#bpd men

[chawliekin]

and if I said that dennis’ insistence on being the breadwinner/provider despite literally being a pampered princess who dgaf about traditional roles of masculinity in every other regard (aside from ego) is because his mom only stayed with/chose frank for his wealth and dennis is highly aware that he’s difficult to love and unable to show his emotions openly so he has to be contributing something to the relationship materially in order to feel like he’s worth staying for… and mac grew up with parents who were extremely ambivalent to him and eachother so he has to overcompensate by proving his worth at every given moment and seeking praise/validation from people (and religious icons) who will never demonstrate the same amount of dedication to him but he has no idea how else to desperately keep himself close to those he loves other than by eroding himself into something they’ll approve of… dear god they’re both exactly what the other needs — someone who can’t and won’t leave them even if they try — and they don’t even see it…

[la1npilledg1rl]

Sad reality for most of us girl

[pinkcadavart]

Have you ever died in a nightmare?

Woke up surprised you hadn't earned your fate?

[abortionpostbirth]

hard not to break down entirely right now.

Why do I even talk when none of it ever matters? When the second I came out the womb as a female I immediately mattered less to people.

'The men are so lonely'. And we aren't? The world is against us. It's not safe to be around men but it's also unsafe to not be around them because other men could still find a way to hurt you and limit your power and ability to get a sufficient income.

I'm so sad. So heartbroken. So afraid.

[bloomdoom1]

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[w3brot]

Opinion on men?

[hisenemy]

[urstalkergf]

[adustoflove]

I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭

[kidsforever2007]

i'm afraid my type are men with glasses and longish hair that are much smarter than me

[hneymoonvio]

[lilspiritsworld]

i don’t feel good. i feel like i’m in a waiting room.

[toby-vents]

I hate having bpd I hate still revolving my entire world around someone who left I hate feeling like a shit person or a stalker just for asking people what they’re up to while being no contact I hate that I couldn’t be what they wanted I hate that they don’t want me I hate that I can’t move on I hate that I know they still love me I hate that I keep dreaming about them coming back or having a life with them and then waking up to nothing I hate when my phone says texts are delivered when they didn’t actually deliver i hate thinking about them in everything I see I hate that I talk about them to other people as if they were still my partner and best friend and in my life I hate that I can’t get myself to call them my ex I hate that they won’t tell me why they left I hate that I have to act as if the world is completely fine when my entire world feels like it’s still falling apart when I should be rebuilding by now I hate that I’ve just been drowning myself in hyperfixation media to ignore the void in my schedule and life I hate that I see us in every romantic video or couple in a media I like I hate that i want to grow old with them and they can’t even stand to talk to our best friend about it I hate that everyone thinks they’re the bad guy I hate that there isn’t a bad guy in this situation cause it makes it harder to deal with and I hate that their comfort is all I want and it’s the one thing I can’t have

[shesmanic]

i hope all men die tonight

[bloomdoom1]

[toopimpabutterfly]

Nightangel but as in Warren though having an outward angelic appearance is flawed and broken, easy to succumb to temptation and his own morals of right and wrong, a man who will not be willing to say revenge isn't worth it. A man who self mutilated himself from a young age trying to hide himself, a man of raw emotions, left split from his teenage years and then Kurt.

Kurt who is a man of greater faith than Warren, who I'd believe would be more spiritual than religious, he sees people to be redeemed and redempted. He admires Warren as a angel at first but throughout their time getting older he sees how flawed Warren is and how broken he is and Kurt doesn't care, doesn't care that an angel is so similar to everyone else. Kurt who wants to hold and love him for him, that final moment where everything clicks and there's peace. Though his outward demonic image to some he is trying.

Warren 100% gets diagnosed with some mental problems down the line considering his self hatred he'd have at a young age, a hate for his family, and his own self worth. Anyways I have an au about these two that idk if I want to actually draw our or write but I'll continue down here, these are some key points I have in my mind

So Warren's doctors knew from a young age he had the X Gene and such, he got it through his mother who in this AU of mine is Native. So yes Warren is mixed ❤️ jus light skin ANYWAYS, he's caught cutting his wings and ripping into his skin, this leads to a hospital visit, a long argument, ect.

Warren's mother has a mental breakdown and is deemed clinically insane and sent away/or in another draft kills herself one day while Warren is at school, returns to her dead (?) ((not very sure yet)) this leads to him not being able to remember her face for a very long time from trauma.

At 16-18 Warren is 'sent to a boarding school' aka just bluntly kicked out to fend for himself as he's been doing vigilante work, during this time he meets Kurt who's also doing similar work.

They form a duo and an odd bond, Warren believes some people cannot be redeemed, Kurt believes otherwise. Also if Warren's mother really does kill herself in the final draft he will have the gun she killed herself with on him as part of what he uses. Cuz. Why not! My favorite comics are Preacher and Hellboy. What'd you expect?

Another key plot point would be Warren having a mental breakdown and returning home to try and kill his dad, Kurt needs to make a choice here and I have two ideas for this plot area

Kurt assists in the murder to comfort and quell Warren, Kurt helps Warren calm down who can't pull the trigger on the man who hurt him and he doesn't understand why he can't

Some other funsies, they're 100% trauma bonded👅❤️, they admire each other's scars and their bodies, matching tattoos 100%, probably would be based on the 90s for the more grungy edgy aesthetic

Warren's trans what'd you expect tf

The name that's really sticking in my mind is Genesis for the idea of the project lmao