#because I’m obviously autistic

[floralcyanide]

part of my healing journey is realizing I’m going to annoy people with my energy and not mean to, and there’s nothing I can really do about it ((:

[dropitdoeeyes]

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Heathers musical brainrot 🤝 The Mechanisms special intrest

[dnbrainrot]

Do you guys think Light is also autistic but has both consciously and unconsciously masked it so hard throughout his life and he doesn’t even know/can’t tell

[spectraspecs-writes]

The thing I simultaneously love and hate about M*A*S*H* is that there is no sense of time. No sense of real world time. Season 2 episode 12, Hawkeye says the war has been going on for two years, but not that many episodes ago Henry’s wife gave birth. They’d never even suggest it was another man’s baby, so Henry had to have been there at most 10 months ago. The episodes can’t be out of broadcast order, because otherwise Henry would be there the same time as Potter, and Potter came because Henry died. Or Klinger would be clerk one episode and Radar the next. They have way more than three Christmas episodes, and I don’t know the exact dates for the Korean War but I know it took place between ‘51 and ‘53.

This show’s timeline is impossible. They could have easily made a three year war stretch over eleven years if they’d paced themselves better, but they didn’t even try.

[yea-baiyi]

symptoms of adhd that hua cheng displays:

1. hyperfixation

2. jumping from interest to interest/collecting a lot of random knowledge and skills

3. inability to focus on things that don’t interest him

4. rejection sensitive dysphoria

5. emotional dysregulation - bursts of anger

6. saying/doing things impulsively

7. fidgeting when bored

[autisticlegolas]

autism is fun when you watch things, start to see patterns and catalogue them on spreadsheets. less fun when you have more frequent meltdowns and you start to speak the way you think and people think you’re rude bc you don’t have the energy to compensate for people’s misinterpretation before saying anything like you’ve always done

[howdidthisevenhappenanyway]

*taps microphone* so i’d just like to talk about all the little kids in coruscant who would absolutely be out of their mind with love and awe for the corrie guard, and their fire engine red painted armour

these kids

these kids would wait at their windows to watch them drive past their window on a scheduled patrol. they’d be so thrilled to see them in the market. or when Fox is standing next to Palpatine in the press in his extra red paint

their parent will be like ‘want to talk to them?’ and the kids will get all shy.

they might even draw pictures of them to give to them

because no matter what the adults think, abiut flesh droids or military police being given more and more responsibility (that theybwould see as power) as the war went on, but little kids know what’s up. they know how cool garbage men are, and fire men (with the shiny red paint), and other civil servants that adults don’t think are awesome but kids know

and you know, you just know that Sergeant Hound, with his cute mastiff and awesome bucket paint would be the absolute pinnacle of coolness to an eight year old coruscanti child

[hanjnah]

Why are you afraid of a girl actually making you worse. you all wanna act like RACK people when you’re a 50 shades of grey girl’s worst nightmare in the sense that she hasn’t seen anything so you’re the worst she can imagine. Why are people afraid of bad things I’m really sick of it. Why do you call yourself a evil incest fag girl and then engage with ageplay in this pathetic hesitant way because ‘Oh I’m not a pedo those people are Actual freaks who should all die. minors get the tuck off my page. x and y kink blogs do not fucking interact. my partner thinks if ur a trans man then you can’t be a lesbian and also you should kill yourself. If you act like a retard and you haven’t told me you’re a retard then it’s okay for me to lolcow you.’ This is about my ex but also I am really tired of feeling like I can’t engage with “bad things” without feeling like people like this are going to crucify me. Anyways I think people should do “toxic” things for fun and be aware of the risks and try to mitigate harm but still feel free to experiment like we should all be leaning into our trauma and expressing it in sexual contexts and embodying the release of this trauma in cathartic displays within the relationship and like it should be fine because things aren’t black and white and if you both agree to this sort of game then idk justttttt do it do it I’m so sick of feeling like this stuff isn’t allowed and I’m bad for being this way, i think if I can’t be antisocial and crazy it will poison me and I don’t want to feel shame about that anymore. I love you cum while your partner cuts you and tells you to kill yourself I’m tired my final message

[vampyearn]

[poprocksromance]

I do not think people understand how othering it is that I, as an autistic adult, cannot Google ways to help with symptoms of X autistic thing without being bombarded with advice for parents of autistic children. It’s like I either am not allowed to age into adulthood or I am supposed to have managed it magically out of existence.

I literally have to replace things with ADHD and hope that our symptoms are close enough to work for me because I cannot stand reading things that talk around me and for some reason adults are allowed to have ADHD and speak of it openly but autism is still so taboo and infantilized.

[the-casbah-way]

the popular conventionally attractive girl to gay transmasc pipeline is wild. i literally have recurring dreams about the times popular guys would hit on me and they’d put on that false facade of kindness that only really goes knee deep and of me feeling that really specific form of validation and safety that came with it that most definitely boils down to severe daddy issues. that feeling you’d get KNOWING that some dude your friends thought was hot was into you was like a drug to me and the only thing i have discovered that is far more powerful and important and meaningful is trans joy and gender euphoria and diy’ing your body into something none of your abusers have touched or known and learning for the first time that you can do whatever you want to yourself because of what YOU think is beautiful and not what random cis men that you don’t even like would want to see instead. i don’t know how to explain it but it’s so weird to have experienced both ends of this spectrum. i still find it hard to cope when i remember that the majority of people find me ugly and i get rude homophobic things yelled at me in the street because even though i’ve changed in so many ways my actual personality is still the same as it was back when i was a popular girl. i never fit in with the main girl clique that i kept getting invited into and i preferred to stick with my own group instead because i was this weird autistic faggot who liked drawing warrior cats fanart and singing undertale fan songs out loud unironically in the locker room before gym but because of how i looked people just didn’t care. like i was allowed to be one of them anyway purely because of insanely stupid things like the fact i had really long blonde hair or the fact that the token rugby boy at school had a crush on me. it’s so weird that i’m the same person as i was back then but now those very same cis people who loved me hate me because of how i look and how i want to live and shit like that. i’m really glad i freed myself from that obsession with being desired as a friend and as a sexual object but i sometimes forget that the way i’m perceived has changed so much because i feel so much more familiar with and at home in my body now that i can’t even remember that i looked different before

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[dirt-grub]

Anyone wanna like Venmo me $200,000 that would be rly cool 👍

[designernishiki]

interesting to think about how majima was first introduced as a character beating the shit out of someone for not-so-righteous reasons and thus from then on he was/is widely interpreted as morally grey and difficult to trust, but when yakuza 0 starts with an opening scene of kiryu beating someone to near-death for similarly not-so-righteous reasons, it’s just sorta glossed over and forgotten because he’s just so sweet and innocent and can do no wrong. like damn it’s okay to admit the guy has his issues, some just as bad and unresolved as majima’s, that makes him 1000% more interesting than a guy who’s every action is morally justifiable

[mars-ipan]

honestly i don’t really think any mental illnesses have been like “destigmatized”- not fully at least. i think the stigma has just changed from demonization to “that’s not a real problem get over it god”

[electric-friend]

the whole positive attitude towards the barbie movie is kinda confusing to me because i understand that stylistically a lot of those things are “in” right now as reactionary pushback against the kind of so-called feminism that condemns the enjoyment of “girly” things but…. i mean why are we all suddenly stanning a big obvious money-grabbing advert disguised as a piece of feminist cinematography? a few years ago people HATED fashion dolls because of their perpetuation of societal beauty standards. and they didn’t like mattel.

please, i feel like i’m missing something, can someone explain what’s going on? why is barbie different to all the other big-budget money-maker movies?