#because mf I ENJOY DOING THIS
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Wanted to share. Itās a rather personal piece and itās not really in my style. I do like the funky colours and visible scars.
It makes me feel happy.
Me and my husband. Love him a ton.
#fanart#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#trans!sniper#trans!scout#and I need to remember that thereās nothing to be ashamed of#I donāt need to listen to all those people saying stuff like#āwhy would you hc that character gay or trans???? why donāt you make your own character???ā#because mf I ENJOY DOING THIS#I fuckin kin the guy and I DONT DO SHIT WITH STUFF LIKE THAT#so fuck angry upset ppl#speeding bullet makes me HAPPY#SHUT IT#buoryok art
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Seeing some of those comments on the fairyloot edition of tog gives me the ick so bad. this fandom can be so disgusting sometimes.
#gp#like so many people think having an opinion means having to share it#esp when they pretend they're being nice about it when they're being big old bitches#it's so fucken gross how MEAN people in this fandom are.#like why??? why do you have to be so rude???#what is your justification to be a cunt????#I know some of you would never be this brave IRL#because you would get punched in your mf mouth so fast lol#it's giving...I need to learn how to talk to real people behavior lol#I'm starting to enjoy being part of the fandom less and less.#and it makes me want to disconnect from it but then I think to myself#I've been here so fucken long. why should I let nobodies make something I love taste bad to me?#SIGH#fandom wank
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love how the older skaters in the senior division give Yurio encouragement and that each time it pisses Yurio off. JJ is intentionally condescending so that makes sense, but with Viktor and Yuuri they're not even being condescending. Yurio's just dialed in on being a hater... and i love that for him <3
#'plot twist i LOBV you' -Yuuri#'i am going to skin you alive' -Yurio#yuri on ice#sometimes he is a teenager#he's got so much fury in his tiny body. and yet he is also just an earnest lad. i find him sooo funny silly#which he would hate me for!!#I recall a meta post about Otabek being the first one to verbally recognize how hard Yurio devotes himself to skate and I really dig that#like I think Yurio's frustration is justifiably rooted in how little others take him seriously despite his life-consuming dedication#I DO think he is over the top and i enjoy this; for it is entertaining.#but i also think his feelings are genuine and he is a complex little guy.#i'm thinking of him sharing his grandpa's food with Yuuri and being emotionally vulnerable with him at the waterfall#Yurio is a hater on his opponents (and Viktor) but I think on some level he recognizes the genuine care Yuuri+Viktor show him#I think Yurio doesn't understand how they can be encouraging to him while also taking him seriously#Cuz Yurio is so wary of his elders dismissing him#so older skaters being friendly translates in his head as 'they dont think i can beat them / they dont see me as an equal'#But I think when these relationships are removed from that competitive atmosphere Yurio DOES see how they care and he appreciates it.#It would be so sweet to see an older Yurio reflect on this time and realize that Viktor + Yuuri + others DID take him seriously#and just because they were fond of him it doesnt mean they didnt appreciate his talent.#tbh being a young athlete must be such a mindfuck and idk how these bitches do it. send tweet#yuri plisetsky#yoi meta#queue#my words#AWW right after writng this i watched the part where Yurio starts yelling encouragement to Yuuri#who internally tells himself 'i got more stamina than that fuckin Yurio mf' (paraphrasing lol)#they switched love languages <3 cheerleader & hater role reversal
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#time to be a whiny lil mf on main again#sorry for always coming with this shit recently#also sorry for not being able to reply to chats and asks#why is........ everything............ so gd exhausting#I'm supposed to have fun later today because we're celebrating Joshua's birthday#tell me why I've been miserable since yesterday#I used to like these things#I used to be able to do these things and also do my uni work and also not feel shit about it all#instead I'm now apparently knocked out by the smallest interactions and then get resentful because there's no time to ārecoverā in sight an#it's stressing me out left right and center#I just wanna be able to enjoy things with friends again#and not hate it every time#simon.out.#once again battling two wolves#one of which wants to isolate and rest and wait out for better days to come (idk how likely that one is fellas)#and the other one is MISERABLE because isolating feels like SHIT because I feel like I'm letting everyone down and ruining every relation#relationship i've ever built up with anyone ever
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Want to know how I know Frozen 3 will most definitely not be great? The announcement of a Frozen 4.
The problem with Frozen 2 was that it had many, many ideas and they attempted, and utterly failed, to condense them into one singular linear story; the problem with Frozen 3 is that they "have so many ideas" that they realized they can't realistically condense them into one singular movie so their solution to "not repeat a frozen 2" is to instead push for ALL ideas to move forward which in turn has given them an overly lengthy cut.
Watching Frozen 1 in cinemas for the first time in a long while really reminded me how Frozen worked because it was very very simple and most of its heart was in the two "main" characters and how they navigated through life after a horrendous situation they were put through.
The heart of Frozen is not all the mystical and mythical elements that they can't get enough of attempting to push, hell, the most compelling part of Elsa as a character was just how raw and human she felt DESPITE having otherworldly powers.
I truly don't know which road they're taking the franchise through, but if the podcast and the books that have come out are anything to go by, it's straying way too far from what made the first movie compelling and enjoyable: its freaking simplicity.
#Frozen#Frozen 2#Frozen 4#Sorry rewatching frozen in cinemas was an otherworldly experience I had never enjoyed a film as much as I did Frozen in recent times#AND THIS IS COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO ONLY BECAME OBSESSED WITH FROZEN AFTER FROZEN 2#and although I LOVE Elsa's journey in Frozen 2 it really really REALLY is a terrible sequel when you take into account just how good F1 is#lmao I feel like I sound like a bringelsahomer nooooo I just truly feel like focusing on her powers and only the mystical elements is borin#because SHE is complex and Anna is JUST AS COMPLEX but she gets overlooked bc she doesn't have magical manifestations of her turmoil#Just do the mf Ice Queen you can do it now you literally have the characters there already just ADAPT the tale and give us drama mom i beg#Just idk take notes from the book of Arcane and work something around that idk people love seeing sisters fighting#Y'all fucked over the colonizer talk and fucked over the Northuldra part like just stick to something the average girlie can relate to
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so there's this post floating around about like, feeling like an outsider even in a group of outsiders and i almost reblogged it being like
'aha i do that'
except. like. i know exactly why that happens, and its 100% my fault
i just have trouble maintaining relationships because i'm a poor communicator. that's been the case since high school. i dont really initiate conversations or remember to text or call people. its not from a place of indifference or anything like that - i'm sincerely an 'out of sight out of mind' kind of person.
i can not talk to and not see someone for months or years but my feelings for them don't change. it doesn't bother me if people dont check in on me or don't hang out with me or don't text me. i still like them. unfortunately that is not how 99% of the population communicates. people (rightfully) assume that when someone doesn't initiate conversation or hang-outs or doesn't check in on you, that they don't care about you. for me, thats not the case at all. like if i like you and consider you my friend, you are ALWAYS my friend. i would do anything for you and would be more than happy to talk/see each other/support you/etc. its just the day-to-day communication that i really struggle with. but thats how most relationships form - regular, consistent communication.
i've gone through periods of extreme guilt for this where i sincerely try, and make new friends, and re-connect with texting and phone calls and hanging out more often but inevitably something happens, i get busy or i forget and suddenly all this time passes and people think i dont care anymore. unfortunately that's not the case whatsoever - time is kind of abstract to me and i dont understand that while my feelings don't change, others feel more distant or abandoned.
and i've really hurt people in my life like that. friends that i've known for many years from high school/college are a LITTLE more forgiving because they know i'm just 'like that' but still. it does hurt people. like i haven't spoken to my dad in probably at least a year - not because i dont love him, but because of that same reason. he doesn't reach out and i forget and it just steamrolls because he gets hurt, doesn't reach out because he thinks i'm intentionally 'ignoring' him, and i continue to forget, and its just this viscous cycle. i haven't talked to my grandparents in months. my mom knows better and texts me every week or so, but it still hurts her that she has to reach out so regularly. she also plays these games where she sees how 'long' it takes for me to remember to reach out. a lot of people in my life have done that. its like i'm being tested on something without ever being told its a standard test, ya know? i'm always destined to fail it because i dont know how long is too long. at which point will the time and distance be unacceptable? i still dont know the answer.
and i think it makes me come off as a really heartless and callous person. its made me kind of keep people at arms-length because i know i'm not capable of being a part of most people's lives. i have perfectly normal and pleasant relationships with my coworkers and all that, but i'm generally not close with them. and i can see the confusion, because we hang out and i'm pretty normal or whatever and we have fun and then they don't hear from me for months and they're like 'uhhhh.... okay? so i guess you don't like me?'
i do. i just have different relationship maintenance standards than others i guess. so i just overall avoid being around others just because i know i'll disappoint them. it is what it is but it really is sad, in a way.
#i've been meaning to write this out for a while.... hmmm#personal#it really bothers me that i'm like this#and i've tried to change and fix it but again inevitably i go back to how i've always been and it only hurts people more#i'm an outsider because i choose to make myself that way#obviously also i'm very very forgetful (...which now i know is probably an adhd thing)#so like people say its not because i dont remember WHEN your birthday is#i just didn't realize thats the day it was.#it makes me seem really callous and uncaring#which is kinda a bummer#but. i am what i am. its been like this for 15+ years and i dont think its going to change#its just... i used to be really normal about stuff like that. loved talking with my friends on the phone every night#and hanging out and inviting people to things. it was effortless. something changed for me in high school and like... i never got that back#and i'm fine with being a casual acquaintance with people forever#i just dont want to let anyone down or make them feel unloved#sometimes i think thats why i love writing and ao3 so much#you're communicating parts of yourselves and your thoughts and feelings#and you form a connection with others without the standard regular convos#just reading each other's works and supporting each other and enjoying little snippets of their lives#but also.... i AM too freaky for the normies#and too normie for the freaks#i'm kind of a nothing person tbh#there will never be a 'community' for me because i'm not capable of being part of a 'community'#thats my fault. and its ok.#i do feel a little jealous. my partner has his friend groups and just randomly calls people or texts people and like... just does that#i dont get it. i dont know how to do that. even when i try i fail miserably.#what low social intelligence does to a mf ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
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keep that fucking toxic peice of shit future president out of the billy tag plz I GO TO THAT TAG TO ESCAPE THAT BITCH.
#billy the kid#coriolanus snow#i dont want to blacklist the snow stag because i actually enjoy browsing this hellsite#but YALL PLZ STOP CROSSTAGGING#i do my part and reblog everything i can...im tried of seeing that mf in other tags
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why is it so, so hard to feel proud of the things i do lmao... like good lord i am trying my absolute best and it still isn't enough for me.
#i want to enjoy my hobbies but its HARD because i feel like i'm not doing it good enough????#like dawg theyre hobbies stop being so mf sad abt it. pick up ur self esteem
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struggling a little with chapter 5 of try it again cheater. and the reason why. is that i am giving loop a good day
#my post#THEY ARE LIKE. SO DETERMINED TO BE MISERABLE#(the thing im actually having difficulty with is balance#as in like. this may be a better day than average for them but their mental health is so shit that its. really not that good#and their mental health is so shit that i struggle to use my usual technique of sprinkling in occasional light angst because#there is no such thing as Light Angst with this mf. they have two settings and theyre mania and misery)#part of the problem tbh is that they love to just Say Things. and Do Things. they enjoy being mysterious and perplexing#and thus continuously reference random weird trauma like its a fun party trick#like girl.....that is not good for you........
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Antony and the Johnsons - Cut the World
#i hated the ending of this music video#hated it#like i get the artistic expression#but still#i still gifed it though#because he was looking like a snack and a half#he's handsome af#fine ass mf#also i'm thinking this could possibly be a future look for ed in my fic#i probably gonna do that#anyway#enjoy the view#because i know i did#ššš#my blue eyed short king#willem dafoe
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i just finished iron blooded orphans and need to lay down for a bit
#it was so good#i don't have a lot of concrete thoughts rn just Feelingsā¢#it was SUCH a wild ride. I'm always kinda hesitant to talk about a show bc i feel like I'm gonna spoil it but it's also not new lol so??#imma talk about it a bit anyways so tags after this will have spoilers#BUT SJFKGKDLA#so many people died š imo the late deaths weren't as Sadā¢ as the earlier ones but still.#the way everyone changed their names and picked up new lives but still kept in touch with each other#and everyone finding Something because they kept moving forward. particularly Takaki in particular for me š„¹š¤²#hearing something as simple like if u see a lot of places and learn a lot of things u will have many options. but The Way he's#living that out is just š¤ a long way from being human debris my boy š« I'm so proud of him#and I'm glad that greedy arms freaking mf got shot up in the bathroom š¼ it's what he DESERVED!!#last episode just like. rly emphasizing that even though the group is done everyone still lives on and finds their niche#and it's tragic fr how many people had to die trying to realize a dream that happened anyways š though it wouldn't have#without their deaths so.. i fuckn KNEW at the beginning of the second season when Olga got the warning#about how if ur taking shortcuts/fastest way possible ur going to regret it later was MASSIVE foreshadowing#and it's just like damn y'all r letting me know this early huh šimma enjoy the ride regardless and what a fucking ride it was#i almost want to watch it again but there are also Other gundam series i need to check out#not for a while though.. imma do some stuff around the house n maybe draw for a bit.#just rly sit on my feelings and the Experience i just had. thank u everyone who brought up IBO it was SOOOO fucking good#feel free to recommend other favorites of yours i should check out next. mecha anime has always been a blindspot too so#if y'all have any in general from the genre lmk ^~^
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i love going on blocking sprees for shit that literally just does not matter. its just so funny. oh you have a bad take on video game i dont even particularly care about? never interact with me ever ā¤ļø
#just blocked like 20 ppl for hating competitive pokemon which i dont even engage in#i hate casual gamers who think theyre somehow inherently morally superior to competitive gamers#like 'comp pkmn BAD because it goes against the spirit of the game meanwhile I play pkmn CORRECTLY'#like ok just admit ur a narrow minded person who thinks the only way to have fun is to like things the same way that you do#honestly these mfs are in a circle w ppl who think that if u criticize all media u enjoy it means u hate fun or whateger#some ppl have fun by critiquing things. some ppl have fun in different ways than u bro.#like literally its fine to like things casually but ur not a morally better person for it.#let ppl have fun like Actually. lol. lmao even#w.e w.e i hate casuals what else is new#same goes for ppl who hate competitive smash as a concept and think theyre morally superior for hating it btw#yall are lame asf and u genuinely hate fun while hypocritically pretending to be its champion#sunie posts
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it actually concerns me the amount of people who will go to the gym or exercise and not even enjoy it, hate it even
#like dedicating that much time to being miserable is crazy to me#find something you enjoy and do that instead#gardening or kayaking or something man stop torturing yourself#i personally enjoy it a lot I'm one of those mfs who gets distracted for hours and feels the desire to go just about every day#i make sure to look after myself though#got the weirdest look when i told someone I'm there because i like it a lot hahaha
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Everytime someone makes fun of or hates on this specific thing, my petty ass will go and like it even more, even if it's not something I am into, I'm going to go enjoy it for a little bit because I don't want this person to have the satisfaction of making fun of it
I just take it as "Oh! Another reason why I should enjoy it then! "
#I will literally binge watch an entire season or series of something I'm not even into just because someone was making fun of the fans#The more someone makes fun of fans for this the more I am going to enjoy that thing#Even with my favorite stuff#I just log off and binge whatever they made fun of#I'm starting to think people do this as a way to motivate people to like this thing even more#Because I am too petty and I'm like ' you know what mf ' and just start binging
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it sucks cuz i have everything in my life to feel happy and i still donāt. friends that care about me and i see daily or weekly, a generally ok home life, going to go to a great college, part of clubs and have interests. what the fuck am i missing. why is there a hole in my chest. why does it always hurt so bad. iām so fucked up always
#i canāt be happy i feel so bad i want to cry all the time#when i should be enjoying things iām just thinking about how badly i want out how i canāt tolerate it#like thereās this pain in my chest that never ever goes away#and a hollowness in my. a fucking emptiness. it sounds emo af#maybe the psychologists and shit were right and i do have bpd#because iām on antidepressants and itās like they donāt work#i donāt know what to do anymore#every time i get in front of my therapist i end up lying like a mf for no reason#i really badly want to tell her that iām not doing well but i just cant say the words i skirt around it and say good things instead#i want someone to see that iām suffering#thatās dramatic lmao#anyways vent over
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[REUPLOAD] skz + hands (and how they use them)
warnings: hand kink, sexual content (MDNI), fingering, oral (f receiving), squirting (hyunjin), putting that i mention jeongins church ring in here bc some people are religious n i aint tryna stir the pot
notes: a reupload from my previous blog !!
Chris : Man absolutely fingers you to the Gods. He's the type to know his hands drive you wild and he will absolutely use it to his advantage. That little 'Hall of Fame' move? Yeah - he's doing that shit to you under the dinner table when you join the boys for a night out. He's extremely good at using his hands to coax an orgasm out of you. (And you best bet he rubs over your clit with his thumb. Man is too experienced in fingering at this point. He knows all of your weak points.)
conclusion: uses his index and ring finger during sex + thumb for the clit <3 skilled enough to use one hand and make it amazing
Minho :Ā He... *sigh.* I'm going to be that person and say that when he fingers you, you can feel the veins in his fingers. Not in a gross way - in a like, textured... ribbed-for-your-pleasure-dildo kind of way. His hands are soft - incredibly so - and because of how the blood pools in his hands any time he lowers them below his ribcage, you just feel it when he's kneeling over you and two fingers deep in your pussy. He'll use his free hand to touch and pinch at your clit though - he's a little too disoriented to use just one hand. But he loves the way his hand looks when he grabs at the plush of your thigh and the veins in his hand become more prominent the tighter he holds onto you, keeping you open for him.
conclusion: uses his middle and ring finger during sex, uses the opposite thumb for the clit <3 too eager to use one hand, gets messy and uses two
Changbin : He - Girl. He.. *sigh pt. 2* He's the type to not...? finger as much? But more, use his hands to spread your pussy open for him so he can shove his tongue as deep as possible into you. He's going to use his hands to hold your thighs apart (as if his broad ass shoulders dont push your thighs open enough) but he's going to do it specifically by putting his hands on the junction between your thighs and hips and splaying his fingers are far apart as he can. (also an ass grabber.)
conclusion: enjoys some good handfuls of ass while he eats you out
Hyunjin : Absolutely fingers you - but always does three instead of two because he's an overachiever. He's going to be fucking you with his fingers so hard that the fucking wet squelches that come from your pussy are NOTHING short of absolutely drop dead sinful. Y'both goin' to Hell for the way he destroys your pussy with his hand. Also, who cares about the clit. You're not even going to be worrying about that because you'll be too busy squirming and crying at the way he fucks you with his fingers.
conclusion: the type to fuck you with his hands so hard that you squirt. that's his end goal.
Jisung : Less of a finger-er, more of an eater. A grabber. Very grabby. He'll hoist your legs over his shoulders (mf is broad and nobody ever talks about it bc they're too focused on his waist) and slip his arms (which are again- big as FUCK) under your thighs so he can rest his hands on your abdomen. He likes feeling over your sides and tummy, maybe even reaching up to pinch your nipples and he's absolutely going to be just groping and kneading at your breasts when you start to squirm against his face.
conclusion: likes to grope and grab, knows you enjoy the feeling of his hands on your body.
Felix : Again, less of someone who fingers and moreso someone who eats. Man is hungry. Man needs that meal. Man - needs that meat. (LMAO SORRY) Anyway absolutely will grab at you while he eats you out. But unlike Ji where he's groping and grabbing and whatever - Felix will slap his hands on your thighs, arms wrapped under your legs, and then he'll lay there and eat - and knead at your skin while he does it. There is never a moment where his fingers aren't digging into the soft plush of your thighs and kneading the skin, pulling lightly on it and feeling how it bulges between his fingers. He's weak for it.
conclusion: thigh man 100%
Seungmin : The type to start by eating you out and letting you relax and think you're being taken care of but then slip his middle finger in and fuck you with it while he abuses you with his tongue. No warning, just a sudden intrusion that's definitely not unwelcome. Uses his free hand to pin your abdomen/hips down to the mattress so you can't move around too much. Also the type to absolutely bury his face in your pussy and try 'n get his tongue as deep into you as he possibly can. A messy eater.
conclusion: eats you out like you're his last meal but likes to keep you on your toes and wiggly. he thinks you're so cute.
Jeongin : We all know he's got pretty hands. (next to seungmo, imo.) So we know he's going to use his long fucking fingers to destroy your pussy. Definitely the type to use his middle and ring finger to fuck you, free hand splayed over your thigh to push it away from his head. You swear on God he's pushing at your cervix every time he goes knuckle deep and it makes you try to close your thighs but he refuses to let it happen and holds you open. Where Seungmin fucks you with his tongue and his fingers - Jeongin fucks you with his fingers and lets his mouth take care of your clit only. But his tongue is a topic for another time.Ā
conclusion: certified clit sucker. has the longest fingers known to mankind and keeps his rosary ring ON while you fuck.
#skz imagine#skz x reader#stray kids x reader#skz smut#bangchan x reader#felix x reader#stray kids smut#changbin x reader#lee know x reader#Jeongin x reader#seungmin x reader#han x reader#Hyunjin x reader#hyunjin smut#bangchan smut#lee know smut#Changbin smut#han smut#Felix smut#seungmin smut#Jeongin smut
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