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cosmicdreamgrl · 6 months ago

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taehyung x on/black swan performances for @raplinenthusiasts [ cr: 0613data ]

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felassan · 2 months ago

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What kind of spirit do you think Felassan waz?

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#ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age the veilguard spoilers #<- this is my spoiler tag #dragon age: dreadwolf #dragon age 4 #the dread wolf rises #da4 #dragon age #bioware #video games #mjs mailbag #robotslenderman #felassan #Best Elf #no but on a serious note its a great question and one which ive been thinkin about a lot #did Felassan manifest from the Fade or was he born in the early days still but of others who had manifested before him?#and if he did manifest from the Fade what kind of spirit was he. lets say for fun for this post that #he was a spirit. I feel like there's quite a few different things that could work in that scenario #he has wit in terms of smarts & snark & whimsy. he was part of a movement that opposed tyranny and valued freedom. back then he wanted #to protect innocents. he's charismatic and good w/ people. he was a loyal friend to solas and later on was loyal to briala. he's calm and #level-headed. steady. a slow arrow makes its way to its target/goal slowly but steadily and you dont see it coming #Wit.. Loyalty.. Friendship.. Freedom.. Steadfastness.. Charm.. Protection.. Resolve.. Duty #my personal hc atm tho is- if he was- Guidance ◕‿◕. “'I kindled nothing' Felassan said. [...] 'I merely offered guidance.'"#he spent the rebellion guiding an army as a General and giving Solas guidance on how to be a good leader interact w/ people be the face #of a rebellion and to stay on the right path as one of his advisors. later he was Briala's hahren/elder giving her guidance through TME #he signs codexes like ask for the slow arrow and i will help/guide you. he was looking after those of flesh and fade in the lighthouse #guidance can be given from both a second-in-command (subordinate) role and from a superior (elder to mentee) role #when we see him in a memory Solas welcomes the spirits in elven then says “lasa ghilan” which means grant/give guidance #and the very next thing that happens is that Felassan speaks. an Arrow gives direction. it POINTS THE WAY..

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jordanswitches · 2 months ago

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i just wanna be bitten all over by someone with a massive crush on me is that too much to ask

#and i wanna have a massive crush on them too #doesn't work if it's only one way #of course it's all one way in my direction atm bc i have brand new Trust Issues #yippee yippee #knockin on my brick walls no you cannot come in #sitting inside my walls wailing why does nobody love me #shouting at the people who try to break through to fuck off #what a shame #j thoughts

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fourtyforever · 4 months ago

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Finally put the clippings from June and july GP magazines to good use 😎 once I get my grubby mitts on august and September I’ll make another one for the other wall with the drivers I couldn’t find clippings of

(closeups under the cut)

#halfway through making this I found a random pack of ‘girl talk’ word stickers #in case ur wondering where all the little odd words come from hehe #collage #lewis hamilton #max verstappen #daniel ricciardo #yuki tsunoda #charles leclerc #carlos sainz #wish I had more drivers to add to it but I was limited by what was in the magazines since I ain’t got access to a printer atm….😔#f1 #formula 1 #formula one

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tblsomedoodles · 3 months ago

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I thought i escaped sims 4 but it's dragged my dumbass back again.

I hate this game. I need so many mods just to be able to just to fix it so i can play without being frustrated. but no matter how frustrated i get, i keep coming back : /

Anyways! Like my new little me? (i forgot what they're called. Avatar? *Shrug*) I'll put some more stuff (and doodles) about them under the cut

They're a candle! The body and oversize hoodie are all the wax and the undercut ponytail is the little flame (like Ember from Danny Phantom lol). Her feet are kinda goopy and her hands never show b/c the sleeves of the hoodie drip over them (sometimes driping off completely.)

i got kinda bored with my old one (drawing me but purple) so they got a little upgrade for my silly little personal doodles.

That is all : )

#random stuff #my doodles #idk what to call this #i will answer asks tomorrow #i started to do so today #but ran out of words halfway through #unfortunately i discovered the ultimate decades challenge in sims 4 #which is fasinating me atm b/c it adds dice rolls to see if your sims live into each lifestage #and also the whole keeping track of how many years pass #i might keep this style of gameplay b/c i really like seeing how much time passes #and beign able to use my dice to add some randomness to my game is fantastic #it's been about 35 years in my game so far (with every 4 sim days being an approximate year)#my starting sim is now an exhausted 47 yo man #he had recently handed off his 'head of family' title to his only surviving son #but then the son died so he had to take it back #(i'm really hoping his grandson makes it to adulthood or i won't have an heir)#i'm pretty excited for the life and death expansion coming out soon #it goes well with this game since i'm gonna need those funerals lol #(also saw that your sims can have a baby with the grim reaper and that certainly has my attention : ) )#(that was one of the first things i tried to do when i first got the game)#(and i was so mad that it didn't work lol!)

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nemesis-is-my-middle-name · 1 year ago

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i know i've posted abt this before also but i did not have screenshots to demonstrate just HOW gently passive aggressive ingo is to volo when they talk. i have no idea if they intended it this way but he sounds so "sadly my strict standard of conduct will not let me tell you to fuck off for asking weirdly personal questions just so you can share your theories but with the subtext toolkit available to me i am VERY much shooing you out of the way so i can get back to what i was actually trying to do."

#the nemesis speaks #pla analysis #idk if it really comes across without the context of volo's whole ramble #but he really did just sort of rock up to you while you were TRYING to get through this quarry #just to be like ''hi ingo. hey tell me about your memory loss. great now listen to what I think about the whole thing''#though the exchange does also make me feel like they have had prior conversations to this effect #ingo feigns not recognizing him at first but the way he says ''continue to prioritize'' specifically makes me feel like #this is not the first time they've tread this particular ground #volo also greets ingo pretty familiarly at the start of it imo #these tags are getting long but one other thing that sort of strikes me atm and i'm curious to see if it continues #is like. this is the rudest (by his standards) ingo gets with mmmost everyone in pla #-except melli. who he is actually fairly direct with. and melli in turn doesn't rise to it really at all #for a guy who bitches at literally everyone just saying ''well guess we don't always see eye to eye!'' is like. WILDLY notable #and then ingo asks you to say hi to him later #they're friends i think. thanks for ur time

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 2 months ago

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Some mild existential dread in the house today

#im just feeling reeeeally really drained #works taking a LOT out of me #like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up #and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life #except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit #and the time and the energy #and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting #and hoping #and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it #i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping #and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes #and have a bath and shave at some point #i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare #AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult #part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions #but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other #idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep #which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately #mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me #and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on #but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just #this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention #and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd #but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh

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theartinmyheart · 6 months ago

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#but really I am sad bc yeah I’m gonna always pick me but omg I’m fucking tired #I actually kind of mean the arranged marriage thing bc I really hate dating disappointment #and I’m never going to sit there and beg anyone for anything. not even an ego or pride thing but a self awareness thing like #come to me w self awareness and emotional intelligence so you can recognize your own faults and we can talk through it #but fleeing like that just shows me you have hella work to do in therapy and you’re not ready and neither are you what I need atm #but ya it hurts especially when I’ve done a lot to not be so black and white in a situation and the person still got in their own way #maybe I just need to not date anymore. like I really am ok if I end up single forever and I’m also just tired and sad but #I really am ok w being single and doing my own thing bc I refuse to lower my standards and accept anything less than what I know I deserve #so anyways I think I’ve just solved my problems #me

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br1ghtestlight · 1 year ago

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i can never take nickel and balloon's conflict fully seriously even if they make up and apologize to each other etc because the whole time im just imagining that comic of baseball and suitcase going back to hotel oj after season 2 and seeing that nickel and balloon are #besties now meanwhile suitcase had a psychotic break over their bullshit 😭😭

#regardless of what nickel did to balloon they NEED to apologize to suitcase for putting her through the Literal actual horrors #she's gonna come back to hotel oj see that they're friends now and start beating nickel's ass and i dont blame her even a little bit tbh!#i love nickel as a character but bro fucked up w/ suitcase #and bcuz she's stuck in season 2 purgatory there's no way for that arc to get closure right now so im just like #well we're all forgeting to apologizr to SOMEBODY arent we!!!#baseball too i wish i knew how to fix this. baseball you cant fix this it doesnt just go away but you're here you're listening so thanks :)#i mean im sure they've got their own bullshit going on in s2 right now not a doubt in my mind. nickel is not suitcase's most important issue #atm they're about to get killed by robots built for actual literal genocide FJDMDMDKSJS #txt #inanimate insanity

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silverislander · 23 days ago

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actually i am going to elaborate on that psychoanalyzing blorbo post from days ago lol. long story short i've been trying since abt september to kind of start getting my shit together, maybe get into some kind of club or hobby that will help me work on my anxiety, maybe do some bucket list kind of stuff i've been putting off. and then last month mom got diagnosed w breast cancer

my Consistent response to things going wrong in my life is avoidance, isolating myself and trying to repress shit, so i gave up on all of those plans immediately bc i felt like it would put strain on my family and i started trying my best to focus on literally anything else bc i have shit to do + people/a job that needs me + i really couldn't face the reality of it right away

and that news came literally days after act 1 aired. so watching caitlyn then go on to try to repress any and all of her emotions/wants in favour of trying to be the person she believes everyone around her wants her to be and seeing exactly how badly that fucks up her life. felt extremely fucking pointed let me fucking tell you

#moms doing lots of tests to figure out how shes gonna proceed but its looking good atm. probably caught it early #from what i understand the plan is to just cut out the tumour and shell be pretty much ok? i dont even think she needs to do chemo #and im doing ok. really trying my best to not do all of my usual shit lol. i have great friends which helps a lot #im not Fine ngl. it sucks. going through family history and literally the only people in my maternal line who didnt die of cancer #died young in some kind of accident before they could develop cancer. inc nan. who died when mom was my age #but im dealing w it! and mom seems ok if nothing else #but lacans mirror as a literary theory is fucking REAL and it haunts me every day of my life #levi.txt #cancer tw #this isnt any kind of cry for help or looking for sympathy/to talk abt it or god forbid trying to win fandom arguments etc etc #just like. its relevant to general life shit. itll probably come up bc its hard to completely avoid talking abt so i should mention it #and i think its funny the way the universe works out sometimes and how art can find you right when you need it #i feel like the cat in that post thats like 'see how jonesy survives alien bc she lets ripley put her in the carrier?'#'hello lesbian w avoidant coping mechanisms going through a massively upsetting life event. watch This'

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arolesbianism · 4 months ago

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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up

#rat rambles #stars posting #like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very #duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have #I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that #fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests #like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not #and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop #and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless #but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way #idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her #but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go #maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think #Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm #and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg #but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down #me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it #(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in #the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad #it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create

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lilacthebooklover · 10 months ago

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if i die, i just want you all to know that being on here has been brilliant thus far. the communities here are so welcoming & the people are so friendly; i've made so many wonderful friends on here, and wouldn't have it any other way. this site & fandom culture have given me something to do in my free time & to be passionate about. it's let me meet amazing people from all over the world and feel liked. i hope this will be able to continue on for many many years, but if it can't, thank you for giving me all of the lovely moments & memories we've shared up until now :)

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loumauve · 4 months ago

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considering unwise choices (purchasing a PS5 after all) if my Betriebskostenrückzahlung goes through as announced

#not THAT unwise all things considered. buying it now before the transaction goes through would be the stupid thing to do #thing is tho.. outside of Burning Shores and slightly prettier Horizon (which I likely won't notice bc old monitors)#there really isn't anything I care about playing on it that I can't already play on the PS4 pro #would games run more smoothly? prob. but is it worth it? idk #then again Control II is likely coming and I'm sure it won't run on PS4 at all #(heck Control freezes on me a bunch already if there's too much shit going on so it seems like a smart choice to make)#but again.. it's not out yet so the only thing I'd be getting it for would be Burning Shores which I don't have a way to play atm #choices choices.. I guess putting my money into a console as opposed to random dice and MtG cards etc I don't get to use..#at least the console would have a lot more purpose. could even put it in the living room so I have another reason not to sit on the bed #but yeah. guess we'll see how I feel come mid October #what I would really like is a console I can play Ori and the Will of the Wisps on. even better if it's portable #but since it's xbox/win exclusive and I have even less reason to get an xbox etc... prob never happening

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fissions-chips · 1 year ago

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why do teeth have to be so annoying. why. why are you hurting for no reason we JUST did this two months ago.

#I’m being a whiny baby rn I’m fine but I can’t believe I’m going back again!! that’s four times in two months!! that’s a lot more than #- average!! and over one freaking filling!#odds are I have simply bruised this one too and that’s what I’m hoping and praying has happened but. ah.#pls let the dentist be nice. i think 90% of the current anxiety stems from the one-before-last explaining NOTHING of what was going on and #- kinda rushing me through. like I know they’re busy but it’s my TEETH and mouth can you pls explain what you’re counting and why it’s ‘not #- good’.#ah.#delete later #i apologize for coming on here and rambling sometimes about these stressors but I don’t have any other outlet atm.

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tyrannuspitch · 6 months ago

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rereading nimona has infected me with a sudden intense desire to write original fiction. i still have no ideas i'm just going hhh. my turn now?

#i'm sure i could come up with an idea i liked if i spent some time churning through possibilities #it's just not my priority atm #and it's intimidating #rationally i know it doesn't have to be. but it is #esp since so often the advice is write what you want to read #and i am currently in a place where i have no idea what i want to read :/

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waloeders · 8 months ago

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dating sim comin on slowly but surely. ik there are easier ways (rpgmaker is the only one that comes to mind) but i am enjoying coding in c# surprisingly? i dont hate the language as much as i thought i would

#jupiter.speaks #> its kinda funky cuz like. its literally just creating a profile atm in a window. but i am so chuffed still #> i have all the dateables planned. i do need to come up with appearances still n a few of their individual dates. general idea is there #> anywag i am gonna. get this save data working!!!!#> THO. i will say csharp is wayyy stricter than python for rules. BUT. i will grant that it changes vars faster #> like in py u change a var name n u either hunt through w crtF or forget n get a bug later #> in csharp its like. oh u changed the var name in form properties? ok we're gonna just change that in every other file for u 😁#> like thanks man. thats one less thing huh #> it does have. such flashing images issues tho. idk what it is but it is fuckin horrendousss. okok code

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