#so that is interesting for me but is also interesting for me how ppl are quick to baby this man
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Also.. despite me posting whorish stuff- lol it's all joke ok. Im still a very repulsive aroace
..im not kidding when i say i want Gaz irl tho
I write not to jack off, i write because it's fun, and could be an interesting learning experience, language wise, psychology wise.. (im a nerd ok-)
So it's funny when ppl say people that most write smut be, porn addict, like- i actually have a negative physical reaction to visual porn, id make a face like- eugh. but sometimes i still look up for fic inspo, or art ref
Which is why i enjoy darkfic! I mean.. don't yall ever want to study a criminal's brain? Writing darkfic sometimes requires to do research on how to write the disturbing stuff in an intriguing way.. to make the reader disturbed from how we write the victim experience, to narrate the sick pleasure from the perpetrator pov, etc
For me, writing is also a form of art. It's not always about what the author is trying to express, but also about how you feel when you read it
The meaning could be objective, which is my discussion about fic/literature in general is fun af- we're exchanging out pov and knowledge
If i see anyone complaining "this is rape" in a fic explicitly tagged noncon/dubcon
I'm blocking u
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I don’t think Nora had Jeremy fleshed out fully when she wrote TSC and that’s why his narration is so avoidant. Also I don’t think she finds him as interesting because his trauma is less than her other main characters. And a lot of ppl are going to disagree with me because they love to call him an unreliable narrator but honestly his constant party trick is not telling the reader what he already knows. Which really shouldn’t be the case? He’s a pov character and his backstory isn’t really relevant to the plot yk? Like it would be one thing if we were in Jean’s pov the whole time and Jeremy didn’t tell him what happened at the banquet until the banquet, but Jeremy should’ve told the reader something . That’s how we ended up with the whole big bad savior fandom trope for the guy in book 1. And even now , 2 books in, it’s like. Come on. How much more information can he possibly withhold. (Especially when the ppl around him also know about his past?????) (and don’t even get me started on the explanation for Jean not knowing the scandal being that he couldn’t read English lmao. There had to be a better way)
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#aftg fandom#aftg#all for the game#nora sakavic#the foxhole court#the foxes#aftg tsc#aftg trilogy#aftg confessions#jeremy knox#tgr spoilers#tgr#aftg tgr
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"jason is a knockoff watered down percy" NO hear me out, jason actually parallels annabeth immensely, sharing SO many similarities with her personality, not percy, in this essay I will-
edit: my full analysis is out now! here
#just adding that I think jason and annabeth are similar BUT they are SEPARATE characters with separate personalities ❗❗#and i don't think jason is anyone's knockoff!! so don't misunderstand me guys!#trust me ik how it feels like to have jason getting mischaracterized so I would never do that!#when I read about jason the first time I'm like wow he's gentler but similar to annabeth chase wow he could be her twin#they are both genuinely interested in learning stuff. they both mansplain and geek. they are both misunderstood as conceding when they do#they love getting involved in debates and discussions. they both have designed temples assigned to them by the gods themselves#they are both seen as 'scary and intimidating' when they're just softies who need love. they are both overthinkers with too many plans#they are both soft for ppl w silly humor. they both kinda give off an untrustworthy vibe at first bc they know too much info#they are both also pretty suspicious and don't trust immediately. they both love architecture. they both have a 'cold icy' stare#also they're both TALL#I could keep going on and on for ages actually#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#jason grace#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo hoo#annabeth chase
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It seems there's a new lawyer in town!!!
#I think she's one of the most underutilized characters ever I will DIE on this hill#she can hear people's feelings that is the COOLEST concept ever#you get people who can hear thoughts a lot and that's cool but hearing FEELINGS is such a sick and unique concept#AND SHES A LAWYER#THATS THE COOLEST CAREER YOU COULD GIVE SOMEONE WHO CAN HEAR FEELINGS THAT OPENS DOORS FOR SO MANY GOOD STORIES#I'D LOVE IN AA TO PLAY CASES AS HER WHERE YOU HAVE TO WORK BACKWARDS FROM PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS TO FIGURE OUT MYSTERIES#IT'S A WHOLE NEW SIDE TO THE EVIDENCE#AND SUBTLE HIDDEN FEELINGS KEEP GUIDING HER AND PPL JUST CANT KEEP UP WITH HOW SHE WORKS... STUFF LIKE THAT WOULD BE INTERESTING#WHY ISN'T IT UTILIZED WHY DO WE JUST HAVE PSUEDOSCIENCE MINIGAME#ATHENA IS SO LIKEABLE AND CHARMING AND FULL OF LIFE TOO#PLEASE CAPCOM#I LOV E HER PLEASE#GIVE US A CRAZY MOMENT WHERE SHE TAKES PHOENIX ASIDE HALFWAY THROUGH A CASEAND TELLS HIM HIS CLIENT WAS JUST ELATED AT THE SIGHT OF A CORPS#OR DO IT IN THE GAMEPLAY WHERE THE PLAYER SPOTS IT IN THE MOOD MATRIX#omg yeah actually that'd make me shit my pants that'd be so cool#proper ghost trick moment#THERE'S SO MUCH COOL STUFF YOu can do fuck okay sorry there are so many tags now#can you tell I got feelings abt this character I LOVE HER so much Im in love w her tbh and she's also so me#ace attorney#athena cykes#my art#have a good day thanks for looking at my art haha
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*catboys ur shounen protag*
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok#u all can forgive me im sure#i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all#so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now#also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them#if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i#anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists#adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref#i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on#every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do#bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg#anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3#i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .
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KINGDOM COME: DELIVERANCE II ⚔️ Trosky Castle + surrounding scenery
#im literally in awe.. like.. its so beautiful#kingdom come deliverance#kcd#kcd2#kcdedit#gaminedit#gamesedit#video games#kingdome come: deliverance#kcd2edit#mine#gif:kcd#i wanted to play some more today but first i needed to make some gifs bc look at it! its so realistic! its just like there! everything#and the castle itself.. its so interesting to see it animated how it was in the past. now its just ruins. very iconic view of the ruins#the gifs dont rlly do it justice bc i dont have the best graphics on my pc. but i had to make something#the lightning and storm was so perfect. i just stood there in the field (poor jindřich) and waited for the lightshow lol#but the sound of it was also incredible. i could imagine rlly being there. ahh it makes me want to visit that place tbh#trosky castle#czechia#čumblr#hezky česky#<- well.. tagging for ppl who might like this scenery the most lol
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Hot take? A show with queer people in it from the beginning was never queerbaiting and— very literally and technically— never could. In the first episode, a gay man comes out to his family. And he doesn’t stop being gay after that; it’s a major plot point and part of his character going forward. You’ve had a married lesbian couple from the jump who are proud and unapologetic about their love for each other. The story has also portrayed several queer couples and stories in episodic plots, including featuring queer weddings.
Buck didn’t suddenly “become” bi. Queerness is not when straight people “turn” queer. He has been attracted to men the entire time; he has always been bi. Understanding yourself and your sexuality as a queer person is often so difficult under heteronormativity. Sometimes, it takes time.
Hell— Buck checking a guy out some time in season 3 or getting flustered by the idea he might like a guy, etc, etc, are not even examples “queerbaiting,” nevermind how the show already features queer stories.
I genuinely think some of y’all are just mad that he’s not sucking face with the man you want him to, and are being weirdly homophobic about it. “Buck kissing this man is kinda off-putting, lmao.” “Buck and his bf’s relationship is awkward. IDK, but it weirds me out.” “There’s something so cringe about Buck’s relationship—” “Who dates someone they haven’t been friends with for years first? It’s kinda creepy…” “I think their relationship is a weird mess. It’s not as meaningful as a slow burn.”
Life isn’t fanfiction and fanfiction tropes don’t make good writing. Most relationships start out with a “hey, I’m interested in you, let’s get to know each other.” You’re just transparently uncomfortable with two men expressing that interest in each other outside the arbitrary rules you’ve established to make a mlm relationship “legitimate” or “meaningful.”
[Fanfiction] tropes— from “there’s only one bed” to “we’re forced together, but fall in love anyway”— are responses to the sex-negativity and purity culture norms forced upon gender and sexual minorities. They provide a workaround for these norms but never a direct challenge. It’s like the Family Guy episode “Prick Up Your Ears,” where conservative Christian abstinence-only sex education leads to kids having ear sex. Ear sex is the workaround to the abstinence and purity rules they’d been taught, not the challenge. We still have stringent rules around who can touch whom and under what circumstances. Tropes reflect this. So, a trope like “there’s only one bed” provides the characters with a justification for their intimacy without directly challenging why it is taboo.
You’ve convinced yourself that shipping— and thus the tropes it employs— is more subversive than actual representation, and the people caught in the crossfire are actual queer people.
Also— for the love of fuck— stop comparing every mlm relationship to RW&RB.
#911 ABC#911 Fox#do you know how long it took me to understand#that my crushes on men were crushes#and not just ‘Wow. He’s neat. I really wanna be friends.’#‘Wow. I like his vibe and style. I wanna… be friends? Be— hold up.’#I thought I was asexual#‘Well. I have no interest in dating a girl. But I also just really wanna be really very good friends with guys. So I must be ace!’#No. Wrong. I was very mistaken#I also very much hate what RW&RB has encouraged in cis het ppl#evan buckley#tommy kinard
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Been seeing a lot of royalty au peter and Adam, but i kind of want to see magus in that setting too...maybe dancing with prince peter? Don't feel pressured though, and if the prompt doesn't interest you then no worries :] have a nice evening!!
this kind of au doesnt normally interest me in a big way bt i immediately thought of evil advisor (who came from a cursed amulet/soul stone) magus and its making me laugh. gay little freak who tells you to convert ur whole kingdom to its religious cult
#adam magus#quillock#peter quill#i really cant in good conscience keep tagging magus stuff as warlock so i wont ToT#ty for sending :3#this is of course supposing that magus is the main adam#bt i wonder how itd work with warlock there first. idk what ppl have his role as#anyway the idea of being able to sneak magus literally wherever u go coz its hiding in the soul gem amulet is also funny to me#worlds worst literal pocket healer#bah i cant help it. i say im not interested bt as soon as religion comes up then i start caring#such a fun topic#me at the time: not the most interested. me waking up the day after: i have entire au lore in my head now
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It really is like. you don't realize until you ask other fat ppl, how common it is for a thinner person to use you as a Fat Sounding Board for their feelings about THEIR own weight.
#listening to someone Half your size use you as a conduit to say they hate how fat they feel#is a serious twilight zone level experience. are there cameras???? is someone filming this?????#me. the person LEAST interested in hearing it. ME. I'M the sounding board??? ME???????????????#sergle.txt#you don't really think of it as a Thing until a bunch of other ppl describe an identical conversation to ones you've had lmao#they are like so eager to talk about it. unprovoked usually but also if they see an opening#my weight fluctuated a few times recently bc of mental illness / the woes of high dose bupropion and people were ELATED#to start dieting conversations with me after noticing any changes.
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anyways i am very much still thinking about this,,, i have not moved and i will never move on
#i edited this at like 5 am this morning bc my brain connected the dots#and was like soph the parallels the parallels soph#so I needed to get this done so my brain would stop#the way blitz is echoeing striker’s words and his rant in this entire scene GOD#and its driving me insaneeeee#ITS SO INTERESTING#its also like a reminder that striker was one of the four ppl who manifested in blitz’s psyche back in truth seekers#and how striker and blitz are foils#their character connection and parallels are so good oh my god#i can talk about them forever#AND THE FACT BOTH OF THEM WERE YELLING AND RANTING AT STOLAS???? immaculate actually#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#hb spoilers#helluva boss the full moon#helluva boss full moon#helluva boss blitz#blitz helluva boss#helluva boss striker#striker helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#stolas helluva boss
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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how do i talk about taash being a realistic character while also acknowledging that they absolutely couldve and shouldve been written better in every aspect
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age critical#taash#dragon age taash#i can only take so much “they act like a kid” takes from ppl#or ppl not understanding them saying no one likes being a woman#LIKE CMON#bioware get some non white ppl in that writers room im begging#get some non white trans ppl in there#anyway. i think some of how they act was unintentional can i be honest#to me they read as an autistic person that has a weird relationship with the world around them#i say this. as someone that is that. lmao#its like. man idk. them choosing a culture is dumb and ugh#but also their trans journey is interesting to look at#IDKKK#i wanna talk about them but i dont want weirdos or freaks in my notifs lmao#and like. god they couldve been written so much better#but also ppl not knowing that aqun athlok is a binary within the qun#and could get ascribed to ppl that ARENT that bc the qun has strict gender roles#but we dont see them look into qunari gender roles or customs#or rivaini gender roles/customs#UGHHHHHH bio ware you fumbled but also didnt but you did lord have mercy#if youre reading these#i hope you know these are just my scattered thoughts#one day ill do a real analysis on them#its an issue of them wanting the audience to know theyre nonbinary while also not creating an in world term#like aqun athlok. which again. does not describe taash lmao#and while i think its a good thing how up front their gender indentity is
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mmmmyeah
#when i read tg the rize mother symbolism was so jarring to me but recently i saw someone mention rize and makima together and it made me go#!!!!#because i hadn’t connected how much their dynamic resembles sometimes#how rize and makima both are introduced with the mc being attracted to it and following them for it but the more the story progresses it#they both take the role of mother/creators#also while i added the bit of kaneki and denji cannibalizing rize/makima its worth to mention that both scenes happen in complete different#context and denji eating her out of love would be more fitting parallel to kaneki killing rize and freeing her at the end but i find it#interesting still they both eat them even if kaneki its more in his mind#anyway nobody probably carws for this cus theres like only 5 ppl in this app still into tg#but whatever#mine#chainsaw man#tokyo ghoul
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i need to GRAB pomni. i need to throw her like a javelin
#this is said lovingly i promise#im thiniing about her...#i saw a post earlier i liked but i lost it that was like. ppl who like ragatha/pomni are projecting onto pomni cus they like ragatha#which is very cute and silly but i think personally its actually the opposite for me#i relate to ragatha way more intensely than pomni (though i DO still relate to pomni in many ways)#and a lot of what i like abt their dynamic is probably that i think ragatha has a similarly positive view of pomni that i do HAHA#i mean i think ragatha is still upset abt being abandoned. but i dont think its smth she particularly holds against pomni#in a strong way at least. i think ot gets overpowered by how fond she is of pomni#mostly speculation of course. i think ragathas thoughts on pomni are more complicated than 'i like her 100% and have no issues'#but i think the positive feelings outweigh the negative by a longshot....#anyway that post was so silly i meant to rb it but i forgot#but also i think my tags wouldve fit more as their own post anyway and i wouldnt wanna derail the persons post and make it abt me#no mater what i think ppl who are fans of those two being together have some sort of vested interest in at least one or the other of them#i got off track. pomnis great and im so fond of her#i like to imagine her
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To everyone that has an interest in my OCs/world and ask/want to know more about them, I give you big fat kisses on the mouth /p /lh

#darkzyx#everyone being so patient with me slowly uploading them#sniffles#everyone is so cool cries#idk ive always been anxious to talk about ocs and stuff because I was never sure if other ppl would be interested in them hehe#but!!#even if there was just a few of you#im so overwhelmed with joy#i wanna update refs and stories so you guys dont have to look at old art but i also wanna share old art#no matter how cringe it is hehe#who knows we'll see
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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi#but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others#specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever#like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok#people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet#and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i#the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey#i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out#and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad#literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm#anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome#HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way#and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it#but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways
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