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Sometimes I think about how Anthony wanted a marriage without love because of the way his mother loves,
Because he was terrified of someone loving him the way his mother loved his father
Then, he falls in love with Kate and it turns out that he loves in exactly the same way as his mother
#bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#kate sharma#kate sharma x anthony bridgerton#kanthony#violet bridgerton#edmund bridgerton#bridgerton analysis#bridgerton season two#no but the utter tragedy of being afraid of becoming his father when instead he is like his mother#so afraid of becoming his father while being exactly like his mother#Anthony having mommy AND daddy issues#dead parent trauma#parentification issues#stress problems#bee trauma#my god#he’s like a therapist’s meal ticket
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TW & CW As an audience we know about Andrew's self harm and self destruction in a small degree, we know what Andrew was willing to share with Neil. But to see how he uses it as a form of self regulation and grounding, to see how Bee is able to help him and how he listens to her, and to see how he feels that it is something he needs to hide!!
#oiwhfAWORIHGIUEHA I LOVE THIS MAN AND I LOVE WATCHING HIM SUFFER#thankyou nora#just how it is so casual for him!?#does he do it all the time and neil does not notice??#or does he feel comfortable enough with bee?#does he even know? is it only bc he has suffered a trauma that he lets his habits slip? I HAVE QS NORA#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#the foxhole court#andrew minyard#nora sakavic#andreil#aftg spoilers#the raven king#aftg extra content#mine#aaron minyard#betsy dobson
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confession i've been struggling to keep up with jayvik fics since the show ended due to the sheer volume of what's being posted. would love for people to rec some things posted post season 2 in the replies or in my inbox (dms or ask)
back in the old days i'd just read whatever new got posted and had interesting tags for the most part but it quickly became impossible to keep up DKJFHSD.
also - i know i said i'd post a fic rec list. it's coming. i promise. i just wanna make it all pretty/well formatted and get through some of my marked for later list. these things take time and i do have a job and am trying to get a degree DFHLKSDJF but its coming !!! ok !!
#bee talks#i dont have any hard limits except#religious themes are hard for me preist aus are a no go etc#religious trauma reasons#but other than that#oh yeah i dont like internalized homophobia that much either#i mean... obviously but in the context of jayvik DSKJLFHSDLKF#again personal prefrence nothing wrong with exploring these
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starscream has normal reactions
no starscream shall escape being haunted by bumblebee and vice versa. primus said thou shalt be married !!!
#bee: YOU SHOT ME WHILE I WAS LYING ON THE GROUND HELPLESS POINTBLANK NO HESITATION NO CONCERN JUST RAGE J-#starscream: yea & it was in the face#bee all a sudden all hoity toity abt dark subjects after detailing them grossly: ok bro we get it -_-#hes not even that grossed out by the getting shot in the face part. hes just pretnding to be bcs#hes actually just mad abt getting his lecture discarded & interrupted with another detail he was getting to#until starscream's RUDE interjection >:[ !!#bee thinks hes normal then thinks rumble body combusting right in front of his mother's eyes is the funniest fcking story ever#to tell to children#bumblebee the type of mom who tells her child's deepest traumas as funny stories to pass the time with strangers#well it's better than boring the company ok! stop being upset ! dont interrupt mother >:[ !!!!#it's lowkey funny that starscream shot him in the face like he rlly hated his yapping that much im crying#didnt shoot the spark just aimed for that big mouth while it was shut for once#bitchy on bitchy crime#also unrelated but i love skybound cliffjumper he is so fking ugly my baby old man 💛#skybound starscream: at least i managed to solve one problem ! time to go create 5 million more now !#idw bee: what the fuck bro#skybound starscream : ?????#ravage: fix me bro#skybound starscream: !??!?!?!??? WHAT THE HELL ARE yOU DOING HERE#idw bee: shut up & fix ravage >:[#ravage: yea meow yea#transformers#maccadam#bumblebee#starscream#starbee#transformers skybound#transformers idw
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some designs for a au/show concept/idk any more 😭 I’m working on :3
#im gonna redo the designs eventually bc tbh they look off to me (and should probably have drastically different heights… erm) but yea :3#starscream#Bumblebee#skyfire#transformers#maccadam#It follows bee and star after they get trapped on earth and are trying to survive!#and also like…. try to figure out the effects 1 bajillion years of trauma has done on them :-3 this will surely end well
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I'm crying,they knew exactly what they were doing with these two
#starscream#hashtag#they made them friends for a reason 😭#transformers#earthspark#tf earthspark#transformers earthspark#tfe#tfe spoilers#earthspark starscream#earthspark hashtag#hashtag malto#parallels#the I'm alone part is quite literally a direct parallel hashtag realizing she wasn't alone she always had her family by her side giving her#courage to stand against mandroid#whereas even while starscream had people who geniunely wanted to care for him like bee windblade metalhawk#the trauma he had from megatron constantly ingraining the message that he was a failure that deserved to be alone prevented him from#developing these connections without pushing them away#I have high hopes for s2
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1st post of 2025 and it's Blitzbee. Fuckitweball
Left to Right, giving lore for everyone as this is AU is a giant cauldron from other iterations into one. There is crack, and there is plot.
Bumblebee: Is considered a hyrbid by Cybatronian standards and looked down for it. He alongside his twin/sparkbrother Cliffjumper, emerged to two creators. Bee taking after his Insecticon carrier whilst Cliff took after their Grounder sire. As a hybrid, it's hard to say where the Insecticon genes start and the Grounder genes end. He doesn't use his Alt-mode often. Like Cliff and their sire, Bee has a grounder engine and is incredibly fast, this along with his small size and agility gives him the edge on the racetrack and the battlefield.
He suffers from being the youngest and 'little guy' despite being a grown ass mech who swears like a sailor. The war was his childhood and he blames both Megatron & Optimus for it. He doesn't know how to give his kids a life he himself never lived. He has Blitzwing by his side but that only eases so much of his worries.
1 of his favorite hobbies is dancing on Sentinal Primes' last reserved nerve. He isn't afraid to get in his superiors faces and call them out on their bullshit.
Blitzwing: Was once an Overcharge serving a Quintesson, later leaving to join the Decepticons. After the Great War, he was rebuilt to be a Triple-Changer by Blackarachnia under Megatrons orders to better serve his cause. This left Blitzwing utterly scrambled mentally, his being torn into 3 distinct parts with little to no chance of reversing it. Blitz battled with himself on and off the battlefield, he suffered in the background and reveled in the carnage. He finds broken normalcy in the form of Bumblebee and their violent tango. The rest is history, but one he finds himself willing to relive.
Now he finds himself with a fear not even Unicron could instill in him. To protect something so precious not even Primus could replicate it. It's too much and everything all at the same time.
Osmia: The oldest and twin/spark-brother to Tataira. Certified Florida Man & twink. Named after the Osmia Calamintha Bee, his blue armor coloring which he inherited from Bees' dead sire. He's got an icy arrogance to him with a smart-ass mouth. More analytical & calculating than emotional but is a drama king deep down. Likes to challenge Optimus in riddles and hypothetical debates. Would live in the archives if he could. Not a huge people person and like his privacy.
Prefers Spring and Fall respectively but enjoys using his jets to 'skate' in Winter. The first to leave if shit goes sideways, he picks his battles. He can't stand being wrong or being kept in the dark, not knowing is dangerous. And he'll do anything for a tactical edge over any and everyone. He can't stand Sentinal and likes poking holes in his logic.
Tataira: Middle child and twin/spark-brother to Osmia. Arsonist & Semi-Professional Gaslighter. Named after the Oxytrigona Tataira Fire Bee. Equally hot tempered & passionate, quick to rain down fire and dare you to do something about it. Protective over what's dear to him & has no shame with expressing his emotions. Clashes with his brother constantly and is usually the one who has to check his ass. Loves Winter & Fall but fucking hates summer.
Has actually shot at Wasp with murderous intent and was pissed he missed. Spits fire at anyone he doesn't like, which was half of team prime when he was younger.
Riosa: The youngest by 5 years and Triple-Changer. A Jinx kin & a cannibal by choice. Named after the Giant Cliff Honeybee AKA Apis Laboriosa. The first one to throw morals out the window in the name of survival. Absolutely loves Earth and considers it home over Cybertron. Unpredictable and reckless, both with her emotions & actions. Always questioning authority and rebellious. While she can be sweet, there's something off with it. Is very chatty and enjoys fun conversation, she likes Jazz the most. Knows she's fucked up and she's sorta working on it.
Her venom can intoxicate someone, which can be fun at parties, sometimes. Can have pretty bad episodes and self-medicates by ingesting her own venom. Listening to music keeps her calm for the most part. Enjoys racing in either of her alt-modes.
BlitzBee Love(?) Story: Bee and Blitzwing didn't know each other on Cybertron. They only met on Earth in battle, exchanging blows and outta pocket insults. If they weren't trying to kill each other they were hate-fuckin. The war had taken any sort of normalcy they could've hoped for; this was the closest to normal for them in the worst way. Neither had anything to lose, not even each other, Blitzwing ripped out Bees' vox and Bumblebee turning Blitzs' chest into Swiss cheese 2 seconds later.
This fucked up little routine would soon come to bite them in the aft...
Bumblebee woke up one morning to carrier protocols on his screen & processor. He left the base to wander in hopes of clearing his head but that proved to do the opposite. He didn't have the option to terminate, Energon is scarce, he's been waiting on Earth this whole time so he's alone. The dread of what Optimus and others would say or do to him and the sparkling sends him spiraling. On pure accident he runs into Blitzwing, the tension is thick and obvious. If Bumblebee got carrier protocols, then there's no doubt Blitzwing has sire protocols.
Bumblebee tears into Blitzwing, even without a vox he gets his point across. The reveal that there's a sparkling on the way isn't pretty, Bee is crying by the end of it, and he falls to the ground hugging himself. Blitzwing sits beside him, clearly not knowing what to do, the new protocols refusing to let the bots offline the other.
Now they have to navigate the inevitable and try not to die along the way.
"Do you think they'll be a Triple-Changer?"
"I hope not..."
#my art#fanart#digital art#blitzbee#transformers#humanformers#bumblebee#blitzwing#fankids#next gen#transformer au#transformer next gen#cliffjumper actually lives in this au so i gotta kill somebody else#also bee is kinda goldbug if u squint#enemies with benefits to reluctant coparents to horrid realization that they actually love each other to oh god the baby is here#and we have something to lose#megatron and ratchet will compete for the blitzbee hater award#they will both lose#the therapists all died during the war so everybody is rawdogging their issues and traumas
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Trauma Regressor Cardamon.
Requested by : Anon.
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#🎀 ... mother stands for ; comfort。#🐑 ... everything you feel is ; good。 #cardamon#bee and puppycat#bee and puppcat lazy in space#bapc#bapc lazy in space#lazy in space#trauma regressor#trauma age regressor#agere blog#agere community#sfw agere#age regression#age regressor#agere#age regressive#regressor#sfw regression#sfw interaction only#sfw#pride#icons#edit
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NEIL NO NO NO NO NO NEIL BABY NO NO THIS IS NOT NO NO THIS IS NOT HOW WE DESCRIBE SOMEONE'S MURDER TO A GRIEVING KID NO NO NO!!!!!!!
#NO!!!!!!!#Bee reads AFTG#Neil making finger guns: Pop goes the weasel#Aftg spoilers#all for the game spoilers#The sunshine court spoilers#Tsc spoilers#“Kid” not in age (legally Jean is not a minor) kid as in 19 year old trauma boy
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Oh yeah also if any of you stumble across tfp (transformers prime) bumblebee centric angst fics hit me up immediately pretty pwease
#rewatching the show and man...#the craving to see this mans trauma explored is coming back in full force#my ramblings#my doodles#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#tfp bumblebee#seriously does Megatron have some personal vendetta against bee??? like?? leave him alone???
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"we don't discriminate based on gender" then why did you make me give you my honorifics when you didn't include mx in the options❓
#im not going to lie and say im a doctor. but i am now asking you to call me a man. idc#bad news: the dentist also wants a fucking id. i told them im working on getting a new one and good news: they said that should be ok#bad news again: YOU WANT 100$ FOR A CONSULTATION? AND THEN ANOTHER 180$ FOR AN X RAY?#brother i would just plier yank it out myself if it werent in the Very back of my mouth + mostly covered by my gums. what the fuck.#i got lucky w the vet fee beeing so much less than the estimate but theyre asking 280$ Flat like this isnt even for removing the tooth yet#ask to tag#words from the monarch#tooth trauma#jic
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(N finds Uzi sitting with her knees tucked against her chest, a sad expression in her eyes)
N: Have you been crying?
(Immediately turns feral)
N: Who did it?! I'll kill them!
#incorrect murder drones quotes#murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#nuzi#source: bee and puppycat#coping with the episode 7 trauma with silliness#same way i cope with real life honestly#i just realized this would also work the other way around#with n being sad and uzi going feral
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Mr Silver please be my dad
#guh#rewatched the movie yesterday#and now im insane again#ive been insane about this movie and silver since i was a little puppy#but now im a grown up with more trauma abd abandonment issues and art skills#figuring out his face was a bit difficult in my style but i think i ate#treasure planet#john silver#mr silver#furry#fursona#furry art#swf furry#fanart#self insert#jonny bee art
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okay disclosure I know nothing about beeduo however the fact Ranboo married an ex president and then joined the anti government club is really really funny. Backbone of a chocolate eclair etc etc
#If this is some sign of trauma or smth I DONT KNOW#it’s just funny from the outside#Dsmp#mcyt#bee duo#something to nom on#Ranboo
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Starbee sketch dump ★
Practicing tfe stars helm.
What I did instead of reading syllabi.
And a wip. I wonder who it is? 🤔
#reading fics and rewatching tfe lit a spark in me#and also listening to the smiths#particularly there’s a light that never goes out and big mouth strikes again#not just because of the bumblebee movie#bmsa is really about being hated by society#but it could also fit with bees insecurities and the affects of his war trauma#tltngo is really about having a ride or die crush on someone#but also very gay coded#it’s really about being gay in a car in 1986 with someone you would be fine dying with#anyway relate that how you will to starbee both songs are bangers#starbee is complex and I’ll never shut up about them#transformers#starbee#tfe starscream#tfe bumblebee#bumblebee#starscream#earthspark#earthspark starscream#earthspark bumblebee#maccadam#hanaes scrapheap
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chaotix posting
(thank you all for voting!)
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#project alacrity#sonic au#knuckles chaotix#team chaotix#charmy the bee#espio the chameleon#vector the crocodile#knuckles the echidna#mighty the cyberdillo#mighty the armadillo#wechidna#enerjak the spirit#chaos rings#tw: implied trauma#tw: falling#decided i was gonna highlight certain parts of their story#vector casually smuggling a baby bumblebee on the mission
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