d1rlin

[d1rlin]

My accounts will not be used further unless I decide to come back to them. Im tired of having death threats and being told to kms just because y'all don't know how to act. My side blogs are getting deleted today after this post

[d1rlin]

If you post ANYTHING to r/fakedisordercringe or r/systemcringe leave my blog now. You are part of the problem

You should never support these places.

They won't believe you if you are polyfrag. They won't believe you if you're OSDD. They won't believe you if you're PDID. They won't believe you if you experienced RAMCOA. they won't believe you if you use neopronouns or xenogenders. They won't believe you if you use pluralkit or simply plural. They won't believe you if you are autistic. They won't believe you if you're schizospec. They won't believe you if you have introjects. They won't believe you if you don't remember your trauma. They won't believe you if you do.

These subreddits and adjacent communities are ableist shit holes where people make fun of marginalized people to make themselves feel better or like one of the good ones.

[d1rlin]

☆ — WE-DO-NOT-OWE-YOU-MISERY ...

if you followed we-do-not-owe-you-misery prior to all of their blogs being taken down, please read the following document, or at least skim it. I am in no way a fan of or associated with r/systemscringe, I am actively against them in fact, but this needs to get out there urgently.

we-do-not-owe-you-misery was found out for gr00ming a minor. according to the owner of r/systemscringe, all of this information has been taken to the proper authorities. please mind that "alter age" and "mental age" are NOT excuses for any ADULT to have sexual or romantic contact with a CHILD.

i know that I interacted with and supported her in the past, so I feel the need to share this information, as I was a part of their fan base at the time that they got called out. be aware, be careful, watch where you step in system communities. not everything is as fun as it may seem, there are dangerous people everywhere on the internet. most importantly, stay safe dears.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[d1rlin]

Hey! I wanted to let tou know that syspunk-is-antiendo aka number1-syscourse-blog is a transmed and allows NSFW on a server that has, direct quote, "no age limit" (aka under 13 and up unlimited can join)

I thought you should know since they seem to be prevalent in the antiendo space

GROSSSS EWWWWW WHAT A WEIRD THING TO DO... yeah they used to follow me but I blocked them as soon as I found out they're transmed because GROSS. augh what a fuckin weirdo.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[d1rlin]

For a laugh I made this.

Top left; selfishness on top, traumatized on bottom + Emily on top traumatized on the bottom.

Below traumatized, above himbo + girl boss Zane and Alice.

Beside himbo + girlboss, above need + bimbo; owlet and Kinley

Bottom left; top says protector and the ACTUAL protect. Below the words it has bunny and clementine next to it it says 669

Top right; in quotation marks from left to right "what the flip", "what the fuck", and "what the skibidi" below the test there is A!CDE, selfishness, and Zane

Bottom left; from left to right. Book smart, street smart, and not smart under the text. Brun, selfishness, and beast

[d1rlin]

I agree. Just because people "can" doesn't mean they should. People tend to not think clearly with all the media they consume, especially if they're consuming THAT type of media. It's disgustingly obvious how some people act and as you said it should never be promoted.

minors shipping themselves w adult characters isn't fucking problematic it's literally fiction and fantasies and stop holding fictional characters to the same standards as real people 💀💀💀 I'm pretty sure selfshippers usually ship with self inserts or ocs that are adults/match the age of their f/os so there's nothing problematic about it??

minors shipping themselves a couple with adult characters is weird and problematic... you wouldnt do it irl so don't do it online either.

if you want me to stop holding fiction to the same morals as real life then youre also saying i SHOULD support minor x minor ships. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. if an adult is shipping themselves with a minor, its wrong and so is the other way around. Talking like a couple with a c.ai bot of your favourite adult character is also just as weird????

and this isnt about self-shippers who ship themselves with characters of the same age, if it was we wouldnt be having this conversation.

i also seen an influx in self-shippers posting sexual tweets or posts about their adult character. i have my reasons why they are on my dni.

so shut the fuck up YOU WHINEY LITTLE BABY 😭 I DONT NEED TO EXPLAIN EVERY REASON WHY THEYRE ON MY DNI? ITS MY BOUNDARIES AND MY DNI.

[d1rlin]

Are we also not talking about the legality of it OR the mortality? Shipping with an adult x a minor is disgusting and a disgrace. It's a minor. That is grooming in the modern world, that is not legal. That promotes the idea that having sexual intercourse between a minor and an adult is okay. Even if it's not a sexual relationship, it still promotes grooming, child abuse, and more. People are sick and desperately need to find hobbies.

minors shipping themselves w adult characters isn't fucking problematic it's literally fiction and fantasies and stop holding fictional characters to the same standards as real people 💀💀💀 I'm pretty sure selfshippers usually ship with self inserts or ocs that are adults/match the age of their f/os so there's nothing problematic about it??

minors shipping themselves a couple with adult characters is weird and problematic... you wouldnt do it irl so don't do it online either.

if you want me to stop holding fiction to the same morals as real life then youre also saying i SHOULD support minor x minor ships. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. if an adult is shipping themselves with a minor, its wrong and so is the other way around. Talking like a couple with a c.ai bot of your favourite adult character is also just as weird????

and this isnt about self-shippers who ship themselves with characters of the same age, if it was we wouldnt be having this conversation.

i also seen an influx in self-shippers posting sexual tweets or posts about their adult character. i have my reasons why they are on my dni.

so shut the fuck up YOU WHINEY LITTLE BABY 😭 I DONT NEED TO EXPLAIN EVERY REASON WHY THEYRE ON MY DNI? ITS MY BOUNDARIES AND MY DNI.

[d1rlin]

i don't care if i get hate for this in any capacity, endogenic "systems," you're ableist pieces of shit and i hate you, so much.

you will never know the pain that real systems have to experience on a day to day basis. you will never understand the ramifications of having this disorder. you don't get it.

you'll never understand the panic attacks, you'll never understand the trauma responses, the flashbacks, the episodes, the suffering.

you'll never get it, because you're not a fucking system. you make a mockery of our pain, steal our terms, invade our communities, and further stigmatize an already heavily criticized set of disorders.

we do not want, nor do we need, you in this community. we want you out of our spaces.

i hope those of you who are genuinely faking this disorder and not just confused hate yourselves for the rest of your lives for doing something so fucking vile.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[d1rlin]

how I feel after just deleting any hate in my inbox because nobody is forcing me to respond to it and ignoring people is funny :3

like wowzers!! you really just said that!! anyways delete

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[d1rlin]

Art done by me, the first one was done by me & the other is done by selfishness.

[d1rlin]

Let's be clear, any trauma inflicted disorder no matter if it's from child hood OR adult hood is not fun, nor is it quirky.

If it was up to me I would wish no one harm and ensure no one would ever go through what they did to get a disorder.

But it's not like that.

My disorder even down to the common depression is hell. I don't speak much about my depression, but that's only because what's there to say? A fifteen year old who tried to take their own life? Or that my depression is fun? Hell no. Let's not. My battle with depression has been a on going thing from when I was nine to now. When I was nine I felt relief everytime I was to hurt and by third grade I was kicked out of school for self harm. But people on the internet do not realize that. This is a disorder. Not a fucking play by play. Now, currently I'm highly medicated and have only been medicated for a year. That doesn't mean I'm always in the right mind. So when I say I'm hostile, I mean I will return the backlash with fax.

My disorder is a disorder I wish I didn't have. Including DID. I wish I wasn't a system, the word system has me sick. I see a lot of people faking disorders for clout, and it's stupid. I hate the memory gaps, the abuse and mentions of my abuse from other's mouth. I wish I was a mentally stable person, down to the bone. But I'm not. So yes, I will be pissed about endo's, other genics or the mere idea of anyone romanticizing disorders. This is not fun and games.

It shouldn't be seen as a fucking UWU moment.

[d1rlin]

I think I know what I want to go to work for. Only thing is ima spend so much money on it and there's a 0.0001 chance I'd get accepted

[d1rlin]

get to know me, pick some numbers.

1. selfie 2. what would you name your future kids? 3. do you miss anyone? 4. what are you looking forward to? 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? 6. is it hard for you to get over someone? 7. what was your life like last year? 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? 9. who did you last see in person? 10. are you good at hiding your feelings? 11. are you listening to music right now? 12. what is something you want right now? 13. how do you feel right now? 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? 15. personality description 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t? 17. opinion on insecurities. 18. do you miss how things were a year ago? 19. have you ever been to New York? 20. what is your favourite song at the moment? 21. age and birthday? 22. description of crush. 23. fear(s) 24. height 25. role model 26. idol(s) 27. things i hate 28. i’ll love you if… 29. favourite film(s) 30. favourite tv show(s) 31. 3 random facts 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys? 33. something you want to learn 34. most embarrassing moment 35. favourite subject 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? 37. favourite actor/actress 38. favourite comedian(s) 39. favourite sport(s) 40. favourite memory 41. relationship status 42. favourite book(s) 43. favourite song ever 44. age you get mistaken for 45. how you found out about your idol 46. what my last text message says 47. turn ons 48. turn offs 49. where i want to be right now 50. favourite picture of your idol 51. starsign 52. something i’m talented at 53. 5 things that make me happy 54. something thats worrying me at the moment 55. tumblr friends 56. favourite food(s) 57. favourite animal(s) 58. description of my best friend 59. why i joined tumblr 60. ask me anything you want

[d1rlin]

GOTHIC LOLITA DAGGER．   ➷

pt: gothic lolita dagger. end pt.

⚘   ⌣   definition．

 when one is a dagger who presents their unholiness through gothic lolita fashion.

pt: definition, when one is a dagger(link) who presents their unholiness through gothic lolita fashion. end pt.

COINER．  voice of the egocentric．  ➷

⚘   ⌣   gothic lolita + dagger．

⚘   ⌣   attack on @winecovered   5pt (base) + 2pt (non-gender) + 1pt (revenge) = 8pt．

TAGS．  @coinfight @radiomogai @vampitsm @presentationflag-archive @rabidbatboy @sevvys @angeltism @zoeynovie @jigumis @sysnarc @wailingclowns @redacted-coiner．  ➷

[d1rlin]

The 'new' judgement day has me throwing hands

[d1rlin]

NEW THEME NEW THEME NEW THEME ‼️‼️‼️‼️

new layout

[d1rlin]