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trouble | jinx
trouble always follows me I know...
#jinx#jinx pov#jinx and silco#jinx and vi#jinx vs enforcers#arcane#video edit#fanvid#fan works#this was supposed to be up for hours#but schedules and me are enemies#I always felt jinx is much more self aware and aware#then some fans give her credit for#because of her mental illness#this is my small attempt to address that#btw next edit will be upbeat#my posts#my work#meta#trouble by idyll#arcane jinx#comments in tags
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#i was ranting in a groupchatt with my close and not so close friends about a thing at work#there was a client at work who was commenting on my body and i had a talk with her and i'm just mad over all of it#and then this guy is putting the blame on me for having a talk with her because she has a no filter and cant control what she is saying#because of her mental illness#but i just wanted to rant because she triggered me and my body image issues#i did NOT need to hear how i was wrong for blaming her for triggering me#i just wanted to rant about my feelings#not hearing that i did my job wrong#which i also don't think i did because we have to have a chat with the clients when somethings off#but he always acts like this ughh like GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE#i'm so mad sorry#also for context i work at a nursing home for elders with mental illness#rant
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame#gray voice
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Silly guys goin' on silly adventures:]
@rorydrawsandwrites's puppeteer au but the only difference is that jax gives consent
My contribution to this wonderful au has been long overdue:')
Rambling in tags ehe (cw: ribbun:p)
Well maybe it's not the only difference
#I think in this version of the au possesion puts you into an almost dream-like state#Slipping into a sort of weird trance#Like physically you still have control of your body#But mentally you're mindlessly following orders from a disembodied voice#Kinda works like that imperius curse in harry potter (yes ik rowling sucks)#And jax soon figured out it was great for dissasociating😀#Escapism and heavily dependant on those possesion sessions to preserve his own mental stability:')#But *cue dramatic music🥁*#He eventually realises that it was not the possesion that brings him comfort and peace no more#But the presence and embrace of gangle that did<3💖💗💞#Jskhsskhj sorry that was so cheesy🧀#Well more or less its because he hadnt have human interaction in AWHILE it seems#Goose did confirm that it has been a long time since he last got a hug:(#*almost* made me feel bad there#Mkay enough rambling about this slight very minor variation of the story#I hope this whole thing was coherent to even be readable=]#Maybe ill even add emojis✨#tadc gangle#tadc jax#ribbun#the amazing digital circus#Tadc au#tadc fanart#tadc fandom#gangle x jax#jax x gangle#Let me have this guys#Let me indulge-#Her head is a tad bit too small yes IM AWARE#This is actually probably my fastest post to reach 100 notes wth (in like 7-8 hours)
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Something about older Jason looking at the child version of himself, the innocent victim, and feeling the need to defend and avenge him the way no one else will. They'll call him reckless and try to pin the blame for his death on some unique failure of his personality, the problem isn't Robin the problem is he was just a bad fit for Robin! And then older Jason coming back to life and spits on their twisted grief. Fuck you, that innocent child deserved more. You took his memory and ruined it to make yourselves feel better. If no one will give him justice then Jason will take it himself no matter who he has to kill to get there. It's the only way he can move forward.
Something about older Cass looking at this child version of herself, this innocent who has no idea what she was doing when she was tricked into killing, and finding her irredeemable. She will forgive everyone for everything if they need a second chance but she cannot forgive that innocent child. She spends ten years wanting that child to die for their sin, a standard she holds no one else to. And in the end she does have to die. She can never forgive that child until the price has been paid and the guilty, tormented, suicidal mess of a girl is dead and never coming back. Only then can Cass live on. Only then can she smile without feeling the weight of her kill on her back. If no one will give that child the justice they deserve then she will have to do it herself. It's the only way she can move forward.
#dc#cassandra cain#dc rambles#Jason Todd#They're so messed up in such fun inverted ways#Everyone's always like oh what would Robin Jason think of red hood but I think what red hood thinks of Robin#Is equally as important#Likewise baby cass would most likely feel relief that someday she escapes the all consuming self hatred#And older Cass would feel... A lot. Regret she spent so long hating this child. Grief for what she was tricked into doing.#But I don't think she's ever fully going to get rid of all that cold hatred. That emotion that let's her look at her 8 year old self#And sentence them to death. Only them. No one else. Because people are good deep down but this child is rotten.#She's so mentally ill and relatable <3#It's not even recognisable hatred because it's so clinical and all consuming. She doesn't hate herself she just believes she deserves to di#What do you mean that's a sign of self hatred Barbara don't be silly she's perfectly fine.
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woag .. otp
#fma#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#talking to user chrysopoeias reminded me of this doodle i posted on twitter ages ago#im too dumb to make analysis textposts with my opinions so you get (checks notes) royai experiencing post nut clarity#about how funny i think it is that riza bases all her self value into how useful she is or isn't being#while roy is like wow.. i love riza can't believe she still by my side after all i've done ..#in the hospital scene after the lust fight where roy is scolding her there's a part he says he's going to keep trusting her with his back#and she looks genuinely surprised as if she really expected him to just throw her out because she failed and lost her utility#when he's mostly angry because riza gave up on life so easily and he doesn't want her to die. he can't live in a world without her#riza babe ur so mentally ill <3
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“he was mentally ill. this monster was a- was a sick fantasy. a product of his dementia.”
“…i saw it too. does that make me disturbed? demented? does… that make me sick too?”
#txf#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#folie a deux#this episode … this EPISODE!!!!!!#genuinely so indicative of how much they trust each other….#between mulder just . having to rely on scully for the last part of the ep#scully thinking he’s off his fucking rocker and still looking into what he asks her to look into bc she TRUSTS him . bc she LOVES him !!!!#and maybe he’s a little nuts but goddamnit she will at least check it out !! just in case he’s right!!!#AND she lies for him all the time . i mean she always does this whenever he decides to go nuts But specifically in this ep…#looks skinner in the eye and goes . yea man im totally fully with mulder on this . and he’s definitely not being weird and i definitely kno#what’s going on with him#she lies for mulder all the time its soooo…#anyways . drawing wise this drove me nuts i hate drawing mulder . he’s so hard for me to draw#they’re kinda kirie and shuichi coded in the bottom part but . well . why not . might as well be#ALSOOO i chose that quote for the bottom bc . well . does she think he’s crazy? like actually for real?#i feel like every time scully talks about mulder (up to season five at least as thats where im at) its contained in some way?#in her reports . to family . to skinner . to mulder !#i think the only time she’s Really honest is in the confessional but even then…#bc its not like she’s against speaking her mind . i mean generally and situational but for ppl she’s close to she usually isnt#but when it comes to mulder it always feels contained and like she’s making excuses for him (he is always her exception .#llike whenevrr he gets some disease or affliction or whatever she ALWAYS jumps to going ‘but well… sometimes there’s this excuse’ and she#does this w a lot considering shes science focused but w mulder shes always like . well he ISNT crazy because uhhhh .#this hyperspecific scenario that is in no fuckin way the case)#but does she think he’s crazy? does HE think she thinks he’s crazy?#is he asking about this specific case or is he asking in general? over the entirety of the show?#its been five years scully. is he crazy? sick? demented?#has this all been a sick fantasy fueled by mental illness? youre the doctor scully . surely you have the answer?#anyways i dont think she knows . and if that is the case — what does that mean for her?
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hot take (maybe?) but sirius was walburga’s fav child because he was the most like her at his worst
#sirius kept thinking she loved regulus more because she was nicer to him but she literally loved him the mostttt im sickkkkk#she saw the hereditary mental illness get passed down from her to him which made each other hate and love and understand each other sm more#sirius black mummy issues central#hes the type to call his momma a bitch and then cry for 2 hours straight every day over her bcuz he cares so much#somebody helpppp him 😭#sirius black#walburga black#sirius & walburga#harry potter#hp#marauders#marauders era#the marauders
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A shy and nervous Lacewing girl. Lacewings are one of my favorite bugs.
Occasionally I try and sketchy out what the sliding scale of bug anthro would look like for me. For me at least it is important that the arms and legs come out of the thorax, but I don't quite know where I want them to come out.
#my art#bugs#insects#lacewing#bugblr#bug art#insect art#bug anthro#insect anthro#lacewings and mayflies are both mentally ill bugs to me.. maybe because of their lifespan#i really love the lacewing's mint green color.. it's so cute#while i usually don't like hair on my bugs .. i thought something complementing her wings might work
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some rather strong first impressions were made.
required reading for the magical "voice" headcanon and another for starstruck's signature in particular. asked by @trainerbob23 !
#did i need to do a 9 page comic for this... well who knows. i had this scene in mind for a long time and wanted to do it justice!#important moment for both of them. you can see starstruck just generating the bandee shaped mental illness in real time.#and bandee resolving to be her point of contact with waddle dees if the others can't handle it#he is after all; the strongest and the bravest and the best of them.#“what is this signature like” it's like meeting something that has a human face but you can tell it is Not Human. think: uncanny valley#it also took her quite some time to pick up her own voice. she could not speak (popstarian) on her own for a while#she does not mimic anymore though if she can help it because it tends to weird others out and she wants to avoid that!!#it's not like a fun or enjoyable impersonation; it's like a perfect recording on a device.#also i guess this is *finally* the reveal of the 'hospital' mentioned previously that folks noticed and also like... her name 😂#anyway.... thank you to everyone who voted for starstruck in that poll and has encouraged this insane self indulgence... wow.#never thought i'd get to draw stuff like this and have others look forward to it. i really hope you'll enjoy this!!!#my art#my comics#starstruck dee#bandana waddle dee
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day 147
psychically induced chronic illness squad
#day 147#year 4#aradia megido#sollux captor#homestuck#arasol#solluxs migraine thing is right in his introduction#but we only get like. one line from aradia in her singular conversation with rose in a5#where she mentions an 'elusive feeling of sickness' following her for her entire life#which i think you could read as like. anxiety/sense of impending doom due to upsetting psychic whispering 24/7#but when i was a kid and i felt anxious it ALWAYS manifested as a feeling of Oh I Am Going To Barf About This#to the point that i spent like a full year getting a whole barrage of medical tests trying to figure out what was wrong with my guts#turned out it was simply undiagnosed mental illness because nobody really considered that a 6 year old could have one of those#but such is life anyway catch me projecting onto these two once a fucking gain
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Nothing makes me as feral as the realization that one of Roy's worst moments was burning the tattoo off Riza's back (considering he didn't even manage to burn all of it off), while Riza probably considers that to be the kindest thing Roy has ever done for her.
Her screams of pain and despair and agony haunting Roy just as much as the screams of those he killed, while Riza remembers her own tears fondly because they meant she was finally free of the physical burden of carrying that secret.
Riza asking to be mutilated and Roy doing it TO HER being the biggest gift he could have given her - and yet he will never forgive himself for marring her skin.
He has only ever burned, killed innocents, and learned to torture. He cannot understand that him doing the same to Riza - to his Lieutenant - was a blessing. Mercy. A show of goodwill.
But I think Riza understands. And I think, just as she considered putting an end to him out on the battlefield in Ishval, she takes comfort in him feeling guilty for something she asked him to do. Because it is a sign that he can feel guilty for what he has done - and it is payback for the guilt she suffered after giving him the secret to flame alchemy and him then using it for the slaughter of hundreds.
She can only ever remember that pain fondly - and he can only ever swallow down his guilt.
And I think a small, dark part of Riza likes that.
#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#fma#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#my stuff#fma meta#even if this is more of a headcanon#but everything i have ever said about royai#assumes this to be true#because they are both so mentally ill about each other#that roy's guilt and the fact that he did it anyway#is the biggest gift he could have given Riza#and her taking joy in the pain of her own mutilation (as a reclamation of her own agency)#is something so close to her heart#that she won't ever absolve Roy of that guilt#(not that he would let her)#because it belongs only to her#and her body has never belonged only to her
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Time Lost ⌛
#dnd#dnd5e#Evantide#dungeons and dragons#dnd oc#my dnd mental illness WILL continue#anyways they both lost their childhoods to things out of their control#one because they made her a child soldier#the other due to illness#And it's the thing that made Freyja warm up to Avalona and decide she wanted to help her#Freyja Ravenhill#Avalona Helvik#SADLY Avalona's player doesn't do social media so nobody to tag#Freyja has come to terms with the time she lost and tries to live to the fullest#Avalona has not yet accepted she is a person and not a weapon so she's Freyja's newest project
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Err PJ + Raven, Lux + Raven and.. more Raven….!
++ me and @problems-exe’s OCs(Cyan and Solvent) because they’re silly, Cyan’s bracelets are based on Kira(@clownray1’s silly) and Solvent :3
Moot tags; @doodlesphxre @yeloenk
Lux by Alainaprana
PaperJam by @7goodangel
Raven by @echoiarts
silly human designs and Fell Raven hcs under the cut…!
Did I mention I have a spacehey now.. hehehe
#꒰ bp’s art ꒱#raven mention 🔥🔥#lux mention 🔥🔥#cyanocitta ravenprint#solvent firecolor#uhh idk how to tag kira so#shes just mentioned anyway but really sucks because I really want a tag for her#raven sans#raven afterdeath#raven! sans#lux sans#pj sans#paperjam sans#paper jam sans#paper jam#WHATS THE OFFICIAL PJ TAG PLEASE 💔#anyway UHH i got really into making bracelets lately#fellverse#fell raven#also#whiteprint sans#whiteprint#fell blueprint#i was depressed for a while man..#but Im no longer mentally ill now 💜#/silly but for real— I feel way better now :3
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Joey: Today I told my partner they did a good job and they broke down crying
Joey: We call that starved of affection as a child!
Katherine: Today my partner asked why I love them and I told them that I don't need a reason to love them, I just do, and they broke down crying
Katherine: We call that extreme self hatred!
Shubble: You wouldn't believe how much I've cried today-
#empires s2#empires smp#shubble#katherine elizabeth#joey graceffa#katherine x joey x shubble#the polycule#the incredibly mentally ill polycule#but the polycule nonetheless#nature wives#joey x shubble#itty bitty shubble living with her grandma who doesn't understand that children need validation#because she didn't get it at as a child#and therefore just struggling#jathelby
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i love azula but i hate how her stans absolve her of the bullying she put zuko through, even going as far as saying that zuko was the abusive one. in the show, the only glimpses we get of what azula and zuko's relationship pre-banishment are through flashbacks in zuko alone. in these flashbacks, it's clear that ozai pitted against each other and that azula often taunted zuko for being the black sheep of the family. idk how anyone could watch those flashbacks and be like "yeah zuko definitely abused azula". i understand being sympathetic towards azula's struggles with mental health and suffering from golden child syndrome, but that doesn't excuse how she treated her friends or her brother at all. acting like it is very dangerous because in real life, it is common for people to justify their awful behavior by talking about their difficult childhood, mental health struggles, etc. and it's perfectly fine to like characters who are awful people. my favorite arcane character is jinx and although i often make jokes like "hehe jinx did nothing wrong, those pilties had it coming", i acknowledge that many of her actions are unjustifiable, but i still like her because i find her to be a sympathetic character because it's obvious that she has self-esteem issues and suffers from psychosis, bpd, and schizophrenia. the same can apply to azula, she's a manipulative character who lacks empathy, but she also suffers from golden child syndrome and mental health issues, both statements can co-exist.
#zuko#pro zuko#anti azula stans#again i love azula but her stans are insufferable#why are we woobifying a colonizing war criminal?#“she only proposed genocide because she seeks approval from her father and is mentally ill” DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF#azula critical#i guess???#avatar the last airbender
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