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Black Lives, Dreams & Futures Matter
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on the one hand I think inner demons could stand to have a bit more romanced rook specific content, but on the other hand the underlying in-built implication that 'yours is the one true voice of comfort and safety in my inner world' is a sentiment and intimacy so way beyond the romantic or the platonic or any secret third thing you could care to name that it makes me lose my entire poor little mind a bit. it's so big and fundamental — near-existential — that in that exact moment at least the distinctions kind of seem irrelevant.
all the people lucanis' mind conjures up along the way are relationships he has that are unavoidably mixed and fraught in some ways even when they're also full of love (they are fraught BECAUSE they're full of love) — the good in them inseparable from things that hurt him at the same time. (it's about: the basic disorganized attachment patterns this poor guy is dragging around with him. careful with those, they're dellamorte heirlooms. what you love also inevitably hurts you and you won't be allowed to have one without the other, you have to surrender parts of your soul to hold on to what little you have left: this is the story up until now.) and the idea that rook isn't that to him — that beneath the fear of wanting them when romanced (which is more its own separate thing because within this psychology, actively wanting something and not just clinging on for dear life to even a meager status quo lest you lose it is in itself dangerous bordering on catastrophic), this is a relationship where there isn't resentment, or guilt, or shame, or dread, or rage, or self-hate, or any of the other emotions that keep him paralyzed, unable to move this way or that. no debts, nothing owed of yourself and your soul's substance except what you can freely and safely and happily give. love and freedom don't coexist — but, I mean, you're almost starting to make me think........... unless...👀👀👀. the unconditional and undramatic 'you are here and I am here with you, you can be exactly how you are right now with me and it's safe for us both even though you're afraid it won't be, I'm not going anywhere' acceptance rook shows him here that he returns to them in the big romance scene, when it's rook who needs it. the way he's just. standing there in the center of it all, like a child desperately helplessly waiting to be found, hiding in the place he hopes you'll know to look first. (rook does know. it's one of the first things they say in there.)
in short the most important room in his little mind palace for the romance is the very first room — the one where rook isn't. where, in fact, rook cannot be, because they disprove the entire structure of the place with their existence and presence in his life. with everyone else he's putting words in their mouths about what they think of him, and rook is the one who actually gets to come in to speak their own words to him — and have him listen. ('he'll listen to you, he always listens to you', 'your voice is a comfort'.) of course rook isn't present anywhere else in there — at the risk of stating the obvious to a tedious degree, they aren't one of the locks, they're bringing the key. in the very finest 'the messenger and the message' sort of way.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#dragon age meta#rook is his first brush with actual safe attachment. and to me and because of who I am as a person#nothing could be more romantically devastating or impactful fhdsjkfhs that's literally the unreachable wistful dream the pie in the sky#the garrus romance echoes too. some of the same stuff going on under the hood here#you know who else he's sneakily like too actually? iron bull. the 'no matter where I turn I'll hurt someone I love' and dissociation stuff#there's that whole line about 'walking close to the edge or whatever'#which is masterful as a diversion b/c what this romance is really about is feeling truly safe with someone#in a sort of weirdly realistic way that makes it struggle with the conventions of video game romance but sure is Doing something!#and I unwittingly made a rook who also is on that specific arc so it's working out just devastating for me thanks for asking#the part in andrea gibson's 'prism' that's like. there is no shelter in the womb it's where you learn the cord that feeds you#could at any moment wrap around your neck. I think that's the initial understanding of love here. which is not good. if you think about it.#I don't think I really write these kinds of posts btw I just black out for a while and when I wake up from the trance I too#get to read what the fuck I've been thinking about finally. corralling that raging electric storm#that keeps overtaking my neurons at regular intervals and translating it into if not sense then certainly words. lots of words#no one is ever more surprised than me to find out what i'm thinking and feeling
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Fuck it one piece au where there are a bunch of different languages
The lingua franca is called Grand but most islands in the Grand Line also have their own languages. All the Blues have their own language but it has a bunch of different dialects. The Celestial Dragons have their own language, so do the Skypeians and Fishmen, etc etc
I’m still cooking this au up so I’m not done BUT I have thought about the straw hats and their languages so;
Luffy - Eastern (east blue language) and Grand. Randomly uses fancy words/grammatical forms bc of Sabo
Zoro - Eastern, Grand. Was taught the Wano language at his dojo. Knows the polite forms but rarely uses them
Nami - Eastern and Grand. Picked up a little of the Fishman language from Arlong and his men
Usopp - Eastern and Grand. After Little Garden, he attempted to learn the language used on Elbaf
Sanji - Eastern, Grand, and Northern. Has a North Blue accent he can’t quite hide
Chopper - Grand and the Drum Island language, speaks in an old-fashioned way bc he learned from Hiriluk and Kureha
Robin - Western is her mother tongue, but she also knows Eastern, Northern, Southern, and Grand. She learns new languages very easily. One of the only people left in the world that has an Oharan accent
Franky - Southern, Grand, and Water 7’s language. Tom taught him a little of the Fishman language but he wasn’t very interested. When he’s exited his South Blue accent gets very thick and no one can under him lol
Brook - Western and Grand. Speaks an old dialect of both of them. Forgot a lot of Grand during those 50 years. The Rumbar pirates primarily spoke Western.
Jimbei - Grand and Fishman language. Was pleasantly surprised to find that Franky could understand him
Bonus: Vivi - Grand, the Alabastan language. She has knowledge in all four Blues languages (part of her education as a princess)
I might come back and add to this once I’ve thought more about it but if you’ve read this far cheers! Dunno if this’ll interest anyone aside from me and my friend skdjsjjssj but I’m putting it out here anyway
#yes ik that this would make multiple arcs impossible shhhh a girl can dream#honestly it was just a matter of time before I did something like this#anyway. tag time#one piece#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#nami#black leg sanji#usopp#tony tony chopper#nico robin#franky#brook#jinbei#jimbei#jimbei is fucking impossible to tag
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and if you think that this love poem is about, I promise you, it is.
#words#literature#poem#quotes#spilled thoughts#writers on tumble#poetry#spilled ink#aesthetic#marvel#what if#loki#captain america#travel#architecture#europe#france#riverdale#olivia rodrigo#titans#art#minecraft#illustration#wlw#mcu#dream smp#dark academia#cottagecore#black lives matter#blacklivesmatter
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First Date 🍒🖤
#bbc#bbc snowbunny#bnwo propaganda#bnwo/bbc#interracial snowbunny#snowbunny thoughts#interracial aesthetic#bbc breeding#black owned#bbc for white#white girls gone black#bnwo#team black boys#white girl desires black#white girl for black power#say no to white bois#snowbunny dreams#snowbunny#sizequeen#size matters#qos4blk#qos4bbc
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“she’s so me”
#black girl tumblr#coquette#girlblog#girlblogging#the craft#rochelle zimmerman#bones and all#eves bayou#13 reasons why#the bear sydney#prudence blackwood#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#representation matters#female hysteria#coquette girl#cause she literally is#black girl moodboard#manic pixie dream girl#female manipulator#this is a girlblog#black girl#coquette aesthetic#girl interrupted#just girly posts#this is what makes us girls#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girl blogger#girlblogger#girlhood
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Martin Luther King Jr. was a Christian Socialist!
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#history#martin luther king jr#civil rights movement#christianity#social change#african american history#mlk day#historical figures#blm#i have a dream#socialism#american history#black tumblr#love not hate#role model#black lives matter#black excellence#black history#martin luther king day#social justice#1960s#united states#civil rights#nickys facts
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Just need someone to match my nasty energy & be a freak who loves kisses.
#words#literature#poem#quotes#spilled thoughts#writers on tumble#poetry#spilled ink#aesthetic#marvel#what if#loki#captain america#travel#architecture#europe#france#riverdale#olivia rodrigo#titans#art#minecraft#illustration#wlw#mcu#dream smp#dark academia#cottagecore#black lives matter#blacklivesmatter
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Meaning of Afẹ́ni(Yoruba name)
One who loves another.
Morphology
a-fẹ́-ẹni
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a - someone fẹ́ - love, want ẹni - person, individual
Tupac Shakur's mother, Afeni Shakur, was born Alice Faye Williams on January 10, 1947, in Lumberton, North Carolina. She changed her name to Afeni Shakur when she joined the Black Panther Party in the late 1960s. The name "Afeni" is indeed of Yoruba origin, and it means "lover of the people" or "dear one" in the Yoruba language spoken in Nigeria and some other parts of West Africa.
Afeni Shakur was inspired to adopt the name "Afeni" during her involvement with the Black Panther Party, a revolutionary Black nationalist and socialist organization that sought to address issues of racial injustice and inequality in the United States. The Black Panther Party had connections to various movements and ideologies across the African diaspora, including the Black Power movement and African liberation struggles.
By taking on the name "Afeni," Tupac's mother was expressing her solidarity with the struggles of oppressed people and her commitment to fighting for social justice and equality. The name change symbolized her dedication to serving her community and advocating for positive change, reflecting the values and principles that were central to her activism and personal beliefs.
#african#afrakan#kemetic dreams#africans#brownskin#brown skin#afrakans#african culture#afrakan spirituality#afeni#afeni shakur#yoruba name#yoruba names#tupac shakur#tupac#rip tupac#tupaclegacy#2pac#hip hop#rap#rap music#black panthers#civil rights#stop cop city#black lives matter#civil rights movement#black panther party#one who loves#malcolm x#angela davis
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Snowbunnies Get Free Weed 🐇🌿💨
#bbc#bbc snowbunny#bnwo propaganda#bnwo/bbc#interracial snowbunny#snowbunny thoughts#interracial aesthetic#bbc breeding#black owned#bbc for white#weed#white girl for black power#say no to white bois#white girls gone black#snowbunny dreams#bnwo snowbunny#real snowbunny#snowbunny#sizequeen#size matters#bnwo#stonerbnwo#qos4blk#qos4bbc
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"Why do you look so frightened...?"
BLOOD WARNING Also me questioning the Dreams update thingy for oyster because I'm me-
Okay look, while I myself do like sum good ol' added angst material; I don't really know why she even stole and (maybe) murdered her "friend" in the context the nanny gave. I mean- I get it in the lore-sense to specify how she apparently got "cursed", but that just didn't feel right to me. Because it conflicts with this flavor text in a trivia screen. "Old sailors say that when a mermaid loses her pearl, she will be cursed to descend into the lightless abyss." Soooooooo.... Originally I thought because since she gave her pearl to moron Oyster Senior, she was slowly becoming more and more corrupt along with the growing greed of dumbass. But. she was still putting on a brave and happy front. Because love right? Until eventually Oyster just ran off and completely and literally threw her to the deep end... And THAT'S how she got cursed and bitter. And it seemed to be going the way I figured... More or less, the naivete and growing greed was a new one but eh, I'm flexible. But then the whole petty theft thing happened suddenly and just... Why is it when she steals from her buddy does she THEN get cursed? Is that one different from the first one? does she have two? Is the Nanny's story add-libbed? WHY DID SHE EVEN STEAL FROM THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHAT WAS HER GOAL THERE???
#Thank for coming to my TedTalk where I question and complain about weird story beats for a game I don't even play#I'll be here all week.#IDK man Nanny's story be suspicious as hell#Nanny your character motivations don't make sense#Is it a matter of the story being shifted and edited throughout the generational line?#black pearl cookie#oyster cookie#crunchy dreams event#blood warning#gore content#kinda#cookie run#CRK#cookie run kingdom
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Chappell Roan is GREAT for my regression space as a kiddo who grew up partially closeted/forced myself to have crushes on the boys in my class…
I wanna make a Chappell Roan regression/moodboard :3
#age regression#age regressor#sfw agere#regression#ageregression#regressor#agere#sfw age regression#age dreaming#black age regression#black regression#black age regression matters#black regressor#chappell roan#chappell roan fan
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anyone else feel like life is a trap or is it just me
#like it's an endless cycle and you can't get off the ride. and nothing changes meaningfully and there are no better people it's just#this forever#flat circle. why should i care about my body if nothing matters. why should i care about education#why care about tomorrow. when it's the same#you know. it's just difficult when i don't see a point like i don't have that in me. i neverrr did i know this#and whenever i do or i think things will get better it's like a nice dream. and then i wake up#so that's how i feel.#mióta az eszemet tudom azóta#és mehet is a black box recorder child psychology. kakaót neki !!!!!!!#kata.txt
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hmmmm having angsty Lights Out thoughts
#i know when i post about it i usually make it Lighthearted if not outright Memey#but oh boy. this au is dark. like - like beyond the literal meaning#imagine being abandoned by your creators without so much as a warning#one day the lights go out and thats it. no answers. no comfort. no friendly faces or explanation#show's over. curtains closed. doors locked. they're all gone#it's just waiting in a pitch black room because surely the lights will turn back on. the next day will come#but it Won't. the next day won't come. it will never come. your friends won't open their eyes again. it's just you now.#you've always had company - friends and the comfort of feeling Watched Over by something beyond your understanding#but you blinked and its gone now. it's just you. no matter what you try or what you do - its. just. you.#days and weeks and moths and years of silence and a complete lack of color#burning matches down to your fingertips just to remember what shade of yellow your fleece is#its still wrong. firelight stains the color.#slowly forgetting the sound of your friends voices and what their smiles looked like and what the memories you made with them were#what was your best friends favorite joke? what was his hotdog order? how did he laugh? he used to pose for your paintings didnt he?#you can't be sure anymore. maybe the neighborhood was always dead. maybe You're dead. how can you tell?#you don't breathe. they don't either. they used to didn't they? you never did but they used to. ...right? you hope their dreams are sweet#one of your friends starts sleepwalking. you're so happy. she hurts you. you know she didnt mean it. you're scared anyway.#you can only see with one eye now. it feels... Wrong. all of your chalk drawings start coming out wrong too.#you keep missing when you reach for things. just one more thing to adjust to#were the lights ever on? or was that your own dream? you thought that was something you couldnt do.#you also thought the lights always come back. you were wrong about that. what else are you wrong about?#wh lights out au#wailing sobbing screaming etc over lights out wally... this poor little 12 apples dude...#aimlessly wandering through the town... walking through the buildings....#eventually getting so fucking lonely and desperate that you keep your best friend's severed arm for comfort#all you can do is protect your eternally sleeping friends from the Things crawling out of the shadows#mark another tally on the ground for each full circle the town clock's short hand completes#and wait for the day you fall asleep and join your friends dreams. it will happen someday.#you can feel it in the pitch seeping from your eyes and mouth. more with each decade that passes#just a little while longer. some more waiting. just you. in the dark.
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[Image ID: a cropped image of an excerpt from “The Will to Change” by bell hooks. Various spots are highlighted in different colors. Beginning from the first full sentence, the paragraph reads, “He was not interested in forgiving him or understanding the circumstances that had shaped and influenced his dad’s life, either in his childhood or in his working life as a military man.” The following paragraph reads, “In the early years of our relationship he was extremely critical of male domination of women and children. Although he did not use the word ‘patriarchy,’ he understood its meaning and he opposed it. His gentle, quiet manner often led folks to ignore him, counting him among the weak and the powerless. By the age of thirty he began to assume a more macho persona, embracing the dominator model that he had once critiqued. Donning the mantle of patriarch, he gained greater respect and visibility. More women were drawn to him. He was noticed more in public spheres. His criticism of male domination ceased. And indeed he begin to mouth patriarchal rhetoric, saying the kind of sexist stuff that would have appalled him in the past.” The last paragraph is cut off, the top which is visible reads, “These changes in his thinking and behavior were triggered by his desire to be accepted and affirmed in a patriarchal workplace and rationalized by his desire to get ahead. His story is not unusual.” End image ID]
Trans mascs that “speak out” against transandrophobia/anti-transmasculinity/transmisandry/antimasculism/whatever word of the month they’ve forced us to coin, I need you to see yourself in this. This is you. This is you leaning into the patriarchal role of “protectors of the poor weak permanently victimized women,” this is you leaning into the patriarchal role of “ignore your pain, ignore your emotional distress, ignore your psychological needs, stuff it deep down inside and suck it up.” This is you enforcing patriarchal (and therefore also white supremacist) attitudes about gender. This is you learning to shift how you operate under the “logic” of a white supremacist, capitalist patriarchal system so that you can get and maintain access to what little scraps of privilege the system will give you for your conformity.
You cannot apply “logic” to oppressions—it is not a math equation you can solve for. It is not internally consistent.
(And when I say logic, I mean formal logic, I mean mathematical logic, I mean specifically Western conceptualizations of logic.)
You can’t simply state that “men don’t face oppression for being men because that then logically means [something untrue about women’s oppression] would be the case and it’s not.” Oppression is inherently illogical. To assume it operates on a truly definable and fully understandable logic is to suggest there’s a “good” reason for its existence. Which if you examine that for just a moment, you find it also then suggests that there is truth behind how oppression works. Or rather, that oppressed people did some thing or are some way that deserves oppression in response.
White supremacy doesn’t operate on any logical basis. Patriarchy doesn’t operate on any logical basis. They weren’t constructed to be logical, they were hardly “constructed” at all. They came about specifically to uphold and maintain powerful people’s access to power. To call the systems “constructed” is almost to give people too much credit.
Perhaps at one point “white supremacy” was a very specific spark in the mind of quite a number of powerful fair skinned Western Europeans, (though many would understandably point out that white supremacy existed well before it was made explicit), but to suggest that white supremacy as it exists now, as a self-perpetuating system that is able to chug away, an engine for capitalism built and sustained on the exploitation and slaveability of Black bodies, was consciously and carefully designed to operate only within specific bounds that we can define and uncover? That’s trying to use the master’s tools to dismantle the master’s house.
Trying to equate the operation of white supremacy with patriarchy, or any system of oppression with any other system of oppression (though you really do see this most often with people equating racism with sexism) similarly does not work because they are not organized logically. They are not separable entities, either. It is true that there are common elements to different oppressions (see: Suzanne Pharr, bell hooks, Paulo Freire) and it is true that the different systems are interlocked and work together to hold it all up (see: Audre Lorde, Patricia Hill Collins, Andrea Smith) and it is true that they impact people at different intersections of oppressive systems uniquely and dynamically (see: Kimberlé Crenshaw, Jennifer Nash, Bonnie Thornton Dill & Ruth Enid Zambrana) and the systems themselves intersect and interact in different ways to produce unique effects which are dynamic across time and space and context (see: Cathy J. Cohen, Patricia Hill Collins, Rita Kaur Dhamoon).
At the end of the day, too, this whole conversation is also excruciatingly Western-centric, and most often Americentric. The white trans mascs (and any other white queers) decrying the concept that men could ever be oppressed for their being men, that men’s experiences of oppression could ever be shaped by their manhood (or their proximity to it), betray their ignorance to men’s experiences outside of their specific version of Western patriarchy. It betrays their understanding of patriarchy, white supremacy, and feminism as having been wholly informed by white radical feminists who appropriate the language of Black feminism while maintaining essentialist perspectives that reify and protect the same patriarchy they want to critique. As though patriarchy is just about men holding power over women and not also about men holding power over other men, not also about women’s complicity in maintaining and perpetuating it, not also about Western nations holding power over the Global South, not also about kinship organization, not about nationalism, not about colonialism, not about international and transnational politics, not about capitalist globalization.
I suppose this turned into something much bigger than it was originally meant to be, but I have fucking had it. I am fed up with white trans mascs from Western countries whose understanding of feminism is stalled at the stage where they’ve learned that white neoliberal feminism is bad because it’s not anticapitalist or intersectional enough but they haven’t actually learned what the fuck that criticism means because they think or behave as though “intersectional” is just another word for “diverse,” which they also maintain a neoliberal understanding of. I am also fucking heartbroken for all the trans mascs who are willing to lean into this patriarchal role where they close off their own emotions and dismiss their own problems and downplay the reality of being a transgender person at their particular intersection all because they’ve been convinced that men’s problems aren’t real problems, that the oppression they experience because they are transmasculine people is nothing to do with their masculinity or association with or proximity to (and subsequent distance from) manhood.
To claim that there is nothing unique about transmasculine experiences of oppression at the intersection of trans identity and gender is to willfully ignore reality in quite the same way that transphobes do when what they protest is “trans ideology.” Trans people will exist whether you personally believe our gender claims or not, right? So to fail to incorporate us into your reality is to have the temper tantrum of a toddler all because the world and its people aren’t as simple and uniform as you wanted them to be. Similarly, transmasculine people will experience oppression at this intersection regardless of what you want to call it, but to demand that we capitulate to language that flattens our experiences along the lines of either being transgender (it’s literally just transphobia) or our proximity to womanhood (it’s literally just misogyny), or even the two together but-not-really (it’s transphobia and misogyny but it’s not because of your proximity to manhood), is to suggest that there is nothing unique about our experiences of transphobia and misogyny as transmasculine people. Is to suggest that unless and until we are perceived as men by society, our experiences with oppression and penalization (and privilege by this logic, but notably not in practice) are indistinguishable from those of cisgender women and there is no value in discussing, dissecting, naming, or otherwise acknowledging anything transmasculine people experience—and then on the flip side, when society does perceive us as men, suddenly our experiences with oppression and penalization (and privilege by this logic, but notably not in practice) are indistinguishable from those of cisgender men, and so there is no value in discussing, dissecting, naming, or otherwise acknowledging anything transmasculine people experience.
We’re either basically cis women or basically cis men, whichever is more convenient and makes it easier to disregard us in the moment.
#transandrophobia#anti transmasculinity#transmisandry#it doesn’t fucking matter what you want to call it they’ll say it’s discourse anyway#contributions to theory#self ID purposes here I am a white transmasc in the US#this post is definitely US centric or Western centric but like that’s largely intentional this time around#Black feminist language is to white queers what MLK’s I have a dream speech is to white US Americans#like idk maybe actually engage with it on its original terms before you start putting it in your own fucking mouth
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