were right#which is the funniest part becuase HOW AND WHY DO YOU KNOW THAT#same person who was MAYBE hitting on me#like this person and another friend were talking about rings and they gave their ring to the friend to try out and they were#admiring their and hand stuff and said to him that 'someone could choke you with this' and he told them#'tell that to lish she'll say she'd be into it' and i wasnt paying attention to this conversation right and they#laughed and came up to me to say that and i literally replied with a smirk like 'i'd be into it'#and both of them laughed and told me what the previous conversation was#and like SJFBSK#ueah#also we had like two cakes on the table. tiramisu and chocolate and we did this thing last time we hung out at a bakery and got cakes where#we took like half a spoon of the cheesecake and half of a brownie and had it together and it was good#so this person did the same things with todays cakes and when i asked them how it was they said it was good and i should try it#and while he was preparing a bite for me with both cakes he just went#did you know that both tiramisu and chocolate are aphrodisiacs#and i was mentally just like JSBFKSBDK???? KDBSK kinda fucking flustered as shit#and i said woah really? and then i took the spoon they prepared.#and yeag#earlier they also like shifted to sit closer to me but then that might be because of the food#and they also asked me whether ive been with anyone in uni but that conversation got cut short becuase of soemthing else#happening at the table#but yeah.#i THINK they might be flirting with me but i might also be reading this all wrong#they dropped me back off to the apartment tho but then again thats becuase we live in the same building#yeag#fun night fr actually#suggestive#cw suggestive
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yesterday my history lecturer gave me a good grade and a really lovely comment about my assignment, and now ive just uploaded the worst essay ive ever written for her to read 😭 i feel so bad that she has to read this shit and i know im just gonna plummet in her estimation 😭
#throwing UP i hate myself#i do this everytime. this is the worst though#i was so out of my depth w this essay question and i literally didnt know which side i was gonna argue until like. four hours ago#and just ueah...............gonna be lucky if i get a 60 tbh#GOD#my heart is still THUMPING from submitting it at 16:58. and i didnt get to properly reread it or edit it#like thats how bad it is lmao#also skipped two lectures to write it 😭 im soo annoying like i only have myself to blame. GOD.#spent a good amount of time trying to get used to my uni's history department's#style of referencing bc it is. Unique#god i am so sorry dr [redacted]. please forgive me fr#okay i just checked and grammarly found 0 plagerism thank god BUT 108 WRITING ISSUES???? IM GONNA DIE#hopefully its like. mainly wanting to change words to the us spelling. gonna cry#or just trying to sell me its shitty service. anyway. time to do other stuff and not think about it until i have to get my grade#and have to look my lecturer in the eyes again.
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the ideas are idea-ing, but there is sadly much work to be done </3
#hoped to write this weekend but i've spent most of it working on uni stuff :(#perhaps i'll pick up my wips if i'm free in the next week#there's a silly little kaeya drabble in there hehe i'm really excited to write that one <3#kaeya is js so heart eyes absolutely the loml fr#—✨
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don't you just love it when you finally get that creative energy back after months you got allTHESEIDEAS and then
boom.
uni
#man#As much as I'm happy that I got them artistic juices flowing again#I'm salty that I can't put them to good use because of uni work#I mean it's the final semester of animation uni and I should be focusing on that#but.... man is that brainrot in the back of my head loud#probably have to focus a bit on oni stuff fr the next few weeks tho#so probably less art again question mark?#and also that fanfic#...#i want to write this fucking god damn silly fanfic and if it's the last thing I do#no more procrastinating by drawing mantits instead!!!#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk lol good night#angy rambles
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im actively losing my mind over my teacher lmao !!! the dude gave me insanely detailed reviews. and they were also so nice??? so so fucking nice ??? like he praised the hell out of my work.. pointed out all the mistakes, praised little stuff, gave extra advice and sources, and i genuinely in my whole fucking life never had a teacher this great, like i'm so fucking sad he won't be checking my work after this bc this module has ended and there will be new teachers/mentors !!! and all of this is online and i have his discord my dude has an anime pfp like he's so cool for that !! wtf!!!
#and i mean it when i say he's the best ever out of them all lol#like consider every school teacher i had#any extra classes and courses during that time#+ all the profs i had in uni for 4 years right#dats a hellish amount of people and only NOW i have interacted with someone who like... cares??? idk#also he gave me an ego#im not joking im legit insane after reading his reviews#HE SAID SOME FUCKIGN PLANT I MADE WAS THE BEST HE'S SEEN SO FAR FROM STUDENTS#LIKE HOW CAN I BE NORMAL AJAJFKDSHFJS#HE ALSO SAID HE CAN SEE HOW MUCH I IMPROVED ALREADY#i will never be humble fr#how can you be THIS NICE??#shaking and crying honestly#validation makes me fucking crazy fr#like i got good review form him once and i was ready to build a fucking castle in maya just so he's hopefully thinks it's cool#man a good teacher does wonders im not joking. wishing good teachers to all ppl who study rn#i can't remember last time i was motivated about learning stuff#and like excited to get a review#anyways#i have been thinking about this for a while and i just have to vent about this awesome dude like he's so fucking nice#and he checks so many little things in your works you know#insane fr#adry.txt#but bc he was this nice i dont think i will ever think im bad/not good at 3d modeling#he made me feel way too cool#honestly idk what brainworm is in charge but like he says such nice things i wanna show it to everyone and be like LOOK I DID GOOD#MY TEACHER THINKS MY WORK IS GOOD#also.#the mans uses words liek 'incredible' 'bravo' HOW CAN I BE NORMAL AND HUMBLE AFTER THIS SHSHSHJKHKDSJHDSJF
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#lucas and mai spent some quality time together playing video games <3#before lucas's last classes in uni#later that day mai went to get her hair cut and when she came back home they asked lucas if he liked it#and obviously he did <3 then they decided to have a photoshoot since mai was feeling herself and her new hair#sims 4#ts4#ts4 vanilla#ts4 cc free#mai omori#lucas avalos#omori legacy#no but fr im obsessed with that hair on mai it fits her so well 😭 i have wanted to change her hair for a while now#but didn't have any i wanted for her :( but then! the packs went on sale and i bought the cool kitchen stuff pack#can't wait to get the newest update but i only have a pc at my parents and i can only play when i'm visiting D:#so until then i have some screenshots from the last time i played#simblr#the sims 4
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HAVING FRIENDS IS SO COOL 😭😭
#WE'RE DOING SO MICH STUFF TOGETHER#UNI LIFE SAVED ME FR#AND I'M EVEN EXCITED TO START STUDYING#nica.talks
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today was a roller coaster lol
#no bc ??? chaos !! first i keep forgetting my stuff and having to go back and get them#then i arrive at uni and drop all my stuff on the street!#then i lose my student id on the way to the cafeteria and spend so much time under the blazing sun looking for it#then i get home thinking i’ll finally rest and do laundry and study just to find my LAPTOP SCREEN SHATTERED#so heartbreaking i even started to cry in front of my mom for the 2nd time as an adult (she was shocked)#so i rush to my uncle’s place to find a solution and get shocked by the screen replacement price……..#so we went from shop to shop looking for solutions and it was so hot and exhausting T-T#anyway…. just spent my fortune on a new laptop rip my bank account#i bought it used tho so it was relatively cheaper… still tho i spent like 80% of my savings 💔💔#anyway…. im finally back home can i get a break now fr
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