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toshiro’s time in the diet is rough for everyone involved
#persona 5#persona 5 tactica#persona 4#persona 5 strikers#persona 5 tactica spoilers#p5t#toshiro kasukabe#erina persona 5#eri natsuhara#tohru adachi#ryotaro dojima#zenkichi hasegawa#veep#listen. that show is a fucking gold mine and I’m so mad I haven’t watched it before now#the only reason this came about is because I feel like Dan is so Adachi coded#not sure who Jonah would be . I was thinking Maruki but it needs to be someone who can match wit with Adachi#which. maruki can to an extent and the date episode would fit them really well…. which is to say the episode this comes from#unrelated but I’m suddenly shipping toshiro and dojima#sorry if this looks awful and stilted. I’m using iMovie :’)
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#cotl#narilamb#lamby reading Nari’s thoughts#(with his consent)#unfinished cuz I drew this for the fic I’m writing and I’m not 100% sure on the dialogue n stuff#PLS DONT LOOK AT THESE DRAWINGS FOR TOO LONG LMAO 😭#I haven’t drawn in a hot min but I needed to draw them#also I’ve never drawn furries before in my life pls don’t come for me 😭😭😭#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cult of the lamb
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*glances at my 32 unposted yet finished chapters*
me: this is fine
#Lloyd’s Guide To Surviving The Merge (And Finding A New Family Through It)#I’ll post them soon I swear!#I’ve had these written for MONTHS but like#I’ll start posting once I finish these next four#lego ninjago#ninjago#ao3#ao3 author#my family says I should post them#Pretty sure my mom thinks I’m crazy#lego ninjago dragons rising#lloyd garmadon#ninjago dragons rising#I’m also a little scared because my fanfics have predicted new Ninjago lore before#Like wdym Morro is actually back???#WDYM I PREDICTED THAT#im scared#anyway if you guys wanna talk about the new Morro leaks drop an ask cos I need to yap about it!
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“he makes me laugh from a place i didn’t realise was there”
#for anyone who needs an instant serotonin boost#why is impossible to watch them giggling away without giggling along with them 😭#i’m sure this has been done before#but i couldn’t resist making a compilation of all my favourite moments of them reducing each other into fits of laughter#because look at this stuff??#milex#alex turner#miles kane#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#arctic monkeys#milex vid#lulu posts
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so I’ve been trying to think of the best way to talk about Skuld’s fate for a while now and I think I’ve finally got it. My feelings about how she could be handled are a bit complicated (maybe even controversial? lol) but I hope I can make myself clear. This is essentially gonna be the post I point to whenever and if ever I need it later in the future. Thanks in advance if you read this!
If for whatever reason it’s confirmed that Skuld isn’t Subject χ and she gets together with Ephemer in canon (which I don’t believe will actually happen, but who knows), I do genuinely think there’d be something incredibly poetic about both of them leaving behind a legacy together.
Skuld as Subject χ is a super intriguing concept that I want to see get played out in canon, and even outside of that possibility, I would really love to just see her go on her own journey, have her own story where she can grapple with the events of khux in her own ways. But as someone who also happens to love her and Eph’s dynamic, I like to indulge in the possibility of them founding Scala together too.
Believe me when I say that I’m very skeptical of Skuld getting the credit and spotlight she deserves given the track record of how female characters are treated in this series. It would break my heart if Skuld got turned into an accessory or got shafted or worst case scenario, is used only to kickstart the Ephy lineage and nothing more outside of that. She deserves good, solid writing no matter what her fate is, I’m sure we can all agree on that at least.
And then there’s also the question of whether or not Nomura would ever establish a canon romantic relationship, and if he even should do that in the first place. I think it would be great, as long as it’s written in such a way that it doesn’t impede on the other types of relationships he’s already established. It could delve into some interesting new territory that can highlight the themes of kh, and make them even stronger and more profound. But you don’t absolutely need romance in order for that to be accomplished, ya feel?
Do I love Skuld and Eph together? Yes. Do I think they should be together (romantically) in canon? Not necessarily. You can both enjoy a ship AND recognize the nuances involved.
But anyway anywaaaaay, long disclaimers aside, these two characters have been through so much together…they witnessed two apocalypses. They’ve suffered the loss of a dear friend at their hands, along with their other friends as a result of horrible circumstances they had no control over. They stayed side by side as their home collapsed around and on them. But they also laughed together. They looked out for each other, stood up for each other. Encouraged and comforted and teased each other so they would smile.
From the very beginning, to the very end, they had each other over and over again. Clinging to hope with incredible resilience. From party members, to friends, to leaders. They’re both wonderful characters who I have no doubt would support each other throughout the rest of their lives, just as they always have.
I’ll be fine if a romance between them doesn’t become canon, in fact I’ll probably be pretty relieved. But I can’t deny that the idea of the two of them being entwined forever, bonded by the tragedies they’ve been through, yet also by all of their happy times and shared memories, is a beautiful thought to me.
Surviving to see the other side and building everything from the ground up again together, and seeing the legacy that follows their love, is a story worth telling, in my opinion. In the end, if that’s a story left to us fans to tell, that’s more than enough for me. We have so much to work with. Regardless of what Nomura and/or the rest of the writing team choose to do, I don’t need them to be a canon couple to enjoy the profound love and care they have for each other.
TL;DR - Whatever happens with Skuld, I’m down for the ride. As long as she’s present, period, I’m here for it. Just…please for the love of god, let her be written well. I miss her so much and I need all these years of loving her character to pay off
#epheskul#skulmera#my posts#dunno if this is what you guys were expecting but this has been weighing on my mind for so dang long. and for what lmao#you guys are good folks I’m sure you understand what’s in my heart and brain 😅#especially if you’ve been following me for a while haha#man…..it’s been so many years#skuld and ephy my beloveds…..#my original chi children…#I just want both of them to be written well and get what they need to grow and recover from all the shit that happened#whether they get to go it together or not#finally before anyone says anything: I don’t condone ship hate#let me indulge#let me play with my blorbos on my porch#and think about their thematic relevance to the narrative#also I’m a multishipper lol ✌️#phew okay that’s enough outta me#thank you everybody have a nice day
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What's your opinion on time travel mouthwashing au? If you have any
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I think they are fascinating but a little bland for my taste. I think think the internal struggles of whoever got sent back are interesting as they adjust to being back before anything happened. It’s like seeing ghosts for them but it’s also a bit to easy in my mind.
I love me a what if scenario but a lot of what intrigues me about mouthwashing and fan works is how you process things that you can’t/didn’t stop from happening. A lot of it is the unknown and ambiguous nature of only following one set of eyes. Its real and it makes me wonder how many times my own perception clouded what was actually happening.
The game is about hindsight and how it’s such a useless thing even if you need it to look forward. The idea of one character being able to define everyone, even Jimothan, by their worst moments kinda gets rid of a lot of the themes in my mind and why a situation like this could even happen.
I won’t hate on a story, a lot of the ones I’ve seen are well written and fun, intriguing. But it’s just not an au I’m like 100% into, especially since I believe the characters still wouldn’t be as active as people depicted seeing that they’d think it was a crazy nightmare/terror or a like death dream.
#cool au just not for me#I like seeeing how they play out but if I wrote one I’m not sure how it would be a fix it#the reason something needs to be fixed is because Jimmy assaulted Anya and like unless you send them super far back#he will always have one victim cause he’s just a person that could do that and even if it was before#you can’t punish him for something he may do and accusing him would just make everyone else#think you are unstable so it’s just like I think the au needs to be a little fucked but I digress#it’s fun and I like when they send more than one person back cause like you both know#but what the hell are you supposed to do#mouthwashing#ask#anon
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Warning y’all in advance that I might have reached the end of my Fluffvember stuff :( Simply because idk if I’ll have time to write/draw anything else, I’ma lll ou of queued stuff. But it seems like some are still utilizing the prompts, so I hope everyone continues to have fun with it <3
#Just found out that my family is celebrating actual thanksgiving on actual thanksgiving#Which like#never happens???#Usually we do thanksgiving with extended family who we don’t really like but have to do it with#But this year it’s different??#Kind of weird#Not sure how I feel about it#Also I’m doing Friendsgiving which I’ve NEVER done before so that’s really fun too#Point is I probably won’t have time#Alcohol is making me way too chatty I need to SLEEP dang it#I feel compelled to say this every time I mention that I’m drinking on this site lol but:#To all my lovelies who are minors:#I promise I’m not drunk and I don’t advise you to use alcohol to get to that point as it’s dumb and useless#I’m just buzzed lol because I need to remind my body that I need to SLEEP#Even tho it’s def not the best way to do it#I’m going to shut up now#Anyway good night lovelies :)#But on a different note BOO that I can’t write/draw anything for all the LoZ game birthdays this month T-T#It’s my bday month and I love sharing it with Twi and Sky and Time and even Legend#But I can’t write anything for them ugh#I think those are the Blorbo bday this month at least#I know for sure it’s Sky and Legend but idk if it’s Time or Twi or both
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suddenly I have realized my bad habit of procrastinating has become a nearly debilitating fear
#Like#for ex I had an exam due today#I meant to study for it over the week#But every time I sat down to do so I just got really scared and stressed and felt like I wasn’t going to be able to study enough???#And so I couldn’t concentrate and did literally anything else instead and it ruined my entire week bc I was so worried#And anyways I ended up actually studying for the exam for only around 3 hours. TODAY. And took it and sent it in just before midnight.#Which is a very bad habit that I have#I’m pretty sure I did well tho#bc despite the fact I was so worried I wasn’t ready for it that I didn’t GET ready for it#I do actually know the material pretty well#And now I’m sitting here with the knowledge that if I’d sat and just studied even ONE other time this week#I could easily have gotten a 100#And now I’m realizing that I may have anxiety#Which I knew before but like. Now I KNOW#And also a really bad case of I Need To Be Perfect Or The World Will End And Everyone Will Hate Me#also the adhd isn’t helping#So yeah#That’s something that happened#I tend to put things off bc “im not ready” for them in general now that I think abt it. Huh.#evie rambles#Evie rants#It has become a habit of mine to vent in the tumblr tags#Sorry folks#XD
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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Oh how naive I was…
#recently saw a comment from someone saying they hoped there was more romance in Lucas’s salvation end and I. 👀#did not have the heart to tell them to mentally prepare themselves 💀#ahaha I mean. yeah sure in a way. 🙃#we get a lovely bonding CG of us stabbing him in the neck and later kissing him after he’s died so like uh yay? 💀#the more I see people commenting about their hopes and dreams for the salvation ends the more I feel the need to rant again lmaooo 😂#AND!#vague maybe spoilers for the fandisk in the following tags so beware :O#I’ve heard some vague ominous foreboding statement about the fandisk and… y’all I can’t#I’m gonna break my controller if he still still gets a shitty depressing end even in the FD 😭😂#like OKAY GAME. I KNOW HE’S DEAD. BUT CAN WE HAVE A SLIGHTLY HAPPIER/HOPEFUL AU???#please nadia too she is so innocent…#please give the Proust siblings a break dear lord 💀#virche evermore#shuuen no virche#Virche evermore spoilers#shuuen no virche spoilers#there’s not enough fanart/fanfics/shitposts for me to be able to cope with more despair even in the fandisk please I’m begging… 😂#never before have I used the 💀 emoji so much when talking about a character before#my post
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i feel like genuinely ill over this I’m not getting a good grade in being a good person rn huh
#camera talks#i need to stop venting on here too. this sucks. mayhaps a therapist would help !!!!#hahah that’s funny.#okay gonna go cry myself to bed now 👍#I should be able to talk to people and tell them when I’m concerned or when I want clarification#it’s like something im pretty sure I should feel good about#but we didn’t talk about it before and I feel Bad bringing it up now and I feel like a bad person for thinking about it now#and I think I kinda suck.#alright. bed now and I’ll be back to delete this in either 10 secs or in the morning#sorry :/#vent#delete later
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it’s been so long since i watched Insomniac’s Wolverine teaser trailer and dp3 got me thinking about it again so just rewatched it,, god.
so excited to see where they take it, i can’t remember if they confirmed that it was going to be “open world” similar to the way GOW (2018) is when certain parts of the map open up for side quests, and generally tried not to pay much attention to the wolverine leaks when they got hacked last winter, but i really do want to see how their studio takes on a rated M game/hero, and logan in particular. i think it’s a safe bet that maybe there isn’t any spider-man 2 dlc coming down the pipeline which kinda bums me out but it’s not the worst thing in the world if all that means is they’re full throttle into wolverine development with what i imagine is gonna end up being a late 2025/early 2026 release date.
and if the way i latched onto insomniac’s version of pete is any indication i’m prepared to be so. insufferable about this
#i would take more msm2 in a heartbeat because there’s a lot i think needs to be addressed before msm3 anyway#but it seems like they’re saving a lot of that for the rumored Venom game?#anyway i can make peace with whatever at this point#i just am dying to hear something else about this game. anyrhing#and it also makes me wonder if. a more mature rating can end up addressing some issues I’ve had with insomniac’s characterizations#as much as i love their sm universe there’s room for improvement for sure#an m rating isn’t the ultimate solution but it broadens horizons a bit more and i’m excited to see what that means for them#and cannot wait to hear logan’s actor omfg. maybe that was also in the leaks but i haven’t looked#wolverine#insomniac games#marvel’s wolverine#logan howlett
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I find it interesting how, out of all the boys so far in Blush Blush, Fuyu is the only one who has been directly implied to have killed a child through his genocide of the Summer Clan (as well as the highest kill count, most likely)
#like-even though there are some relatively evil Boys in Blush Blush#(like Stirling + Cole)#etc...#as well as a LITERAL DEMON FROM HELL#I find it kind of surprising how none of them are actually implied to have previously harmed a child#even Scale-the literal NINJA ASSASIN who kills for a living#appears to have the right to decline any contracts or requests that he doesn’t want to carry out#and I’m very fairly sure that he wouldn’t kill a child#not even SETH-though to be fair he mostly relies on trickery to steal mortal’s souls and#despite being-well. EVIL#doesn’t seem to be particularly violent#unless we count that poor salesman that he bit#but he doesn’t seem like the type to corrupt a child#Stirling needs blood to live; of course#and tbh he might be the most likely candidate for this#but like... there are many other options#and he’s not really the type to kill unnecessarily#Cole mostly ATTEMPTS to kill people that he’s jealous of or have a personal vendetta aganist#and really??? a CHILD????#idk#just find it interesting how Fuyu might be the worst one out of allof them#and the most cold-blooded#at least before#blush blush#blush blush game#blush blush fuyu#fuyu blush blush
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Are we going to talk about the thinly veiled ableism towards high support needs autistic adults who frequent websites like deviantart for their hyperspecific non-fandomizable special interests, infrequent hygiene practices, “weird fetishes”, that are all clearly shaped by an experience with neurodiversity that is foreign to all y’all rebranded Asperger’s supremacists
#ven talks#autism#ableism#a lot of people on tumblr have no actual experience with high support needs folks and refuse to acknowledge your privilege#why did you all make a mean girls club for autism jesus christ#no I’m not saying that you are as privileged as allistics but it’s crabs in a bucket and y’all know that your experience is not the same#you were so concerned with breaking stereotypes and saying autism is a spectrum we’re not like ‘those’ people that you effectively alienate#the most vulnerable members of our community. check yourself because a lot of this anger towards allistic people who stereotype autism stem#from the repulsion you feel towards being associated with high support needs folks who do not mask do not have your social skills do not#feel safe or comfortable around you or in your social circles.#people you seem to not want in your social circle in the first place because you’d consider them unsightly gross annoying unintelligent etc#my cousins are high support needs and they would never feel safe on tumblr among you so called neurodiversity activists lol#ps the way everyone made a spectacle out of cwc regardless of what she did is abhorrent and disgusting and it happens all the time to peopl#who haven’t even ‘done’ anything other than exist as an autistic person online in ways that are unpalatable to larger subcultures#like I said before one of my oldest friends is high support and I’m sure one of the reasons why he almost never uses the internet is becaus#he was being harassed by kiwi farms types one of which has stayed obsessed with him for over a decade
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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now
#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today#and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself#and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one#but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues#and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out#and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so#like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them#I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did#they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer#like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality#if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself#and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I#hate the rest of my family#but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time#and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine#but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS#and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this#he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping#and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up#kaz rambles
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me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time
#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start#I wanna get in his head more ok sue me#Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits#Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts#Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever#That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak#Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it#Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom#I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍#Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue#Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house#Grace post#this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things#Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho#Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain#Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark#Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries#This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts#In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh#Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be#But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc)#So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now#Shrugs#maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno#Ok yapping over byeeeeee
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