#because of that fucked up childhood he is STILL going thru
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yasashiiku · 2 years ago
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@trattcria sent a crow ;
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It's easy to tell from a very brief look into his life that he has very strained familial ties. Well, things had been surprisingly simple a few years ago, a safe house, a loving mother, and a somewhat decent father. Toichiro didn't start out terrible as one would presume, he was present in this family to a degree, with ambitions beyond those of your normal everyday dad, but he was still there. Soon enough ambitions overpowered family and almost everything else, his wife couldn't bear life as it was anymore, with a man growing more violent and blinded by power with each day- and left without a trace in her wake.
It's complicated, Shou would think, she didn't simply run away and leave him behind. But it did look like it, and despite having reconnected with her somewhere along the way, the lonely fearsome years without her by his side left an undeniable gash in their relationship. And so along the love and care he holds for her- resides the trust issues and a certain anger that Shou keeps to himself.
His father has been a cruel man, a very strange, unreasonable, delusional old man. He has done many many wrong things to a lot of people, including Shou himself, but still, that's his old man, therefore his responsibility- Shou believed. Between stopping his father from using his powers for evil and helping him when the time came for them to fight together- Shou is consistently confused. The man who made him go through so much fear and violence and pain, is the same father he has always longed to have back. It's difficult, dealing with things he doesn't understand about a father who's currently held captive in prison and no longer in his life like fathers should be.
His parents aren't the best, but the Suzukis -all three of them- certainly love each others, in their own strange ways that didn't lead to good endings most of the times.
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lapdogchase · 18 days ago
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fascinated and distressed by chase's disordered relationship with sexuality + his emotions abt his own trauma & abuse
thru the beginning of the show he doesn't even realize he's hot despite being objectively attractive. when he finds out he's hot he then realizes people pretend to be interested in him as a person in order to have sex with him and gets super upset about it
he starts having a bunch of meaningless sex as a coping mechanism when cameron leaves him. and also a lot of other times. whenever something bad happens, basically, he starts going out with a bunch of women, just to feel something, presumably
^to the extent where hes known within the hospital as a slut. and has had sex with an insane amount of nurses. as well as presumably women who are not at his place of work.
he says doing this made him hate himself so he stopped. it's the b-plot for an episode and then he's back having meaningless sex again by the end of the episode
even his coworkers know this about him. and have called it out, masters even says she thinks he doesn't respect women bc, in her words, he's with a different one every few days or maybe he finds comfort in meaningless relationships
goes back to having meaningless sex within weeks of getting stabbed. which is really bad for wound healing reasons too. genuinely it seems like such compulsive behavior for him considering he keeps doing it even when its objectively not only a bad idea but actively dangerous
house even directly says he's "a serial slut" because he's "terrified of intimacy." incredibly accurate assessment
his relationship with his sexuality reads so heavily as someone who thinks they're not good for anything else
see also: dissociation & avoidance
we know he has a lot of trauma especially in childhood- he never really gets into it let alone into how he Feels about it but what we know is already bad & that's just the stuff he's okay with sharing with his coworkers or patients
in general he's very avoidant of his own trauma- when he gets stabbed he says he "can't change what happened, can only make better choices from here" as if it was his own fault, and refuses thru the whole episode to acknowledge that being traumatized by this would be a really normal reaction that he is definitely having. instead he just blames himself
also, he dissociates from traumatic things that happen to him - says "there was a stabbing" rather than "i was stabbed" for instance
when he's talking abt his childhood trauma he does it in a very similar way - he talks about it very bluntly and doesn't ever get into how he actually feels about it.
see also: dr. fawn response
general passive willingness to go along with anything- when cameron says they should have sex in s3 he's surprised and then he just kinda goes along with it. not bc he didn't want to bc he obviously did, but he's just generally very much someone who does whatever other people want him to do. i feel like he and cameron both tend to seek validation thru sex in an unhealthy way that i'm still gnawing on like a dog with a bone i have to go rewatch s3 to really articulate it though
he has a sort of desperation for praise and approval especially from anyone he views as an authority figure. he does whatever authority figures tell him out of this idea that it'll bring him approval and therefore safety
like no matter what house does or says to him he doesn't argue or retaliate or anything. even when house punches him he collapses on the ground in pain and then just keeps talking about the patient like nothing happened.
the scene in 3.10 after house punches him where he's in the ddx room and house walks in and throws the file at him and chase is startled and tries to pretend he's not. and he looks up with this huge fuck ass bruise on his jaw swallows heavily and pretends not to be upset. and house asks if he got that looked at as if he wasn't the one to give it to him and chase just swallows and says he's fine. dr fawn response :(
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sugar-omi · 9 months ago
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Ohhh the newest dad cove post the pregnant mc is so so good,,,,, rip though imagine just how clingy this makes him oh my god. (late riser mc) he’s constantly falling asleep on the couch next to you when it gets later, hand on your back or around your middle whether you’re showing yet or not because he can’t stand the idea of you needing something but not waking him up ‘cause he’s in bed(especially when you have bad “morning” sickness).
or something that absolutely makes my blood pressure absolutely skyrocket is strangers being touchy, (he’d obviously not be like? weird about it like if you want to let family or friends feel the baby kick; he’s honestly just nodding along with the biggest goofy-proud smile like “it’s the coolest thing ever right???”) but if random strangers are getting touchy or pushy because they seem to think pregnant people are free real estate? just this big ass man getting physically between the two of you and completely shutting them down without a word? 1000/10.
also rip mc but I myself am a Cove suprise twins truther and not gonna lie to anyone but unless you are well above average size? rip mc. late second trimester and on is just a mess because like the other post said? all fun and games having a giant husband until giant baby time. man is so conflicted(for a multitude of reasons tbh because if one baby almost being here wasn’t overwhelming enough? two?) because on the one hand there’s almost a twinge of guilt because you’re so sore and tired and sick of having to pee every five seconds, but also, not even a sexual(or maybe just a little) thing but some part of his brain is like you said just? that’s his baby- his babies, like it hits him so much that you are literally carrying his kids that you two made together and you trust him enough to be by your side and be your kids’ dad?? and sometimes he’s looking at you with big wet eyes and wobbly lips while you’re trying to hunt down the current craving and you panic that he’s crying, and when he explains… oh now you’re crying because of hormones being out of wack and he’s too sweet for this.
I LOVE YOU ANON. WE ARE THE SAME. literally sharing all my thoughts rn pls... i love the thought of my mc n cove having 1 kid (thru adoption) and their first pregnancy/baby being twins. just instantly throws them into the boiling pot of parenthood
n omg he's so fucking clingy after you get pregnant. if you're not a hugger, you are now. because he needs to be around you n touching you, he fucking loves you so much and just needs to touch n kiss n hold you
omfg, tries to feel the baby kick or anything like that before it's even possible. instantly starts talking to your baby before they're even supposed to be able to hear
if you're still sleeping, or napping, he'll cuddle up near your stomach and strokes the area, tracing hearts and stars and such, talking about how much he loves you. how great you are. tells funny stories from your shared childhood, tells your baby/babies about their future aunts n uncles n grandparents.
they're gonna be so loved.
n if you wake up in the middle of him doing this, try to stay still and listen because then he goes on about how much he loves the babe/s and how he's gonna take care of them, and you, and he'll protect n love them n he daydreams out loud about all the milestones, all the way up to their weddings which just makes him cry
you might even catch him rambling about how he'll make sure they never feel insecure, or like a burden, or anything like that, especially any feelings or thoughts he had from his childhood.
and yeahh, he'd be so overwhelmed and freaked out if your first pregnancy is TWINS!! he gets anxious. because now there's a double chance of failure. he's just so afraid for your future, and even if you're anxious and afraid too now with the news, he does calm down even if you don't comfort him.
bouncing your anxieties off each other, makes him realize you're both going towards a good path. if you're already worried about X, Y, and Z, then you know you're on the same page, and while parenthood is unpredictable.. your beliefs and wishes for your family are certain
takes a deep breath n just promises you it'll be okay. you'll figure it out. you can worry through parenthood together. and you'll figure it out together.
does call his dad and he talks to cove, helps him with his anxieties, etc.. it helps him relax when cliff says that, while cove was a very happy accident, at least he's prepared unlike he and kyra were. this was something you wanted, prepared for. that all the mental preparation, is the best it'll get and now you have to figure it out together, and that he, kyra, and your moms are here to help you figure it out.
n omg cove feeling bad about you being sore, tired, exhausted from the baby totally rearranging your guts and pressing against your bladder like a meat press.
always offers you massages, foot rubs. and helps you do any maintenance, like helping you shave or doing your names, put on lotion, etc. since your stomach is getting too big to work around
helps you put on your shoes if you need, too. he brings you all the snacks (ends up trying your cravings too. in fact, HE has cravings n now both of you are scrambling for the car and end up sitting in the parking lot eating whatever weird combo one of you thought of)
and you're so right about him finding you attractive when you're pregnant, not necessarily sexual like you said although it has undertones. in fact, since we're talking about it. it's kinda like they're satisfied they made their mark on you LOL
which in that case... cove probably doesn't even realize how.. happy. he is. that whenever you leave the house, people can easily see you have someone at home waiting for you. that you're taken.
literally read an article about men's thoughts on their pregnant wives, and they're so interesting (can't get over the guy saying ["my wife still doesn't believe i found her sexy during her pregnancy. i saw what a baby did to her and it just made me want to fill her with more."])
n their increased attraction all seems to come back to their wife carrying their baby, and their body getting bigger. not even just her boobs and butt, loves how her tummy gets bigger during the pregnancy, loves the stretches marks because it's a sign of the hard work she did carrying their baby
he just loves everything about you. loves your glow, your scent, your whole look.
also like i said before, pregnancy just kinda flipped a primal switch in cove's brain. happens to pretty much every man on the planet. loves when you ask him for help because you're too pregnant to do it. or if you call him "daddy", "papa" or something along those lines, just messing with him (same way guys will call you "mama"), he has to grip the counter n take a minute because omfg... he's a dad. he's your babies dad. even if you don't call him that, has to take a breather if you bring him up like that.
is so fucking ecstatic about you calling him your babies father that he will probably fall on the floor crying n throwing up like. he's insane.
ohhh and he'd just be at your beck and call the further along you get. imagine him with his arm wrapped around your waist or shoulder, just keeping you secure in his grip as you cross the road.
just becomes so much more protective. subtly of course, not overboard like growling n hissing but yknow he keeps you close, keeps an eye out.. etc.
oh and you're so right about him putting himself between you n touchy stranger number 8123901. even if you tell him it's okay, he still checks you out to see if you're uncomfortable.
but lets be real, i can't see many daring to get handsy and pushy with your over 6 foot, somewhere 'round 200lbs, husband next to you. that'd just be stupid.
so don't be afraid to just drag him to the store to be your shield LOL
still, even though he relaxes a bit as your pregnancy progresses and to strangers, he seems pretty relaxed and cool n all that. does go home with you and can't help but cry because you look so cute, and your family is increasing, n it's just all so much. he's a big baby still
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celestie0 · 3 months ago
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i just wanted to say that i actually love the concept of ihm gojo having an ex wife, like it actually adds so much depth to his character and makes the relationship that reader and him will have much more complex and genuine ESPECIALLY with his ex wife being his childhood friend like first of all him having an ex wife shows he is definitely mentally developed when it comes to relationships also because she’s the ex so the split definitely also probably matured him in a way and alsooo bcs when him and reader actually end up together, it will make it so much more meaningful imo because he’s known his ex for so longgg but he still manages to open up and fall in love with reader like to me those things are so sexy like i love an emotionally mature and experienced man!! people shouldn’t criticize your writing for that like that’s so weirdddd and it also reminds me of that one meme that’s like “oh...so.. __ is my favorite character.. I'm not really comfortable sharing him with others because he means a lot to me. But it's okay if he's your favorite character too!!” LIKE GROW TF UPPP😭
hiiii nia bb thx for the supports :”0
i am so happy u think it adds depth to his character :”) i too think it will lolol despite the odds xd
and yes i love a man that has been thru life altering moments that have matured him🧎🏻‍♀️that is so seggcy to me. i had hoped everyone would share the vision but 💀
same!! that’s also what i had in mind too. like, is it not sickeningly romantic that despite the fact he’s known his ex wife since he was a child, he chooses reader in the end lol?!?! especially given how mean reader is to him all the time 😂😂 like ffs i want a man that’ll let me tell him to go fuck himself 10x a day but he still wants to come home to ME in the end even tho there’s some other heartbroken woman out there that’s still pining after him….IS THAT NOT SEXY AS FUCK?!?!?!?
that’s why all the ihm gojo ex wife hate was so bizarre to me i was like🧍🏻‍♀️babes what yall mean. yall dont see the vision im tryna cook here?
BHAHA that meme is so funny but def paints the picture. idk like i could discern some of those asks were just funny, but some were def blatantly rude ab it n it just. idk. wasn’t nice to receive. the one that struck me the most was “HE ACTUALLY LOVED THAT WOMAN?? I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST AN ARRANGED MARRIAGE!! YOURE THE AUTHOR HOW COULD YOU SAY SUCH BULLFUCKERY”
im like babe this isnt a rich ceo gojo fic why would suburban ihm gojo allow himself to be forced into an arranged marriage 😭 dude is a working class real estate agent like what is an arranged marriage gonna accomplish for him? oh yaaay he inherits his wife’s $80k salary. yippee. now time to make an heir. LIKE LMFAO?
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spiralingemptyness · 1 year ago
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Lin kuei hc
working on art but in the meantime take this
bi-han does care bout his sibling but doesn’t know how to show it
He would protect his siblings when he was younger as much as he could and continued to do so, he just lost touch with reality and most emotions
Bi han also went thru tougher training than the others cause his role and didn’t spend a lot of time around them
After Tomas’s family was killed, he fell into a heavy depressive state, he locked himself in a room and wouldn’t take care of himself 
Bi han and kuai liang both helped Tomas get back on his feet after his family was destroyed
Bi Han (and Kuai’s) mom taught him how to braid his hair and he often wore it in a braid until his mom died
Bi Han views Tomas as a brother but will never acknowledge it… man has a shit load of issues (let me be delusional)
Sareena is one of the only people who can  and will put bi han in his place and it’s funny to witness (this man afterwards isn’t even mad he’s just shocked)
Tomas and Kuai were pretty much inseparable growing up (it used to be the three of them but then training started so it dwindled down to two)
Tomas Chinese sucks, so they mostly conversed in English (only Kuai learned enough Czech to communicate with him)
Tomas can pick up both his brothers, this man has bicep muscles for fucking days (it absolutely confuses and scares both of them)
Post-betrayl Kuai would hardly sleep and when Tomas found out he would just chill with him until he fell asleep
Harumi is a childhood friend, I’m assuming they met during a long mission in Japan and kept in touch afterwards
First time Harumi met/saw (post-betrayal) Bi han she did not hesitate to threaten to cut his dick off, Bi han was shocked and Kuai fell more in love
Sibling trait shared between Bi han and Kuai, Taste in women: strong and powerful and can probably kick their ass. Taste in men: questionable (more so Bi han than Kuai)
Tomas has a more brutal killing style (just look at the fatalities) because he grew up trying to fit in and be enough for the Lin kuei
Only reason Tomas likes the Lin kuei is because of the kindness Kuai Liang (and a bit of Cyrax) showed him
Every time Tomas does smth that pisses Bi han off, bi han would reply with smth along the lines of “goddamn Europeans and their goddamn tea”
Both Madam Bo and Liu Kang helped train the Lin kuei brothers (and madam Bo become a parental figure)
If Tomas gets flustered of embarrassed smoke will just start appearing
Bi han has permanent frost bite on his skin, issues of being a cyromancer
tomas and kuai liang still hang out with the champion gang, still going to madam Bo’s tea shop
johnny still harasses Kuai about being in his movies, Kuai still turns him down
sektor is a huuuyuge tech and mechanics nerd, he’s good with computers, and can take things apart and put it back together without trying
i kinda feel like giving with gender fluid or non binary cyrax because in mk9-11 cyrax was a guy or robot and now cyrax is a women….. so fuck gender honestly
whenever they use their magic fucking power things (idfk what it’s called) they’re eyes change color, Bi Han’s turn blue, Kuai liang’s turn yellow/orange, and Tomas’s turn either darker grey/black or grey/yellow combo (I say that cause enenra and mkx stuff 🤷🤷🤷)
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snickerdoodlles · 10 months ago
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emberfaye replied to your post "choose violence ask game except its just me complaining about fic tropes..."
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am going to do my absolute BEST not to ramble too much here, but okay so!! 4 Chay things that will have me back-flipping out of a fic at the speed of light:
babyfication of Chay
i just. ugh. ugh. he is not a baby. he's a 17-18yo guy who half-raised himself due to some shit circumstances and took care of himself entirely by himself for minimum several months. the only difference between him and an adult is that he's not making his own income. Porsche and Arthee doing their best to give Chay as much of a childhood as they can afford him still doesn't change the fact that Chay grew up young and fast just like the rest of this cast. if he acts uwu innocent baby i'm gone. if the author calls him an uwu baby in their notes i'm gone. ugh.
being weird about Chay's or Barcode's age, specifically in regards to sex
as above, i'm pretty shirty about people babying him in general, but fandom is plain weird about Chay having sex. esp him and Kim having sex. 1. their age gap is not that big, and their circumstances have left them on pretty equal footing re the growing up too fast thing. 2. please assess why you think 18 fixes whatever your concerns are with 17yos having sex. 3. teens have sex. dunno what tf was happening with the rest of you but i knew kids even young as junior high who were already fucking. sure, i thought they were fucking idiots for it, but my concerns about people having sex young are rooted in the fact that sex is an inherently very vulnerable act and that's a lot to put yourself thru emotionally during the age range when everything's a wild emotional cocktail. but like. teens still do it. teens are gonna experiment with adult things and sometimes that means experimenting with sex. i personally might not think it's a good idea, but something not being a good idea doesn't inherently make it a bad one either. please stop being weird about it thanks.
calling Chay "bambi"
i just really don't like it. part of it's related to the babyfication thing, but mostly it's just one of those silly things my brain went nOPE on and oh well. back click. 😂
mischaracterizing Chay's anger
so like. this one is tricky because a lot of it comes down to personal interpretation of canon, but also like. a lot of my mischaracterization gripes involves people writing tropes or drama anger instead of Chay's anger, so. yeah. 😂 a lot of people default to writing explosive anger because it's easier to write, but in canon Chay is just. so completely not explosive. and it's not because he's bottling up anger (which!! even if he was, suddenly exploding due to pressure isn't a good thing, gah).
a lot of Chay's personality stems from Needing To Be Okay. a lot of Chay's personal motivations are trying to help Porsche with his burdens and when Porsche won't let him take on extra responsibilities, Chay does what he can to not add to Porsche's plate. and part of not being a burden is quietly dealing with his anger and resentments on his own time. (another factor playing into that is Porsche and Chay really only have each other-- Porsche deals with his anger very quietly too, and it's very characteristic of how they really don't want to hurt each other because they don't have many other people they care about, so they remove themselves from tense/bad situations best they can to reflect on their anger and return to talk about it after they've calmed down.)
Chay is fierce in his anger, but he withdraws when he's pissed and he always tries to talk it out with the intention of achieving clarity. and if i don't feel like a story's going to handle Chay's resentment/anger in a way that feels true to how it was shown in canon (there's a few litmus tests but mostly i'm going by vibes), i just click out because i already know any plot conflict won't feel fully or properly resolved to me in the end :/
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daphwritesworld · 1 month ago
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Okay but imagine being Keira and Leah's families???
We've spoken a lot about teammates finding out about the evolution of their relationship but imagine them two going home to visit family and just spilling that they've got not one, but two girlfriends and one of them is their childhood best mate 😂😂
The families going to games and not blinking an eyelid at Keira and R showing affection because they're used to that but doing a double take because they're not used to Leah curled into Keira's side as R's hand seems attached to Leah's.
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oh my god
the way their family is just watching them all cuddled up on the bench like:
“Are they all…holding hands??”
“Did Leah just smack Keira on the bum— AND HER GIRLFRIENDS?!”
“ Okay, what in the hell is going on?”
but they don’t say anything out loud— waiting for their children to come to them. maybe they’re just super friendly? Keira and Leah have been friends for so long— maybe it’s just as innocent as that. best friends (the historians said).
i can imagine there is still a giant wave of shock at first, but once their families realize who it is? oh they are jumping up and down making the girls promise to bring BOTH of their girlfriends next time. the group facetime that night is so chaotic— both the families asking a million questions and teasing all of you endlessly. i don’t think any of them react badly—maybe if was someone they didn’t know very well…but this is Leah/Keira. their families have been apart of each others lives since the day they become best mates. they couldn’t be anything but happier for them, and R is just an added bonus. you think her charming effects stop when she’s meeting their parents? oh no no. R has been dubbed the “favorite child” be Keira’s family since the first time Kei brought her home. she brought Keira’s mum a fresh bouquet of her favorite flowers & favorite supposedly ‘sold out’ bottle of wine. and for her father, a signed jersey from his favorite football player and tickets to their next home game. oh R was playing to be Keira’s wifey from the start. made sure even if Keira broke up with her that her parents would never let her live it down. R has always played dirty…she just did it discreetly under the guise of sweetness.
oh god but the nerves R feels when meeting Leah’s family?? thru the fucking roof. they already know Keira and love her…R is the only outsider to them and it’s terrifying. Leah and Keira have to pull off the side of the road and fuck the nerves out of R just before they get there— running late to the dinner Leah swore she would arrive in time for. but it’s not her fault that her pretty baby got stuck in her head and started to cry frustrated little tears until she and Keira took turns switching her brain off…with their tongues…and fingers….idk why R was so scared tho! Leah’s family welcomes her with open arms. her mother learned from Leah what R’s favorite meal and dessert is, and she made sure it was still served hot by the time you got there. and of course Leah took the blame for their late arrival— not wanting R to feel singled out on the first meeting. R and Leah’s brother actually got along super well…much to Leah’s disgruntlement about it. she even called out for her mum when she caught her brother showing R all the embarrassing photos of her in the old family picture albums. he even lets R shove a few of the smaller ones into her coat pocket to steal when Leah isn’t looking..too busy running off to get their Mum like a toddler while Keira cracks open a beer and watches a football match with Leah’s dad. oh what a chaotic mess…but it’s their chaotic mess lol. wouldn’t have it any other way :)
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mr-aftons-rotting-pussy · 2 months ago
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oh my god sorry I'm giggking thanks for seeing the poll too it's lowkey mind boggling sorry like wh.. what.. I have so many thoughts on this but I HAVE to be kind because wdym william afton -> sympathetic villain sorry in general but it makes me like abnormally angry when people are like No.. no he was really a good guy he just had to take extreme measures that led to his downfall.. EXTREME MEASURES?? HAD TO? QUESTION MARK sorry ohh I want to be kind crying into my little paws but haha guys wdym extreme measures that's not. that's
maybe I've just forgotten canon fnaf and I'm like so far off base but what is..wrong..with.. y.. scrunching my whiskers yYUOPEOPLE... YOU.. (you see me throw a chair with my mind and immediately collapse)
NO NO CAUSE . LITERALLY ITS LIEKKKK.
like people can think whatever they want, i honestly dont give a shit in the grand scheme of things, what PISSES ME OFF tho is when people assert that they are correct when they literally just dont have a fucking clue.
never once in five nights at freddys canon has child murder been portrayed in a morally neutral or good light. Never. its literally the SCARE FACTOR OF THE ENTIRE FUCKING SERIES. the good ending of fnaf 3 implies that the childrens souls have been released and fazbear frights and springtrap was supposed to be burned to the ground ending it all, the completion ending in fnaf 6, henrys ENTIRE MONOLOGUE is literally about freeing the remaining souls and literally says that william afton will BURN IN HELL. like literally what more evidence do people need?????
the missing children, the dead children etc etc is literally supposed to be sad. its supposed to be tragic. in fnaf, youre not supposed to root for william afton. IN FACT, you LITERALLY play as innocent bystanders trying to escape 95% of the time in the games. even when you play as micheal afton in sister location, literally doing his fathers bidding, at the end of the game nothing good happens to mike. this task was not noble, he did what his father asked him to do and he fucking died. like its so obvious if you have played the games or just know literally anything genuinely about fnaf.
even casually william afton is depicted time and time again to be generally repulsive, the only times he is seen as good or chill in any way is when hes LYING TO PEOPLE. and even then!!! he still offputting and weird, very few people genuinely want to be around him. in the entire series we only know that William has a single friend, and he KILLS HIS DAUGHTER !!!!!!!! FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEE HE ISNT EVEN SHOWN TO HAVE A PRESENT WIFE. LIKE ?!?!?!??!?!
child murderer has never been a "necessity" for afton, there is no precedent ever set for his character EVER. that would point towards him being grief stricken, that he has ever felt remorse for killing those children. the only teeny tiny little inkling we have ever seen of him feeling negatively about the dead kids is right before he was springlocked. he doesn't feel bad for killing the children, hes scared when hes faced with the consequences of his actions. ofc William 'baby killer' afton isnt gonna go around proudly proclaiming that he kills children, because then hed go to jail r smth. and he doesnt want that, he WANTS to kill more children!!!!!!! there is literally proof via his actions and dialogue in the games that literally just point to the fact that the only reason he does the things he does is because he likes to hurt people, he Likes to kill children. he was never pushed to the extremes, William afton IS the extreme !!
i will be so fr rn. i did NOT spend a chunk of my childhood being a weirdo nerd loser with no friends religious following the fnaf games and lore. i did not put in so much of my effort and time into going thru the games and dissecting and analysing them AGAIN, to be told by some little baby idiot who hasnt even played the fucking games that its all 'up to interpretation' when its fucking NOT !!!!!! ITS NOT UP FOR FUCKING INTERPRETATION WHEN YOU IGNORE THE ONLY CONCRETE FACTS WE KNOW IN THE ENTIRE FNAF SERIES. ITS NOT THE UP FOR INTERPRETATION WHEN YOU LITERALLY JUST IGNORE CANON.
its genuinely an idiotic notion. and like i said!!!!! like it literally doesnt have to be a big deal!!!!!! its okay to not know everything about fnaf, you dont have to lie about it. i promise not knowing all of the five nights at freddys lore is morally neutral, id even say its morally good to not know Anything about fnaf tbh. but i digress!!!!!!
people can think whatever they want, but you literally cannot cry and whine and pretend when ppl call you out for being a fake fucking fan, for openly just not giving a shit about the source material in a space about Celebrating The Source Material. its not up for interpretation when you are just a dumbass.
COUGHS. anyways.... wher eam i................
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gladdygirl18 · 11 months ago
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On spring break with my GF and our mutual friend and oh boy I've got some very tasty tea
Blue me, Pink GF, Red mutual friend
Since I'm covering some days of spring break, long post incoming
So once my dad and I picked up my GF and mutual friend to have spring break together (went to Atlantic City, it was awesome), my GF was all sweet and clingy (we haven't seen each other since last week since I went home last Friday)
Once we arrived at the hotel, we settled in, had dinner and just hung out for a bit (nothing much happened day 1)
Day 2, we went to the arcade and just got a shit ton of tickets. All the while, my GF kept kissing my neck and sneaking in little pokes here and there. After getting back from the arcade, we chilled in the hotel room for the remainder of the day and my GF and I just laid in the bed. At times, she would start kissing my neck and tickling me cuz I would cheat her out of a kiss (it was great 🥰).
Next day arrives and we just walked on the boardwalk, took a nice long walk on the beach, went to a candy store, and just chilled in our hotel room and played video games and watched YT for a majority of the rest of the day. My GF and I ended up spending at least a few hours together in the rom, just cuddling and making out (as per usual). After a while, my GF and I were just being goofy and she started tickling me just because (again, this has become a regualr thing between us now and I love it 🥰💖)
The next day, me, my GF, and our mutal friend are chilling watching YT. My GF lays next to me on the couch and locks my leg down with her own. FOR 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT SHE WAS DRAGGING HER NAILS ACROSS MY FOOT AND ANKLE
WHYYYYY THE FUUUUCK ARE MY ANKLES SO TICKLISH WTFFFFFF 😆😆😆😆 I FUCKING LOVE HER OMGGG 😆💖🥰💖😆
It tickled like hell omgggg and I couldn't move! After a while, I think we went to the arcade again, and the 3 of us won a lot of tickets (over 15000 tickets collectively). Being the little brat I am, I kept being silly and cheating my GF out of kisses and playfully poking her every now and again. Then, she leaned in and said, "kiss me for real you coward." "or what?" "you already know.... I'll tickle you into oblivion~"
😳😳😳😳PLEEEEEEEEASE I WANT THAT SO BADLY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK OMGGGGGGG 😆💖😳😭
After we got back, the 3 of us stayed in the room and watched more YT. I forgot what started it (i think it was me lol 🤭😋), we had a pillow fight and omgggg it was so much fun! OH WIAT I REMEMBER NOW! We were playing SSBU and my GF killed me and out mutal friend 3 times and won! So we decided to attack her and she retaliated. It was so fun! After that, I had set down the pillow i was using back in the bedroom, and sat on the couch and watched as my GF and our mutual friend duked it out. Then this happened.
"Layla, wait"
"What?"
*glances at me and smirks* "she's defensless~"
both turn to look at me and grin
Then they both started attacking me with pillows. And my GF had the NERVE to hold me down while our mutual friend attacked me!
AHHHHHH IT WAS SO FUUUUUUUN 😆💖😆🥰🥰
After that while we were going out, we had a 10-minute talk on how neither of us had a pillow fight in ages and how fun it was
The next day, if many of you know, Akira Toriyama (creator of DBZ) recently passed away (may he rest in peace and power 🙏🏾💖) Our mutual friend told us and I was devestated. Like many, I grew up with DBZ; it was my childhood and to hear that the creator of DBZ died broke me. Later that night before going to sleep, I texted my GF, and I quote:
"Hey can I ask u smth? Just thru text for rn. Ik ur a bit eepy and I'm sorry to ask this of u but um...... necesito sonreir....... The sting of the loss of Akira is still a bit fresh and....."
It was a few minutes after I sent that text and was a bit disappointed when she didn't reply. When she clicked her phone off, she turned to me and hugged me tightly. And then, she starts kissing my neck and scribbling my sides, and my glommy state ceased to exist. She pulled away with a smile and asked "better hun?" "yeah... thank you"
The night before we had to leave, my GF and I had a very heavy talk about smth (won't get into it) and it's been smth we've been avoiding for a while, but at the end of the concersation, it was a huge weight off our shoulders. After the talk, I looked at my GF and asked, "Necesitas sonreir?" (Do you need to smile in Spanish) "...I'm okay, hun. What about you?" I felt myself blushing a bit and nodded. My GF sighed contently before tickling my sides and kissing my neck. I ended up tickling her too, hearing her pretty laugh. After that, I laid on her chest and said, "There, I got you smiling too." she chuckled before placing a kiss on my head.
After we got back to their house, all that happened were some little pokes here and there. Moring came (this morning) i was a very eepy girl and was refusing to get up. When I finally got up, I was getting dressed but was also becoming drowsey. My GF (already dressed and ready) says "Don't fall back on the bed or I'll tickle you to death~!"
IT HAS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE SHE'S THREATENING ME WITH TICKLES DAILY WTFFFFFF OMGGGGGGG 💖🥰😆😭💖🥰😭😆 I LOVE HER SOO MUCH I DON'T DESERVE HER
And yeah, that was my spring break! It was really great and we all had a great time there! More TTS's soon, so stay tuned!
Tagging the fwends: @giggly-squiggily @sunstone-smiles @jettorii @otomiyaa @lovelymessybubbly @burningablaze @cutesmokes
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topperscumslut · 2 years ago
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did you hyperfixate on a new kids show in 6th grade about a set of siblings that did everything together because you were a lonely only child in an abusive household with no one to turn to and had a massive crush on one of the boys from the show and then decided you were too old for it shortly before it ended when you became a teenager and it “wasn’t cool anymore” cuz you were now an angsty 13 year old that likes fall out boy and too heavy eyeliner and your parents split up so you only have cable at your dad’s house that you’re only at every other weekend so fuck nickelodeon right but then suddenly you were 16 in quarantine going thru absolutely horrific shit that fucked you up for life and discovered that one of the other brothers that wasn’t the one you were in love with from the same childhood show got super hot and obsessed over his netflix show as well as obsessing over the kids show again so now you’re obsessed with the actor and both of his characters but you’re now going to war with the entire fucking internet cuz you can’t scroll thru tiktok in peace without every other video being people hating on the actor for stupid ass reasons and then you discovered reality shifting on tiktok and then a couple years later the one you originally had a crush on also starred on a new netflix show that was a reboot of your favorite show and you realized he was playing your comfort character’s son and got even hotter in the past 8 years so then you obsessed over him again too and now you’re trying to shift realities for that character but also the other guy’s netflix character and the character he played in the kids show while hoping you don’t get to your DR and realize you’re still attracted to the brother you originally wanted when you were 11 and you have to keep telling everyone how the kids show character is 18/19 in your DR cuz that’s the age he would canonically be now and when you’re imagining him you’re imagining the way the actor looks now cuz he’s only two months younger than you irl so it’s fine but people keep calling you a pedophile and now you can’t stop watching the kids show in a desperate attempt to heal your inner child or are you sane
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bunkernine · 1 year ago
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PLEASE speak abt the parents Beryl Tristan and Esperanza 🙏 🙏 🙏
Ok outside of firmly believing that those parents HAVE to be legacies (esperanza ESPECIALLY or at least she saw thru the mist) I'm just gonna blab about an AU that makes me laugh. The way I spent 30 mins writing this instead of my finals...
Quick run down: the three of them were friends, tristan and beryl as childhood friends actually, and then they accidentally kill a man (monster)
Beryl:
Grew up poor in a small town, "trailer trash", extremely critical alcoholic mother. Dad left when she was a kid. Had an older brother who left as soon as he could and never calls
Enjoyed watching movies and tv to imagine a better life she can live in
Nerdy as hell in school, wore the biggest glasses in the world. Had a huge crush on tristan for YEARS, especially when he got hot in high school, but liked him before too
Esperanza
Has the sight, can see thru the mist and it scares the shit out of her. Part of why Rosa thinks Leo is fucking devilspawn cuz Esperanza thought she was seeing demons. She moved around a lot growing up because of that fear, but also Hazel's curse
Kinda a rebellious punk, wildchild younger sibling. Her and Rosa are CONSTANTLY fighting
She moves into Tristan and Beryl's town in high school, after her mom died.
There's a satyr and demigod in her class. She doesnt think too much of it. Her teacher is weird....
Tristan
Kinda geeky, has 5 siblings but never talks about them too much. Was always a very sweet and quiet kid. Childhood friends with beryl, also poor too
Super into Ezperanza because she's different. Even when she's weird and mumbling about being chased she's still sooo cool compared to the town they're in.
Okay so now that they're in high school... I think this would be the early 80s 🙂 they essentially are together in a rag tag group, lost trio style, until they see a demigod getting attacked. Tristan hits the monster with his car. The 3 of them are HORRIFIED because they killed a man, but Esperanza keeps talking about monsters and explains it. The demigod's satyr is fucking young Hedge 💀 he's shit at his job so he just tells them about demigods and stuff.
Beryl is slowly ENAMORED by this. Starts drinking from this event but she is DELIGHTED by the idea of a new better world out there. Ezperanza feels like SHIT! She thinks this is all her fault and she's cursed. Tristan is going CRAZY, racked with grief. He is not doing well at ALL!!!!
Anyway they go to college with this in California together, mostly out of being closer but also fear of this secret (dead body) weighing on them. A few more monster and minor god encounters. Eventually, Hedge has to mist-wipe Tristan's memories because hes going crazy, which causes Hedge's issue with the Council of satyr elders or whatever. Idk its in the books lol. But this causes them all to separate and go their separate ways when Tristan can't remember the other two.
Beryl drops out of college, and gets scouted as she is waitressing. Has her big break, goes onto TV and gets famous. She begins to forget some of the little things about how much the demigod world is HORRIBLE. Once, she meets up with Esperanza and they stumble into a minor god, which makes her remember how much she wants to be in that world. She meets Zeus at a party :) and thinks he's charming and powerful, just different. It reminds her of the monster experience. She fucks that man obviously. Desire for something different to her shit life. She is CRAZY!!! 🩷
Esperanza goes to New Rome Uni because i luv that place idk if they allow mortals but she will!!!!! Because she goes to that fake school, no mortals really take her degree seriously which is why it was harder for her to get a job. Never taken seriously. She heads back to Texas eventually. She know he's Hepaestus when he approaches her at a library, doesn't like the idea of getting involved with that god stuff. Still falls in love. When her great grandfather falls ill (Sammy) she demands hepaestus to stay with her. He doesn't obviously, but he promises to come back, if not for her than for Leo. He has to. He doesn't.
Tristan doesn't go to college, he just works at like, fucking Hollister or Abercrombie because he's hot now. He meets Aphrodite a few times but she's busy and he doesnt give in. Eventually they meet at the beach surfing and she's like "I've been trying to get your attention for a while now"... She doesn't tell him she's a goddess but Tristan kinda has a familiar feeling. He's forgotten what it was but she just feels different. When piper grows up, aphrodite sends little gifts to "her favorite heartthrob" and he just gives it to Piper.
......
Anyway it was just putting little seeds together + being crazy. Beryl and Esperanza sometimes still talked. They met once when they were pregnant and talked about their kids playing together. Esperanza, seeing theu the mist, had an idea that Beryl was fucking a god, but its not like she has high standing either. Beryl and Tristan bumped into each other with their acting careers, but Tristan doesnt really remember Beryl the way he should. Esperanza and Tristan have some kind of twisted relationship I fear of will they, wont they with Beryls jealousy 🙄 such it is. Naturally the same with Beryl and Esperanza 🙏
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toastissuperior · 2 months ago
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Hey any advice on how to make a female bucky barnes story with a sam wilson relationship
wow I’m honored that you came to me of all people for writing advice??? it really means a lot, thank you!
personally, ive been thinking about gender swap ships for YEARS, so ive got some ideas. a few of them are aus, some of them could potentially take place in canon.
Aus:
mutual friend steve rogers introduces them. steve and bucky have been besties since childhood and sam is a friend from work (or smth similar).
bucky contacts steve who is a friend of hers because she’s trying to find a date to this work event. steve sends her his friend’s Sam’s contact info and she doesn’t like him at first, but she eventually falls for him throughout the night.
could pull an “age of adaline” thing where you could twist it around a bit. bucky somehow stops aging (or you could put super soldiers in this au) and she meets this guy steve in the 60s or 70s or smth. she falls for this guy named sam and he convinces her to visit his elderly father in a nursing home. one of his fathers friends is steve!!! he recognizes her and she pulls the same card that Adaline does in the movie, she claims she’s her daughter, but… bum bum bum! it’s actually bucky and not her daughter!!! steve continues to bother her about how much she looks like her “mother,” and while sam is talking to a nurse, she runs out. sam asks steve what he said to her and blah blah blah follows the movie (if you’ve never seen it, I’m so so sorry)
Canon:
bucky is still the winter soldier (you could play around with that abt her being a woman in the army in the 40s. maybe even pull her pretending to be a man just to get into the army bc her dumbass best friend somehow got in, despite his numerous health problems (get back to the fucking point, toast, jesus christ)) she’s the winter soldier, blah blah blah, infinity war come around and she immediately falls for Steve’s friend, sam!!! he’s just so pretty? she shouldn’t be feeling these things for her best friends friend??? (with this one you could say that when steve goes back to the 40s, she decided to stay bc she now had a reason to)
everything follows thru w/ canon until after tfatws when the government decides to put them on more missions together. it’s mutual pining, but both of them are dumbasses, so it takes a while, but eventually torres realizes what’s going on and plays matchmaker and sets them up.
I know it’s not a lot and most of them are aus, but I hope this helps!
also I would love to read your story when you’re done lol
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bitchin-witchin · 2 months ago
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Idea from another post that has what could be squicks and triggers for many so here it is with less of them attached.
CW talk of slavery, violence, implied mpreg
Alternative timeline perhaps: After Ashoka and after Clovis, Anakin is like no one loves me I hurt everything I touch everyone leaves me in the end time to go die in the desert I was born to. So he goes to Tatooine, gets a speeder, goes out into the dunes, directionless, no supplies, fully intending to never come back. But being who he is, he stumbles upon or falls into an ancient temple that has long forgotten ties to the force (Inspired by the idea of Tatooine being an old af planet and having old af strong relations to the existence of the force (it is where the chosen one was conceived after all)) and goes thru the painful but liberating process of spiritual renewal. He leaves the desert with revived dreams and newfound courage to live on to create a better world and change to be a better person. and!! this time he gets to choose to have his babies when he decides he's ready for it. but first, he is going to accomplish his dreams freeing the first family he knew, help lead his people to free others, and eradicate slavery from the galaxy. yayyyy. Sometime here he has the twins bc a galaxy-wide slave revolution is a long ass thing. He'd be waiting all that time otherwise. Perhaps once Tatooine's freedom is achieved, then. Here he knows his children will remain free because he has done and will continue to ensure so as long as he lives.
He reluctantly returns to Coruscant as the people of this union of freed planets agree to elect him as a representative. Not as a senator though. The union wants to stay separate from the republic, but is willing to coexist. Anyways, his return allows for Padme and the Jedi (Obi-Wan!!!!) to meet the bebes, now like 4, 5 years old. Padme and Obi-wan only first see him in the senate rotunda tho and wow! what a shock that is. emotionally unrepressed and matured Anakin is crazy to see. Also his clothes FUCK. learned from him wife. Padme has moved on bc like, he LEFT. but it does hurt to see him again. and doing well without her. But they come to an understanding after a big conversation and then Anakin is like "wanna meet my kids?" LOL
Less fluffy and more in line with Anakin's political philosophy shaped by his childhood, he kind of ends up being a warlord. Not out of bad intentions, he wants to bring peace and stability but believes that is best achieved through certain sacrifice. There is no such thing as a bloodless revolution when the oppressor uses fear and violence to keep you oppressed through generations. Also. Dukkra ba dukkra. For those who might not know, the fan language Amatakkan (tatooine slave language) uses the same word for freedom and death. So I like to think by slaughtering slavers he believes he is freeing them from the chains of greed and corruption. He still has his babies and family is his everything. One of his primary motivators as a warlord is the control he gets to protect them. And it would make for a juicy senate meeting. Like yeah. this guy is unapologetically a killer and feels justified in it!! The senate, Padme, Obi-wan, and the Jedi order aren't really reconciling with that. And if the Republic refuses to let their union of planets conduct their own affairs they are ready to protect what is theirs. Dukkra ba dukkra. They will be free.
Just to go wild with this idea, Anakin has figured out Palpatine's identity as a sith lord during his time on Tatooine and spearheading a revolution (probably some key stuff revealed by the force when he ungoes his spiritual renewal and more discovered through his own research following those key reveals). Palpatine invites him to his office bc like, his would-be apprentice is stronger in the force than ever and is now a warlord lol. He needs to get a grip on things again bc this could fuck up his plans more than Anakin leaving did. Palpatine tries to manipulate him into compliancy by bringing up he knows about Anakin's kids but he doesn't realize Anakin figured out Palpatine was trying to groom him before and so no longer holds a scrap of loyalty to him for that. Anakin's love was his only protection from Anakin. And when Palpatine threatens the wellbeing of his kids? His family? That seals the deal. He will end this tyrant's reign too. Of course this doesn't go over well with the Republic and the Jedi order but palpatine's deception and crimes are gradually revealed, so it's... a smidge less bad. but still bad.
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lakesbian · 1 year ago
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its like. re "alec would be so bad around post-wretched victoria" post. alec is really really resentful and envious that other people get to have Normal Families who Care About Them and he expresses that thru wildly out of pocket anger. he does have some contradicting thoughts going on where he's deeply wordlessly furious at his dad and fully aware that his childhood was unfathomably terrible but he's so repressed that How terrible it was is unfathomable even to him, and subsequently he doesn't really have the self-awareness to categorize himself as a victim or survivor of anything specific. he doesn't even have the emotional literacy to recognize that he's traumatized beyond the occasional vague thought of "hm you know i wonder sometimes if dad fucked me up. like it's probably not normal that i act and think this way? oh well who knows. anyway."
all of which is to say that i think he'd be really bad around anyone who had a normal life and just lost it and is being upset about that fact. because it would kick in his "well i NEVER HAD a normal life and I don't act Like This about it in fact i would have killed someone to have even a DAY of what you've been taking for granted this entire time but i'm not even whiny about not having it. Like you are." brand of resentment. all of which is totally unconscious of course that's a given. but it means he would not respond very nicely to seeing someone whose social role in brockton bay is "the extremely normal all-american nuclear family girl next door" in the midst of trauma responses. like he associates vulnerability over trauma w/ weakness and guards himself by being nasty and ironic and he would fully project that onto victoria and see her as weak & whiny for caring abt anything tattletale said. also i think watching her entire life and psyche explode bc of sexual assault while he's walking around convinced he's Totally Chill would, despite him not really perceiving himself as a sa survivor, result in some incredible cognitive dissonance. and he would respond to the Cognitive Dissonance Wheels grinding in the back of his brain by rejecting the entire subject as swiftly as possible, quite possibly by being an infernal cunt to victoria and then (subconsciously) going "tch obviously i'm not like her. because that upset her but it wouldn't have upset me. so i'm still fine." do you see what i mean here.
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aita-blorbos · 1 year ago
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AITA for getting angry at the love of my life for bringing me back from the dead?
So I (32M) had a pretty traumatic childhood. My parents and my little sister were killed in front of me through a misunderstanding when I was just 15. Basically they thought my dad was in some shady shit and instead of waiting for a trial or something, they just killed him. Don't worry, when they figured it out I was allowed to extract my own justice. This didn't scar me at all. I'm fine. ANYWAY, fast forward and I'm the all-in-one tutor to the crown princess (12F) and in a weird sexual tension thing with her loyal Knight body guard (35M). Don't tell anyone but I've been in love with him for ages, and though I always knew that he wouldn't love me back bc of his knightly vows of celibacy, I didn't mind. After all the Princess' well being comes first. Well, some crap happened and it turns out!! That 1) he doesn't have a vow of celibacy and was just rebuffing my flirting bc he thought I was just joking around; 2) now we're on the run with a bunch of other folks after a violent overthrow of the kingdom; 3) have been having some comfort sex after an ill advised drunken night; and; 4) thru the process of all this shit going on, Mr Knight has been falling in love with me, too. But he never told me! Genuinely thought he was in it for the amazing comfort sex as we grapple with being displaced and hunted!
Anyway, thru a series of unfortunate events I fucking died. And it was... really nice. Sure I was panicked at first because oh my god the Princess! Mr Knight! Our friends! are they ok? But then I opened my eyes and my family was there and I felt peace for the first time. Truly, the feeling of Home was so lost to me for years that to feel it again this time was so so good. I didn't want to leave.
Except I had too bc Mr Knight shows up and drags me kicking and screaming back up topside because apparently our lil group didn't want me to die and now I'm... this. A Dead Thing. Aside from losing my family again for the second fucking time, I can't FEEL anything!! Pain or pleasure! or remorse or joy or happiness. It's like everything is behind glass when they had all been just in my hands before. The only thing I can rightfully access atm is my anger. And it's far more explosive and far more damaging than it had ever been in life. Just the other day I beat a guy's face in with just my bare fists for trying to kill the Princess. I can still feel his blood on my hands. Under my fingernails. We went to a famous necromancer to figure it out and all he could say is that I Came Back Wrong.
And to top it all off, Mr Knight over here is suddenly spouting platitudes! Like! "I couldn't endure a world without you" and "I love you, I wish I told you sooner, realized it even earlier" and "When all this is said and done, let's away, you and I and finally have peace" and yeah, it's all admittedly very sweet, sure, but all I feel is angry and betrayed! He took my family from me a second time! He threw away his most powerful spell that we'd promised each other we'd use on our Princess (who we BOTH think of as a daughter)!! And to top it all off!! He's asking me constantly what it is he did wrong and if I could ever forgive him! Well, I don't think I can! It has our little group very divided now. Some think I have the right to be this angry, but others think I'm being a little unfair taking it all out on him when it was the whole group's decision to bring me back. Are they right? Am I being the asshole?
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simpingandshitposting · 1 year ago
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Don't worry there's no spoilers in this post (unless ur super perceptive and read into things then idk this might be a spoiler)
But I just got the BIGGEST My Hero Academia spoiler about Dabi and im having a whole conniption right now😭
And I wanna talk about it SO BAD but I don't want to spoil anyone else bc spoilers suck and most ppl hate it.
Back when I first started watching MHA which was just like a few months before S6 was released, when I first saw Dabi's character I IMMEDIATELY fell in love with him.
Now...I'm not someone that goes out and looks for spoilers cuz I don't really like being spoiled. But sometimes I get spoilers anyways 😭 but it doesn't bother me too much, mostly bc 9 times out of 10 I'll completely forget about it by the time I get there in the show anyways lmfao (the ADHD habit of literally forgetting everything 5 seconds after it happens)
But the ONE and ONLY time I actually purposely sought information/ spoilers was right after Dabi was introduced and I wanted to know absolutely everything there was to know about this man, and I was too impatient to wait for it to come up in show (especially since this was before S6 release so TECHNICALLY him being a Todoroki was still a spoiler for anime only ppl)
Therefore, I dug up everything I could and there are lots of things I know about Dabi's back story that even still are not in the anime, however, THIS information that i just got was very much so new to me😭😭
And while maybe this might not be as big of a spoiler as I'm making it out to be, it certainly feels that way as a Dabi fan
I don't even know any of the details, or how it happens, or when, or what triggers it, I just know the singular detail of information and that it's from the final arc
And again, maybe I'm over reacting 😭 cuz I really love Dabi SO MUCH and this bit of info just like is such a game changer. And it's really such a slap in the face to Enji (deserved) and also it's like...So fucking awesome, but when u really think about it, it's a bit sad in some ways?? Bc of all the trauma he had to go thru in order to get here, and how that really could have been avoided if Enji wasnt such an abusive father.
And also like.... the relationship this could have created between Shoto and his older brother🥲 I know Dabi hates him because of the favoritism Enji played and Shoto got everything that he felt like he deserved, and all of the attention that he craved. But like honestly i wish for nothing more then for them to have the wholesome sibling relationship that I see is fanarts😭😭 bc both of them deserve so much love, especially after how they were both abused by the same man, just in different ways. And I feel like, if Touya had been allowed a normal childhood, this new info would have created a bond between them that just would have been so sweet and wholesome 😭😭
I just want him to feel loved🥲 but I'm like fr losing it over this spoiler even tho it was a such a tiny piece of information and I just needed to say SOMETHING while still trying my best not to spoil others
I hope this didn't give anything away 😭 I feel like it's pretty vague but idk some ppl are super perceptive so if this spoiled it for you then I am so so sorry😭😭
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