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So I know very little about the IDW Sonic comics (and don't really plan on reading them) but have seen most of the characters being thrown around long enough where I have to pretend like I know about them when I know close to nothing about each of them... So I took em all and summarized my assumptions about them along with what I actually know, just because I thought it'd be fun! I can't wait to be wrong.
#i don't really care if i missed any more#i was SUPER close on missing belle and mimic#that's how much i don't care or know about these comics 😅#i wouldn't wanna rain on anybody's parade if they wanna encourage me to read them when i inevitably won't any time soon#either because i'm too lazy to catch up on all of it or i just genuinely don't want to read it#moreso leaning towards the latter#this was very fun tho#abby chats#sonic the hedgehog#sonic comics#sonic idw#idw sonic#tangle the lemur#whisper the wolf#jewel the beetle#surge the tenrec#kit the fennec#starline the platypus#lanolin the sheep#belle the tinkerer#mimic the octopus#clutch the opossum#rough and tumble the skunks
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You’ve never celebrated the new year with anyone before? You're with me now.
#moonlight chicken#moonlight chicken the series#heartliming#heart x li ming#geminifourth#bledit#lakornedit#thai bl#thai drama#mufaloedit#mooncedit#they're so so gentle#i don't care that it was just an angle they still kissed before tinngun and that's extra funny dnfbdkjf#also li ming is so desperate fdjbfdkfbd i love it#minimal coloring because i'm too lazy to color this show properly#also i'm not working today so i could gif my babies :)))
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Fig's line "I don't think I'm an artist, I think I'm just a good friend" has not left my head at all. Just...
You're Fig Faeth and your horns came in over the summer and you pick up the bard class as a form of adolescent rock 'n' roll rebellion, and it works! It's exactly the outlet you need! You give a guy you just met drumsticks and you start a band and it's good enough that within a year and a half you're touring. You are, in every sense, good at being a bard.
And then, finally, your junior year, you start to take it seriously. Your art goes from an outlet and a form of rebellion to a practice. A discipline. (Can rebellion exist within a discipline?) Your classmates know what they want to do with their work. They all have a thesis statement. And yeah, there's cohesion in the music you make, but you've never had to think about why you make it. You've never sat down and dissected what it is about bass that speaks to you. You've never poured over your lyrics to pick at any deeper meaning. Why should you? You don't play music for a grand design, you do it to... huh, why do you do it?
(Your art is the one form of self-expression that feels as safe as Disguise Self does, because even if you're pouring your heart onto the page and then screaming it in front of thousands of people, it's not like you're really making yourself known. You can sing I'm lonely, I'm scared, I'm furious, and your fans will sing it right back, and there will still be the distance between performer and audience to keep your heart safe.)
Now you're being asked to look inward to explain the artistic choices you're making, and you can't help but recoil at that, because you'd rather do anything than look inward. Meanwhile, your classmates have no problem with it, so you start to wonder if you're a real artist at all. Can your art be authentic if it only exists to bolster a thesis statement? Has your art been unauthentic this whole time because you've never really thought about a thesis statement before? Is that what makes it art, and not just the next track on somebody's teen angst playlist?
You can't think about yourself— acknowledging your own existence makes you want to puke. So if your music is an extension of yourself, (and it is, even if it's just because the spotlight reveals only what you want it to,) you can't think about your music. You can't. You have to. Your grade depends on it.
You're Fig Faeth, and you keep multiclassing because you'd rather be a good friend than a great artist. If introspection is what great art demands, then fuck it. You must not be a bard at all.
#Dimension 20#fig faeth#fhjy#Idle Chatter#my last two years of college were when I started to get more and more nauseous about my own art#because I wasn't being taught how to make the art I wanted to make#the whole curriculum's focus was on gallery art#which infuriated me! I wanted to make art that didn't have to involve twelve layers of meaning and metaphor to be considered good!!#so I drove myself into the ground time and again trying to make (miserable) work that I thought would fit the criteria of a Real Artist#anyway it's been 4 years and I'm just now picking at why I don't enjoy creating anymore so Fig's whole arc has hit home in a major way#ALSO. AAAAALSO. THE ADHD STRUGGLE WE SEE WITH BOTH FIG AND KRISTEN. LOVING SOMETHING BUT STILL STRUGGLING WITH FOLLOW THROUGH#BEING TOLD YOU'RE NOT DOING ENOUGH WHEN IT'S SO FUCKING HARD JUST TO GET WHERE EVERYONE ELSE IS AND NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY IT'S HARD FOR YOU#it was easy and now that the rubber's hit the road it's hard for you but not for others so it must be YOU that's the problem#you must be lazy or stupid or just not suited to this after all even though it's part of a pattern that has been happening all your life#if you were good enough or cared enough then surely the discipline would come easily to you! the way it comes easily to all your classmates#SCREAMS I gotta stop before I write a second essay in the tags. I'm so normal you can trust me to be normal about D&D characters
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“Don't move, or else I'm adding more~”
BRO I'M FEELING SO EVIL AND CRINGE TODAY oh god i'm sorry he's just so silly goofy-
i wanna give him 'em soft tickles 👁️
(also my on-paper sketches always look so much shittier on the photos like nahhh 😭)
#honkai star rail#tickling#tickle art#ami's art#my stuff#lee!sampo#sampo koski#grandma ami back at it again#me when i see them ITTO VIBES#slippery boi with exposed sides hehe GET WRECKED MF-#yeah there's not much content for hsr yet it seems#which means i'm choosing violence 🔪#but seriously lemme hold him#my baby 😭#also yeah got a little lazy with his outfit here#but it's just random paper sketches so who cares#because i sure don't 👁️#i'm having... lots of thoughts for this fandom. don't look at me.#*posts this and dies*
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they make me ILL your honor [they/them pronouns for vrisryn]
aka i'm coping with the angst i'm writing about them by taking 100000 pictures of them being tender. and by coping i mean making myself feel worse slkjsdlkfjsdlkj
#bg3#sporescar#astarion ancunin#astarion#bg3 astarion#astarion x tav#astarion x oc#bg3 photography#i don't have freecam right now because i took it off for multiplayer and have been too lazy to reinstall it all (reshade is a pain)#and it's prolly for the best cause just these shots alone had me wanting to throw up#shoutout to the kisses replacer mod for allowing me this heartache#i hate that it made their headpiece disappear but i'm too busy wanting to d!e over how they make me feel to care en#mine#my posts#virtual photography#the way he looks at them makes me [loud painful groaning with vague hand gestures]#i took these instead of doing my homework or finishing my fic chapter oops
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happy chrysler, housing edition
#merry crimas#i was too lazy to do anything special with the outside lmao#stuffed a sparkly tree in a couple of the wisterias#godspeed lil buddies#xiv blogging#screenshots#.... there's just a. shard of that light sticking out of the ceiling#have decided i don't care enough to hide it.#oh god my throat hurts#if i get sick because i've been sleeping like an asshole trying to fix my sleep schedule i'm gonna cry#i don't even have time off#tho i guess. this would be a better time than when i DO have time off.#weeps
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one thing that especially irks me about cullen's so-called redemption is the attempts to redeem him through cole's words.
templars' abuses affected cole so badly it damaged his connection to the fade and his own nature. he was a spirit of compassion and witnessing what was happening in white spire turned him into a killer. he murdered lord seeker lambert in cold blood for what he did and most of the time he doesn't regret it — and then he just. drops the "he's not like the other girls" lines about cullen.
and this is such a lazy and annoying move. another thing that is established about cole is that you particularly can't lie to him — about your real feelings and intentions at least. whatever he states about other characters must be true and it is often used as a tool to deepen the characterizations of the main cast and in cullen's case it is just. blatant apologism. there's literally a banter where cole talks about atrocities commited by the templars and then he adds "oh no but cassandra and cullen aren't like that" and never elaborates. the game itself doesn't elaborate either.
like please don't tell me that the spirit who was shaken by knowledge that an innocent boy can die from starving because his jailors simply forgot about him would look in the eyes of a person who used to be meredith fucking stannard's right hand and still thinks that her methods were just a little too harsh but necessary and justified and say yeah. this guy is such a friend of mages. if only there were more templars like him
#this is such an overt bullshit like i don't even know where to start#and my main problem is that. i don't care about cullen. his redemption arc sucks because it's non-existent. but i do care about cole#and i love his cryptic comments so much because they really give you a look into character's head in a weird but interesting manner#and then. this happens. and you can say that “oh but it means that cullen's REAL attitude is compassionate towards mages!”#but the thing about cole's comments is. he does expose characters' thoughts#but you've already had an opportunity to catch whatever cole makes clear in these banters#like. vivienne is afraid and it is shown in the game. dorian struggles with attachment and it is shown in the game#cullen struggles with whatever he's done to mages and ?????? ah yes#and i'm just. so mad. because i love what cole adds to the storytelling. and there's so much potential but he's used for apologism#because whoever wrote cullen was too lazy and/or preoccupied with making a knight in shining armor out of him#you can also point out that cole is used for solas apologism as well. but in solas' case you can catch that he feels conflicted#about his actions and goals. so yeah. it works. at least partially. so my point stays.#cullen's case is like. by the book example of horrendous breaking of 'show don't tell' rule#practically cole breaks this rule constantly. but as i said it doesn't feel off with other characters because of what has been shown alread#cullen critical#dragon age
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finished veilguard and my final thoughts on it are that it's a pretty fun rpg but a bad dragon age game
#at times it felt like it was made by people who have never heard of dragon age in their life#as a game on it's own like the characters story combat it's a decent 7/10#but as a dragon age game it's a 3/10 and the only reason it's not a 1/10 is cause the ancient elvhen lore was actually good#and it sucks cause i really wanted to love this game#like i'm not a dao/da2 only purist i genuinely love inquisition it's my second fave dragon age game#so i was really going into veilguard genuinely hopeful it was going to be good#but after ten years of waiting this was not it lol#honestly the whole thing can be tracked back to them throwing away the worldstates#because that's the foundation of a dragon age game and it showed that they don't really care for established lore#as an example compared to inquisition which had three different possible warden contacts#with three completely different personalities and three different voicelines to record#this just seems lazy not to even try including the different worldstates over codex entries#(sorry if this is all rambly and makes no sense i just have a lot of feelings on it akdjfkf)#datv lb#bioware critical#datv critical
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"c'mon, sweetheart. studying's for nerds."
"Consider me as a nerd for now, then."
"no can do."
"Why's that?"
"your more fun than a nerd. and it'd be a waste if we don't get some fun, doll."
"And it'd be a waste of time and effort just to pleasure ourselves. And plus, I need to study this for tomorrow."
"C'mon.. a bit of fun won't hurt."
"...Fine."
|| Second week in school and shits are getting more difficult from one subject to another lmao. And this big guy is constantly going around my mind during class hours help ||
But then suddenly I had the motivation to draw this shit sooo.. here's another one for @didderd <3 Your boy is 100% distracting me from my studies but I couldn't care less 🤌
#anywho I got lazy and didn't do the background because I just doodled it at lunch earlier today lol#I myself don't know why his always popping out of nowhere during class#but shit that god knows what I'm thinking.#I'm still working on my assignments sooo#yeah.#but I will be able to post some little drawings or doodles to keep you guys entertained!#that's it for now cuz I have 9 more assignments to finish#and I am going insane because I need to make a whole ass report#ALL BY MY FUSJBDNF SELF 😰#So take care and have a wonderful day!#don't forget to take care of yourself like how I did lol#tac#tac sans#insert self x sans#sans#sans au#didderd fanart
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#altaria#here it is… the bird that turns into a dragon-type because reasons…#i still don't think just from looking at this thing that they should be a dragon-type. i feel like it still seems out-of-place given their#design but HONESTLY i like it. i think it's a cool like. subversion. type thing. i would not look at swablu and be like Yeah that evolves#into a dragon-type. and apparently a really good one at that? i believe i've heard good things about altaria#ugh. good things. got a selection of GOOD THINGS on sale‚ stranger… my brain does that sometimes#when i hear or say innocuous phrases it's like HEY that's the same thing this OTHER guy said in this QUOTE you've heard before#dunno WHY but. it happens. and it just happened there. but altaria i dunno it's a dragon-type and that's awesome. i don't remember what i#said i was gonna talk about on the swablu post yesterday wrt altaria and i am too lazy to look back at those tags to remember#hi it's me morning of this posting at like 7 AM. i remembered bc i just looked. i was gonna ask if they were good competitively#and. i'm pretty sure they are. ALRIGHT LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT SMOGON#ah okay not busted but generally good i guess. latest information states RU in gen 9 but UU in a lot of other gens. NU and PU in there too#bounced around a lot i guess. but here's my question. why? do i care#it's cute. and i don't care if they're strong or not… because they're cute…
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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"
#quote from MLP:FIW#sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day#sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids#my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit#step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER#<- like grades n shit#also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement#step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail#also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth#i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad#also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse#i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this#not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself#also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family#also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her#sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic#she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying#i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy#<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS#my sisters and i feel like shit#i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys#i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had#Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post
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just saw a post imploring people to make their own posts and i am not reblogging it with tags like "this but when someone reblogs one of my lesbian posts and makes it about men" because if I did that I would be not making my own post. this is my post that I'm making
#this doesn't happen very often because i'm not a popular tumblr user (thank goodness)#but i saw a reblog on one of my posts a while back and it was like “yeah this but for men too” and i was like make your own post about men#to myself. i am too lazy to be confrontational#i'm not saying your ideas are invalid i'm just saying this post is about women which is why i made a post about women#we can have a meeting about crossover later when we mutually agree upon it#also i'm going to come right out and say it: all the people talking about ibuprofen on my acetaminophen post? MAKE YOUR OWN POST#i know you love ibuprofen but i literally don't care that post is about ACETAMINOPHEN SPECIFICALLY#you have so many other posts to enjoy ibuprofen on
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need to see a GP to confirm I have "real mental illness" like I get what the teacher means but girl if you saw my arm -_-
#do they really think I missed three years of school just because I wanted to... and months of that was spent in a mental hospital.....bro???#everyone just sees me as lazy and the people closest to me don't even care if I'm suicidal anymore cause it's been going on for half my life
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why is openness about disability and illness trauma dumping?? like fine maybe it's traumatic but it's not like. Trauma (tm)???? it's simply Life??????
"i have [disability/illness]" is not trauma dumping and i will die on this hill. i'm sorry that you see every disability/illness as a Terrible Traumatic Tragedy Requiring Emotional Labor but this is in fact simply part of life, sir.
people are allowed to be in pain in public ffs
#i'm just. skfjslkfjdslkfjds#i'm probably just taking every vent post i see WAY too personally but#grrrrrrrrrrrr#plus ppl will be SO judgmental about how disability/illness manifests#[glaring at the anti-maskers and “come to work/school unless you're DEAD” people]#you don't get to bitch at me for being careful about getting sick and THEN be mad because i say “well i'm immunocompromised actually”#like ik some ppl w unilateral hearing/vision loss who can accommodate themselves fine but who tell ppl bc otherwise their adaptive behavior#are seen as “creepy”#(lip reading for hearing loss; the lazy/lagging eye effect for unilateral blindness; etc.)#so there's no winning here#ANYWAYSSS#will stop trauma dumping on main :)))#this isn't even main wtv#doodoo.txt
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Hypothetically, let's say there's a "stray" cat in one of the neighborhoods on my primary route. And, hypothetically, let's say the cat has a habit of climbing in the underside of the truck to be warm and time I stop while on that street. Now. Hypothetically. Let's say I bring a can of cat food and a carrier with me next time I'm on this route, and, HYPOTHETICALLY!!!, take the cat home with me. What then?
#he's so fucking skinny#dude's like 5lbs. i pick him up regularly because he's always under the truck.#he should be 10lbs or more#he's also such a pretty fucking cat. grey and cream tabby kinda thing.#very sweet too. or maybe he just trusts me because I'm out there so often.#he hangs around one house in particular and they always keep their garage cracked (i assume for him)...#...but the cat is clearly not being taken care of and is so fucking skinny and has ear infections and shit#but i also don't want to get fired over a cat#but i also know he'd be a lot happier being able to be a lazy fuck getting fat inside my climate controlled apartment
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it's probably the sunnier weather that's doing stuff to my brain to make me more optimistic but it's so interesting having a brain that craves a lot of self-fulfillment to the point where I can move past some hang-ups around perfection by going "oh I really wanna do that though" and then I do it well because researching how to do it right is also a rewarding part of the process
#it comes with the double edged sword of dropping projects as soon as they become a bit more involved/difficult#or when they don't feel fulfilling#but maybe it's better to take a break and come back to something with new knowledge ?#maybe it's good that my brain has a built in 'if it sucks hit da bricks' function ?#i just wish that i had more stamina for these things when they start lacking intrinsic rewards#it just feels like compared to my other family members i lose steam very very quickly and since we all have the same disorder i should be-#- 'just as capable'... but honest to god my under-activity feels SO severe#it honestly feels like compared to others my threshold for mental exhaustion is half the normal benchmark it should be#you know how there were studies done that found that 4 hours is the maximum amount of time people can work before a decline in efficiency?#i swear to god when the activity is something i have no internal reward for it takes 1-2 hours for that decline to start. and my brain -#- crashes HARD. my eyes start to glaze over. i start forgetting how to speak. my brain starts acting like it's 2-3 am and that i need to -#- sleep. i don't push myself not because i coddle myself but because i perform WAY worse. my work becomes unintelligible#or if it's some other kind of task (such as cleaning) my brain desperately tries to take shortcuts in order to get it done#i am trying to avoid a situation where i have to fix up the shitty job i did after the fact!#it's just kind of crazy to me how this is viewed as laziness LOL 'you did a bad job!' because i was pushed past my limit!#not to mention... i get burned out for DAYS if i push myself too hard. i am trying to conserve my efficiency#if you want me to do a better job... i need more time. and trust me: i'll do an excellent job if you let me rest#i am a very smart and capable person who cares about doing a good job - and i have a fine eye for smaller details as well#the trade-off here is i'll need some time to find joy and fulfillment somewhere else for a little bit while i rest. let me excel ok?#idk where this high self esteem came from other than like. realizing i wrote an entire research proposal in such short time#while receiving positive feedback with very few notes for improvement. i just sat down an added another section today based on -#-feedback and realized like 'wait. i know what i'm doing and i probably care about this far more than the average classmate'#i've been having a lot of thoughts lately and i sort of want to get to the bottom of how i have a difficult time coping w/ burnout#and i also want to figure out how to offset the costs of the stuff i need to do... it's a process
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