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happyk44 · 2 months ago

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Thinking about "default to violence as a form of justice and discipline" Jason and him never questioning those thought processes or his constant urge to maim others for not staying in line with his morals/beliefs (even if those beliefs are not standard/societal or are incredibly niche to Jason specifically) because he was raised under the unspoken rule of "fuck up and find teeth in your throat" in the wolf house and it only really begins to bother him when he loses his memories but as soon as he starts to remember his past, he stops caring because oh right, this is how the world is supposed to work (he does not understand why others do not agree)

#jason disapproving of abusive people but lacking the ability to recognize certain behaviours of his own as abusive #because this is the way the world works and obviously his moral code his rules his laws his ethics are pristine and perfect #and anyone who disrespects them must be disciplined must be punished must find themselves staring down sharp teeth and death #because how else is he supposed to correct them #anyway him having violent urges towards leo and piper throughout tlh and in the beginning he hates himself #but gradually through the story he accepts it so instead of striving to do better and rewire his thoughts like a typical main character #he just comes to the conclusion that he is right and being this way is fine for him and he stops questioning it #and then leo loses his arm and he feels bad about it but he can't care because it was deserved it was discipline it was correct #jason can't accept his behaviours as abusive or thoughts as problematic because that would imply his upbringing was abusive #and he cannot come to terms with that without shattering himself in the process #so he just doesn't and it's fine and it's okay don't worry about it just do what you're supposed to and everything will be fine #happy talks pjo #jason grace #junebug #june defaults to violence for similar reasons but she's significantly less accepting of it. very full of self-loathing. deeply suicidal. 👍

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