#bro stop writing my lore for me /silly
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funkylilomen · 9 months ago
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i've been told i need to give more trauma to the Witness and Reporter ;-;
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deafeningfanlight · 2 months ago
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OKAY, REAL TALK REGARDING TSAMS 😭
WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW BRO??? THE TSAMS FANDOM IS GETTING MORE MESSED UP WITH EACH SECOND I TELL U 😭 FIRST THOSE ACEPHOBE ANONS, THIS EXPLODING SOLARMOON HATE, THEN THE ANONS THAT SENT GORE TO PEOPLE WHO SEE TSAMS CHARACTERS AS A FAMILY, THEN JUST COMPLETE TOXICITY AND HATE TOWARDS EVERY CHARACTER AND HUMAN BEING THAT BREATHES, WALKS AND HAS INTERNET, ANOTHER DRAMA, THEN THE SHATTEREDSPARKS THING DRAMA AND JUST HUH???
WHAT YA MEAN TSAMS LORE IS CONFUSING; I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE FANDOM 😭😭
But like I don't wanna be involved in this whole drama, I just wanna continue to write my silly AUs and watch TSAMS, AND NO ONE GONNA STOP ME FROM THAT >:D
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tiredsmashbros · 2 months ago
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hello there tsb 😈
I have come to say how much of a huge fan I am- I generally LOVE your art and you are a SUUUPER inspiration for me. I love your ability to draw poses and shading (unlike me womp to the wompiest fucking wo- *ahem*
your art style is also S C R U M P T I O U S I would eat it for lunch in a Big Mac whit extra fries because YOUR MCARTSTYLE IS MCKRISPY (help me I have issues) also I got a lil silly (and fucking died laughing)
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enjoy your nightmare fuel >:))) oh yeah I was gonna ask you to draw my oc but peeps keep saying its annoying and cringe so go ahead if you wanna, you got permission to draw her whenever B) YAYA
ok that's all, I don't wanna write some essay ahh ask about how I worship your art or some shit *sobs* bi-bi ^^
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i feel actually guilty i had meant to respond to this when i had received it bc it was so fukin funny to me i could not stop laughing but bc i am legit cursed with such bad short term memory i FORGOT UGHHHH BUT I FOUND IT AGAIN AND HERE I AM NOW HAHAHA
ong i felt like a ronald mcdonald tsb was bOUND to happened, whether it be from me or someone else we are never free the burger man himself is too powerful...
get a happy meal with a toy or a lore packet from ur nearest mcdonalds
OKAY FR THO TYSM FOR THE NICE MESSAGE IM QWQQQ SUCH WORDS MAKE ME GENUINELY SO HAPPY YA'LL HAVE NO IDEA AND THIS GIFT IS HONESTLY SO FANTASTIC I LOVE IT SO MUCH BRO LOOKS FANTASTIC I HAD TO DRAW HIM MYSELF UIGYFHVEBNWDSX GUHHHH 💛💛💛💛💛💛😭😭😭😭😭😭
+ props to bluepat for the mcdonald kids meal box addition :3c
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homestuckreplay · 2 months ago
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she seems like a pretty regular girl to me!
(page 651-663)
9/17/2009 Wheel Spin: Captchalogue Lore Verdict: ????????
9/18/2009 Wheel Spin: Parent Bad :( Verdict: Well I’d take Dad over Big Imp any day and I think John would agree.
9/19/2009 Wheel Spin: being silly :3c Verdict: John, Mid-Ogre Ambush: 'haha where are my trick handcuffs?'
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3 days’ worth of pages here because work has been eating me alive and time to write about Homestuck has been tragically limited. I will keep this so so short and focus only on what’s really important.
Currently, John is facing down two adversaries. One is the Crude Ogres, the physical challenge, and the other is GG, the mental challenge. I am delighted to learn that these higher level enemies are called ogres so that I can stop referring to them as Big Imp.
‘Hanging from the tree is your TIRE SWING. In a kid's yard, a tree without a tire swing is like a proper gentleman without a monocle. That is to say, HE CAN HARDLY BE CONSIDERED A TERRIBLY PROPER GENTLEMAN AT ALL.’ This is from page 27 (!!) and now on page 663, one of the ogres has stolen the swing and equipped tireswingkind. I guess any semblance of this still being John’s yard and John’s house is gone. The other ogre has taken Sassacre’s, while the imps have plundered the magic chest. I guess I’m thinking about how everything in John’s home that means something to him is now being used to hurt him, how he doesn’t get a place of respite or even a safe place to keep his possessions, which only highlights the need for the captchalogue system – for John and as a part of the story.
I’m so excited about Dark Kingdom Politics based on how the small imps are scared of the big imps. Thinking of them as chess pieces, it would not be correct to say that pawns are scared of rooks and bishops, as in chess no piece can threaten another piece of the same color. But seeing them as soldiers from a ‘kingdom entrenched in darkness’ (p.424) engaged in a war against the light, this fear does make sense, suggesting a more complex social order and NPCs with an inner life and a motivation beyond ‘grab object and attack.’
With that in mind, ‘You stop being the imp because that was stupid’ (p.657) is too hasty, I think that command giver was onto something. Your name is PAWN #413. As was previously mentioned you are AN IMP. A number of your SIBLINGS are scattered around this house. You have a variety of INTERESTS. You have a passion for SILLY HATS. etc. I am being silly but I really would like to get their perspective, especially if it complicates the binary of light and darkness in ways that might affect John’s choices further in the game.
But the real star of these ogre pages is the visuals. The ogres are comically big, to the point where it’s hard to get a scale of how big in comparison to John. Seeing John’s house from a bunch of different vantage points, and then seeing a single toe curling in through the window or a hand slamming down from the roof as imps react in terror. I really enjoy quickly flicking through all these different angles of the house. I think this section would be cool as an animation too, like a faster paced version of the one on page 250 – I don’t know which version I’d like better but it’d be fun to compare.
The Sweet Bro & Hella Jeff on page 663 suggests we’ll cut back to Dave now, who, like John, is preparing for a dangerous rooftop encounter. Goodbye for now John <3
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On page 651 we are treated to the LONG AWAITED GARDENGNOSTIC REVEAL!!!! We just get her silhouette (and pronouns, on the next page) so while I think the spikes on her head are just messy hair, it could also be a fun hat. This is a low bar to clear I’ll admit, but so much media has a lot more male characters than female, so I do appreciate Homestuck keeping things more balanced among the leads.
John’s dreams are represented in clouds. The two other places we’ve seen clouds are above John’s house before he was transported to the Medium (for example, p.82) and surrounding Skaia as it is described by Nannasprite (p.422-423). So it’s kind of like John is able to see all the way to Skaia in his dreams, and he sees his dad, a birthday cake, a box of Gushers, a harlequin emblem, Slimer, Harry Anderson, and finally his friend gardenGnostic. We then get a quick flash through the Sburb installation screen, a pumpkin, and a spirograph, as John suddenly wakes. Seeing the installation screen is especially wild – it’s like Sburb is reloading in his mind as he wakes.
Getting the GG sighting almost felt like a ‘be careful what you wish for’ moment, because John’s conversation with her on page 652 is the most frustrating thing I’ve ever read. If someone tried to message me like this I would block them. In past conversations GG has seemed mysterious, now she’s just obnoxious, and I don’t know if she’s reacting to John saying she ‘seems like a pretty regular girl’ and is trying to prove him wrong, or if there’s another reason.
For example, there are definite inconsistencies in how she talks about the meteor that might have been near her house, and possibly other things too. In the first Pesterlog we see between GG and John (p.169) she says ‘GG: there was a loud noise outside my house!! GG: it sounded like an explosion!!!!’ and also asks John what Sburb is, and if he got her package. On page 293, GG reports back and says that she ‘went to investigate the explosion’ and confirms that it was a meteor, describing it as ‘pretty big’ while not being allowed to get too close.
Then things start getting weird. On page 382, GG tells Dave about her present for John, saying that ‘GG: he will not open it GG: he will lose it!!!’ Based on timezones this conversation takes place 49 minutes before the earlier one with John. On page 442, GG gives Rose the tip about Sburb’s ability to resurrect Jaspers the cat, although does not mention Sburb by name.
Both of these stand out, but have plausible explanations. But what really tests the limits of possibility is this new conversation on page 652, in which GG says she ‘was confused’ about the meteor, ‘fell asleep for a while’ and ‘lost track of time’, that the meteor is ‘hard to explain’ but she ‘know[s] what it is now’ and strangest of all, ‘and now i know everythings going to be ok!!!’
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So originally I was wondering if GG might be two people, twins perhaps, one who has a psychic connection with a god or other powerful entity and one who doesn’t. That doesn’t explain how an explosion (that could be confused for a meteor) could prophesize good fortune, though. What might explain it is a UFO crash, manned by aliens who were somehow able to share some knowledge with GG. Given John’s movies, it is about time we got some aliens in this story. Honestly I’m pretty lost and don’t have a solid theory that explains everything even after sitting on it for a few days, but Rose and Dave are right. There’s something weird going on with this girl.
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machiavellli · 3 months ago
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I don't know why, but I never took you for liking men in beards ( personally I like them clean shaved, but to each their own <3<3<3)!
I wish you both the best!!! 💕
Could you please give us some cute anecdotes between you two ( we don't even know each other, but I really think you're both cute together, I remember reading the post in which you talk about him and it's so cute!) ?
I just wish to have a good caring loyal romantic boyfriend and find the one! 😭😭😭 I've been single all my life.
oh well, this was unexpected but at the same time really sweet, so thank you so much anon🫶
gonna write under the cut, ‘cause I don’t want to annoy everyone (that’s also the reason why I don’t talk about him too much here)
a lot to unpack, let’s go by the order of your ask
1. The beard thing
I have to say that I used to be of the same opinion, even because when we first got together he was a BABYYYYY (we were 16 jk) and he had no beard, no hair chest, no nothing lol. But as we grew up he obviously grow into his features and if at first I was not really intrigued by it, I have to say that it does looks so nice on him (I will never admit it tho, cause I complained about it at first). Also, even if he would shave it completely, I don’t think he would be able to reach again that level of smoothness again lol. He is quite hairy in general, so it is what is, but I don’t complain, since now I definitely prefer the beard.
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idk if you are referring to that post where I answered the question if I believed in true love (in that case, wow you know the LORE).
But anyway…some anecdotes mhh
he is like very smart. bro could learn literally anything and I’m glad that he sticks to the scientific/economic side of academia or he would also steal my thing lol. He is smart in an “academia term”, like, again, when it comes to learning, understanding complex concepts he is the best at it. but when it comes to the most simple stuff he becomes silly😭😭
he is so slow when he has to do certain tasks, like cooking, choosing clothes,… Or like one time, he studied computer engineering for a year before switching major btw, so he knows it all about computer, programming, software, whatever, but I discovered that he had no idea that you could select multiple pictures when deleting them in your camera roll. LIKE I KNOW IS NOT THAT SERIOUS, but it was so silly. bro could program a tracker from scratch in 30 minutes and it would take him more for deleting 50 pictures.
he is like very passionate about me. I’m his favourite person or thing to do in general and it’s not my impression, he tells me. when you ask him “what do you want to do?” he will always say “stay with you”.
brotha is clingy af. like I did know that his love language was physical touch, but he could pass an enter it’s hugging me and it would still no be enough.
he once told me that the goal of his life was to make me happy and to make me free from work, so that I can write and do the things I’m most passionate about, without having to worry about anything. THE GOAL OF HIS LIFE. apparently he also told this goal to his father.
actually very interested in philosophy, he knows more than me, he said that he would never peruse a career with it, but it’s an important hobby of his.
now. I’m not a bad person. But when I say that he has no red flag expect the fact that he is with me, I mean it. Like he gives so much and I don’t feel like I ever give enough in return, just because he is unmatchable (also mind you, this is from my pov, he would absolutely say that this isn’t true)
tells his friends how they should treat their gf and calls them out if they do bullshit.
Very kind soul.
Very silly man. Sometimes I hate how much I can’t. stop. laughing. when I am around him. Just because he doesn’t the most out of pockets jokes, but just when he is around me
Cat coded. He loves dogs, but if he was an animal he would be a cat. There has been not one time where he would lay down and ask me to scratch his back or hair.
Brotha got the most beautiful curls on this planet earth and no it’s not an exaggeration. His hair are curly, but it’s like this perfect “boccolo” form.
I said in the past and I’ll said it again, he looks like he belongs in ancient Rome. That nose. Beautiful.
He is definitely the one that suffer distance the most, when I am away on holiday he used to get so sad if I didn’t call him everyday.
He definitely would like to do me surprise, but has no clue on how to organise them. He is romantic but would like to do more, but he is like how????????? Again, struggle with simple things.
He hates his brown eyes, but to me they are the cutest, they look gold in the sunshine :,)
I am more of a nerd than him, I’m the one who drags him to anything that has to do with Star Trek, Star Wars, marvel,…and people are always a bit surprised by that
He lets me tap for hours!!!!!!!!! Because he loves to hear about my interests and he smiles while I do it😭
He is a shy dancer (not like I know how to dance too, but with a glass of wine I really start to not care)
But the only thing he is shy with me personally is speaking in English. Because my accent “scares him”. BROTHA. So if I start to talk in English he will answer “baguette”. I’m not kidding.
Very entrepreneurial type of person. He did a lot and does a lot.
Doesn’t really have a favourite artist, but his top artist on Spotify is Chopin. But he used to like a lot Elton John
He works on fixation, this month we have the ✨rubric cube✨ (he wasn’t to do it in less than a minute) and ✨biking✨
You will never know what to gift to him, because he will always answer he wants “you”🙄
He is loyal and so am I. One time a girl tried to approach him by talking about philosophy and i told him that she was flirting probably, he apologised (even if he did nothing wrong, brotha was only talking about Schopenhauer and had no idea of the girl’s intentions) and blocked her on the spot without me saying a word.
Very passionate about health in general, his and the people close to him. Fan of eating well and exercising.
my mom calls him “Saint” because he has to deal with me. I have to say, I don’t always behave so well (YALL IM TRYING), like when he was doing the major I previously mention, he would return from uni on Fridays at 22:00, so the first thing he would do was taking the car and coming to my house. A couple of time, I didn’t even reached the door to say hello, I was to tired, but he never got mad.
He never gets mad in general. He is just a little sad when I cancel plans, I’m the only one between the two that cancels (I swear I’m good too, BUT I DONT STAND A CHANCE IN COMPARISON)
Bought me many plushies, ‘cause he knows I love them.
Will say to me multiple times in a day “you are beautiful” just beacuse I smiled
Only person in the world that told me I look better without glasses. Usually people tell me I look like an alien-
Makes fun of me for not having a driver license, but he would take me anywhere with his car if I asked.
we write each other a letter every three months, beacuse I just love everything about this too much. He always says that he loves me, really, but on a letter we all get deeper.
we are from the same year, but I am 5 months older
he really would do anything for me and I don’t think it’s beacuse we are young, or because we have been together only for 4 years (even if I would say it’s a big number at my age), but because his family was the once to teach him how to love unconditionally (yall they are all so beautiful together😭).
he gives, gives and gives and would never ask back
My blanket man<33 even if during summer it’s insufferable
When we swim together I can just hang on him and he will drag us around LOL
We call each other other “amore” (love) or “tesoro” (treasure)
Never pressed me into doing anything, not once, at it should be, but I sometimes look at my friends relationships and it’s not always like this sadly.
My strength. If I am studying those days it’s just because he is giving me the strength to do it. I’ve been studying in his room and I can’t only really concentrate when someone is around, so he has been helping me endlessly lately. And I know it means so much to him, because I know how much he would rather talk or hold me instead of watching me studying.
We are both a tad old on the inside, we are very chill, not really social, the type of people that wouldn’t talk at a function.
Anyway, I feel like I’ve been over sharing tooooo much, but who doesn’t love a question about something they are passionate about? Hehehe
There are good men out here, I have the proof, you just gotta keep your standards high :))
I was lucky that I got introduced to him through a friend (@/indac0) and after a month we got together. I love the idea of growing with, many people, even adults (ew) told me that I should go out and “experience” instead of staying in my very healthy relationship. But I would rather have grown with someone kind and learned what love is, than trying situationships that I know what would take me to anything. And I believe that this road it’s actually the only one that makes you understand what you like and the only one that won’t make your time feel wasted, because you already know that you are going nowhere with flings and that you will have lost time anywhere. Why not try something serious? Why not try to become a unique piece of puzzle with someone?
This is personally how I view this.
I wish you all the luck with love anon and thanks again for your kind words💖🫶🌷✨
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karkkle · 5 months ago
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MAZONITE POSTING!!!
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a girl and her girl
i could actually talk about Mazonite for hours i hold her so dear to me for no reason.
so i shall lore dump. all of this is subject to change but i feel like yapping rn.. anyways
Mazonite's the drummer for her sex rock band Eudialyte! She does most of the writing for the band but her voice is a little too, in her opinion, raspy and yucky to sing. ): What you get for 10+ years of chain smoking ig
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She's in her mid-lateish twenties and acts like a college student who has no sense of self preservation. Her kitchen usually has nothing but juice, cereal, sauce, and leftover local restaurant food. Sometimes theres a bagged precooked chicken if she's feeling rich. Also the baked goods her girlfriend brings her!!! Those go fast though.
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Mazon met Floyd outside of a bar one night. He was in his mid-late teens, playing guitar for money in desperate attempt to get back on his feet after his solo career failed. Don't worry, he gets another shot at it later.
She offers to take him in! Floyd's a little hesitant, as one should be when an intoxicated woman comes out from a bar after her band's performance and offers you a place to live. Eventually he accepts when she offers to take him to get something to eat. They go to some dingy local joint and she gets a burrito (VERY IMPORTANT(not really(i would kill for a burrito rn(thats all)))). She mentions her girlfriend over dinner and the wlw mlm solidarity is enough to convince Floyd he's safe with her. Maybe not the best logic, but he's a queer teenage boy and that's more or less the logic we all had at some point.
Mazonite has no recollection of the events the next morning but is chill with this new roommate. He's sassy but they get along. She dubs him her "nephew", which he doesn't exactly love.
Floyd: I'm not your nephew.
Mazonite: Why can't I be? ):
Floyd: For one, you're as old as my eldest brother. For another, we aren't related.
Mazonite: Consider, Flo, that I am like the cool sexy lesbian aunt you have been missing your whole lifey-wifey?!?
Floyd: D- .. Don't ever say sexy and aunt in the same sentence.
Mazonite: I buy you black hair dye and this is how you treat me??? ):
He learns to stop caring about the nephew title.
Eventually Mazon introduces Floyd to the band and he maaaybe has a little crush on their guitarist/singer, Aveil. What gay emo teen doesn't love a guy with long hair, a little facial hair, and tattoos. Anyways, the band loves him! Mazon's girlfriend, Renée is a bit worried that she isn't feeding him properly. He assures her he's fine. Renée starts sending more homecooked dishes.
Floyd joins Eudialyte when Aveil gets arrested for smth stupid a few days before the band has a show. Mazonite begs him to sing, just for one show, just one night. Floyd's against it just because he's really set on being a soloist, but Maz pesters him into one show. He ends up really enjoying it. Who knew being a band could be fun? Just like back with...well...nevermind. He'd rather not talk about it.
Floyd stays singing for Eudialyte when Aveil returns and he helps Mazonite write some of the music! Way down the line Floyd leaves Eudialyte to pursure his solo career, and the band couldn't be more thrilled. They are his biggest fans (: Mazon goes to every show she can and screams as loud as possible as close to the front as she can get. Bro owns all the Floyd merch she can get her sharp little fingers on.
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She's my silly meow meow
Anyways idk what else to say there's def more to her but I'm drawing a blank lol. Mazonée endgame tho they are so in love and I could make a whole post on their relationship. They get married one day and have a daughter!!! :D
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OC SHIP ANGST OC SHIP ANGST OC SHIP ANGST KM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES
A/N: YA WANT OC SHIP ANGST?! I’LL GIVE IT TO YOU!! :3 BTW GANG SHOUTOUT TO MOSS THEYRE SO SILLY FHSKSKSHSD LOVE YOU MOSSSSSS YOURE AWESOME <33 ALSO SORRY FOR THE WAIT I HOPE ITS OKAY DHSKSHSB
CW: Talk of burn scars, blood mention, insecurity, hate talk to self, mention of self harm scars, mentions of depression, panic attack (maybe idk what you call what bro went through), etc. (pls let me know what other content warnings I should add if I need anymore, much appreciated <3)
Genre: Angst + Hurt/Comfort
Synopsis:
The reflection was never too kind, especially to Leviathan. He couldn’t look at himself the same. With her it made it so much easier…. But she’s a human. And he’s a demon…. How could she love such an ugly creature?
This writing is based on one of my various stories, called Haunted Family. Could go into the lore if you guys really want, but long story short follows a family full of monsters and has demon lords which represent the seven deadly sins. Yes I slightly took this concept from Obey Me but I swear they’re different dhskshsjshsj 🙁
Enjoy the angst that rots in my brain :3
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This image was created with ElenaA's Kiss Crew btw :3
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“See you later, favorite older brother of mine!~”
Asmodeus waved goodbye to his older brother as he began to walk away to the portal of his realm. He looked down and sighed. A visit with his younger brother was always…. Pleasant. But it always reminded him of what he envied.
Leviathan walked through the portal and looked around his room. He realized Livana wasn’t home quite yet. Good, that meant he could prepare something for when she got home. She was a human, after all. She needed the food.
He stopped in front of his half shattered mirror and stared into it for a moment. His face was littered with mismatched patches of skin and the horrid…. Scars. He put his hands to them, feeling the roughness of the burn skin around his face. He looked down. Asmodeus didn’t have burned skin…. None of his brothers besides Lucifer did…. But his burned skin wasn’t noticeable since they were on his back. Leviathan’s was very noticeable. They were all over his body, primarily his face.
He shook his head, glancing down at the photo of Livana he kept on his desk. He thought for a moment.
Belphegor was worthy of his partner…. Asmodeus was worthy of his…. Even Satan was worthy of that stupid angel…. But was he worthy of Livana? The answer was “no” in his eyes. She was so beautiful—so perfect. He wasn’t. He was far from it. He would always be far from perfect. Anything but.
The curse of being a demon of envy; a being of pure jealously and hatred to the world…. Is that he would never be happy with himself. He never would. He would always hate himself. Hate others for what they had and he didn’t.
From his blue and green hair, to his grey eyes that he could barely see out of sometimes without his contacts in, to his burned, miscolored skin that stung every time he let out tears.
To his horns that didn’t curve but just stuck up from his head, to his odd looking ears that resembled a sea creature, to his hands that had long claws and turned black at the beginning of his knuckles.
To the various roughs scales on his skin, to the few fins matching his monstrous ears that found themself hidden under his clothes, to his slightly spiked tail covered in rough scales.
To the way he acted, to the way his voice sounded, to the mere way everyone seemed so carefree and he wasn’t.
Everything. He hated EVERYTHING about himself. And damnit, it hurt. It hurt so much. He hated himself so much. He could never really control that. He would never love himself. As a creature of jealousy and hatred…. He was destined to this, was he not?
He was so wrapped up in his thoughts, he didn’t hear his lovely human come home. She found her way to his room and was about to announce her presence before she noticed he was on the floor. He looked so dazed, so angry. His arms were crossed and his long claws were digging into his skin deeply. Enough to make him bleed through his clothes.
Livana stared for a moment as she got closer. She gently sat in front of him and touched his fast, which made the demon lord flinch. He looked up, ready to kill someone until he realized it was—
“Liv….?”
“Hi, my love.” She whispered softly, looking at him with concern. “…Did you get too wrapped up in your thoughts, again…?”
“Wh— No, I—“ He stopped and realized he was on the floor, that his arms were stinging from the desperate grasp he had on them. He looked at her and looked away. Livana placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.
“You’ll heal soon….”
“I know.”
Livana gently grabbed the demon’s hand and placed her other on his face to make him look at her. He stared at her face. Her deep green eyes, her flawless skin with all of her piercings, and her shoulder length raven colored hair…. All things he loved about her. It made him feel better—much more calm. He felt his body become limp against her touch, leaning into it subconsciously.
“What’s wrong?”
“I…. I don’t know…. Sorry…. Let’s get to—“
“Not so fast.” She sat him down as soon as he tried to stand up. “You do know…. Just tell me? Please?”
“…I… thought too hard, again… it’s…. Nothing it’s really—“
Before he could say anything more, Livana hugged Leviathan close to her chest. He froze, looking down for a moment. He felt his eyes sting, blood forming rather than tears. He let them fall as he cried into her. She winced at the feeling of the blood on her skin, but she ran a hand through his hair gently.
“Leviathan…. You know you’re just as pretty as the rest of them, right? You’re just as good as them too…. Must we go through the reasons, again?”
“…F-Fine…”
“Let’s start then.” Livana pulled him back slightly so he could look at her. He looked at her with his blood filled eyes, which made her frown. She gently wiped the blood as much as she could, kissing his head once more.
“Your hair, eye color, ears, tail, scales, and everything else that seems… fish-like, is a correlation to your species of demon. Your horns and claws make you unique as a demon. Do you think any other of your kind, or any demon in general, is ugly or anything of the sorts because of those aspects?” Leviathan shook his head, looking at his girlfriend as she continued to speak.
“The various patches of different skin tones, including the black fade on your hands, are things people find pretty…. I find them beautiful. And many people with your skin condition are very beautiful. Would you tell them they’re ugly?” Again, he shook his head.
“Your voice is…. My, it’s amazing. It could put me to sleep. Your personality is amazing for someone under so much stress running a whole kingdom… you’re strict when you need to be, kind when you need to be too…. And you may not be as carefree as anyone else but that’s something you can work to improve on…. Would you tell someone they’re an awful person if they thought the way you did?” Once more, he shook his head.
“As for your scars….” Livana paused for a moment. She rolled up her sleeves and displayed her own from a few years back. He stared at them and winced, knowing very well what she went through. Knowing very well if she didn’t get help—she wouldn’t be here today. But his eyes also focused on his symbol on her arm, which made him relax slightly.
“I know our scars are so much different…. I mean yours are burns and mean you sacrificed so much….. mine are just from times it got too much…. From when I thought giving up was my only way out…. But, I’m here, aren’t I? And I can proudly show my scars…. Tell me, would you call me an ugly person because of my scars?”
“No..! Of course I wouldn’t… you’re…. Perfect…. Scars or not….” Leviathan replied as he looked at her.
“What if I thought I wasn’t enough for you? Or that your brothers thought they weren’t worthy of their partners?”
Leviathan stared at her and looked away, “But that’s diff—“
“No it’s not. Hun, you cannot just demean yourself because you think you’re below everyone…. You’re not. You’re not below anyone. Not Yoku, not Deity, not Lucifer, not Mammon, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Satan….. you’re not below them. You’re not below anyone. Please…. Don’t think so lowly of yourself.”
“…It’s hard not to…”
“I know it’s hard, but I promise you…. I’m here every step of the way. Even if you can’t redeem yourself, you can still get out of this bad state…..” Livana kissed his head as he looked at her.
Leviathan stared at her and leaned into her touch. “…I love you…”
“I love you more… I love you so much….” Livana smiles at him. “You seem tired…. We should sleep.”
“…Not before you eat.” Leviathan stood yo and helped her up. He took her hand and lead her to the kitchen. Livana stared and smiled at him.
How could he doubt his good heart, she thought, he always made her she wouldn’t fall….
And she would make sure the same for him.
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A/N: If you were to ask me abt what these two meant to me I would stare at you and write a book.
Remember, you’re amazing, you’re wanted and needed, and you’re the best <3
Have a good day/night!! I hope you enjoyed <33
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odsont · 1 year ago
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I tried to fight my inner demons as hard as I could but...
Why I think Wanderer would be a better archon then Kusanali
(By not a lore player, if you disagree with anything I say, please explain why, I would like to hear, trust me, I try as hard as I can to find at least one good thing about Nahida's character so if anyone has anything to say I would be so glad to hear it)
(Didn't mean to offend anyone)
(Unless you're Nahida)
So I come up with some reasons why Baladeer would be a perfect archon (based on personality, God criteria and official genshin writings and lore), why Kusanali is not supposed to be an archon at all (based on personality and archon criteria and on lore of other gods) and why having Lumine fighting sages and helping Wanderer to become a God would make the game and Nahida's character so much better (based on my opinion) and now I can't stop thinking about it
(Nahida is so selfish and noone knows it because of her acting like uwu anime cutie who cries for no reason all the time and saying that she likes hooman while girl literally manipulated her person just to make her believe in Nahida's views, used Katherine's body without her consent (and got it damaged, broke Katherine. (I care about her and her creator a lot, ok?) Saying that it's fine cuz she's a puppet (Katherine was showen as someone who's a living creature many times and even if she is just a souless puppet, she's still Sandrone's property), took away Scaramouche's gnosis with no hesitation even tho bro begged her not to (he was technically her enemy but taking away his heart was too personal, beating him up or anything wouldn't be.)
Listen..maybe I'm being too empathetic to a fictional charcater, but when she said she only kept Wanderer to use him, it was fine, if she killed him it was fine, but the moment when she talked about breaking his heart just to scare Dottore (she could've done the same with her gnosis, she wasn't about to actually break it anyway) really made me feel so so bad for him. Like I'm a bitch and I would bever do smth like that??
Another thing that people say is that "Scaramouche is evil" "he tried to take Sumeru away from Nahida" so is/did Barbatos?? Morax?? Ei even in her own quest was a bad guy (literally a part of Inadzuma quest was about Inadzuma needed someone more empathetic then Ei's puppet, oh, what a shame that Ei never made a puppet that was actually kind, understanding and incredibly good at politics/s)? Rukha too ig?? Archons are evil in one way or another, Scara said himself that their fight was an archon war (because Archons also fought each other for territories) And Nahida obviously lost (would have if traveler wasn't there).
We literally have 2 more canonical confirmations that Scara would be a good archon.
We saw how much he loved Haypasia and *cough cough*
"But those of this world who call such a being a "false deity" misunderstand the true meaning of the word. Shouki no Kami now understands countless things and shoulders unassailable might, and may be said to surpass mortals. If gods must love mortals, then Shouki no Kami, who grants failure in equal measure to humanity, loves them also. If gods must watch over humanity, then Shouki no Kami, who has borne witness to infinite love, hatred, partings, grudges, and maddening anger — thus does he watch over mortals".
Dide literally fits the "archon criteria" perfectly??? Nahida doesn't (expect for her loving her people but I already said why I disagree with that but I believe my point was too subjective to actually count it) I'm pretty sure I forgot some of my arguments but I'm too tired to write it anyway lol. In my personal opinion Sumeru would be better if we just fought Sages and then helped Wanderer become a good God, Nahida could be a better character since this way she would be allowed to be silly child
(I just realized interesting thing that both Nahida and Wanderer were created (most likely from irminsul) destined to be a God but not being able to achieve this at first, hey, maybe they both could be Gods, we got 100 updated about desert, no way a baby can handle it by her own + desert people were treated as less "human" then others for ages, Scaramouche would feel so much empathy towards them!
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sillygoofyqueer · 6 months ago
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The Untamed review: Episode Five!!!!!
long intro les gooo
Why do father and father have to fight??
Hahaha, he smiles so cheekily whenever he sees Wangji
He dusted off his sleeve for him, 100% boyfriend material
"let me tell you something, I heard something-" *gets fucking snatched by his boyfriend*
off to the library pavilion I guess
So peaceful, just wait
Haha, look at how Wei Wuxian is sat
(Three minutes in and I'm distracted by ice cream)
Wei Wuxian just looks tired and bored hahs
What is this man doing, his back must be in so much pain
The little sigh and the head in his handdddd, he's just as in love, neither of them even realise
Wei Wuxian, what are you planning
You're just complimenting him now
HAHA THE FULL ON GLARE
"you can call me the same!!!" Oh, Lan Wangji wants to
He doesn't hate you, he's just gay and can't admit it
You're so pathetic, Wuxian, I love it
You sneaky little bastard
Don't place the blame on him, you gremlin
FUCK, MORE WRITING
He's so sincere leave him slone
He'd love to see you kneel WHO SAID THAT. WHO THE HELL SAID THAT?!?
His silly little giggle, and then the crying of not being able to speak
WEN NING MY SON.
WEN QING MY DAUGHTER.
BOTH WENS I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH. SHE HAS SO MUCH PRESSURE ON HER.
They're such good siblings
Wen Ning, you little guy 😔 WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?!?!!
Let them just be happy, they deserve it
Bro's reading while Wuxian is giggling and having the time of his life. Don't think I'd didn't see that little glance, Wangji, hehehe
THE SMILE AAAUUUGHHH
He drew something for you, LOOK AT IT
The little glance in his direction!!!
Sobbing, they're in love, they're in love.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA THEY KEPT IT IN
Lan Wangji looks ready to pop a blood vessel
"outside, then we'll duel" "Haha! No."
He's so fucking dramatic, I love him so
EXCUSE MEEEE???? DID YOU JUST..... CURSE????
He is literally just about to go feral. Boutta cry.
Nie Huaisang and Wei Wuxian are such besties.
Jiang Cheng is such a brother
Hahahaha, "did you say my name" "I ain't no snitch"
Jiang Cheng does not want to be involved
EYO SMOKE????
Nie Huaisang is sooo knowledgeable
Bro's flicking his nose to get thoughts
Nahhh, Wangji is so ready to pop a vessel. And Xichen's grin at his name hahaha.
Just you wait buddy boy. Just you wait.
SU SHE CAN SUCK MY DIIIICK. He's fine for now though.
Oooooh, Caiyi town!!!
You ain't ready for that level of responsibility, Su She
They're soooo serious
You're not my jiejie????
Jiang Cheng grinning when Wen Qing notices him hehehe
"I'm here too 🥺"
YANLI ARE YOU OKAY??? ARE YOU GOING TO BE A HOMOSEXUAL WITH WEN QING
That's right, they're a family too
Wen Qing is getting both the Jiangs my god
Hehehehehe, you're sneaks
WEN QING IS WITH THEM!!!!!
Lan Wangji, you want him there
Lan Xichen is literally setting them up
THAT'S RIGHT, WEI WUXIAN, STAND UP FOR QING!!!!
WEI WUXIAN, YOU ARE LITERALLY THE BEST. YOU ARE LITERALLY COLLECTING PEOPLE AT THIS POINT HAHAHA
Lan Xichen, you sweetheart
"why'd you let him come? 😔" "You looked like you wanted him to come" XICHEN YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR SHIP, GUARD IT WELL
"don't you want them to come?" Literal silence from Wangji
Wuxian and Wangji hahaha
Don't be mean to hiiimmmmm, he's giving you lore
"Eating humans??? Not my water spirits"
The ships sinking??? BLACK WATER SINKING SHIPS??? False alarm, wrong show 😔
The way he rushes over to chat to Lan Wangji
"you're so boring 😔😔😔😔" he's like a stroppy child. I'd sleep
IT'S BEHIND YOU, oh, he's gone
Bro is literally drinking on a case, he has no chill
Wen Qing, you're so suspicious right now
Jiang Cheng, in kind terms, is telling Wuxian to shut up
Bro, stop offering him alcohol
Now Lan Xichen is acting suspicious and even Lan Wangji picked up on it
HAHAAHAHAHA WANGJI WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHAHAHAAAA
I'd be so pissed if someone did that with my alcohol.
Bit misty, innit?
Y'all are the scariest things in the mist
Wei Wuxian, you mustn't look so eager around Wangji, it's not a good look on you
The Wens just chilling in a boat together
Wuxian, my lord!!! You saved him!!
Show offffff
He looks so proud of himself, and he immediately doesn't want to upset Wangji
SHOULDER BUMP, THAT'S FUCKING ADORABLE
Stop it with your lack of gayness, it's not fooling anyone
Ewwwww, what the fuck is that seaweed
Kill it with fire
"what's the name of the sword?" "Whatever" I love that you're trying, Wangji
HE JUST EXPLAINED IT, IT'S NOT HIS FAULT
The fog thickens
Wen Ning you're so pretty
Fucking seaweed AGAIN
JIANG CHENG WAS HURT 😔
Wen Qing so willing to help. Awwwwwwhhh.
I understand why people ship them now, it made no sense from the book perspective
Wen Qing you're so pretty
I love how Wen Ning immediately pulled his sword out
"what's good, y'all?"
EW, SEAWEED
Shit, the seaweed is smart
They're all on high alert now
I didn't even know that water ghosts did that
HAHA, THERE GOES YOUR SWORD
Someone help Su She, he's hopeless
WEN NING WHY ARE YOUR EYES CLOSED LMAO
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH WEN NING YALL????
Woah, Wangji so smart and strong ☺️🤭
"just hold my hand" "nuh uh" they're gay
Xichen, you're the baddest bitch around
What's wrong with my son??? Is Wen Ning okay???
He's just checking up on him
Awwwww, Wuxian, you're sooo sweet
He's such a lil guy, he's so helpful
What's wrong with my baby???
Awwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhh, I'm sobbing, bonding moment
Jiang Cheng aw, what you looking for...ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT QING??? YOU SLY DOG
Wei Wuxian snacking hehehe
Wen Ning is such a little guy, look at him pointing
Wangji said that Wuxian had a point to Xichen, he's such a little simp
Nice catch, such a waste though
JIANG CHENG'S LITTLE SMILE!!!!!!
DID WANGJI JUST BUY ALCOHOL, OR WAS IT WANGJI?????
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hollojollow · 11 months ago
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hello bangers i have brought material to feast on in these trying times
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i really like ythe draing of the backgorund with the king(the ghostly bitch at the back) and the cultist members surrounding the pale man. the eye at rhe botoom is something too along with the chair they sit o even if you cant sww it frown. anwyasy ihhh i think i could have done pale man better since the pants and white parts dont look the best but ill take that i can have..... i dont wanna redraw this entire thing sorry bro i want my sanity still
anyways this is from alore i have created when i was one digit about two different unfused gods fighting (theyre nto really gods because they are liek. holding the others key parts on being a god) and this is the [REDACTED] part of the whole sides with the pale man at the middle beign an anomaly of the redacted and the the guy at the top beign the king (unfused god one side) and uhhhhh there is silyl amoiuhnts of lore but i am writing too much and i thinnk i should stop so dont be silly to hit me up when you feel like asking me about my banger lores (theres so many of them)
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lorelune · 10 months ago
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hi lore its past 2am and i just finished the fic and bro i actually had to stop reading in the middle bc i started tearing up so bad-
it was so wonderful! i can see why it was indulgent, and i honest to god felt this cut in my soul that i didnt know was there be threaded together from this fic...you cooked so hard even my spirit ate-
i dont understand how you can write yandere so well and then pull THIS kind of universe-mending art from the same place. you said you added smut but it was more LOVE than just copulation or fucking or anything of that sort. i think you ruined me, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THESE EXPECTATIONS JING YUAN ISNT REAL SOBBBB
in any case, you cooked so hard--who said michelin is only 5 stars, the astral express is about to deliver a whole solar system with what you did. i will now dry the spots on my hair that were wet with my tears and have the best sleep of my life, thank you again lore! it might sound silly but you healed something in me that i didnt even know was hurting, and im eternally grateful that i ended up on your blog.
happy new year!! thank you for a soft, warm start to my year, i hope you also have a comfy start to yours!
SLEEEEEPY!!! thank you thank you thank you 🥺!!!!!! very happy you enjoyed the meal sleepy 🙏 i do so enjoy being in the kitchen... cooking up something homey (and hurty lol) up 💕
i'm glad you enjoyed the ooey gooey goopy smut :3c truly like... drawn from how much i adore jing yuan and how i've been chewing on his character for the past while... in addition to like!! my own proclivity for goopy lovesick smut LOL (you don't see it much on lorelune, but on my beloved old blog it was like!! my bread and butter). i do love delving into the soft stuff when i can :'^) it is like!! a little shattering in a good way!! cathartic is perhaps the word.
i hope you achieved that goodnight's sleep and rested well with lovely dreams of beloved jy 💓 thank you again sleepy!!!!
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akaikami-cherryblossom · 1 year ago
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Hey guess what my kid has a relationship timeline now
Year 1
Pre-Mankai
-Lu and Saku barely cross paths. They saw each other at auditions for Hana High’s drama club, but only she got in.
-Lu also tends to catch his monologues by the riverside on the way home from practice. Why is he always there so late?
-(This is expanded on in the lore post)
Spring
-Saku’s monologues slowly become more cohesive, and it’s always one show: Romeo and Juliet(or Julius? The name seemed to be wrong). Lu assumes it’s a newfound interest in one show, but he’s been leaving school earlier these days, as if there’s somewhere he needs to be.
-He’s also been stopping by her classroom more often, typically to pick up or drop off the boy every girl in her class seems to be infatuated with. Masumi’s never really struck her as more than an acquaintance, but looking at Sakuya up close, he’s kinda…cute?
Summer
-The more time Lu spends at home, the more kids she notices popping up in the Mankai dorms next door. Of course, that strangely included Masumi of all people, though Sakuya was showing up more in her mind. Was that why the monologues started to fit together?
-She wonders when the last time the abandoned building was so lively…
Autumn
-Another one joins the trio of Hana High boys. Lu can’t help but see Sakuya as the only sane one.
Winter
-Not much, honestly. Was that an audition sign out front? But it’s for men…
Year 2
Spring
-Looks like someone landed the spot for the Spring Troupe. That’s fine.
-Sakuya…graduated? That was surprising. She always thought he was the same age as her. Oh well, there goes the highlight of her day.
-Though there was one way to see him. Lu works up the courage to buy a ticket to Mankai’s performance of The Wonderful Charlatan of Oz. Sakuya had really improved from when he was clunkily reciting Shakespeare during her first year of high school.
Summer
-Another missed chance. Seems the audition was only held for one person. If only they truly auditioned people and didn’t just steal them.
Autumn
-Seriously, when was the audition? Did it just never exist?
Winter
-Masumi hasn’t been in school for a week. That’s strange. She saw him completely healthy recently, and he was seen at the dorm right before he disappeared!
-Oh, he’s back. And there’s a new guy in the troupe. No way she has a chance now….ensemble member auditions? These seemed reliable…
-Lu goes in to finally test her acting skills, hoping she’d pass as a boy. She didn’t expect to pass so well that she got in.
-Masu says he recognized her off the bat, Saku does once she’s not in “boy mode,” and even knows her name.(he knows???? My name????)(girl that is just something he’s good at)
-It’s decided it would be best to hide her gender for shows, yadda yadda it’s in the chara bio, this also allows her to continue in Hana High’s drama club because her roles are always small.
-It’s also quickly discovered(by Masu at least) that she has a crush on Sakuya, even if she isn’t fully aware of her feelings.
Spring(Harugaoka)
-Ok I know we skipped a year but bear with me.
-During this time, she’s gotten closer with(read: bothers) Masumi, and goes home with him often because she lives so close. (It’s also definitely not because she wants to spend more time with Saku)
-Saku also invites her along on a lot of outing events! Things like Queen Camelia, A Springtime Snooze, etc. If Saku’s there, so is Lu.
-This is also coupled with stuff like street acts!!
-The more time she spends with him, the more her feelings grow, and eventually her confusion spills over and lands itself in the Masumi cafe fic. Bro also fully feigns ignorance to her feelings until this point. V silly.
-This is also where the Azu cafe fic takes place.
-Skip a few weeks. Tenma-Saku fic.
-The next week is where the confession fic takes place, during the last tech rehearsal for Harugaoka Quartet. Sakuya spent a week writing and rehearsing the script, checking it off with Tsuzuru, and making sure he could find a time to do it.
-Turns out, telling Citron about your plan and feelings late at night isn’t a good idea because he can and will set up an elaborate plan to force you to confess your feelings to your crush.
-That’s it for now!!! More to come as the fics roll out :3c
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yxstxrdrxxm-a · 10 months ago
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Aaaaa navina, i hope you're doing well despite everything that's going on in your life rn!
I wish that you're at least having fun with how you run your ideas about the event too! I know it must be stressing considering you're handling 30 people, and all the lores thingy so everything could make sense, but at least, i hope you're having fun with all of it (^q^)
And most importantly, don't forget to eat, drink, and take a rest/nap regularly! I am threatening you to do everything here, okay?! /affectionate
- 🍀 anon
Oh, 🍀 anon! No worries, I'm trying to get through things on my end (esp with how life is like. Diving WAY too deep into sad boy hours and I STILL need to kick it's ass so it'd stop orz)
I'm having fun with the event, no worries o7 it's got me motivated to write for it and esp for some fun tidbits, but I think this week had me want to pull my hair out because writer's block is the biggest asshole known to man. I need to physically restrain it till after it's over like.. nah bro, not today. Dear God please, not today.
And most importantly, don't forget to eat, drink, and take a rest/nap regularly! I am threatening you to do everything here, okay?! /affectionate
HELP DON'T THREATEN ME?? tbf Ive forgor to eat bUT ITS OKAY I ALR DID THAT AND AM TRYNA NOT TO FORGET OTL DON'T KICK MY ASS /silly
(also pls dont forget too because dear fucking God, if you do, we're both struggling LMAOOOO)
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insertdisc5 · 3 years ago
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Hi!! I wanted to ask, in celebration of Deltarune CH. 2, do you have any updated thoughts and head canons about the game?? Like, y'know, similar to a previous ask about Kris in your Deltarune tag? Thanks!
thoughts on kris part 2 i guess???? (part 1 from ch1 here lol)
spoilers for deltarune like woah. this wont be kris focused just random thoughts on everything. thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk
not that many thoughts for this chapter tbh! EDIT LOL: this was a lie i have a lot of thoughts
-just in general i feel like the player isn't the only one controlling kris... like yes the player forced kris to do what happened in the snowgrave route but AT THE SAME TIME idk it feels like there's someone else too. just because of the terrifying voice i suppose. and also the jerky movement kris does every time they get their soul out? unless there's another reason for it... maybe getting your soul out means you walk weird lol
-BUT ALSO i feel like kris is 100% in control when they create fountains. idk it just makes sense kris would create them. to create another world, a better world, A WORLD WHERE THEIR BROTHER IS HERE PERHAPS? i do wonder why they get their soul out then though. i'm all for it sweetie! do whatever! i support you!
-(i am and will be playing deltarune with only kris' best interests in mind. i will not hurt anyone unless kris wants me to. dont worry my little meow meow im on your side! talk to me! no? okay ill stay under the sink its fine)
-speaking of asriel. SUMMER VACATION COLLEGE WHEN? SUMMER VACATION COLLEGE WHEN? SUMMER (starts crying) V-VACATION COLLEGE WHEN
-kris misses their brother so much it's so sad. if you make kris steal 5$ from asriel they take it "reluctantly"? talking to asriel online so often even alphys knows?? the google search?? GOING INTO ASRIEL'S GOOGLE SEARCH ROOM WITH THEIR EYES CLOSED BECAUSE THEY'RE CONVINCED THEY ALREADY KNOW WHATS IN THERE? THAT ONE IS LESS OF A MISSING THING BUT IM LIKE OH MY GOD
-the city walk with susie at the end makes it clear to me that kris really values susie's friendship... kris even sits with her if you spend long enough near the lake like aaaaah ;_;
-and even in snowgrave you spend your last acts with the final boss calling for your friends like YES there's a way bigger creepy aspect to this (kris as more of a Leader who Commands and commands their subjects to come) but still :'0 (and then noelle answers oh my god noelle im so sorry for the trauma)
-berdly. listen. listen. listen. liste
-berdly sucks but [berdly hurts his arm in the battle against queen if you don't save him because he doesnt want to hurt you] [berdly realizing smg's wrong in snowgrave and immediately taking steps to save noelle] berdly is my little crumb nugget. i will protect him.
-noelle. noelle. girlboss!
-like ooooh listen. hearing about the genocide path for undertale. made me go "that is SO COOL. i HAVE to experience it myself this is great. hehehe killing time" and like no regrets. i was fully enjoying the experience knowing i was an awful person. SNOWGRAVE THOUGH. i will never try this myself its too fucked up. casually grooming your childhood friend to murder people <3 and also acting like a weird stalker towards her <3 stockholm syndrome speedrun i will get all the info i can about this but i will never do this myself
-people remarking the kris/player>noelle relationship is similar to the relationship between player>chara in genocide path is like yes. chefs kiss. don't worry we just are making you stronger and everything will be fine "you made me kill my friend? and for what?" this is fine sweetie don't worry about it!!!!!!
-like the amount of details added to snowgrave, like if you equip noelle's watch she notices later? and her battle animations change as time goes on, she gets an ice shield and stops sighing in relief after battle? oh my god? oh my god.
-(berdly is not awake.) JUST KILL ME RIGHT HERE I HAVEN'T STOPPED THINKING ABOUT BERDLY NOT BEING AWAKE!!!!!
-also why didnt he turn into dust. so many possible reasons. is magic a thing in the normal world and perhaps no magic means no dust (theres graves). maybe he isnt dead. maybe hes braindead. maybe he'll come back. either way that boy is now in the closet big enough to put someone in
-also dess' name probably being december AND THATS WHY NOELLE LOST THE SPELLING BEE?!?!??! FUCK ME UP!!!!! JUST FUCK ME UP!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!
-also so many good pixel art this chapter. too many? i didnt need pixel art of cardboard noelle falling on the statue. like thank you but please. please it hurts my game artist brain.
-the expressions in this chapter were also top notch. all the unsettling noelle expressions like (i fall over face first)
-i threw away the ball of junk (which i already tried in ch1) and this time the game was like "ARE YOU SURE BC THIS IS A BAD IDEA" and kris felt bitter :'( (it deletes all your items in the dark world)
-i uh fucked up and skipped the susie+noelle scene bc listen last time ralsei mentionned seeing what susie is doing we missed some PRIMO LORE. turns out it just makes you skip the scene and you dont get anything new. welp
-speaking of ralsei well you know. he exists. but im stuck on him going "i just wonder what being ralsei-like even is...?" ralsei my dude there's so much i could say about this. do you feel like you can't be ralsei-like because you feel like you have to be asriel-like
-but also that makes no sense bc susie hasnt even mentioned ralsei looks like asriel. and i cant imagine asriel being so meek. so WHAT GIVES
-ralsei as kris’ “i wish i was a monster just like my bro and family and i’d look like asriel but with red horns [THE HALLOWEEN COSTUME] and my name would be something cool like ralsei instead of a boring human name like kris and im sweet and cute because thats how i act with asriel because ASRIEL MADE ME” theory because that would be cute.
-ASRIEL GOING TO THE CHURCH TO CONFESS HIS "SINS" WHEN "SINS" AREN'T A THING IN THE ANGEL BELIEF LIKE I KNOW THIS INTERACTION WAS TREATED AS A JOKE BUT WHAT THE FUCK ASRIEL?
-kris definitely has a connection with the big red door in the city, judging by what the kids say they probably went there... i feel like this place's dark world will be the Final Dungeon you KNOW some shit happened there. also the sounds you hear when you go there is the phone dark world call's sound slowed down? AND AFTER SNOWGRAVE APPARENTLY YOU CANT HEAR IT ANYMORE? HUWAH?
-speaking of songs the songs were all so good, My Castle Town rules, the berdly snowgrave music is stuck in my head, flashback is uwah wuahah, Until Next Time is so good, AND ALSO A FRIEND NOTICED THE DARK WORLD CITY THEME IS JUST tHE SONG 74 (MOST NOTICEABLE WITH THE SNOWGRAVE VERSION)?????? WHAT DOES IT MEAN????? it might be just "hey its just reuse" BUT MR FOX YOU KNOW WE'RE GONNA READ INTO THIS IS NOELLE THE ONE SINGING IDK BRO!!!!!!!!!!
-asgore dreemurr fired from the force what happun!!!!! game theory is that asgore is related to dess' death/disappearance but eh who knows
-you start the chapter at lvl2 and get to lvl3 after the final boss, a friend mentioned this is probably because we destroyed a world and im :0
-to go back to kris it's still so interesting to figure out who they are based on how they act/people mention them. like kris shaking the ferris wheel car? yeah makes sense i can imagine a pranking kid do this. kris' dance? yeah thats a little silly but i can buy it. doing cool anime poses? well i dunno this doesnt line up PERFECTLY but sure. BUT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN SNOWGRAVE... especially >proceed like that is such a weird thing that i can't imagine them doing, but i can't completely see the "player" doing either (compare with going to sans -which kris doesnt know- and going "SANS!" because of course the player would know sans), like THATS one of the reasons i feel like there's someone else in there. the weird robotic merciless actions. if im going super meta it feels like there'd be someone else like writing the choices into existence for us to pick you know? gaster probably? god i need to read more gaster theories i completely sidestepped the gaster shit bc i wasnt interested. anyway just spitballing
-(looks at big shot guy) please dont make him the next tumblr guy i beg you
-obligatory "queen was great" mention if only because this part made me laugh a little bit too hard
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that was a lot. thank you for letting me talk
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kiddphel · 4 years ago
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🎫 Here’s a gush pass! Feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers!
This has been sitting in my inbox for. Probably a month and a half at this point but lets fucking goooooo
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He. 
I don’t even know where to begin just... Wildly  moving my arms around pointing at him while going “HIM IT’S HIM LOOK AT HIM” because every day I am awake I am being annoying about him and making everyone look at him but really I just wanna look at him myself. And yeah at this point everyone and their dog knows I like him but like... I like him like him. A lot. And I need to get out of my “bro stop being cringe” mindset cuz like I really do like him so much. Oh my god so so much.
Szay is so PRETTY. He’s handsome. His hair looks so soft and his eyes being amber is just... Hnnng it makes me melt. He just has very pretty eyes. His whole face is pretty. It’s soft and slender which is deceiving since he is a RUDE bastard but it’s ok cuz he looks very very pretty. I also think about the fact that he’s 6′1″ a lot. He doesn’t deserve to be that tall, and I hate that he’s 11 whole inches taller than me.
His personality is abhorrent. He’s rude, he’s condescending, narcissistic, sadistic, mean, cocky. He’s all kinds of unbearable. And yet! I like him. A lot. He’s got a shitty attitude but I find it endearing, because it’s him and that’s just how he is. Sometimes I can’t help but laugh at the way he acts, mostly when he starts getting a little carried away with certain things like mocking people’s outfits because they don’t fit his sense of style, or refusing to break character for like 15 minutes pretending a fight with him is like a stageplay. It’s just something about him I like because yeah he’s rude and a bitch he’s... That’s just how he is.
I feel like I’m mostly roasting him for the atrocity of a man he is but really I like all these things about him. He’s a bitch but he’s my bitch. And it’s weird to think that I remember watching Bleach 11 years ago and seeing him and getting a huge crush. So bad that I would write his name with hearts around it. And then a decade later here we are again, coming full circle. But now it’s just 10x worse than back then. What was a silly little anime boy crush has become a whole damn comfort character for me and I really like him. He’s interesting to me as a character, and comforting to me.
Everything about him is fascinating to me. I can and have gone on whole rants about his backstory and lore and small details like how he’s ambidextrous or how Kubo forgot that he originally had different boots on and started drawing them wrong mid fight. He’s so in depth and complicated for a character that exists in one arc that aired 10 years ago in the anime. He only appears in 20 episodes out of this 366 episode anime. But he’s so special to me and he has so much story to him that I’m just captivated. Every day I wake up and think about him. I hate it. But I also kinda like it, I guess.
I don’t even know if this is a gush any more but I like Szayel. I like him a lot. it feels weird to be so soft for an asshole minor antagonist like him but unfortunately I cannot help it also he probably played a major role in making me gay so that’s his fault.
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xaz-fr · 5 years ago
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Starting a new mini vignette series called Us Two. Basically: I'm my own dragon pairings biggest fan (except maybe newt....) and damnit I want to write my pairings doing CUTE SHIT (for the most part)
Up first we got Layali, my Progenitor, and Najaïr, a Shard of the Windsinger. I love them both SO MUCH like wow. I love them ;0;
@deadpool-scar-bro @hikayelastoria @cornsnoot-fr @redlion-fr @mushroomdraggo @murdoch-fr @tales-around-sornieth @frxemriss @rainhearts-hatchery @rexcaliburr-fr @starry-ampelope @reanimatedfr @ally-fr @golden-lionsnake​ @rookfern​ @khadjin-fr (let me know if you’d like to be added to the lore pinglist)
The wind made the bamboo wind chimes clatter softly. Layali had made them. Najaïr had never known anything like wind chimes before. With the Bamboo Snakes it was utilitarian or mechanical because of Kala. He’d never seen something to have because it made you happy unless it had another use. Bonten thought it was stupid to have extra ‘garbage’ to carry around with you. Najaïr didn’t totally disagree because it he did hate hauling stuff around. As the biggest of the Snakes other than Kala he always had had to carry everything and any extra thing was something he had to shoulder. So. Not fun.
But Nadalin just made the wind chime wherever they stayed for more than a few days. She hung it above their sleeping nest and when Bonten complained about she’d just look into his bright green eyes and tell him to do something about it if it made him so upset. Bonten, always more of a whiner than a dooer… never did. Najaïr didn’t mind. He liked them.
He was laid with Layali in their nest. Her slight form was curled against his in the pre dawn light, sleeping soundly as he was watching the wind chime. He liked that she slept so soundly. She said she used to sleep so horribly before, rarely getting a full night’s sleep, rarely sleeping without nightmares. But not with him. He had an arm around her shoulders as she cuddled against him, watching the sway of the bamboo and listening to the chime. He knew Jos was keeping watch a distance off with Green.
He sat up, still looking up when something started to move across the sky behind the leaves of the bamboo. It was a huge thing. Next to him Layali woke with a noise of complaint.
“Najaïr? What it is?” she muttered in Shingari, pulling on his arm. His ears perked when off in the distance he heard the high pitched thunder.
“Get up, c’mon,” he pulled her up.
“Whaaat?” she complained but did disturb their leaf and bamboo nest as she got to her feet, rubbing her eyes.
Using mostly his own magic and wing power he pulled her into the air. “You’ll see. C’mon,” he said urgently. Layali got her wings under her by the time they crested the bamboo tops.
Up this high dawn was more pronounced. The horizon was starting to lighten, the bamboo forest turning almost pink as a soft dawn peeked over the rising and falling mountains of the Ascent. “Look, look,” he pointed up and into the distance.
“Oh!” she cried. Out in the distance was a pod of sky whales. Three mothers with two calves and maybe a male. They played high up in the low hanging clouds, the young skimming against the bamboo to reach an itch they just couldn’t scratch. They were soft gray and green with curled and winding markings across their flanks with three sets of pectoral fins and short flukes meant more for speed that allowed them to swim quickly through the sky and clouds.
“C’mon, let’s go see,” and he grabbed her hand and started pulling her towards the pod. She didn’t fight him and when two Wind dragons wanted to fly somewhere they did so at speed. It took them moments to get closer to the pod.
The calves noticed them first and swam close to their gigantic mothers. But the mothers recognized them as the Windsinger’s children, same as they and were unbothered by the two small dragonoids flying between them. Even the babies were nearly as large as Najaïr had been before he’d taken on this form, their mothers truly massive next to them, larger than Imperials, larger than anything Najaïr had ever seen.
Layali let go of his hand to go closer to one of the calves. He just watched curiously and smiled when she coaxed it from the shadow of their mother. The calves were quicker than their mothers with greater dexterity and could almost keep with Layali’s casual flying but were very excited and keen to do so. Najaïr watched for a moment not really knowing what he was seeing. It took him far too long to realize she was playing with them. He hadn’t grown up playing with anyone else other than Kala and Jeddie and even that was never like this. He didn’t really know what play looked like. And now he saw Layali doing it and it felt like his hearts were much too large for his chest in a good way? He was a confusing feeling. He quickly flew over to her to play a chasing game with the calves.
Layali was more nimble in the air in this form than he was and didn’t just fly circles around the calves but him too. Watching how graceful she was made him smile. She looked so different from the girl he’d found on the Plateau bleeding from the nose. It made him happy seeing her like this, flying freely through the air, catching both his tail and the calves’ tails as she flitted around them. She made him dizzy and he didn’t want it to stop.
But it did have to come to an end. The pod was moving on. The mothers sang to their children as the sun broke above the low clouds, bathing them in glamorous golden sunlight, beckoning them away from the dragons to follow the pod. Layali called after them in Sinhgari and Najaïr smiled. Then she flew back to him and he felt his skin prickle all over like his scales were raising as she brushed against him.
“That was fun,” she said.
Najaïr’s mouth worked a moment, caught off guard with being asked to speak. “Y-yeah,” he blurted out, feeling really stupid.
“Do you want to go after them?” she asked him, stopping to hover next to him, her butterfly patterned wings barely moving.
“I think Bonten would wonder where I went,” he said.
She shrugged, “I guess,” she said.
“But if you wanted to-- I’d go anywhere with you,” he blurted out.
She giggled. “That’s sweet,” she said. “But we shouldn’t make the “Shard Chosen” any more cranky than he already is,” she snickered.
“Right,” he said. “We could stay out here a little longer,” he said.
She flew a bit closer to him, the clouds beneath them turning the color of white gold. “That’d be nice. I like it when it’s just the two of us. No Snakes. No Bonten,” she curled her rosette patterned tail around his and Najaïr felt both his hearts pounding like crazy in his chest.
“Me too,” he said. They were closer now than dragons could usually get. Only because they were both so skilled at Wind magic could they get within touching range without needing to move forward.
“Najaïr,” she said, sort of looking at the clouds, sort of at him. He was only looking at her. “You know,” she tapped her lips thoughtfully, “There’s a thing my old clan would do- well, the couples anyway,” and he sort of stopped hearing for a moment. All he could hear was the pounding of his hearts. He was able to hear properly after a few seconds, “”Have you heard of such things?”
“I’ll be honest,” he said, “I didn’t hear a thing you said.”
“What?” she seemed hurt.
He grabbed her hand, which surprised her, and pulled her as close as their big wings could accommodate and keep up their slow beats. He put her hand against his chest and she could feel the furious beating of his hearts through his thin skin. “I can barely hear you over the sound of my hearts,” he said softly, the second one only started beating like this when I met you.”
Her face softened. She took her hand off his chest and instead put his hand on her chest. “Mine too,” she said and he could feel the pounding of her hearts in her chest, making her soft, brown, skin thrum under his fingers. He smiled slightly.
“They’ve never done that before,” he said, licking his lips.
“No?”
“No.”
She smiled softly, “You know why?”
“You know why?” he asked, green eyes getting big. She sort of giggled.
“So what I was saying before,” she said. “It’s something those in my old clan did when they found someone who made their body do things they weren’t expecting.” He nodded, he wanted to know. “Just, this,” and she carefully pressed her lips against his. It was a funny feeling but he liked it immediately. He didn’t know what it was but it felt great and he was sure he wanted to do that again even as she pulled away.
“Oh,” he said.
“What do you think?” she asked him.
“I think one; we shouldn’t tell Bonten about that at all or he’d get real mad,” he said in a sort of staccato sing song tone that made her laugh. “And two; we should definitely do that again,” he continued in the same verse.
She just laughed again, “You’re lucky I like you or I’d say no after that silly voice you just used,” she said and cupped his jaw with both hands and pressed her lips against his again. It felt so nice he forgot to keep beating his wings and they started to fall towards the earth.
They caught the air in their wings as they broke through the bottom of the clouds. Najaïr wrapped them in a pocket of Wind magic with a hard flap of his wings and kept them levitating so they didn’t even have to fly anymore. He liked that better as she got very close to him, pressing her chest up against his, and kept kissing him.
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