#bullimix

[lighter-then-me]

Everyday I get less sick, and more scared

[smashedradio]

Growing up fat will always make it harder to accept a "normal" weight on myself. The people who were once assholes to me because of my weight suddenly switched up once I lost a ton. Now I'm convinced that my worth and the way people view me is determined by the numbers on the scale. The lower I get, the more worth and value I have.

[bulimiawasme]

The scale keeps going down but im just getting fatter and fatter

[skeletonem18]

Pov: me walking out of the bathroom so cutesie with fixed makeup after throwing up everything i’ve eaten

[strxbxrrycheescake]

.ıllı. TW ED VENTS ﹔ not main. ﹒@ LAIN ─ minor ﹐ texmex ^..^ 5'0 ﹒ 112lbs ：✿ 。any prns activity is random 𖦹 I'm not going into detail bcs I don't want moots from my main to find this acc.

𖥔 📟 ꩜ ⩇ּ⩇ 苺. ᘐ 🥢 𝗮𝗻𝗴els ㌗ の › 𝇋☆𝇌 テレビ

🎧﹐ıllı don't like what you see? block me. ﹒ ♡ʬ﹐looking for moots # ᶻz﹕ ＞＜﹐🔗 no hate I'll jst block u @ :: ┆if u find my main pls dont tell others﹒♡✦. ⊹ ˚ . —lain : 🎱

[babysbreath-angelbones]

i need an @n@ buddy so bad

[alyssa8008]

omfg the speed id be losing weight if i didnt have a bed

[flordecetim]

today I talk to my goddes. I beg for focus.

I don't wanna just wake up skinny, I wanna feel all the process to be the girl who I awalys meant to be.

I want to feel anorexia settling in my body, becoming part of who I am.

I want to deserve to be skinny.

[sp-000-kie]

mind the g a p .

[kevindelreyy]

I KILL MYSELF BYE

[lighter-then-me]

I’m a full adult who’s still a virgin because I don’t want someone to see my body in such an intimate way. This is what I hate most. The fear that when they see me they’ll be disgusted. Like wtf.

I’m not sure that anyone relates to this, but I needed it off my chest, and well none of you know me.

Keep my secret would you?

[smashedradio]

The feeling of being full feels absolutely disgusting.

[bulimiawasme]

Why did I think i could purge just one time and not fall straight back down the binge purge hole lmao

[littlemangoprincess]

My brain's so fucked starving myself calms me down and eating stresses me out.

[icedcoffeefiendsposts]

i took a really long break from tumblr, and i need to lose weight and this is the only thing that works. my boyfriend needs to stay with me, and the only way he'll do that is if i feel worthy. the only way i feel worthy is if im losing weight. he deserves a more athletic and pretty girlfriend, and i deserve to feel better about myself. im starting my job this week, and the smoothie i have there is the going to be one of my two meals a day. i have one <200 snack a day, and a meal that with that, adds up to 1000 calories or less. i HAVE to stay under 1000. it's not super sustainable, but i'm going to force myself. i'm doing it this time. follow along on this blog if you want to :)

[babysbreath-angelbones]

food log:

breakfast: banana + coffee + cigarette 124cal

lunch: diet coke 1cal

dinner: baby food snack 54cal, jelly 4cal, stir fry 83cal

total 332cal