#bitch im autism

[greypeachz]

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[nickelanddamned]

Hi, feel free to take my new uquiz to discover what kind of vampire you are!

[cockyroaches]

Fucking. Happy autism day. Happy deltarune and silksong release dates reveal. What the fuck.

[burningarsenic]

Ink actually has so much analog horror potential. I have SO many ideas about it

Like. You know the whole Uncanny Valley effect theory, where we're afraid of something that looks like us but is not quite us? Ink is. Literally that. He lacks a soul, something that to monsters is FUNDAMENTAL. He has fangs which are usually signs of a predator. He mimicks the emotions of others by observing them and AUGH

[animucrystal]

do people really look at arthur and just go “yeah hes allistic” like that is the most autistic man ive ever seen (half joking). arthur is so driven and steadfast in his ideals so when something shakes him it shakes him Hard. its hard for him to regulate emotions well (trauma + autism). he trusts easily, which is funny because he says he doesnt when he so clearly does. hes “dense” at times and doesnt pick up on a lot of subtleties, and when he does he finds it hard to express what he wants to say (again this is both a trauma thing and an autism thing). he fidgets, especially with his mothers ring. theres alot more i could name but thats all i could think of right now

some hcs: he likes routine and this is mostly the reason why he gets annoyed at merlin whenever he unknowingly derails it, i got this one from a fic actually but i think one of his special interests is just like cataloguing and organizing things and when he was younger he liked doing that with bugs and as he grew older he had to focus his attention to more “practical” things (because of uthers insistence) so he does this with weapons as well as like utilizes this skill in directions as well, this guy hates so many textures i feel and all day everyday hes seconds away from a meltdown (which manifests into snappy anger) but he grits through it because he cares more about duty than his “weird brain problem”

i think itd be funny (and sad) to imagine arthur thinking he was probably cursed as a child, then a magic a reveal happens, then after all of that arthur asks merlin if he Is cursed and merlin is like “i think youre just. Like That. but thats okay im also kind of Like That” and arthur realizes that his manservant truly was just a little weirdo and that wasnt just his magic talking and maybe HES also a little weirdo. solidarity

[irisfixation]

im autistic so if i fuck you until you're bleeding and crying and i don't stop it's just because im bad at reading context clues and you didn't make it clear enough. so you cant get mad at me ok

[mistyscenter]

I love that this fandom doesn't understand Baxter's character, I adore how they patronize him,a whole ass adult, for facing the consequences of his actions.

I love how people make him feel like a sad little baby when he leaves mc as if that's not something he made extremely clear. I love how people treat this 19 year old as if he's not old enough to understand the consequences of his actions. I love how Baxter is aware of his flaw's but feels like he can't break them because people only see him as a tool and this fandom reinforces that.

I love how people will get mad at Nico for doing the cardinal crime of being 6 years old but will baby a 24 year old Baxter. I love how people make him this charismatic rich guy when it's shown that he's a hot mess that doesn't know what he wants. I love that Baxter's whole character arc is about his self sabotaging tendencies and how everyone ignores that. I love that people fell in love with the mask he had for most of the dlc.

I love that this fandom lacks reading comprehension skills and understanding of nuance characters, great job everyone for not understanding how writing works :)

[ravenkinnie]

so if everybody becomes somewhat of an opposite of who they were in s1, caitlyn is absolutely getting some sort of a corruption arc- you have a character who specifically refuses to be involved in those messy dark piltover politics and who now will inevitably become involved and its with NOXUS too, if she faced towards the light in s1 she will face towards the darkness now and I think this will be mostly a transformative arc for her where she will end somewhat bittersweet. but jinx is a character who has no overarching goal in s1, she works on emotional responses, she works on whims and wants and doesn't care about the bigger picture - this will likely be the reversal here where she's not going to become better but she will become DRIVEN. which will also not end well for her because it means she chooses to leave everything else behind and that includes vi and that other life she could have lived once upon a time. something something your biggest sin is that you betrayed and destroyed yourself for nothing something something

[creative-clawmarks]

Drew him on-model for once.

Then drew him off-model, to maintain the equilibrium.

[synthshenanigans]

I can't help it so I'm going on a mini rant about one singular line from Light because I'm so incredibly normal about it.

The line by Whole "This human you're being" has so much going on with it that means sm to me & I wish was discussed more.

It can mean, to Heart & Mind, that 1. you shouldn't treat the other half as something below a human being. Heart talking about how cold & uncaring Mind is. A madman thats turning whole into something he shouldn't be. Mind saying that Heart is something weaker than a human. A vile creature that should be left out or thrown away. Or how both their views on Soul are either something to control/that has control and not as a being that's a part of themselves/Whole. Not seeing it as a being with its own thoughts & identity [for the first half of Cacophony at least].

Whole stating that they're all just as important & human as the other and they shouldn't view them as something other than that.

But 2. Whole telling them that they should not only view the other as human but themselves as well.

While yes they do insult the other frequently, they also insult themself a fair bit as well. Mind viewing himself as a machine, something thats supposed to be cold & uncaring. Always having to be right about everything and never fail, otherwise he himself is a failure. Heart calling himself weak & vile. Overly emotional about everything; getting too heated in an argument, being too unhappy with life or himself in general to the point where it all seems too much care for and so he flips to becoming apathetic. Thinking those things make him fail at everything and only make things worse.

Or Soul having trouble seeing himself as something that has its own identity. His own Heart & Mind [and in turn his own head] fighting about what they should be. How they should act or deal with things and how they shouldn't. What roles they're all supposed to fit into. All to the point where Soul doesn't know what its supposed to do anymore or how to be anything which leads him to the Tridential Regicide answer.

And 3. Despite everything mentioned before, all three of them [together or apart] are being Human. That despite the Cacophony they're in, how likely it can happen again & loop back over, they'll still be human no matter what. That it just comes with being human. How they shouldn't strive to never have failures or have ups & downs or to be something others want them to be. That what they are already is enough & that they'll get outta Cacophony permanently one day and they can finally stay whole.

I frickin love Light overall but GOD that line kills me everytime I hear it. Especially when connecting heavily to the album and its characters or ideas it just hits hard & is so nice to hear.

Man I just typed 5½ paragraphs over ONE (1) singular line of a song that I've listed to for over a year and I still will never ever be normal about it.

[alienfailboy]

season 8 makes me SICK

[dragon-babe]

did you know?

[nerdyspies]

current vibes im trying to give

[yutamayo]

Is what it says on the label.

[glitchfang]

honestly shoutout to autistic adults whose special interest is something aimed at really really little kids that most people tend to dismiss and mock the idea of an adult liking it. not specifically ones where culturally people accept them as a nice comfort thing like bluey, i mean people who are elbows deep into barney the dinosaur and peppa the pig lore. yall are stronger than any US marine.

[stjernec]

Head in hands.

🤲🤲 I'm praying for my self-restraint. I do NOT have time to write an 8 page MLA formatted essay on the fact that Sebastian is an abuser. 🤲🤲