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I geniunely cannot stand when allistics try to say Resident Alien is actually making fun of autistic people because they believe Harry is too childish now because I JUST-
In the beginning, Harry tried SO MUCH HARDER to fit in with the humans around him. He mimicked their speech patterns, consistently observed them, emersed himself in their activities so they wouldn't suspect he was different.
The Harry now? He doesn't care. He's loud in places he should be quiet. He talks how he wants. He laughs FREELY. He's learned large crowds of people? Not for him. He doesn't like being touched by strangers.
He's just Harry. Himself. Because he can be. Because he's realized even if some of the people of Patience find him strange, it doesn't matter. They'll never guess he's from outer space.
Have you noticed that every other alien we have seen is not like Harry? Not the greys, or the half human hybrids, not even Heather. When Heather is around humans who know she is an alien, we get to see the difference, but when she isn't? She fits in so well with any other neurotypical human.
Not Harry though. So yes, he is autistic because I said he is. Because I am autistic. And if you're allistic, you don't get to tell autistic people they shouldn't headcanon Harry as autistic (even though it is very obvious they're purposefully playing him as neurodivergent now.)
When you take an autistically coded character that a lot of autistic individuals relate to, and try to argue the character is actually a "child" and being "infantalised," you're actually being ableist.
You're saying that the traits we have resonated with are childish... Harry seems like he's "regressed" because instead of trying to adapt and pretend to be human, he is becoming something else entirely. Not human, but not fully alien either.
The body of doctor Harry Vanderspeigle was once just a disguise. Now it IS Harry's. It's his body, his own skin. And he's gotten comfortable in it and you know this because you deliberately witness times where he might be holding his hands like he would his claws (primarily when he's sleeping.) His brain doesn't realize he's not in his normal form, because in many ways, this is his new normal form.
He has emotions. He cares. He's in completely new territory and finding himself. And in doing so, that carefully crafted human mask? It's fallen a bit.
So that thing you label as "regression" is a thing I label as progress. He's learning still. Let him learn. Let him be. And give it time. And I hope to GOD Harry never becomes fully human to the point we can't recognize him. I hope he never loses his unique inflictions, or his love for pizza and pie. I hope he continues to love the quiet. I hope he ALWAYS laughs obnoxiously. I hope he always runs like he doesn't know what to do with his limbs. I hope you always see his emotions throughout his body because they simply cannot be contained. I hope he continues to jump when excited or pace when he's angry. I hope he stays obsessed with Law & Order forever.
Because if you take all that away, you're taking away the bits that make him Harry. You want a carbon copy human. I want the autistic alien struggling to understand human nature.
That being said, of course you can express your opinion him. And it can be discussed because everyone is going to have a different perspective.
But you don't get to dictate an autistic perspective if you are not autistic. Or try to cancel anyone for it either.
I love Harry. And I relate to him SO MUCH. And I love how much representation I can see him through him for me. Because I personally believe Alan and the writers have chosen to keep presenting this character as ND.
It's okay to dislike the direction of his character development. It's okay to find the flaws. It's okay to share that perspective. What's NOT okay is dictating the feelings of others because they might not agree with you.
I don't find him childish. I see him as an autistic individual trying to navigate a society that his brain hasn't been hardwired to understand.
And if you think he's too childish, please look closer at the why you think he is. Really be introspective on this one.
Because Harry is a parent. And has a child. And he has relationships. And he takes care of himself. Not only that, he is the town doctor and takes care of everyone else too. He is the smartest. He is the strongest. None of the characters have had to worry about the wellfare of Harry specifically. Its why no one realizes the greys have captured him. Because of course Harry would be fine, hes the alien expert. He knows what he's doing. So while everyone else spent so much time worrying about each other, no one was left to worry about Harry.
So ask yourself why you believe Harry has become "too childish" and if your answer comes down to any of his quirky traits or his misunderstandings of human nature, then you really need to consider if what you're actually uncomfortable with is autism/autistic traits.
#harry vanderspeigle#resident alien#resident alien rant#he doesnt have to be like he is in the comics#bc hes ND in this#AND HONESTLY ANY ALIEN SHOULD BE?#dr harry vanderspeigle#alan tudyk#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#autism#autistic#autistic traits#autistically coded#harry is autistic#alien#aliens#autistic aliens#resident alien analysis#analysis#syfy#tv show#tv show analysis#my post#my rant#actually autistic#headcanon autism#but also hes canonically autistic lets be real
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#Hc that after they all move in together Ambrosius is still scared of Nimona#no bc he thinks she's a monster but bc he's terrified of sharks#nimona#if my gf sees this no you didn't I'm still showing it to you after you watch the movie and you need to act like you've never seen it before#nimona movie#nd stevenson#ambrosius goldenloin#nimona ambrosius#dad ballister boldheart#ballister boldheart#nimon fanart#nimona spoilers#nimona meme#nimona netflix#nimona 2023#nimona ballister#nimona and ballister#ambrosius x ballister#ambrosius#ballister#ballister x ambrosius#ballister blackheart
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Little animations for my DR tic headcanons!! To be so clear this is *not* me trying to create good rep, this is explicitly me projecting my own tics onto some little guys using gimmicky plot points and then making art about it! so like. grain of salt and a little ableism cw 👍
Chiaki who freezes and shudders in overstimulating environments, ostensibly because her tics are triggered by sound/light/motion — but then in Ch.6 you learn she was actually just lagging when the computer had too much stuff to render nearby. This makes it even more disorienting postcanon when they remember the real Chiaki, who had a slightly different personality and completely different tics. Most of them were omitted from the AI because it was averaged from the memories of several students (including Hajime) who never noticed or mistook them for fidgeting — helped by the fact that her tics vanished whenever she was focusing on a game. It's convoluted but in a way that I think suits the source material lol.
Kokichi who is an expert at making tics look intentional, because he'd rather come off as "annoying on purpose" or even pretend to mock the disorder he secretly actually has than just admit there's a part of himself he can't control. And he certainly doesn’t need anyone outside DICE realizing the tics are a very honest indicator of his stress levels. He treats his own outbursts as cues to whine that he’s bored; he makes meaningful eye contact with Shuichi whenever he can’t stop blinking, because he knows it’ll make Shuichi lose his mind trying decode a Morse code message that doesn't exist; and in the killing game he pairs his motor tics with the straitjacket uniform and a cringy Joker impression to create some campy caricature of “crazy” that scares the people who are idiots (Kaito) and makes everyone else think he’s just doing an offensive bit — which, for better or worse, he kind of is.
#danganronpa#chiaki nanami#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#sdr2#ndrv3#tics#danganronpa 2#danganronpa v3#tics tw#tic mention#tic disorder#mild flashing#my posts#my art#animation#gif#fanart#fyi i have this hc for chiaki because by default i give tics to literally any character whos vaguely digital or robotic#(so yes kiibo too but i have nothing interesting to say about that atm)#kokichi i thought of because i was planning a cosplay and thinking about how incidentally ticcing in a straitjacket -#- could quite possibly make me look like i was just *pretending* to have tics in some kinda weird problematic larp???#BUT i also just like the image of him suppressing tics all day then having a full on attack every night the second he enters his room#because 1 real and 2 i think it would sum up his vibe pretty well#+ in general nd kichi also just makes the uniform a little playfully ironic like the rest of his aesthetic??#ALSO. i scrapped a ramble on the oumota dynamic that happens in this setting bc it was tonally discordant but. if anyone wants that lmk lol#full disclosure im fighting through like 7 layers of cringe to post this. if only for my fellow tic havers out there. amen
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um uh uh um. so. did anyone else used to follow Nate Stevenson's D&D campaign drawings back in the day or-


#fantasy high#fhjy#dimension 20#nd stevenson#brennan lee mulligan#like. uh. god.#in november 2022 i went insane and watched a ton of avdenturing academy#and found out brennan used to play w molly ostertag (nd's wife)#and was like. wait a fucking minute. i was obsessed w jericho rose#so i refound that pic just to be like hmm i winder if any of these were brennan's characters that'd be crazy#and then further episodes in he mentioned playing a lawful good rogue and i was like HOLY SHIT#bc lets be real. kipperlilly copperkettle is SUCH a brennan name#but i thought my theory could only ever be that! right! my haha silly red string board in my friend's dms!#WRONG#IM SO FUCKING SMART#anyways. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
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when you’re just getting to know sae, you text him like 25 messages back to back and he leaves you on read. and then you ask him if he even likes you and he’s like “i saved your number. i read your messages” which does indeed mean “of course i like you”. also he can recite word for word what you texted
#cora talking#man who does not know how to socialize#if i start talking about how sae is nd to me…#cora: bllk#fragments of memories: fun post#man does not know his brother is mad at him. if i say it’s bc he does not get social cues and just says things As Is HAHA#fragments of memories#cora: bllk: sae#fragments: bllk#fragments: bllk: sae#fragments: all
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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Bruce’s parents died when he was eight. Dicks parents died when he was eight. Bruce sees a little boy crying and thinks of himself. It is only natural.
But Bruce’s parents die and Gotham give him a manor. Dick gets taken away from the only home he ever knew.
Gotham takes the Wayne and Batman names and elevates them, makes them cornerstones of the city. Gotham takes Dicks names away. Robin is taken as it had never belonged to him. Gotham redefines the Grayson name to a tool to be used.
Bruce falls into a narrative that priorities his grief as Dick's becomes muddled. As Dick's place is defined by a set of keys to a home he will never own, Bruce's has his in a W on a skyscraper.
To Bruce they are the same. He took Dick in because they have the same story. They channel the same grief into their mantles. But there are dimensions that spread far beyond that first fall that Bruce lets himself be blind to.
Sometimes I think about how Bruce needs to parallel Dicks story to his own to understand him, but he can never understand the inherent differences between him and Dick. In some ways Gotham takes from Dick in the same dimensions it gives to Bruce
#dick grayson#bruce wayne#dc comics#and i dont mean that Bruce didnt have a head time bc he did#the money in some ways added wayy more challanges#but its different dicka nd bruce are differetn#but its so importnt to bruce that they are the smae
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bro got a bug problem ^^
too lazy to color
#i dont know who the cosplayer is#bcs im a idiot that just took the photo nd forgot to ask for his contact 🏳️#hes very cute#he said he could hardly heard us with the earphones on haha#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#roach cod#ghost cod#cod#ghostroach#roachghost
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aggie doodles with my brother @cloudy-dayys
#my art#nightmare sans#fell sans#fresh sans#utmv#dreamtale#underfell#lucidia#(?)#fellmare#trans#lesbian#butchfemme#jesus i think thats the most search tags ive ever tagged with#oh wait#tannerannermanner#cant forget that one#anyways yeah i have a crush on fell now expect more fellmare#i think both fell and nightmare are pretty yk. edgy and whatnot but i think they could melt eachothers hearts#theyre pretty princess 4 gay loser to me… when she says jump hes on hand nd foot sayin how high princess#not bc hes like a servent or whatever hes just like that. got thag dawg in him (butch chivalry)
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return to your roots. hazbin redesigns. angel dust is under the cut just bc his is less clean

#hazbin hotel critical#hazbin hotel redesign#namess ->#Alan 'Alastair' Staron#Charlotte Dawnbringer#Lucifer Dawnbringer#i dont have a new name for vox hes just. vox rn. so im not tagging#im trying very hard to not maintag this#Angelou Lovart#i could talk more abt this bc its a whole rewrite but immn so tired rn . if ppl are interested just shoot an ask nd ill talk abt it
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buck and eddie out somewhere and eddie leaves to go to the bathroom or something and when he comes back someone is sitting next to buck talking to him and buck hasnt seen eddie come back and is just going on and on and on about his amazing beautiful husband and he loves him so much hes so great heres this funny story and eddie is so in love with him and feels so loved he cant breathe but also hes never breathed easier in his life
anon…………………….. this has me spiraling jgkfkdd he feels so loved!!!!!!!!!!!
#and when buck spots eddie he catches him with this Look..the fondest look on his face and bucks like..#’oh there he is!! 🥰🥰’#and eddie has to kind of snap out of it and walk over and he’ll never get over the feeling of home when buck looks at him#bc buck looks at him like ‘oh there you are. :) there u are. the person ive known nd loved my whole life before we even met.there u are :)’#and that will never stop taking Eddie’s breath away every time :’)#asks#anon ilu forever and ever for this beautiful vision ✨🫶🥺💕🌈😍
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This is how I imagine the reveal of sev and nikki being back together is going to go
#infamous IF#seven lawless#i dont even know what else to tag this as LMAO#its like a reverse parent trap but the parents are the bands#FDSFDSFDSFSDFSD#listen to me do you see my vision#i just think a reveal w both the bands present where the bands r talkin to sev/MC but also getting into it a lil w eachother wld be soo FDS#do u see my vison#hey are u listening#LMAOOOO#listen sev and mc are healing but theyre not healed YEt so i cld see a scenario where the bands find out on accident FDSFSDF#and i just think selfishly it wld be funny#yk who i think nikki might tell since i have u here#jazzy bc shes not here yk#ok bye i just had to share this FDSFSDF#oc: nikki#also perhaps rowan#rowan nd him are besties yk#or i could see a situation where he tries nd then doesnt fdsfdsfsdfds it all depends yk#anyway i am v excited for this story to really get goin#if u cant tell
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Literally never recovering from that one scene where Zayne rolls his eyes at MC teasing him. Like just look at him
The little millisecond smirk when he does it
The way he rolls his entire head with his eyes
The sass is so strong with him I can't
#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lads#l&ds#zayne love and deepspace#zayne#li shen#love and deep space#lads edits#lads gif#hes such a brat deep down and I have the urge to find and tame it#also why tumblr why did you obliterate the quality of this gif??? it was so pretty how dare you 😭#this is also my proof that Zayne is ND bc he rolls his eyes with his whole body like the rest of us lol
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ok bella goth....i get it..
#had to give him a makeover bcs he's cassandras daddy nd GODDAMn sir#i get what u see in him bella. and his big house too-#ts4#ts4 edit#sim: mortimer goth#had this in my drafts for a while it’s time for your eyes to be blessed too 😔#anyway! donatellos lovestruck gp will return once ea fixes their mess
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Dying is hard :(
Alt version with (non graphic) blood bc I couldn’t help myself undercut



#THIS IS HOW I COPE#i have never churned out a piece of art so fast#he misses his best friend :(#nd suas there also bc i love her#alien stage sua#alien stage ivan#alien stage till#alst#alst sua#alst Ivan#alst till#my art#artists on tumblr#ivantill#???#i mean nothing explicitly ivantill is happening here but sure#poor sua third wheeling#I simplified Ivan’s outfit BC HOW IS IT SO INTRICATE BUT SO BORING FROM THE BACK#alien stage#alien stage spoilers#just in case#alien stage round 7#FUCK I FORGOT SUAS EYESHINE IN PIC 2#GODDAMNIT#if u look closely there is one pixel of red in tills eye ;)#this art was completed in one sitting
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i wanna post my yaps abt how the stickler-empire alliance is upheld by hopperclock and dualities friendships alone simply bc the empire only recognizes the sticklers as allies bc of minute and mapiccs individual alliances w jumper and ro—
like even that is tenuous at best bc mapicc doesnt care much for rek or jumper at all to the point that i think that theres most definitely a world where he kills them for a heart or smt if anything if he was caught while crashing tf out
while minute seems to mainly trust and want to work w jumper when given the chance while kind of seeing rek and ro be allies by proxy of them being her teammates. like even w ro offering to take pentars interest in him to help kill mane, minute still sees it as him helping mapicc SPECIFICALLY and not as him helping the empire as a whole (which is most likely true, in his defense!)
but like i cant articulate all of my thoughts and opinions in a satisfying way to MYSELF bc i have much to say and a few examples to help explain what i mean but the yap braincell isnt yap braincelling so all i can do is post this which is like...basically my yaps but on sale. discounted. not at full value.
#lifesteal#lifesteal spoilers#the sticklers#the empire#the clip where they reveal that ro offered to help kill mane is what inspired this train of thought#bc mapicc calling ro THEIR teammate (who isnt their teammate) (yet)#while MINUTE calls him an inside man and says#'ro is always doing things to help mapicc'#which shows he sees ros offer to help as him helping mapicc and not the empire as a whole#also mapicc did nawt say not their teammate yet BUT it just most certainly seemed like the yet was implied LMFAO#esp bc later that day when zam is laughing bc he thinks ro has joined the empire#its minute who says he hasnt officially joined while mapicc immediately defends him bc rek and jumper dont login#asking WHERE ros team is after zam says he thought ro would stay loyal to his team this time#which is funny bc rek and jumper just do very much login more than ro#like ro only has things BC rek and jumper have gotten it for him nd continued to consider him w everything they do#but like#thats part of my point LOL#mapicc doesnt gaf abt jumper or rek at all bc they arent. empire or zam.#they arent even active enough to be considered reliable teammates for/of ro to mapicc even tho theyre on more than him#duality duo#hopperclock#ig theyre like the main focus of this post LOL#but yeah its such an interesting alliance bc it truly is only upheld bc of two personal friendships#mapicc#minutetech#roshambogames#jumperwho#rip rek tho like he truly is the odd man out LMFAO#at least chief recognizes him as an ally bc hes a stickler#ToT
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