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The best (worst) part of The Tenant of Wildfell Hall is that Arthur isn’t hiding his red flags. They are right there. Helen’s aunt can see them clearly, but Helen wants to save him and she’s charmed by him and she just casually walks right by every flag.
He’s toying with my feelings by flirting with someone else? I want him back.
He held me against my will and kissed me? My fault for drawing his picture.
He took my drawings without permission and then is angry at me for it? It was my fault and now he’ll hate me.
He’s severely in debt? It was his father’s fault for being so miserly.
He came to church and mocked my dearly held beliefs? It’s... fine.
He drinks and parties way too much? It’s just his bad friends, he’ll stop hanging out with them once he marries... right? He’ll settle down once he marries someone he really loves.
He uh... dragged his friend back into addiction for shits and giggles? Well I didn’t enjoy hearing about that but I’m telling you he’s going to change and I’m already pretty far into this engagement now...
Because Helen thinks she will fix him, or that love with fix him, despite her aunt telling her that it is a horrible idea and that she should choose someone else. But Helen is 18 and in love.
It’s the same feeling as a woman walking alone in the woods during a horror movie, when you want to scream at the TV for them to turn back.
And you suddenly know what it’s like to experience every parent’s worst nightmare: watching a child you love walk straight into an abusive relationship no matter what you do. We are all Helen’s aunt and we cannot save her.
And then like that parent, we have to watch the consequences without being able to help, because it takes Helen so very long to finally, finally reach out for help.
And then we learn how extremely hard it is for a financially dependent spouse with a child to escape from a relationship like this. How do you get money, where do you go? Will anyone in your family actually help you? Yes, laws have changed, but this book remains so relevant because these situations still happen every day. How to get away, how to conceal your location, how a person lives in fear that no one will believe that you have been abused because you can’t show them scars...
Anne Brontë just takes us on the most harrowing journey imaginable and it is terrible and traumatic and so important.
#Anne Brontë#I will never get over this book#I was sold by chapter 3#but then it justs gets better (worse)#but every moment is so important and terrible#the best worst thing#the tenant of wildfell hall#please read this book#If you have not#It's basically if Marianne married Willoughby#Anne Brontë is the best Brontë#I had to get this off my chest#because I was reminded of this book
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"You could've have lived forever!" Continuation! Oh boi, this one is angsty
Creator: @honeqq
(4/7)
Pt 1 | Pt 2 | Pt 3 | Pt 4 |
#gravity falls#bill cipher#book of bill#billford#the book of bill#stanford pines#mrbillpines#It gets worse before it gets a little better and then it gets devastating#I tried making Mr Bill in character#I hope I did him justice :3#anyways rate the pain from 1-10#endlesspaint#delicioustarong#Just saw the doodles and the fact that Bill doesn't look at Clifford in the eyes because he reminds him of Ford hurts my soul--
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i feel like we gloss over the first few pages of SoN FAR too much. i mean, take percy’s name out and i would think it’s all about hercules. the book opens by dropping banger after banger regarding percy’s recent escapades, as if this is some epic greek myth.
like how did rick just casually slip in that percy strangled a sea monster with his bare hands (no biggie) and we as the readers were just like “sounds right, anyway—”
#can some go remind rick that percy is a walking legend#because i think he forgot#and then hazels like um so he’s basically a god#this all lives rent free in my head#this is hercules level shit#he’s so fucking cool#or at least he used to be#and then rick has the audacity to write percy as INCOMPETENT???#anyway#we should talk about this more guys#percy jackson#the son of neptune#son of neptune#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#rick riordan#riordanverse#book quotes#hoo quotes#pjo quotes
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(Unseen Academicals, Terry Pratchett) I think Shang Qinghua and Ponder Stibbons should have tea and compare notes about somehow accumulating so much behind-the-scenes power by doing menial jobs no one else wants that they could basically run the show if they wanted...
meanwhile we have Shen "meh good enough" Qingqiu
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#sqh#sqq#cumplane#discworld#my art#sqq 100% knows how to delegate meanwhile sqh is here trying to run a sect a demon kingdom and juggle a bunch of secret conspiracies#his little rodent heart is going to explode from stress at this rate no qi deviation necessary#i'm gonna need to draw sqh more i really don't know what i want his design to be yet but i like him a lot#if anyone has any sqh drawing prompts send them to me i need some ideas to play with (WITHOUT SPOILERS THOUGH I'M ONLY ON BOOK THREE)#i was scrolling back to see the last time i had drawn cartoony cursing to remind myself which shapes i like to use and wow#it looks like it's actually been a while??? it surprised me because i really love drawing them#i laugh any time i see them in a comic#anyway what are the odds i reread unseen academicals again before the month is through? highly underrate pratchett novel imho#variations of this quote is actually used a few times in the discworld series i think but this is the one that stands out to me#when stibbons reveals just how much power he actually has at the university#*chefs kiss*#the wizards are so dumb i love them so much
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Thinking about when Ponyboy wakes up after passing out after Dally’s death, and it’s just him and Darry in the room, and he probably was all wrapped up in blankets and one of his brothers’ sweatshirts, and looking so young and terrified asking Darry if he was going to get taken away, and Darry just saying “I don’t know, baby”, because he doesn’t know, and things are so uncertain that he can’t help but fall back onto the pet name their mother used so often for all her sons, but also i thought about those videos of older siblings calling their little siblings their baby, and thought about that in association with Darry and Ponyboy, and just…
little six-year-old Darry, upon seeing little newborn Ponyboy, immediately trying to hug him because that’s his baby
Darry introducing Ponyboy to Dally saying “this is my baby, Ponyboy!”
Soda fully believing for two years that Ponyboy was Darry’s baby because of how much Darry called him his
Them growing older, and the nickname being said less and less, but maybe it came out accidentally.
Darry getting sick, and wanting to make sure his baby didn’t get sick
Darry coming home from his first rumble and not wanting his baby to see him hurt
Darry hugging his baby close after their parents died while waiting for Sodapop to get to the hospital from Two-Bit’s house
Darry finding out that his baby had been jumped and immediately running to the abandoned lot to find him
Darry seeing his baby in the hospital, and realizing that he was okay
Darry having to put on a smile and reassure his baby that they wouldn’t get separated, and Ponyboy looking up at his oldest brother who gave up everything just to keep them all together, and in that moment, despite everything that had happened, and every unsaid conversation, having complete and utter trust in his big brother.
#i just had the vivid reminder that Darry called Ponyboy baby and I’m going to be ill#soda’s nickname is little buddy but ponyboy’s is baby because THAT’S HIS BABY#that is HIS kid#sobbing on the ground the fic ideas are being thought#literally had to go back to the book#and check to make sure it wasn’t a fever dream#Darry Curtis you are the older brother ever#the outsiders#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis
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(persona 5 / persona 5 royal spoilers below)
a random assortment of tweets that show up when i search "from:corviiid akechi"
bonus self awareness
#it's absolutely disgusting how close together these are in time but i cant stress enough how many tweets i have made about akechi since 2017#2017!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is why i never made a compilation before now. do you know how many img oing to need? i could print a book.#p5#p5r#goro akechi#rookposting#akeshu#reminder of ones i need to do:#the subset of these posts which is just ryuji and goro butting heads#the subset of these posts wher i dunk on black mask in mementos#the like 17 tweets i have made since two days ago because employment is rough on a girl like me#persona 5#persona 5 royal#sorry im overtagging this one because i want people to be able to blacklist my akechi posting. if they desire it. because there is too much
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it would have been very beautiful. camilla would have had to cook (horrible bone soup)
#HELLO back at it again#tug introduced groundbreaking new findings about soul permeability but my mind bypassed all that in favour of this au#the division of labour is as follows:#dulcie reads the instructions; snacks; and changes the radio station every time she doesn’t like a song#if you complain she will remind you she's literally dying. life is too short and mediocre songs are too long#pal gets stuff from high shelves and battles his constantly fogged up glasses#he tried to help with prep once and promptly got himself banned from using knives for the rest of his life#cam does 98% of the actual cooking#trivia section -#you can tell i am new to this because i arranged them in the wrong speaking order. let’s all practice our right to left reading#cam has a silly novelty apron because a) the idea was unbearably funny to me and b) i need to spread the gospel (aroace cam)#the cookbooks next to dulcie are ‘a few teaspoons of salt’ (by ianthe tridentarius)#and ‘saintly feasts: food for saints and scholars’ which is a real book! though not written by cassiopeia the first#*#dulcie septimus#dulcinea septimus#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#the locked tomb#field sketches#<< i get to have an art tag now!
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pt2 to Dr, Oswald accidentally finding out Bills' phobias!
pt1 here
#i dunno if i made it clear here but i agree with the theory that hes afraid of static because thats how euclydia citzens blood looks like#and it reminds him of the accident#i wonder if i should make a pt3 i didnt even think id do a pt2 but then this idea came to me and now were here#much to consider#dr oswald#gravity falls#gravity falls bill#gravity falls oc#theraprism oc#theraprism#bill cipher#the book of bill#book of bill#book of bill spoilers#tbob#tbob fanart#tbob spoilers#tbob website#this is not a website dot com#the book of bill spoilers#gf bill cipher#gf book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#dezart#cw flashing lights#flashing lights#tw flashing lights#gif warning#i forgot to add those last ones yesterday aaa
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Have you heard of the "Crowley is Malleus' dad" theory going around? Where Prince Levan (or whatever his name is) didn't actually die and just went out to get some milk and is now known as Dire Crowley, the silly man? The implications of that theory is absolutely hilarious when you think about it
hold on, we can figure this out, we just need LISTS
PROS THAT CROWLEY IS SECRETLY REVAAN/LEVAN/LAVERNE/WHATEVER:
unspecified fae of some kind, with similar coloring to Mal
the animal masks are apparently a Briar Valley thing
has some kind of big blackmailable secret that was alluded to in episode 4, and then as far as I know never brought up again
(unless this was just Azul bullshitting, which is extremely possible)
based on Diablo, which...maybe means something?
has canonically worn Dad Shorts
CONS:
(gestures to Crowley's entire personality)
NO LISTEN Revaan was the guy they sent off on diplomatic missions and to take care of delicate political situations, and...look, I love this dweeb, but would you trust Crowley to be in charge of negotiating your war treaties
despite my brain insisting on reading his name as "Raven", Revaan's title does imply that he was also a dragon (or super into longan berries, I'm not ruling that out)
currently unclear why Lilia "my closest friend Revaan...he is no longer with us...I used to make fun of him for being kind of a priss about eating jerky..." Vanrouge has somehow not noticed or said anything
Malleus' Aloof Anime ~Aristocrat~ vibe had to come from somewhere, and by all accounts it was NOT his mom's side of the family
???:
turns into a bird in the opening, I don't know if that means anything but it's kinda cool, I guess
all that aside, if Malleus and Yuu are any indication, then the Draconias have...questionable taste in their social choices. so anything is possible!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#disclaimer that this is half joke and half speculation so like. please take it in good spirits and don't yell at me#right now i'm leaning away from crowley being revaan because i think the evidence is currently circumstantial at best#but who knows what the future will bring!#man. whenever i consciously remember that crowley is diablo it also reminds me#that his name is supposed to be pronounced like dear and not like the word dire#which always fucks me up a little bit. this is the worst thing about him bar none.#damnit crowley#anyway every time a new part comes out i rewatch the opening just in case there turns out to be any more foreshadowing#(there never is)#(but that ONE really quick bit where you can see overblot azul means i always have to look)#which is to say i have been carefully reanalyzing all the crowley bits and i have reached the conclusion#that i still have no idea what is going on with him#he may be the world's biggest mastermind or the world's biggest idiot and these are not mutually exclusive#(this is a strictly pro-crowley post btw)#(i'm allowed to make fun of him because i love him dire-ly)
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Horrible thing to say but I think there's a real chance Jiang Yanli was both of her parents' least favorite child and knew it and just kinda. Had to go on with her life knowing that.
#mdzs#jiang yanli#yunmeng siblings#madam yu's favorite kid is jc. she doesn't. um. SHOW it in a very affirming way but he's clearly the one she's emotionally most invested in#jfm's favorite kid is wwx. is he even one of his kids? doesn't matter. he's the favorite#(madam yu does NOT see wwx as her child so he doesn't factor into the calculation for her.)#i think jfm's neglect of jc is talked about. mostly because the both jc and wwx are clearly aware of it and so it's mentioned in novel#but um... DO we see either of yanli's parents give much a shit about her? ever?#jfm doesn't even ask if she WANTS her engagement dissolved before doing so#also the reason stated by other characters for jfm not liking jc is that he's madam yu's child. you know who is ALSO madam yu's child?#i think jfm may find jc.. harder to get along with. but i also think whatever discomfort from his marriage he projects onto his kids#it also extends to yanli. it's just that he's not constantly REMINDED of yanli like he is jc#(because madam yu keeps yelling about it)#and so he just... doesn't think about her much at all#madam yu meanwhile treats yanli with this air of disappointment. she seems to resent that she's 'weak' and gentle and quiet#and that she cares so little about status so as to treat wwx like her little brother#i think yanli is just fundamenally so clearly... not the child either of her parents wanted. and it shows.#i'm slightly peeved fandom doesn't talk about this as much as they talk about the effects the jiang parents had on the two boys.#but to be fair to fandom the book doesn't either#which is probaly just danmei-typical misogyny. but to give a slightly more watsonian reason#i think the yunmeng bros are genuinely unaware of this. yanli is PERFECT how could her parents not love her?#(of course they notice something like zixuan's initial dislike of her but that's blatant.)#(vs the attitude of the jiang parents towards their daughter which seems to be mostly... disinterest and disappointment)
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"Again," Wylan said, and when Jesper opened his mouth to take another breath, Wylan leaned forward and kissed him.
SHADOW AND BONE SEASON 2 + a definitive guide to all wesper kisses
#i needed to make this for fic research purposes#PARTICULARLY the one where wylan pushes jesper on the bed#feral reminder that in the books wylan was the one who started their actual first kiss#which is VERY important to me#because jesper might have the impulse to flirt wylan into a corner#but wylan will fight his way out of that corner#and onto a bed#wesperedit#shadowandboneedit#sixofcrowsedit#shadowandbonecentral#shadow and bone spoilers#shadow and bone#my edits#wesper#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#sorry for the quality on some of these#i chose brightness over blur akdskdsk#because i needed to SEE#say what you will about the book to show changes#but there are TEN of these#that's a WIN
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In singular deranged days work (where I was supposed to be getting OTHER things done) I made a cipher journal for decoding the ciphers in Gravity Falls, specifically for Journal 3, the Book of Bill and thisisnotawebsite.com. This included (ultimately) three pages of common ciphers used in the Gravity Falls fandom; originally I was only going to do two, but then got to the Blendin page in Journal 3, sighed deeply and made an extra page on the Vignére cipher. The clasps I made myself by hand, and the little white toggle is a raccoon tooth, which I may change out depending on what becomes available. The purple ink, although unable to be seen within the photos, actually glitters and looks rather cosmic to my delight.
Considering I made the most of it within a day, it meant I used the paper I had at hand, which wasn't good paper for actual ink as it bleeds through slightly (and is thus unbecoming), but as a fancy schm-ancy idiot who insists on using actual ink with dip pens for the 'breadth of the experience', this means I'm ultimately only using one side of the paper (to my chagrin) and the letters aren't as clear as they could be when I write on the paper. Nevertheless, I am rather happy about the result; young me from about a decade ago, who began to make a similar journal only to abandon the project would have been immensely excited that I actually made one and am currently using it to decipher things within Journal 3. There is something rather satisfying about it, I do confess.
#rose serpent press#gravity falls#journal 3#the book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#ciphers#bookbinding#jesus why is blendins letter so fucking long and a vignere cipher like i get it but yeesh#also yes im aware if i Google i would get all the things deciphered. but where the ENJOYMENT IN THAT HUH???#also immensely delighted to be able to do pull out pages for the cipher pages fuck YEAH tactile gorgeous AND useful#was i obsessed with the description of the Book Dragon Riders map by cornelia funke? yes and what about it. i still LOVE the concept#after i added the vignere cipher page i wasnt gonna reshoot the book so theres no second ribbon horizontally. so u just gotta imagine it#btw i mixed the colours myself for the colour cipher. in watercolour. because i like to torment myself#which reminds me i do need to finish whitening the raccoon skull that hangs out under my desk. like its been there for ages.
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quatre vingt dix neuf how about quatre vingt deez nu [GUNSHOT]
on a serious note, do you know the particular reason why French (and I think some other European languages) structure their numbers Like That? I'm never one to make fun of languages, just the "shifting to base 20" seems unintuitive
also I'm planning to major in linguistics in college. this isn't relevant but you seem to like when people tell you that
the vigesimal (base 20) numeral system is among the common configurations around the world - not sure why french specifically went that direction, when other romance languages like spanish, italian, portuguese, and romanian use a decimal (base 10) system.
does anybody here have more info?
(you're right, you got me, i love when people are gonna major in lx, i'm a shameless propagandist and easy to please)
#thanks for the little rabbit hole i needed the distraction from drunken lace knitting (i should not do fiber math when wine is involved)#also this reminded me of the time i ragequit a book#because the author said something asinine about quinary (base 5) being unsuited to complex mathematics
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Hate it when j&h adaptations give Jekyll a female love interest, like bitch, he HAS a love interest who is introduced on the first page, and his name is MR UTTERSON THE LAWYER.
#well technically it's “gabriel john utterson' but those are the first 4 words of the book#my random stuff#dr jekyll and mr hyde#jekyll and hyde#and on a more serious note-#it tells me that the adaptation understood nothing about the novella#because the queer subtext* is almost domtext#*and yes i say subtext as opposed to coding because#Stevenson's purpose was to oppose the repressive victorian social structures#and the unspoken social codes and unnecessary laws surrounding what people could and couldn't do#and; yeah sure there were plenty of those for straight relationships#but doubly so for queer ones#queerness is SO important to this novella even though it's never overtly mentioned#edit: just saw a post that reminded me of this one and I'd like to add:#adaptations that give jekyll a female LI seem to make her ONLY a love interest without any development#and usually they only exist to get raped or killed by Hyde#it's. not great.
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And when OPLA calls back to Zeff telling the crew to read stories to Zoro so he can hear their voices and recover faster, by having Sanji sit by his bedside on Thriller Bark and read him a book about the All Blue. What will you do then?
#literally the scene of Nami reading Zoro Noland’s book at the Baratie is my favorite addition#cause East Blue Nami is so damn prideful so seeing her do something that seems silly-#(reading to someone who isn’t listening)#-is such a fun way to mark her progress as a character#I can see her being the one to remind Sanji of Zeff’s advice and the act of reading to Zoro being a way to process the sort of.#hit to his pride and even self-perception that is Zoro’s interference in Thriller Bark.#why did Zoro stop him? Why would Zoro want to die in his place? Choose his dream instead of his own?#(maybe because he knew that sitting by your friend’s still body- helpless- is the worst feeling in the world)#Aside from this though I can specifically see the book being about the All Blue working#cause its a reminder about what a wonderful dream Sanji has. It’s a way to regain vigor and the willingness to fight for it#after having just tried to discard it in the face of Kuma moments prior. Specially know that he knows Zoro is fighting for it too#matt owens are you out there. please#opla#one piece#roronoa zoro#blackleg sanji#opla spoilers#for like future seasons that may or may not even happen#my post#zosan
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#like ffs if i wanted Harry Potter stuff i’d follow a Harry Potter account 😾#even before Rowling went mask off I didn’t consider HP to be sufficiently Halloweeny#but the longer she loudly & proudly reigns as Queen Terf#the less forgiving I am to ppl trying to uncritically shove her IP into more general spaces#if u don’t give her money & just wanna go off into yr separate niche nostalgia corner for fanart & fics u do u#but a lot of us don’t wanna be reminded of that bigot’s existence when we’re just trying to get spooky#and don’t give me the whole ‘but it’s got witches in it so it’s Halloweeny by default’ bs#because if ur bar for Halloween content is ‘there’s witches and/or other magic users in it’ then NEWS FLASH#there’s other fantasy movies & books u could get aesthetic quotes & gif material from#that weren’t made by a still very much alive very actively harmful spokesperson of a hate movement#and the Instagram/TikTok ppl can find different music/sounds to sample#halloween#harry potter critical#fuck jk rowling#fuck jkr#halloween blogs#halloween aesthetic#tw harry potter#tw jkr mention#halloween movies
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