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idrc if i have a small fever or not im cvtting cuz i just got new bl4des

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dude i’m sick as crap but at least some wl is happening

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Dude i’m so jealous of this one Colombian girl in my class she’s so tiny and her accent is so pretty ;-; i bet she’s like Bmi 16 or 17 why is life unfair

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watching girls with the same height/weight as you but looking ten times skinnier is another type of pain.

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ew wtf why did i see a tiktok comment of this one girl saying “well you can break up with someone if they $h, cuz it’s an addiction and it’s okay to break up with someone over that.”

like what? yes $h is an addiction but it’s not like drinking or drvgs, and i get being sensitive over $h as a topic but why would you straight up leave someone you love if they start $h or relapse. like do you even really love them at that point? like i get having to deal with comfort and the pressure of having a partner with bad mental issues but just straight up leaving just because they $h???? why wouldn’t you at least try to help them because i’m assume you would love them? and not to mention that’s just gonna make the person feel awful about their $h and super guilty and probably make it worse.

and in the comment she compared it to drvnk driving or gambling????

like those are NOT the same things. sure $h is an addiction but it’s not even comparable to something like gambling.

it’s always the people that never experience mental struggles and $h addiction that wanna say shit like that.

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LOW C4L SOUP MY BELOVED

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i don’t give a fvck if this is “emo” or whatever but i’m actually so depressed over the fact i don’t have any real life friends. like i wanna be able to post funny cute things on my insta and tiktok and whatever but i can’t cuz i literally don’t have friends.

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Hey like serious serious question for literally anyone. I’m abt to go back to my classes tomorrow and there is a girl that i’m friends with that makes me so insecure (she isn’t mean and she doesn’t even do anything im just insanely jealous) and i have to spend a whole 2 classes with her and i know im gonna feel like sh!t while/after i talk to her, i wanna be confident but i also wanna stay disciplined with my 4n4 and idk what to do cuz i don’t wanna feel awful tomorrow. like she’s sweet and a good friend but i go actually insane with jealousy everytime she’s in my presence.

what the hell do i do?

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dude why do i have such a terrible envy for people that are around like 90 lbs and still ⭐️ve and have 4n4. I know it’s just because im f4t and a wh4le and im not self disciplined enough but it makes me so mad at myself. like my ugw was 95 now its fvcking 75.

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guys i’m gonna attempt sc4rification rn!!! wish me luck T^T

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dudeeee pls tell me im not greening out in fvcking class

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i wanna cvt till i hit fvcking bone

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removed my bandages and it reopened my cvts i’m actually gonna explode

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waking up on my birthday covered in all the cvts i made last night <<<<<

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cvt sesh happening in like 2 secs if i can’t chill out <33

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We need more representation for people who don’t cry when shing. It’s so annoying how people always whine and cry in movies when they sh as if it’s something you already regret doing WHILE cvtting.

For me personally I just sing along to whatever music I’m listening rn.