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also slightly unrelated, if i delete a draft that was answering a question...did i delete the ask?
ive been on this hellsite for over a decade and I'm ???????
#because i think i deleted two asks#i cant find them in my inbox#my bff!kelli request#and munagenius petnames request#so im fucking sad#gingy talks too much
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Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.
#my characters#i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw#noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors#at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes !#and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck#guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing#and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act#like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask#cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff#and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on#but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like#YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute!#and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away#and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too!#and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally#then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION!#so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him#if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not#an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind#and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta#anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet#rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye#i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious#so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed
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Crocodile and dragon meeting because Ivankov introduces them is a cute au idea….you go to the queer pope for magic HRT and through whatever compulsive small talk they decide that you would be *perfect* for their less powerful token cis bestfriend
Describing Iva-chan as the Queer Pope is so fucking funny though oh my god
Part of me feels like it'd be funnier if Ivankov assumed both Croc and Dragon were straight, so they were introducing the two so they could literally be Just Friends (esp because you'd assume they aren't each other's type to begin with)
So when Iva-chan then accidentally walks in on the two smooching they just
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Asks#Dragodile#Accidental Wingmate Comrade Emporio Ivankov#I may be biased because even in canon Iva can't have known the two were dating which is funny as fucking hell#And I desperately need to retain that speck of comedy even if it was an AU#We're not gonna talk about the fact that this ask has been buried in my inbox for literally a month#My inbox is well-fed and even if I decide I can't think of something to say in response to an ask I find it hard to delete them#And appearently I missed an ask or two because of this#Me big stupid
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#shedinja#now THIS is what i'm talkin' about! i love shedinja. i think it's a very unique pokémon and wonder guard is very *cool* if only it were ever#y'know. relevant. this thing is weak to way too many types for it to be relevant but like it's still cool in concept i think#you kinda can't tell what it is from this angle but that's why you have me here to tag it so you do know what it is#so. bit of a life update for you all. i accidentally deleted some semi-important files i needed for work. like two weeks ago#and i didn't realize i did‚ bc they were inside a folder that i deleted. but i didn't need the files at the time and i hadn't for months#i hadn't used those files since like last year. but now i need them again and i just realized that i deleted them two weeks ago#by accident? and now i need them again. to be able to do my work. so i'm actually queueing this guy and the next guy up#while i'm supposed to be working. as i've just sent an email to my boss being like Haha Hey. Do you Have a Backup of tHese Files……… PLease#and i'm hoping DESPERATELY that she does. if she doesn't i'll have to fucking reverse engineer them which i am not excited for#if it comes to fruition. so i'm just hoping she has a copy of them. feelin like shedinja against a fire-type rn fr i swear#i'll let you all know what she says when i get her response. if i get it before i'm done queuing up shedinja and whismur#spoilers. whismur is next but you could just look up the natdex numbers. and know that whismur is next#also don't tell me to look in the trash. on my computer. i know they're not there. for one i checked and for two they couldn't be there#because i rm -r'd the folder. i didn't just right-click delete that shit. i killed that shit. it's GONE#you might be asking me… why would you do that! and i would say? i did not know these files were in there#you didn't ask for all this information so i'm cutting it off here
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I have finally emptied the blue bench of all the library books I need to hand back, even though they were terribly photogenic in there, and instead have filled it with all the old children's books I've been keeping around for like fifteen years or more, even though the chances of me ever having children or even passing them on to nieces/nephews/cousins etc is vanishingly small. These are less photogenic but at least it's one way to start clearing the living room of boxes.
Currently strategising how to fit them all in but also wow this is a list of Problematic Children's Authors TM
#I mean#They're all dead and they were probably considered Problematic long before I read them as a kid and I turned out sort of ok-ish#But honestly not a great look and very much proponents of a particular early to mid twentieth century upper class moral system#On the other hand#I do fully believe that the PTSD-addled disaster teenager in a Sopwith Camel that is James Bigglesworth is appropriate reading for kids#The shelf goes 'Snotty boarding school stories; saccharine animal stories; now let's introduce the children to the concept of WW1#Shellshock and alcoholism time for the little ones; on the other hand the racist elements in quite a few of them are going to need reviewin#Not sure the 1970s approach- which was essentially to revere the same authors but delete the racist and sexist language- actually worked#Because it took out the worst words but it didn't actually do anything about the fundamental attitudes of the books#Maybe we should have asked WHY we revere a certain type of children's literature from a certain (colonial; stiff upper-lip; heroic) era#Rather than simply deleting a word here and there and repackaging them as essentially ok for the next generation#Eh#As I say I turned out fine and I think if handled properly it can teach children how to read critically#But if in some miraculous turn of events there ever Real Children in this house that shelf is going to need diversifying#I just can't seem to bring myself to throw them out yet; I know I'm not likely to ever have children so not sure why I keep them really#But I used to think I'd have them for my own kids and that's a hard idea to let go of#And not something I'm willing to unpack right now#On the other hand 'The Adventures of Robin Hood' has to stay even though the spine is falling off#It has been a favourite of two generations because we all love Robin Hood and also Marion is allowed to be kick-ass for thirty seconds#And that tiny scene got me through half my childhood#Earth and stone
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Tried darkening him, my man did not deserve to look caucasian
Ohhhh he looks SO much prettier, like it's crazy how you put some melanin in these characters and their design looks so much more hamornic and they stand out much more?? Melanin could save them... SO FUNNY THAT THE COLOR YOU USED IS SIMILAR TO THE COLOR I WAS GONNA USE ON MY REDESIGN OF HIM!!
#morangoowada asks#something that is my personal taste but bothers me a lot is how he just. has two braids and that's it. GIVE MY BRO FULL BRAIDED HAIR#I felt like making him with a lot of braids would match him much more. I still think about that redesign...#I still have the bare minimum of hope of finishing it one day because. those braids look so good...#but tbh i don't like interacting with the fandom. as a black person I don't feel... welcome in the environment if you understand what I mean#i would make a lot of redesigns if I didn't feel threatened in that fandom. trust me#sethos I love you this game doesn't deserve you 🙏🏽 i remember I was upgrading him before I deleted the game#ended up rambling A LOT. sorryy your edit looks really good 🙏🏽
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is there a long queue for this blog or do you pick and choose whichever asks you want to answer and delete/ignore the rest? this isn't meant to be accusative this is /genq /lh because i think the ask i sent a while ago was never answered and I'm not sure if it didn't get received or what
It's just an incredibly long queue, mostly because my personal life situations make it hard for me to keep up with multiple posts per day. I think currently it's out for about three months? Which is unfortunate for people who want to see their post quickly, I know.
As consolation though, I do tell people that if they want their ask posted sooner rather than later, they can let me know and I'll bump it up in the queue! So if you send another ask about the one you want posted, I'll move it up for you ^^
#I know it's unfortunate and not really 'fair.' but personal life circumstances need to be prioritized sometimes ^^'#I'm in the process of making a pinned post right now explaining how that works#because I'm sure lots of people think I'm just ignoring/not answering their asks shdfjdsfs#I've only deleted like. maybe two. and this blog has been up since before last life's finale. so chances are it's just in the queue /lh#thanks for asking! I hope this is okay#not a bad idea#ask#admin
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(how did you make the numbers so big 😭)
20. Favourite knight.
Ooh, tough, but I'm going to say Gwaine.
25. Pre Merlin headcanons?
Honestly I have more questions than headcanons about the pre-Merlin period (we need a prequel!)
Nimueh: what's her deal. She said she was Uther's friend and she seems to know Gaius well – I like the idea that she was Uther and Ygraine’s Court Sorceress – in practice, if not in title. I don't think it's very likely since it is never mentioned but it's not impossible.
Gaius: we see him use magic a few times but only to save Merlin’s and Alice's lives – and even then almost reluctantly. I like to think he foreswore magic after the Great Purge – not just for Uther's sake, since he lied to his face all the time without feeling particularly guilty about it, but that he actually took an oath never to use magic again as... a form of self-punishment, perhaps? I'm intrigued by the idea.
↳ merlin ask meme 📬
#I've deleted two whole paragraphs about religion in Ealdor because it was getting long and its late#and also I don't think anyone cares lol#thanks for the questions!#ask games
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#i'm resisting the impulsive urge to vent proper because i don't want to go there especially this tired but#not everything is literal#not everything is serious#not everything is a joke#if you are unsure about something just ask#also#they are not our friends#they are grown men who can and do take care of themselfs and most people in the fandom understand that#so we can clown around over stupid shit while also not forgetting that#the two things can and do coexsist#but also let's not forget that they are simply human and can be tired or make a conscious decision to do or not do something#without any big conspiracy in the background#there is a line too far just as with everything#sometimes it isn't a bad idea to stop and look which side of it we are on#and i am myself are prone to at least dance on it so i'm not here to be smart i'm mostly just ckecking on myself#but some peeps also could use a moment to objectively see stuff#sorry this is fairly vague and half of it doesn't make sense#that's why it's in the tags#and almost certainly gonna get deleted in a few hours#i just needed to think#g'night y'all#see ya tomorrow#hopefully
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I've been working through RtDL DX's Extra Mode fairly slowly, so I'm only just getting close to finishing it up now. I got all 120 Energy Spheres earlier today, and uhhhhhhh
Fun fact: This dialogue is entirely new to DX! It's not in the original. I went back to my old file on the Wii and checked.
Haha yeah you little shit, we know you're planning to betray us soon (still love you though <3)
WHAT THE FUCK????????
EXCUSE ME????????
And then he goes on to explain a bit more, as seen above. But uhhhhhh,,, yeah!!! He's not actually Halcandran!!!! That's a new piece of Lore right there. My jaw dropped while reading it lmao
Anyway, moving on from that bombshell of a sentence, since we still aren't done with the full dialogue,
Remember that post I made a bit over a month ago talking about some of Manager Magolor's dialogue, where I was wondering if that dream of his regarding the theme park also applied to Main Mode Magolor?
I WAS FUCKING RIGHT!
Hell yeah this is such a victory for me I was so excited to read that dghsghfs
Magolor stole the Master Crown so he could make a giant theme park Confirmed and Canon and Real /hj
And then we also get a fun little reference to the Kirby Clash games!
A steal in Kirby's eyes, maybe, but that's only because he doesn't understand real-world currency.
And to close out this post, here are the last two lines of dialogue from this conversation!
Anyway. I'm losing my mind 💖
#magolor kinda reminds me of entrapta from she-ra in that first part of the conversation#just hangin' out in a dangerous land because Hell Yeah Cool Tech from ancient civilizations!!!#i adore them both <3#magolor#not a comic or an ask#kirby's return to dream land deluxe#kirby's return to dream land#kirby series#it does kinda hurt though. like- he talks so much about being such great friends with kirby and caring about him so much#even telling him about his lifelong dreams and aspirations#only to betray kirby and try to kill him almost immediately afterward.#given that this dialogue doesn't become available until you're just about to take on landia#though it's funny because in one of the other two 120 energy sphere convos in extra mode he just straight up talks about the master crown#not by name but he does describe an artifact that would let you rule the universe that landia won't want to give up#like. damn bro you really aren't being subtle this time around huh dhsgfhsdgfhdgfs#i did also want to talk about one of the other conversations you get from 120 spheres in extra mode but i think i might do that another day#that other one is from the original rtdl anyway. unlike the dialogue in this post#also i know the post is a bit long so feel free to let me know if you'd like me to add a ''keep reading'' cut at the top!#it just messes up the positioning of the images on the pc dashboard so i deleted it. but if people want it back i can edit it back in!
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I keep thinking about something that happened a couple of weeks ago that’s honestly not even a big thing that happened but it’s just. stuck with me. And I really want to talk about it but the matter’s pretty much resolved but I really want to talk to the person it involves and ask if he’s like alright or whatever but that would be far too intrusive and it’s not my place to do it
#long story short one of my teachers said something… strange in one lesson and I can’t tell if he was joking or not#and like if it was a joke it’s a pretty shitty one. But if it’s not then it’s a shitty viewpoint to have but also makes me worry for him#probably a but more than the situation warrants#also it doesn’t help that the majority of the class agreed with him like damn you all actually think like this? That’s terrifying#but I can’t really discuss it because the situation didn’t involve me at all and asking a teacher if he’s okay relating to something he sai#almost two weeks ago seems like a massive overreaction#corrie converses#probably delete later
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vent under the cut you don't need to read if you don't want to!!!!!!!
I honestly hateee opening up or oversharing with ppl. it's kind of like eating for me where it feels okay in the moment but then afterwards I just feel awful. it feels like I'm attention seeking or saying someone else's experience isn't valid for some reason and it sucks. I don't do it at all with ppl I just met but with friends I tend to get carried away with it sometimes,,,
It hurts even more because I've been distancing myself from ppl bcz I'm scared of this exact thing happening. People have messaged me before, saying I seem cool and they want to be friends. And I get happy in the moment, but then I get really anxious about accidentally getting too comfortable and blurting out personal things, because then their opinion of me will wane and they'll think I'm annoying or ungrateful. So I subconsciously begin to distance myself and take a while when responding to messages, because I'm scared of getting too comfortable with them. But now I'm anxious that they think I'm cold or distant and that I secretly don't like them. It's just a lose lose situation mannn </3
I have so many DMs I've put off responding to, and I've stopped talking in servers as much bcz I'm scared of getting close with ppl in them. I really feel bad for it, though. I've drifted from friends bcz of that and it sucks because I genuinely love them a lot. I love everyone I talk to a lot and they always make my day better--I just wish I could be the same for them. I feel like it's a chore to talk to me. I honestly don't know what to do. It's even worse when I get close to someone bcz they like what I make/post because again, now that they've seen how I really am and I've opened up, they more than likely see me as annoying or a bad person. Like it hurts enough whenever we become friends naturally talking, but if it's with someone who's seen me at my "best" and has seen things I work on or stories I've created, they ofc associate me with those things, and their expectations of me are through the roof. So when I disappoint them it hurts a lot more. I hate getting attached to people it hurts so much
#vent#it's okay tho.I think a hug would fix me. I want a hug so bad :(#probably delete later#tag ramblings below#AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH LIKE SO MUCH so it's even harder. like I feel like I don't deserve them#y'all deserve better than me#I WISH I COULD ADOPT THE IDGAF ATTITUDE#truly the best feeling in the world--realizing you don't care anymore#and idk how someone could possibly like me for things I created--it's not even like I write well or sing well#I honestly don't understand how ppl could see anything I've made or sung and genuinely like it#so whenever someone DOES I'm just like hasbdhabsn yay!!!!!!! and then I ruin it w my awful personality </3#it's also why I take down a lot of ao3 works#like I've made 50 something works but it only shows two because I've taken so many down or made them anonymous--I hate my work so much#but ppl like it enough to actively want to get to know me and it hurts bcz I feel like they're not THAT good#same thing with singing like I'm not good at it at all#but ppl used to rlly like my impressions of characters and I'd get cast in quite a bit of cover groups and I just don't understand.why???#but ofc I can't ask that bcz.idk it just feels attention seeking when I do that#like can you praise me a whole bunch so I don't feel like it's not totally awful please?#I appreciate the support I get so so much and it's not that it's not enough it's just my brain is mean </3#idek what this vent is abt#I think ultimately it's just abt my fear of disappointing ppl#I'm close with a few ppl who know me bcz of things I made--and I feel like I kinda ruined their impression of me a little (a lot)#especially bcz I didn't always used to vent this much. like back when I was 12-15 I literally refused to vent no matter how bad it got#and I had friends who vented every single day so it's not like I'd be the only one#I just feel like it's wrong when it's me :'D I feel like my feelings aren't valid ig and I'm ungrateful bcz my life rlly isn't that bad#I only started venting a lot this year for some reason--and it makes me feel bad bcz now my current friends have to deal with me like that#like I have a diary I write in and it works sometimes but ultimately it's better for someone else to give you validation#I hate venting so much though#(<- literally venting rn BAHSDBAS)#I'M SORRY if I've been venting too much. I feel like I've been venting too much.guys am sorry if this is annoying I promise I'm workin on i
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To be quite honest I strongly doubt the Eldar would have any distinction between philosophy and theology.
#had a whole dissertation written up in the tags but I've deleted it because I don't really understand the distinction myself#I think if you are a believer you kind of naturally mix the two#idk one definition says theology stems from sacred texts which the elves don't have#(unless the ainulindale?)#but they do have the word of divine beings walking among them so idk if the same measures should be used for them#in any case the existence of God etc is an obvious assumption with their philosophy#or if anyone hypothetises otherwise it's like the very out there philosophers who ask 'what if we're not real' or whatever#my post#peoples of arda#Silmarillion#silm
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face reveal when?
When I find where the fuck I put the damn thing, I'll let you know.
#leospeaks#anon#asks#my pfp is the most you'll ever get#also this is the seventh ask i've gotten in the last two weeks about this kind of thing#like what i look like or where i'm from and other personal stuff#i deleted the rest of them#(I only answered this because i think it was meant in a joking way or whatever; hence the response)#but either way can you guys please stop it's making me really uncomfortable
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I : majored in english, has a masters degree in it, studying philosophy, and have been an English teacher/Junior translator for almost a decade now.
My grandma : there is our future doctor <3
#i still to this day don't know if she's in denial or thinks what i'm doing is a hobby#it gets funnier every time#especially today#i was like 'mimma i just came back from work i'm so tired' and she was like 'i make food right now for our future doctor'#like ???????#grandma i love your food pls don't give it to someone else#who doctor ? doctor who ?#me ??????#that is so NOT my career#my already existing one that i fought my entire bloodline for put aside#i can never be a good doctor let alone willingly choose it#1) i suck at biology and science and those pure memorization shit#2) i'm really sensitive to blood or injuries i might faint at just the mention of certain stuff (surgeries are crossed off i would DIE)#3) it's just not meant to be and that's okay#as a society we can't survive with one or two careers all of them are important in their own way#an exercise i would usually tell my students to do at this topic#is everytime you feel like someone's job is useless to close your eyes and imagine a world without it#if i managed to convince them hurray to them#if i didn't i ask them to imagine someone they care for work hard then get told their job is useless#(that on usually does the trick)#the thing is even if you're stuck with a job you hate or can't find a better one#there's still some impotance to that job in a way like they offer service or blah blah#yet it will suffocate you because it's not the career you were meant to have#that summed up means the work environment/pressure/nature are what we really define as useless because they can be unfair#but not the work itself#when we delete those previous stuff off the definition all careers are equally important#i hope i was clear#and i also hope my grandma remembers that too#story time
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I follow you on Pinterest I will keep it private the name of it for you to post this but I found it will scrolling Paul’s pins 🤍
aH wellllll since i made most of my boards private and created some new ones (plus changed my username lol) then im okay with sharing my acc 🤭 it's @/httpiastri for anyone wondering !!
#i think ive had a few asks abt it but i ended up deleting maybeeee one or two because i had already said that i didnt wanna share it#but im okay with it now :)#asks!#anon!#white heart anon!#🤍!
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