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As someone who is entirely too old to be feeling like this again, I approve of the term âbed rottingâ. Like, wow, someone put a name to it and itâs so perfect!
#love me some bed rotting#bed rotting before it was popular#hello my fellow kids#god Iâm old#and yet still alive#bed rotting#text#mine
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I first became fascinated with it a few years ago when I noticed it out an airplane window on a flight from Texas to Southern California. In an expanse of endless desert, suddenly, a vast body of water. When I got home, I immediately looked it up on a map. The Salton Sea.
Itâs the largest landlocked body of water in California. It sits right on top of the San Andreas Fault at over 200 feet below sea level. It is more than twice as salty as the Pacific Ocean. It is completely toxic. And I had never heard of it before then.
(photo essay under the cut)
In the early 1900s the Colorado River was diverted through a series of irrigation canals in order to provide water for the farmlands of Imperial Valley. One of the head-gates broke during a flood, and the desert basin filled with water for 2 years before it was fixed. The unexpected lake soon became a popular vacation destination; it was stocked with fish, and resorts and hotels popped up along its shores. It became known as a great place for sport fishing, waterskiing, and yacht parties. Big name celebrities visited. At one point, it had more annual visitors than Yosemite.
Salton Sea has no outlet, and is only filled via agricultural runoff. As the water evaporated in the hot desert sun, the lake became more and more saline. Chemicals began to build up from the run off causing toxic algae blooms, and mass die-offs of fish and birds started in the 80s. By the 90s, the beaches were littered with fish gills and bird bones and the resorts were abandoned. The lake began to dry up as irrigation run-off was diverted away. The exposed lake bed is also toxic, and the high desert winds kick up the dust, making the air poisonous.Â
Despite the unpleasant odor, the noxious air and the summer temperatures regularly reaching 120°, a renaissance of sorts began in the early 2010s. Artist and nomad colonies began to spring up around Salton Sea. Bombay Beach, once a popular resort destination, is now mostly a ghost town, but the folks who remain have turned the ruins on the shores into an outdoor art installation gallery where the found-art sculptures are cyclically destroyed by the elements and then replaced with new ones. Many of the houses and RVs in town are themselves art pieces.
In nearby Slab City, a settlement of off-the-grid lifestylers, you can find even more folk art. Salvation Mountain is a manmade hill painted with bright colors and bible verses and maintained by a community of volunteers. East Jesus is a sculpture garden and art installation.Â
This past weekend my partner and I finally made the pilgrimage to the Sea. California has the benefit of being home to a huge array of biomes. In just a couple of hours you can travel from snowy mountain peaks to lush oases to endless sand dunes. Driving the hour or so south from Palm Springs towards Salton Sea is like driving towards the end of the world.
Bombay Beach especially enamored me. The beach is crusted with salt and millions of tiny shells and bones. It smells awful, like sewage and chemicals and low-tide and rotting fish. You drive out onto the beach and park anywhere amongst the sculptures and deteriorating resort ruins. The art feels raw in a way I havenât experienced before. It reminds me of seeing paleolithic cave art. Humans made this, with no motivation other than to create something intriguing or beautiful or sad. Not much can live out here, but what you find fills me with a great adoration for humanity. Despite the asphyxiation of the natural world, the human spirit persists.
#im sure most people know about this place but i didnt so!!#i hated writing essays in school but now in my 30s i do it for fun apparently#photos are all mine except the first one#salton sea#bombay beach#slab city#salvation mountain
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wondering what zombie!au Steve might try to do for a sappy romantic surprise.. I feel like heâd get really excited about planning something intimate/small but really meaningful and tooth-rotting sweet.. maybe itâs for a birthday? or just for a spot of cheer?
Before the apocalypse, Steve was desperate to be loved. None of his girlfriends ever seemed that interested in more than sex or popularity, and if they were, theyâd realise they wanted more than Steve soon after. He spent years wishing somebody would look at him and find exactly what they wanted.Â
And you do.Â
You look at him like heâs your everything (when you arenât complaining, that is). âIâm gonna have to shave you myself,â you say, climbing into his lap, your hand tipping his head back less gently than you mean to, heâs sure. âThatâs a wound.âÂ
âItâs a scratch. Itâll be fine tomorrow.âÂ
He grabs your waist, surprised but certainly not unhappy with your sudden presence. Youâre straddling him. âDoes it hurt?â You rub the area surrounding his raw skin. âDoes that hurt?âÂ
âNot really.â He runs his hands up and down your sides. âWhatâs up?âÂ
You shrug. He leans back against the headboard as you wrap your arms around his shoulders. âWe finally have a bed again.âÂ
He pulls you in for a hug. âYeah?âÂ
âItâs so nice. I missed this.âÂ
âI missed this too. Clean sheets, a door that locksâŠâÂ
You understand what heâs hinting at. He isnât subtle, but heâs also in no rush, and you know that too. âMaybe you can give me a massage later,â you murmur. âWe still have some of that nice lotion.âÂ
He loves that, the thought of you on your front as his hands push up your shoulders, your skin and his palms warmed by friction. âWhat about me?â he jokes, hands sliding up your back, tracing the path heâll make later on.Â
âYou can have one too,â you say, your face dropping down to his neck, where you kiss him mildly, like youâre thinking of something else.Â
Steve wants to give the gift to you before he forgets it. You can be a very distracting person, not just because heâd like to encourage your lips to his for a good kiss, or because youâre the perfect partner for hugging under the covers. Maybe itâs because he loves talking to you, about everything and anything at all.
âHey, so.â He encourages your head back, his hand on the nape of your neck. âI have something for you.âÂ
âDo I have to get off of you?â you ask.Â
âNo, you can stay there.â He reaches into his pocket.Â
âWait, youâre smiling. Are you that excited to give it to me?âÂ
âPretty excited.âÂ
You caress the inside of his elbow.Â
Itâs probably why youâre so easy to love. Not that you love him, but your propensity for sweetness, and the way you show your own affection. If he didnât need both hands for this next part heâd twine your fingers together and hold yours all night long.Â
He pulls a small plastic bag from his pocket to show you the contents, then changes his mind and opens the bag to take it out instead. âI know you were pretty happy that I found your necklace in my jacket, but I got it for you such a long time ago, Iâm not saying you shouldnât keep it. You should keep it.âÂ
âI donât think I could get rid of it,â you say, honest and curious. âYou gave it to me to make me feel better. Do you remember?âÂ
âYeah, I remember. You had a frown like no oneâs business for days.â He finds the charm and lays it over his hand. The chain is slightly tangled, but he can fix that. âThere wasnât a box, but. I donât know, it reminded me of us, and you need an upgrade, I think I should ask you to get marriedââ
You smile in surprise, âWhat?âÂ
âBut I canât find a ring. So I have to promise to get you one, and you can have this for the interim.â Itâs an incredible skinny chain joined by two hearts. Steve knows itâs cheesy, itâs insanely corny, whatever, heâs smiling like a loon. âI figure itâs me and you,â he says, putting it in your open palm. âLinked together.âÂ
Your gaze moves between him and the necklace slowly. âYou want to marry me?âÂ
Steve curls your hand closed over the necklace. Gentle, he takes your face into both hands. âI get that I havenât been the best boyfriend, but you canât really think I donât want that, right?âÂ
Heâs really asking, but you donât answer.
âI wouldâve married you a long, long time ago, if things were different,â he says, pulling you in for a quick kiss. âI wouldâve asked,â he corrects softly, before stealing another kiss.Â
You press your screwed up fist to his chest as you kiss him back.Â
âWho says we have to have rings?â you mumble.Â
The idea of calling you his wife is insanity. It trips him up, flips his heart, but he thinks you deserve the real thing. As real as it can get, considering.Â
âIâm gonna keep looking,â Steve says.Â
The way your eyes soften as he rubs your cheek sets everything heâs saying to you in stone. Who else could he ever want to be looking at him like this beside you? How lucky he is that youâd bother.Â
âThank you,â you say.Â
Your face tilts down and he drops one hand, moving the other to just under your jaw, his pinky and marriage finger sewn behind your ear, middle and index on your cheek. He watches you and you turn your gift in your palm, waiting for you to lift your head.
âThank you,â you say again. âWill you put it on me?âÂ
Steve strings it around your neck and clasps it at your chest before twisting it to sit properly. The new necklace is a bit shorter than your simple diamond. You could wear both without issue.Â
You look down at them but canât quite see them. âDoes it look good?âÂ
âYeah. Looks beautiful.âÂ
He wraps his arms around you again and looks up in to your face, chests coming together as he straightens his back and the gap between you closes just enough. You look down at him, your smile a mirror of his. Steve thinks being as in love with you as he is makes for its own kind of gift. Much better than a necklace, but heâll keep trying to bridge the gap.Â
He forgets everything else when youâre together. Everything.Â
His face falls into your chest and collar against your necklaces. You press your face to his hair and cuddle him nicely.Â
âLove you,â you both whisper at the same time.Â
Your laugh tickles his scalp, warm breath in his hair.Â
#steve zombie!au#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x y/n#steve harrington#steve harrington fic#steve harrington blurb#steve harrington drabble#stranger things x reader#stranger things fic#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington fanfic#steve harrington fanfiction#stranger things
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Hello! I'm so happy I found your blog! I like your story, the way you write it! And itâs so easy for me to imagine my OC with your story, because our OCs are a little similar, only my character is something like a god/demon of death, a little more cold and his pets are snakes))
Sooooo... Sorry for taking a lot of time with my character đ
the request for headcanons is haulian x reader and how will Xie Lian and Hua Cheng react if the reader feels like the third wheel in their trio and become a little bit distant because want to give them some space? (I have the idea in my head that the reader is basically like your OC, i like him soooooo much)
Sorry if it's not clear, English is not my native language. And if you don't like the idea, just ignore it))
Closing The Distance
Hua Cheng x M!Reader x Xie Liam
I'm so happy you like my writing and I love to hear about your OC so don't worry. I'm happy our OC's are so similar đ„°đ€
I like writing stories with my headcanons soooo bare with me, bear with me???
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You've been distant. Well you've never reached out to people before this either, but you're more distant than usual.
Xie Lian and Hua Cheng noticed immediately.
How you start declining things, how you just sit to the side, you don't talk much, You let them sleep alone, eat dinner alone.
You stop being near them. The kisses you give dwindle down to nothing and the words "I love you" have been reserved.
They haven't a clue why. Xie Lian and Hua Cheng have tried to think of every reasonable possibility but don't know why
Why would you want to be alone when it's supposed to be the three of you together?
It gets to the point where they have to visit you instead of the other way around. Paradise Manor, and Puqi shrine is all of your homes but you don't show up to either one anymore.
You're hiding away at your own place and they just don't know what to do
It really breaks Xie Lian's heart because you've been by his side all these years why do you want to leave now?
Hua Cheng is equally devastated. He would do anything for you and Xie Lian but you're pulling away.
The two can only think that maybe you just don't love them anymore, maybe you're tired of them?
You would never do that though
Xie Lian doesn't like it and neither does Hua Cheng. They intend to get to the bottom of it because they love you.
They would try to give you space but when it seems to only make it worse they don't stop bothering you
That's what it seems like you need, to be bothered.
Xie Lian keeps asking, and caring for you
Hua Cheng gets insecure. He knows he's good that Xie Lian loves him but do you? You aren't disgusted by him are you? Contrary to popular belief ghost kings get insecure too
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You are pathetic, at least you feel like you are. Hiding away like a bug under a rock. You don't know when it started and you couldn't control it when it got out of hand. It's nothing against Xie Lian and Hua Cheng, you love them dearly. But the problem you have feels like a problem you can't even bring up. You don't want to hurt them.
Would you hurt them more by bringing it up or staying hidden?
So you've been... Lying here. Bed rotting. If you can even call it that. You're actually just lying under a rock. Very literally. You're hanging out in a small cave. It's nothing you aren't used to you used to do it with Xie Lian all the time.
You could've gone to the heavens and hidden up there but you don't have friends. You have Feng Xin, and Mu Qing but you know they would snitch on you if it came to Xie Lian. So here you are under a rock. Overthinking.
You always overthink, it's why you left in the first place. You also felt selfish. It's hard to see Xie Lian and Hua Cheng together. You love them both, honest! But what do they even need you for? They look perfect without you, like they were made to just have each other. You felt like you were getting in the way, or like a third wheel.
You know they love you too but... It feels so difficult to be included. When Hua Cheng first showed up he immediately was able to take Xie Lian's side and help him with missions. Which was fine you guys needed the extra help anyways but then you learned their pasts. They're just so intertwined with each other
Hua Cheng built temples for Xie Lian, released 3,000 lanterns, built statues, fought in war, challenged 33 gods, cut out his eye, and died 3 times for him, and broke his shackles! What could you possibly add to the relationship. No one could care for Xie Lian better than Hua Cheng.
Xie Lian saved Hua Cheng when he was a child, and stayed with Wu Ming. Gave him a coral pearl, and red string. What have you done?
All the heavens talk about is Xie Lian and Hua Cheng. The ghost realm is the same. You were never a prominent figure so people forget you're even there. They don't even know you're their lover too.
So yes it's hard, and maybe it's selfish that you want to feel more included when they already spoil you when anything you could ask for. Which is why you're hiding in a small, dumb cave. You eventually fall asleep to the pitter, patter of rain.
When you wake up you aren't under a rock anymore. You're in bed. In red sheets, in a red room, red, red, red. You're at paradise manor. You wouldn't mind that if you weren't actively avoiding your lovers. You sit straight up in bed and before you can tumble out Xie Lian is at your bedside. He's frowning and has this worried look in his eyes that makes you feel guilty.
"Where have you been, y/n?" You look away and shrug. "In the cave you found me in" your lips wobble a little. You don't know what to say. What excuse could you use this time? You pick at a loose piece of thread on the blanket and notice that Hua Cheng isn't in the room with you two. ". . . Where's San Lang?"
"A-Lang" Xie Lian interrupts you and his hand finds yours "You've always called him A-Lang"
You want to crinkle under his piercing gaze. "Where's A-Lang?" You whisper glancing back at the blanket.
"Standing outside the room. Baobei why have you been avoiding us?" Xie Lian turns your gaze back to him.
"I-I just was dealing with my own issues" Your hands fist in the blankets and your eyes get watery just thinking about how selfish you've been.
Xie Lian's hand caresses your cheek, "Our issues. We can help you if you tell us."
You bite your lips and bring your hand up trying to wipe your tears before they get the chance to stream down your face. "It's selfish" you spit, venom covers your tongue. "It was a pathetic reason, really. I just was overthinking and I felt like. . . A third wheel. It's not a big deal though" You glare at the blanket. Your anger of course isn't directed at them but at yourself. Xie Lian knows this too.
"A third wheel, how come?" He runs his fingers through your hair. Him and Hua Cheng have tried everything to include you so how could one feel left out?
"It's my own fault, I just don't feel like I have anything to add. I've nothing to offer. I've done nothing compared to you two" You're completely useless like always.
Xie Lian's questioning is interrupted when the door slams open. You both jump when Hua Cheng storms in and grabs a hold of your face. He would never hurt you, you all know this. "Nothing to offer? Just who are you talking about right now?" He frowns at you with furrowed brows. "I don't think we're seeing the same person." He doesn't let you divert your gaze keeping you there.
Hua Cheng knows what you're feeling, your insecurities stemming all from feeling useless. He knows how it is. "You have everything to offer and even if you didn't we would love you anyways. You don't have to add anything y/n, you can just be" he frowns and sits on the bed.
"I think you're going blind in your other eye. I really don't have anything" you blink away tears. "This one offers so much and he doesn't even know, he's done so much for the two of us and doesn't remember. Right gege?" Hua Cheng looks at his other husband for approval and Xie Lian nods.
"This one is a heavenly official. You have to work hard to become a god in the upper court" Xie Lian adds. You scoff though. "That's not what I'm talking about, I-I haven't done anything for the two of you"
Hua Cheng wants to shake you in a jar. "You have though!" Now he's yelling and Hua Cheng doesn't yell only when it comes to the two of you. "Who's rayed by Xie Lian all these years protecting him when I was lost? You did! Who took care of Hong er when Gege's other servants wouldn't dare touch him? You did. Who gave a mongrel child their family heirloom because he had sympathy and was kind? You did!" Hua Cheng holds your face in his hands still.
"You work so hard, and have gone through so much just like the rest of us and yet you still worry about others still!"
"every night this one takes care of us and helps Gege make dinner. Every day this one protects us, every day this one thinks of us and gives his best for us!"
Hua Cheng gives endless reasons small to large. You're crying in his hands and Hua Cheng wipes them away for you.
"No one is allowed to insult my lovers, even if they're doing it themselves" Hua Cheng finishes and kisses your forehead. Xie Lian is smiling and he kisses your forehead too.
"Don't run from us anymore, you can tell us what you're thinking anytime. Me and San Lang have no problem giving you the reassurance you need" he hums and joins you two in bed. All three of you cuddle for the rest of the night and the two practically suffocate you, not allowing you to leave bed. But you love them and would gladly lie here tangled in their limbs.
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I hope y'all like it! Also ignore my grammar mistakes guys I always have some. đ€
#hualian#hualian x reader#tgcf#tgcf headcanon#hua cheng x reader#tgcf x male reader#xie lian x reader#tgcf xie lian#xie lian#tgcf hualian#tgcf hua cheng#hua cheng#tgcf x reader
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hiiii!!!!! àŠ Im not sure if you still post creepypasta headcannons but I really liked the headcannons you gave the creepypastas, it's really nice to realistic headcannons, if you want I was wondering if you could do headcannons for the friendship of the reader and ticci Toby 0_o
(If I made any typos or used bad grammar I'm really sorry (ââžâă) )
Realistic Ticci Toby headcanons (SFW+NSFW)
A/N: Okeyy so for the friendship headcanons just ignore the NSFW part! I just decided to combine your ask with multiple anon asks who requested relationship/NSFW headcanonsđ«¶đ»
SFW
-First of all he isnât the one to settle down. He has a bad past with people and itâs incredibly hard for him to trust so he prefers not spending a lot of time at your place, if he ever goes there at all
-Heâs basically homeless and probably squatting in abandoned places outside of smaller towns so if you ever want to spend a little more time with him itâs there or in the woods
-In contrary to popular belief i donât think he is shy. He is very wary and kind of feral so physical touch is a hard one with him
-He is touch starved to some degree but then again heâs become so callous due to everything that has happened, that he wonât initiate or reciprocate for a long time. He wonât push you away either though
-I think if you ever share a bed/mattress with him, you might be woken up with a hatchet to your throat or a hand wrapped around it. At least in the first few months of your relationship, simply because heâs not used to having anyone around so he panics when he gets startled and his fight instincts kick in.
-Despite everything, i do think heâs very thoughtful once he warms up to you. I can imagine him leaving you things like rocks or trinkets he finds which remind him of you
-Heâs really possessive no doubt. Hardly anyone has treated him with the smallest amount of kindness, and now that youâre in his life he wonât settle for less ever again.
-I can definitely see him being the type that wouldnât let you get out of the relationship/ friendship alive in case you ever want to leave him. Either you stay with him or he kills you. Of course it would be hard for him to do since he âlovesâ you but the thought of you being with someone else, leaving him to rot, is much harder
NSFW
-I donât think heâs had experiences before you which doesnât make him shy but even more greedy
-I think it would take him a long time to trust you enough with something like that. He isnât reckless or sleeps around but he wants to know that you wonât backstab him (literally)
-He knows how sex works, heâs not stupid and heâs watched campers in the woods do it, thinking they were being sneaky. Of course he couldnât help imagining it was him and you
-Now that you conditioned him to get used to a certain degree of affection and physical touch he expects more, of course he does and you love him after all right?
-Letâs hope youâre ready to sleep with him when he wants you because i do think heâd pressure you into it
-I donât think itâd be him getting physically violent but heâd try to make you feel bad for him, try to blackmail you, manipulate you etc.
-If that doesnât work maybe he would wait until youâre asleep, start sliding his hand under your shirt and do his thing
-I think heâs decent in bed, clumsy at first and heâs so pent up that his pleasure is all he can think about at first.
-If you do criticise him make sure to be gentle about it, heâs insecure and he will get mad easily thinking you donât want him but he does like you please you after all and he enjoys having you show him what you like
-Hickeys. Everywhere. Good luck trying to hide them because it will look ridiculous but he canât help it. He has to make sure others know youâre not available
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Lixie Love
Soccer player Felix x fem!reader
Warnings: Smut MDNI (sweaty sweaty Felix, because, why not!)
Genre: smut, tooth rotting fluff, established relationship
Summary: You start off as partners in an assignment, and then he's your boyfriend. You love your soccer player boyfriend to bits. And everyday you love him a little more. Just so much love and fluff in this one.
a/n: Felix just makes me so happy, I could cry.
Felix was focused intently on his laptop, brows furrowed in concentration. You couldn't help but steal glances at him, finding him totally adorable. You were addicted to his pretty face, and his cute freckles - so much, that you dream of being able to run your fingers through them.
You were working on an assignment you were paired together for by your professor. You hadn't known Felix much before you started working together, but now that you do know him, you like him even more than you had before.
Felix was one of the most popular guys in your college - singer, soccer star and eternal sunshine - but also the most humble person you've seen. And each day you worked together and got to know each other better, your crush on him grew bigger and bigger.
Felix looked up suddenly and saw you watching him with such a soft look.
His heart raced as he saw you like that, and he couldn't help but smile at you. He had always harboured a crush on you, the cute silent girl in his class, but he was too shy to say anything. But now as he locked eyes with you, he was sure that you felt the same.
In that split second, something unspoken passed between your eyes. And then, Felix was leaning in, his lips meeting yours in a sweet kiss. Your lips moved together slowly at first just testing the waters, before his hand came up, cupping your face gently. He moved closer, and the kiss had turned more needy by now. Your hands were on his arms, holding on for support as his lips devoured yours.
When you pulled back, you were both breathless and wide-eyed, realising what had just transpired. Felix's cheeks flushed bright red, and you just sat, breathing heavily. But then, you saw the shy smile on his face, and all your uncertainties melted away.
'I've wanted to do that for a long time.' He admitted.
'Me too.' You admitted, smiling nervously.
Felix chuckled, before pecking your lips softly. Then again. Then again.
'You're addicting.' He murmured under his breath.
'Don't stop then.' You whisper, and then he is kissing you again.
Being Felix's girlfriend was the sweetest thing in the world. And you loved every moment of it. Sharing glances across the classroom during lectures or quick kisses between his busy schedule, this was definitely a page out of a fairytale.
One night, just before a test, you were up late doing some revision, when in came a text.
Lixie: You up?
Y/N: yep, studying
Lixie: babe, it's 12:15, I was just checking in to see if you were still doing this!
Lixie: go to bed, you'll be too tired tomorrow
Y/N: what are you doing up then?
Lixie: đ
Lixie: ok fine.
Lixie: did you have dinner at least?
Y/N: I may have been busy...
Lixie: Y/N.
Lixie: you know what, get ready, we're gonna go get something from the store
Y/N: Lixie, it's ok, I'm alright. I'll just eat an apple or something.
Lixie: I wasn't asking, babe. I'll be there in 10 mins, be ready
Y/N: Fineđ
Lixie: đ
You meet him at the gates and walk through the quiet campus. There was a 24x7 convenience store inside the campus where students usually went to for essentials. The night was cool, and Felix had his arm around you, holding you close. He spoke of his day and about how excited he was about the upcoming game against a popular team. You hummed in response, just enjoying the calming effect his deep voice had on you.
The convenience store appeared like an oasis in the darkness. You and Felix entered the little store and a few seats in the corner were occupied by some students having a late night like you. You both walk along the aisles of shelves neatly stacked with snacks and instant meals. The aroma of instant ramen wafted through the air, making your stomach growl. Felix rolled his eyes at you, shaking his head as he reached for his favorite ramen.
You get a plastic cup with ice and a mango drink before joining him at the table where he had your ramen ready. The steam from your bowls had you moaning and you slurped the noodles, feeling the warmth of it spreading through your body.
'Why do you skip meals, Y/N? That's so unhealthy! You should make time to eat no matter what!' Felix scolded as he watched you wolf down your food.
'I'm sorry, I won't again.' You murmur as you sip your drink and holding it out to Felix as a peace offering. He accepted with a smile. You eat in a comfortable silence, just a few words exchanged every now and then. Your tummy was full, and so was your heart.
'Thanks for this, babe.' You say as you walk back to the dorms. 'I know you are tired too.'
'Never too tired for you.' Felix grinned.
You laugh and he pulls you closer to press a kiss to your lips. Your heart skipped a beat as his body heat enveloped you.
'Please go back and rest, Y/N. You know you'll do well on the test tomorrow. So go straight to bed. Ok?' His voice is so soft and you wouldn't say no to anything if he asked like that. So you nod.
'Ok.' You mumble against his chest, not wanting to let go. 'You too, have some rest ok?'
He nods, and then with a kiss on your forehead, he takes a step back. You watch as he walks away, before going back to your room.
The next few days were utterly boring and kind of sad for you because Felix was always at practice and he took some of his classes after regular hours because of this. You missed him so much. You spoke to him everyday, but he's just dead tired after everything that you couldn't ask him to meet. That just felt selfish. So you settled with calls and occasional glimpses.
You had seen him at practice once as you and your friends we're passing by. You didn't want to disturb him, but he caught sight of you and came running. Your friends giggled at how cute he was and he held your hand as he you all spoke for sometime before he had to go. He kissed you softly and promised to meet you soon.
And one day, you couldn't take it any longer.
The day had been relentless, a marathon of lectures, and endless note-taking. Your body ached and your head ached, and fatigue weighed heavily on your shoulders. All you wanted was Felix.
You felt tears in your eyes as you controlled the urge to text him. But you were just so needy and your body seemed to be shaking.
With trembling fingers, you pulled out your phone and texted Felix.
Y/N: Lixie? Where are you?
You waited for a few minutes before his reply came through.
Lixie: sorry babe, at practice now. It's gonna be a while.
Your heart sank, and the tears were now pouring down your cheeks. You swallow your pride and text him again.
Y/N: Felix, can you please come over after practice? I'm sorry, I just had a hard day...its ok if you can't.
Lixie: Is everything ok babe? What happened?
Y/N: Nothing
Y/N: It's alright Felix
Lixie: No no, I'm coming as soon as I can.
Lixie: I love you baby â€
Y/N: I love you too â€
You were crying now, but more in relief than anything else. You quickly clean up and them tidy up your room. About an hour later, Felix was there hair damp with sweat, drops of it dripping down his forehead and face. He gave you a tired smile as he stepped in.
He looked so adorable in his practice outfit, and you watched as he kicked off his shoes.
'Is everything ok?' He asked, dropping his bag to the side. 'I was so worried, I didn't even shower, I just came right after Chan called it a day. Can I shower real quick-'
Without a word, you just pulled him into your arms, pressing your lips against his in a hungry kiss. Felix was a bit shocked, but he responded immediately, his arms wrapping around you tightly. His tongue slipped into your mouth, and he pulled you closer, walking you towards the bed.
You both fall into your bed together, your fingers in his hair and his hands wandering over your body. He pulled back breathlessly and peeled off his sweat-dampened jersey off his body, before hovering over you.
'What's this sweetheart? What's happened to you?' He asked, with a hint of amusement in his voice.
'Just shut up and fuck me already.' You muttered, pulling him onto you.
He laughed as his lips landed on yours again, kissing you roughly. And your arms go around his neck, your legs making way for him to settle between them. He was already grabbing at the hem of your loose tshirt dress, lifting it over your head and throwing it aside. You sigh as his lips worked on your neck, and his hands on the rest of your clothes. He quickly sat up to push off his own shorts and boxers.
'Are you sure you don't want me to shower first?' Felix asked slowly. 'I stink.'
'I don't care, you don't!'
'Baby, I don't have a condom-'
'Felix, I don't care! Just do something, please!' You glare at him and he laughs again, nodding.
'Just remind me to get some, ok?'
'Oh my God! FINE.' You growl at him and he just kisses you shut, his fingers slipping into your soft warmth and he just groaned at how wet you were.
You gasped as he moved off you and suddenly, you feel his tongue in your folds.
'Felix!' You whine, and he takes this opportunity to wrap his sweet lips around your throbbing clit and suck on it gently. Your entire body trembles as he breaks you down and you breath heavily as you come down from your high.
'Please, no more-' you whimper as he keeps placing tiny licks there.
He just grinned before pressing a quick kiss on your clit, and moves up. You feel his hands cup your breasts gently as you are trying to catch your breath, only to lose it again as his lips close in on a nipple. You haven't felt any of these feelings before and you just hold on to him as he worshipped you.
He's up again, his face close to yours, whispering a soft, 'Can I?' as he lines his length to your soft entrance.
You nod sleepily, and with a chuckle, he pushes in slowly. You're both moaning at the feeling, and you just hold on tight as he's fully in you. He just watches you with so much love and warmth in his eyes, you feel the heat creep up your neck and cheeks.
'You're so beautiful, baby.' He whispered, kissing the tip of your nose.
You smile, a tear escaping your eye. This was very overwhelming. With your permission, he starts moving slowly. And then faster and faster. You're both high with pleasure and you reach your peak once again, whimpering softly as your legs shakes in its effect. Felix pulls out quickly as he cums over your tummy.
He falls on the bed beside you, completely spent and unable to move even a muscle after everything. Then he slips out of the bed slowly, coming back with a wet cloth to clean you up. And then he's back, wrapping his arms around you. And you're drifting off into a satisfied slumber, with your head against his chest.
When you open your eyes hours later, rubbing at them groggily, you find you're alone in bed. For a moment your heart stops.
Did he leave after having sex? Did he really leave?
You sit up quickly and that's when you see him, at the little table. He was opening little containers and you see steam rising out of them.
He looks up and sees that you're up and smiles.
'Hey there, sleepyhead.' Felix said softly. 'I ordered dinner. I assumed you'd be too tired to go out or cook. So.'
You stretch and say, 'Thank you Lix.'
He comes over to kiss your forehead before pulling you up from the bed.
'I need you to go shower, ok?' He says, leading you to the bathroom. 'I'll make some tea.'
'Ok.' You mumble, seeing that he was already showered and in clean clothes.
The warm water did wonders on your aching body. You dry up quickly and pull on some pyjamas before settling down at the table. Felix sets two cups of tea on the table and sits next to you, giving you a plate of food.
You eat in silence and the warm soupy dinner feels so good in your mouth and tummy. As you ate, you can't take your eyes off Felix. His long blond hair was up in a bun. You realize how nice he looks in a bun.
And how nice he looks in general. He's always so warm and comfy and so... wholesome. You're lost in thought as Felix says something and you didn't catch a word of it. So he just gazes at you, before he leans forward and places a little peck on your lips.
'What's on your mind?' He asked.
You just shake your head and look at your food.
'Baby... Come here.' He was pulling at you, out of your chair and onto his lap.
'Is that better?' He whispered, placing a gentle kiss on your shoulder.
'Mhm.' You hum, a contented sigh escaping your lips.
You both eat the rest of your meal in silence, and you shiver as he places soft kisses on the back of your neck and shoulders. And eventually, you end up on your bed with Felix over you. Making out with him was always the best thing ever, but today everything felt more real and delicious.
Eventually, you both just fall asleep again in each other's arms.
Waiting for either of you to find time was getting harder and harder. Felix kept missing out on dates and he was more upset than you were. So he asked you to come and watch him practice for a while. His teammates all waved at you as you sat on the bleachers, munching on a bag of crisps and watching them.
You had a book open your lap and everything now and then, you tried to read. But your eyes followed Felix as he moved gracefully across the field. Every now and then, he glanced your way, a brief smile tugging at his lips when he caught your gaze.
Chan called out a loud 'Bye Y/N!' as he and the boys left the field after their practice session. Felix jogged over to you, and plopped down a row below you.
'You did so good, Lixie.' You say as he takes a little sip of water.
'Thank you, baby.' He mumbled, resting his head on your lap, closing his eyes. He kissed your knee, and you smiled, running your fingers through his damp hair.
Leaning down, you press a soft kiss to his temple. He opened his eyes, looking up at you saying, 'I'm so dirty, baby.'
'No, you're perfect.' You coo, making him laugh.
'You're too good to me.' He closing his eyes again, pressing his forehead on your thigh. You stroke his hair, your heart swelling with love for this man.
You both walk back to his dorm, where you stay for dinner and then walk back to yours. Felix's game was just a few days away and he was nervous and excited at the same time. And he felt so happy and grateful to have you with him, helping him stay grounded.
The stadium buzzed with excitement, the air thick with anticipation as students from both colleges filled the stands, ready to witness the big game. You and your friends had secured front seats and you were beyond excited to watch your boy on the fields.
Your cheek was painted with Felix's team logo (like all your friends), and you proudly wore a jersey with Felix's name on the back. He wore his hair in a pony tail today, with two little braids on both sides of his head. He just looked so good today!
You were at the edge of your seat the entire time as the game progressed, watching the players sprinting across the field. You could barely sit still, as you watched Felix weave through the opposing team's defenses. There was tension in the air and the cheers echoed in your ears.
Suddenly the stadium erupted in a deafening roar as Chan kicked the ball into the net, winning the game. You jumped to your feet, screaming and cheering along with everyone else.
The players on the field embraced each other, and shook hands with their opponents. Everyone was celebrating and through the screams and everything, your eyes were on Felix as his eyes scanned the crowd, searching for you.
When your eyes meet, he gives you such a happy smile, your heart swells up with love and pride. He came over, dodging teammates and fans, grinning. He cupped your face in his hands and kissed you. You're overcome with emotions as he stood in front of you, like nothing else happening around him really mattered.
He was looking at you like you were the only person in the world and that meant everything to you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him again. And when you pull back, your cheeks are a pretty pink and he whispered, 'We did it.'
'You were amazing, baby.' You reply, smiling wide. 'I'm so proud of you!'
Your friends came around to congratulate him, hugging him and patting his shoulder in praise, joining in the celebration. You went over to congratulate his teammates and the evening was just filled with so much thrill and excitement.
You stayed with the boys for a bit until they all went for a little celebration. But late in the night, Felix came over because it's not really a celebration with you. You and Felix cuddled on your bed, his arms wrapped around you, and he placed little kisses on your face.
'Thank you for being there today. It meant the world to me.' He whispered against your lips before kissing you tenderly.
'I love you baby, I'll always be there for you.' You say, and you're both glowing in each other's company.
'You know, seeing you there, cheering me on, it was the nicest thing. I can't imagine my life without you. One day, I'm gonna marry you. And have our own cute little family. Baby, I just know that you're the one for me.'
His words hung in the air, filled with so much sincerity and adoration. You looked up at him with teary eyes and you pull him into a kiss, pouring all your love into it. The intensity of your kiss left both of you breathless and clinging to each other.
'I love you, Felix. More than anything. And I can't wait for everything you said - 'cos it's exactly what I want.' You say, pressing your face to his chest.
'I love you too baby. I love you too.' Felix said, hugging you tight and rocking you slowly.
You stayed like that for the rest of the night, cuddling and whispering to each other, and end up making love because apparently Felix is never ever too tired for you. And this time he came prepared. And you laughed as he held up the little foil packet like it was gold.
You were grateful to have him in your life and you knew he felt the same. And this was all you needed right now.
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KoH - To Rival Eden (Baldwin IV x Reader)
Fandom: Kingdom of Heaven
Pairing: Baldwin IV x Fem!Reader
PoV: Split (Baldwin - Fem!Reader)
Length: Short (<4k words)
TW: Vague mentions of leprosy
A/N: Well, here we have it, the much-anticipated sequel to "What Good May Come"! I took your feedback into account regarding Y/N's preferences, as well as circumstances and relationships, and created another chapter in this little romance. As in the previous story, I've done my best to keep Y/N as generic as possible with a personality that seemed to fit what is currently popular. I hope you enjoy it as much as the first, and once again, thank you all for being awesome! đ€
Baldwin could hardly believe his good fortune.
Tiberias had spoken truth: she loved him.
He hadnât slept a wink that night after she left his chambers. Had barely paid attention to his physiciansâ work as heâd given his failing body to their care for the hundred-thousandth time in his short life. Whilst his mortal shell continued its slow and endless march towards inevitable disintegration, his heart and mind were soaring above the clouds, his spirit filled with a fire he hadnât felt in years.
Lady Y/N loved him.
He lay in his bed, eyes staring up into the canopyâs shadows, yet unseeing of anything that was actually there. Instead, he saw her sitting before him as she had that evening, the smile dancing across her lips, the color in her cheekâŠ
Thus lost in his thoughts, all he had to do was close his eyes to still feel her warmth in his arms, the touch of her hand upon his own⊠still smell the sweet perfume that cloaked her in its allure. Even as his fears screamed at him that every moment he spent near her was a risk he was selfish to take, that the poison coursing through his veins could destroy her like some fetid rot devouring a perfect flower, all he desired was to hold her again⊠to imagine what her hair would feel like slipping between his silk-gloved fingersâŠ
These visions of her swirled in his mind all night long and into the next week, until he thought he might go mad with them. He had never thought much of the songs of the troubadours before, dismissing their melodramatic lyrics as nothing more than mere fantasy.
But now he had tasted that very pain of love of which they sang, and he knew they were right.
Love was insanity.
Unfortunately, it was an insanity he had to endure through nearly a weekâs worth of increasingly-numerous duties that forbade his interaction with anyone other than his advisors and court petitioners. Conversation on such matters proved his only respite, for when he was finally left alone once more, she haunted the depths of his mind.
And as his quill slowly glided through the practiced motions of his signature upon his latest letter, his aching heart wondered if he haunted hers the same wayâŠ
He hoped and prayed she had not taken offense to his exclusion of visitors outside his immediate council. It was all such ill-timing, and yet the administration of his kingdom could not wait for courtship. He could not afford the distraction of anyone elseâs presence amidst such delicate matters, and there were some things that he refused to delegate to others.
That he could not trust to others.
The thoughts of sharing those tasks with a queen he truly loved and adored above all else, howeverâŠ
Plunk!
He abruptly sat back in his chair, squeezing his eyes shut.
That was it. It was time for some fresh air.
Rising slowly to his feet, he reached for his hooded cloak where it hung nearby. Without even being asked, his servant Ihsan wordlessly appeared from the shadows to help him don it, moving with quiet grace.
âShall I accompany His Majesty?â the Christian Syrian asked, aiding Baldwin in pulling the hood over his head. Jerusalemâs sun was bright today, and harsh on the ill kingâs eyes.
âNo, I shall walk alone, I think.â
âAs you wish, sire.â
And loyal Ihsan melted into those shadows once more, as quickly as he had emerged.
With that, Baldwin began making his way to the palace gardens, keeping his pace measured as he followed the long halls, close to the wall should he need it for support. Alas, his numbed foot would allow for nothing else. Yet, even so, he didnât wish for this stroll to be a hurried one, crammed in between the endless sessions of his work. He needed time to center himself â to clear his mind and ease his heart.
His hood low over his mask, he still squinted against the sun as he emerged into the palace gardens. The strength of its rays had only seemed to intensify in recent years, even as their warmth had faded; his body hardly felt it, now, beaming down upon him, as if he had already hovered between the land of the living and the dead. But his eyes most certainly did, and he kept his head dipped low, his mask half-shadowed by the hood of his cloak.
Anyone else who had chosen to wander the gardens the same as he soon found themselves departing, as usual. The king was instantly recognizable, even cloaked like this, his presence garnering immediate notice by his courtiers. Their dread of his disease they always attempted to cover with pretense â the courtesy of yielding the space to their liege-lord as they offered deep bows and curtseys. Yet they always slipped away with the hiss of whispers swirling in their wakeâŠ
His lips twisted in amusement at the thought that his experience behind a mask had made it easier to see past theirs.
Thus, he largely ignored them as they bestowed upon him their customary greetings, their well-rehearsed gestures of obeisance. And the answers he gave in reply were just as superficial. They deserved nothing more. Little by little, they left as he slowly made his way along those meandering paths, bordered by every plant native to these lands, flowering or notâŠ
All but one.
At the end of one of the paths, perched upon a bench before a towering hedge, was Lady Y/N.
She sat with a small book open in her lap, her garb a simple green bliaut with a matching embroidered belt. A brilliant white veil over her hair, pinned to the barbette that looped beneath her chin, shielded her downturned face from the sun. Even from this angle, he could see the slight smile that played across her lips, and he felt his own mimic the expression beneath his mask.
The sight of her thus made him pause his stride, and he considered backtracking to the previous fork in the path and leaving her to her peace. Yet another part of him desired nothing more than to speak to her â to self-indulgently converse, even if only briefly, with this sweet angel of a woman heâd neglected for the sake of his divinely-mandated duty.
What resulted then, was an indecisive hovering, a prolonged pause at the bells of the lovely flowers that brushed his silken sleeve â blossoms whose aroma was now all but lost to his dulled senses. But none of the velvet-petaled jewels gracing this paradise of a garden now compared to the one he could not tear his eyes from, yet hadnât the heart to approachâŠ
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Jerusalemâs palace garden was a sanctuary as peaceful as the cloister of any church youâd seen and perhaps twice as beautiful. The open air was filled with the scent of the exotic flowers that had been meticulously cultivated there, surrounding visitors in an alluring embrace. The cool shade beneath the towering hedgerows and elegant palms had been too tempting to resist, and, with a new book of poetry in hand, youâd made a beeline for an empty bench in the farthest shadowed nook you could find.
Gardens such as these were haunts for lovers, or so youâd been told. Some had even been designed in such a manner that encouraged clandestine trysts â a convenient niche here, a cleverly-planted bush thereâŠ
Alas, there were no such surreptitious visits in your near future. No, youâd merely come to the gardens this day for some fresh air and relative peace and quiet.
It was with great eagerness that you had rushed to the bench, sweeping your skirts beneath you and opening the book upon your lap. It was a loan, in fact, from Sibylla; the princess had been spending more time with you in the past week, indulging in light conversation mostly revolving around scholarly interests and pastimes. During the course of one of these discussions, she mentioned having received a few books from France and, quite unexpectedly, asked if you would like to borrow one of them.
Such a generous offer had been impossible to refuse, and your eyes had lit up as the princess passed you the small, leather-bound book of poetry, which you handled with utmost care.
The plan was to spend an upcoming evening sharing what the two of you had enjoyed most about the tomes over refreshments.
It was something you rather looked forward to.
Now, you were fully immersed in the book, your eyes drinking in the copyistâs hand as it swirled across the delicate vellum pages; it was a work of art in and of itself, to say nothing of the words it held within. So engrossed were you that, for a long moment, you failed to notice you were being watchedâŠ
But then, suddenly, a slight movement from the periphery of your vision caused you to glance up, and for a brief second, you thought you saw an angel. You quickly realized, however, that it was not.
The awestruck smile that tugged at your lips was perhaps a bit uncouth, but you couldnât help it. Angel he was not, and yet the king was still radiant enough that you wouldnât have been at all surprised to see a pair of wings upon his back or a fiery halo ringing his head. The hooded cloak he wore, trimmed in gold, was such a blinding white in the midday sun that it almost blurred his outline, and the half-concealed silver mask with its perfectly-chiseled countenance could easily be mistaken for the face of a saintâŠ
âYour Majesty!â
On reflex, you stood, abandoning the book on the bench before starting to dip into a curtsey, but the upwards flash of his gloved hand stopped you mid-movement.
âI require no epithets or courtesies from you, Lady Y/N,â he replied as he wandered down the path towards you. âI should hope that I may abandon such performance in your presence.â
The warmth in his voice heated your cheeks. âVery well⊠Baldwin.â This was only the second time youâd dared to speak his name without a title preceding it, and it felt oddly right on your tongue. âIf that is the case, then I must also insist that I am simply Y/N.â
His hooded head dipped. âOf course. Y/N.â
Something about the way he said your name made your heart flutter, and you glanced away briefly even as you sidled nearer to him. âIt is good to see you again. Baldwin. You are well, I hope?â
âI am now,â he replied softly. Now you could look up into his silver-clad face and see the glitter of his eyes beneath the shadow of his hood. In their impossibly-blue gaze you found a softness that belied the sharpness of their hue.
âI⊠missed you,â you breathed at last, your voice lowering. âI must admit, Iâve worried for you. Lord Tiberias assured me all was well, but⊠well, youâll forgive me for being a bit distrusting.â
A low chuckle emanated from him. âIf there is anyone you may trust with his honest assessment of matters, it is Tiberias.â
A chuckle of your own escaped you in response to his jesting remark before he continued in a far more serious tone, âI must offer you my sincerest apologies, Y/N â here youâve given me the most beautiful gift anyone has ever bestowed upon me, and Iâve done nothing but neglect you in return. Already, I fear I must seem a poor partner in courtship.â
Your mouth opened a little in shock at that. âAbsolutely nothing of the sort! I understand you are busy. I know you wouldnât have isolated yourself like this otherwise.â A light smile played upon your lips as you met his eyes again. âIâm just glad to see you again now.â
It was then you reached forth, brushing his nearest forearm lightly in reassurance. The damask silk of his sleeve was so very soft and smooth beneath your fingertips. And warm. Though from his body heat or the sun, it was difficult to tellâŠ
Suddenly, another movement out of the corner of your eye had you glancing past the king at a visitor on the garden path: a small tabby cat â silver with stripes of black â trotting along the hedgerow towards you.
âOh, look!â
You pointed, and Baldwin half-turned to follow your gesture, another quiet chuckle following once he realized what had caught your attention. âAh, a palace mouser, I see. Either that or a street cat has managed to breach the walls.â
His choice of words elicited a light laugh from you. âPerhaps he is a scout, then. Come to assess our defenses.â
The two of you watched as the cat slowed a few paces away, looking up at the both of you.
âMrow?â
It was a questioning little sound the tomcat made as he hunkered close, sniffing first at the toe of Baldwinâs shoe before doing the same at the hem of your skirt. For a moment he merely stood there, his banded tail a waving S in the air as he continued to take in king and lady with shining green eyes.
âMrrp.â
A quiet trill followed as the cat proceeded to bump up against your shin, tail curling about as he wound his way behind you before bumping against Baldwinâs calf in the same manner. He paused, staring upwards, and then he repeated the pattern, his path creating an infinity knot around both your feet.
âAww, I think the darling wants attention,â you cooed, bending at the waist towards the little feline as you held out your hand. You were rewarded with another bump up against your palm, whereupon you happily scratched behind the catâs ears, a grin plastered to your face.
âI would greet him as he wishes,â Baldwin remarked beside you, âbut I fear Iâd lose balance and keep going.â
You glanced up at him. âWell⊠we canât have His Majesty tumbling face-first into the roses, can we?â
âNo, I do believe that would tarnish my reputation for being upright.â
A snort escaped you at that. Baldwinâs sense of humor never ceased to amaze you â that he could find humor at all amidst his terrible suffering was a testament to his fortitude.
Confident that the cat was comfortable with you, you then reached for him, moving to pick him up, which he allowed with surprising ease. Palace mouser indeed, and obviously used to human company; you were certain no street cat would allow such familiar handling so soonâŠ
âOh, look, he has little gloves, like you.â
Your observation of the catâs stark white mittens, curled as they were overtop your arm, had Baldwin chuckling lightly once more, and he nodded in reply, his own gloved hand slowly approaching. âSo he does. Alas, I fear his bear weapons mine do not.â
He paused long enough for the cat to sniff again at his fingers â which he did â before gently stroking the top of the creatureâs head between his ears. Almost immediately, a rumbling purr emanated from the felineâs throat, his eyes half-closing. Despite the near tentativeness of Baldwinâs movements, the cat seemed quite satisfied with the attention, though a part of you wondered how much the king himself gleaned from itâŠ
âCan you feel that?â you heard yourself ask.
âBarely,â was the quiet reply, a lengthy pause following before he withdrew and added, âI relish moments like these while I can. There will come a day when I shall feel nothing with these diseased hands, glove or not.â
His words shot like an arrow straight to your heart. As much as you both tried to ignore it, to look past it, the truth of the matter was that Baldwin was slowly being eaten alive from the inside out, and it was only a matter of time before it utterly consumed him. Just this simple encounter with a sweet palace cat was enough to bring reality crashing down around both your ears.
And you hated it.
Swallowing, you cleared your throat and then bent to set the curious feline back on his feet. âLetâs let our intrepid little friend here continue on his way now, to do the noble work his kind has been mandated to do, yes?â
Once released, you gave the cat one final pat on his head and he was off, trotting away down the path before promptly disappearing under a bush.
âY/N?â
The softness of your name upon Baldwinâs lips suddenly brought your attention back to him, and then there was his hand on your cheek, cupping your face gently as his eyes searched yours. You could feel the concern in their depths, his gaze probing your own for answers. No doubt he sensed the shift in your mood â you never had been the best at keeping your emotions hiddenâŠ
âI wish I could do more for you,â you whispered before he could ask. âI wish I could⊠I wishâŠâ
There were so many things that you wished. You wished for him to be healthy again. You wished you could lift the many burdens from his shoulders. You wished you could rid his court of the treacherous vultures just waiting for his final breath to tear apart the corpse of his dream. You wished you could send his enemies running for their lives beyond the desert sands. Alas, you could do none of that.
But you could do thisâŠ
Without a word, you swiftly closed what gap was left between you, wrapping your arms around him in a tight embrace.
Instantly, he stiffened, his hands clamping to your shoulders on reflex, their grip tighter than you anticipated.
âY/NâŠâ
âHush!â you hissed, interrupting any warning he felt impelled to give you. âLet me do this⊠let me do it, and let yourself have it!â
You could feel him tremble in your arms, his breathing uneven. For a harrowing moment, he was naught but a statue, indecisive â no-doubt waging a war in his own mind, if you knew him by now as well as you thought you didâŠ
Whichever side flew the banners of Propriety and Precaution, though, evidently lost the battle, as a shaky sigh escaped him at last, a quivering hiss of breath between the lips of his mask.
âGod forgive me.â
And then, in a move that made your heart flutter wildly again, his own arms slid around you, pulling you into him and shrouding you in sun-soaked silk. The pungent scent of herbal salves alongside crisp linen followed, piercing past the exotic fragrances of the garden flowers, although you detected the distinct note of roses rising amidst it all â perhaps from the oils the physicians applied to soothe his ravaged flesh. He cocooned you in this warmth, the hardness of his mask as it rested atop of your head a sharp contrast to the softness of the rest of him. And thus he held you tight, tighter than you had expected him to, your ear pressed to his chest where you heard the quickened thumping of his heart.
For one blessed moment, nothing else existed. Perhaps he was an angel after all, just awaiting the wings set aside for him in Heaven. For here he held you in earthly Paradise amidst a garden to rival Eden, shining bright as the light of the sun that enveloped you both in its purifying rays, and you knew peaceâŠ
You heard the raggedness in his breath, however. The unsteadiness of his hold. Pulling back from him, you promptly swept his hands up in your own, tugging him towards the bench. âCome. Sit. Stay with me a while and forget your troubles, if only for a few moments. If you can spare them, at least.â
His regard held an almost painful tenderness as it met yours, his voice dropping to a silken timbre. âThat and more, should you but ask.â
Your eyes never left his, then, as you led him with ease to your chosen perch. Scooping up Sibyllaâs book, you made room for him to sit beside you there, and as he slowly settled himself, letting out what sounded like a sigh of relief, you were keenly aware that your legs were touching, hip to kneeâŠ
âDo you like poetry?â you inquired, choosing to ignore how your heart continued to race a little at his continued close proximity.
He glanced sideways, his eyes flicking downwards towards the book in your lap. âAs much as the next person, I suppose. Is that a new acquisition?â
You grinned up at him. âPrincess Sibylla loaned it to me, actually. Weâre planning on discussing it in a few days.â
He nodded slowly at that, seeming to approve. âMy sister is in need of good company. I am glad to hear you are getting along well with her.â
âShe terrified me at first,â you admitted with a laugh. âBut I think she truly wishes for us to be friends.â
Baldwinâs gaze leveled at you behind the mask. âAnd you were not terrified of me?â
The question was a soft one, wavering slightly, though from recent exertion or emotion, you couldnât quite tell.
A gentle smile tugged at the corner of your mouth. âNever.â
For a long moment, his eyes searched yours, and you couldnât help but let them. Their color, their shape, their intensity⊠they were so beautifully expressive that it didnât matter that his mask concealed everything else. When they looked at you, you were almost certain you could feel what he felt in your own heart. And what you felt now was more warmth. This time, though, it blossomed from within as those eyes relaxed into a half-lidded stare that was so much like that of the cat youâd just foundâŠ
Aware of the blush heating your cheeks at such a look, you finally tore your gaze from his and cleared your throat. âWould you like to hear a bit of this? Itâs rather goodâŠâ
âYes, I very much would,â he answered, his tone an almost distant one.
With that, you opened the book where you left off, taking a breath before beginning to read aloud. You hoped he didnât mind romances, as that was precisely what this one was â a chivalric tale of doomed loveâŠ
Any self-consciousness you possessed about the contents was banished, however, the moment you felt his hand curl around your waist.
It was so light a touch it barely registered at first. But then you saw the flash of white out of the corner of your eye, bright upon the green of your gown. Felt the slight weight of that hand upon the curve of your waist. Almost instinctively, you leaned into him in response, and his grip tightened a little.
âI am not hurting you, am I?â you asked quietly, concerned about the effects of any weight against his fragile flesh.
âYou could never hurt me,â he replied in a whisper.
And that was the moment you felt his head rest against yours as you continued to read.
Thank you all very much for reading! đI hope you enjoyed! âš And if you have any other ideas for Y/N, I'd love to hear them!
#kingdom of heaven#kingdom of heaven 2005#kingdom of heaven fandom#king baldwin iv#baldwin iv#koh fandom#baldwin iv of jerusalem#the leper king#fanfiction#reader insert#baldwin iv x reader#king baldwin iv x reader#fem reader#my fanfiction
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Siblings and secrets don't mix
Dipper x Pacifica
W/C: 1k+
Summary: Mabel's trying to figure out who Dipper is texting so much and finds out it's a certain popular princess of Gravity Falls.
Note: This fic is pure fluff absolutely tooth rotting also I've never posted a fic on Tumblr before I'm mainly an AO3 user so sorry for any formatting issues!
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Back in Gravity Falls
After the events of their first stay in Gravity Falls the twins are not only well known,semi-well-liked they have friends. Friends that come and meet them at the bus as they pull up, friends that sneak out the house to hang out with them and recently friends that text them A LOT when they're not in Gravity Falls.
Dipper had never been big on the whole phone thing instead enjoying nature whenever possible and appreciating literature and writing but recently Mabel's noticed theres been a significant rise in notifications and a very big increase in him checking them (and him showering has gone up marginally). Mabel knew what this meant.
All signs pointed to pine tree having...a girlfriend ?! Of course Mabel has been in her fair share of relationships so it's not really a shocker but Dipper? She didn't even know someone could like Dipper back!
However whenever she'd try to introduce the topic to their conversations he'd shut it down quickly... suspiciously quickly.
Heres what she knew: they texted ALL THE TIME which means they're probably not in our school since she's also caught him sneaking peaks at his phone in school, they care about Dipper showering and that's about it...he really is a stubborn one isn't he? So obviously she had to concoct a plan, dare she say a plot to look onto Dippers phone and answer the very important question: WHO ARE THEY??
As Mabel sat awake in bed trying to figure out who it was she went down her mental list of potential suitors. She knew they weren't that far, Mabel probably knows them too...
Then a lightbulb moment occured
"GRAVITY FALLS!"
She though to herself jumping up in bed, it had to be. Theres only one person, one possible person: Pacifica Northwest! Mabel couldn't believe it, she always got a vibe from the two but couldn't sell herself on it due to Candy's crush but given she's over it and that the two are texting non stop it just HAD to be Pacifica!
In the morning Mabel awoke to the sound of tapping on a phone, Dipper was awake before her which was abnormal and even stranger he was on his phone! Mabel looked at him and smirked
"Who're you texting lil bro?"
"No one!" Dipper exclaimed going red and hiding his phone away from his twin.
"Aw come on Dip we're twins we need to tell eachother everything!"
Dipper sighs going red, Mabel looks at him intently waiting for him to confirm her suspicions.
"..Well" he starts quietly "come closer I'm embarrassed" he says hiding his face in his hands. Mabel simply walks forward
"Whisper I promise I won't tell mom and dad come on!!" She begged
"I've been messaging Pacifica and..." He begins and stops just as quickly getting visibly embarrassed
"AND?" Mabel continues. "AND I think we're dating" he blurts out quickly like he's ripping a band aid off.
There's a silence until Mabel breaks it
"OH. MY. GOD" she begins rambling a mile a minute about how cute they are, begging to see the messages just to know SOMETHING, her little twin was in a relationship!
Dipper sits there laughing grabbing her after a few minutes of this intense rambling
"You can't tell anyone okay? If we tell mom and dad they won't let us go to Gravity Falls it's only a few weeks away now"
Mabel promises her silence and they go about their lives (with much more drama than once before).
On the bus ride to Gravity Falls Mabel notices some persistent texting occurring right next to her, she desperately wanted to know what they were talking about but Dipper would hide away every time she got close enough to read it. Dipper was being far too secretive about this relationship for Mabel's liking and as siblings she had to be annoying at least once on the bus ride over, at thisâŠthis was her calling.
Abruptly she snatches the phone out of Dippers hands and shoots herself to the other side of the backseats on the bus, he immediately yells at her to give it back and chases after her as she kicks him off, she begins reading and exclaims
ââI MISS YOU SO MUCH??â OMG âI LOVE YOU TOOââ she giggles looking at how adorable their conversation is as Dipper yells at her to stop, she continues anyways (as any good sibling would) until he finally manages to crawl over and grab his phone back. Mabel continues laughing as Dipper pouts.
âYou need to stop doing things like thatâ Dipper says moping and shooting his sister a look.
âYou need to stop hiding things from me nerdâ Mabel says back, shooting him the same look but with a smug grin on her face.
Dipper still looked a bit upset, she realised she probably went a bit too far by reading it out, her smug smile dropped as she looked down at the ground and played with her sweater.
As the awkward silence grows Mabel pierces it again.
âAwkward sibling hug?â She proposes looking at him with a sympathetic âthis is for realâ look on her face stretching her arms out toward him.
Dippers face breaks it's serious expression and a small smile creeps onto his face, exhaling and turning to face his sister.
âAwkward sibling hugâ he says while quietly chuckling and messing with her hair after the semi-robotic âPat Patâ.
Mabel laughs realizing they're near their real home Gravity Falls and naturally she takes her opportunity:
âWe're close to getting off and seeing your new GIRLFRIE-â she says the last bit loudly even though there is no one on the bus at this point except for the poor bus driver who's had to witness all this. Dipper quickly puts his hand over her mouth and pulls away before she licks his palm (again). As they pull up Mabel notices how Dipper immediately scans the crowd for Pacifica as they make eye contact.
âThey really like each other don't they ?â Mabel thinks to herself as she smiles and grabs her bags.
The two can't wait for another beautiful and terrifyingly strange summer in Gravity Falls.
#dipcifica#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#pacifica northwest#dipper x pacifica#gravity falls fandom#gravity falls pacifica#gravity falls dipper#gravity falls mabel#gravity falls fanfiction#jog jog hog!
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No Thoughts, Just Vibes
Oh, you know, just a little Solstice/Midwinter treat for you. Enjoy!
Rating: E Pairing: Astarion/Tav (descriptionless) (BG3) Content warnings: PWP, PIV sex, oral sex, sex toys, tooth-rotting fluff
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Their adventures by night in FaerĂșn take them all over, from the Underdark to check up on Astarionâs siblings and their new spawn charges to Waterdeep in search of potential arcane solutions for certain undead individuals with sun sensitivity.
In fact, they find themselves entering Waterdeep just in time for Midwinter. The magicked streetlamps of the place glow golden and are festooned with all manner of wintery decorations, which feel oddly out of place in the seaside city but have a magic all their own nonetheless.
Itâs just past dark when they approach a wizardâs tower, having spent the daylight hours getting to know the tavern and inn down the way while the sun still sparkled off the water. Now that itâs safe once again, Astarion and Tav ring the bell near the tower door and are greeted with a series of chiming meows in the style of a popular carol.
âHe really doesnât have to try so hard,â Astarion says, smirking despite himself. âAnd yet.â
âLet him be the dork of his dreams,â Tav chides playfully. âHe deserves it. We all do.â
On cue, the large door of cypress wood before them swings open and their wizard friend holds out his hands in the foyer of his tower, arms wide.
âYou made it!â Gale says, beaming. âCome, come inside. Please mind Tara, sheâs been quite taken with the mistleberry and has made herself sick more than once despite my gentle reminders .â He yells the last words toward the spiraling staircase and from a nook nestled high in the wall, he receives a hiss in response.
âRelateable,â Astarion mutters as he comes inside, but he accepts an embrace from Gale nonetheless, giving him a stilted pat on the back.
Truly, the lot of them are glad their adventuring brought them to Galeâs doorstep. Itâs nice to be off the road and surrounded by modern luxury again, and the wizardâs gone out of his way to ensure their modest celebration is full of delights. Heâs even procured a top-vintage sanguine refreshment for Astarion.
âDid you imbue this with clove?â he asks, swirling it in his goblet and giving it another sniff.
âNot exactly,â Gale says, cheeks rosy from his own imbibed glass of wine. âWere you aware certain herbal and spiced components cross the blood barrier when inhaled or consumed? Give the resulting blood a bit of an essence for a certain frame of time. Garlic is the most common offender, but I thought Iâd skip it, in this case. This donation came from a dear friend in the spice trade. One who doesnât ask many questions and frequently dabbles in certain other trades.â
Astarion blinks against the verbal onslaught, then turns to Tav and says, âHold on. Is that why I break out in hives after youâve put too much garlic in your food?â
Tavâs also delightfully tipsy and she raises her glass to him. âI love you, dearest, but Iâm not giving up garlic for you. Some prices are simply too steep.â
The night winds on and on like that until eventually Tav nods a sleepy head onto Astarionâs shoulder and he guides her off to bed in the spare room at the base of the tower. He returns to Gale, whoâs ragaling Tara with his own rendition of âMarvelous Midwinterâ to her great disdain.
âSo, Gale,â Astarion says, interrupting to give Tara an appropriately respectful scritch on her head. âI have a bit of a favor to ask, if itâs not too much trouble.â
âNot at all, my friend,â Gale says, swaying. âHow can I help?â
Astarion reaches into his pocket and procures a folded bit of something. He hands it to Gale, who unfolds it and examines it with some curiosity before cocking a brow at him.
âAny possibility of, erm. Recreating something to this effect?â Astarion asks. âOne tied to a command word, perhaps?â
âOh, certainly,â Gale says, going into tinkering mode as he examines the object. âI would need a few components, but luckily I have them in stock, thanks once again to my spice merchant friend. A little bit of articifer ingenuity to craft an arcane battery, some relatively complex enchantment, and a⊠wait.â
Gale gives Astarion another look and the vampire tilts his head and smirks.
âRight, Iâm not asking,â Gale says, eyes back on his new puzzle. âGive me a day.â
âLucky weâll be here for three,â Astarion says with a light laugh.
The morning of Waterdeepâs official Midwinter celebration dawns bright and mild, the sea breeze rustling through the thick curtains they keep drawn in the guest room to ensure Astarion doesnât wake up with burns or worse. They doze in the double bed in their underthings, Tav draped across Astarionâs chest and breathing softly as she wavers in and out of sleep. Heâd actually fallen asleep last night, pressed up safe against her, and now he smiles into her hair, tracing his fingers up and down her arm.
Eventually she stretches along the length of her body and yawns against his skin, resting her chin on him and looking up into his face. She blinks lazily and runs a finger over the length of his nose with a delicate touch.
âMorning, dear,â she says, voice still rusty with sleep.
âHappy Midwinter, my love,â he murmurs in return. âI got you a little something.â
âOh?â Tav purrs, sitting up a bit. âIs it fun?â
He arches a brow. âI certainly hope so.â
Astarion tangles his fingers in her sleep-mussed hair and draws her to his mouth, kissing her deeply as she relaxes into his body, letting her tongue stroke against his. He rolls them both to their sides and hooks his leg over hers, taking his time as he lights up her skin in all the ways he knows she loves. She laughs, tilting her head back to expose her throat to him, and he licks along the column of it, though he doesnât bite. He wants her fully aware this morning.
With one hand, he deftly undoes the clasps of her brassiere and tosses it aside. Her smallclothes follow quickly after. She hums, pleased, lazing onto her back as he kisses down her breastbone, palming one of her breasts and rolling his thumb over her nipple until it peaks. His mouth works at the other, teasing and swirling until sheâs arching up into him and rubbing her thighs together.
âIs this my gift?â she sighs. âI like it.â
Astarion chuckles against the space below her breasts as he continues working his way down. âIn part, I suppose. But not quite.â
He runs his tongue underneath her breast and then leaves her a moment to fetch something from the side table. She whines at his absence, but he doesnât leave her waiting long. He rolls back over, slipping a ring snugly down onto the second knuckle of his middle finger.
She giggles. âAre you proposing to yourself? Fitting, honestly.â
âYouâre cute when youâre lust drunk,â he says before he puts the weight of his body on top of hers, kissing her deep.
He hauls her leg up by the thigh, wrapping it around his waist so he has better access as he runs his hands down the length of her, gripping her arse tight before moving around to the front and teasing his clever touch between her legs. Sheâs already going wet, her arousal making for a smooth draw over her skin and she settles into it, a wide smile on her face, knowing sheâs in a masterâs hands.
Astarion grins. She has no idea.
He places his hand flat against her slit, cupping her and resting the ring against her in just the right place.
â Deliciae ,â he whispers.
The ring sends a brief, rapid vibration through her core, just beside her clit, and Tav cries out in surprise, bucking her hips and gripping his biceps, her breath going erratic. Sheâs fully awake now, staring up into his face, wide-eyed.
âWhat in the hells,â she gasps.
Astarion gives her a light kiss. âIâd hoped youâd like it,â he says. Then, again, â Deliciae .â
âOh,â she says, her thighs shaking on either side of him as another vibration pulses through her. âOh, dearest . Again.â
He's happy to comply, kissing her between her gasps and mewls, repeating the command word in a sultry whisper while he works her with his fingers in the meantime. His own arousal aches where itâs pressed against her hip and he gently grinds it against her for relief, just enough to keep his own head as he watches her break to pieces beneath him.
Tav rolls her head back and opens her mouth in a silent scream as her legs shake, incapable of holding back their shudders as a shivering, powerful peak comes over her under the little toy. Itâs familiar but sweeter; her hips rise off the mattress and then slam down as she tips over the other side. Astarion feels her clenching and pulsing, strong and slick, and the entire ordeal is instantly worth it to bear witness to the unraveling. There is no pleasure, no greater high, than knowing heâs the one who brings her to this state. The one who has the privilege. The one she chose.
She blinks back to herself, a moan low in her throat as she tries to clear the spots in her vision. When she meets his eyes again, heâs panting himself, still rolling his hips to get some relief against her side. Her gaze clears as she breaks the surface of her pleasure and she growls, grabbing his face and bringing him down to her mouth, nipping his lower lip between her teeth until he whines from it.
âYou liked my gift?â he whispers, breath quickened.
âOh, yes,â she sighs. âNow let me give you yours.â
Tavâs hand snakes down their bodies to find his fingers and she takes them, slipping the ring off. Heâs so dazed with lust that he lets her without thinking about it too much and gladly moves as she rolls them both until heâs the one on his back. Her mouth is so hot on his cooled skin as she places open mouthed kisses everywhere he likes â the space behind his ear, the place where shoulder meets neck, every rib on the way down. She spreads a hand in the center of his chest, over where his heart resides, and presses him into place as she licks down the line between his abdominal muscles.
Astarionâs cock twitches, throbbing against the weight of her body as she continues her path, and she uses her free hand to give him a rewarding squeeze and stroke, running the pad of her thumb over the split underneath the head. She gives his foreskin a little swirl, helping make sure itâs properly drawn down, and he thrusts up into her hand with a pleased murmur.
Itâs taken time and significant gentle coaxing to get him to a place where he simply lets go and allows her to lavish him with attention. A lesson heâs forever learning, rewriting centuries of conditioning with care, with passion, with love. He closes his eyes and focuses on her touch, allowing himself the pleasures sheâs happy to share with him.
With a slight jolt, he twitches when he feels her warm tongue follow the path of her fingers, rolling circles around the head of him and applying long licks down his length. Her fingers move to his sack, gently rolling his balls in her palm, warming them. She places a knuckle against the spot beneath them, kneading deep but gentle, finding the place that drives him wild.
âYou are so good to me,â he sighs as she moves her mouth over his head again. âThatâs so good.â
He senses her smile just before she swallows him down, taking his length halfway into her mouth and working him a few times before she pulls off and says, â Deliciae .â
Astarionâs vision whites out as the knuckle pressing into his perineum sends a hard vibrating pulse through him at the same time she takes his cock in her mouth again. He gives a sharp cry.
âBleeding hells,â he manages. âI⊠IâŠâ
She pulls off of him, tears forming at the corners of her eyes, and says it again.
Pleasure upon pleasure crashes over him, lighting up his entire body as he writhes under her touch. She goes slow enough to make it delightfully tortuous, though it would be incredibly easy to push him over the edge in short order. She moves the enchanted ring, experimenting in different places â the base of his cock, the rim of his arse, the crease of his thighs â and each spot brings new sensations.
Heâs an absolute mess by the time she draws back and crawls up his body, his hands weakly grasping at her hips as she sits up on her knees, gingerly reaching between her legs to hold his cock in place as she slides down onto it, both of them near sobbing at the sensation.
âI love you,â he manages with what little breath he can hold. âGods, I love you, I love you.â
âLove you,â she breathes back as she rolls her hips hard against him over and again. âLove this. All of this.â
Tav rides him slowly, firmly, with intention. When they get to a point where they canât help but pick up speed, grinding one another into oblivion, Tav lifts his shaking hand in hers and takes the ring from her finger so she can slip it back onto his, the movement reverent.
Astarion looks her in the face as he reaches down between them with his fingers spread over the base of his cock where they meet, resting the ring right alongside her oversensitive clit.Â
â Deliciae ,â they say together.
They shatter in the same moment, eyes rolling back, crying out to the morning light. The waves of delight roll like the tide outdoors, rising up the shore and receding back to the great unknown.
Tav collapses onto Astarionâs chest and his arms are so very heavy as he lifts them to wrap around her back. They breathe, and pulse, and live. Eventually, he begins tracing soothing patterns along her skin.
He clears his throat. âI take it thatâs the inaugural positive review for Galeâs potential toy venture?â he says.
âOh gods, thatâs whereâŠâ Tav covers her face with her hands. âOh gods, I have to go out there and see him.â
Astarion laughs and she laughs with him.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion x tav#astarion#bg3 fanfiction#bg3 astarion#bg3 tav#bg3 fic#smut mines#onlyfangs
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Cont Idea on: Tf 141: Mafia AU!
(Brain rotting rn so lets get it out of my system)
So I realized how this may be similar to like a gang au but I wanted it to be more fancy with the crew (Tf 141) literally treating you as their unofficial-official sugar baby.
Walk with me in my insanity real quickâ I can just imagine the unconditional love and care theyâd give you and you being unable to say ânoâ because, at first, all the things they give are things that you need like:
- clothes (branded btw) for the winter, or for any cold occasion because they notice how you rotate through the same apparels and are worried how you might shiver to death. They swear that they could hear your teeth chattering from the cashier despite the warmth the bakery exudes from the kitchen. Price, on more than one occasion, had willingly gave you his scarf (he brings extras in his cars once he started noticing it and gradually became a habit) and he could just melt at seeing you all snuggled up in his clothes.
- pots for your plants (you grow your own vegetables from veggie scraps). Gaz, when he dropped you off at your apartment one time, noticed how you used recycled stuff around your very dingy- yet homey- apartment. Right at the kitchen, where the one other window was present in your apartment (the other one was by your bed), he saw by the sill how you used plastic bottles for your tiny plants and how you used your old veggie scraps, making him want to provide for you even moreâ but he settles for something simple for now, and then gradually build up to that when you grow more comfy and closer together. <33
- fairy lights to decorate your room with (because they know you study + work late in the night) and Ghost notices this sometimes from how your bags seem so deep. While simultaneously working a day job, you admittedly said that you were also working to get an online degree for the arts, so you could help out Nonna and Nonnoâs (italian for grandma and grandpa respectively) business and make it more popular.
( Notice how they grew more downbad with that admission hehe)
- Ghost knows your stubborn and hard working, and donât usually bend or compromise on important things like that- so instead of forcing you to rest or leaving you be, he decided to give you lights to create a better ambiance for your mini desk workspace. âHurts the eyes less,â he says as he handed you two boxes of it after your shift. He knows your constantly works in fluorescent lights and knows how that tires the eyes more (from experience), so he thinks this would help you both in studying and for sleeping. (Secretly hoping youâd think of him whenever you gaze at it.)
- surprisingly, Soap would give you bluetooth earphones, knowing how you would work and study with them in every opportunity that you can. Working on slow days, he first noticed you would look around at the front and back before whipping out from your pocket a phone that was wrapped with the earphoneâs cord, a bright smile on your face as he sees you bop your head to the beats as you worked to clean or count money or help around at the front of the house. Though, he also notice how mixed up and messy you get in it, seeing you cuss under your breath makes him chuckle but also think of how he could fix that in his own little way. Luckily he had a âspare for his mate but he didnât wanâ it,â he says to you after an event held at the bakery. It wasnât like he was waiting for the moment he could catch you alone to see your eyes sparkle just for him only đ«ą
Overtime you got used to their gift giving that by the time they were doing all these grandiose stuff for you, it was hard to say- âno,â and deny them from how puppied-look they get. You knew that Simon or Gaz barely gave you things (theyâre more of a spend-quality time of love) so you had no choice but to accept (but also to see their grins and how they would snuggle you and pepper your face with soft kisses) As for Price and Soap, you knew they would be huffy and pouty so you decided to avoid that entirely when Gaz accidentally confessed one time that â because you put him into an irritable mood, he kind of skipped the interrogation part with a prisoner (betrayed them lol) and went straight to⊠execution.
Yeah⊠it wasnât a pretty sight. Alternatively, their genuine laughs and smiles were so of course youâd prefer that! (And they too as well~)
OK THATS IT FOR NOW ADDING MORE LATERđ«¶
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New Girl
pairing: rodrick heffley x fem!reader
summary: Reader and her family are new in town, the heffleys invite them over for dinner as a welcome, blah blah blah, rodrick offers to give reader a drum lesson and makes a fool of himself doing everything in his power to impress you
warnings: swearing? tooth-rotting fluff. pls this is my first fic so im sorry if this is terrible, not rlly proofread
Your family had just moved in to Plainview, settled in a cozy home on the corner of the street. Once summer ended, youâd attend Crossland High School as a senior while your younger brother, Jake, would be starting 7th grade at Westmore Middle School. You dreaded school, even in the years you lived in your hometown, surrounded by your friends. Now that you were the new girl, you were sure itâd be all the more worse.
Your younger brother, Jake, on the other hand, made company so easy and made it seem like starting a conversation was as easy as knowing your own name. Sure, he wasnât very popular, but he never went a year without a new friend or even a whole new group. You were sure heâd already be making friends on the walk to school.
While you were staring at your packed bag that you refused to unpack, in denial that your family had really moved, when the doorbell rang, echoing through the still house. Your attention was diverted and you snuck out your room, quietly walking to the railing by the stairs where you could have a clear view of the front door. You crouched down, hoping you wouldnât be seen as you watched your mother strut to the door. The door swung open and there was a friendly smile waiting behind, holding some tupperware in her arms.
You were watching and listening, hardly moving or even breathing as they talked. The woman at the door, whose name you heard was Susan Heffley, was welcoming your family to Plainview. You heard them suggest a dinner this weekend so they could meet each otherâs families; your mother had mentioned yours and your brotherâs age which coincidentally were the same as the Heffleys. You let out a groan as your mom agreed to the dinner.
Mrs. Heffley left a few moments later, wishing your mother another welcome with a gentle smile before walking out the door. Surely she seemed nice but having to attend to dinner with a family you didnât know was a long dreaded thought of yours.
The rest of the week seemed to go slow as you anticipated the inevitable dinner. You were also attempting to accept the fact that you were truly stuck in Plainview now unless you decided to move out and away when you turned 18, but you knew the thought was pointless considering it meant youâd have to be prepared by then.
When Saturday rolled around, you had finally unpacked your bag, trying to be a little more positive about living here. But that was a lie. Truth was your mom hounded you about living out of a suitcase and told you off for not unpacking. Not wanting to get in any more trouble, you hurriedly unpacked that night, throwing a pair of jeans and some shirt on your bed in the process for you to wear to dinner.
It was 5:50 and you were scrambling to finish up the last of your makeup and hair. If there was one thing your dad hated, it was being late, and you would likely be the cause of it. You had postponed getting ready for so long, procrastinating until there were few minutes to spare. You werenât sure why you cared so much about your appearance, assuming that you would never talk to that family after tonight.
Jakeâs fist pounded on your bathroom door, causing you to jump from the unexpected burst of noise. You nearly burnt yourself with the straightener you were holding. You quickly set it down and swung the door open. You were ready to scold your younger brother but he spoke before you.
âMom and Dad said weâre leaving now, why arenât you ready?â he asked. You rolled your eyes and pushed him away from the door, closing it.
âJust one more minute!â you shouted from the other side of the door. He knocked on the door a few more times and when you refused to answer, he gave up, grumbling something under his breath as he ran down the stairs.
A minute turned into two, then three, and then it was 5:59 and your dad was knocking on the door. You turned off the straightener and unplugged it, checking your reflection one last time before hurrying out the bathroom.
Considering how close your houses were, your family walked to the Heffleyâs house. Right before the clock turned 6:01, your family was at the door, ringing the bell. You heard a few hushed murmurs from the other side of the door before the same familiar face that had come to your house before swung open the door.
Mrs. Heffley welcomed you in, closing the door behind you. A man, who you could only assume was Mr. Heffley, stood next to Mrs. Heffley, extending out a hand towards your father, then your mother.
âFrank Heffley,â the man introduced, smiling politely. He shook your hand and then Jakeâs as Mrs. Heffley introduced herself and the littlest brother, Manny, that she held in her arms.
Then, bounding down the stairs comes a boy, somewhere between 11-13. He comes to a stop next to Mrs. Heffley and wears a nervous smile.
âAnd his is my second eldest son, Greg,â Mrs. Heffley beams. One after another, you all shake his hand, introducing yourselves. âGreg, you and Jake are both in seventh grade so maybe youâll make good friends,â Mrs. Heffley comments. Jake smiles a little and Greg is hesitant to return the smile, unsure if he likes your brother.
Mrs. Heffley turns to Greg, whispering something private to him while your father exchanges pleasantries with his father, earning a warm smile from your mother. Greg shrugged at whatever Mrs. Heffley had said to him and she frowned.
It wasnât long before another set of footsteps came running down the steps, this time a tall boy with dark, messed and fluffed up hair, wearing some graphic tee tucked only in the front behind a pair of dark jeans. He looked your age and from the conversation you had overheard earlier that week, you knew he was your age. But⊠what did that matter? You had no intent on talking to this family again.
âAnd this is Rodrick,â Mrs. Heffley introduced, not sounding nearly as enthusiastic as she had been when introducing Greg and Manny. The smile she wore seemed fake as she glared and Rodrick and nudged him. He looked confused, shooting her a look before he noticed my fatherâs outstretched hand. He shook my parentsâ hands as we were all introduced once more, thankfully for the last time. You seemed to catch Rodrickâs eye, and your name was the only one he seemed to remember. He repeated your name in his head, making sure it stuck in his memory. The other names faded from his mind as your families walked to the dining table. A few extra chairs had been added to fit your family, which sat on one side as the Heffley family sat on the other. You faced Rodrick with Jake on your right and your mother on your left. This was already the longest evening of your time in Plainview.
Mrs. Heffley was bringing a plate of food as your fathers chatted away. Rodrick, Greg, and Jake were quick to pile heaping amounts onto their plates. You were the last to go for food, not expecting to eat much since you didnât have much of an appetite that night.
The parent side of the table was lively, laughter filling the air while it was nothing but the tap or light scrape of the metal forks against the plate on your side of the table. Jake didnât seem to mind, happily eating away at his food, nearly to the point of asking for seconds. You had picked at the homemade food, taking a few bites ever so often. It smelt amazing, almost giving you your appetite back.
But the worst part of the night wasnât how they were strangers you were having dinner with, or how empty and silent your half of the table was, but rather how you kept finding Rodrickâs eyes. They were awkward glances where youâd both be caught looking at one another and youâd both avert your gaze as quickly as it had been found. It kickstarted your heart every time, sending a wave of embarrassment flooding through you which was shown through in the heat rising to your face. You were praying someone on your end of the table would feel the silence and ease the tension but with every glance you and Rodrick stole, the atmosphere felt heavier.
The buzz from the other side of the table faded, leaving a few painful moments of entire silence before your dad spoke, speaking to Rodrick this time.
âWas that your van outside?â your dad inquired, hoping to spark up a conversation after noticing the deafening silence.
Rodrick stole another look at you on his way to address your father. He nodded, shifting in his seat a little. The silence was beginning to make its dreaded reappearance and in a desperate attempt to prevent it, you foolishly decided to keep the conversation rolling.
âWhatâs the name painted on it?â you asked, and Rodrickâs eyes had quickly fallen away from your father to meet you.
âLöded Diper, the name of my band,â Rodrick replied proudly. You attempted to repress a smile. The name was ridiculous and it had you holding back a laugh but something about the confidence and the happiness in his tone made you forget the name and brought a grin to your lips.
âA band, huh? What do you play?â you questioned, shifting in your seat, leaning forward so your attention was nowhere but him. His lips curved up into a smile as his movement mimicked yours, facing you. You could see Susan and your mom smile at each other, gushing at how suddenly you and Rodrick were getting along.
âDrums,â he answered, and the other conversations resumed from the parent side of the table. Greg and Jake were silently watching you and Rodrick talk, both shocked that you had even acknowledged him. Jake knew you werenât one to engage like this upon first meeting someone, especially not with someone like Rodrick. And Greg was sure you were way out of Rodrickâs league, whether it was from a relationship or even friendship standpoint. Greg and Jake seemed to read each otherâs minds and started talking, filling the once silent half of the room with chatter.
âI always wanted to learn drums,â you commented sheepishly, breaking the eye contact you had been holding. He seemed to light up at that, sitting up a little taller.
âI could teach you,â he blurted out, rather loudly. Everyone seemed to glance at him for a moment before ignoring it and resuming their conversations. You found his gaze again and a smile crept on your lips.
âReally?â you asked. He nodded, and your smile curved into a smirk. âWell, of course, youâd have to been good at drums to teach somebody. Prove youâre any good and maybe then you can teach me.â He paused for a moment before he chuckled, leaning back in his chair as his once awkward demeanor became cocky.
âNo no no, iâd be doing you a favour. And i donât need to prove anything. Iâm a great drummer. Right, Greg?â Rodrick asked, hitting Greg on the chest. Greg hadnât been paying attention but held his chest where he had been hit as he nodded, agreeing to whatever Rodrick had asked. âSee?â You rolled your eyes, your bottom lip slipping between your teeth to hide your smile.
âThe poor kid is terrified of you,â you chuckled. You turned to Greg this time. âDonât take any of his shit.â Greg smiled brightly and Rodrick seemed flustered that you hadnât taken his side.
âOh, come on, Iâve never done anything to him,â Rodrick defended. He wasnât a great liar. You glanced at Rodrick before looking back at Greg, raising your eyebrows.
âIs he telling the truth?â you asked. Greg shot a look at Rodrick before laughing and shaking his head. You giggled. Rodrickâs face was turning red and he shoved Greg again.
âDude! Deny, deny, deny!â Rodrick pestered, pushing Greg. Another laughter escaped your lips.
âSo you admit you were lying!â Rodrick froze, his face dropping.
With the exception of Rod, your side of the table was in a fit of laughter. The other side had stilled, admiring how well you seemed to be getting along despite Rodrick being the butt of the joke. Heâd felt embarrassed for a moment but hearing your laughter had a bright grin spreading across his face which eventually broke out into laughter. Your stomach and face started to hurt from laughing for too long and you let a few desperate pants as you leaned back in your seat, arms wrapped around your stomach.
Over an hour had passed and your families couldnât have been getting along better. Greg and Rodrick had told you endless amounts of stories. You learned about The Cheese Touch and the thought of it made you gag, imagining that moldy cheese sitting on the dirty hot blacktop for years.
You asked Rodrick about his band, which he went on and on about until Greg told him to can it. Rodrick mightâve hit him again if Mrs. Heffley hadnât glanced over at them and scolded Rodrick.
Nearing the end of your time with the Heffleys, you hesitantly asked Rodrick if he was serious about the drum lesson. Sure, your reason was purely because you had always wanted to learn how to play but it seemed as the night went on, your reason was slipping to wanting to see Rodrick again. You didnât want to have to wait until summerâs end to be with him. He didnât seem like the greatest influence and you were already sure your parents werenât too fond of him, but something about him had you drawn towards him like a moth to light.
The Heffleys were escorting your family to the door, chatter still in the air, when you turned to Rodrick. You swallowed the lump in your throat and prayed your voice would come out normal.
âSo⊠about that drum lesson,â you started, not meeting his eyes, but you still saw the smile tug at the corner of his lips.
âTomorrow?â he suggested quickly, stopping to face you. You looked up, your brow slightly furrowed. âO-or another day. I mean-â He was blabbering, trying not to sound eager or desperate and a grin stretched across your lips.
âTomorrow sounds great,â you replied. He relaxed, smiling a little.
âYeah, yeah, cool,â he mumbled, pretending to sound uninterested. You pushed him gently and he couldnât hide the smile. You rolled your eyes at him, a light laugh falling from your lips. That sound would be stuck in his brain all night as he lied awake, admiring you and feeling like he had dreamed you up cause he wasnât sure someone like you could be real.
Your family said their goodbyes to the Heffleys as the four of you walked out the door. You headed home, unable to lose the smile of excitement as you thought about your plans for tomorrow. You were so distracted in your thoughts that you hadnât noticed your parents talking to you until your brother nudged you to snap you out of your daze.
âAre you alright?â your mom asked worriedly, putting a comforting hand on your shoulder. You flashed her a smile and nodded. âWell, how was your night then? Did you like them?â Then to your father, âI thought they were nice, donât you think?â Then back to you. âHow was Rodrick? I was a little worried he was a bad influence.â If you hadnât stepped in, your mom mightâve pestered with you questions until the end of the night.
âIt was fun. I had a good time,â you reassured. She smiled as you reached your front steps.
When you finally got back to your room, you reveled in the once dreaded house that seemed like a punishment. You were now filled with anticipation, wishing it would be Sunday already so youâd get to see Rodrick again. Your mind hadnât decided what was so endearing about him. Maybe it was his desperate, miserable attempts to impress you that made you nearly giggle like a school girl or his dark shaggy hair that fell in messy strands. But you didnât let yourself think about that for too long, saving yourself from falling down that rabbit hole.
As the cool air from your open window filled the room and the pale moonlight danced across your skin, you were coaxed into sleep, smiling as you thought about your night.
Maybe Plainview wasnât as bad as you had believed it to be.
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a/n: well⊠first fic ig. iâm sorry if this is complete shit. i just felt like i should post something after having this account for 6 months and posting nothing. there are a few requests in my inbox that i do intend on getting to at some point i promise, im just a little slow with all of this đ let me know what you think and if you want more of these!
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bi!cheerleader!reader Summary: Nancy leaves you a crying mess after your breakup and you find comfort in the person you least expect. Warnings: angsty at start, fluff, internal homophobia almost, anxiety attack if you squint. Flashbacks in italic This idea has been in my drafts since november 2022 and here we are, one year later. I do have to say, I'm really happy with how it turned out. wc: 2.4k
Seeing Nancy with her was the epitome of having something reach straight into your chest to grab your heart, only to pull it out and toss it away in a dark corner to rot and be forgotten about. Not only did she break your heart, she disgusted you. She disgusted you for trusting her, confiding in her with the secret of your sexuality, one that could ruin your reputation, only to find out she didn't care about it at all.
"No because I got worried about you when you didn't show up to pick me up from practice. Silly me right?" You spoke with a shaking voice, standing in the open doorway, watching as Nancy gasped, pushing a girl you barely recognised from the school band off of her. The girl stumbled, almost falling off the bed as Nancy rushed towards you, throwing her shirt back on. They were both topless and the blonde girl's pants were off. She desperately scrambled for her clothes, covering her chest from you. You tried holding in the tears as you waited for an explanation from your girlfriend. "Look it-it's not what it looks like!" Nancy argued, and you scoffed, but from the look on her face, even she wasn't impressed by that excuse.
A single tear drop rolled down your cheek before you broke down, a sobbing mess in front of Nancy and her side piece, completely humiliated and hurt. "Get out!" You heard Nancy yell at the girl, who staggered out of the occupied bedroom, forgetting her purse. You covered your face from Nancy, wildly trying to wipe away all your tears at once. She stood in front of you, putting a hand on your shoulder for comfort but you stepped away from her, sniffling angrily. "How could you? I thought- I thought." You cut yourself off, scoffing at her with a cold laugh before turning on your heels, ignoring her calls for you as you stormed out of her house, face wet and eyes red from crying.
It'd been three weeks. You'd missed school for the first two days after the breakup, dreading the moment you would lock eyes with her in the hallway or she'd come find you, looking to apologise. Even though continuing that routine for the rest of the month seemed appealing, you held an important role in the school, and couldn't possibly miss another day of your senior year.
That's why you stood in the now emptying gymnasium, congratulating the basketball team for winning the game, arm linked with the most popular boy in school, Billy Hargrove who threw you a dazzling smile as you walked out onto the field, where everyone would gather before separating into cars to go party. "Y/N! Ride with me?" Suggested Billy, and you smiled at him, winking in his direction. That what how you kept your reputation, stayed relevant to high school standards. Be popular, show interest in attractive boys, talk about your hook ups, show up to games, be the passionate cheer captain you are, and stay at the top of your class.
All at once.
It was exhausting, but that was who you were going to continue to be, especially for this last year before you went off to college. It was only when you laid your eyes on Nancy and the same girl from the band talking next to her car that you jogged along to catch up with Billy. You ignored the pang in your chest; clearly she wouldn't be looking for you to apologise anytime soon seeing as they were together. Billy was waiting outside his car for you, two other people you didn't recognised having climbed in the back seat of his car. He grinned upon seeing you and you placed two hands on his chest, pushing him back slightly as you got on the tip of your toes, pressing your lips against his. A few people whistled at you while Billy wrapped his arms around your waist, deepening the kiss slightly.
"Just for congratulations." You say when you separate, opening the passenger door of his car. As you tighten the seatbelt around you, Billy starting the car engine, you make eye contact with Nancy, who despite everything, looks betrayed. It only makes you feel worse about yourself. Just for congratulations, you remind yourself. It doesn't mean anything, so she can't call you a slut for it. Hell, if it brought you more attention, you would do it again.
The party is great, and you'd really really enjoy it if Nancy wasn't the only thing you could think about, littering your mind like a piece of garbage. Normally, you wouldn't mind it being so sweaty. After all, a game did just end and all of the players were now shirtless inside, to your - and other girls' - advantage. However, your cheer uniform somehow clung to your skin uncomfortably and you felt like you couldn't breathe, tearing your eyes away from the shirtless bodies.
You step outside of the house, taking a deep breath and looking around. The only people around were a couple making out against a wall and some people in the back buying something off of Eddie Munson, famously known as the freak of school, which was ironic because he was extremely popular and well-known because of his side hustle. He even got along with some of the boys on the basketball team, who bought from him and invited him to parties on the down low. The only thing missing for him were the ladies.
You sighed, looking around to see if there was a third option on places to be, starting to get overwhelmed. One hand came up to play with the necklace around you neck and you sniffled, tears starting to cloud your vision. You turned back around to go inside but stopped in your tracks, shaking your head once you were reminded how big the crowd was.
"Hey. You okay?" A hand on your shoulder grasps your attention again, and you bring a hand up to aggressively wipe away the tears, and inevitably, some mascara. Towering over you with a concerned look on his face is the one and only Eddie Munson. You nod "Mhmm, I'm just gonna-" Your voice breaks and your lip wobbles, and only as background noise, you hear Eddie ask "You want to hang out in my van for a bit? No funny business, I promise." And you feel yourself nodding, allowing him to lead you into the back of his van, where he conveniently guides you onto a red beanbag, sitting down next to you on the hard floor.
He lets you sit down in silence, the only sound in the van being your quiet sobs. He plays with his rings the same way you tug at your necklace for comfort, waiting for your sobs to slow when he says "I'm all ears if you want to talk about it."
You should be wary, learn from your lesson, but instead of doing either of those, you find yourself being comfortable and safe around Eddie. That's how it all comes out, every detail from start to finish. How Nancy had asked you if you liked women after you drunkenly flirted with her at a party, to both of you confessing your feelings, to becoming official. You talk about being happy like you never had been before to finding out that she was a cheating scumbag.
Your relationship with Nancy had been so secret for the reason that she was the only person to every find out that you were bisexual, and here you were, spilling it all out to Eddie Munson, who you had never properly met before in your life.
The silence when you were done was astonishing.
You wiped the last of your tears away, finally taking a proper look at Eddie, who just passed you a cigarette, a look of shock on his face. You don't take the cigarette, so to fill in the silence, Eddie puts it to his lips, inhaling deeply, before letting the smoke disperse in the van. You watch the white vapour make shapes in the air, sighing. "Look, I get it." He says. "Well- I don't, but I once dated this dude who-" You looked up at him in surprise.
"You like guys?" And he only nodded, grinning widely and nudging you with his elbow. "Well look at that, we already have so much in common. You like girls, I like girls. You like dudes, I like dudes. Wow, we're just meant to be, aren't we?"
And it's the way he's smiling, tucking a long strand of hair behind his ear to show off his dimples and his silver helix piercing that has you grinning shyly, making space on the small beanbag for him, where he joins you, and you finally snatch the cigarette from his lips to take a puff yourself.
It was the security of his friendship that made you so willing to be pulled into it. You were both vulnerable, but knew that neither of you would go around spreading each other's secret because you shared the same one. No one wanted to be outed to everyone they knew without even knowing so. Your friendship built up, became strong. He often sat on the bleachers writing something while you were at cheer practice, and he drove you home, cracking jokes with you in the car. You started talking to him in school, trodding along with him to your classes, and he became comfortable around your friends, joking around as though he was part of your friend group.
And eventually, he was.
Ignoring the odd looks people still gave you, you accepted the arm Eddie offered you, guiding you outside so he could have a smoke. "I have to say, sweetheart, you've made me quite popular." You laughed, shaking your head "You've always been pretty popular, Eddie." But he shook his head at you. "No, no, like people are liking me, openly inviting me to things. Including me in conversations. Hell, today someone even paired up with me in class. And here we thought our friendship would ruin your reputation." He plays his shock coolly, opting to tease you instead, as per usual. You shove him by the shoulder and he chuckles, watching as you jump up to sit on the hood of his van.
You squeal when you start to slip off, but Eddie only moves to stand between your legs, putting a hand on your thigh to help stabilise you. There's a moment of silence, and he looks in your eyes, as though looking for signs of discomfort, but he finds something more. Something good. You lick your lips, putting a hand on his shoulder and giggling. He joins you, turning his head so he can blow the smoke from his joint away from you, and he spots her.
Her. The one who broke your heart.
No matter the rare positive things he's heard about her from others, he can't help but hate her - can't force himself not to glare. You follow his gaze, scoffing at the sight. "I don't know why little band girl doesn't think she'll cheat on her too." You hum, agreeing with him, your free hand coming up to his jaw to turn his face towards you. "You just defending me Eddie?" You tease, head cocked to the side.
He shakes his head angrily, eyebrows furrowing, and he finally stumps out his joint on the floor. "No- I mean yeah but I'm honestly more annoyed sweetheart. Like honestly, everyone knows that if someone cheats on their partner to get with you, the same way that relationship ends is with them cheating on their new partner. No one can be that dumb!" He huffs, gathering his hair into a makeshift bun before letting it all go, looking around in search of his joint. When he realised he put it out, he curses, looking back at you who's smiling down at him.
You push a couple of stray strands of hair away from Eddie's eyes, leaning closer to him. He puts his hands on your thighs and you both hear the giggles of Nancy and her girlfriend, to which he rolls his eyes at. Your heart skips a beat when he does and you open your mouth before closing it shut again, deciding to finally show him how he makes you feel instead of saying anything.
You cup his jaw in your hands, leaning downwards to kiss him, and he immediately reciprocates it, his hands wandering from your thighs to grip your ass tightly. He pulls you closer to the edge of the hood of the van, humming into the kiss when you swipe your tongue against his bottom lip. He gives it to you, immediately deepening the kiss, and taking control by moving one of his hands to the back of your neck, not giving you the space to separate from him. It's all lips and tongue and hands on each other's bodies, that when you finally start to push against his chest to pull away, you're both panting.
You look down at him, wiping away the gloss on his lips with a smile. He does the same, trying to remove your smudged gloss with the pad of his thumb and failing, wiping the residue on his jeans. "Just saying, that kiss better have been for me, not for-" "It was. It was just for you." You reassure, pressing another soft kiss on his lips, only then looking up, realising Nancy and her friend stayed for the show. Eddie turns around, staring at the look of shock on their faces, and he cocks his head mockingly "What? You guys want some of this?" He points at you, a subtle hint to inform them that he knows the whole story.
Your eyes widen, and you grab the finger he uses to point at you, giggling in shock "Eddie!" You gasp, and he shrugs, still talking to Nancy mostly, as he's making direct eye contact with her. "I would want some of you if I were them too." And you both watch in surprise as Nancy's friend storms away angrily. Your eyes widen in shock and you watch as Eddie turns back around, looking slightly guilty, but mostly amused. "I kind of want to say I told you so."
You gasp at his careless tone, wrapping both your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you again. As you lean down to kiss him again, feeling his hands wander up your back, you start to hear wolf whistles.
"And there goes our moment" Mutters Eddie against your lips.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed this! Anyway, serious topic (not really) I was thinking of making this into like a series. Like seeing how Eddie and reader overcome milestones in their relationship kind of and it follows this storyline of their relationship. Like with specifically this eddie and reader in mind. Lmk if you get what I mean or not
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Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 21 Part 22 Part 23 matthew sturniolo x layla venita (female!oc) summary: everyone knows the story of the bad boy and the good girl but what happens when the school's most popular boy, Matthew Sturniolo, and the girl who notoriously is never there, Layla Venita, cross paths. warnings: swearing, smoking, suggestive? word count: 3.3k a/n: this series has been longer than I anticipated but I'm living for the slow burn so it's gonna be a while till we're done folks.
pov: layla
I spent the next week couped in my room, refusing to leave as I quickly smoked the bag of weed Wes had given me. Allie had messaged me in concern multiple times and I finally built up the courage to reply to her a day after her last message.
Allie <3 Monday hey girl are you okay? matt has been off all day 1:30pm Tuesday if u wanna talk im here <3 5:37pm Wednesday im getting concerned pls message me if u need anything 3:47pm
You sorry just havent been feeling good im okay just need time alone 10:21pm
Allie <3 im sorry :(10:23pm
You its okay i'll be at school tmrw 10:27pm
Allie <3 okay! see ya then <3 10:28pm
I locked my phone and threw it lazily on the bed beside me, rolling over to face the wall where my window was cracked open. I was glad my dad was out tonight, having to deal with him for over a week straight was draining and I felt like it didn't benefit my self-loathing in any way. I sighed as my mind always travelled back to the look on Matt's face, the pure hurt in his eyes that I knew I caused.
Part of me was glad he hadn't messaged or tried to talk to me. It meant that I could push him away if I wanted to. I did just that without even consciously meaning to. I got scared and made it his fault in my brain but as I continued rotting in my bed, I realised I hurt him more than I ever meant to. It wasn't his fault that I was afraid of someone being close, it wasn't his fault that I let something so small set me off. I needed to make him realise it wasn't his fault and I was just not used to the affection and accommodation he offered me daily.
I barely slept over the past week and this night was no different. My alarm went off in the early hours of the morning and I knew I had slept a total of 4 hours from the way my brain had constantly been reeling. I dragged myself out of bed and trudged into the bathroom. I took an extra long shower to attempt to rid the disgust I felt towards myself.
After scrubbing my entire body head to toe, I jumped out of the shower and walked to my room. My entire body felt heavy and I felt tears prick my eyes when I looked over to the pink sweater that was still laying over my bag. I picked it up, realising it was the only clean sweater I had since I hadn't been bothered with laundry. I quickly slid it over my head before sliding on my black sweatpants and combat boots. I slid my leather jacket over the top, not bothering with any makeup as I lazily tied my now damp hair into a low ponytail. I grabbed my bag, quickly sprayed on some perfume and grabbed my phone off of my bedside table.
I quickly exited my house without food or water in my stomach and as I began walking down the road, I decided to light one of the last few cigarettes I had pre-rolled. I grabbed my headphones from my bag, slid one into my ear and plugged them into my phone. I clicked shuffle on one of my playlists and I let my feet drag on the asphalt as I slowly made my way down the streets of Massachusetts.
After an hour, I finally arrived in the parking lot of the school and I scanned the cars, my eyes landing where I saw the familiar silver minivan. I paused, letting out a heavy breath as I collected myself and began walking to the group of people in front of the car.
Nate was the first to notice me and he just looked at me with no expression before he turned back to the group. As I got closer I noticed the fact that Mia was standing beside Matt with her head leaned on his shoulder, his arm wrapped around her back lazily and I felt a pang of pure jealousy run through me. I tried to shake it off as I got closer, knowing I had no right to be mad about it right now since I was the one who caused the riff between the brown-haired boy and myself.
"Speak of the devil," I heard Nick say when his eyes caught mine and I was a few feet away, standing uncomfortably as I looked between all of them. All of their heads turned to look at me, Allie being the only one who didn't seem like they were looking right through me.
"Matt, can I talk to you?" I asked quietly as I didn't dare to meet his eyes yet and there was an uncomfortable silence that fell over us, "Please."
"About what?" he asked, his tone short and I looked up to see his face completely expressionless but his eyes held such hurt and aggravation that it felt like it cut right through me.
"Last week," I mumbled, ignoring the pain in my chest of seeing Mia looking at me with a slight smirk. I focused in on the boy I had hurt, his blue eyes piercing in the sunlight.
"Now?" he questioned, not taking his eyes off of me and I just looked at him, the judgement of his friends radiating off of them. He sighed heavily before swinging his arm out from around Mia and I felt a weight lifted off of my shoulders but there was still a pressure on my chest, "I'll be back."
I looked at the ground as he pushed away from the hood of the minivan and he walked past me. I followed behind him, not daring to look back at his friends as we walked to the back of the parking lot before he stopped to face me.
He didn't say anything for a moment as I looked up at him and he scanned me head to toe before murmuring, "That's my sweater."
"Yeah. I left it on my bag all week but I didn't have any clean hoodies for today," I explained and he hummed as I picked at the skin around my fingers, my nails too short to bite now that I had been picking at them all week. I nervously chewed on my lip before I said, "I'm sorry."
"It took you a week to say that?" he asked, his voice quiet but his words laced with pain.
"I didn't mean to hurt you. I know I reacted to what you said horribly but I just-" I cut myself off as I took a breath and looked down at the gravel below us, "I haven't had anyone take care of me the way you do. It scares me. I'm sorry."
I squeezed my eyes closed, chewing on my bottom lip far more aggressively than I intended but my heart raced as I waited for his response. I felt his hand fall under my chin and he lifted my face to look up at him, noticing now that he was slightly closer to me. He used his thumb to gently pull my lip away from my teeth as I fidgeted with the hem of the pink sweater.
"Why didn't you just talk to me?" he asked, his tone softening as he looked down at me and I shrugged dumbly.
"I am bad at talking about that sorta stuff," I answered quietly, my throat closing from the sadness that invaded my body as I looked up at him. I had no right to be upset right now, I was the one who fucked up and made this so difficult, but I felt guilt invade my entire body when I realised I didn't want to push him away. It was habit and I was always bad at breaking them.
"Don't do that again," he demanded softly and I pursed my lips as I pushed my sadness down the best I could as tears sprung to my eyes, "Or I swear to god I won't talk to you again and I don't want to stop talking to you. Ever."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to push you away. I just don't know how to deal with everything I'm feeling and I know it's shitty but I promise I'm trying. I have no right to be sad right now because this is my fault but I feel so horrible for making you upset. You deserve so much more than that and if I can't give that to you I understand if you don't want me to be around anymore," I rambled out all of my feelings and conflicting voices in my head but I was cut off by his lips on mine.
I paused for a moment to register what was happening before my body melted into his, his arms wrapping around my lower back as I snaked my arms around his neck. I pulled him into me, missing the way his body felt against my own more than I anticipated. It felt like a breath of fresh air after being stuck in my room for the past week with smoke-filled lungs. He gripped my hips, pulling me impossibly closer to him as I tangled my hands in his hair before he pulled away to breathe for a moment.
"You're an idiot," he mumbled before he leaned back in to kiss me gently again.
"I know," I mumbled against his lips and he ran his tongue against my rough lips, the sting of his saliva hitting the open splits on my lips from chewing them. I hissed and pulled away as he looked down at me.
"You need to stop biting your lip," he muttered as his eyes travelled all around my face, "And stop picking your nails. You're not gonna have any left soon."
"I've been stressed the past week. I can't help it," I whispered as I looked up at him in awe. I had forgotten the pure oxytocin that ran through my system when I was with him and I refused to let it go again.
"Pretty girl," he gave me a sympathetic look and I shook my head as I pulled away from his face slightly, my arms still slung over his shoulders.
"Don't feel bad. This was my doing and I will make it up to you," I answered sternly and his face broke into a small smile. I sighed, the weight being lifted off of my chest now and my body tingled with joy.
"All I'm asking is that you talk to me next time," he whispered, leaning down to place a peck on my lips and I let it linger before I pulled back and nodded.
"I will try," I scratched the nape of his neck lightly and he bit his bottom lip as my face dropped, "Don't look at me like that before we have to go inside. I'll drive us back to your house right now."
"I don't see you for a week and you're ready to jump my bones already," he chuckled and I raised my eyebrows.
"How else can I make it up to you, ya know?" I joked as let my mouth form into a smirk and he shook his head as he pursed his lips, "Does this mean I can come to your game this week?"
"Of course baby," he smiled down at me and I felt the butterflies erupt in my stomach again, promising not only him but myself to never let myself ruin this again.
"By the way," I let my right hand trail from his neck to his chest, playing with the necklace that sat comfortably on his collarbones, "Allie's brother was just dropping me home. He tried to flirt with me but I shut it down. I wasn't lying about that."
"I know. I overreacted. I'm sorry about that," he said softly and I shook my head, twiddling the pendant between my fingers as I looked up at him.
"I know how it looked. I would've been just as upset. You don't need to apologise for it," I mumbled, trying hard to convey my feelings as best I could to which he didn't respond verbally. He instead placed another kiss against my lips and smiled against me as he squeezed my hips.
"Matt!" I heard Chris's voice call from only a few feet away and we both broke apart to look over at him, "You guys done? We gotta go to class."
"I forgot about that," I joked and Chris just gave me a deadpanned look as Matt chuckled.
"We'll be there in a sec," he called to his brother who just rolled his eyes and spun around to walk back to his friends, "They're more pissed at you than I was."
"I can tell," I mumbled as I watched their eyes pour directly into me, "Allie messaged me though."
"She was the only one defending you," he told me honestly and I hummed as I looked back up to him, "I'll talk to them."
"Don't sugarcoat it. You can tell them I'm a dumbass who doesn't know how to deal with her emotions," I stated and he shook his head with a smile, placing a kiss on the top of my head before swinging his arm over my shoulders.
"Come on," he said nodding towards the group and I hesitantly began walking with him by my side. Their eyes stayed glued to us as we approached and Mia gave me nothing but a scowl with her arms crossed, "Chill out. We talked about it."
"That didn't seem like talking," Mia spat and I remained silent, letting Matt handle the situation as I looked at Allie who gave me a sympathetic smile.
"Don't Mia," Matt deadpanned and she only scoffed with a roll of her eyes, "We talked about it and I don't wanna hear it."
"Only took you a week," Nate raised his eyebrows as he spoke and he looked at me. I pursed my lips while glancing between them.
"At least it happened," Matt retorted before the bell rang and he sighed, "We'll talk about it later. Let's go."
He began walking with his arm around my shoulder still and I followed suit, Chris moving to stand on the other side of Matt as everyone else followed behind. We made our way to our classes and once we sat down, a weight fell back on my chest.
Not only did I have to make it up to Matt, I had to win back his brothers and his friends.
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Pretty boy where did u go?? 12:23pm
You đŹ be there in a minute 12:24pm
I locked my phone, sliding it into my pocket as I finished off my cigarette, throwing it onto the ground before I wedged it into the ground with my boot. I made my way back inside and straight to the cafeteria where I saw the group of friends sitting together.
"Hey," Allie beamed as she scooted closer to Mia to make space between her and Matt for me to sit. I smiled at her as I swung my legs over the bench and sat down. Matt placed his arm around my lower back as he continued his conversation with Nick.
"I don't want to wear a tie. That's why I got the red shirt," Matt groaned and Nick gave him a deadpanned look.
"It's prom. You're supposed to look fancy with a tie," Nick stated and Matt ran a hand across his face.
"We're all wearing a tie. Don't be a bitch," Nate pointed out and I tuned them out as Allie tapped my shoulder to gain my attention.
"You okay?" she asked quietly and I nodded with a hum.
"Yeah. Thank you for checking on me," I answered in a hushed tone and she shrugged with her sunshine smile that warmed my heart to know she wasn't annoyed with me.
"Of course. That's what friends are for," she said casually before she turned back to listen to the group conversation. I let her words hang over my head like a cloud.
That's what friends are for.
I don't remember the last time I had a genuine friend and her simple words struck me right in my heart. She had always been kind to me and from the moment we talked, she had been such a light in my life. I realised I not only wanted to share my emotions and feelings with Matt but also with Allie to show her that I appreciated her.
I wanted to be better for both of them.
"How long do we have to stay there?" Chris whined as he threw his head onto the table dramatically and Allie rolled her eyes.
"You're acting like you're being held hostage. If you don't wanna go it's fine," Allie responded, her tone quietening at the end and I could sense the slight sadness at Chris's distaste for prom.
"Al, I told you I'm going and I'll stick to that. I just don't wanna be there for five hours," he lifted his head up to look at her and she shrugged, eyes glancing at the table.
"We can leave early and go back to my house," she offered and Chris's mouth broke into a smile as he nodded.
"Works for me," he said triumphantly before sitting up again, resting his elbows on the table in front of him.
"How are we getting there?" Mia asked, looking around at the group and I just sat there in silence, deciding to go along with whatever plan I knew Allie had already set up.
"Meet up at my house at five thirty so we can take photos and make sure we have everything and then we will leave at like six-thirty to get to the hotel," Allie explained the plan and everyone seemed to hum along in agreement. I felt Matt's arm snake further around my back as he scooted closer to me.
"How are we getting there?" Nick asked and Allie smiled as she adjusted her ponytail.
"I got us a limo," she announced happily and Mia showed her first sign of happiness of the day as she squealed excitedly, "You guys won't drink right?"
Matt and his brothers shook their heads with a firm no and Allie turned to look at me and I shrugged, "Depends on what it is."
"Bottle of champagne in the limo?" Mia asked Allie and Allie nodded causing Mia's smile to widen.
"You're dad won't arrest us if we drink?" Nate asked, the half-hearted joke not landing well with Mia as she rolled her eyes.
"Not if he doesn't know," she pointed out with a slight smirk and Nate raised his eyebrows before nodding in agreement.
"Did you find a dress?" Nate asked, turning his attention to me as he attempted to make conversation. I assumed that in the time I'd been in my other classes and was outside Matt had talked to Nate, Chris and Nick since they weren't glaring at me anymore but they still felt slightly standoffish.
"No. I'm just gonna make my own," I explained and he nodded, his smile in a downturned smile.
"Mad impressive that you can do that," he complimented me and I gave him a half-hearted smile as Matt traced circles on my hip with his thumb.
"Thanks. I just hope I can finish it in time," I explained and I could sense Mia's disgust towards me radiating off of her but I was learning to tune her out like I had always done before Matt came into my life.
Suddenly the bell rang for our next classes and everyone began getting up. I stood up from the table before Matt spun me around and kissed my lips gently. I froze for a moment, shocked at the fact he did that in the middle of the cafeteria but I quickly reciprocated the action before he pulled away.
"See you after school pretty girl," he smirked at me before he walked away and I stood still for a moment as I watched him walk away with Nick, Chris, Nate and Mia.
"You guys are so fucking cute it makes me want to throw up," Allie rolled her eyes playfully beside me and I looked around to see people staring at me once again. I pursed my lips, my cheeks tinging red as I hid a smile and shook my head before I began walking out of the cafeteria.
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Warmth in the Sheets: Bigby Wolf x Reader (Semi-NSFW)
He didnât deserve something like this.
He didnât deserve warmth and comfort for his despicable crimes against his own people, his own kind - if you could even consider any of them to be his own kind. Every time he even thought of that or even hear the mutter whispers of Fables on the streets, he would find himself smirking sarcastically ever so slightly.
Because theyâre not his kind. None of them are his kind; his kind died when he was left alone after his mother passed and his brothers vanished. None of them knew what it was like to grow up the way he did, and because Fables - the ones who appear mostly mundy that is - judge him as though he were lower than them. They fear the unknown, and yet, they poke around in the darkness and act as though theyâre innocent when the ugly truth comes barreling out (albeit as a giant wolf the height of a house). Princes and Queens and Fable royalty scoff and sneer at him as though he is their unruly guard dog.
But thatâs what he is, isnât he?
An unruly guard dog who has to beat the shit out of Fables who once ruled enchanted kingdoms and Fables who were the most popular and liked of all. Or as the plaque on his crumbling, cigarette-stained wall states: Sheriff of Fabletown.
But in all of the stenches that makes up lower Manhattan and the filth that Fables bring in from the mundy world, he had finally found a safe haven in all the spit and rot that was this cruel world.
Through softly patterned curtains, sunlight filtered through, seeping through the slightest part in the drapes to shine onto his eyes. Screwing them closed didnât help, so the wolf simply let out a grumble deep from his throat and cracked his eyes open.
His body laid mostly naked, wrapped in the softest sheets he had ever felt, softer than how he remembers his motherâs fur. The bruises and scratches and scrapes had closed somewhere throughout the night, the aches had ebbed away into nothingness. He laid there in pure bliss, one of the few little luxuries he got when he didnât stay in his crumbling apartment.
Bigby took in the scents of the cushioned pillow cradling his head, hints of soft lavender and roses dancing with a scent even nicer on his nose. The sheets were no better, smelling wonderfully, tickling his nose.
In this room, he had no need to reach for the crumpled cigarette carton and lighter that sat on the end table with his wallet and phone. In this room, he no longer felt the painful blows battered onto his solid body. In this room, for the first time in a very long time, he felt safe.
Bigby turned over, the sheets twisting at his cut waist and over his board back, the wolf no longer wanting sun in his eyes. He wanted something else in his field of view, to which he got immediately.
There was a figure in the bed with him, almost fully naked like himself with just underwear on. The blankets were barely covering anything, allowing Bigbyâs eyes to roam. Wolfish brown eyes trailed the nape of the neck downwards, along the spine which had been slightly twisted by the sheets to the legs tangled in them. There were some marks on their back, some you barely would notice to ones that stated obviously what had happened the night before. From little bruises the size of quarters to red raised carvings down your back, the signs were all there.
The scent radiating off of them was heavenly, music to his nose. Their heartbeat in his ears was like a steady soft drumming.
Bigby reached a hand over the small space between his person and the other Fable in the room. Roughened fingers gently - the only time he was gentle really - wrapped around their shoulder, thumb rubbing small circles into the meat of their shoulder which earned him a small moan from their sleep. He would be lying if he didnât feel slightly bad for waking them up, but it was only slightly.
He didnât feel this with anyone before. He didnât feel this with Snow.
He didnât feel safe, he didnât feel loved. He felt like he was being used if anything when it came to how Snow was with him.
But you; you actually cared. You were one of the few Fables who didnât actively give him trouble or berate him or treat him like dirt. You didnât judge him on his past, you didnât poke and prod.
You twisted around too, the sheets now off, both of you finding it too warm in the room for them to be on the bed. Your eyes had peeked open just a bit, just enough for him to see the color of your irises through your fluttering eyelids as you blinked away the sleep and dreams.
He remembered when he first saw you for the first time since coming here. He had come to your apartment with questions about an unruly neighbor causing issues, and you had even invited him in for coffee.
He remembered when you two first kissed in the darkened hallway right outside of your apartment door, the neon lights from outside filtering in. You two had gone out to some bar to hang out and he had wanted to walk you back to your front door.
He remembered when you two first made love in your apartment, the aftermath was worse for you than him. The markings on your body were hard to hide and explain, and he enjoyed every second of it.
âMorning,â you purred, your voice still dripping with the clingings of sleep and exhaustion you attempted to shake off.
âMorning,â he echoed back.
His voice was still scratchy, dark and gravely. His eyes lingered down to your neck. There were red blotches on your throat, but his eyes mostly trained on the bite mark settled at the crook of your neck. Sure there were more marks all down the rest of your body but that was his favorite he left on you.
âProud of your little art show?â you huffed sarcastically as you rubbed at the still sore bite mark. Bigby only growled softly, the wolfman snaked his hand down to your waist and dragged you in closer to him. He could feel the heat radiating off of his body bouncing off of you, no wonder why there was no need for the sheets if he was around. The corners of your lips curled into a slight smirk, Bigby could see it reflect in your eyes. His puppy brown eyes had tinged to a bright gold, his pupils had dilated to the size of near-pinpoints. He felt you shiver with lust under his grip. âMy my, Mr. Wolf, how big your eyes are.â
Bigby jolted and had pinned you to your bed all of a sudden. His big hands and wrapped around your wrists and pinned them to the sides of your head while he straddled you by your waist. Your eyes were full of lust, he could smell it dripping off of you, it was all over in the air that he swore he could lick it. He leaned down, his grit teeth now a mouth full of sharpened teeth barely brushed over your sensitive neck.
âAnd how do you plan on explaining these?â
Before you could coyly ask him to elaborate, Bigby clamped his fangs down on the opposite shoulder, yanking out a pleasureful cry from you.
Bigby sat at the small kitchen table, carefully sipping scorching hot coffee as he eyed the news playing on the small tv on the kitchen counter. It was some mundy bullshit happening that weekend, some festival, Bigby didnât really pay attention to that kind of crap. He just needed the background noise as he glanced back down at the file on the tabletop.
He was suddenly interrupted by a plate full of various breakfast foods being placed on top of the police file he was just looking at, everything still steaming with warmth and love.
âPolice work can wait,â you hummed, handing him a knife and fork, âyou need to eat.â
Bigby playfully rolled his eyes and took another sip of his coffee. You had turned back to the stove, allowing Bigby to catch a glimpse of you.
You were wearing one of his white button-ups unbuttoned with nothing else but socks and underwear on.
As Bigby took a big bite of food, he couldnât help but close his eyes and just sit there.
In utter, unspoken delight, he knew he was safe and loved and happy.
And home.
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King of Second Chances
DomesticAvengers!Loki x Reader
Genre/Rating: tooth-rotting fluff with best friends to lovers
Description: Contrary to popular belief, Loki does have friends... just not on Asgard. Or Midgard. Except one.
After the battle of New York, Frigga managed to convince Odin one last time to have mercy on his adoptive son Loki who recently found that out in his defense but in no way can explain his revenge hostile attempted takeover of Midgard aka Earth. Odin decided that if some time on Earth managed to teach Thor the lesson he needed to learn to be worthy of the hammer, then Earth should be able to do the same for Loki.
So until he proves that he's not the evil ego-maniac that's co-dependent on the lie his father told him about being destined for greatness when he was a peace offer child, Loki is to stay on Earth.
Specifically in Avengers Tower under close surveillance.
None of the team especially Clint and Natasha wanted him there but they couldn't trust him living on his own with some of his magic still intact. So down the hall from Thor's room soon became Loki's room and they all lived happily ever after. Sort of
"Loki did you eat my Poptarts?"
"And why would I eat those disgusting sugar-coated sandwiches?'
"Because you know I like them?"
"Out" Thor suddenly falls through a hole Loki created sending him back to his room.
Loki looked up at the vents to make sure Clint wasn't in them before relaxing back in his bed with the book before he was once again interrupted by a knock on his door. He rolls his eyes begrudgingly before swinging the door open with a wave of his hand.
"Hey, Loki..."
"Yes, Y/N," Loki says not caring to lift his head away from his book.
"Can I hide my pop tarts in here? Thor keeps eating them."
"And why would I do that?"
"Because I know you don't like them so Thor won't look for them here." Unable to argue with that, Loki shrugged.
"Very well. Hide them here"
"Yes!" you jumped onto his bed and hugged him tightly to you shocking the magical entity to his core.
"Thank you, Loki," you shock him again by giving him a light kiss on the cheek.
".... You're welcome"
This was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
Two years has gone by since then and while Loki is still not welcome back in Asgard he has regained almost all of his magical abilities, has been caught trying to go back twice, and with Frigga's help made his room in Avengers tower look almost identical to his chambers in the palace. One would say that he's gotten comfortable on Earth.
Loki still hides your Pop-Tarts in his room and several other things you don't want the team to see despite your room being one floor below his. The only ones who dare go in his room are you and sometimes Thor but he uses an illusion spell to make your stuff look like his so there is no suspense. You could have asked him to do that for your room but having some of your things in his room gives you the excuse to see him and everybody knows that. Except Loki of course.
After another successful mission with Natasha and her sister that she never mentioned until now you were back in Avengers Tower and you couldn't wait to tell your bestie all about it.
"LOKI!!!!" You burst through his door to find a towel around his waist and hair. His chest still had some water dripping down to a place that you didn't realize you'd want to see until now. Shit you're staring
"Um, I'll come back" You quickly closed the door and headed straight to the elevator. If anyone saw how you repeatedly pushed the close doors button they'd think you insane. You quickly went into your own room and let out the breath you had been holding only to open your eyes to-
"You know you were much cuter when you were afraid to knock on my door." You jumped holding your hand to your chest wishing your heart could just calm down but the man you just ran away from clearly transported to your room.
"I see you gained more of your magic back."
"One of my favorite tricks." Loki held up a bag of sweets. He patted the spot next to him on your bed and it was like you never left. You happily jumped into his arms. Let the celebration begin.
âSo Agent Romanoff wasnât alone before Barton came around. Interesting. Hit meâ He opened his mouth and you gave him another caramel candy. Something you like to do when debriefing your missions with him is to eat sweets and comb his hair. Heâll never admit it but hearing your voice with your hands massaging his scalp made him feel like a King.
âI know right?! I canât believe sheâs been hiding that from us this whole time. I thought weâd run out of secrets in Avengers Tower by now. What about you?â
âMm that feels niceâ he whispered to himself not paying attention. You took a curl of his and wrapped it around your finger before yanking harder than usual.
âOw!â He looked up at you
âNow that I have your attention what did you do while I was gone?â You held up your brush threateningly at him. Chuckling he laid his head back down in your lap closing his eyes without any sign of fear.
âI read, painted, slept, squabbled with my oaf of a brother, the usual.â
âDo you ever think the two of you will be as close as you were back then?â
âIâm not sure. I did try to kill him after all but he does try. Iâll give him that.â
âYou tried to kill me tooâ You mumbled
âYouâre different.â
âHow different?â You continue brushing his hair slowly. Like a cat he purrs.
âYou are⊠kind in a way thatâs admirable and naive yet you hunt people for a living. Itâs confusing.â You gently take his head in your hands staring right into his emerald green eyes.
âAre you saying I should consider a new career path?â
âIâm saying you are the most dangerous being in the nine realms.â He whispered.
âAnd your best friendâ You whispered back coming a little closer.
âMy only friendâ The two of you smile at each other.
âJarvis please tell me you got thatâ The two of you sat up quickly embarrassed that youâd been caught by Tony in what would look like two lovers staring into each others eyes even though you were nothing more than friends. Right? Without a thought you chased Tony all around the tower with your brush desperately trying to get that footage of the two of you.
Unsure of when it started Loki realized that the beautiful friendship that once was had blossomed into something else entirely. He was bound to mess it up but he knew youâd give him a second chance. He is the king of those after all and you are worth all the chances he can get.
A/N: Happy Loki day! I was supposed to post this the other day but I didnât know what I wanted to write yet. Thanks for your patience. Thereâs more to come!
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Pet Names
Hi! Here is a request that was sent my way by @thenerdysimp : âAnd then I had a new idea just now where reader does a âTikTok prankâ on Ben where she calls him by his full name. Manâs terrified and she starts to feel bad for scaring himđâ
So, here we go for this adorable idea! I hope you enjoy what Iâve written for it! Also you said âfull nameâ, so Iâm not just dropping the cute nickname Iâm going âfull nameâ⊠the poor manâŠ
I hope you like this cute oneshot! Tell me what you think!
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Pairing: Ben Barnes x reader
Warnings: Some tooth-rotting fluff! Also⊠the ending turned a sexy even if there is no nsfw stuff, but the flirt is getting out of hand⊠(donât know what happened to me with that last sentence butâŠ)
Summary: You find this popular prank on Tik Tok and decide to try it on Ben. But when you call him by his full name instead of your usual adorable pet names, he panics more than anticipating, and it kind of backfires.
Word Count: 1859
Ben Barnes Masterlist â Main Masterlist
You laugh at the video on your phone, and a sting of guilt shoots through your body because⊠well⊠it is more than time to get up from the warmth of your bed and actually be productive, but then againâŠ
You decide that one more short video will not kill you, so you stay on Tik Tok for one more.
Itâs the same trend again thatâs been going on for a few days on the app now: calling your significant other by their name in order to see their reaction. And you find it hilarious. Some are cute about it, some are straight up moody or even angry.
You wonder how Ben would react to that, thoughâŠ
You donât reckon that he would get angry, he is too calm and too nice for that. Confused? Yes, definitely, he would get confused, maybe even a little worried. Actually, youâre so curious about it that youâre considering pulling this prank on him.
Heâs not the kind to be petty, but he will get back at you if you prank him, so you need to weigh your options. The last time you made fun of him for being taller than you, he hid your favourite snacks on the top shelf for three daysâŠ
Still, you reckon this one is rather innocent, so you decide to try it on Ben.
Heâll soon be home, he went for an early run this morning before getting some work done as he is getting ready to leave to shoot a new project in a couple of days. So, you finally get up, take a shower before he arrives and decide to wait for him on the couch, grabbing the book youâre currently reading.
You hear the key turning in the lock first, then you hear fumbling with the doorknob, and finally you hear him whistling as he steps inside your home. You hear his keys being dropped in their bowl by the door, the sound of his shoes dropping to the floor, and finally his footsteps crossing the hall. He grins as he sees you on the sofa, looking comfy and rather adorable in one of his jumpers, some sweatpants and buried under a heavy blanket.
âHi, darling!â he chimes, hurrying towards you and you canât refrain the smile that forms on your lips in response to his happy voice.
âHi!â
He bends to drop a sweet kiss on your lips, but you wriggle your nose when he pulls away.
âYouâre all sweaty!â you complain, making him laugh.
âTrue. It was a good run, though. Iâm going to take a shower, I reckon I need one.â
He moves towards the bathroom, but spins around after a couple of steps, and strides towards the kitchen instead.
âWater first,â he explains at the sight of your amused frown, before disappearing in the kitchen. âDo you want some, darling?â
âOh, yes! Thanks, Ben.â
You wait for his reaction, but you hear nothing. From your peripheral vision, you catch him peering at you from the kitchen. He frowns hard, completely puzzled, and you struggle not to let out a bright laugh.
But he shakes his head, and resumes his activity in the kitchen. A minute later, heâs bringing you your glass of fresh water.
Heâs still not reacting to your prank though, so you decide to push it a little further.
âThank you, Benjamin.â
You see him visibly tensing as you take your drink, raising his eyebrows in disbelief.
âWow⊠I must really be in trouble,â he says, crossing his arms and tilting his head a little to the side. âWhy on earth would you call me that?â
His voice is perfectly calm though, soothing even. You struggle not to laugh at the confused expression that paints itself over his features.
âNothing,â you answer, but heâs not buying it.
âIf itâs about the last jaffa cake that disappeared last night, it wasnât me.â
âNo?â
âIt was my doppelganger.â
 âReally?â
âHmm⊠Jaffa cakes are his favourite, itâs not his fault, reallyâŠâ
âI seeâŠâ
But you keep on staring sternly at him, and Ben grows more and more confused and anxious at the sight.
He frowns, humour gone from his voice when he speaks once more.
âSeriously, though⊠whatâs wrong?â
âNothing.â
âWhat do you mean ânothingâ? Youâve never called me that before, whatâs going on?â
âIâve just used your name!â
But his frown deepens, he blinks several times, completely at a loss.
âWhy would you call me that? No one calls me Benjamin. Except for my parents when they want to ground me.â
âArenât you a little old to be grounded?â
âYou can never know with them.â
You chuckle, but Ben grows worried now, and your amusement starts feeling a lot like guilt.
He sits down next to you and takes your hand in his, enlacing your fingers together.
âWhatâs wrong? What did I do? Iâve done something terrible, havenât I?â
âNo, of course notâŠâ
âI have⊠are you⊠how bad is it?â
âNothing is wrong, Iâm sorryâŠâ
âYouâve never called me âBenjaminâ. Ever. And you havenât called me âBenâ in like⊠two years!â
But you take his face in your hands to shush him, a soothing smile on your lips now.
âThereâs nothing wrong! It was just a joke.â
He deeply frowns again.
âWhat?â
âI just saw this trend on Tik Tok, where youâre supposed to call your significant other by their name to see their reaction, and I just wanted to try it on you. Itâs just a joke!â
Youâre giggling now, but Ben is still frowning.
âItâs a joke?â he asks again, just to make sure. âSo⊠youâre not mad at me, right?â
âNo, of course not, honey!â
You see him relaxing next to you, shaking his head at you now, a smile tugging at his lips.
âBenjamin⊠really?â he asks, teasing back in his voice.
âYou didnât say anything at âBenâ! I had to up my game!â
âI thought you wanted to murder me or something!â
âMurder you?â you asked, laughing brightly now.
âI would actually expect you to murder me before calling me Benjamin.â
You both laugh at that.
âDonât ever call me that again, by the way.â
âI could do worse.â
âCould you?â he snorts.
You stare at him, dead serious.
âBenjamin. Thomas. Barnes.â
You remain still for a moment, before both of you would explode with laughter.
âYouâre right, itâs worse!â Ben complains, still laughing, as he stands from the couch to finally head for a shower. âCareful, or Iâll hug you while still covered with sweat.â
âGross.â
He takes off his black t-shirt and throws it at you, making you laugh harder as you dive to avoid the dirty piece of clothing.
âYouâre disgusting!â
But you hear him laughing, as he turns to look at you pushing his t-shirt away, leaning against the doorframe. And it is quite infuriating how handsome he looks like this, dishevelled, and sweaty, and you canât help but stare at his exposed chestâŠ
âI reckon that was a very petty vengeance,â you narrow your eyes at him as he starts chuckling again, a smug smile on his lips.
âI think you like the view, though.â
âNot at allâŠâ
âReally?â
âMaybe a little bit.â
âThatâs what I thought.â
He buries his hands in the pockets of his dark pair of shorts.
âNow, give me one of my usual pet names, please, my darling,â he goes on, his voice more tender now.
âI donât know which one youâre talking aboutâŠâ
âAny will do.â
âWhat do I usually call you again?â
âHmm⊠letâs seeâŠâ he plays along, looking up as if searching through his memories. âThereâs the classic âbabyâ, then thereâs âloveâ⊠Iâm very fond of âdarlingâ, not gonna lie. âHoneyâ, âbabeâ, âhoney bunâ, âhandsomeâ, and of course thereâs âsweetheartâ, and âsweetieââŠâ
âYouâve got many!â
âHmm⊠youâre more creative than I am with these, I have to say. I usually keep with âdarlingâ, or âloveâ, or âsweetheartâ⊠right?â
âYou call me âbeautifulâ a lot, too.â
âThatâs because youâre hot.â
You both laugh at that, even if the glimmer in Benâs eyes tells you heâs not really teasing.
âCome on! Call me something proper, now!â Ben insists, and you nod.
âAlright, alright⊠thatâs enough teasing.â
âExactly!â
You stare intensely at him, and he waits patiently while you make up your mind. Heâs expectant when he sees you opening your mouth to speak.
âThomas.â
He lets out a frustrated cry.
âThatâs even worse! No! It sounds like youâre calling my father!â
He shudders, and you double over with laughter.
âStop laughing! Thatâs disgusting!â
âYou should see your face!â you laugh, your stomach painful by now.
âYouâre going to pay for this!â Ben warns you, and even though thereâs a smile tugging at his lips again, you know heâs serious still. âYouâll have to make me forgive you for that.â
âAlright, alright⊠Iâm sorry, that was going a little too far.â
âIndeed! Now, call me a sweet name or elseâŠâ
âOr elseâŠâ
âIâll make sure youâre forgiven.â
You raise a surprised eyebrow.
âAnd how are you going to do that?â
He shoots you a bright grin.
âOh, youâll like that, donât worry.â
âWill I?â
He nods with confidence, almost cocky.
âSomeoneâs a little full of himself over thereâŠâ you tease, but Ben merely shrugs.
âRealistic, rather.â
âAlright, anyway, Iâm going to call you a cute name now, donât worry.â
âIâm all ears.â
You grin at him, full of mischief, when you speak again.
âBENJAMIN!â
âYou little minx!â
The next second youâve jumped off the couch as Ben is sprinting towards you, running after you through your apartment, both of you laughing like crazy.
âCome back here!â
âNo!â
Heâs got you cornered after less than a minute, your back to the wall, and giggling like crazy.
âNow, baby, I call for a parlay,â you negotiate, but Ben is not fooled.
âAbsolutely not.â
âDonât tickle me. Please, donât tickle meâŠâ
âIâm not going to tickle you.â
âYou promise?â
âI promise.â
You lower your guard a little, tilting your head.
âKisses?â you offer as a truce, and Ben has to admit heâs tempted, but then a devilish grin spreads over his lips.
âI got better than kisses planned, darling.â
The next second, heâs bent down to pick you up on his shoulder, carrying you like a bag of potatoes across the apartment, striding towards the bathroom.
âBaby! Stop it! Put me down!â
But he doesnât listen to you.
âBen! Stop!â you laugh, swatting his naked back.
âAnd here is my name againâŠâ
âHoney!â
âToo late!â
He steps into the bathroom, opens the door to the bathroom, and gently puts you down in the shower.
âIâve already taken a shower!â you tell him with a frown. âYouâre the one who needs one!â
But when his gaze turns more intense, you instantly fall silent, finally understanding his devilish plan.
Heâs already stripping when he finally answers, his eyes still staring deep into your soul, and his smile has turned much more dangerous nowâŠ
âI know,â he nods, voice deep and husky now, terribly tempting. âBut then again, if youâre so eager to say my name, why not moan it instead?â
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