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Yeah sex is cool, but what about that moment when the store you’re at has the 24oz Monsters in the cooler already.
#best feeling in the goddamn world#have you ever cracked open a cold one of these in the fucking parking lot???#fucking CHILLS#best can design of all time#I would buy more if they came in zero sugar#do they??? I haven’t seen them anywhere#but if they do I��LL TAKE YOUR ENTIRE STOCK-#monster energy#monsterposting
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talking to normal people about mha is always so enlightening because someone told me they didn't like season six and i was like???? THE BIBLE??????? YOU DONT LIKE THE BIBLE??? BAKUGOU KATSUKI RISING?? THE APOLOGY??? THE CHASING AFTER HIM TO FIGHT SHIGARAKI, THE REVEAL KATSUKI HAS BEEN WORRIED ABOUT IZUKU, IZUKU'S FERAL RAGE WHEN KATSUKI IS STABBED, KATSUKI BEING THE ONE TO FIND IZUKU AND THEN THE ONE TO BRING HIM HOME??? YOU DONT ENJOY THE SACRED TEXTS?? and then i'm like oh right not everyone is a fujoshi high on that sweet, sweet bkdk yaoi
#bkdk#bakudeku#it took all of my willpower not to be like my brother in christ i'm a fujo i'm gonna like anything that bkdk appears in#i'm not here for the powerscaling or the pacing or if they should be third years#i tried to say it like “oh lol i know everything that's gonna happen hhaha i am one of the crazies who stays up for leaks”#but i wanted to be like listen man i'm really only here for the homoeroticism idc about whatever it is youre talking about#not that i dont love mha as a whole i think it's got such a fun sandbox world and cast#it just feels like someone being like omg tell me if that new restaurant is good#and i'm like what the fuck i'm in the kitchen doing cocaine with the cooks#i was a waitress i'm allowed to say this#like we are not consuming the same thing#i'm in the goddamn trenches my emotional state depends on how homoerotic mha is gonna be#i'm in the deep underbelly of bkdk hands and soulmates and yearning i dont even know what you're talking about#i like mha an annoying amount#i wanted to be like remember when i came into work skipping and singing that was because we got bkdk sunset/ptsd scene#i'm a little freak goblin dont ask me if it's good i dont care that it's good I CARE THAT ITS MINE but also fuck you its good#it's the best fuck off if you dont like it you arent worthy of it#hori this is why you should give in and make bkdk canon the fujos are the ones who really love you
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Just *sobs* finished Squid game *sobs* 2 and all I'm going to *sobs* say is
#Shdijgdjsiifjeosmefiwhfskujrgjekgjsjfjwjfkek#*crying noises*#im going to explode#squid game 2#squid game 2 spoilers????#idk at this point#the cliff rlly left me hanging with this#i want to know waht happen to 120#hyun-ju is my best gurl 😭#f u 001#WITH THE UTMOST DISRESPECT THE WORLD HAS TO GODDAMN GIVE#u psychopathic traitor#i swear to god if they all die bc of 001-#fine whatever if that's the case i'm just going to pretend they're living their best lives#and they never joined that stupid game#my feels are all over the place#AGHHHHHHHHHHH#so yeah-#ima be delusional 😀
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For the next like, two days, Boys and Wolves will be tagged with Geta & Cara instead of Geta/Cara.
I do not anticipate this state to last any longer than that, but presently the & team of demons in our head has scored a win.
I fucking hate tagging this fic I swear to god. No matter what we do with it it's going to give the wrong impression to someone. The A/N section to explain the relationship tag is several miles long and even that I don't think helps.
Like yes it's platonic. No they're not being platonic about it. Questions? Me too.
#writing talk#what do you call a pair of boys who've never been anything#if not the best and the worst of one another#who have no boundaries#who will consider no other being to be as they are#who will never elevate another to the world they share together#but who are still inherently siblings above other things#feel for each other at the core how a sibling should#but nobody ever taught them boundaries#and even if boundaries would have been taught#upholding them would isolate them from every comfort they have#like. how do you fucking tag that shit#inventing a new symbol for this relationship specifically#looking up a hieroglyph for 'a big fucking mess'#this is coming literally one chapter before like.....#such a scene#and I don't know if I can with good conscience#still tag that scene with &#even when the scene itself is a firm rejection of /#the fact that it exists alone challenges the &#I wish I was writing a book so I wouldn't need to make these choices?#like when you pick up a book#you read what it says#and make up your own goddamn mind#I wish I could do the same here.#just let people read and make up their minds#honestly I think this bit is unfair with fanfiction#we're not allowed ambiguity#because the tagging systems demand that lines are drawn.
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[guy who lives in lowkey constant fear of being flanderized and infantalized and flattened and misunderstood and not taken seriously as an entire human person with complex thoughts and feelings in real life] yeah I dunno why I feel so strongly and get so defensive about Fantasy Racism and fantasy-race stereotyping it's just a really big sticking point for me for some mysterious reason
#justin NPCs being casually racist to aubree for being a halfling because he's intentionally doing well-thought-out fantasy worldbuilding#vs jill NPCs being casually racist to tsakesh very obviously because SHE is thinking of him as A Kitty who also loves drugs and crime#rather than LISTEN!! to literally ANYTHIIIING I ever said about what he's actually like as a person!!!#justin: this NPC is projecting stereotypes onto you because they don't see halflings as real people#jill: this NPC is projecting stereotypes onto you because *I* can't conceptualize a khajiit as a real person-- even your PC#['real people' as in within the bounds of their own fictional worlds obviously]#OH BOY THE LATTER FEELS REALLY BAD. AND I REALLY LOVE MY FRIEND BUT GUESS WHO DOES THIS THE MOST TO PEOPLE IRL TOO LMAO#TO BE EXTREMELY CLEAR: NOT in an irl racism way! but in an 'I've decided your entire personality is [misinterpreted quirk]' way#IT'S SO WEIRD THAT I GET SO WEIRD ABOUT GNOMES BEING TREATED AS A JOKE RACE BECAUSE THEY HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR.#IT'S SO WEIRD THAT I GET SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT TOLKIEN ELVES BEING REBRANDED AS DEEPLY STOIC AND SERIOUS#SO THAT THEY CAN BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY-- BECAUSE ANY SILLINESS UTTERLY PRECLUDES SERIOUSNESS OR COMPLEXITY#IT'S SO! WEIRD!! THAT I FEEL SOME KIND OF WAY ABOUT HALFLINGS BEING UNIVERSALLY TYPECAST FOR HOW THEY LOOK!!#WHICH THEY COULDN'T HELP EVEN IF THEY WANTED TO!!#WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD!! WOWIE!!!#there are a million reasons dungeon meshi is the best but this is one of them. tbh.#'this man looks 12. this isn't a joke it's a reality of this world and it's something he has to live with and people Aren't Normal about it#'but he's still an entire person. do you hear me?? he is still an entire human being!!'#'you thought this dog-man was a silly funney joke but joke's on YOU because he's ALSO an entire goddamn person'#'and everyone in-world who treats him like just a funney doggy is wrong! they're just perpetuating in-world racism!'#IT LIVES ITS ENTIRE LIFE SO YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT SERIOUSLY EVENTUALLY#HOLLERING INTO THE SKY#about me
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am i going to single-handedly create a fandom about jay holt from the video game "as dusk falls"? i just fuckin might
#i Cant stop thinking about him. ive literally been dreaming about him. i Need to help him. please#hes just a fuckin kid!!! (18?? 19??) hes a TEEN and his family is FUCKED and its not his FAULT#none of this was his fault. he deserves so much fuckin BETTER#also i thought i didnt care about vanessa but then shes got dead brother trauma hi hello hiiiiii#and now jay does too#fuck my LIFE#ive never been one for self-inserts but actually me jay and vanessa hang out regularly in a tree house we built#we laugh and shoot the shit and talk about what losing our brothers have done/are doing to our psyche#as dusk falls#jay holt#vanessa dorland#new hyperfix u say ? this one will be brief hopefully. bc the game is fucking. unfinished. stupid ass cliffhanger ass bjtch ass#plus im rewriting canon so jay has a good young life. no timeskip for MEEE#maria is literally just rambling. hi#.txt#the only fic ive ever written/outlined was about alana bloom from nbc's hannibal & she Deserved a rewrite#but maybe i need to indulge in writing jay holt's better reality TOO#theres a quote. hang on. a quote from a beloved piece of media. why cant i recall what its from rn#but theyre talking about different timelines n shish and one of them says ''maybe this *is* your best reality'' and its SO sad. fuck#is it hannibal. i feel like its always hanniba#no but also i feel like its not???#its like ''this is your best life. youre not getting a better one''#what the eff is that. im gonna be stuck on this forever#EDIT: IT IS FROM FUCKING HANNIBAL. BUT ITS GODDAMN FREDRICK CHILTON OF ALL PEOPLE WHO SAYS IT#''The optimist believes we live in the best of all possible worlds; the pessimist fears this is true.#This is your best possible world Will. Not getting a better one''#fucking CHRIST chilton#lines that go HARD
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I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential
#merlin.txt#just finished cyberpunk#i feel like they could have done sooo much more with the concepts they had#the game showed us a bit of everything in the world but i dont think they explored any one topic enough#and they pulled a ton of punches. the ending did not feel like this big 'grab your allies and fuck the corpos' thing it shouldve been#it was mostly just tying up johnnys loose end. one big loop. which i fuck with; but it wasnt rlly anticapitalist at all in that sense#i have a bunch of other thoughts on johnny but ill save it#but god. the beginning (act 1 and the first bits of act 2) where just soooo fucking good#and it rlly felt like it was going to gear up into this huge thing instead of just being one last hurrah for rogue and johnny#AUUUGHH theres just So Much Potential. goddamn#imo i think the major thing is that at some point it stopped being v's story. it was everyone elses#he has Very little agency. which is interesting but man this guy deserves better#when it comes down to it the game Is really shallow. whenever there is any sincerity in themes its very centrist#the fact is you dont rlly meet many characters in game who are Truly working to take down corps except for johnny and he doesnt rlly count#and if there Are its usually played for irony and laughs (looking at kerry) or theyre flat out kind of awful.#judys story is probably the best of the companions bc shes actively trying to help sex workers and its played very positively#i also think two of the main themes (letting go of the past; what it means to die) are Majorly helped by some incredible emotional beats#and w/o some just Really Really good scenes and good repetition of lines and motifs its very tropey.#ok i wasnt going to write a full thing. but let me be clear: i fucking loved this game. i would not be writing so much if i did not love it#the sun ending was Still soooo vindicating. v is still kicking and that's all that matters to me#(it helps that v is a Great protag like one of the Best voiced rpg protags next to hawke da2)#(which is kind of a funny comparison since i think both protags suffer from a lack of agency)#ok im done now
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#laying awake thinking of them again#it's been so long i thought id gotten over them#but. no. i haven't.#hearing their voice..... I......#....fuck. Fuck#I missed them so much i can't think#i pictured them holding my hand and almost started bawling#gods#it.... it still hurts so much#it's still my own fault. it's still on me for not saying anything.#but i just can't picture a world where that.... changed anything#.....there's no way they'd have had eyes for me. it wouldn't have mattered.#.......fuck......#.....my best friend#feel like a goddamn sitcom#.....i don't even know if i really do want to get over them#.....fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
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doomsday is such a jackie/shauna song and it ruins me
#don't say that you'll always love me / cause you know i'd bleed myself dry for you over and over again#jackie not leaving a burning plane until she drags shauna with her. jackie running back into a burning plane to pull shauna out#jackie giving shauna the last of her rations when they're all starving#jackie spiraling into a breakdown but pulling herself out to be reassuring the second shauna says 'i need my best friend right now'#'I'LL FEEL LIKE THROWING UP'#jackie outside shivering by the fire after having her entire world yanked out from under her#'YOU'LL SIT AND STARE LIKE A GODDAMN MACHINE'#shauna watching her struggle through the window wanting to reach out but holding her pride#'THE DEATH OF ME WAS SO QUIET / NO FRIENDS OR FAMILY ALLOWED'#self explanatory tbqh#'THE FUNNY THING IS I WOULDVE MARRIED YOU IF YOU'D STUCK AROUND'#i firmly hold the belief that if shauna had apologized jackie would've immediately caved#would've forgiven her#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackieshauna#they make me ill
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save me glastonbury 2013 save me
#my face is hurting from smiling so much after watching the performance#my heart is beating so fast it feel like ive ran a marathon but i feel so ALIVE#this performance is what got me into the band and started my obsession#seeing alex yelling 'LADIESSSSS' and performing 'i bet you look good on the dancefloor' rewired my brain chemistry evermore#and imo it's one of their best performances ever#their energy and the crowd and the setlist was just phenomenal#you could tell they were just having the time of their lives#all the nerves from headlining the first time went out the door and they could just soak it all in and truly enjoy themselves#alex is so goddamn smiley and happy and playful like you can see the joy exuberating from the inside out#and UGH that particular performance of 'a certain romance' brings me to tears every time#the MAGNITUDE of that moment and them playing that song at one of the most iconic festivals in the world is just extremely special to me#goddamn this band#i truly truly couldn't love them more if i tried#they make my heart fly so high#arctic monkeys#glastonbury 2013#mine
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I look at the 98 anime with a fond fascination. It’s based off of only the original couple issues of Trigun plus like I want to say the first 4? Of trimax. And bc of how many things get developed and revealed much more down the line in the manga, it’s so interesting to think about this offshoot of the original source material where things didn’t quite ramp up to the same scale but still got to the heart of things anyways, where everyone’s backstories played out just a little to the left and led to a similar but different tale. Trimax is definitely my favorite, bc just everything about it is so well done to me, but 98 holds its own unique spot in my favor
i definitely agree anon ur So right
it's practically a branching timelines situation, where everything is so, SO close to being the same, but thanks to the butterfly effect everything got skewed ever so slightly and now the whole world is just that much more different
call it parallel universes, alternate dimensions, alternate timelines... i really love it all. there's so many specific parts of both trimax and 98 that shine brighter and dimmer than one another. unique pieces of the narrative that were either expounded or brushed aside.
like in 98, meryl didn't want to believe that vash was the legend she was looking for. it was a ridiculous notion that such a friendly, goofy guy could be the bloodthirsty killer she hunted for
but in the manga, she and milly took to it instantly. in fact, they jumped into it with AGGRESSION- actively getting involved in the fighting and PUSHING to calm the situation down. this panel in particular i think sums it up very well lol:
they meet him with confidence and they're not afraid to fire upon others for the sake of collective peace. vash is caught off by how readily he's approached and even defended, in a way. when the automatic reaction to learning his identity is usually either hostility or fear, it makes sense.
and i dont have a convenient shot of any particular moment in 98 that portrayed their early relationship well, but it's easy to see the differences anyway.
instead of steady confidence, meryl met vash with confusion and outright denial for awhile. she and milly both got involved in fewer fights overall i think? but i might be wrong. i won't speak much on this since i don't remember 98 very well, but i get the sense they sought out vash's fights much less in that rendition (at least early on. they went CRAZY toward the end- meryl especially).
and there's countless little differences like this.
so yeah, even if trimax is the source content, 98 is this funky little spinoff that treats vash just a little bit more nicely lmao. the whole thing is a little more watered down, i think; intentionally to make it more palatable. i still love it regardless, of course. it just oozes charm <3
#trigun#trigun 98 spoilers#trimax spoilers#trigun spoilers#my post#i love all renditions for wildly different reasons#i think trimax would jump to my top fav a lot faster if it was only a little easier to follow#sometimes theres so much motion and chaos that it's impossible to tell what's going on#and not all speech bubbles actually link to who's talking#but in terms of plot and content and such trimax definitely takes the cake. it RADIATES source content vibes like a hunk of radioactive#sludge. meanwhile 98 is more chill and goofy... at least until it suddenly whips around and punches you in the gutt#i'll never forget that donut scene for as long as i live. when vash just breaks down crying in public to be so surrounded by life and#normalcy after everythign that happened to him and wolfwood. god. GOD. it was so expertly done i swear it rewired my brain#and tristamp is just so beautiful. it's so crisp and full of life and color and motion. studio orange is incredible#theres so many wide panning shots of the world and so many parts that just make me SCREAM cinematography#oh and the plot's good too LOL#but in all seriousness i adore tristamp plot too. it's taken the OG content and remixed the whole thing in all the best ways#i think the intent is to make it all feel new and fresh to old fans who already more or less consumed the same story twice#but yeah#boy i never have a goddamn clue where my tag rambles are gonna end up#thanks for the ask anon!#i had fun writing this
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god bless Darling Dollz and ModernGurlz for so eloquently stating why the Barbie movie fell flat. I thought DD was being too generous and while I don't always agree with MG's videos, this one hit the nail on the head for meee. Definitely worth a watch
#barbie#barbie movie#the barbie movie#barbie 2023#greta gerwig#margot robbie#darling dollz#moderngurlz#youtube#my thoughts#like obviously men are dumb as hell for thinking this movie hates them#but also women i know our standards are low but goddamn#this movie was just so scattershot and all over the place and didnt feel like a satisfying conclusion to anythinggg#but at least barbie world looked cool and the costumes were fun#anyone who worked on props or set or whatever deserves their awards#also michael cera best supporting actor give him his flowers#allan carried
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The cruellest thing erika johansen did to kelsea glynn was change her face.
#ME!#the tearling trilogy#i am thinking about this series again. with a bit of trouble considering i am in the middle of another book#but i remembered this i remembered how my mouth fell open in shock bc oh my god.#in queen she was blandly average looking. like. she was not pretty. she was not ugly. she just was.#i hated the focus on her looks but it became a plot point and i sort of forgive her#bc in invasion she starts having these visions of lily who lived a different life quite a while ago. and lily is pretty.#and kelsea does want to be pretty but she also doesnt want to become her mother and she feels that being pretty would help that#so shes content but she does wish a little that she was prettier. and then the jewels start showinf her visions of lily and lily is gorgeous#pretty even. the jewels give her lily's body lily's face. just in time for kelsea to bathe in her anger#and the fucked thing is that shes treated with more respect by everyone around her. (pen not included.)#(my boy pen was in love with her from the start and could never do any wrong)#but everyone else. no one in her guard said a goddamn word but they treated her differently#by the end of the old tearling she was yearning for her old face. she wanted her old face back so badly. she realised her mistake in wanting#to be pretty almost immediately and she wanted her old face back but the jewels never gave her that#all of this in turn made me hold my breath the first time she looked in the mirror in the new tearling.#she was begging for her face to be her face again and she almost cried (if im remembering correctly. or maybe that was me) when she saw her#own face staring back at her. out of the few good things the new world gave her. this was the best.
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#of COURSE people are going to be salty when players go bvb --> bayern and happy when its the other way around#why is this a surprise?#anytime a player leaves any german team to go to bayern there's outrage#bc bayern doesn't need any help???#hummels was valid idc idc#lordy i'm starting to understand mirane's frustration with this league it's so sick#never can count on bvb for anything (no offense i feel most for bvb fans but the club... so frustrating)#not that i want rb to be the one to break the streak but damn it do be annoying that there is one team winning every year goddamn!#ah fuck it i'm not in this league anymore can't wait to blog purely about 2. bundesliga#the BEST league#in the world#bundesliga? don't know her#2. bundesliga is my league now <3#(sorry for the vague posting and by that i mean nobody will understand this)#(bayern fans you know i love you but sometimes you are out of touch and its fine! its your bayern fan privilege)#to delete
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food is. evil.
#wooo awesome i feel like shit no matter what i do#can't logic my way out of it!#can't compassion my way out of it!#no matter how much i genuinely do believe in these things!#i have unlocked the Bad Feelings no matter what i eat or what quantity#i have no idea what's a normal amount of food#and i can't tell apart normal thoughts from contradicting ed thoughts#100 bucks to whoever finds my hunger cues and brings them back#my brain decided that eating things was the best goddamn sensory experience in the world and that if my arms can reach it i have to have it#so instead of balancing nutritional needs with sensory wants with circumstances like a normal person#i'm balacing all this + the stress-focus-feeling okay-o-meter since for some fucking reason the only way to lower it is crunchy things#and of course the ed. the arfid/autism(?) thing. the trying to eat an environmentally responsible amount of meat.#not going to lie it feels very neverending and hopeless#i think on some level i'll always have urges and compulsions to eat things that aren't to be followed upon body-wise#but are filling a need psyche-wise#and i have no idea how to balance that. how to replace with something else that fills the psychological need.#how to balance my diet around those urges and compulsions that help my psychologically.#and like all of my problems forever it's only a tiny part of a big interconnected mess that i don't even know how to begin to unravel#broadcasting my misery#vent#ed tw
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i’m only 3/4s of the way thru the first season of x-files and im already losing my mind. is this how unbearable slowburn is from the outside??? jesus christ i am so sorry to everyone around me irl LMAO. and the fact that i can See myself in mulder in so many ways (yes fine, another adhd idiot on which to project), but most significantly, that he Realizes. he Realizes he’s falling for scully halfway thru the FIRST season, but also that his lil crush is already COMPLETELY obvious to the rest of the office, apparently????? i have never been so thoroughly called out by a show,
#and also. the way they treat each other. they are so soft and caring and HOUFHFHHH#always checking up on each other and making sure they do what’s in the other’s best interest#it’s always about them. no one is more important in the entire world#it’s only halfway thru the first season. im going crazy#looking at my own situation. five and a half years of me pining#so many incidents and we’re already acting married as shit. it’s like looking in a goddamn mirror#yall this show means so much to me im genuinely going insane#and FUCK. i can ESPECIALLY see how mulder has a Feeling. he Acknowledges it himself and accepts it#but he won’t touch it. everything is to protect scully. what he yearns doesnt matter. it’s that she’s safe and okay anddjfjfkskfjd#im yearning hard cause i havent seen him in. three days. fuck. i won’t see him for a goddamn week#god. the second they started bickering. literally i recognized it as flirting. very first meeting. because thats what we fuckin do#hngngngng whelp#personal#mandont
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