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jin; i'll be there live clip ✰
#usersky#annietrack#heyryen#usermaggie#userkelli#useremmeline#usersolis#raplineuser#userpat#tuserandi#rjshope#uservans#usermizuoka#userzaynab#seokjinedit#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#mine!#the cardigan AND the pink mic...... DO NOT TEXT.............. i am fine </3#i have a lot of feelings. i will leave you with this for now though i could go on#if anyone has any requests please let me know i'm overwhelmed with jin content and i'll do it when i have time <3333333 please!#PINK CARDIGAN YOU'RE NEXT REGARDLESS
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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February 29- March 2 2024
The first time Sonic went Super in Road Trip wasn't exactly as stunning to Tails as other au's and stories.
Tails is like maybe 5 here (I'm not actually that organized on the timeline for this au yet, I'm getting there though, things are getting in order.) and he wasn't forced to grow up and be a hero in this au. So he's a bit more childish than canon Tails because he doesn't feel as pressured to mature and grow up fast. Plus, he genuinely thinks Sonic is going to die and this is the last time he see's him, so tears are bound to come down.
Part 1
#roadtrip!sonic au#sonic the hedgehog#super sonic#dadnic#miles tails prower#tails the fox#sonic fanart#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#Okay- I'm gonna ramble a little bit about the dialogue and behaviors here you can skip the other tags if you're not interested#First- Sonic immediately tells Tails that he's fine first before asking if Tails is okay. This isn't Sonic putting himself first-#-but him trying to comfort Tails because even if it's cheesy- Tails will only feel okay if Sonic is okay.#Apparently it calms children down if they listen to their parents heartbeat (melts my heart when I remember that) so Sonic put-#-Tails close to him not only so he could hear that Sonic is alive- but also to try calming him down a little more.#Small thing I started incorporating way too late- Sonic will call Tails Big Guy if the kit is smaller than him and-#-Little Guy if the kit is larger than him.#Sonic changed his pattern color to be blue like Tails' eyes after he points out that they are both yellow (it's not colored here-#- but you probably remember that Super Sonic has golden fur.)#Sonic is constantly rubbing a thumb on Tails' hand as a comforting gesture.#That's my ramble- I know it's just pretty bare bone stuff that anyone reading might get but I freaking love explaining stuff (I gotta stop)
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please... Make Sure Tails Was Alive, And Replace him To Amy Rose, Not Tails. he Was A Kid, Kid Characters Never Deserved To Die, They Are So young, Especially Tails, He Always Still Young Boy, And I Wanted To Take Sure, His Alive...?
OR ELSE.....!?
Hey your comment under my comic was pretty vile. This one is too. Normally I like to give people's intentions the benefit of the doubt when sending me iffy messages, but the two you've sent have just flat-out sucked.
If you can't handle your favorite fictional character dying in a fan work, don't read it. Simple as.
"Kid characters never deserve to die" [proceeds to recommend I kill a different kid character]
"Or else" wow, a threat! What a great way to convince me to suddenly change a story I've already fully plotted out because you personally don't like a Very Important part of it.
Catch this block.
#doomlazy#asks#I don't normally block people unless I feel it's absolutely necessary but hey wow wow wow I did feel it was necessary THIS time#for anyone wondering about the aforementioned comment. don't worry about it. But if you're truly curious big big Suicide TW#also wishing death on Amy because “Tails is just a kid” bro Amy is *12* like at that point that's just straight up women-hating.#anyway! I'm doing fine! don't worry about me like I'm ALL good over here but this fella's getting a big ol blockerino
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#narancia ghirga#vento aureo#Trish una#Vento Aureo#jjba part 5#Naratrish#Sorta but not rly aro nara time. Also NB nara who is comfortable joking about it ok I'm not being mean it's an enby joke#Also anyone can cuddle if they're cool but dont tell me there isnt an element of toxic masculinity in the tiny street urchin#As in gotta be tough and beat ppl up and carry KNIVES! Nara has struggled they crave to be snuggled#Trish: yeah being in a touchy friendship with a girl is fine until you're a lesbian with a crush you feel guilty for#Me? Projecting? Naaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
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PSA
hi it's mod dawn here. i need to address something. i wrote this out in the tags on one post but i'll reiterate. when it comes to any of my ask/roleplay blogs, i CANNOT uphold established romantic relationships with anyone in character. this means the characters cannot say yes to being your s/o (dating or married). flirting is fine. it can be funny and sweet to interact like that. but i have to set the boundary there.
when the characters are 'reciprocating' your flirting, it is not to give false hope, nor is it supposed to be something sad. it's not a shane thing, it's a ME thing. there is a real person behind this. i do not feel comfortable roleplaying a romantic relationship, and i apologize if that makes people feel like the character is leading anyone on. it isn't my intention. if this boundary does not sit well with you, you are free to unfollow me. all that to say, please don't take the blog(s) too seriously. i just feel the need to make this clear due to some lingering concerns lately. thank you for listening.
#ask-shane 🐓#this is not directed towards anyone in particular#honestly more of my fear of being accused of leading people on. or making people feel rejected.#dude i am roleplaying a fictional character on a public website#if you're upset about the character being unable to reciprocate please don't make that my problem.#i frankly don't want to hear it.#i don't have the emotional capacity to roleplay a romantic relationship in character :[#i am fine with people making overexaggerated comments about how they want a character romantically or whatever.#but just be aware and respect that they cannot say yes. that is my personal boundary. not a reflection of their feelings for you.#if you want a 'relationship' with them please hop on stardew and do that#there's a whole game for you /hj /lh#anyway that's pretty much it#thank you
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#i'm fine in case anyone was wondering#nishimura riki#ni-ki#enhypen#enhypenet#enhypen ni-ki#God is really looking out for me today#i'm so used to giving now i get to receive#and also#i feel like i'm so used to being mentally unwell over him#that it's just my new normal now#and i've become mentally well again#he does put a lil smile on my face#so the moral of the story is: if you're going to unhinge-stan someone into depression.......keep going bc you might come out the other side#the other side might be Hell#but i guess i got lucky!#or i just really enjoy the aesthetics of Hell#red and black are our colours after all
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Given today's news, I feel like I should put this out there:
"Liam Payne was one of/my favorite member in One Direction and was a big part of my childhood, so a part of me is sad that he's gone and I'm sad that he passed the way he did"
and
"Liam Payne did a lot of terrible things that hurt a lot of people and as sad as his sudden death is, it doesn't absolve him of his actions for me"
are two ideas that can and should mutually coexist with each other.
Liam did awful things and ended up hurting people with his actions, but I know he was also a part of a lot of people's childhoods when it came to music and boy groups and was a favorite member to people (me included) and was considered a safe place for others. So it's completely understandable to have mixed emotions or even just genuine sadness at him dying so tragically.
So please, don't feel guilty for having mixed feelings about this. Just feel how you feel and take care of yourselves.
#one direction#directioners#1d#liam payne#news#celebrity news#I know this is a complete shock#my whole two timeline is asking the same questions#I just don't want to see anyone feeling guilty for feeling bad about feeling certain things about this man's death#it's okay to be confused#it's okay to be shocked#it's okay to be sad for the man who was once your idol#it's okay to feel bad for the way that he died#it's okay to feel conflicted given all of the things that he's done since 1d broke up#as long as you're not going after certain people#or blaming certain people for Liam's death#or coming after people for rightfully questioning his actions or just not grieving him the way YOU feel they should#then it's fine#just be kind to yourselves#AND each other#not tying to sound like a preacher or anything#I just know how things can get
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i'm sorry but this is sending me into the goddamn stratosphere, if you send people to physically attack my mom, torture my sister, cut my six year old son's head off, threaten to murder my toddler, and then also threaten to rape my six year old daughter, i would be very happy and jovial in declaring war on your psycho ass for pulling that shit on people who literally didn't do a thing to you.
consequently, if i sent people to physically attack someone who never did me any harm, torture my sister who never did me any harm, cut my six year old nephew who never did me any harm's head off, threaten to murder my toddler nephew who never did me any harm, and also threaten to rape my six year old niece who never did me any harm, i would be very full of regret and sorrow for what i've done, because those are bad things that i did.
#personal#house of the dragon#hotd#like yeah no SHIT aegon's super gung-ho to carpet bomb rhaenyra and her side#you murder my kid and beat up my mom and make my sister go crazy and literally threaten to RAPE MY SIX YEAR OLD#i'll go apeshit i'll have the time of my life talking about how you're gonna suffer i'll be happy as a clam about it#like rhaenyra should absolutely feel bad and fear what she started! what she started was monstrous!#and by not thoroughly denouncing daemon and removing him from her side for it she's clearly endorsing it!#and people have the right to be happy about causing her bodily harm as a result for either tacitly or outright endorsing things like this#you know things like child murder and threats of violent rape against little girls#(and i mean even just the bad precedent to set of 'you did something that hurt me so i have the right to take it out')#('not on you or anyone who supported you but civilians who weren't even remotely involved in the situation at all')#like come on rhaenyra's side is in the wrong for blood and cheese and it's so fine for aegon (as the person most deeply affected by it)#to be happy about any retribution he could bring on her#just as it is both fine and actually really good for rhaenyra as a character to feel bad about it#as the wrongful party#be fucking for real
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Thinking about "default to violence as a form of justice and discipline" Jason and him never questioning those thought processes or his constant urge to maim others for not staying in line with his morals/beliefs (even if those beliefs are not standard/societal or are incredibly niche to Jason specifically) because he was raised under the unspoken rule of "fuck up and find teeth in your throat" in the wolf house and it only really begins to bother him when he loses his memories but as soon as he starts to remember his past, he stops caring because oh right, this is how the world is supposed to work (he does not understand why others do not agree)
#jason disapproving of abusive people but lacking the ability to recognize certain behaviours of his own as abusive#because this is the way the world works and obviously his moral code his rules his laws his ethics are pristine and perfect#and anyone who disrespects them must be disciplined must be punished must find themselves staring down sharp teeth and death#because how else is he supposed to correct them#anyway him having violent urges towards leo and piper throughout tlh and in the beginning he hates himself#but gradually through the story he accepts it so instead of striving to do better and rewire his thoughts like a typical main character#he just comes to the conclusion that he is right and being this way is fine for him and he stops questioning it#and then leo loses his arm and he feels bad about it but he can't care because it was deserved it was discipline it was correct#jason can't accept his behaviours as abusive or thoughts as problematic because that would imply his upbringing was abusive#and he cannot come to terms with that without shattering himself in the process#so he just doesn't and it's fine and it's okay don't worry about it just do what you're supposed to and everything will be fine#happy talks pjo#jason grace#junebug#june defaults to violence for similar reasons but she's significantly less accepting of it. very full of self-loathing. deeply suicidal. 👍
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Is this a safe space to admit to a change in my fave drivers?
#before anyone gets dramatic it's not a shift from beloved to behated it's more I love you to you're fine I guess#and like I can explain it but I also can't#and I've been grappling with it in my head since Monza#I feel equal parts “girl you don't need to announce your departure” but also “what even is fandom etiquette”
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maybe i should make an aeducan... it's the only way i can ever see myself restoring the anvil of the void
#it's too horrible for anyone else#as a surfacer the cost in blood is too obvious and too high#compared to the abstracted constant drain of dwarven lives and culture exacted by the deep roads#sure you see what darkspawn do but also like... branka took her house down there so maybe if she hadn't done that y'know#and then as brosca it's YOUR people who are going to go straight on the anvil#fuck paying casteless lives to keep orzammar#you've been to the surface you see people living there - dwarves living there - just fine#but as aeducan you're abstracted from the people who will go on the anvil and deeply connected to the losing front against the darkspawn#your culture and people and legacy are being devoured#the deep roads are the greatest infrastructure project the continent of thedas has ever seen#they're supposed to GO places. to connect cities that are the envy of the world#and instead they're a darkspawn playground with the dwarves cowering at the edges#inevitably losing the last of their footing#golems don't get the blight! golems don't tire! in caridins day your people had a CHANCE#and he selfishly stole that away because he didn't want to be personally responsible for the costs#the costs were paid anyway in thousands upon thousands of dwarven lives#caridin just didn't want to feel BAD about it#anyway i think that would be an interesting choice to make that i can never otherwise do
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more Not Nudes yw
#hi#me#my face#cute girl#pretty people#penguin socks#wombats#hands: what if we just did this weird thing how bout that?????#anyway idc#girls with tattoos#girls who lift#girls with fucked up alternators AGAIN#it's fine we're fine everything is fine#happy monday#feeling very soccer mom today yikes#twenny bucks to anyone who can tell me what song I'm gonna put on repeat while making dinner#be my friend#message me#i love yall#someone get matching sweaters or something with me idc if you're in like Thailand or Sweden or Ohio lmao#we are FRIENDS here#ok#love me#later taters#hot girl shit#ALWAYS
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#FOR SHE CANNOT BE SAVED AND KYPRANANOKE IS NOW AKIN TO HER.#whatever i feel fine. does anyone else feel completely normal. raise your hand if you're normal & not going insane.#all this in the same breath.#baru cormorant
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an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....
the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc
#luca 2021#pixar luca#alberto scorfano#another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol#ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that#giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own#thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha....#and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like.#say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways#portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol.#anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land#most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he....#that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha#is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv#and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance#like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4#thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat...#and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at#or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed.#&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no#something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne#that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing....#appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough#but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it
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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what
#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school#because i cant kick my parents out#and appartments cost money#and i dont have a car to sleep in#i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult#anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships#all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic#or to become a freelancer#i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently#but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago#incredibly good for my mental health as you can see#god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases#but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out#several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just#am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me#on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO#i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager#now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education#and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously#perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money#broadcasting my misery#vent
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