#blurry as fuck and making no sense

[thattreeistoobig]

I love my girlfriend but I hate that she shoves her entire face into my underarms, it is ticklish and uncomfortable and makes me feel so gross even though I know she likes it. Like I just can't stand it. It's not a comment on scent/musk kink, it is me being physically and emotionally uncomfortable because of it. I am squicked by it. I hate it.

I also don't like how she smells and I don't know why this hurts her because she just smells like sweat. I don't get it. I don't understand why I should want to smell someone else's sweat. It doesn't smell good, doesn't remind me of her, just makes my sheets smell like sweat and not-me. It's a bad sensory input to be able to smell sweat and I don't get it.

I honestly don't understand her fascination with sweat or why she thinks I should share it. It makes no sense and I hate having to febreeze my sheets when she's gone because she doesn't wear deodorant and it just smells like weird sweat.

[cokoweee]

Sumthin sumthin to me it makes sense don’t care don’t care 5AM ME APPROVED THIS UPDATE SO 9AM ME HAD TO COMMIT

K bye I’m running away forever💃💃💃

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[wickmitz]

— THE ELECTRIC-FEVER REMEDY.

[antiendovents]

ABT THIS GUY

they commented on my post abt endos being in the actually dissociative tag saying something like " undiagnosed systems also dont belong in the tag " ( they said more but i blocked them immediately so i dont remember it )

that bugs me a lot as someone whos undiagnosed ( but trying to be ) bc a lot of systems, especially minors, are in unsafe/abusive households where they legitimately CANT get a diagnosis or even therapy. I've also heard that, in some cases, it can take 10+ years to get diagnosed.

a diagnosis is not required to say you have a disorder, a diagnosis is a privilege!!

nod, nod. People who are anti self diagnosis are often the most privileged or the most ignorant fucks. Like what do you mean you think someone who could literally be kicked out of they got a diagnosis should just get one anyways or else stay out of the community that is helping them? What?

[nemotakeit]

hot take? i don't think blurryface is going to be "defeated" by the end of the lore. he might be the villain of the story but at the same time he's a living part of tyler as well. i think they'll win, but not completely eradicate the existence of blurryface. they might suppress him, or learn to peacefully coexist with him, or outgrow his influence or whatever - that's the "managing the tension" part. we also have to keep in mind that tyler is still struggling to some extent with his insecurities and vulnerabilities (though he's gotten much better ofc) and i think that aspect will be reflected in his art.

besides, they've said that some people might not like the ending, which insinuates we won't be getting a perfectly hunky-dory happy ending. i also don't think tyler is the type to give this kind of story a sunshines and rainbows type of closure.

the core message of twenty one pilots, although it has certainly evolved over the years, is that it's fine to be not okay, but you must fight for your survival. i think that the lore ending will leave us with the message that broken as we are, we have to stay alive AND push on through - and before you know it, you'll be in a much better place than when you first started.

[diamond-rings-and-gutter-bones]

The Fire does not Consume the Bush: On Charles Leclerc and Ferrari. Text from Amy Sillman in conversation with Gregg Bordowitz

[whosname]

[Id. Hijikata in his salarymen au persona. He looks very tired and has mayo hairpins on his hair; he is fidgeting with a pencil and has some nicotine patches on his chest and arm. Some messages from Kintoki on his right read "wait, the pdf looks blurry... (...) I attach the branding (it's just a logo)" End Id.]

Venting again.

[chrisbangs]

its 5:45 am and i just need to get this off my chest but when i see blurry pictures of chan my heart starts fucking racing smtimes like there's a very specific genre of pictures of him that get my head dizzy and my heart racing and it's always when it's kinda blurry and hazy and it makes me feel so many fucking emotions i dont know how to explain but it just drives me fucking insane like there's smth abt it smth that makes it feel so hazy and soft and dizzying in a wonderful way i don't really know how to explain it but it makes me feel sick in the head because i just . i want him

[unreal-unearthed]

morning after my first work christmas party. i can’t remember half the shit i said. but i know i am mortified and cannot ever enter go back to work again.

[ayyponine]

local woman gets two consecutive weeks off work, immediately starts experiencing some type of Ailment

[thattreeistoobig]

Had a really bad nightmare in which I'd been effectively kidnapped by some guy and I was so scared that all I did was hide in a corner and pretend I didn't exist, not reacting to anything at all.

Frozen in the corner knowing if I moved or spoke to anyone at all I would be badly punished.

Not a good dream.

[tiredflowercrown]

I am going to scream

I am going to cry

[d1rlin]

System fake claimers be like

Oh you're happy about posting a disorder? you're faking

You don't show stereotypical signs of DIDOSDD whatever, you're faking

You're happy? you're faking

You know what a inner world is because of therapy? You're faking

You have x amount of alters? You're faking

You do anything? You're faking

You're making fun/poking fun at your alters? You're faking

But if we flip the uno reverse card but onto other disorders it still don't make sense. Let me put it in prospective

You're happy about posting educational content about depression, autism, literally anything else, you're faking?

You can be happy one moment or months at a time, you're obviously not depressed

You're verbal and autistic? Faking

You know grounding skills and can effectively use them? You're faking

You have a long list of diagnosis' because of childhood disability/lack of mental health consultants when growing up so now you get diagnosed because you have the recourses you need? You're faking

You go to sleep? Obviously faking any disorders

You like to poke fun at a disability that is life long and use joking as a coping mechanism? Faking.

[daforged]

laser eye surgery is fucking wild what do you mean my right eye doesn’t need correction anymore

[blitz0hno]

I don't want to get off my phone I don't want to stay on my phone I don't want to pump gas I don't want to do deliveries I don't want to get ready for bed I don't want to write anything of substance I don't want to create I don't want to not create I don't want to be here I don't want to go anywhere I don't want to move I don't want to stay still my brain and body seem to simply want to sit here and Yearn

[femmefaggot]

a jaskier sentiment still halfsies etc typing is weird split between "styles" whatever anyway

we love trans voices so much the specific on testosterone voice sound that happens or the comforting lilt of many transfems i love you talk more speak more