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wangxianficfinder · 4 months ago

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Fic Finder

Aug 24th

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1. Hi! For 3 grueling days I've been on a hunt for a fanfic where Lan Wanji and Jiang Cheng go back in time and change everything! I remember that at one point that WeiWuXian is exposed for hurting himself after Jiang Cheng yells at Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyuan for bing shitty parents and runs off crying where he is later joined by Jiang YanLi and WWX. Also that YZY immediately regrets everything along with JFM. And then a disciple says that he's never heard heart wrenching sobs before. Please help. It's a wonderful read. Thank you!!! @makkachinno

FOUND? Brother-In-Law’s by Loveable_Psychopath (M, 332k, WIP, JYL/JZX, wangxian, JC/WQ, canon divergence, time travel fix-it, Memories, Butterfly Effect, Sexual assualt, Self Harm, Self Doubt, BAMF JC, Fluff, Angst with a Happy Ending, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape Recovery, Threats of Rape/Non-Con, Everyone Lives au, PTSD, good parent YZY, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Depression, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Canon-Typical Violence, Warning: JGS, Emotional Manipulation, Manipulation, Second Chances) chapter 29 for the screaming part and the cying is the next chapter

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2. Hi!! For this fic finder :

Its a fic i read long ago , wangxian was alr an established couple, It was after the canon series had ended i beleive and wwx has an identity crisis abt being mo xuanyu and theres a recurring theme of the burial mounds haunting him and it talks abt his ptsd (specifically I remember of cannibalism? The fic was maybe dead dove too..)

Wwx wld sleep walk aswell and during one of his sleepwalking episodes he didnt recognize the juniors and thought he was a teenager.

In the end i think he revists the burial mounds?

Thank you for the work you put in for the fandom!💗💗 @jnxi839

FOUND? Mud on Your Feet by AvoOwO (Not Rated, 59k, WangXian, JC & WWX, Nightmares, Sentient Burial Mounds, Burial Mounds, Possession, Panic Attacks, Night Terrors, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Good Sibling JC, Hurt WWX, Soft WangXian, Feels, Blood and Injury, Hallucinations, Delusions, JC Loves WWX, Insomnia, Good Sibling WWX, Sleepwalking, Sleeptalking, LWJ just wants to sleep with his husband, Protective JC, WWX Sees Dead People, LJY pulls through, POV LWJ, Cloud Recesses, PTSD, Post-Canon, YLLZ WWX, resentful energy, Fluff, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Thirteen Years of WWX’s Death, WWX’s Three Months in the Burial Mounds, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, WWX is tired, LWJ literally just wants to sleep with WWX again is that too much to ask for??, Soft JC, Yunmeng Siblings Feels)

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3. Please help find fic

Wei wuxian cursed to be close to Lan wanji and stops feeling pain. Open ending. Curse gets progressively worse as fic goes on. They have to stay at an inn during the fic because wei wuxian hurt his foot. @opalkittencat

FOUND? Tether by Annerb (M, 161k, WangXian, Cursed LWJ, Canon Divergence, Post-Sunshot Campaign, Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Angst with a Happy Ending, Pining, Family Feels, Yin Iron, Temporary Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, aftermath of a war)

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4. hi!! i’m looking for a fic and it’s driving me crazy bc i’ve read it more then once. but it’s a modern au and it starts with llan zhan going on a random date and getting stood up. and wei ying pops up to sit with him and make him feel better since he’s alone. and immediate wangxian love ensues. and at one point point they overhear the guy talking and basically being like “haha that guys so boring i told u he would go out with me. i didn’t even show up.” or something like that. ofc that’s a complete paraphrase but that’s the general vibe of what the guy says . i don’t think the fic was very long. oh! lxc is also very protective in it but i can’t remember how. so sorry this is so vague i rly cant remember more of it. hoping anyone could help 😖 but totally understand if this is not enough info to find it. also tysm for all u do! this blog is so helpful!

FOUND! Blooming Days by Atsushiis (G, 7k, WangXian, LWJ & LXC, LWJ & MM, Modern, College/University, Meet-Cute, First Dates, First Kiss, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, LWJ Has Feelings, Let LWJ talk about his feelings agenda, Romance, Falling In Love, Wangxian are softer than a baby bunny, gratuitous handholding, Give LWJ hugs agenda, LWJ Protection Squad, Spanish Translation Available)

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5. so I remember this ff- it was on Wattpad (idk if y'all do Wattpad) if it was a sort of modern au with WWX as a teacher, one of his students have a crush on him, but he leaves and a sub (Lan Sizhui) is covering for him, I really remember that the class took a field trip to cloud recesses, where they found out about WWX and LWJ. Sorry if it was not so specific. and it is totes find if y'all cant find it, but the cover was sort of a Wangxian modern fanart, if that would help? @bitter-lemonzz

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6. I have been searching for the fic for so long but cannot find it. It was about Wei Wuxian accidentally being pushed into a pond by Lan Wangji and then it's angst. I think Madam Yu was a supportive figure for WWX in this fic. (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) @yilinglaobunny

FOUND! i won’t say i’m in love by kazzywx (E, 18k, WangXian, rape/non-con, A/B/O, Arranged Marriage, Miscommunication, Angst with a Happy Ending, Omega WWX, Alpha LWJ, skippable NSFW scenes, wwx’s is basically meg from hercules with his “i wont say im in love” shtick, Hurt WWX, Boypussy, WWX Has a Vulva, Intersex WWX, Dubious Consent, Feminization, Mating Bites, Vaginal Sex, Vaginal Fingering, WWX Has a Fear of Dogs, Mpreg, WWX & WQ Friendship, WWX & WN Friendship, Possessive LWJ)

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7. Hey, someone told me that you could help me find this fic. It's a short story...might be a one shot where after the canon wwx sets wen ning up on various dates and at the end wen ning finds 'the one' that he tackles (if I'm not wrong) because of some misunderstanding. Also I think the final male character that wen ning shows interest in is from another famous fandom. It's all sweet and cute. Please if you know this story or can find this story, let me know...I've been searching for a long time. Thank you so much! You are doing an amazing job❤️ @madarmy

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8. Hi! I am looking for a specific canon au fic where soulmates are announced by an angry goose. Like, literally, when soulmates meet a goose pops up out of nowhere and heckles them until they recognize (? fall for?) each other. I think it was during the Cloud Recesses Lectures and Lan Qiren kept getting interrupted because geese kept popping up between the students. I remember honking geese breaking the quiet and calm of Cloud Recesses :D

FOUND? 🔒💖 No Matter What I Do I Feel The Pain (With or Without Goose) by Trickster_Angel (T, 3k, WangXian, Soulmates, The Soulmate Goose of Enforcement, Crack, Not tagging animal abuse but they have to fight off the geese, Not Serious, Humor, First Kiss)

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9.Hi! So, I've looking for this fic that take place when wei ying is in the burial mounds with the wens and decides to end his life, and wen ning is the one that tells lan zhan of it, and he has a panic attack? anxiety attack? and it leads to everyone helping the wens while they grief ... (sorry if there is misspelling, second language) @belenleal2111

FOUND? To Offer a Heart by WhiteCrane (M, 111k, WIP, wangxian, major character death, Sad WWX, Hurt WWX, YLLZ WWX, soft wangxian, Cinnamon Roll WN, WWX Whump, WQ is a good sister, WN is a good brother, everybody loves wwx, yunmeng siblings, Triggers, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst with a Happy Ending, Taking care of WWX, Give WWX a break, Canon Divergence, Disturbing Themes, Changing Perspectives, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Grief/Mourning, Temporary Character Death, Getting Together, Redemption, Sibling Bonding, Marriage, Marriage Proposal, Brotherly Bonding, Brotherly Love, Brother-Sister Relationships, Parent-Child Relationship, Sad and Sweet, Tragedy, BAMF WWX, BAMF JC, BAMF JYL, BAMF WQ, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Everyone Needs A Hug)

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10. hello! I hope you're doing well 🌷 I'm looking for a fic where female! WWX is getting married to the second son (Lan Zhan) of the esteemed Lan family who are well known tea merchants. Nie Huaisang is female too. Uncle Jiang arranges this marriage for Wei Ying. The fic starts with Uncle Jiang saying "Wei Ying, I accepted a marriage proposal for you you're getting married next month". Jiang Cheng keeps saying UNKIDNAPPABLE! because that's why the Lan Clan extended a marriage proposal to Wei Ying cos she's impossible to kidnap. WWX and LZ don't know each other prior to this. They have a summer wedding and the makeup auntie puts 3 layers of thick white face powder on WWX's face and tells her not to touch her face after which wei ying immediately feels the need to scratch her face off. Lan Zhans hand is a bit damp when he helps WWX into the palaquin cos it's hot as balls and he's sweating under 3 layers of robes. Wei Ying said she can't wait to become a dowager cos she'll get to wear clothes that are her style (darker). Someone tells wwx to not stand up too straight and she folds into an exaggerated slouch and then yelps and straightens up again when MianMian (her handmaid) slaps her butt. Sorry, that's all I remember! Thank you please help me find this 🙏🏼 @darkchocobun-blog

FOUND? a harmony between qin and se by Alaceron (E, 62k, WangXian, Gender Changes, Historical, Female WWX)

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11. Hi Mods! I am looking for a wangxian fic with these details:

-YilingWei Sect wangxian AU

-WWX takes MXY and his mom (Mo WeiYa) away from Mo manor to keep them safe but he has to go to Koi Tower for some reason about Meng Yao...

-Mo WeiYa imprints on JGY and makes WWX take him back too and treats him like a kid

-there was also a part where WWX said something about taking MXY under his wing and LWJ assumes he's gonna marry his mom and adopt MXY but ofc he was wrong

-JGY later becomes his deputy in his sect despite WWX trying to find a different one...yes JGY was corrupt before and WWX doesn't trust him.

-it was a multichap (I think) and complete (I think). Help?

FOUND!🔒 if you can’t beat them, recruit them by moeblobmegane (T, 228k, Wangxian, NHS & WWX, WWX & WQ, Time Travel Fix-It, Conspiracy, Spies & Secret Agents, Team as Family, Found Family, Burial Mounds, Temporary Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, Pining, Morally Ambiguous Character, Rumors, Politics, Developing Friendships, Good Uncle LQR, Demonic Cultivation, YilingWei Sect)

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12. This is an odd ficfinder request, but I remember there was a VERY long fanfic I read a while ago on AO3 where the author gave the Meishan Yu a motto that went something like "We remember what is owed." I thought it was "Things to do with Flute During Wartime" but I can't find it in there. Anyone have any ideas? Thank you for ALL you do, mods! <3 <3 <3 @kimboo-york

FOUND! could be any of a few by stratisphyre but is likely the exploration of a courageous heart (all this unexpected glory) by Stratisphyre (T, 54k, JYL/LXC/NMJ, Canon Divergence, Not Everybody Dies, (but some canonical character deaths), Childhood Sweethearts, Arranged Marriage, Threesome - F/M/M, Kidfic, Hurt/Comfort, JYL Best Jiejie, Friends to Lovers, Sibling Feelings, Not JFM friendly, Enormous Amounts of Head Canon, Multiple Pov, Canon Typical Violence, Implied Past Abuse)

NOT FOUND! the other long stratisphyre fic with that Meishan Yu motto as a line in the fic is in stillness, clear water to the bottom by Stratisphyre (T, 40k, CSSR/WCZ/LQR, LQR & Madam Lan, LQR & WWX, Sect Leader Nie/NHS's Mother/NMJ's Mother, Canon Divergence, Time Travel Fix-It, Mourning, Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, Threesome - M/M/F, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers, Everyone lives, (mostly), (not you QHJ), Family feelings, Madam Lan lives, references to past rape)

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13. trying to find a specific fic! it's a modern au roommates-to-lovers. the most specific thing I can remember is that Jin Zixuan is the one who asks Lan Wangji to let Wei Wuxian stay in his spare room. thanks in advance! @strinak

FOUND? ❤️ the best of you by sysrae (E, 41k, WangXian, XuanLi, Modern AU, College/University, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, slightly undernegotiated kink, but in a very soft and consensual way, Nightmares, Panic Attacks, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, JFM and Madam Yu’s A+ parenting, Dysfunctional Family, Mental Health Issues therapy is good actually, the most tender of railings, Reference to animal attacks/animal cruelty, descriptions of past violence)

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14. Hi! In 2021 (approx) I read a fanfic where Lan zhan tries to save, (through a simulation that has Wei Ying's soul) wwx but always fails in the attempt, it is not until Wei Ying becomes aware of this and both confess to each other, that they manage to save everyone and wangxian stay together until old age and the time of his death as companions. However, this occurs within a simulation and wangxian says goodbye. The fic ends with Lan zhan leaving his seclusion but with his mind at peace knowing that he had a chance to be at peace and happy with his love and is ready to raise a-yuan.

I remember reading this on Wattpad and in Spanish. But I always wondered if it was on ao3 and it was actually a translation. Please, if you have any information I would be happy to read you. Saludos

Pd: Sorry for Google traslate

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FOUND? my apple tree, my brightness by trickybonmot (E, 5k, WangXian, Science Fiction, Angst, Not A Fix-It, Not a Time Loop Either, sweaty sex, sweat as lube, Come as Lube, But don't worry they're cultivators, LWJ's Regret, LWJ in Seclusion, Hopeful Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Not a ton of comfort but some!, Grief, Healing, [Podfic] my apple tree, my brightness by shash_reads (sunkitten_shash), [Podfic] my apple tree, my brightness by nonminus (nonplussed))

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15. Hi. I saw this ao3 fic on twitter but it refreshed before I could save, I only remember a few tags it was a wangxian case fic where they look after three ghost children, I guess it was The Untamed post canon fic. Can you help? Thank you.

FOUND? a home carved of love by omegawangji (T, 12k, WangXian, Case Fic, Post-Canon, Child Abandonment, Past Child Abuse, Accidental Baby Acquisition, wangxian adopt ghost (corpse?) babies, Soft WangXian, Family Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Pining LWJ, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, Good Parents LWJ and WWX, Found Family, Getting Together, First Kiss)

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16. For fic finder: Hello! I am looking for a canon-au fic where Wei Wuxian was able to use demonic cultivation to create shadow copies of himself, kind of like Naruto shadow clones. He used this to fight in the Sunshot Campaign and there was a cool scene where he took down a Wen supervisory office all by himself by having a ton of hims fight each Wen soldier. There was also a scene where he dueled with Jiang Cheng and Jiang Cheng had to cut down all of the clones before finding the real Wei Wuxian. I think this technique caused his soul to shatter after death, but I could be wrong/confusing multiple fics. Thank you for your help!

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17. Fic finder request plz!! It’s a fem Wangxian in an omegaverse setting where Alpha NMJ has Alpha LWJ visiting and they invite WWX over. I remember at the end, LWJ came into the kitchen to get fancy water for WWX and wanted to know what snacks she liked. I can’t remember anything else. 😭😭😭

FOUND? good friends by plonk (Not Rated, 11k, NMJ/WWX/LWJ, WangXian, Modern, Gender Changes, A/B/O)

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18. Hi!! It's my first time asking here!! I've been trying to find a fic where wwx makes the cultivation world forget abt the wens and him, and by consequence the baby lwj is pregnant with!! I will be so grateful if u guys could help me find it!!

FOUND! could be this threadfic (locked to followers)

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19. Hi, there's this one canon divergence fic I read where WWX inevitably becomes part of the Burial Mounds and has become pretty vampire-adjacent and he thinks of himself as a monster. When LWJ finds out, there are multiple times in the story where he cuts his hand/arm and pours the blood in a bowl so WWX could "eat."

At some point in the story it's revealed that WWX was transported to Diyu before he died and yeah. At Wangxian's wedding he invites the overlord(?) of Diyu and even tho he didn't go, he was amused by the invitation and sent someone else to be there for him LMAO 😭😭

Can you please help me find this fic? I also highly rec it! Thank you!

FOUND!🔒A Heart Undying by NonsensicalRambling (M, 114k, WangXian, Undead WWX, Canon-Typical Violence, canon-typical dead things the burial mounds, Fix-It of Sorts, Canon Divergence, Eventual WangXian, No Yīn Tiger Seal, Morally Gray WWX, Animals Eating People, WWX's questionable choices, Morally conflicted LWJ, Oblivious WWX, WWX Creates a Sect | Yiling Wei, YLLZ WWX, Sect Leader WWX, LWJ & WQ have an Understanding)

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20. fic finder req: a really sad post canon fic. it's a hurt/no comfort sick fic, where lwj falls ill with what eventually turns out to be a terminal illness (maybe a blood curse of some sort?). I think lwj falls unconscious at some pt, and they use the incense burner to spend lwj's last moments tgt with family and wwx. wx tries and fails to find a cure for it, and only succeeds many years after lwj dies, working closely w the gusu healers. the fic ends with them meeting in the afterlife, where lwj has been waiting for wwx. I've tried all the tags I could think of, but it's lost among my countless bookmarks... i haven't been able to find it and I'm worried it's been taken down. please help!

FOUND! I will be gone by seachronicles (M, 28k, WangXian, Angst, Sickfic, Hurt LWJ, Hurt WWX, Sick LWJ, LWJ Whump, WWX Whump, Hopeful Ending, Hurt/Comfort, but a lot of hurt, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Grief/Mourning, Reincarnation, POV LWJ, POV WWX, Sad WWX, Sad LWJ, Married WangXian, Major Illness, Implied/Referenced Sex, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, but very briefly)

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pixelatedraindrops · 6 months ago

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Happy 1st Anniversary RainCode!

☔️6🔎30👻

Thank you for bringing me so much joy 💜💕

(and thank you for giving me the gift that is yuma kokohead)

I didn’t think I’d make art for it at first, but I figured this game has done so much for me, so I’ll give back by drawing the duo that started it all 💜🩷 These two are such an iconic pair and I will draw them together as much as possible c: (tho Shinigami will be mostly in her ghost form if I do)

First time drawing human form Shinigami non-chibi, and I admit she was a little tricky with that outfit. But I think I did it decently enough… xD

little bonus for the kokogami enjoyers 💕

miss death god is too much woman for this little boy to handle~ 🤭

i know he's an adult but can you honestly look at him without context and say this is a man??? he's just an eemey meemey little guy.

Personal Rambling below (because I love this game so much)

WARNING MINI ESSAY INCOMING (lmao)

Oh RainCode... Where do I even begin...

RainCode is a game that has changed my life along with likely many other people’s lives. Although the premise of it is fairly straightforward, the characters and atmosphere make this game so much more. The successor to Danganropa is honestly its own unique story and structure, and tbh I think I love and enjoy it far more than Danganronpa. But this game…is just so much more for me.

I truly never expected this game to be such an impact on my life, let alone become my next fixation.

So, for history, I was honestly in no real hurry to get the game on its release date last year, so I got it a day later. On July 1st, I played the game for the first time. And I didn’t think much of it at first. The only thing that was on my mind when I started this game, was that I was positive I was going to be treating the protagonist like Makoto Naegi and Kyoko Kirigiri’s son the whole time.

This was the first post I made about RainCode back on twitter in 2023.

Yeah... Kinda silly when I look at it now... XD But I do still beleive this headcanon.

When I started the game my 2016 fixation of Danganronpa came back a bit. As a previous DR lover, I did make comparisons here and there to all of the characters. Yuma was very much like Naegi with his shy and timid demeanor at first due to having amnesia, and it felt like déjà vu when playing through the start of the game. But then it happened. The moment that solidified Yuma as my next and now permanent target. When he got sick/dizzy on the train... God that moment still lives rent free in my head. (I know the cause of it was different/related to the first mystery/case, but as someone who enjoys any sort of sick whump moment, regardless of if its little crumbs or a whole-ass meal it still counted for me) I was still shy and hid in the shadows with my silly little niche back then, but I told myself. Yep, once I finish this game, I’m writing a sickfic for this game and he’s the victim. (though what surprised me was that I wasn’t alone on that, 3 other people made sickfics with yuma before I did so that was a pleasant surprise xD)

As the game went on it shocked and impressed me in many different forms. I realized that this game isn’t the Danganronpa clone I thought it would be. Sure, it had a lot of similar elements and mirrored mini games like Hangman’s Gambit, Spot Selection, and of course the Conclusion Comic of the whole case, but the story the world and the mysteries were honestly different from the way DR structured them. And it pleased me when not many people from the main team had died. Most of the deaths were of side characters that had appeared in their respective chapters. Which honestly was a breath of fresh air for me, and I think that’s the real reason it’s separate from DR. It’s not as cruel and not as stressful. It’s a lot more chill, but the mysteries were still enough to get me excited and look forward to the next maze I would enter. The mystery labyrinths were probably my favorites elements of the game. They were just so much fun. And every single character was so likeable, (yes even some of the peacekeepers were fun aside of one or two that I absolutely despise. mostly yomi and guillame lol but I guess I kinda like yomi a bit more bc of the fandom)

And I grew to love Yuma EVEN more. He is honestly one of the best written protagonists I’ve seen in a long time. It’s hard to do timid protagonists right, but RainCode definitely nailed it with Yuma. He had his moments, but it wasn’t enough to be obnoxious. He also shined in more ways than one. And my god, so many relatable moments… (I have anxiety too xD) He was so charming and cute the whole time and even had his badass moments. This little guy is the whole package and I LOVE him for that. Truly a unique and fun main character that blows every DR protagonist out of the water.

(Yes, I said what I said.)

And the ending, GOOD LORD THE ENDING?? It was so well executed, and the ending twist villain was immediately my second favorite character after the protagonist. I could go on about how much I loved the ending but if I did, we’d be here all day and I don’t want to spoil the entire game…so… I’ll leave it at that.

When I finished the game, I was so satisfied. (Yes I love it more than DR, what are you gonna do about it?) It left me super happy and made me want to make some fan content for it. Though I was still very quiet on twitter and had a feeling since twitter is a more complicated platform, I couldn’t gush about the game too much due to fear of spoiling other people…and when one of your favorite characters is just the whole secret of the game’s core mystery, I couldn’t talk about it too much… >.>

So, then I did the unthinkable. I went back to tumblr… It’s a little embarrassing but this account is actually my old one I had from years ago. I was on tumblr more 2013 to 2017 before I abandoned the site when it no longer seemed fun and there were times that I’d rather forget... (let’s just say that I used to RP with my OCs and…one of my RP ex friends catfished me and it made me feel VERY uncomfortable. I wanted to forget it, so I ran away and never returned.) I was super nervous to come back and try to post again, so my first RC related post was about him being a naegiri child.

After that I began making more edits once I gained access to the sprites and full body arts. I made some Pokémon AU edits because those were always fun, and then I started making feverish edits of Yuma’s sprites. My first post ended up becoming a hit and I caught the attention of some people. They liked what I was doing so it gave me a bit of confidence to continue. I got even more attention, and it made my confidence go up even more.

And then I started trying to draw art again, something I gave up long ago. My first few arts were a little rocky at best, but so many people enjoyed it! One of my older arts ended up becoming pretty popular. Through this my few pieces of art, my many sprite edits, and my first fan fiction (Home Is Where The Heart Is) got me pretty well recognized in the Rain code community on here. So much so that I felt confident enough to give myself a title. The CEO of RainCode Whump or “Whumpcode” and all of this confidence made me decide to turn my blog into a fandom and sick whump blog. It became a full blown obsession that possessed my mind that I've become TOO passionate about. Never thought making these little guys suffer would bring me this much joy... XD

Over time, I’ve drawn more art and written more fics than I ever had for a fandom. Before I never ever made fandom art, and I would usually only write one sickfic per fixation. (my last ones being demon slayer and spy x family) But here I am, making more art pieces than I ever have before (hell even doing a MONTH ART CHALLENGE) and improving even! And having 7 fanfictions of RainCode, 6 with Yuma and one with Makoto. And those two became my prime targets and muses for my art. Drawing them is easier for me and they’re my favorites so it brings me such joy to draw them. I love MakoYuma so much. Maybe not so much romantically, but friendship and familial. They have such potential to be so much, and I adore them. Plus putting them in sicknarios and situations is fun (I think we can all agree on that haha)

I think I’m talking too much, so I will say one more thing. I never thought my fixation on this game would last this long. I was positive it would go away after just a few months at best. The game is great but nothing amazing to keep thinking about for too long for me. But I think the main reason I was able to keep my fixation on this game for almost a year (and ongoing) is because of the fandom. (specifically, the Tumblr fandom, but some people on twitter are cool too) I’m honestly so happy I returned to tumblr and was able to make a name for myself in this community. I have met so many talented artists and creators and even made some new friends (and even got a few apprentices to take under my wing) If it weren’t for everyone’s support, I don’t think I would have ever done this much and made it this far.

I’ve essentially made a platform for myself, and I didn’t think tumblr would be a place I’d check daily ever again. To think this silly little game…would change my life so much and make me happier than I’ve ever been in such a long time. I feel recognized and like I belong, I’m finally able to be loud and proud about my passions for sick whump and not worry too much about it, I’ve finally found my prime target and I have fun with him every time, I’ve gotten back into the arts of drawing and writing again and I think I’ve made some of my best work yet, and I’ve met so many wonderful people and even collaborated with them on some fun projects too! (Here's the most popular one and also the first one I did!) It’s just been…so wonderful… I am so happy to be part of such a chill talented and fantastic community TwT So thank you everyone… this is all thanks to your support… <3

Sorry I’m getting a little mushy here aren’t I… x’D I just couldn’t be more grateful for this game if I tried… So, thank you so much Rain Code, for existing and doing so much for me and making me so happy… I have never had this much fun in a fixation before, and I never felt like I was ever truly part of any fandom and was always just a lurker. It feels so good to finally feel like part of a fandom you love, and also be well liked, admired and accepted by others despite your niche being a little on the odd side… XD

I really hope there will be a sequel for this game, and we’ll see all these wonderful characters again. After all I’ve been through with this title and how much joy and purpose it brought me, consider me a fan for life. I will be dedicated to every future title in this series and play the hell out of it. And I hope it gains a wider audience come October when it is released for more consoles. (Just hoping no weirdos take over and ruin it with stupid drama and horrible things like the DR fandom…)

Though once new fans come in and are also tumblr users…I wonder what they’d even think of me and my place and takes when it comes to this series… XD (hopefully they’ll be nice to me… XD)

Anyway, I’ve said enough.

Happy Anniversary RainCode!!

☔💜👻🔍

#rain code #master detective archives: rain code #yuma kokohead #shinigami #kokogami #pixeldoodles #my art #mdarc #mdarc fanart #raincode #I won't say much here... just what a game <3 #thank you for existing and thank you all for being so supportive of what I do it truly means more to me than you'll ever understand <3 #also this post has links to my history and growth with this fandom #so I hope you enjoy seeing the pixel museum of all things raincode :3

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itscontinental · 2 months ago

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Q #1488 Q #206 Pages are independent to one another although engaged in same cluster of conversation. They are both responses to options on Q #1819.

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Q #1488

We all had parties. Things were festive; Things were fun but in a different way, there was an extra layer, there was mystery, magic; they beleived. They knew... well... for the most part... or... In truth, It was case to case culture to culture, some got it all right. Others understood on occasion, and otherwise intuited things (mad and inebriated in most cases) with no tangible evidence at all. these could be dangerous, their parties no fun... The inventive nature of man, the volatile genius of your brethren applies to all fabrications, including those of the mind and the cloud of legion... But my people! They celebrated because they believed in ME! And although I spared them my presence...my... well... they loved me! And And their revelry echoed so sweetly I would cry and dance and show every kindness to whatever company was elected to join me, bracing the stone around them as often as I could so it would not bury into their necks and begin to tear and bleed. I would offer them the option to lay for the entirety of their stay; but they loved me. They tried so hard and stood and sat and spoke their best and... and... I spoke little. Sparing them the nature of my voice--bless them. There are some that truly believe now but they are far from a majority. And despite our congregations, such fewer had we than he does and such smaller were we even then than now he is now. But this was before, and we were not concerned with his presence yet, party after party, theme after theme, all of them (all of mine) believing, as they looked out to the stars, beyond doubt --Often missing us completely which would make us laugh, or would, when I would frequent the firmament. They all knew where I was... bless them... How could they not believe... 1. What were your siblings parties like. Specifically, what went on and how many were had? 2. And where they hedonistic. Oh pray, tell how bad.

3. What did you all look like back then? Like the paintings? Like the statues? They differ so dramatically at times. How did you appear upon them? On, what did you appear upon? Q #206 No... not the kind of love you speak of, and not with a bride. Perhaps I was more hideous then. And I am hideous now... Kindness again. I fed them too much because they seemed too hungry. Gave them all I had. And they loved me. They truly did: Did sisters; did mothers; did their young... They loved me and would endure to know me as a mercy... Mercy for the merciful. I tell myself I did not rape them. I hope I didn't. They did love me. I knew this. But they came to me shuddering, wincing, tears were shed at the sound of my speak... But they came willingly and... and I would accept. Because I was alone. Because I was hideous and lonely. They were not afraid that I would hurt them. They only feared my likeness as perhaps it should haunt them like a curse: a face better left unseen, a voice better left unheard... And although they offered themselves often with no vision, by way of encasing Stone. Their pity could not overcome their dread. Some carry bells, those like myself who choose to walk the streets, that people may hear and avert their gaze. I hear it is quite a sight, crowds, cowering, covering eyes and ears, some noses as there are those who emit the stench, and praying respects outloud, singing the pariahs praise, a chorus of holy love surrounding the bells as they ring and the voices cracking and croaking in in horror and considerable shame. Its considerate, the bells, but i'd rather not hear the way that chorus sounds. And in any case, what street have I ever walked in my lifetime at my size, it was a ridiculous concept for something like me... So I was Loveless. Loveless not for what I'd lost but hideous for what I'd done. Undressing for them so desperately. Perhaps the effort was pathetic in the grand sum of things, but I had to, I felt I had no choice. I loved them. It was Instinct. And then I was naked, and they we safe, vomiting, praising my namesake and vomiting and averting their eyes. And myself, quickly bouldering in laurel, naked as they wrote their songs of my goodness... I searched for skin and found only stone and sought a place where I could moan and moan... But the parties... The parties doubled, tripled in size. They loved me more than any other, They love me the most... a. I did have children though. There's more than one way to skin a cat. And I loved them trifling as they may have been. And one remains around at that. b. Have you been naked with an insect as well?

#Continental Breakfast

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haiii!!! i really like how much you advocate “uncommon” alterhuman identities!! the passion!! the care!! its all really cool. i appreciate you for that. my friend is a fictionkin (gregory of yardale) and i think thats pretty damn cool. one small problem though. i kind of dont understand alterhuman identities all that well! :( from my understanding, its when people have a spiritual connection with a certain nonhuman thing,, (or sometimes believe they were said thing in their past life),, but ive also seen some people say they think they ARE said thing instead of human. which i dont know if its true. it’d be pretty odd to not believe you were human after…you know, youre literally classified as human and al that jazz. i cant explain it. but at the same time, i dont wanna be judgemental…and theres gotta be some explanation. something deeper. something to destroy the misconception of “odd”, but i cant find it. :(

-🕸️📺 anon

:33 < velopppp !! :oDD im relally tabnkful for that !! honestly, i jusut want a community in whoch peopel dont feel left out !! where people arebt unseen, we are all fair !! thats what drives me iguess :o)) and thank yiu !! <3 also they sound really interesting !! ^_^ and, for the not unnderstanding allterhuman identitues that weel: honestky ? for starters, idont always truly believe youHAVE to understand. as long as you as a being can respect it, youdont always have to understand. [pt: as long as you as a being can respect it, youdont always have to understand.]

B33 < youcan be respectful, and kind, but if youdont understand, thats ok !! if youwant to understand, thats great !! if youdo understand, thats awesome !! its fine not to get things, you are not compelled to know everything !! but for starters, you arent wrong !! alterhumanity can derive from spirituality (eg: religion, believing your nonhuman soul was put into a human body, past lives, ectect) but it isnt always !! there are many reasons one would be nonhuman !! (im not speaking on all nonhuman behalves when isay tghis, but) it could be duue to mentally beleiving you are an alterhuman (psychological alletrhyman), being a fictive (taht is a system/plural term for anyone who doesnt know), delusions/mental conditions, (zoanthropy/lycanthropy, trauma, mental illness, ect) or maybe just being taht thing because they are that thing. most people say they "are" that thing because its the best way to describe their alterhumanity for them, like they (probably) know arent physically that being/thing, but saying they are it just makes sense instead of pputtijg the spiritual/psychological/anything else label on it. also, some people might physically believe they arent human because of delusions or mental illness, in which case it is not hest to reality check them. holotheres and physical nonhumans can identify like that because of their mental illness, but they do not have to. (please remember: not all physically nonhuman beings are alterhuman/holoheres/physical nonhumans, and not all holotheres/physical nonhumans have disabilities that impact them being physically nonhuman/have their disabilities impact them being physically nonhuman)

B33 < although on anithher note, ihave seen some news a while back that there used to be predatory activity with people claiming they could physically transform into their 'type, and would give steps on how to "do it" but im not sure if those "watch out" posts were made to harm physical nonhumans/mentally ill beings that identified as not human physically, or if it was true and there were actual adults saying this to minors so please do watch out. with that being said, please note that not every alterhuman experience is the same, if anyone had anything to add, whether personal experiences, thoughts and opinions, or other, feel free to !! thanks !! ^_^

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Mack your like the expert on these things. Idk much about music promotion - do mcr usually tease things on the weekend or do the PR team get the weekend off? Just wondering what to expect this weekend

i wouldnt call myself an expert.....i mean i would call myself an expert in my chemical romance but we genuinely have no precedent at this time for like. what an album rollout would look like. their last one came out 14 years ago. they have changed and so has the industry.\

i still believe theres more coming. i still beleive theres too much to the concept for it to be just tour dates of just the black parade. and i think we were all in a HUGE frenzy when they were posting every day. obviously. but "opera" and "good boy" really had nothing to do with selling tickets. i mean opera did, at the end, but those posts tell us nothing asbout the tour. the selling point of the tour is the black parade. there IS more. i don't know when we will get it though and i dont know when they will post again.

i think they might have even cooled off on the posting bc of the reaction theyre getting over the ticket debacle. maybe theyre trying to see if anything can be done. it wasnt this bad last tour, i dont think they really anticipated it. but god please its so silent i need sometihng give me SOMETHING....

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Confessions:

1. The BET awards made me realize that im tired of twerking as choereography 😭 its boring and seems like a dance move when the performer cant really dance or mayb their managment doesnt beleive im them. Please bring back real choreograpjy (victoria monet is a great dancer!)

2. I hope Ayo continues to succeed! The bear is a great tv show, bt i hope she is known as a movie star too (sjes great in bottoms). Ik she got a film with Luca comign out which seems to b interestin. Bt its nice that a popular young monoracial black woman is popular and booked and busy!

3. Speaking of Luca, I like that hes one of the few directors who has WOC as the lead/colead. Z, Ayo, Taylor Russell and apparemtly kiki layne in a short film. A lot of these popular directors tend to never cast WOC in their films 🙃 and its nice that i almost always see a woc in his films.

Whew giiiiirlllll.....

You spoke some truth in this confession lol. 😅

1. I totally agree. Twerking is kind of played out as far as I'm concerned. 👀 It's fine if you want to incorporate that into your dance routine, but when it seems OVERplayed, that's when I have some issues. Another confession of mine: I'm kind of sick of women (especially woc) being hypersexualized in the music industry all the time now. 🥴 It's almost as if you're not dancing half-naked on stage or singing about your "p*ssy", the music industry just doesn't even have a need for you anymore... especially if you're a black woman! 🙄 Whatever happened to black female artists who kept their clothes on? What about the MUSIC? What about artists like Aretha Franklin? Tracy Chapman? Lauryn Hill? Alicia Keys? Let me tell you, as a little black girl who grew up listening to classical music and playing piano 🎹 myself, I looked up to artists like Alicia Keys so much! 😊 I wanted to be her lol 😆 It was great seeing a black/ biracial woman playing music like that. I saw how she played piano, wrote her own songs, etc.... she kept her clothes on. She let her MUSIC speak for itself. I loved that. Still love her music to this day! 🥰 We as black girls and women NEED to see diversity in how we are presented. 😔

2. I'm rooting for Ayo also Anon! 😁 When I saw her episode on SNL, I was like wow! She's extremely talented. I hope she goes far. 🥰👍🏾❤️ I don't mind her doing film OR TV, but if she prefers TV, then I'm fine with whatever she feels she prefers to do tbh! 😊

3. You know what Anon? You're right about Luca! 😃 I had not noticed that before, but you're right. I love that he gives black women some lead roles in his films, because goodness knows, not too many directors do. 😞 I like Kiki and I really hope she goes far!

#confession Sunday

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So i believe that i can shift anywhere and i beleive that i can do absolutely anything when i shift to any other reality like hogwarts or any other fictional world. Only thing is i fqce problems when im trying to shuft to a reality that is identical to my cr. So jm trying to fix all the things in my cr by moving to my dr that is the same as my cr only better.( like my grandfathee has been sick for 2 years and on bedrest so in my dr i want him to be completely helathy and also much younger ) but i just cant beleiev that i can do that . I cant get myself to believe that yes i can shift to my dr in this case. I dont have probelms with Any other dr . Its just this one i cannot underatand what to do. Please help me. I want to use reality shifting to obviously experience and have fun in other worlds but i also want to use it to manifest. Is it possible to do that or do i HAVE to manifest separately? Please help

Hi love, I'm so sorry you feel this way!

You DO NOT have to manifest individually. Your DR is exists, even if it seems impossible or far-fetched. The reality where your grandfather is healthy will always exist even if you aren't aware of it. There are infinite realities, let me repeat that, INFINITE, there's a reality where you are the opposite gender and your name is blob, I'm not kidding..so you can trust me when I say your DR is real! You are pure consciousness not attached to any mind, body, or reality! The only limits to your power are the limits you put on yourself. No reality is impossible unless you believe it to be.

It's absolutely possible to manifest through shifting, since in my personal belief that's how we manifest, you simply shift to the reality where you have that desire, hence creation is finished!

I recommend working on your beliefs towards shifting! Hou can do that through subs, affirming, or any method you want! Or just simply deciding to change your mindset about it and sticking to it! I know it can be hard, but you're not alone, if I can do it so can you!

I believe in you!

#anonymous asks #shifting #shiftblr #reality shifting

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solange-lol · 2 years ago

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solangelo fic awards 2023

were back again for number six babie!!! i cant beleive i missed number 5... also i am starting to run out of things to say at this part! goood thing its number six so you know the drill already!

Forms:

"Best ____" Fic Nomination Forms

Best Series Nomination Form

Author of the Year Nomination Form

let me know if you find any mistakes with the forms and i will fix it asap. I try to be very user-friendly, so lmk if theres any way i can improve the format! submissions end 01/31 and voting will be up by 02/02! <3

References, Categories & Guidelines Below!

References:

from the past: 2018 winners. 2019 winners. 2020 winners. 2021 winners. 2022 winners

new!: 2018 masterlist, 2019 masterlist, 2020 masterlist, 2021 masterlist, 2022 masterlist

Categories:

Best Fluff (award for the fluffiest, sweetest fics!)

Best AU (award for the best alternete universe or trope fics!)

Best Canon Compliant (award for best demigod-centric universe following straight along with the classic riordan universe!)

Best Angst (award for the most heart-wrenching, angsty fic!)

Best Finished Chaptered (award for your favorite finished multi-chaptered fics!)

Best Unfinished Chaptered (award for your favorite WIP or abandoned multi-chaptered fics!)

Best Gift (award for the best fic that was written for another person!)

Best Misc (any fic that you dont think fits well into any of the other categories! this could include crackfics, crossover fics, miscellaneous oneshots, or any of your favorite tropes! This is also where orphaned fics can go)

Best Series (award for multiple fics that all relate to the same plot/universe)

Author of the Year (To show all of our authors some appreciation, we've included this category by popular vote to allow for some recognition, including the option to send some anonymous love to all of our authors!)

same as last year, a fic masterlist will come out with the nominations, as well as reposted with the winners!

as always, an option will be located at the end of the voting poll as well as at the end of all nomination polls now to disclose any missing information or other questions and comments!

Rules & Guidelines:

It can be a fic published at any date, however no submissions after the deadline will be posted

Please do not include fics that violate any legal and/or moral guidelines. I have and will remove them from the list at my own accord

In terms of nsfw, characters must be 18+ in the fic if contentis graphically depicted, and it will be tagged as nsfw on the post

You can submit multiple fics per category, however please do not submit the same fic for more than one category (if this does happen, I will decide what category it best fits)

You are allowed to nominate fics that were nominated last year, HOWEVER, I ask that you PLEASE do not nominate a winning fic from prior years. The previous winners lists can be found above, and nomination posts can be found linked to their corresponding winner as well as under the contest tag

You can submit your own work

You can submit as many or as little fics as you’d like for any of the categories. The more the better!

In the case that you do/someone else has submitted your work, you are allowed promote yourself, however you cannot offer anything for people to vote for your work

This is just a small contest with no real prize, please do not start fights or rivalries

A Google Sign-in will be required in order to vote when nominations do come out to ensure everyone is voting only once, but emails will not be collected or distributed.

You can also nominate or vote via ask, submission, or direct message if you wish

In the case that you see someone disrespecting the rules & guidelines, please contact me with the user. I will handle it from there

If you have any questions, either message me, submit it and I will contact you, or put it in an ask and I will respond. good luck to all!!

Any relating posts or answered questions, both this year and last year, will be tagged with ‘lizs solangelo fic awards’

#solangelo #will solace #nico di angelo #heros of olympus #the sun and the star #lizs solangelo fic awards #NUMBER SIX!!!!!!!!#pls appreciate the masterlists i handlinked those all myself babie

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vashsscoreboardofpain · 9 months ago

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WELCOME BACK SPORTS FANS TO "VASH'S SCORE BOARD OF PAIN" :D

The time has come sport fans. This is the last round for our debutant Stampede Vash. Its his last time to shine before his break. The crowd is not ready to say goodbye, but they know he deserves a break. Will he go all out? whats the worst thing that could happen am i right?

Grab a snack and get comfy cuz its time...for episode 12

The contestant seems knocked out for a few minutes. No one can blame after the last round. Stampede vash seems out of it until he sees a red geranium that wakes him up AND HERE WE GO! FIRST POINT OF THE LAST EPISODE. HE GETS A "TRAUMATIC EVENT" POINT FOR REALIZING HIS MEMORIES ARE BEING CONTROLLED BY NAI AND HE RUNS. HE RUNS HE RUNS AND HE STRIKES A BEAUTIFUL "SAD OUTBURST" POINT. The suffering division has decided to grant him that type of point because he was crying and chasing the ghost of his dead mom, and according to the rules set after the Outburst Saga in the 60s, any really strong expression of sadness that is unusual for the person and lasts longer than 5 seconds counts as an outburst.

He has 2 points in the bag already, he keeps running. He saves meryl and starts fighting nai like the fucking gunman he is. From the fight he gets 1 "bad event" point for getting pushed against the wall enough to break it and/or damage it. The contestant keeps fighting, he falls and he strikes a beautiful "bad event" point with his wing. This is being set as a "bad event" point because we dont know if the wing will give him trauma in the future BUT it is for sure annoying to get a wing out of nowhere and hit a bunch of buildings.

he flies, flies higher and THERE WE GO, ANOTHER 2 "BAD EVENT" POINTS FOR BEING SHOT AT WHILE FLYING AND WHILE TRYING TO TALK. THE DEBUTANT TRIES TO REASON WITH THEM BUT A "TRAUMATIC EVENT" POINT COMES AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT THANKS TO NAI AND HIS BLOOD LUST.

STAMPEDE VASH FLIES AWAY WITH THE LITTLE STRENGH HE HAS LEFT, BUT IN THE WAY HE GETS 1 "ACTION" POINT FOR STILL TRYING TO TALK TO NAI AND HE STRIKES A "YIKES STATEMENT POINT." HIS "I WONT GIVE UP UNTIL THEY BELEIVE IN ME. I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES" PUTS IT ON THE BAG.

THE POINTS JUST KEEP COMING. 1 "TRAUMATIC EVENT" POINT FOR TRANSFORMING HIS OWN ARM AND 1 "ACTION" POINT FOR PUTTING HIMSELF IN DANGER FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS. THE BROTHERS FIGHT IN THE AIR, STAMPEDE VASH MAKES A RUN FOR IT. HIS FINAL TALK WITH NAI (from "since when we have been so different" to "because im vash the stampede") grants him 5 "YIKES STATEMENT" POINTS. THE AUDIENCE IS AN OCEAN OF TEARS AND SUFFERING.

BUT ITS NOT OVER FOLKS ITS NOT OVER. 1 "BAD EVENT" POINT FOR TURNING INTO A BALL OF FIRE. 1 "TRAUMATIZING EVENT" POINT FOR KILLING HIS BROTHER AND ANOTHER "TRAUMATIZING EVENT" POINT FOR KILLING AN ENTIRE CITY HOLY SHIT. SO MANY PEOPLE DIED FOR THIS PERFORMANCE

It seems like the contestant is done...no. wait wait. He waits a few minutes and he strikes a "bad event point" for not being wanted dead. He waits for a little bit- hes running...hes running and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

A FINAL "ACTION" POINT. HE IS SO MENTALLY UNWELL HE GOT AMNESIA AND PLAYS THE PIANO.

THE CROWD GOES WILD, THE OTHER CONTESTANTS TRY TO HOLD THEIR TEARS AND RUN TO HUG THE YOUNGEST CONTESTANT, THE DEBUTANT FALLS ON HIS KNEES BUT RISES HIS FIST IN VICTORY. WHAT A PERFORMANCE, TRULY AMAZING.

If we add the new 21 points he gathered today, he ends the season with 159 POINTS. AMAZING FOR A DEBUTANT, EVERYONE PLEASE, AN APPLAUSE FOR STAMPEDE VASH.

We wish him a happy break and we cannot wait to see the rest of his career.

but do not fear sports fans. The season of 98 vash is about to start!

#trigun #trigun stampede #vashs score board of pain

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Can you rant about WotC's Orcs, please?

Orcs are such a fucking waste and also a byproduct of the Tolkenization of dnd. Orcs are - from LOTR - corrupted elves who chose to become servents of Saron's sugar daddy Morgath or whatever the fuck (can't be bothered to look up the asshole's name rn) so the reason they are 'evil' isn't bc they are biologically bad because they are orcs - its because they chose to serve the Big Bad Evil TM. or were tortured? p sure the first ones chose to but not the point

There are So Many cool monsters mentioned in passing in one of the books and the most mudane boring bland ass 'hur dur they evil' tone to all of the descriptions. WHy. You are telling me there is a whole section on orcs that ride flying bats and you made it immediatly unappealing? Your telling me there are badass women who grow out their nails to claws to worship their god and you made them BORING???

The only things i would keep about orcs is their religious fanatisism. I like that about them - i think they deserve a whole well thought out religion, whether it be a highly organized church or a more nebulous worship. A whole pantheon of gods and such. Give it to them. As a treat. Lord knows they need sometjing to validate their holy wars.

Another thing is that it is mentioned that women in their culture are oppressed. Arent you tired of oppressing women WotC? Like - yea okay sure sexism is Yet another thing we should discsluss but why is it the Catholic brand of 'women is object'? If ur gonna fantasy my real life issue, at least consider in the context of the culture Why that is.

Halflings in my lore are sexist towards women, because rhey have a patriarichal monarchy. HOWEVER. It isnt the same as 'women opressed and must obey man'. Female halflings arent so much as oppressed as forgotten. They are a legal loophole - many rights (and offenses) simply doesnt apply to half the populatuon because the inheritance of property is so important to them - ans can only be passed on by men.

Is it good? No. Is it right? No - but thats not the point. No society is "good or bad" inherantly. Its how a society interacts with the morals ans values of another that dictates how it is perceived. So Orcs are likely 'evil' to creatures who dont beleive in their holy violence. But that doesnt mean they eat babies or whatever.

Tldr: orcs are to evil what elves are to good - a rip off and cop out. Use ur brain ans actually tell me sometjint abt them besides rhey kill people and are religious - you just described Paladins and Clerics!!!! And also catholics

#pf2e #ttrpg community #dnd 5e homebrew #dungeons and dragons #aggressivethoughts #aggressiveasks #aggressivelore #ttrpg #orcs #halflings #worldbuilding #i really got to get around to posting all my dnd lore...

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I'm sorry. I donmt know whats wrong with me- I just keep saying things- and thinking things that aren't real

And. I've stressed you out. I'm sorry

I don't know which parts of what I said were real, and I shouldn't've said anything at all. I don't even beleive what I was stressed about will happen in out universe

I don't know

I'm sorry Arlo.

-Del

its fine Del, please dont worry too much about it

im. also at fault to an extent. for letting it get to me.

...i hope it doesnt happen in our universe.

i hope that everyone will stay safe

.......sorry i dont have the energy to make you food today. if you tell me what you like i can order delivery

#delta and tari :)#pkmn irl #pokeblogging #rotomblr #pokemon irl #pokeblr

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nonnie-the-fuck · 10 months ago

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coming on the end of aromantic week, i’d like to talk about how i’ve recently been coming to terms with the fact i am on the aromantic spectrum! welcome to my diary.

for most of my life (that i can remember, the confusing gray area of middle school and high school, where i struggled with not knowing myself and coped by acting like i knew everything), i thought i was a huge romantic. i fell in love fast and fell out of it faster - and painfully. i wanted to keep loving people i rushed into relationships with but ‘lost feelings’ anyway, felt guilty and ended up ghosting them for a few weeks before a confrontation where there was a messy, yet amicable breakup.

i’ve had 17 relationships and none of them lasted more than 6-8 weeks. i thought there was something wrong with me that made me have horrible luck with dating. but recently, i’ve realized that i’m on the aromantic spectrum. with elements of recipriomanticism (in the simplest terms, loving someone only if its mutual/reciprocal), i would mirror people’s romantic feelings for me onto them. but they weren’t really mine, and this faded quickly.

i am not asexual. far from it, really. so whenever i would be attracted to someone in that form, i would assume it came from a place of romantic attraction; surely, interpersonal sexuality COULD NOT exist independently of romance. emotional, not-hookup sex was something that happened only after a romantic pretext was established. even when a crush is truly mine, and i delulu’d my way into beleiving they liked me too and this cemented it, their rejection left me over them in a week (with one notable exception, but that was kinda a messy situation where i knew for a fact that both people liked me, and we talked about a poly relationship, then they went and talked the two of them and decided to date each other and leave me out of it without including me. that was fun and left me with lingering feelings of love and hurt for like a year.)

this is, funny enough, not true. with the powers of hindsight, i can pretty distinctly tell when it was a romantic crush and when i assumed it had to be because i found them hot.

i find it really difficult to relate to a lot of other aromantic’s stories. i am still a hopeless romantic (i dream of stable domestic romantic love, kisses, cuddles, sharing my bed and home with the one(s) i love, and i don’t doubt i’ll find that at some point in my life.) with my specific crossovers of achillian biromantic, demiromantic, recipromantic, and simply having high standards (in the way that i won’t even fall for someone who doesn’t meet them, not that i just won’t date them) i have had genuine romantic interest very few times in my life. while a aromantic who is a hopeless romantic sounds contradictory, that lines up pretty well with the rest of everything going on here.

i definitely understand other aro’s struggles with society forcing romance and love down their throats as a simple given want or even need for every human. but it’s a pretty unique struggle to genuinely want/need that, and to have it so much harder a thing to meet than all of my peers; for that expectation and want of romance and love come not just from society, but from myself.

anyway. happy aro week. if someone relates to my story, im so glad and PLEASE leave a comment or reply or something, because i haven’t seen ANY stories that inrelate to in regards to all this. hope all of you have a good day, respect people ok love ya byeee

#aromantic #lgbtq+#lgbtq community #gay #bi #queer #aro #aromantic week #aro week #demiromantic #reciriomantic #achillian #biromantic #reblogs appreciated

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Q #495 Transcribed as it would please us.

"BASKET CASE" (fragment)

First, my gums came in, or hardly came; they simply were by the time that I was, or at least by the time I was noticed by either myself, them, or by the doctors. Second, my voice, all croaking and phlegmatic. Thirdly were my teeth and with words and growing soft and clever and directed at him.

Him. He was like a God; Is that every small girl's experience? I've heard it referenced as being so. In books or in movies, and in so many words, though not by other girls, of course, not then. Something like a God to them, to me, infallible, a testament to love and control, or so I'd read... Or so i'd felt... Towering there above me. And myself, looking up, amazed, in love, in awe, knowing that when his eyes were open, I was safe. Knowing that his eyes would always be open should I need them. knowing that I will not starve, I will not want, I will know abundance simply because he is, and he is mine, and I am his. I picked up a word for this as I picked up so many things when I was second-young, in television and in passing. I was not sheltered; I was repellent. I acted as my own shield to the outside world and by no action of my own; he was not ashamed of me, and I loved him for it, or I believed that I did from what I gathered when I was second-young. On television or in passing. Love. I asked him once if I was a girl. He told me yes. I asked him if I was his daughter and if I belonged to him, and he told me that I was and that I did. I asked him if he was in love with me, and he laughed, told me I got the word wrong, and told me that he simply loved me, that he loved me more than anyone could be in love with anyone in the first place. This made very little sense to me. I asked him what it was that I should call him. He told me that I could call him his father, or dad, or da, or daddy. These made all the sense in the world. And then I was third-young. And growing. Two shoulders: sharp and fragile, like the ribs of a garden snake. And I had one arm break loose where it had been growing like a crooked blister from his breastplate. It hung there, to both of our concern, lifeless and inanimate, symbolic of something that neither of us could truly place. It hung there, to both of our concern for approximately the same amount of time that, perhaps, a desperate father would take to lay down an absurd deposit with a specialist in San- Francisco at Eleven PM on a Sunday. And then the feeling came. The tips of my fingers were first, little clouds of touch floating around me, completely independent from the rest of my machine, and then the feeling creeping up, rising and filling space until it collided with the sensation of my shoulder. Magnificent, you only get so many. You likely do not get any; they happened when you were microscopic, and you couldn't possibly remember. Not yet. Not until the end. Or so they say. But i remember, not many, but more than one, more than most, and for that, I get to feel grateful. You only get so many, but at least... at least I get to remember. I believe that the arm is where it all began to go wrong. Is it the part of me still owned by him that continues to feel at blame for all this? That beleives I corrupted him? condemned him? That believes that everything could have stayed the same had I simply ceased to grow. Yes... I'm sure you're on the edge of your seats at this point. the logistics of it; that's what you came here for, isn't it? Of course it is. its okay. It isn't you; it's you and all the rest of them. And him. I'm sure he's listening, living--reliving...all the logistics... I wonder how they make him feel. Do you? How do they make you feel, hm? And do you think the two are similar?

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