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Some swap au Olivia and Jackie concepts for the main 3 universes đ
#keese draws#oni posting#first two are from the main rat universe#long story short a while after founding gravitas olivia was like ok so I think me being your boss in our company that we spend most of our#days at has left our relationship in a place that Iâm uncomfortable with so weâre getting a divorce now sorry#and jackie proceeded to throw a fit abt that for several years until she got fired over it#in another petty act she tried to break back in to steal some of the work she had done there but got caught#and unfortunately for her during the past several years olivia has been slowly having mere morals broken down piece by piece by the allure#of progress and by the time she did her breaking and entering scheme olivia was far past the point of being ok with kidnapping#the second two are the rabbit universe girlies and theyâre less openly hostile with eachother but they still are bad for eachother#theyâve known eachother since childhood and jackie has basically been using olivia as a therapist since they were teens#this lead to them developing an increasingly unhealthy codependent relationship where olivia ends up acting incredibly irresponsibly as#director of gravitas due to her being so stressed and paranoid about jackie all the time#and the third two are the raccoon au which is basically just jackie being too scared of rejection to put her work under her name so she#asks olivia to take credit for it which she does and she ends up getting all the credit and praise for a lot of the early work at gravitas#this combined with jackieâs constant worshipping of her slowly began to lead to it kinda getting into her head#and jackie was also letting it get to her head and eventually her ambition got the better of her and she ended up attacking olivia#now these are all just the basic concepts I currently have these aus are all still in the concept stages#for example Iâm still figuring out how I wanna involve the other scientists and if I switch their roles around too#but yeah Iâve been thinking abt these guys lately so they get drawn đ#oh also fun fact these aus are inspired by the scrapped content back when olivia was jodi#which is why I characterize these two a bit differently then I might if I was leaning more towards my normal stuff#theyre characterized more closely to old jackie and jodie including origin story wise
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anyways. have yall seen the deliverance. and if yes have you read the wikipedia article. because like. that woman 100% was literally just straight up abusing her kids and used the church to get out of it. the movie doesnt even try to hide it that hard. "based on a true story" except of course for all of the important bits of context like how the cps agent was not in fact a nonbeliever in the supernatural before switching to her side and never did so and that the kid could only walk up the wall with his grandma's help and that none of the prior tenants had similar experiences (@ trey whered you go) and the POLICE CHIEF BELIEVED IN DEMONS BEFORE MEETING HER !! and that every SINGLE thing that happened in real life can be (and fucking IS) explained by child abuse. half the time the movie is just like "ok yeah sure maybe she was abusing her kids, but only because demons made her do it". and then drop little hints that she was in jail before for Something (doesn't say what but i can guess) and that her drinking problems are well established and that her oldest son was stockpiling money to get away from her long before they moved to that house. also i could be misreading the timeline but seems like her supernatural experiences only started after her own abusive mother moved back in with her which can SO easily trigger old wounds to come back to the surface so like OF COURSE youre gonna start seeing shit, disturbances can be a ptsd symptom !!!!
tldr; fuck latoya ammons so hard, if this is the made-presentable-for-tv version then like. i want to say i cant imagine what the real life version was like, but i very much can. and for that, fuck her. immensely. i hope her children are actively writing a rebuttal and/or reaching out to lawyers to sue her ass as we speak.
#origibberish#'ammons claimed she was choked by an unknown force' hmm wild maybe uhhhh it was one of her children fighting back though? consider that?#'ammons claimed she saw a shadowy figure that left bootprints' ok and in the movie her self insert uses a big fucking boot as a weapon#and if i was an abusive mom trying to hide my actions (like her self insert OPENLY DOES. THE WHOLE MOVIE)#i would also claim that big fucking boot prints appearing in my house were ghosts rather than admit they were my boots.#and can i also just say: MASSIVE fuck you to wikipedia for the format of that article. the background and skeptical analysis sections#absolutely 1000% should not be separate hereâ that is insanely irresponsible at best and outright validating delusions in support of#child abuse at worst#i get that christians would be pissed if you said 'noâ she didnt abuse her kids because of demonsâ she literally just abused them and here'#all the evidence front and center'#but like. so?#sucks to suck. dont abuse your kids then#i am so fucking tired of freedom of religion being taken to mean that anything done in the name of religion is automatically#true and right and good and playing pretend that any of that shit makes sense. you did not abuse your kids because of demons.#you just abused your kidsâ and then forced them to lie and agree with you about it. you show you doing exactly that MULTIPLE times in the#film. outright. you don't even try to hide itâ just make a movie saying 'no but it was fine though'#excusing her actions for all the world to seeâ including her children.#as someone raised in a similar family and church environment: FUCK latoya ammons#at least now the rest of the world gets to see how the excusing of abuse within the church works.#i guess.#also its like. not even a good movie#like. the 'tell don't show' vibes are off the fuckin charts. and the ending is. well. its. uh. well. hm. how do i put this#so bad its incredibly funny#which i know is a wild emotional switch but. good god yall#i swear they blew their entire budget on the makeup and even then just copied waters of mars#also fag does get said at some point which. for me is one of those 'this isnt funny for the reasons you think its funny but it#unfortunately is still quite funny'#purely because in my house fag is a term of endearment#but yeah. tldrâ bad movie bad mom đ
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Looking for Happy Five Hargreeves X FTM Reader -anon request)
~Explicit sexual content -if no likey-stay away please.
Hilariously simple but true summary: Five Hargreeves is sad and horny and wants to fuck, and all he wants is you.
(Don't worry, I will try to take you a little emotional rollercoaster that's not all the dirty-dirty đ)
~Reader is post-top surgery and pre-bottom surgery.
~This story was done as an anon request, asking if I'd be willing to do a pairing of Five X m reader, or Five X ftm reader. The request left the plot open for me to decide if it had much of one or how deep I went with it. Anon did give me a few fun ideas to include if I could, and I did my best to deliver and had a lot of fun doing it, so I hope you enjoy. Thank you, anon. And special thanks to my buddy Bad Kitty @badkitty3000 for proof reading this and catching my zillions of mistakes.â¤ď¸
(18,900 words)
Content Warnings and additional tags: Dom Five and some Sub Five, small 'Scream' movie add in per anon's personal love of the movie with sexy Billy and Stu, light praise kink, daddy kink, rough sex, choking, spanking, public sex, Five being sweet, Five being a cocky jerk, masturbation mentions, flirting)
NOTE: This story takes place during season four and after it, using a series of flashbacks, so it moves between past and present several times. Also, this was obviously written before season 4 came out, with an alternate season 4 ending written my way. It has lots of season 4 trailer and interview mentions to make it more fun and hopefully tie in a little with the real season 4.
~~~~~Looking for Happy~~~~~
Coming out of one of the empty offices at the Temps Commission headquarters, Five is met with silence. He still holds the title to the main building of the time controlling agency that he founded, but now, he and his family are the only ones that know it ever existed.Â
He has no reason to be there.
Itâs as it should be, but like always, he canât seem to move on.
As Five told The Handler, he is a man that no longer belongs anywhere, only when he said that, he didnât realize he was the driving force behind so much of his own suffering, or that in the end, it would all come down to him.
Everything heâs done was to restore life as it should be, and finally, this time they won. They are all alive. He should be happy. They are back in their original timeline where they should have always been, but the concept of time and Fiveâs place in it have always felt like pieces of a puzzle that were never meant to be solved.Â
For everyone but the Hargreeves, with their exceptional powers given at birth, itâs as if the final battle that brought on the end, and then opened the door for the new beginning never happened.
That means you donât remember him.
The rest of the world didnât need to remember the terror. You just needed to live.
Strolling along, hands in his pockets, eyes downcast as the heels of his dress shoes echo down the vacant halls, despite his wins, Five feels empty. All he wants is to go back to a time and place thatâs no more, back to when he could feel your lips pressed to his with a desperation that matched his own.
Reaching the end of the hall, he enters the narrow room filled with screens and panels of little white and blue blinking lights. He sinks into one of the industrial style chairs thatâs placed in front of the Infinite Switchboardâs main frame.
Five clicks on the outdated looking monitor, his fingers turning the knobs, dialing.
~~~
Not long later, Fiveâs face is glued to the screen when Klaus peaks in at him from the hall.
Knowing Five would be here, Klaus passes over the threshold, loudly clearing his throat before saying, âHey there, big broâŚwatcha doing?â
Five doesnât even look up. âYeah, lucky me. Is it time for our weekly check-in already?â
Treading lightly, Klaus approaches. âWhen you missed dinner tonight, we were a little worried youâd fallen asleep on the countertop in the break room again, but here you are...â
Klaus lightheartedly laughs at his attempt to make a joke about Fiveâs odd sleeping habits, but Five continues to ignore him.
âThank goodness we still have a few of these things hanging around, otherwise the rest of us wouldnât be able to visit this lovely place,â he says as he lugs up one of Fiveâs time traveling briefcases, waving it in his face.
Five glares at him.
âReally, man,â Klaus continues. âEveryone was there tonight. It was all the usual banter youâd expect from such an amazing group of misfits, but it would have been so much better if you were there too. Things even got a little out of hand when Diego insisted on coming here to force you to eat what was left of their disgusting vegan goulash, but donât worry, I put him in his place.â
âSure, you did,â Five mumbles.
Taking a step closer Klaus asks, âHow are you?â
âIâm fine.â
Klausâs eyes follow his brotherâs unbroken gaze to the monitor, just as you enter your apartment building, where you stop in front of the wall of mailboxes. Your hand comes up, bringing your key to your lock, but your eyes remain fixed on the mailbox above yours.
âThat was your mailbox,â Klaus points out, like Five doesnât already know that.
Five once stood right there by you in that entryway. He hadnât thought anyone that wasnât part of his family would ever have the balls to try to put him in his place, but you did, and by doing it, you opened a part of him that before that, he hadnât been willing to let anyone touch.
After shoving your mail in the back pocket of your baggy jeans, just like the day you met, with your face obscured by your sweatshirt, you stomp up the stairs, your anger evident.
The screen hisses with static as Five adjusts your location until it shows you walking into your bedroom.Â
âWhy donât you just go there and talk to him? Maybe jump him in the shower or something. Sounds like something you kinky boys would both enjoy,â Klaus unhelpfully suggests.
âHeâs not in the shower, you dumbass,â Five says, letting out an irritated sigh afterwards.
âHe might be in a few minutesâŚâ
âNo.â
âHey man, I know it wasnât supposed to happen, but he remembers you,â Klaus insists, spinning Fiveâs chair around.
Swinging around, Five almost falls out of his chair. âWhat the fu-!"
âFive, I know youâre only trying to do what you think is right, but just look at him, something is wrong!â
Five does look, just as you pick up the stack of papers and news clippings from your bedside table. He doesnât need to zoom in to see the one you are holding. Itâs a famous image of him in his academy uniform, mask and all, standing like the smug little jerk he was while posing in line next to the rest of the superpowered Hargreeves children.
âThere is no other explanation for why he is looking up all this stuff about you, and thereâs other reason why he keeps coming by my old place,â Klaus furthers, âWhy wonât you let me go talk to him? We were friends. He might remember me too.â
âLeave him alone!â Five snaps, but his bark has no bite, and his eyes can no longer hide how painful this is seeing you this way.
âEveryone is worried about you. We just want to help,â Klaus pleads.
âYou canât help me with THIS!â Hands shaking, Five jumps up, his voice breaking just a little as he says, âKlaus... I canât.â He looks back over at the screen, right as you furiously toss a tiny collector figurine version of him across the room. âJust because I want to see something in this doesnât mean itâs real,â Five whispers, looking anywhere but at his brother, or you.
âHe maybe wasnât supposed to remember, but I think he does. As we all know, there are a lot of things that make no sense in this world,â Klaus disagrees. âThere is something going on with him. Canât you see heâs falling apart?â
Jaw working anxiously, Five drops back down in front of his screens again, flipping them to what is clearly a random time and date, somewhere in the past with ladies in long billowing skirts and the men in fancy dress coats, escorting them down muddy streets filled with steaming piles of horse shit.
Itâs over.
This is how it always goes.
Klaus remains silent as Five pulls out a notebook, pretending to be taking notes on whatever he is pretending to get out of watching things from the past when there is no longer a reason to monitor it for corrections.Â
Klaus knows that Five isnât going to budge, but before he leaves, he says, âFive, I know you are only trying to do what you think is best for him, but what if itâs not best. Itâs not too late to fix this part of what was broken too.â
Fiveâs pen slows as he looks up at his brother standing over by the door. He nods, trying to smile but Klaus can see itâs so hard for him to do it. âI promise Iâll be there next time. Tell Lila that I am sorry.â
âTell her yourself,â Klaus shoots back, followed by a small chuckle, âSheâs pissed. She worked for hours cutting up all those fancy organic carrots for you, so donât be surprised if the next time you drop by, she chops something off that you find equally important as wanting us all to eat sustainably. And by important, I mean your wiener,â he unnecessarily clarifies.
The hint of a real smile fights to come out and wins this time as Five says, âLila hates to cook, so I know she did not help make me dinner, and if she was going to chop off my dick, she would have done it by now.â
Klaus smiles too and shrugs. âMaybe⌠She was pretty mad at you though, so I guess youâll have to come over to their place to find out if you are still besties. And hey, maybe think about bringing my friend along with you next time. Everyone is dying to meet him and see that adorable smiling face of yours. Itâs not like we all donât know how you like being perpetually grumpy, but seriouslyâŚyouâre so much prettier when you smile.â
While Five is telling Klaus to fuck off, hoping he finally talked some sense into him, Klaus quickly rounds the corner, hoisting up his briefcase, his fingers punching in the correct date to go back to the present.
As soon as Klaus is gone, Fiveâs smile fades. He turns the dial, bringing up the footage of you also back in current time, right as youâre screaming into your pillow. âWhat the fuck is wrong with me!â
His heart breaks a little more.
Nothing is wrong with you. He is the problem, that is why he never should have done what he did.Â
He should have let you walk away, but he didnât.
~~~
The invisible string, a connection that refuses to be ignored, tugs at your mind and it wonât stop.
Youâre going crazy. Â
Like the miniature resin version Five you just sent flying, the pillow on your face joins it on the floor.
It makes no sense, but you can still feel the tickle of Fiveâs breath against your neck as you cuddled together on your couch, him contentedly holding you like he never wanted to let you go.
Your eyes remain focused on your motionless ceiling fan, but your brain refuses to come back to the present.
The pain inside your chest tightens.
You try to push it away, but it only gets worse the more you try to tell yourself to stop this.
This is insanity. You need help. Thatâs what people would say if you told them about the things going on inside your head.
From anything you can gather, Fiveâs family seem like they arenât concerned about anything at all, but not that long ago you remember them being shown on every news channel, doing unimaginable things while defending themselves from the barrage of artillery being shot at them.
Five left you only hours before that, promising to be back, but he never came back.
Long after he said heâd be home, you watched in shock as the news blasted stories about him and other people associated with him that made no sense. They said they were aliens! They said they were superheroes from another dimension! They flashed images of Fiveâs much younger face alongside the other people he grew up with, including Klaus.
Then a war started in the streets.
Almost immediately, the news reporters had given up trying to maintain their façade of calm. The holiday lights beyond their lens twinkled eerily as the sound of explosions filled the air and rocked the ground.
People screamed and sirens blared, and not just on the TV. You could hear it coming from outside your windows.
As the collapsed news camera continued to stream live feed, out of nowhere, Five appeared in the frame, enveloped for a fraction of a second in a flash of violet hued light.
Your jaw nearly hit the floor. It couldnât be real.
Fiveâs long coat tails flung like wings behind him as he grabbed ahold of the terrified girl whose picture youâd seen on the birthday invite Klaus had shown you. Five and the girl disappeared in another burst of light, just as bullets ripped through the metal garbage can she was hiding behind.
You smelled the smoke in the air when you ran outside. The earth shook, rattling your teeth as the echo of gunfire sent chills up your spine.
It all happened, only it didnât. Nobody else remembers it.
Now, the Umbrella Academy is a thing of the past. The superpowered children that had once lived there are common knowledge, but they supposedly moved on with their lives long ago.
Klausâs apartment isnât his anymore, and the doors at the Umbrella Academy never open when you ring the bell.
The world in which you met is gone and the Five you knew is gone with it.
Five Hargreeves disappeared at the age of 13, never to be seen or heard from again.
Was any of it even real?
Again, youâre back to questioning your sanity.
âFuck,â you curse, while raking your hand through your hair.
Itâs been months. Three months and twenty-seven days to be exact since you first talked to Five, only then, you didnât know that was his real name and not just a quirky nickname he preferred to go by.
He always had a nervous energy about him, and he always seemed distracted, so you usually paid no attention to him, but that day, something about the way he refused to acknowledge your presence set you off.
After he rudely stepped on your foot and pushed into you with his shoulder while reaching for his mailbox, you slammed your metal mailbox door closed, doing it much louder than needed.
You smiled with satisfaction when Five startled, even jumping a little.
He looked over at you with cartoon sized wide eyes.
Shaking your head, youâd said, âNot sure if you noticed, but you are not the only one trying to occupy this space. I exist too.â
Fiveâs eyes narrowed, the intensity of his glare slowly moving up and down as he took in your loose t-shirt and baggy jeans, comfortably paired with your favorite beat up low top sneakers.
You were sure the assessment he was making of you was not a good one. Especially when you consider that he was dressed impeccably as he always was, a long wool coat over a three-piece suit, with his hair a mess of chocolate brown strands, that though all over the place, only made him look even more unfairly attractive.
Compared to him, even though you stood over him by an inch or more, you suddenly felt like a tiny bug on the floor about to be obliterated under one of his shiny dress shoes. Your bodies outwardly didnât look that much different, but you could tell that you were a little scrawny even when compared to his relative scrawniness. On top of that, he appeared to be close to the same age as you, but it was as if you were opposites, living in the same shitty apartment building, but he was somehow better than you.
You quickly concluded that he was a totally dickhead. Thinking about his stupid big black shoes, and then dicks as they related to shoe size, your mind started moving to certain ways that you were pretty sure you were different from him other than the fact that you werenât an asshole.
You started to turn away, but before you did, you bitterly added, âI live here, by-the-way. We pass by each other almost daily. Not sure if you are aware of that?â
Ingrained manners getting the best of you, you extended a hand. Five looked at it like a foreign object.
He said nothing, so getting really mad, you casually as possible hooked a thumb under your waistline, while defiantly cocking your chin at him. âAn I am sorry, or an excuse me, are just two options you could use to apologize when you just rudely rammed into someone, but it looks like youâre not going to do that since you lack even the most basic kindergarten level social skills.â
You tucked your mail in your back pocket and his eyes immediately moved down to your waist, openly checking out your striped boxers that were starting to show thanks to your pants sagging. Even more annoyed by this less than pleasant interaction, you started to walk away, quietly breathing out the word âjerkâ as you headed back towards the stairs.
âWait!â he called out.
Surprised, you turned back to see the corner of Fiveâs mouth ticked up, the small movement hardly even noticeable if you hadnât been suddenly hyper focused on the softness of his slightly parted lips.
âYou arenât wrong. Social graces arenât where I excel,â he started. âI get lost inside my own head sometimes. I am sorry. Will you accept my apology, or is there something else I can do to make up for being so impolite? Wouldnât want the neighbor boy thinking Iâm a jerk.âÂ
He extended his hand.Â
âYou can call me Five, by-the-way.â
Fuck. He heard you, and what the hell, was he trying to be condescending? And Five?Â
What the hell kind of name is that?
You looked back over at the name on his mailbox, it wasnât Five.
âFive is a family nickname,â he explained. The dimple in Fiveâs cheek grew deeper the longer you dumbfoundedly stared at him. He lifted a brow. âI may be a lot of things, but deep down, I swear Iâm a gentleman. I really am sorry for violating your personal space, but I am not that sorry about it because it meant we got to do this.â
What was with this guy?
Rarely did guys his age act soâŚ
Shit⌠Was he hitting on you?
Fiveâs smile was like a superpower all its own and it was rendering you speechless, making you temporarily unable to maintain the level of irritation youâd had before. Feeling your face getting hotter, you couldnât figure out why his words or his expression looked and sounded so flirty, but they did.
Maybe he was just trying to be nice?
Trying to play it cool, you threw a hand back through your slightly less shaggy looking haircut, then replied, âSure⌠Nice to meet you and the apology is good enough. Very big of you. Thanks.â
Fiveâs taunting smile remained, as if you shooting him down was exactly what he wanted.
âOh,â he breathed, digging through his stack of mail before pulling out an envelope, âI believe this is yours?â He frowned as he looked down at the feminine sounding name and your apartment number that was printed under the clear cellophane address window. âYour roommate, or girlfriendâs, Iâm assuming?â
You took the mail from him. âNo. No roommate and no girlfriend, just me.â
You were sure that Five looked relieved to hear that, and your breath caught, and your heart kicked up accordingly.
Adding the envelope to your back pocket, you breathed in, then slowly let it out as you rocked back on your heels. âThatâsâŚmy dead name,â you clarified.
Five said nothing. He seemed confused as his eyes wandered from yours and he rubbed his chin, but then his eyes suddenly came up, meeting yours again just as it seemed a lightbulb went off inside his brain.
His handsome smile took your breath away as he said, âI never would have guessed, but then again, there is a slightly unhinged, 64-year-old man hiding inside my head, and I am sure you never would have guessed that either.â
You laughed. You never would have guessed heâd be so funny or cute, but he was full of all sorts of surprises.
âYou know, nobody reads the news that way anymore, other than grumpy old men, but I guess that makes sense since youâre a retiree,â you teased, trying to keep this whatever it was going by fucking with him again.
Unfazed by you making fun of him, Five nodded. âTrue,â he agreed, âWhen it comes to reading real newspapers and my other geriatric ways, I donât mind getting my hands dirty from time to time on these ink smudged pages,â he waved his paper at you, â-or in other more challenging ways that are much more enjoyable. With the lifetime of experience I have under my belt, Iâm sure I could teach you a lesson or two on how to have a good time the old-fashioned way.â
Taking his rolled newspaper, Five slapped it into his opposite hand, making a spanking gesture, all the while never taking his eyes off you.
You rubbed your palms down the front of your jeans. âWha-what kind of fun?â you stammered, your brain clicking off as blood rushed between your legs.
âThe crossword puzzle,â he clarified, followed by a cocky little chuckle. âThereâs much more to the newspaper than doom and gloom news stories. Itâs all about the delayed gratification. Seeing all those empty squares filled in the only words that can solve the puzzle is a sight well worth the effort.â
âYouâre talking about doing crossword puzzles from the newspaper?â
âWhat else would I be talking about?â he countered.
Holy shit, you wanted to deck him.
~~~
A few days went by, and you didnât run into your charmingly arrogant neighbor again, not until you were coming home late and you walked into a neighborhood pub to grab some dinner. You looked over, and to your surprise, you saw the familiar profile of a dark-haired asshole sitting alone at the bar.
âYou canât be twenty-one,â you said, sliding in next to him.
Fiveâs lips pulled to the side as he gave you the most mischievous looking side eye youâd ever seen. âSo, youâre stalking me now? If my coworkers at the CIA knew how easily you tracked me down, Iâd be fired.â
You scoffed, âYou wish,â meaning both to the stalking and him working for the CIA.
Smirking fully, as if acknowledging he did wish you were stalking him, Five self-assuredly tipped his glass your way before sending the rest of the amber colored liquid down his throat.
With his head tipped back, tie pulled loose, and the top two buttons of his dress shirt undone, try as you might, you couldnât stop looking at the way his Adamâs apple bobbed as he swallowed.
âReally. How old are you?â you pushed, trying not to drool.
Five let out a cocky sounding laugh, his eyes a mossy calm as his gaze flicked down and up, drinking you in like he was a lion, sizing up its prey. â19 going on 64, give or take. Doesnât matter because here, the drinks are strong, and the bartenders donât care.â
âRightâŚâ Shaking your head at him as you smiled, you flagged down a server.
Knowing what you wanted already, you ordered, but when you asked for it to-go, Five unexpectedly interrupted. âMake that for here, and for two, and put it on my tab, please.â
The bartender looked at you and you nodded that it was okay.
When you were alone again and Five realized you were still looking at him like he was nuts, he calmly said, âWhat? I thought we were friends now, and I owe you, remember?â
âI suppose that talking smack to each other for five minutes, one time, means weâre friends,â you pointed out, before adding, âAnd as long as you donât try to plow into me again, you donât owe me shit.â
Five shifted his weight, leaning closer, so only you could hear him since the seats on both sides of you had just been taken. âAs a man that hasnât come close to mastering traveling through time, both forwards or backwards, and can no longer do either anymore anyway, I canât promise anything with it comes to my spatial awareness issues, but thatâs a whole different problem of mine among the many. When it comes to sticking my landings and running into you accidentally or not, I tend to think you like the idea of me plowing into you again.â
Your mouth opened and closed a few times, like you were a brainless fish, nothing coming out, because what the hell do you say to that!
Five burst out laughing. âYou are so easy to fuck with.â
âAnd you are a dick,â you duly noted.
âA dick that youâre apparently not opposed to eating dinner with, and hey, Iâll even buy you a drink too, but only if youâre a good boy and keep looking at me with that handsome little smirk of yours.â
Jesus⌠Did he just say that?
He did, and his patronizingly suggestive comments werenât the only thing getting you worked up. You could smell the heady scent of his cologne every time you had to move closer to him to let someone else get up to the bar, and damn did he smell good.
âConfident much?â you cocked off.
Five shrugged. âYes,â he said, matter of fact. âBut the truth is, most of the time I am not great with people. Iâve spent most of my life alone, and I have only ever been with one other person intimately, and that relationship wasnât what anyone would call normal, and abstaining from any sexual relationship since then is definitely not my penisâs first choice, it's more of an existential problem.â
âOh, my God!â You burst out laughing.
Your second conversation with Five was starting no less shocking and confusing than the first, and like the time before, you were loving it.
For the next few hours, you sat there with him, getting to know each other, having several more drinks that went down with plenty of laughs and hardly concealed innuendoes that proved over and over that what was going on between you was much more than just friendly chatter.
With his dark strands of hair dangling in his eyes and his perfectly tailored three-piece suit, Five looked hot as hell, and because of that, he was getting checked out constantly the entire time, but he never seemed to notice, and that was because his eyes were always on you.
You didnât even think about leaving until the band that had been setting up since you got there started to play, and it got way too loud to hold a conversation. As you offered to pay again, Five refused. Then, having already had his foot resting on the rung of your barstool, he abruptly spun you around to face him more directly, giving you an innocent looking smile as he let the tip of his shoe glide up your ankle.
âIâm not ready to let you go yet,â he said, his voice low.
âYouâre not?â you sputtered, trying not to spray the liquid youâd just tried to swallow all over him.
âThis has been nice,â he said, velvety soft as he moved closer âThank you for keeping me company.â
âThatâs not all I want to do,â you found yourself saying back, your lips brushing his cheek as your hand lowered to his knee, your palm running along the smooth wool fabric, stopping mid-thigh.
Fiveâs leg tensed. For the first time since you got there, he was tongue tied.
He suddenly moved back, and you instantly removed your hand. You were sure youâd just freaked him out, but then he quickly said, âMaybe we should move?â
Not a second later, you were both making your way through the mob of people, all the way to the edge of the dance floor in front of the stage.
Five seemed so at ease in the crowd, even having fun listening to the live music. He was not at all who you thought he was, and just looking at him next to you made it feel like you had a swarm of butterflies fluttering around in your stomach.
With eyes glossed over, standing as close as you were, the music wasnât the only thing Five seemed to be enjoying. Taking full advantage of there being no room to move, every now and then, his hand would brush against the side of your thigh, staying there a little longer than necessary. Then, after both of you were getting repeatedly shoved around in the crowd of inebriated people, Five strategically placed himself behind you, as he was trying to protect you.
With him standing behind you, your body got even warmer, and you smiled to yourself, remembering how Five had claimed to be such a gentleman. Whether he did it to be gentlemanly or not, Five seemed all too happy to have a reason to press up against your backside, because now he had an even better reason to place his face next to yours, humming in your ear as he said absurd things to make you laugh.
You werenât so much dancing together as the people around you were trying to do, but that didnât mean Five wasnât intentionally or unintentionally moving himself against you to the rhythm of the music. Trying to figure out which one it was, you reached back taking him his belt, tugging him flush as you dropped your head back and arched your back into him.
Five let out a pained sounding whimper as his hard-on poked the back of your leg and almost just as fast, the tip of his nose brushed your neck as the warmth of his breath caressed your skin. âIâm sorry, but fuck, youâre making me hard,â he whispered before you felt his lips gently kiss your already tingling skin.
He had no reason to be sorry.
Turning around, you slipped your hand around his, assertively leading him through the crowd. You werenât even off the main floor, a few feet down a side hall near the bathrooms, when Five was on you, taking your face in his hands, pulling you into a kiss. He was so excited, his lips actually trembled as they pressed against yours, a low moan coming from deep inside his chest when you eagerly reciprocated.
It had to be a whole minute later before he let you up for air, gazing at you with darkened eyes as he smiled. "I really like you.â
Sliding your other hand around his neck, you grabbed at the soft tangle of hair brushing the crisp edge of his shirt collar, tugging it sharply. "Youâre going to like me even more in a second,â you shot back, while moving your other hand lower.
Five let out the cutest sound as you started fondling him while also giving his mane another tug, but it must not have been all that upsetting that you were manhandling him because as you tightened your grip in his hair, his hips reactively bucked into yours.
Fiveâs hard cock pressed up against the crotch of your jeans as he ground himself against you, his hands hungrily groping your ass, pulling you back and forth over his dick.
"Fffiv-vvve," you panted into his frantic kiss.
He smiled against your lips and kept on kissing.
You trailed a hand up his inner thigh, cupping his erection through his clothing as your mouths parted wider. The heat of his tongue entered you, engaging you in a sloppy kiss that ended with biting and tugging at your bottom lip before he said, âYou have no idea how bad I wanted this.â
Five let out a shaky sigh as he glanced over at the man carrying several cases of liquor, trudging by, heading towards one of the bars' storage rooms.
You were a little taken aback by how vulnerable he looked, his face flushed, and his lips wet and full from kissing you. You stayed silent for a few seconds, just looking at him.
You werenât sure if he was going to stop. Something seemed off, only you couldnât put your finger on it. Not that you were trying that hard. Your fingers were still busy doing something else.
Before you got too worried that heâd changed his mind, Five started kissing again, your oversized sweatshirt hood falling over your heads.
Going at it hard, with his hands latched on your ass, Five dry humped you into the wall, not even stopping when the door across from you flung open. Coming to your senses only slightly, you shoved Five backwards, forcing him into the menâs room.
Your adrenaline was pumping hard, and your heart was racing as the door closed behind you.
Five came at you again. Your hands went around him as he grabbed a handful of your ass, nearly lifting you off the floor. He pinned you to the wall again, his cock slamming between your legs.
His hands ran down your sides, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise as he kissed and sucked your collarbone, trailing teeth and kisses gently up your neck.
Breathing heavily as you momentarily broke apart, Five anxiously said, âYou need to tell me to stop if this is too much, okay?â
You didnât reply verbally, instead you kept kissing him. Five groaned into the kiss and pushed your crotches together with more determination.
Miraculously for as busy as the bar was, the bathroom was empty, but it wouldnât be for long. Not even breaking apart, you walked Five backwards again, moving him inside the largest bathroom stall. Thankfully it didnât appear that dirty, but again, you werenât really looking.
You kicked the door closed, hand only leaving Five long enough to twist the lock. Lips coming off your neck, Fiveâs eyes trailed up and down your taller frame. He reached out as you cornered him, brushing some of your hair away from your ear while his other hand snuck between your legs and squeezed your crotch. Looking pleased with himself and what he was feeling, he tilted his head to kiss your neck while he rubbed his hand over your clothed sex repeatedly.
In return, you moved your hand over his dick again, unzipping and then tugging his pants down. His cock sprung forward with no underwear to prevent it from happening.
Naturally you both looked down, and wow did Five look proud as your eyes went wide.
âImpressed?â he asked.
âHardly.â
He was clearly not buying that lie because fuckâŚ
With no further ado, you lowered to your knees, and he watched you do it as if transfixed. Your hand wrapped around his ankle, then trailed up a bit further, before you stopped under his knee, rubbing lightly.
Five reactively opened his legs a little, and so did you in a futile effort to ease the slight feeling of friction you were experiencing against your briefs. Â
You were buzzed and horny, and this was nuts, but fuck it. This was happening!
Fiveâs cock was already leaking. You licked your lips and positioned yourself. With the hand not already holding him, you reached out and gave his long cock a tentative pump, spreading the precum around with your thumb. He pulled back a little.
âYou okay, big shot?â you teased.
A smile crept onto Fiveâs face, but his voice came out so broken it caught you off guard. âYou donât have to do this.â
Okay⌠Maybe he was nervous, that was fair, especially if all his arrogance was just a show and what he said about being inexperienced was true, but considering how he had just been all over you, and now you were on your knees in a bathroom stall with his dick in your face, you looked up at him in disbelief as you said, âI know I donât have to do this. I want to. Now stop being so damn frustrating and let me suck your dick!â
It was as if something in him snapped, the darkness in Fiveâs eyes smoldered as he purred, "Just remember, pretty boy, you asked for it. I am going to fuck your face so hard youâll think twice before smarting off to daddy again.â
Holy fuck that was fucked but it only made you wetter.
Just then, someone walked in, going straight to the urinals. Your heads both flung that way. If they looked behind them, they for sure would see Fiveâs shoes lined up against your knees. There was no question what was happening, and even more turned on by that, you started stroking Five gently as you could while playfully sticking out your tongue to lick up the glistening fluid running down his shaft.
Falling back against the partition between the stalls, Fiveâs head made a hilariously loud thunking sound.
You kept at it, kissing the slit of his rounded tip, working it in a circular pattern. Five let out the quietest hum of approval as his fingers at his sides clenched and unclenched repeatedly.
You kept toying with him, enjoying how he was struggling to stay quiet, but only until the door closed and you were alone again, then he brought his hand to your cheek.
You looked up as his hand moved into your hair. âYou look so good with your mouth on my cock.â
To that, the throbbing between your legs had you tensing your thighs to increase the sensation but it wasnât enough and you let out a moan of complaint over it that made the darkness in Fiveâs eyes look all the more wicked with delight.
You put his whole tip in your mouth, opening and closing your kiss reddened lips around it, grazing it just barely with your teeth. From above, Five let out a moan as his hand in your hair moved, brushing your fringe of hair out of your face.
He couldnât take his eyes off you and God did you love it.
He was letting out breathy sighs and grunts as you serviced them, his free hand pushing back through his hair the more agitated he got.
Wanting to send him over the edge, with the hand you were holding him with, slowly pumping him at just the tip, you leaned in even more, letting the musky scent of him fill your senses as your tongue ran along his balls. You were rewarded for that with a deep groan and an unsteady hand coming to the top of your shoulder.
That was all the praise you needed.
âFuck yeah,â Five hissed, then he bit down on his lower lip, as you took him in your mouth, moving over him just little deeper and faster.
Almost right away, Five started rocking his hips in strained, shallow nudges. Each time he entered you and hit the back of your throat, heâd break apart a little more, and you swore youâd never seen anything so beautiful in your life.
Petting you, and making your hair all sorts of fucked up, Five encouragingly murmured âYou are so fucking good at this. Fuck- Ohh-ffffff-youâre amazing,â he gasped.
Even though it was happening, you could hardly believe you were seeing this normally composed man turning into such a stuttering, red-faced mess.
Tipping your head back and opening your throat to him, the thick head of Fiveâs cock moved inside with ease, fucking you deep and hard enough in quick but controlled thrusts that it took away your ability to breathe.
Your eyes instantly began to water.
âFu-ck-ye-ah-take-my-dick,â Five stammered as he wildly fucked into you.
The door opened again, the music getting louder for a moment before it shut again. This time there were several guys in there, but between the sound of them pissing, and their talking, and the thrum of the bass coming from outside, it still wasnât enough to hide Fiveâs sharply cut off breaths and curses.
They knew, but the way Fiveâs eyes kept drooping closed proved his brain was no longer running the show and he didnât care.
His fingers gripped tighter, yanking at your hair. You took the abuse, gagging on him until Five suddenly clasped his hands on the sides of your face, stopping you. âIâm gonna-cum,â he quietly cried.
He had a panicked look in his eyes. His teeth were clenched, and it was clear he was trying so hard not to orgasm, but it was coming one way or another, even with the guys outside your stall snickering and making lewd comments.
âFuck yeah you are, and youâre going to do it my mouth,â you commanded, right before sucking him raw again, taking him all the way to the hilt.
Losing all self control, Five started railing your face again.
You couldnât breathe at all, and were choking on your own spit. Your fingers dug into his thighs as your body instinctively fought back, but Five held the back of your head tight, forcing you down on him over and over.
Then, while violently scrambling your brains with his throbbing cock, hot spurts of Fiveâs seed started shooting down your throat. His hips jerked uncontrollably as he dug his heels into the floor. He fell back against the wall again. The waves of his shuddering release came out in a cadence of grunted curses as he moved himself in and out of your gaping mouth, moving slower and slower with each thrust until he was spent.
Having dumped his load, he started to slide out. Getting oxygen again, your blurred eyes took in the sight above you as you gave his well worked shaft a few more loving licks and twirls of your tongue. Sure that you just blew his mind, you popped your mouth off and smirked.
Fiveâs doe eyes were only slightly open and the dreamy way he was looking down at you was priceless.
~~~
Five was temporarily out of commission but you were both still horny as fuck as you burst out in the cool night air onto the sidewalk. Both riding the high, you fully intended to take your fun back to one of your apartments. As worked up as you were, coming out of that bathroom, hand-in-hand, quickly cutting through the crowded bar, your discussion hadnât gone much past both of you smiling like idiots, but you knew the night wasnât over, that was until you saw Klaus.
âFive?â he questioned, sounding totally shocked to see him as he approached from the opposite direction with his colorful meditation robe bundled around him.
Five slowed to a stop, back peddling a little. You looked from him to your friend, as his hand slipped from yours.
âHey there, little brother,â Klaus said, âWould have never thought Iâd see you out this late. Whatâs this?â He pointed at you with one of his latex covered gloves, the motion exposing his usual weird bubble wrap inner padding system that he liked to keep secured around him, so as he put it, he didnât die while accidentally getting run over. âI didnât know you guys knew each other,â Klaus added as he waved the hand holding his Styrofoam cup between the two of you.
It was subtle, but Five moved away from you a little more as he stuffed his hands in his pockets, trying even harder to hide that heâd been touching you.
Looking very uncomfortable, Five cleared his throat. âWell, Klaus, what with the nature of my employment, I am known to leave my apartment from time to time, and itâs not like I see you that often, so you wouldnât know that. I also wasnât aware that I needed to keep you updated with who my acquaintances are.â
Five looked at you for the briefest of moments, no indication of the sweet guy he had been in his now hardened eyes.
âWe live in the same building,â Five irritatedly furthered, as he looked at Klaus again. âHappened to run into each other a bit ago while picking up dinner, so yeah⌠Thatâs it.â
âYou guys going anywhere else fun? Iâd love to join you, catch-up on life before the big family reunion b-day party next weekend.â Klaus held up his drink again. âThis tea is amazing. I got it at a place about a block down. Iâll buy you guys one,â he pushed as you silently tried not to let it show how confused you were.
Youâd met Klaus over a year before while at a park. He was there alone, sitting under a shady tree, legs crossed, eyes closed while positioned in namaste, when one of your friends threw a frisbee that glided over and clocked him in the side of the head, which was the only part of him not covered with protection from germs or flying projectiles.
Running over to apologize, from that point on, youâd been friends with the slightly odd, but always interesting spiritualist. The fact that Klaus was Fiveâs older brother, one of the other six orphans heâd told you heâd grown up with, was as crazy and unsettling as the way Five was acting all of a sudden.
As if you werenât already feeling like shit, then Five said, âNo thanks. Iâll have to pass on the tea. I have work to do at the office. Iâll see you around.â
âYou still doing cool secret government stuff?â Klaus questioned, but Five didnât answer him, or specify if he meant heâd see you around, or just his brother, then he strode off, his breath a plume of white in the night air as he quickly rounded the corner like he couldnât get away quick enough.
~~~
The work week came and went, and you didnât run into Five again, but that didnât mean you hadnât thought about him about a million times.
Of course, you asked Klaus about him, and he asked you about you and Five. Klaus said that his brother was super secretive. He said that he thought Five worked for the government in some capacity, but really, he wasnât sure, but you were pretty sure that was a lie.
Klaus said Five was a loner and that he didnât get out socially that much, so he was floored when he saw him laughing and smiling, walking down the street with you, and that part you figured was true.
When Klaus pressed you about Five, you could tell that he knew you were lying when you went along with Fiveâs story, by not giving him anything new, other than youâd eaten dinner with him since you both happened to be sitting at the same bar.
You said you were being neighborly. That was it.
You both werenât telling the whole truth, and you both knew it.
As much as you wanted to tell someone how mad you were about what Five had done, it sure as hell wasnât going to be his older brother. The way Five played you was dirty, but you werenât the type to start shit.
Five was a prick. End of story.
You didnât know if he was ashamed of people knowing about him being with you, or it was just his family knowing about it, or if he just used you to get off and thatâs all it ever was.
It didnât matter.
You felt so stupid because you had felt like you had something real with him, something that was maybe a bit too much based on an intense sexual attraction and a shared craving to one up the other with cocky remarks and flirty jokes, but there was also something else. When you were with Five, it felt like you were all that he could see. And even more important, he saw you how you wanted to be seen.
You wanted to get lost in him and the feeling seemed to be mutual, but you were wrong.
What Five did hurt. There was no other way to put it.
When you came and went from your place, a part of you wanted to run into him, and another part of you never wanted to see him again. Some days when you couldnât stop thinking about that assholeâs smile and those dark lashes of his fanning his pale cheeks, you contemplated going up a floor to kick his door in, to either jump his bones or kick him in the nuts, maybe both.
You didnât.
It had been a long day, and the last thing you wanted was to go out. You were planning on having over a group of guys to watch a horror movie marathon. It was going to be a mixed group, old friends and Klaus.
Klaus always seemed lonely, too obsessed with keeping himself from getting sick or avoiding quicker, more gruesome forms of death, so you werenât about to leave him out. He needed to get outside of his head and so did you. Klaus was someone that needed a friend and you were happy to bring him into your fold, even if he often remained quiet, or nervously excitable. He could be so hot and cold, and so detached, and something about that reminded you of Five.
They were brothers, soâŚ
No.Â
No, you were not going there.
Fuck Five.
You dropped some bags of chips and other junk food on the table in front of the couch, busying yourself with getting things ready for your guests, rather than wasting your time thinking about Five.
Life goes on, your friends showed up and as usual, Klaus was late, but when he knocked on your door with his brother in tow, you naturally did a double take because you were so floored. Â
âMind if I join you?â Five sheepishly asked while handing you a bottle of very expensive looking Scotch, the same brand he kept buying you at the bar.
There you were, wearing your favorite sweats and frumpy faded t-shirt, and there he was, looking amazing as always in his slim fit white dress shirt and usual black slacks, but gone was the self-assured guy who strutted into your life and then stomped on your dick.
He looked so nervous and unlike himself that all you could bring yourself to do was take the bottle as you nodded your head, stepping aside to let them in.
Klaus came waltzing in, minus his usual bubble wrap bumper vest, which you assumed he left at Fiveâs apartment before coming down to yours. He instantly took his place on your recliner since youâd abandoned it.
âSince, my dearest little brother lives in your building and you two are friends, I figured Iâd stop by and see if he wanted to join us,â he explained, clearly aware that you werenât thrilled. âWith how chummy you two looked the other night, I was surprised that you hadnât already plucked Five out of his boring man cave,â he added while wagging his eyebrows at you.
âFunny, when inviting my friends over, thinking anything about Five and our chumminess totally slipped my mind,â you muttered, as you glared at the jerk you did not want there who was still expectantly staring at you.
The asshole was standing there on your door mat, looking about as clueless as ever, so you waved him on. âDonât just stand there. Come on in. Join the party. Weâre about thirty minutes into the first âScreamâ movie.â
âAre you sure this is, okay?â Five quietly asked, clearly not wanting anyone else to hear as you shut the door behind him.
âWhy wouldnât it be,â you shot back, the anger in your voice impossible to hide.
âItâs not what you think. I am sorry,â he tried.
âWhatever,â you snapped. âHey, Klaus!â He looked up with his mouth full of popcorn. âIntroduce your brother, please.â
After dismissing him, with no other choice Five walked out to meet your friends.
Entering your kitchen, you got down some tumblers to pour everyone a glass of Fiveâs âyou sucked my dick and then I rejected you,â peace offering or whatever the fuck it was supposed to be.
âGentleman, my ass,â you breathed before coming out to the living room with your hands full of the sloshing liquid.
Of course, there was nowhere to sit but next to him on your L-shaped couch. Five was at the hooked end, doing his best to look somewhat comfortable.
Like before they came, mostly everyone ignored the addition to the party as they zoned out, watching the movie, making comments here and there. As it was before, everyone was just chilling, lounged out on your furniture. Deputy Duey was being a dipshit that you couldnât help but love, and terrified girls with big tits, and stupid horny guys ran for their life, screaming as the ghost-faced killer sliced and diced them.
It would have been great, exactly what you needed, but Fiveâs presence was making it anything but relaxing for you. He was so close; you could feel the heat of his leg next to yours as the silent tension between you grew. The way he was bouncing his knee made it clear he wasnât feeling very comfortable either, but fuck him.
Nearing the end, when the masks came off, Fiveâs agitation had gotten noticeably worse. He could hardly hold still. You could tell he wasnât okay. His hand laying against his leg was shaking. Not even thinking, you reached over, placing yours over it.
His breath hitched as he looked at you. âExcuse me,â he whispered, abruptly pushing himself up off the couch.
As he passed, Klaus gave his brother a worried glance, but you told him to stay put as you got up to follow Five.
Coming around the partition dividing your small living space, you saw that Five had himself leaned back against your kitchen counter, head down, pinching his forehead between two fingers.
âNot enjoying the movie?â you sarcastically asked.
Five pulled in a long breath AS he looked up at you. âI am afraid that as an ex-assassin, there is something about these tragically misguided young men happily stalking their prey before slicing them apart with blunt objects that hits a little too close to home.â
You blinked rapidly. âYouâre kidding?â
His lip quirked up. âNot entirely.â
âAh-huh,â you breathed before taking a long pull of your drink while glancing around the corner at the TV in the other room.
âAt least part of the motivation for these two bonehead murderers being their secret love affair made this otherwise less than thrilling teen slasher film less boring,â Five furthered, seemingly a little less upset, almost playful as he smiled a little more when you looked at him again.
âWhat! NO! I love this movie,â you argued, forgetting that you hated him, even playing up how offended you were by his comment over your favorite scary movie. âAnd hell yes, them being mad as fuck for each other makes this better,â you agreed, followed by a laugh.
Fiveâs smile fell. âI wish I hadnât done what I did the other night.â
âThen why did you?â
He ran his hand back, pushing his hair out his eyes, but it fell right back. âBecause, when it comes to my family, itâs complicated, and not even factoring them into my life, I donât know how to be with anyone, and I donât know if I should be with anyone with the way I am anyway.â
âI donât get it. If youâre ashamed-"
âItâs not that,â he interrupted, then he raised his voice. âI donât care if the entire world knows how I feel about you!â
Klaus had been talking, but hearing that, the other room got very quiet.
âYou are the first person I want to open myself to like this, or who has ever made me feel this way,â Five said, coming to you, his hands finding yours at your sides as he leaned into you. âI still want this more than anything, I just messed up because I am messed up.â
Coming closer, his lips touched yours so softly for just a fraction of a second. His eyes like gems, implored you-asking forgiveness.
âSince the other night, other than hating myself, I have wanted nothing more than to see your smile again,â he whispered, âeven though what I did made it seem like I donât care about you, that is about the farthest thing from the truth. Will you give me a second chance to show you how much you mean to me?â
You were pretty sure you couldnât have made your lips form the word no, no matter how hard you tried.
âAre you sure youâre not embarrassed about this?â you questioned, your fingers making soothing circles along the undersides of his wrists.
Five smiled again. âIâm sure.â
âProve it.â
âYou forgive me then?â
âIâm working on it, but you have a lot of making up to do.â
Fiveâs hand moved around to your lower back, sliding up the back of your shirt, pulling you closer. You nudged his nose with yours.
âLike I said, prove it,â you softly repeated, daring him to show you that he meant what he said about not caring if his family or anyone else knew.
Five glanced over your shoulder, as if he could see your guests even though there was a wall in the way. His hand moved along your hip, slipping below the waistband of your sweatpants. âWhat do you have in mind for how I can prove it to you, handsome?â
He plucked the knot in your drawstring free, pulling the bunched cotton at your waist, loosening it so his hand could slip inside your pants.
âThis, maybe?â he hummed against your ear, his fingers just under the elastic of your briefs.
You looked back at him with pleading eyes.
âYour bedroom is right over there but you want it right here, donât you dirty boy?â he taunted.
There was no time for a comeback, only a shuttered breath before Fiveâs hand dove lower and you gasped at the sudden feeling of his finger abruptly entering you.
A devilish smile lit up Fiveâs face. âAwww⌠Wet for me already? Such a good boy,â he chuckled as his finger began to move, lovingly stroking the lubrication upwards.
You lowered your head against his neck, your body already tightening with pleasure from the feel of his finger rubbing against your clit.
Five kissed your forehead as you clung to him, his words tickling the shell of your ear as he spoke. "Wanna give our audience a show? You were amazing the other night, but Iâm sure if we both try really hard, we can do better this time.â
You whimpered, trying to put your thighs together so you could increase the friction. Five brought another finger into the game trailing his digits up and down before flicking them against you, making you let out a small moan.
A shout came from the other room. âHey! While you guys are in there, you should make some more popcorn!â
Twisting just enough, you snatched a bag of microwave pop off the counter, furiously tearing into the plastic with your teeth before spitting it out. You reached back, yanking the microwave open, carelessly tossing it in there without looking.
After you slammed the door shut, while smiling at you looking so fucking cocky, Five helpfully reached up, punching in the popcorn button before he hit start. He raised a brow. âLooks like I better get to work. We have a countdown, sweetheart.â
Moving his fingers quickly, jerking you hard, you let out a low groan that got much higher pitched when you felt the warmth of his erection nudging your hip.
Riding Fiveâs glorious fingers, but thinking of him slowly entering you with his heavy cock instead had your eyes rolling back in your head. The agonizing pace he was setting making your moans of complaint louder.
âThatâs it, baby, louder,â he encouraged, gazing at you with half lidded eyes that were so beautiful.
âI need more,â you hissed, gritting your teeth.
âSo needy,â he teased, just before his finger dipped inside you again, only this time crooked up just a little before he pulled it out again.
Then, just as you thought the bastard was going to really start finger fucking you, he slipped his hand out of your pants leaving your cunt clenching around nothing. After your waistband snapped against your tensed abs, Five brought his slicked finger to his mouth, making a naughty show of sucking it clean. Â
âI fucking hate you!â you growled.
If he tried to leave you with blue balls again, you were going to kill him!
Five gave you a sly grin and you frowned. âIâm going to make you take that back,â he menacingly sang, then suddenly your pants and underwear were tugged down, and your legs were forcefully spread open by his knees wedging yours wide.
His hands come up your sides, moving under your shirt, over your rib cage. His eyes looked into yours, watching you for signs of distress as his fingers moved up, traveling over the flattened planes of your pecs.
You closed your eyes and you felt Five rest his forehead against yours.
His hand smoothed down to your hips again, stopping.
You took a deep breath.
âYou are the most handsome man I have ever seen,â he breathed, throwing you off even more.
To say your senses were heightened was an understatement. Every sound your friends made in the other room only added to the tension brewing. All they had to do was come around the corner and they could see you back up against your counter with Five dominatingly standing between your legs as your pants and underwear lay in a heap at your ankles.
Five moved his forehead away from yours. âI will stop if you want me to. If not, you know what to say,â he soothed. âYou want me to suck you off, right here. Right now. With them listening.â
 Little explosions started to go off inside the microwave.
 You had never been so hot and bothered in your life. You moaned desperately, âFive, you fucking-!"
"Shh...â Five teased as his hand moved up over your mouth to silence you. "Canât have you getting too loud. Donât want anyone thinking Iâm in here doing awful things to you.â He leaned in, his breath ruffling the short ends of your hair, his words ominously intimidating. âI want to hear you beg.â
âPlease,â you whimpered under his hot fingers.
"Sorry, what was that?" Five asked, sweet as honey while moving his hand a little so you could say it louder.
âPlease!â
âThatâs it.â Fiveâs sinful looking grin spread across his entire face.
He got down on his knees. Not taking his eyes off you, he pushed up your t-shirt just a little so he could leave a trail of wet kisses along the fine trail of hair leading from your belly button downward.
He let out a heavy breath, hovering over your sex. âYouâre perfect, you know that, right?â he said, then his tongue drug along your length before flicking against the tip of your swollen clit.
âOh, FUCK,â you loudly cursed.
You tried to relax and keep your hips still as Five licked at you slowly, but with the way his tongue was pushing between your thickened folds it was impossible
A bitten whimper croaked out of you as he licked up a stripe while slowly palming his own dick. You lowered to your head, your fingers threading through his hair, tightening.
You gasped when Five began sucking you. His hum of approval and the sting of pleasure from his teeth accidentally dragging as he sucked a little too roughly, left your thighs shaking and the next thing you knew, you were grinding down on him trying to get more.
Undeterred, by you humping his face, Five continued to contentedly lap at you. At this point, you didnât know what to focus on, the pleasure that was tearing through your veins, the screams coming for movie, the people who could come in the kitchen at any second, or the fact that there was no way Five was able to breathe correctly with the way he was going at it, his whole face buried between your legs, fucking you.
Everything clouded over. His hands were plastered to your thighs, his hair was sticking out in a million places, and his tongue kept probing inside your entrance, devouring you before he came back up to harshly flick at your clit again.
Your body fought against the invasive sensation. Vulgar noises were being forced out of you, but you couldnât cum no matter how badly you wanted to.
The microwave beeped.
âI-I fff-fu-ah-ck,â you stammered as you tugged at Fiveâs dark waves, attempting to separate your throbbing sex from his mouth, but he wasnât having any of that.
He grasped your waist, holding you in place, hungrily demolishing you. He was like an animal, the scratchiness of his very light stubble only adding to the brutality of what he was doing to you.
It felt like every nerve in your body was being touched at once. You were being torn apart more and more with each trail of his tongue and rub of his fingers, pinching and pulling you between forefinger and thumb as he sucked your clit like a dick.
As your orgasm hit, it felt electric, a flash after flash of hot white light.
Five made you cum so hard that you totally forgot that he was fisting his own cock, but he sure was, and he was loudly moaning while doing it and still sucking you with the most tender of kisses, making sure not to leave you until youâd ridden out all your crashing waves of pleasure. Â
When he finally came up for air, his face from his eyes down was shining and his smug grin proved that he could have cared less that he was a mess.
 âSo, did you enjoy cumming on my face?â he rhetorically questioned.
He lifted himself off the ground, staring at you as he leaned in, connecting your lips, making you taste yourself on his tongue.
âI am not sure. It was okay, I guess,â you said, smirking when he pulled away, wiping his face and then yours with the sleeve of his shirt.
âMaybe one more try, with a little more tongue and teeth this time and youâll have a more definitive answer?â he suggested.
He started to drop back down, and even though your body felt like jello, you pulled him back up easily enough.
As you were reaching to pick up your pants, Five took advantage of you dropping your guard to quickly spin you around, your socked feet slipping on the floor before he aggressively pulled your hips out, making you present your ass to him.
You heard him hastily unhooking his belt, the metal clanking together before you heard his zipper coming down, then his body molded to your backside, the tip of his thick cock dangling between your legs.
âWe arenât done and Iâm not stopping until they know youâre mine,â he said while lovingly massaging the side of your ass.
He started nudging himself against your inner thigh and you let out a little whimper. âSo cute, just like your little dick,â he mocked. Then he moved his hand around you, tugging you out a little more from the counter so he could grope you, making you shudder.
He slapped your ass hard, the thwack sure to make everyoneâs head in the other room spin in your direction. You jolted up. You heard your friends laughing, then Five spanked you again. "Fuck!â you cried, moving your ass against his cock even tighter.
âYou really want it, donât you baby,â Five growled in your ear, slapping your ass again.
âPlease!" you begged with your head falling back against Fiveâs shoulder before rolling to the side so you could see him.
âYou want danger?â he purred as he yanked up his shirt, letting his predatory eyes narrow at the sight of his cock wedged between your cheeks.
You said nothing, so, looking like a mad man, he reached up, taking hold of your neck.
You whined and squirmed in his grasp as his other hand cupped you bare. He slid his fingers inside as his thumb swirled over your slippery clit. Before you could make a sound, he started to choke you.Â
He fingered your hole roughly, as he cut off the flow of oxygen to your brain. You couldnât even think. You were drowning with desire, your body submitting.
Five started to rut his hips into you as you lost your mind, moaning into the palm of his hand.
Thatâs when Klaus called out. âHowâs that popcorn coming, boys? Better not be any dick in it!â
As Five fucked into you and his second finger slide inside, you all but screamed through his fingers. âMmmfff-fuck, Ff-ive!â
If Five hadnât thought to muzzle you, you were being so loud, it wouldnât just be the people in the living room aware of what he was doing to you.
As if that wasnât enough, Five bit down on your shoulder through your shirt, thrusting as hard and as fast as he could go.
You felt your orgasm building all the way from your toes to your stomach. Your calves painfully flexed as you bucked your hips, trying to get more.
Five let out a moan of his own, and the pleasure of his fingers, the dizziness of being choked, along with the pain from his teeth marking had you clenching around his fingers.
The only sounds that could be heard in the room were the sounds of squelching, your moans, and Fiveâs sexy grunting.
Yanking your face back, he took his hand off your mouth, forcing his tongue onto yours, aiming to take you for all you were worth.
Your walls contracted around him, spilling fresh liquid pleasure with his every thrust.
His breath and his movements started getting more erratic, and he let out a few manic sounding noises.
He only stopped slipping his dick up and down your crack for a second to reposition himself. Apparently, the new angle was even better for him because when he started back up, his fingers in you started to move again too and that got you cursing and gasping into his hand again.
"Good boy. Let it out. Your pussy is mine now,â he growled, but he didnât let you let it out as he clamped down on your mouth harder and slammed into you with all the energy he had.
You peaked again, him clinging to you, your stifled gasps hissing through his fingers.
âSo perfect,â he breathed, then he let you free, the air filling your lungs doing nothing to clear your clouded mind and you helplessly slumped over.
One of his hands kept a tight hold on your hip, the other taking care of his own need. The sight of you bent over on the counter in front of him had Five grunting and growling as he stroked himself, his cum splattering all over your abused ass.
When Five was done, he crashed into you, pulling you up in a lovers embrace from behind, panting harder than he had been the entire time. The second he had enough air to speak, he did. âThat was- Fuck."
You were out of it, legs shaking, mouth agape, head lolling to the side. He grabbed your face and languidly kissed you before breaking away, his lips moving along your sweat moistened neck as he said, âI want you and only you and I donât care who knows. Donât you ever question that again.â
âReady or not, the men out here are demanding a proof of life check after that beautiful screaming performance, and we need more sustenance, so pull your pants up! I am coming in,â Klaus suddenly shouted.
Scrambling, you and Five both untangled yourselves. He snatched your hand towel off the counter, taking it to your butt cheeks, doing his best to wipe you first, then himself.
Dropping to the floor, he started pulling your sweatpants up, then sure you had them in hand, Five started trying to fix his own rumpled clothing.
âIs my little brother behaving himself?â Klaus questioned and by the way he said it, you could tell he had a huge smile even before he rounded the corner, eyeing you both up proudly.
âWhy wouldnât I be?â Five fired back, with his pants only just zipped up, the ends of his belt hanging in front of the prominent tent he was still sporting.Â
âOh, I donât know⌠Sounded like you were getting a little frisky in here is all,â Klaus replied.
Five reached over, opening the microwave, throwing the bag of popcorn at his brother.
As one would expect, Klaus started tossing the bag, hand to hand. âOuch! Hot! Hot!â
You couldnât help but laugh. Thatâs how mind blowingly dazed you were. You could tell it took a great deal of effort for Five to pry himself from you and you were still having a hard time standing up straight, so you had no idea how he was composing himself so well but then again, he didnât just cum three times.
âIf only I could blink us out of here,â he muttered while sticking the prong of his belt through the length, tightening it as he looked at you fumbling the strings on your sweatpants.
âBlink?â you questioned, unable to stop laughing as you said it because for the life of you, you couldnât perform the simple task of tying a knot.
âWhat my adorable brother is referring to,â Klaus said, âis a thing we used to call a thing he used to do.â He reached out, ruffling Fiveâs already fucked up hair. âHeâs super fast, but you already knew that,â he said while winking at you, âHe used to be able to blink or as the common man says, telapor-"
âIf you donât shut your yapper, I am going to shut it for you,â Five snapped, while reaching over to tie your pants up since youâd failed and they were already slipping down.
âOh⌠Not going there yet. Okay,â Klaus said as he shrugged off whatever Five was angrily trying to get him to shut up about. âYou two joining us for the second movie?â Klaus mumbled with a handful of freshly popped kernels in his mouth.
You looked at Five. He took you by the hand, grabbing the bottle of liquor off the counter in his other, leading you out there.
Moving to your spot on the couch, Five sat down first, pulling you down next to him. As soon as you were seated, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you in tighter, his lower leg hooking yours to him as he took your throw blanket, tossing it over you both.
âSo, you guys a thing now,â your buddy next to him asked while giving you a smart-ass grin.
Five glanced at you. He squeezed his hand that was already in yours. âYes,â you firmly stated and just like the amazing friends they were, they all let it go. They could see this is what you wanted. It was written all over your hopeful face.
You leaned back against Fiveâs warmth, the comforting rise and fall of his chest reassuring you that everything was as perfect as it seemed.
Every so often, as his fingers absentmindedly trailed down your arm, Five would softly kiss the side of your cheek, then nuzzle his face into your hair.
~~~
When you woke, hours later to one of your friends leaving and Five attempting not to wake you as he quietly answered something his brother had just said, you had no idea what time it was.
âKlaus was planning on staying at my place,â Five whispered. âWe have that family birthday thing early in the morning and we are riding together.â He slid you out from under him. âYou want me to carry you to your room?â he asked, as he righted himself.
âI doubt you could,â you said back while smiling up at him in the dim light as you stretched your legs out, accidentally kicking your zonked out friend who was sprawled out on the other end of the couch.
âGoodnite,â Klaus whispered, before he went out the door.
Swooping down, Five gently kissed you and kept on kissing you until you started to laugh over how obviously he didnât want to go. âBest night of my life,â he chuckled, his own smile stretching as he finally pulled away. âIâll be back sometime early afternoon. Can I see you again?â
Stroking your fingers along his jaw, you whispered back, âYou better.â
Fiveâs tired eyes softened even more. He brushed his lips against yours one more time.
Then he was gone.
~~~
Back to reality, your mind lost in a past that doesnât exist anymore while your body remains stuck in a present form of hell you canât escape, lying there in your bed, you keep trying to work through your memories of Five.
For his part, like he always does at night, Five stays with you in the only way he feels that he can, over 60 years of time separating you as he sits in his chair in front of the Infinite Switchboard.
After thrashing around in your blankets, reliving things you donât want to let go, giving into your bodyâs most primal urges, you shove your hand in your pants, digging your fingers against your clit, tugging and pulling and rubbing. Breathing heavily, your release comes and goes way too fast, giving you nothing to replace the man you refuse to let go.
Finally, worn out and mentally broken, your breathing slows, and your eyes close.
You fall into a fitful sleep, your face pinched with the same stress itâs had since you entered your apartment earlier that night.
A few minutes before this, with his reddened eyes darting around as he tries to squash his own anguish, trying in vain to convince himself that what heâs seeing isnât because of him, Five throws his arms down on the messy desk space, burying his face in the fold of his arm.
Youâre upset, that much he is willing to admit.
You have old news clippings of him and his faded collector cards, and other silly trinkets from the days the Umbrella Academy meant something to the world.
You only have his.
Going through the list of issues in his head, Five comes up with only more problems with all this.
All that is something, but it's not like you would be harboring some old crush on the nerdy little 13-year-old he was in those pictures, because back when those cards were cool, you were only four years old! Back then, you probably didn't even know your address, let alone who the kids who lived at the Umbrella Academy were. But despite that, you clearly have something going on and itâs clearly aimed at him.
You moan repeatedly as the blankets covering you shuffle.
âFuckâŚâ Five breathes as he looks up, realizing what you are doing.
What you have going on is clearly at least partially a horny thing, and an angry thing, and fuck, fuck, FUCK!
Five canât stop looking at you writhing against your hand.
He shifts his legs apart, refusing to give his hardening cock the attention it's screaming for. Itâs bad enough that heâs watching you jerk off, but doing that with you, like thisâŚ
No.
âGod damn it!â he curses, kicking his legs out, throwing his hands back behind his head as he forces himself to look at the floor.
No one else remembers, so there is no way you do!Â
This has to be something else causing this, right?
Swallowing the lump in his throat, he looks back up. Your breaths are slowing. Your hand slips up along your stomach, laying limply against your t-shirt.
Your eyes stay closed and Five wants so badly to kiss the lids covering them. Since he canât, he does what heâs always done, he imagines the things he wants.
Shutting his own eyes, he imagines himself there with you, protectively folded around you, your bodies illuminated by the muted silhouettes from the leaves fluttering outside in the canopy of trees outside your window.Â
He can almost feel himself kissing the moonbeam dancing across your cheek, flickering along the ridge of your nose-almost.
Thereâs no warmth to this dream, no sensation of your touch lovingly holding him back.
This is all there had ever been for Five for nearly a lifetime, but now, thanks to you, he knows what itâs like to have something real, and now he is drowning in the shocking reality of his endless loneliness.
Chilled, but unwilling to move to an office to throw himself down on something more comfortable, when his breathing melts into a rhythm of rest, Five floats away with you, going into a nightmarish dreamscape, a place moments before the world fell apart and he lost you.
~~~
As your sleep deepens, you start tossing and turning, your mind projecting images of you bursting out the doors of your apartment. You didnât care how terrified you were or that you had no weapon to defend yourself against whatever was happening. You had to get to Five.
You took off, sprinting down the sidewalk in the direction of the explosions, rather than in the opposite direction like everyone else was doing.
The sky was casting a strange glow of orange and violet light over everything. It looked like an alien landscape, not the loud city with its shops and business filled with people doing normal things, unless you considered running for their life normal.
You knew it was crazy for you of all people to think you could do anything to help, but it was also crazy that the Five apparently had superpowers, but you'd seen it for yourself on your TV, and the people with him did too.
You kept on, moving along, seeing the destruction getting worse the closer you got to where the news had shown the fighting.
The air near the ground was thick with black smoke as you got closer, but you kept going, knowing from what youâd seen on the news that Five was there, but nothing could have prepared you for it when you rounded a corner and saw all of them. Like some kind of science fiction movie on crack, everywhere you looked, unexplainable things were happening that shouldnât be.
It was madness, all of it, the way Five was disappearing and reappearing, the way they were shooting laser beams from their eyes and throwing cars like they were nothing. Klaus was there too, like some kind of oracle, casting his hands out, making phantom-like figures appear out of nowhere, all the luminous bodies heâd created readily joining the fight.
Either brave or stupid, you started to cross the battlefield of flipped cars that lay between you and them, staying down, trying not to get hit by the barrage of bullets and other things flying in your direction. Â
Five was yelling, calling for everyone to get together. He wasnât okay, you could see that. He was staggering, trying so hard to stand in the storm that was enveloping him.
He fell to his knees, screaming for them.Â
Blood smeared across his face as his hand came up, wiping his cheek.Â
The blood was gushing from his nose and seeping down his neck from his ears, but he kept screaming for them. The near blinding light kept growing, extending out from his hands and entire body.
Between broken car windows, you watched as the group gathered around him, two of them looking like they were sending out some kind of force field that was keeping them safe from the bullets and the fire-like aura that was glowing down from the sky.
Then, to your horror, you realized the fire was actually coming from some of them. Their flesh was cracked and blackened, like lava was running under their skin.
They were burning.Â
Five was burning!
Your voice cut through the air, penetrating the chaos. âFIVE!â
Just then, extreme pain was the only way to describe what you felt.Â
A deafening blast sent you flying, slamming your spine against the door of an upside-down car. Pain radiated through you. You reactively curled in on yourself. You desperately clasped your hands over your ears, trying to block out the high-pitched sound that was trying to stab your brains out, but you painfully realized that the ringing wasnât something you could stop.
You could hardly move, gasping for air that wouldnât fill your lungs, but then suddenly Five was next to you, eyes wide, searching you over, saying something, but all you could see was his lips moving as his hands frantically moved over you, trying to cover all the places where your clothes were becoming wet with blooming circles of red.
You watched Fiveâs mouth repeating the words, âI will fix this.â He was saying it over and over.
Then, just like that, stinging pelts of liquid hit your face as the side of Fiveâs skull ripped open.
You watched as if in slow motion as the inside of his head spilled out like a macabre brain soup. Then you watched in horror as he tumbled over, your shell-shocked body not working fast enough to catch him.
The side of Fiveâs ashen face slammed into the glass covered concrete.
Scrambling to your knees, you pulled him to you, his broken head rolling limply in your lap as you screamed.Â
Your tears mixed with his blood.Â
You didnât even notice Klaus until he was right there. He came sprinting to a stop a few yards away, seeing you and his brother.
âHelp him,â you begged. You refused to take your eyes from Fiveâs, then Klaus took off, shouting something.
âNo, no, no! Please, no!â you wailed as Five remained motionless, legs twisted in a way that made him look so small.
Five was not small. He was strong and he wasâŚ
He was everything.
Suddenly a wind from nowhere started whipping up tiny bits of debris from all around you. Looking up, you saw the impossible. There was a ghostly image of Five out in the street next to his brother where they were standing in a blue-ish purple electrical storm filled with glistening marigold, fire and light.
You could see Five over there, but he was also still with you, his warm blood matting his dark strands of hair, coating your fingers as you cradled his head as if you could fix the damage done to him if you willed the hole in him closed, but his empty green eyes continued to stare off at nothing.
The torrents of energy that Five had been violently projecting before heâd appeared over by you grew stronger, making it near impossible to make out anything happening over by them, but you were able to see him out there, lightning filled hands clenched like claws as fire like sparkles swirled around him and the strange static and twinkling lights of power werenât just coming from Five. It was coming from all of them, as if mixing.
Dazed, and evidently not stable, they all simultaneously fell to their knees, but Five didnât this time.
His face was no longer spattered with his blood as he looked up, past his siblings as they fell to the ground as if they were puppets whose strings had just been cut.
As your eyes met, it was as if you were seeing Five for the first time ever, seeing all versions of him, and it wasnât just happening to him, though the ghostlike projections of Five were dramatically different compared to those of his siblings. He was older in some of them, but you were sure it was him, with that funny mustache and his same soft eyes.
Five was that man, and then he wasnât again, he was just a boy, so young, so angry, nothing but skin and bones, his tormented face covered in ash and grime.Â
All of them, all the different versions of them were morphing, snapping together with alternate images of themselves, like a flip book thatâs pages clapped with thunder as they turned.
Then, out of nowhere, out of anyone who could have been out there in all that madness, Reginald Hargreeves, the richest man in the world, was towering over you. His expression was serene as he looked down at the dead boy you were crying over. Then he looked up, his expression not scared at all as he said, âHold on to him. It will all be over soon.â
Bleeding out and going into shock, you looked back out at the other Five. Even in the distance, you could see his mouth.Â
His mouth! The one you knew intimately, pulled up just a little as he gave you a dreamy smile, as if he was seeing something in all this that you couldnât.
You screamed Fiveâs name as the ball of fire inside him began to consume what was left of his crumbling body.
âNo!â you cried, but this time Five couldnât hear it.
The bubble around them burst, life and death, creation and destruction, you, Five, all of it and time itself, all tied to him and the tale of rebirth, and it was coming for you in a wall of fire.
Your own terrified scream echoing inside your head was the last thing you heard.
Then you were all gone.
~~~
âNO!â You cry out, trying to free yourself from your knotted blankets. Youâre in the darkness of your bedroom again, no longer holding Fiveâs dead body while you watched the ghost of him in the distance, being taken away by an otherworldly fire.
Your heart feels like it could rip out of your chest, it's pounding so hard.
Your hands come up, digging at your eyes as if you can make it all go away, but the heat of your tears is as real as the pain of losing him. âPlease no,â you helplessly whimper as you pull your legs up under your arms so you can drop your head between your knees. âI need you, Five,â you sob, your body shuddering.
âI am here, please donât cry, I am so sorry.â
Your head shoots up, your eyebrows flying halfway up your face, the thumping in your chest threatening to do you in as you blink, over and over, seeing Five right there, at the side of your bed, looking like he just woke up, but looking as beautifully disheveled in his three-piece suit as he always does.
âFf-Five?â your voice cracks.
âHey, handsome,â he quietly breathes as he sinks down on the bed next to you, his legs dangling over the side as he reaches over, gently brushing a sweat-dampened piece of hair out of your eyes.
âYou you-you-"
âI know,â Five says, pulling you to him.
Arms around him, he squeezes you tight. You breathe in, your face buried against his collar because youâre still not sure heâs real.
âI didnât think it was possible, but-â He stops, pulling back enough to make you look at him. His eyes glaze over in thought as he lets out a shaky breath. âNo one else but us remembered, and I didnât-" His teary words catch in his throat. âI didnât want to hurt you. I never should have-â A single tear rolls down his cheek. âI never should have let this happen, but nothing could have prepared me for you and how you made me feel, and I- Even if you remember me, I shouldnât be here, but I heard you crying, and I had to-"
He tries to pull away.
âNO! Donât you dare go!â You give Fiveâs shoulders a little shake, âDonât you dare leave me again! And what the hell do you mean you heard me? Where were you, in my fucking closet!â
âNo, I was pathetically hiding out in a musty old office building in 1955.â
âOkay- Okay-" Your heart is racing so hard you canât think but that makes no sense. âWhat the fuck, Five!â
He lowers his face like he wants to disappear and that only makes you cling to him tighter.
âThe place I am talking about, and my association with it is a long story,â he starts, â-and I promise I will tell you everything if you want me to, but the reason I was there now was because itâs the only place I could go to see you.â He looks up, his eyes filling. âThereâs a machine I invented, it lets the operator dial in places and times. I have missed you so fucking much,â he rambles, clearly spiraling, but you refuse to let him go no matter how confused and mad you are.
âLook, the things you say are just- Yeah.â You let out a puff of air, shaking your head over all this craziness. âBut I want you! I donât care about the rest!"
âIâm not who you think I am. I have done so many horrible things,â he interrupts.
âFive, I know that you are so many more things than what I thought you were in the beginning, but I want all of them. I saw you! All of you! You had a mustache for Christ Sake! I know who you are!â
âYou donât know all of it,â he whispers.
âI donât care! You saved us. I donât understand it, but I know you did. You were the only one in the end before everything disappeared. I thought you were dead!â
âI know.â
âYou told me that Iâm the first person you wanted to open yourself up to,â you continue, âDid you mean it when you said that?â
His lower lip quivers as he nods. âI meant every word of it, and you are still all I want.â
âThen donât leave me again!â you shout at him, pushing him down on your bed.
Five still looks totally lost but with your insistence, he surrenders himself to you heavily crawling on top of him.
Fully reclined, you throw your leg over his, coming down at his side to tuck your head under his chin, effectively detaining him but letting him breathe. You can hear his heart hammering in his chest as he looks down at you peering up at him.Â
His eyes search yours he quietly asks, âAre you sure you still want this?â
âYes, I am sure,â you insist.
His long fingers trace a line up your back, skating the surface of your shirt.
âPlease talk to me, Five. I meant it when I said I want this with you more than anything.â
âWhy?â he questions, sounding so dejected.
You sit up, straddling him so you can keep him trapped but also take him on, face to face. âBecause even with all the crazy things you told me, knowing what I know now, I think you were telling me the truth about all of it, and you know what, I am not scared. I donât care how old you are, or if you were an assassin. I donât care what youâve done to get here. All that matters is you are.â
âYou mean that?â he whispers, reaching around you, his long fingers tracing a soothing line up your back.
You nod and his hand comes up, moving to the back of your head, pulling your lips to his in a chaste kiss that ends all too fast.
You try to kiss him again but Five turns his head, squirming away, not letting you.
Your eyebrows come together in frustration.
âYou know⌠For all my mistakes, I finally thought I had it all figured out, but then thisâŚâ His voice trails off as his hands move around your backside, grabbing your ass. âThis never should have happened. You werenât supposed to remember, but you evidently do, or you wouldnât be trying to hump my leg because you know that getting me hard is going to help you get your way.â
You look down where your crotch is pinning his quad, and he laughs.
Youâre just about to tell the asshole you are not trying to hump his leg when he says, âThe reason I think you remember,â He cracks a sad smile, making him look so beautifully broken, âThe reason you remembered, is because I fell in love with you. A part of you was with me in the end and I couldnât let it go. Youâre a part of me now whether you like it or not.â
âYou love me?â
âMore than anything.â
In the subsequent silence, your shoulders wither, a single thought floating among the sea of worries in your mind.
You love him too.
You come at him, thereâs no stopping you from kissing him. Like you are doing to him, Fiveâs hands grasp at your body, everywhere they can reach, caressing, groping, pinching, anything to feel each other.Â
Jutting your cunt across his thigh, you assault his lips, drawing your teeth across his pout in retribution for him thinking you wouldnât want this.
Stroking his neck, his hands holding you in place, he moans as you grind his leg. Adding to your pleasure, Five begins exploring your neck with his tongue, tasting your skin, licking the sweat of your nightmare clean off as you rut into him, panting and gasping, filling the quiet of the small room.
Boldly sticking your hand down your pants, rubbing your cock, you lower your voice as deep as you can as you ask, âDid you watch me do this?â
âYes,â Five rasps, his hands moving down, suddenly taking you by the waist. Like lightning striking, the air around you lights up, every nerve ending in your body comes alive as youâre flung through a swirling storm of sapphire, coming back to the present a millisecond later with your back slamming on your mattress.
Head still spinning, Five falls over you from the air, his body still glowing in his whirl of magical light. His irises dance with embers as he dives in, kissing your neck again.
âWhat. The Fuck Was That? Did you just teleport me?â you deliriously groan as he attacks you.
"No, I blinked you," he corrects, "It's a spontaneous reaction to having a very naughty boy trying to fuck my lap,â Five informs you with his lips at your earlobe, before kissing down, gnawing on your jaw, as he attempts to blindly unbutton his shirt.
Oh, my God, this man...
Not satisfied with the speed, you begin to help him, and his smile at your impatience is almost as hot as the sight of him laying over you, shrugging it off. Five is nothing but lean valleys of muscle, all pointing to the dangerous weapon heâs packing in his pants, but interestingly enough, his famous Umbrella Academy tattoo on his wrist isnât the only tattoo heâs got.
Seeing geometrically balanced circles and lines criss-crossing in the middle of his chest must have you making the funniest looking face because Five starts laughing.
âThis,â He points to the black and gray washes of ink marking him. âThis is evidence of one of my many blunders through time, but itâs worth the pain and looking like a fucking idiot if it means I get to see you looking at me like that.â
You trace the lines. âYou are beautiful, Five, all of you.â
âAs long as you think so, because I think Iâm stuck with it now,. I am a complete package of the old me, the young me, and the tattooed and very fucking horny me,â he says before much more seriously asking, "You ok taking yours off too?"
You nod and Five dips low, using his nose, he starts nudging your t-shirt shirt up. He playfully sucks and nips you all the way up to one of the darkened pink scars under your pecs. Your breath hitches as he traces a line over it with his fingertip, then slowly begins to kiss you there too, his teeth grazing your nipple for good measure.
âSo perfect,â he hums, sending a direct signal from youâre the now hardened nub all the way down to your groin.Â
As youâre reeling over him saying that and the feeling of him flicking his tongue across your other pec, Fiveâs hands start moving up your sides, slowly lifting your shirt over your head.
Your legs tense, fighting against the growing ache between them as Five kisses down your torso, marking you where the skin dips at your hip, the palm of his hand hot as it rests over your abs, firmly holding you down.
Already trembling, you let out a small cry of desperation.
Gazing up at you with his pupils blown dark with desire, Five tears open the button holding your jeans closed. Lifting for him, he pushes your remaining clothes down your flushed thighs.
With you fully naked, your bodies roll slightly as Five comes down on the bed next to you. You spread your legs and just as fast, he reaches between them, rolling your clit between thumb and forefinger.
You gasp your approval, âFuck yeah, donât stop.â
âFuck, youâre so hard for me,â Five groans, just below your ear, sending a shiver zipping up your spine as a gush of wet drips out of you. âI canât get enough of your dick,â he says while playfully pecking your jaw.
âSame,â you gasp, your enlarged clit so sensitive, you canât help but whine like a puppy when his hand starts to firmly rub it.
Your hand reactively grips his shoulder painfully hard the faster he goes, and his eyes narrow dangerously in response.
Knowing without words what you need, barely thirty seconds into it, two fingers start jabbing inside you, aiming at your sweet spot.
âHoly fuck,â you breath before Five can capture your mouth in a hard kiss again.
As your hips jerk into his hand, Fiveâs hand snakes down along your side to rub his own cock, all the while he never stops sucking at your neck or giving you needly little licks in between his kisses. Soon the nips get hard enough to make you throw your head back, thrashing.
With Five jerking himself, bucking against you, your hands grip at the sheets, hanging on for dear life as your walls start spasming.
Even though youâre flailing, moaning loud as your hips jerkily fuck into his fingers, you can hear that Five is humming all sorts of dirty things, the vibrations of his words against your throat sending your brain even further down the spiral of your fuckedy fuck land.
Having brought you over the edge, he pulls out. His hand on your thigh moves around you, gripping your ass to pull you in closer as he rolls on top of you.
Five licks at your lips before he slides his hands down to the back of your thighs to pick you up, grinding your crotch into his restrained shaft. âGod, I want to fuck you so badly,â he growls before crashing your lips together again.
Fiveâs powerful body bears down on you, the drag of his cock between your legs too much but also not enough. Encouraging him to keep up what he was doing, only with his pants off, you try to push his pants down, even as heâs still urgently rocking his hips into you.
âFuck,â he groans, his teeth grazing your neck as he gasps for air. His hips twitch to a stop at the feeling of his cock about to spring free.
âI want all of you, Five,â you breathe, holding his cheeks under your palms as you pull his head up, making him look at you.
âAre you sure?â
âMore than anything. I love you, Five.â
His soft eyes light up as if this wasnât already obvious. He smiles down at you with an adoring look, caressing your face and pushing your hair aside as you blush under his loving gaze. He leans in to kiss along your jaw and down your neck as he scrambles to remove his pants with you helping him along, hooking your fingers under his tailored waistband, dragging them down his thighs, pushing them the rest of the way off with your feet.
âOh Fuck,â Five groans as he lowers back down and his cock slips over the moist heat between your legs.
Instinctively, he starts to rut against you again. Before you can do more than hum a moan through your pinched lips, you feel the head of Fiveâs dick align with your throbbing hole.Â
âProtection?â Five impatiently asks, coming to a full stop.
Drunk with desire, all you can do is shake your head no, but the message is clear. You donât need it.
Tenderly squeezing your ass, with his eyes locked to yours and his voice barely above a whisper, Five asks, âYou ready?â
âYes,â you breathe, keeping your fingers threaded in his thick dark hair, holding him in place with one hand, the other sliding from his muscular back to gripe his shoulder.
He starts to push slowly. âAw fuckâ you moan as just the head of his cock slips in. You throw your head into the pillow, biting your lip to keep from crying out.
Fiveâs warm breath slowly fans over your neck. Heâs not moving a single inch. âDoes it hurt?â
âIt- Itâs good,â you huff, letting out a tense breath as you lift your hips higher, letting him know you can take it.
âThatâs it, baby,â he soothes, as your body tightens and quivers along the thick length slowly filling you.
Not even full deep, your brain feels like itâs just flashed on and off and itâs not at all working right.
"Youâre so fucking gorgeous," Five patiently huffs, his focus on gauging your every reaction, holding himself still as possible.
âMore,â you whine.
You clench involuntarily, letting out a low moan when Five works his hips forward, then back a little, a pleasant change that has you twitching for him even more.
He dips to kiss you, gasping for breath as he opens you even more. Too much for him at once, he takes his kisses to your neck.
He takes a moment to pull half-out of you before digging back in. Firm, slow, and steady, he fucks his hips into you while he bears down with a hiss. Your walls clench him tight, the extra pressure drawing out a moan from both of you.
Your eyes flutter closed as your fingers scratch against Five back. His hips press up, aiming to get as deep as possible, where he stays for one moment before pulling out and thrusting halfway in again and again.
"Fuck, Five, fuck," you slur out as your body begins to slip and slide across your sheets.
He grabs hold of your knee, pushing it back to meet your shoulder, falling into you deeper on his next thrust and you let out wet gasp, before he starts fucking you at a maddening pace, in and out, in shallow thrusts.
As he looks between your bodies, watching with an adorable fascination as his cock disappears inside you, you cry out, âFaster.â
Five obliges.
He really starts moving and the feel of him pumping his whole length inside you has your body arching and writhing up from the bed, lips parted in broken moans that fill the room and your entire apartment and probably your entire floor.
âYes, Five. Fuck yes! âDonât stop-fucking-fff,â you stammer, moving your ass up slightly which drives him deeper and brings on more breathless curses from you both. Heâs so deep each time his body meets yours heâs knocking the wind from your lungs in breathy consonants and vowels of nonsense.
âMmmmffff- aaah-ahhh-"
âFuck-you-rrr-such-ah-good-boy, so tight,â he incoherently gasps along with you, as he pistons his cock into you, his thick tip fucking your cunt just right.
Youâre plunging into a freefall, the coiling inside you causing you to cry out his name. At the sound of it, Fiveâs mouth finds yours, sloppily kissing you.
Youâre both breathing too heavily for the kiss to last very long because breathing through your noses isnât giving either of you enough oxygen. Breaking away, his forehead presses to your shoulder, a curtain of his dark hair falling around it as his strong pelvic slams into you.
"Please- fuck- harder-" you plead, and your magical super boy grants your wish.
Your eyes roll back in your head as Five pounds you harder and faster. Head spinning, your heart feeling like it might burst, your entire body is screaming for release.
âCome on, cum for me,â Five growls before resting his palm over your clit, thrusting his hand in time to his hips.
Your brain is getting shook loose with each slam of his body smacking into yours, and your bed frame isn't doing much better as it creaks and thumps into the wall in a pattern that matches your curses.
"Fuck- Fuck- FUCK-"
Youâre reduced to disjointed moans as you fall apart. Shaking head to toe through a mind-melting orgasm, the throbbing intensity as you cum hits you over and over until it completely overwhelms your senses and leaves you speechless.
âThatâs right, cream on daddyâs cock,â Five encourages as he quickly flips his head back, his dampened hair falling right back in front of his eyes as he smirks.
âFive- Fu-ffff,â you wetly gasp.
âReady for another one?â he asks, still undulating his cock as he quirks an eyebrow.
âWw-wah? How are you doing this,â you ask, meaning how the fuck is he still fucking you! He said heâd been with someone else before, but⌠Fuck!
His smirk only gets bigger. âLots of practice with a very receptive inanimate object, named Dolores,â he replies. âNow roll over. Donât make me count to three,â he warns, before suddenly pulling out, leaving you reeling, his hands on your hips, rolling you over before he pulls your ass high in the air.
The heat of his cock hits your entrance with zero resistance and your body jumps forward when you feel his balls hit your ass.
That move gets you both hissing out strings of discombobulated profanities again as Five holds himself stock still, his eyes closing tight as if heâs in pain..
âDolores?â you manage to choke.
âDesperate times,â he huffs in way of explanation, then just as the shocking statement he just made and the jolt of him bottoming out is starting to subside, Five smacks your ass, and heâs back to it, fucking into you with a relentless pace.
âFu-ua-uch-yea-ah, so good,â he disjointedly praises as he rides your ass, hooking his feet inside your ankles so you canât close your legs.
Your body tightens as his thrusts speed up. You shudder, mouth falling open with a shocked moan as you feel Fiveâs cock rutting against your insides, demanding every inch of your attention.
With your face down in your mattress, you gasp against moistened fabric. Your shaky fingers clutch at your fitted bedsheet, Fiveâs brutal pace making steady smack, smack, smack sounds.
You still have no idea how heâs doing it, but Five just keeps on going like his real superpower is that heâs the fucking Energizer Bunny.
Pulling your limp body up to his, Fiveâs face nuzzles against the back of your neck, hips rolling hard and fast, the sweat from your flush bodies only making it easier for him to fuck into like heâs a well-oiled machine.
âGod, youâre magnificent. You feel so fucking good,â he breathes.
"Hnn-mm-unh, uh, uh, please, please-" you moan.
âIâm gonna cum inside you. And youâre gonna cum with me,â Five growls, bearing down on you harder.
You cry out, your next orgasm hitting you as Earth shattering at the first two. Youâre shivering, open-mouthed and helpless as you start to feel his warmth spreading with each thrust, Fiveâs hips jerking slower and slower as he empties his throbbing cock.
He hisses, moaning out a melody of expletives as his hips stutter to a near halt. He just came hard, but that doesnât stop him as he rolls you against the mattress, coming down next to you, his cock pumping into you a few more times until youâre both left panting and boneless.
He kisses the nape of your neck and tenderly brushes a sweaty strand of your hair from the side of your face. Five stays connected to you until your chests are both rising and falling much slower, then his softening length slips out on its own, a white ribbon of cum immediately spilling out of you, the feel and sight of it making Five let out the softest whimper of distress.
Not letting you go, he kisses your temple.
"That was amazing," he contentedly breathes.
You huff out a sigh in agreement, cheeks flushed, gaze half lidded.
"I didnât hurt you?" he whispers, a hand coming up to brush over your jaw, so gently. The concern for your wellbeing is reflected in Fiveâs soft green eyes as he pulls himself up on a wobbly elbow to look at you better.
âNot at all," you mutter with a weak smile as you pull your blankets over, throwing them over both of you.
Fiveâs hair is sticking up in just about every direction and itâs only adding to the beauty of his dazed grin.
âIâm never leaving you again, thatâs unless you make me,â Five murmurs as he lays back down, kissing your shoulder.Â
âI canât see that happening, unless you get all boring, getting up early, only to take afternoon naps on my couch before you finish your old man day with one of your exhilarating crossword puzzles rather than finding new ways you can pounce on me and spank my ass.â
He laughs. Thereâs an impish glint in his eyes, like the twinkles of distant starlight.
âAwww, sweetheart,â he mocks. âYou make all my favorite hobbies sound like bad thingsâÂ
You lean into his touch, sighing in contempt before gently whispering, âGo to sleep and Iâll deal with you in the morning.â
Obediently shutting his droopy eyes, he whispers I love you. Then the prick sneakily pulls his hand back, then smacks you in the ass, making you yelp like a little girl.
Ass burning, your heart is full.
This is Five. The wonderful, amazing, sexy jerk you fell in love with.
Next to you, almost as soon as the quiet fills the space between you again, you can tell heâs drifting off to sleep.
Five is finally home.
You roll over just enough to watch him sleeping.Â
He looks so peaceful. Like a very naughty angel. The best kind.
You kiss his forehead, and he pulls you back in, making you his little spoon.
Laying there, still trying to take in everything that just happened, you think about all the times Five made jokes about his traumatic life and his loneliness. You caught stolen glimpses of his pain in his sweet but sad smiles, shaking his head, eyelids fluttering closed as he determinedly set his jaw, acting like his memories didnât hurt him.
Five tried to build a wall around his heart, the barriers entrenched by years of grief, but it all came crashing down at the worldâs end.Â
Now itâs time for happiness.Â
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What would you say are your more controversial opinions about the hp characters?
ohhhh okayyy. i feel like my opinions on a lot of the characters arenât controversial because i dont feel super strongly towards anyone in any negative light but here are some i could think of at the top of my head:
iâm glad the malfoys faced more extreme backlash after the second wizarding war. a lot of people in the fandom seem to be very sympathetic towards draco and scorpius for getting dogpiled with the brunt of it (which yeah, it sucks, especially for scorpius) but the prejudice makes complete make sense to me. if i was someone who didnât know scorpiusâ character, and had someone from my family get killed in the second war due to death eaters or somethingâ seeing the malfoys still be wealthy and walk around freely without any jailtime, i would be bitter too. theyâre hated on but theyâre still one of the richest families ever, so theyâll live LOL
another anon has asked about this and i havenât responded to them yet but when i do i will link it here for my reasons. basically: the best character in the cursed child is harry potter. i think the way they wrote his character and ptsd carried the play. it was def his story, not albusâ.
i do think dumbledore has some aspects of him that may be considered morally gray, but mostly i dont think he is. he does everything for the good of the world, and his complete selflessness leads him to sacrifice anything for itâ even himself and the people he loves, when necessary. i completely understand why people wouldnât agree with his methods though.
james potter isnât a sunshine character heâs a dickhead. fans of him made him a golden retriever character to be more palatable for modern times. i like him the way he is: an asshole and then less of an asshole đ this is what true stanning looks like
pansy parkinson is racist and out of all the female side characters, developing HER is so questionable from fandom
harry had questionable descriptions about a lot of male characters to make people think he could be a little đłď¸âđ there was bill, there was sirius, there was cedric. but draco is not a part of that list. harry was not feeling draco whatsoever throughout the series but drarry shippers cling to that one âobsessedâ line
furthermore, harry rejecting dracoâs offer of friendship wasnât a sad or a âwhat ifâ scene. draco was being a classist piece of shit and harry didnt want to fuck with that, there isnt any way in any timeline he wouldve accepted dracoâs friendship.
slytherin sucks just generally lol. people want so bad to pluck anti-heroes out of a series that was written specifically with the mind to make all the characters suck.
hermione and ronâs drama isnât as toxic as people make it out to be. yes, this includes the time hermione sent birds after him. people act like its the end of the world but she was tackling puberty and the end of society soooo i give her a pass to tweak out.
mostly every harry potter character has horrific names. like literally mostly everyone. even the name harry potter đ
ďżźmovie romione wasnât that bad LOL
severus snapeâs âredemptionâ or whatever was so ass. he bullies kids for five years and then everything is chill because⌠true love? on harryâs mum? are you kidding me đ
weasley family angst goes hard but people (especially percy stans and some ron&ginny stans) acting like theyâre the most toxic family to walk the earth make me want to rip my hair out and eat it. molly loves her kids guys shes not evil. jesus.
genuinely trying to think of more but i canât right nowâŚ. maybe i will reblog and add to it. i feel like most of my opinions arenât that controversial though đ
#i feel neutrally about a lot of the characters so its not like i have huge things to say butâŚ#the james oneâŚ. he can be a sunshine character post redemption arc after hogwarts but most of the fandom ignores his need to redeem himself#-in the first place#romione#harry potter#hp#hpcc#cursed child#scorpius malfoy#albus severus potter#marauders#james potter#molly weasley#anti drarry#draco malfoy#pansy parkinson#severus snape#albus dumbledore#percy weasley#hp golden era#bill weasley#sirius black#hermione granger#ron weasley#ginny weasley#cedric diggory#rewriting#ask#anon
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The weird radical/revolutionary politic larpers on this site are so allergic to political pragmatism I swear lmao. I am definitely left of the Democratic Party and I am certainly voting for Joe Biden in November. Not because I like him (I donât). He is absolutely horrific on Gaza and thatâs only the top (and priority considering there is a genocide going on there) of a list of complaints I have about him. I even voted uncommitted in my stateâs presidential primary (the Pennsylvania one; I had to write it in) to protest. However, Iâm still thinking pragmatically. Trump has said things that make me credibly think he will be worse on Gaza (insane that being worse on Gaza than Biden is possible but it is unfortunately), and thatâs only the tip of the iceberg. Project 2025, the potential for him to appoint more deeply conservative justices, more of his aggressively screwing over poor and middle class people with his tax policies. And does anyone else remember the spike in hate crimes after the race was called for him in 2016? Before he was even inaugurated? Whether people vote or not in November we will still have to deal with one of these two men in office come January unless all of the internet ancom larpers overthrow the government by then (doubt), so Iâd rather deal with the one who will be marginally less bad and who didnât try to overthrow the government. Canât have your revolution if nobodyâs alive cause you kept pushing off politically participating because there was no perfect option. đ
Political pragmatist anon, sorry for ranting in your askbox but I feel like I lose brain cells watching these people talk. The other day I saw someone say Biden is bad because Roe v. Wade fell under his administration⌠even though the reason for that was Trump appointed justices. đ (2/2)
Fucking insane. Sincerely.
It's a completely, flatly binary choice for anyone with a brain stem and sincerity. It's distilled into the two below images:
Where all major third party candidates are even on the ballot
How many electoral votes the largest of those (green party, a.k.a. Jill Stein) would win if they won every single state they're on the ballot for.
They are literally, legally, incapable of winning the election. They are not on enough state ballots to win and Jill Stein would need to somehow win California and Texas to even "win" all the states they're on the ballot for. Which, again, would still not be enough to win the presidency and throw it to the currently existing Republican House of Representatives. Which would put Trump in office.
It's that straightforward. That simple. That BLARINGLY obvious to literally everyone except these people.
On the one hand you have:
Significant and continuous support for Israel and it's genocide
Record levels of pardons for low-level drug offenses
the gearing up of the strongest anti-trust regime since the early 20th century
the most aggressive NLRB I've seen in my lifetime, with massive wins and institutional changes to help workers
Including getting Rail strike workers a week of sick-leave that gets paid out at the end of the year, which is better than NYC and LA sick leave laws
Millions of people (not enough) getting student debt forgiveness
Some trillion dollars (not enough)of investment in renewable resources and infrastructure
Proposed taxes on unrealized capital gains (a.k.a. how billionaires never have any money but can still buy Kentucky, Iowa, and Twitter)
Effectively an end to overdraft fees
The explicit support of leftist world leaders like Lula de Silva. Who he has explicitly worked with to expand worker rights in South America.
Has capped (some, not enough, only a tiny amount really but it's something) some drug prices, including Insulin.
Reduced disability discrimination in medical treatment
Billions in additional national pre-k funding
Ending federal use of private prisons
Pushing bills to raise Social Security tax thresholds higher to help secure the General Fund
Increasing SSI benefits
and more
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Said Israel should just nuke Gaza and "get it over with"
Personally takes pride in and credit for getting Roe v Wade overturned
Is arguing in court that the President should be allowed to assassinate political rivals
Muslim Ban Bullshit, insistently
Actively damages our global standing and diplomatic efforts just by getting obsessed with having a Big Button
Implemented massive tax cuts on ich people, tax hikes on middle class and poor people, and actively wants to do it again
"Only wants to be a dictator for a little bit, guys, what's the big deal"
Is loudly publicly arguing that the US shouldn't honor its military alliances after-the-fact
Tore up an effective and substantial anti-nuclear-proliferation treaty with Iran
Had a DoEd that actively just refused to process student debt forgiveness applications that have been the law of the land for decades now
Has a long record of actively curtailing and weakening the NLRB and labor movement, including allowing managers to retaliate against workers, weakened workplace accommodation requirements for disabled people, and more
Rubber stamped a number of massive mergers building larger, more powerful top companies and increasing monopolistic practices
Fucking COVID Bullshit and hundreds of thousands of unnecessary deaths
Openly supporting fascists and wannabe-bootlicks ("Very fine people" being only the beginning of it
It's really not fucking close.
#biden#trump#gaza#palestine#politics#original content#union rights#realism#2024 election#jill stein#rfk jr#cornell west
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What are some of your Freak Ling headcanons?
Oh thatâs a fun question haha- Iâll go ahead and list these from most-to-least canonical just for the hell of it :P
Pupil shape- all of the homunculi besides wrath explicitly have cat-slit pupils and greedling was no exception, ling is stuck with those bad boys till he dies
Sharper teeth - once again many of the homunculi are shown with sharper teeth with greed/greedling being one of the most prominent. This varies in depictions panel by panel from being the classic sawtooth look to just emphasizing the eyeteeth more, but regardless itâs a safe bet lingâs teeth are notably different than he started out
Iris color - this one is where we start dipping a bit further from canon- I do think lingâs eyes largely returned to their natural shade after greed left solely because of that single shot in the anime showing the redder irises being full of screaming souls, implying the color is a bit of a âwindow into the soulâ style gag and with all the souls gone the color probably would be too (which could also imply greedâs eyes mightâve gone black at the very end of his first life too if you really wanna have fun with it (though lust's didn't so like ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ)) anyways despite that I do think lingâs irises are somewhat oddly stained if you catch âem in the right light, also I think they reflect light in the dark like a catâs eyes because I think itâs funny đ
Scars - I think ling yao defo had at least a handful of childhood scars due to the life he lived and I think post-greed all of those are Gonzo, so this one really only makes him a freak to those that knew him well before his Amestris trip but itâs probably still weird. If you want to get into crack headcanons then thereâs always the possibility his belly button was included in that purge lmao
Claws - now this one is pretty much entirely crack headcanon but I made a post a few years ago laying out the possibility that greed's claws are actually part of his hands and not part of his shield, in which case they'd stick around even with the shield ability gone, should ling so choose to use them for a party trick sometime haha
In addition to all these I'd also argue that since ling was a human-based homunculi he's almost certainly sterile like bradley was, but that's less of a fun freak feature and more just like, something he'll have to work around at some point in his life lol. If this were on the list it'd probably slot number 2 though
#thanks for the question! always good to think about these guys :P#headcanon#meta#fma#reply#anonymous
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MODERN! GF! ELLIE
She sucks at flirting, likeâŚ. bad bad. Before you started dating she couldnât find any way to approach to you without getting all nervous and shit, she would try talk to you but couldnât hold eye contact, she would be fidgeting with her fingers, staring at everything and everyone but you and being awkward af. Mostly doing small talk but thats how she got you lol
Also, she would try to find a way to know if you like girls. She would do anything but ask you directly, she would be looking on your social media like crazy because it doesnât matter if you look gay af she believes that stereotypes and stuff are not trustful. Also would hint you that sheâs into girls in all possible ways, anything but say it out loud.
Always wearing her converse, always. It doesnât matter how much you insist on buying new ones or how hard you try to convince her on changing them, she wonât.
Definitely an iPad kid. Even though she doesnât have much social media or doesnât use it a lot she would always have her phone with her and would a hundred percent eat while watching streamers or random gameplays.
Adores minecraft and Fortnite ofc, she owns a xbox and loves it more than anything else. Also, absolutely wants to become a streamer but ofc no one lets her or supports the idea.
Sucks at texting, no one ever understands what sheâs trying to say. She sends tons of messages, whether is her correcting the misspellings or just writing word by word or small sentences to tell whatever sheâs trynna say.
Loves gossip, adores it, loves sending you messages and audios about it and will definitely call you randomly just for it.
Absolutely does sexting, a lot. She gets super horny at the most random times by the most random things. Also she sends you tons of pics of her without you asking but ofc you send pics back and she always saves them.
Has a backpack that takes everywhere and is full of pins (as any other bag she owns) also very crusty.
Loves teasing you, whether sheâs just bothering you, telling you her dad jokes or even trying to make you horny (because sheâs already needy lol) but sheâll always find a way to tease you.
Has a million sketchbooks that never gets to finish because she lost them randomly and forgets where they are. Also, draws you a lot.
Her Instagram is empty but definitely has a highlight just for you. She refuses to download tik tok too, until you beg her to because all the reels she sends you went viral months ago on tik tok and also because you want her to see all the tik toks you send her.
Leaves everyone on read, including you. If you get mad at it she would only answer with a đ.
Loves pinterest and spotify, helps her with the inspo and also likes them bcs itâs social media where you donât need to interact with people so itâs perfect for her. However she still prefers any other free app to listen to music because hates spending money on it.
Ken and Barbie guitar scene, all the time. She knows you hate being there for hours only listening to her playing the guitar but also knows how much you adore to have full perfect view of her hands and her tattoo :)
Slaps your ass all the time.
Adores legos, she would ask you shyly to have dates just to so you can help her do her lego or would call you so you can see her. So cute.
Is very very cheesy and romantic and dumb whenever sheâs alone with you. Likes pet names secretly but wonât confess it because she makes fun of couples that are romantic in public because theyâre cringy so she wonât ever admit how much she likes to be like those couples with you.
Likes matching outfits, again, secretly.
Loves messy make out sessions. Hates how your lipstick-gloss spreads all over her lips when you two kiss but loves the taste and loves your face so it doesnât really matter. I repeat, she loves your ass, so eventually her hands get all over your body and this make out sessions would end in having messy sex.
Loves cuddling, probably small spoon. Also likes resting on top of you and you resting on top of her. Loves the intimacy of it, loves the warm and the calm.
She takes many pictures of you, every time youâre together she ends up with tons of pics of you two (just because you ask her to) but mostly pictures of you.
Has a minecraft world for you too where you two have millions of cats and parrots. She does the scary things while you pick the flowers and decorate the house (she insisted even though she gets freaked out at those random sounds at the caves). She gets killed a lot too.
Most dates at her house would end in her sleeping because movie is boring or she playing w random game and bothering you a lot with âthis oneâs for you babeâ comments (she always loses) and always asking you to watch her play, showing you proudly whatever random trophy she won or what she just bought in the game. Also screams a lot and loves bothering kids.
#( đźđAđ˝đđđVđ° ⨠đŻ ellie )#ellie tlou#ellie williams#ellie x y/n#ellie fluff#ellie x you#ellie x reader#ellie x fem reader#ellie smut#ellie the last of us#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x you#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams x reader#ellie x reader fluff#ellie x masc reader#Ađ˝đđđVđ° ( ellie )
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This is an existential horror (joke! probably!) comedy comic about âThe Legend of Zeldaâ Links! Meeting up! One might even call it a âlinksâ âmeetâ "alternate universe".
You can probably infer some of the content based on the url. While this is a linear story with a beginning and an end, expect something closer to a series of character-motivated short stories. Weâre here to have fun! And put them in situations!
START COMIC ABOUT REFS EXTRAS Q&A
Some gentle reminders.
There will be no link shipping in this au, please follow by example when it comes to these versions of these characters (including vidow!)
We are keeping it PG over here and You Should Too
There are LOTS of trans and otherwise queer characters in this comic đ While it isnât the main focus, be cool okay?
Please remember that fat is not a bad word
This is not Linked Universe and tagging it as such would be strange and peculiar âźď¸
This is a passion project! We canât expect to stick to any particular posting schedule.
If you are not sure about anything or have any other questions (in character questions included!), the ask box is open! Unless it isnât. BUT IT SHOULD BE!!
#links fun roadtrip#lfrt#links meet au#loz#tloz#the legend of zelda au#lfrt art#<- other bits of art we do :3#lfrt comic#<- main comic tag#lfrt misc#<- inbetween comics outside main story!#lfrt q&a#<- answering questions#lfrt fanstuff#<- any fanworks we get ! :)
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Headcanons for the Shane Stardew Valley that lives in my Switch because I wanted to put them down somewhere lol đđ
â˘He's 35 years old. When Farmer tells him that's not old he replies "Old for a gridball player" and shrugs. (basing this on mid-30's apparently being old for a lot of sports lol)
â˘Definitely not as "weak" as he thinks he is either. The man helps Marnie around the farm, including hucking around heavy bags of animal feed and hay. And probably hauling heavy boxes around JojaMart. So great upper body strength, just gets tired and out of breath more easily than he used to.
â˘Strong arms and soft tummy đ
â˘5'7" but wishes he was at least 6'1". A little insecure about it, especially since Farmer is taller than him.(she's 5'10")
â˘Favorite color is blue đ
â˘His last name is Cooper. (Purely because I find it funny for him to have "coop" in his name. Like chicken coop lmao)
â˘Ears are pierced. I imagine 10mm gauges and two other piercings. Doesn't wear them super often, but enough so the holes don't close up.
â˘I think he'd be a Taurus. Stubborn but also down to earth.
â˘Started showing signs of depression as a teenager, but got dismissed as being "moody" and "lazy".
â˘Both parents had issues with alcohol and were distant/absent. His dad physically distant, as he was gone a lot and often came home drunk. His mom emotionally distant due to untreated depression.
â˘Leaving Shane to care for himself a majority of the time. So lots of microwaved pizza rolls and frozen dinners.
â˘Started drinking before the legal age because there was always alcohol in the house.
â˘Has not spoken to either parent since he moved out.
â˘Gridball was initially a good distraction for all the shit going on in his life and a way to get out of the house. Discovered he had a genuine love for the game and was really good at it. Good enough to play for the varsity team in college.
â˘Definitely a bit of a hot shot in college. Pretty popular for his goofy and easygoing personality and had a lot of friends(including Jas's parents). A few flings and serious relationships too.
â˘Ended up tearing his ACL, which put an end to his dream of going pro with his gridball career.
â˘Which exacerbated his depression and worsened his dependency on alcohol as a coping mechanism...which lead to a pretty bad breakup with his partner at the time. (This literally came to me in a dream lol)
â˘Light sleeper, particularly sensitive to noise. On top of having trouble sleeping a lot of nights because his brain won't shut off. Hence why he'll have a beer or two before bed, it helps him sleep.
â˘When that doesn't work he goes on walks. Nighttime is a preferable time to walk anyway because less chance to run into someone and have to make annoying small talk.
â˘Has dark circles under his eyes pretty much all the time due to lack of good sleep.
â˘Runs hot, basically a walking space heater. Which is great in the winter but MISERABLE in the summer.
â˘Was the best man at Jas's parents' wedding.
â˘And one of the first people to hold Jas after she was born. He was afraid he'd drop her or something and in awe of how tiny she was.
â˘Loves that little girl SO much, but when her parents died...he was in no position to be taking care of her. Not with his worsening depression and even worse alcohol dependency. So he signed over custody of her to Marnie, who was more of a mother figure to him than his own mom ever was(In my head, Marnie is Shane's mom's older sister).
â˘Used to spend summers on Marnie's farm as a kid. It was a nice break from his home life and gave him things to do.
â˘Was living with Marnie and Jas for about 6 months when Farmer moved to Pelican Town.
â˘It was his idea to pay rent, because he'd rather eat his shoe than feel like more of a burden than he already does.
â˘Listens to predominantly rock, but secretly knows the words to a lot of pop songs thanks to Jas.
â˘Lets Jas paint his nails or put makeup on him. Will wear the nail polish until it flakes off, no matter the color or glitter content.
â˘Has an armband tattoo of fairy roses around his bicep. For Jas, obviously.
â˘Definitely friends with Emily (they swap bird facts and just vibe) and and considers Sam a work friend(absolutely talk shit about Morris when not talking about music). He just seems to attract bright, friendly people lol
â˘Not a people pleaser by any stretch of the imagination (there's a reason he stocks shelves instead of being behind the counter at JojaMart), but loves making the people he cares about happy.
â˘Him being standoffish and prickly is definitely a defense mechanism. Can't get hurt again by losing someone if you never get close to them in the first place, right?
â˘Can tell when it's gonna rain because his bad knee starts hurting. When Emily teasingly calls him clairvoyant, he goes into a spiel about the scientific evidence that the drop in barometric pressure affects joints and it's not magic. It's basically an inside joke between them.
â˘Swears like a sailor but tries to censor himself around the children. So "sugar" and "fudge" and "son of a biscuit". Lot of food words lol
â˘Walks quietly. Accidentally scares people all the time because he just "appears out of nowhere".
#stardew valley#shane stardew valley#stardew valley shane#sdv shane#stardew shane#headcanon stuff#i have a lot of thoughts about the sad chicken man#and a lot about his relationship with my farmer oc#lol
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13 or 14 for charlos? pretty please đŤśđŤśđŤś (love your blog btw)
Charlos - complimenting their appearance / looking at their lips as they talk.....why choose i will just include both đ also. singapore pool origin story, because why not.
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Charles lets himself sink down into the pleasantly cool pool, up to his chin, tilting his head back as the chlorinated water licks up the sides of his face and over his ears.
He stares up at the beginnings of stars in the dimming sky, moves his arms wide through the water; tiptoed feet just touching the bottom.
"Great view, eh?"
Charles eyes flit up, where a man stands hands on hips at the edge of the pool. His long dark hair curls up on the ends, his swim shorts rucked up on one leg, a vague tan line peeking through.
No, not a bad view at all, he thinks.
He nods weakly in the water, paddling closer, nodding again properly as his hand pulls him to the wall.
"Yes. It's beautiful. Beautiful city." Charles wipes a wet hand over his face. "Carlos."
Carlos grins, wide. Rather goofy.
"Yeah. Hows the water?"
"It's-"
Before he can answer, Carlos jumps over his head, the splash disrupting the stillness of their near-empty corner of pool.
Carlos resurfaces, shakes his head like a wet dog. Charles winces and holds his hands up at the drops that fly his way, shoving a splash back in Carlos' direction.
"Going to kick me in the head, mate! Be careful."
"Ah, don't worry. I'm always careful." Carlos runs his hands through his dampened hair, slicking it back to his head.
Charles stares. Carlos is gazing out at the skyline again, not paying attention. So Charles stares, a little longer.
"You have plans tonight?" Carlos asks suddenly.
"I mean..." Charles goes still, looks down at his legs, wiggly and deformed through the dark water. "This. Go for a swim. Go to bed. Not much."
"No fun..." Carlos turns back to him, splashing back with a dismissive wave of his fingers through the water. They both laugh. "You should enjoy the city now. After the race you will be dead, mate."
"It cannot be that bad. I've raced in the heat before-"
"Ay, don't underestimate it! It is the combination you know? The type of track, the focus-" Carlos draws a little circuit line through the water with his finger. "The humidity! You are swimming in the air, mate."
"Getting good practice then." Charles grins,
"Listen, Charles you may be cute but you are not special, Singapore is-"
Charles doesn't hear the rest of the comment, he sinks down into the water again.
He opens his eyes, and they sting from the chlorine. He looks at Carlos, swims past him a few feet. Watches him follow, splashing too much.
Cute. Why would he say cute?
Charles resurfaces by the far edge of the pool, the overlook, and Carlos is there beside him. He cranes his head over, and it makes his stomach flip.
Carlos' hand suddenly presses a teasing shove between his shoulder blades, and Charles exclaims, whipping around to smack Carlos in the arm. He's laughing, delighted. Charles feels himself flush.
"Stronzo." Charles rolls his eyes, smile creeping through.
"So you're free tonight? Yeah?" Carlos needles again.
Charles can't take his eyes off his smile, his mouth. Grinning and just slightly silly.
"I guess." He responds.
Carlos licks his lips, and Charles thinks for a brief second about what kissing him would feel like. It startles him. He licks his own lips in nervous response.
"Let me take you to dinner."
The way Charles' stomach flips makes him wants to sink back underwater and not resurface. Swim away and hope Carlos gets distracted by something else bright and shining in the Singapore skyline.
"Ok." He says instead.
It's a date, he doesn't say.
"Fantastic- I already know the place." Carlos looks proud. "I know you do not have troubles with looking nice but, it is fancy you know so. Dress up a little. We will talk strategy."
"Strategy." Charles nods. "Such a gentleman." he mumbles.
Carlos preens at the compliment. Charles pretends not to notice.
They both stare out at the skyline, the setting sun.
Making new allies never hurt anyone.
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Guess what my Tumblr PeepsđI've finally decided to give writing a fanfic about a Kaiju No 8 character a try and it's non other than Kafka HibinođđWhen it comes to writing about a fanfic about him, I am excited to write a fanfic about him and I have tons of ideas in my head on what to writeđđĄ
*This fanfic contains 1 or more long paragraphs (mostly in the end of this fanfic)đ
đI'll Never Be Satisfied, Until I See For Myself That I Shown You Enough Of My Appreciation For You, With My Love For Youđ(Kafka Hibino x Female Reader)
Genres: Smut (Warning +18 â ď¸: Language, Nudity, sexual contact (including Oral (both receiving) (cock sucking and pussy eating), thigh and ass touching, ass grabbing, vaginal penetration, boob touching, gentle nipple pinching), Praise Kink, And A Hickey)
You actually got to meet Kafka, when he first saved your life from a very bad Kaiju and after he defeated a Kaiju. You became surprised about the fact that he was willing to exchange cellphone numbers with eachother, which was after you asked him about having his cellphone number. Months later you managed to see him in his Kaiju No. 8 form (up to reader's imagination on how and/or when the reader had seen Kafka in his Kaiju No. 8 form), which has not only gotten you excited, however it also has you suspecting that him using his Kaiju No. 8 form might have something to do with how he managed to save your life, prior to you meeting him, so your relationship with him has became official, eversince then.
With living in the same home as your boyfriend Kafka is the usual route that is mainly sometimes him coming home after fighting Kaiju with wounds wll that either he would take care of himself or you helping take care of his wounds or both and sometimes you getting tired out from (reader's occupation)(especially when you end up having a rough day during (your) work) to the point you felt bad for not being able to do the chores or not bei g able to help him. Every you do apologize for not being able help with with chores or do chores due to (you) feeling tired and/or sick, because of the fact you would feel terrible about not being able to do so for any reason, he would assure you that there's no need to apologize and your health is very important to him (if he's being honest your life is more important to him than having chores get done).
Kafka does try to make you feel better while being honest about your health and life being very important to him and in his eyes you were being too hard on yourself whenever you're unable to do chores or even help him do it for any reason, however you felt deep down it wasn't just about that. You felt like deep down you haven't shown him how much you appreciate everything he had ever did for you, especially with taking care of you and saving your life. You just will never be satisfied until you fully show him how much you appreciate him and you don't just want to hear it from him despite of you knowing he was telling you the truth. You also want to see his expressions and him feeling your appreciation, for yourself.
One night, you came up with a plan to show Kafka, how much you appreciate him and having him feel the appreciation you're about to show him. Once he came home from fighting the bad Kaiju, you decided to check on him for any wounds and surprisingly he didn't have any wounds, however once he sat down on one of the chairs in the kitchen you decided to give him a back, shoulder, and arm massage, as he goes, "I'm surprised you're massaging me like this, (Female Reader Name)... What's the occasion, sweetie?". "I don't think there's an exact specific occasion really, Kafka... I just figured I'd really show you how much I appreciate you and stuff... Even tough it will be your night, I will also take extra care of you, babe...", you replied with your sweet talking, as you sneakily unbuckle his belt, then quietly unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, knowing he's distracted with your conversation with him and with taking his shirt off, before going back to massaging him and asking, "Would you like anything to eat hun?".
Kafka was then confused as he replied, "I thought, I had the dinner you made me before my mission to fight another Kaiju, (Female Reader Name)?". You continued to massage his back, shoulders, and arms, as you whispered in his ear, "What about (dessert or a midnight snack)? I clearly remember that you haven't had dessert nor any snacks in a while, so let me treat you. Go on... Lay on the bed while I get dessert set up for you.", before you kissed him on one of his facial cheeks and stopped giving him a back, shoulder, arm massage, as you let him stand up, as his pants completely fell down. Before he was able to make an attempt to pull his pants back up and ask about how his pants feel down, you played innocent pretending you didn't notice his hard on, when you cooed, "Oh... What a surprise that your pants ended up falling down... Oh well... It might end up getting toasty in here later, so you might want to leave your pants off...".
Despite Kafka giving you a weird look on his face, he did what you asked, by finishing getting his pants removed and handing you that same pair of pants that fell off on him and replied, "I guess you're right, my weather lady... It still feels a little toasty inside the place, even after I took my shirt off... I should have remembered that you know, so well...", before winking at you, as he went inside the bedroom he shares with you, turned on the air conditioner, then lay on the bed, while he's waiting for you, as he's trying to figure out how his pants fell down. He was also thinking about what you mentioned about "toasty" in here, as he decided to pull his boxers down just to his knees, so he can keep his dick cooled down a little, then he saw you completely naked. He clearly doesn't know what he's blushing (and speechless) about more, the fact that you walked in the room after he pulled his boxers to his knees with his dick hanging out or the fact that you came inside the room, where he can see you completely naked.
Kafka then figured out you might be up to something, as he mentioned, "Since you walked in the room completely naked, what's your plan actually? Something tells me that my pants weren't unbuttoned nor unzipped... Infact my belt wasn't even unbuckled... Atleast not until you decided to massage my back, shoulders, and arms... What are you really planning, since you're not actually going to make me (desert or a midnight snack)?". You only answered him with, "You'll see...", before you happily continued, "And look... You even had your cock out just for me... I knew you were hard... I just didn't know you'd be this hard for me...", proceeding to get on the bed to get on top of him, as you sat on his face with your pussy inside of his mouth, giving him no other choice, except to eat and lick your pussy, while you stroke his cock, before putting his cock inside of your mouth.
Once you started sucking on his cock, you could instantly hear Kafka muffling, as if he has trouble holding back a moan, so you decided to deep throat his dick to see, if he does anything else. After he felt you deep throating his cock, he put his hands on the back of your thighs, then quickly moving his hands to your ass, proceeding to grab rough enough, as one of his attempts of letting you know he enjoyed how you we're sucking on his hard cock and the way you were deep throating, too. He also dined on your pussy, while trailing his tongue on your clit (considering that your pussy is still in his mouth, from you sitting on his face), as he would open his eyes on and off, looking at your ass (and still holding on to your ass) out of his enjoyment of what you're doing with him.
A few minutes later, you touched his hand to let him know that you're going to finally get off his face, as he then realized that you're done sucking and deep throating his dick. You turned around, then cooed, "I can't have you be finished yet, babe... We're just getting started, my precious... I really want to continue showing you my appreciation in a different way, darlin... I would love to hear your voice and actually hear your words, as I continue making you feel, so good... Let me show you, how much of a good girl I can be for you, Kafka...", proceeding to kiss his lips quick before you start riding on his hard cock. Once you started riding on his dick, the walls of your pussy hole already started to tighten around his cock, as he groaned and praised, "Fuck, (Female Reader Name)... Were planning this.. Oh God! The whole time? Fuck! Your pussy is always amazing on my dick, even tough you really are making a mess out of me, this time...", as he kept moving his hands to your hips, then to your sides, then to your boobs to gently, pinch your nipples, then sliding down on your sides to get his hands back to your hips, as he continued (with atleast a moaning, slight praise), "Please, (Female Reader Name)... You're taking such amazing care of me, in a unexpected way... Just please don't stop riding me like like this until I fill your pussy full... I need you... I need you to continue making a mess of me until I empty my cum inside of you... I'm begging you, my miss sugar angel!", as you were able to tell he was already, starting to get very pussy drunk and he was also showing his expressions on his blushing, face that he was feeling more than satisfied on how you were (and are) taking care of him.
You then replied as you groaned, "I'm glad you enjoyed it, handsome... I'm more than happy to hear you express how you truly feel about how I'm taking care of you, like this... And it's not just your praises that satisfied me... I can also tell from seeing your expressions on your cute and blushy face, that you're more than satisfied with how much I'm showing you my appreciation for you, this time, which made more very satisfied to see you satisfied, honestly... Since you don't want me to stop until you're emptied, to tell you the truth, I don't want to stop until then either, my sexy Kaiju...", which made Kafka blush even more, as you then continued to ride his cock, with his hand gripping on your hips, so gently. His whimpers and your moans then started to fill the room, the longer you kept riding on his cock. He would then move his hands from your hips to your ass, as he started to grab your ass roughly.
Kafka somehow managed to get himself to sit up, while roughly grabbing your ass and you continuing to ride him, before you proceeded to put a hickey on his left side of his necks, as he then loudly whimpered, "(Female Reader Name)! I think I'm going into a climax!". Once he emptied himself inside of your swollen hole, he wrapped his arms around you and you wrapped your arms around him, laying your head on his left shoulder. "You did such an amazing job with taking care of me hun... I really appreciate it, beautiful... Because of you this has to be the best night ever...", Kafka praised, proceeding to pet the back of your head and holding you a little tightly. "I'm glad Hibino... I'm truly am happy to finally be able show you, how much I really appreciate you and since I've seen your expressions, your (tones of your) voice, and feeling your enjoyment on what I'm doing with you and your body, I can now be satisfied with knowing that I more than satisfied you, which I have been wanting to do for you, babe...".
"I honestly, am more than satisfied with what you're doing with me... I'm surprised... I also get satisfied when I get to see you in general... Wheather it's waking up next to you in the morning or coming home from fighting Kaiju, when we snuggle together, you name it! While we do get our off days, just being able to see your face, hear your voice, and even snuggling with you can really satisfy me hun...", Kafka replied, so happily before he loosen his hug to look at you and continued, "Tell you what, (Female Reader Name)... Maybe one day... Or night... I might satisfy you and pleasure you in a way or in ways you wouldn't ever expect me to...", giving you a smirk on his face. You blushed as you replied, "I can tell you're trying to be cute with talking about satisfying and pleasuring me and I clearly think you can always be cute without trying... I love you, Kafka...", proceeding to kiss one of the sides of his facial cheeks. He blushed and replied back, "I love you too, (Female Reader Name)...", before Kafka decided kiss you into a lip locking sensation, which you enjoyed it from him to the point where you locked lips together. Next day when Kafka Hibino was patrolling with Reno Ichikawa and Iharu Furuhashi to see, of there are any bad Kaiju they needed to fight, Iharu joked, "Hey Kafka! You lost to a vacuum cleaner when you got home last night?", trying to hide his giggling and wanting to see, if Kafka realizes you put a hickey on him, leaving both Reno and Kafka confused, as Kafka replied, "What vacuum cleaner? I haven't touched any vacuum cleaners last night?", before Iharu giggled and replied back, "I meant your girlfriend must have left you a nice hickey on the left side of your neck!", as he then happily continued, "In all seriousness, she is definitely a good woman for you, since she left her mark on you and she must have shown you some love...", wanting to shake hands with Kafka, before Reno used a mirror he must have brought with him for Kafka to see for himself, as he tried to hide his happy blushing, after he realized that you must have put a hickey on him, while you were riding on Kafka's dick that night. He would then mumble to himself, "One of these nights... I'm going to definitely show her the lovin' she'll never forget... I will definitely show, (Female Reader) a good time for putting a hickey on me...", before he smirked, while still blushing.
đThe Endđ
I really did my best with putting alot of thought into the fanfic and I do hope you enjoyed this fanfic about Kafka, especially with the ending, which the ending was last minute honestlyđđWhile in ways this fanfic is similar to atleast some of the other smut fanfics, however in ways I decided to write it a different wayđđIf there are any errors in grammar or spelling I did rush the fanfic and/or forgot to proof read it first, the fact I really got excited to write this (or any) fanfic about Kafka (regardless of any genres (even if I was write about another genre instead of smut) and wanted to try different ways of writing this Kafka fanfic than I typically writing storyline wiseđ
đđThe reason(s) why I'm inspired to write a fanfic about him is because I have seen posts mentioning about the Kaiju No 8 manga, then one day I decided to read one of the volumes of Kaiju No. 8 months ago and I really enjoyed the manga, so when I found out about the anime version of Kaiju No. 8, I was happy about it, and from watching the anime I like the anime (so far) and Kafka Hibino is definitely my favorite character from Kaiju No. 8 right now, so I just have my reasonsđđđI do hope to write about Kafka again one day, because I might have an idea or so on how I want to write it, considering I had fun writing this fanfic and I'm hoping you had fun reading this fanfic about Kafka, as wellđđ
#rose riot writings#rose riot johnson#fanfic written by rose riot johnson#kafka hibino#kafka hibino Kaiju No 8#kafka hibino x you#kafka hibino x reader#hibino kafka#hibino kafka x reader#kaiju no. 8#kaiju no 8#kafka hibino imagines#kafka hibino smut#kaiju no 8 smut
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Hiii viiiiiiiiin hope your day is going good your writing is really goodđđđđâ¤đđšđđđđđđ so I was wondering if I could please request red hair pirates x reader(gender dosent really matter do what your comfortble withđ) and the reader has really cute personlity always giving everyone a hug/kiss to comfort them if they are having a bad bakes a almost all the time. Can be navie and too quick to trust people lol so innocent...always to the scenario i would like to request the reader makes a new friend brings them to the red force to meet the red hair pirates but later on the readers so called new friends starts to become mean often saying rude/mean comments to reader when reader crew mates arnt around their(red hair pirates) in readers innocent mind dosent really think or even tell them and tries to comfort their "new friend" but things only get worse. One day the reader new friend betrayes reader(does somthing really horrible) and makes reader cry and when the red hair pirates found out they ofc take action. By the way can you make this story end happliy?
Thanks so much for your hard work have a amazing day viiiiiiin!đđâ¤
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Red Haired Pirates x Sweet / Naive Reader
Includes: GN Reader , Red Haired Pirates , and Reader's "Friend"
A / N: THANK YOU !!! I'm glad you appreciate my work lol ! I hope you have an amazing day as well <33. I'm comfortable writing any gender ! I usually write GN readers though so anyone can fit themselves into the situation ! I can write for male or female readers too !! I hope this is up to your standards !!! If you'd like me to redo it lmk <33 enjoy !!
"Don't get yourselves hurt !!" You giggled while hugging Benn. You went to turn around to wander back onto the ship until you heard the clearing of a throat.
"Where's my hug , Reader ? You gonna leave me hangin' ?" You could recognize that voice from miles away. You turned your head , only for your gaze to be met with soft brown ones. You laughed again and embraced the red haired captain. Once you let go , he raised an eyebrow.
"Forgettin' somethin' , darling ?" He asked with a wide playful smile on his face. You rolled your eyes and scoffed , kissing his chin. The feeling of his stubble tickled your own chin , making you smile.
"Heyyy ! What about me !!" You heard from beside you. You turned your eyes to the pouting sniper next to you. "I'm sorry , Yasopp ! Didn't mean to forget you." You jumped up and wrapped your arms around his neck. He laughed at your actions and put his arms around your smaller waist , swinging you around like a little kid.
"I'm not gonna put you down until you finish !" He laughed , causing you to laugh as well. You were beginning to get dizzy , so you pressed a kiss to his cheek. Once he felt your lips against his skin , he finally dropped you. You staggered on the ground for a moment , head spinning like crazy. "Come on , Yasopp ! That was mean !" You pouted , crossing your arms and huffing.
The crew started laughing at the pout that formed on your lips. You stumbled into Roux , who had ended up behind you. You were about to turn to him , but he picked you up. "And don't forget me , Reader !" He laughed as he squeezed your smaller form. You made a noise of surprise and laughed louder. You kissed his cheek and jumped out of his arms.
"Go on , boys. If ya don't go now , you're not gonna remember what you gotta get. Have fun !!" You cheered , jumping onto the deck and waving at them. You would join them soon since you had to get some new clothes , but you wanted to go alone. Because of this , you waited for them to go ahead of you.
You weren't worried about protection. You could protect yourself , that's why you're on the crew. Shanks trusted you to watch the ship until they got back. Though , you weren't gonna stay on the ship. Your little secret.
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It's been over an hour since the guys left the ship. You walked out of your quarters (after your little nap) and grabbed your weapon. You thought you'd maybe grab a drink while you were out.
You snuck off of the Red Force with your weapon attached to your hip. You skipped into the vibrant town nearby , a goofy smile on your lips. Your eyes scanned the area in an attempt to find a clothing store or a bar. You noticed a lot of stands , weapon shops , and many people walking up and down the streets.
Just as you began to lose hope , you noticed a medium sized building near a food court. The place had mannequins wearing outfits in the front window , so you assumed it was a clothing store. You smiled and walked into the store with a slight pep in your step.
"No . . No . . Aha ! " You picked up a top that matched one of the old ones you had , and you thought about grabbing it.
"That top would look cute on you !" You heard from next to you. You turned your doe eyes towards the woman standing next to you. She had beautiful , slicked back raven hair with vibrant blue eyes. She had pale skin and rosy cheeks that made her look adorable. She wore a white crop top with a heart cut on her chest. It had a turtleneck top to it and tightened underneath her breasts. She had black shorts and long , white high heels. She also had a star pin in her hair and her right arm had a tattoo sleeve on it.
You giggled and twirled with the top in your hand. "You think so ? Thank you !" You blushed , heart fluttering from the compliment. "Hey , would you want to help me find a top too ? You seem like you'd have great taste." She said kindly , smiling softly. "Of course !" You threw your arms in the air and smiled wider. She chuckled and brought you over to a section that she seemed to like.
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You two ended up spending 2 hours together. She even bought you all of the outfits you picked out and you bought hers ! After shopping , you two had went to go get some food. You learned that you two shared a favorite food , which made you two laugh. You two spoke smoothly to each other. It seemed like you both had a lot in common.
She was a pirate too ! She said her crew was a secret , however. You did tell her that you were part of the Red Haired Pirates , which surprised the hell out of her. Something about her reaction to that was . . odd. She asked you to bring her to your ship , which you obliged. You guys were gonna be docked here for a few days anyways.
As you got to the ship , you were surprised by a hug from Yasopp and Shanks. They squeezed you and said incoherent things. "Guys , guys ! I can't understand you when you're crying. What happened ? Are you guys okay ??" You asked like a worried parent , eyebrows scrunching.
"We thought you went missing !!" Drunken Shanks cried , smacking your head. The two guys finally let you go as you caught your breath. "I'm fine ! I met a friend ! We got some food and we got some clothes !! Her name is Rika !" You introduced as you walked over to her.
She chuckled and waved to your crew. "I'm Rika. It's a pleasure to meet you all." Some of the more drunken guys ogled at her beauty. Some came up to her , flirted , or just asked questions. You laughed and brought your clothes to your room.
When you came back out , you noticed Benn staring at you. You walked over to him and gently poked his arm to get his attention. "What's wrong , Benn ?" You ingeniously pondered as you stared at his serious face. "Also , what did i say about smokin' ? It's unhealthy. You're gonna kill yourself." You tried to take the cigarette from his lips , but he laughed and tilted his head upwards. Sadly , not even being on your tip toes made you tall enough. You grumbled and pouted.
"Fineee. But still , tell me what's wrong." You sat on the edge of the ship and swung your legs gently. "Nothin' , sweetheart. Nothin' you should worry about , at least." He patted your head and took a puff from his cigarette.
"I know ! Why don't I go make some brownies to make you feel better ?" You cheerfully jumped off of the ledge and smiled widely. As if on cue , Shanks walked up behind you and wrapped his arm around your shoulder. "Why don't cha make some for all of us , hun ?" He slurred , drunken giggles leaving his lips.
"Oh ! Sure ! I'll make some cake too !! A party for Rika , how does that sound ?!" You asked , causing the guys to cheer loudly. Rika chuckled and walked over to you. "I'm the baker on my ship , so why don't I help you in the kitchen ? It's the least I can do to help , Reader. You're my friend , after all !" She inquired with a strange look on her pale face.
"Are you sure ? I don't want to make you work !!" You turned to her and tilted your head. "Of course ! I insist !" The ravenette enthusiastically spoke. She put her hand in yours and you led her to the kitchen.
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"You put too much water into the batter." She said as she used her hips to push you away from the bowl. "Oh ! Sorry . ." You didn't think you added too much , but you've never really had outside opinions. You believed her. She said she was a baker , after all.
As you wandered around the kitchen , Rika often bumped into you. Sometimes , you'd fall over or hit your hips on the counters. You thought she was either messing around or making mistakes , so you didn't mention it.
"Oh my god , how can you fuck up brownies that badly ? Just let me do it." She huffed , shoving you away from the rest of the batter. You fell into the counter and groaned. "I'm sorry , I didn't mean to. I don't wanna make you do it , please let me help." You pleaded with her , putting your smaller hands on her tattooed arm.
In response , her face turned into one of anger as she pushed you off of her. "Do NOT touch me !" She snided as she mixed the batter together. "Oh ! I'm sorry." You looked sadly at her , making her scoff. "Don't look at me like you're the victim. You just assaulted me ! I don't see why someone like Shanks keeps someone like YOU around."
At her words , you teared up and sniffled. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Is there any way I can make it up to you ?" You inquired , dejected. Your cheeks turned rosy from the face you were trying to hold back your tears.
"You can make it up to me by leaving the crew. They don't need you. You're such a nuisance , GOD. I bet they have you on here out of pity. Or maybe to use you as a scapegoat. You saw how they acted with me. They clearly like me better , and they've only known me for a few hours !" She raged , shoving you into the cabinet. As she spoke , she had slowly gotten closer and closer to you until you were against the wooden cabinet.
"But I -" You attempted to speak , but your throat burned. "You can't even take criticism from a friend. How sad. You're a pirate , act like it." She released you from the cabinet as she put the pans of cake and brownies into the oven.
You sat on the island counter in the middle of the room and twiddled your fingers. "Uhm . . I can watch them from here if you want to go back out to the party." You noticed the faint smell of alcohol on her clothes , so you assumed she was drunk. Maybe she'd apologize in the morning. "Good. Don't fuck it up , sweetheart." She said smoothly , clearly mocking the nickname thay the crew gave you. As she strutted out of the room , you couldn't help but think . . . Did they like her better ? Were they gonna throw you out ? Maybe they told her that. Maybe they're gonna throw you out in the morning.
You didn't realize that you started crying until a sniffling sound made its way to your ears. You used a paper towel to rub your eyes of the tears that threatened to fall. You smiled and stayed in the kitchen until the goods were done.
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Now , the crew was sitting around the deck , eating the treats you and Rika made. You walked over to the ravenette. You tapped her shoulder and watched as she quickly turned around and glared at you. "Yes ?" She harshly spoke , finishing her piece of cake.
"I'm sorry for making you upset earlier. I went into town and bought you a necklace since I remember you saying that you thought it was cute." You pulled the gift out of your pocket and handed it over to her. She nimbly pulled it out of your hand and examined it. She smiled and put it around her thin neck. "Thank you , Reader. I accept your apology." She smiled again. To anyone that wasn't her , it was seen to be fake. But someone else noticed. A certain gray haired , cigarette smoking man caught on. His eyes slowly followed her as she walked to speak to the others on the ship.
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It was now nighttime. Many crew members were passed out on the deck , and those who were able had made their way to their quarters for the night. You had brought Rika to your room and let her sleep in your bed. Instead of giving you some blankets , you slept on the cold wooden floor. You didn't mind , at all. What you found weird was how she kicked you out. Instead of being on the floor in your room , you slept in the kitchen.
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In the morning , you were awoken by someone shaking you. "What are you doing in here , Reader ?" You heard someone ask. You opened your eyes and blinked , taking in your surroundings. You attached the voice to the appearance of the guy in front of you. It was Lucky Roux. You had assumed that he came to make breakfast for the crew.
"Oh , good morning , Roux. I'm sorry if I'm in your way." You lazily sat up and rubbed your eyes. You yawned and stretched your limbs until you heard the satisfying pop of your joints. "You're not in my way. I'm just wonderin' why you're in here. Why aren't ya in your quarters ?" He asked , the sizzling of pans feeling your ears.
You smiled softly and yawned again. "I let Rika take my bed. I didn't want to make her uncomfortable , so I slept in here." Speak of the devil and she shall appear. The ravenette walked into the room and smiled softly.
"Good mornin' , you two." She waved and sat next to you. "I'm guessin' you're the cook ?" Tika pondered aloud. "Yep ! The name's Lucky Roux." His smile widened , but he didn't turn to her. Strange. He seemed to be iffy about her , but neither of you noticed.
The door opened again and you felt someone put their arms on your waist. You knew who it was when you smelled smoke and feint cologne. "Good mornin' , Beck !" You said happily , kissing his chin.
"Good mornin' , darlin'." He replied , putting his head against yours. Unbeknownst to you , sharp blue eyes lingered on the both of you. Those eyes burned holes in your head , jealousy bubbling in her heart.
"I'm almost done with breakfast. Can you three go wake up the rest of the crew ?" Roux asked , not turning his head as to not get distracted from his job. "Sure !" You answered , gently detaching Benn from your body. You jumped off the counter and led the other 2 outside.
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After waking everyone up and eating , you found yourself in the shower room with Rika. You had gotten undressed and in the bath while she took a shower.
"You know , your body is really . . Not interesting." She commented slyly as she washed her slick hair. You looked over at her and tilted your head. "What do you mean ?" You asked while you played with the bubbled in your warm bath.
"You got the attention of the entire crew looking like . . That. You must've done something. What did you do ? Are you some kind of witch ? I wouldn't doubt it , considering you look like one." She answered her own question while not even looking at you. Her words shot you through the heart. You were already pretty insecure and you thought you were getting better.
Even after the shower , her words replayed in your head. Did all of them think that ? Your thoughts were interrupted when you were tripped. "Oops ! Are you okay , Reader ?" Rika sarcastically asked , suppressing a laugh behind her hand.
"Yeah ! I'm fine !" You stood up and brushed your bottom half off. "Everyone makes mistakes !" You smiled and bowed your head gently. "You would know a lot about that , considering your parents made you." This time , she couldn't suppress her laugh. She walked off , swaying her hips as she entered the main area.
You stood there for a minute. Was she okay ? Did you upset her ? Maybe you should get her another gift.
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You had decided to take a walk in the town. You wanted to clear your mind and get Rika a gift to see if she'd forgive you. You know , after kissing and hugging the entire crew.
When on the way back , you wandered around the ship in an attempt to find her. You smiled when you finally found her. You were about to show her the gift , until you heard her voice.
"They don't suspect a thing. That stupid little pirate's bounty will be ours , captain. I can't believe you made me befriend them , though." She leaned against your wall and scoffed. "They're extremely annoying. I can't stand their voice ! Anytime I hear it , I want to rip my hair out." She ranted as she slammed her fist on the wall.
Your vision was clouded by hot tears. You continued listening , even though you knew it was wrong. "I just need to get them out of here. Their face pisses me off. If I don't get this done soon , I'm gonna end up beating them silly. God , I hate this. Why couldn't you put Killeen up to this ?" You didn't know who she was talking to , since you couldn't hear the other end. Though , her words were enough to send you over the edge.
You walked into the bathroom and locked the door. You fell to the ground and began sobbing. You had a problem in the past with insecurities. The Red Haired Pirates had helped you , and you thought you were past it. Her words , oh her words. They tore down any progress you thought you made.
You didn't know how long you were in there until you heard a knock on the door. You hadn't realized you were sobbing until you saw your face in the mirror. You quickly wiped your face and sniffled. "Yes ?" You croaked out , throat burning.
"Are you okay ?" It was Benn. He knew. You didn't know how , but he knew. You unlocked the door and just fell into his arms. You sobbed into his chest and gripped his shirt. He didn't say anything. Instead , he held you and patted your back. He rested his head on yours and rubbed your back. He let you cry for as long as you needed.
The smell of smoke lingering on his clothes , along with his gentle touch calmed you slightly. You finally managed to stop crying and you looked up at him. "Am I really -" "No. You're special to us , Reader. We already took care of Rika. Turns out she was a bounty hunter. Don't let people like her tear you down." You sniffled at his words and pulled away. He gently pushed you towards the kitchen , where you met Shanks , Yasopp , and Lucky Roux. Oh ! And Hongo.
Shanks walked up to you and pulled you in with his arm. "It's okay , Reader. You're so , so special to us. You're a Red Haired Pirate , yeah ? I wouldn't have you here if you weren't just the way you are." He smiled and laughed loudly.
You started laughing too , along with the others in the room. "Yeah , Reader. We love ya !" Yasopp chimed in , ruffling your hair. You continued laughing and hugged all of them.
"Thank you , guys." You teared up again , causing them to panic. "Woah , woah , sunshine ! We didn't mean to make ya cry !" Shanks panicked , hugging you again. "Yeah !" Hongo hugged you as well.
"It's not bad. I'm just . . So , so happy to be part of this crew." You sniffled and pulled away from them. "What happened to Rika ?"
As soon as you mentioned the woman , the men looked away and whisled. Shanks looked down at his wrist and put his arm behind his head. "Wellll ! Would ya look at the time ! It's time for us to check out the bar in town !" He changed the topic , marching out of the kitchen.
"Shanks !!" You giggled and ran after him. Any feeling you had disappeared. You didn't know why you doubted them. You knew deep down that you were wrong. You were loved and had as special place to the Red Haired Pirates
#one piece#op#reader insert#x reader#gender neutral reader#gender neutral y/n#red haired pirates#shanks#shanks x reader#benn beckman#benn beckman x reader#lucky roux#one piece shanks#one piece hongo#yasopp#yasopp x reader#lime juice#building snake#bonk punch#gab#sweet#vixenwrites#one piece x you#one piece x reader#one piece angst#one piece fluff#fluff#angst#red hair#pirates
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heyyy
your writing is so cool btw
can I request a cricket crew with a classical musician partner or friend? (I play cello btw and I have a performance soon, rlly need some cricket crew brainrot)
tysm!!
hiii thank you đŤśđŤśđŤś ; and yes of course!! idk much about instruments so bare with me, I had to do some research LMAOOO
HANDSOME BROS ; classical musician
includes ; tommyinnit, ranboo, badlinu
warnings ; language, jokes about killing
masterlist
TOMMYINNIT
tries to learn how to play your instrument
"Tommy, you're holding it the wrong way-"
"I've got it!"
good god it's... it's something
your ears are bleeding /pos
"You're gonna break it!"
"No I'm not!"
he's infatuated with hearing you play your instrument
will never miss a concert, he'd rather die than not be in the crowd cheering you on
if you got the lucky chance that the director gave you a solo, he will be recording and he will be posting it to the main insta to show your talent off
he's 100% your biggest supporter
loves watching you tune your instrument and maybe trying to learn how to do it
has you play it on stream sometimes too LMAO
bro turns on medievalcore yeah! by usher and gets you going đđ
RANBOO
you covering their favorite song with your instrument is 100% their ring tone
their voice-mail message is you playing some romantic tune in the bg while they go over the "send a message!" shit
he's going to all your concerts and will be rewarding you afterwards
probably got you to do some tunes for the genloss soundtrack tbh
will just awkwardly pose with your instrument in post-concert/rehearsal pictures like đđ
will talk to you post-performance like a proud mother đ
you'll barge into his room, instrument in hand as you cover some popular meme song as he's streaming to just interrupt
you'll dedicate a whole stream trying to teach them how to play your instrument
it goes fairly well for someone who's never touched an instrument before
FREDDIE BADLINU
he knows piano and guitar, you're 100 percent covering songs or making joke songs for the bit 24/7
if you play brass instrument, he'll constantly, lightheartedly, complain about the spit, leading you to play out the window or in the bathtub đ
your biggest fan at concerts, will give you a standing ovation at the end, he will be like a proud parent watching their child graduate
you guys probably start a duo band for the hell of it
sometimes you both get a little too bored and why not post your music?
he's accidently gotten hair dye on your instrument somehow
luckily it came off
if he's streaming, too bad, you'll purposefully play your instrument and/or walk in like a one man mariachi band
"y/n/n what are you doing?"
"being a musician, freddie!"
#lowkeyrobin#mcyt x reader#mcyt preferences#mcyt oneshot#tommyinnit x reader#ranboo x reader#badlinu x reader#freddie badlinu x reader#gn reader#gender neutral reader#they/them reader#handsome bros x reader
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Trimax Thoughts Vol. 5 Pt. 3
Here we go again. (Gah I'm so behind sorry guys) More thoughts on Vash's no good, very bad mental health, this time focused on trauma symptoms and his uncharacteristic lack of foresight and planning when it comes to confronting Knives.
[ID: A panel from Trigun Maximum Volume 5. Vash is hunched over among the rubble. He is not drawn in extensive detail, being merely eyes, an open mouth, spiky hair and a mass of feather-like projections covering his whole body and culminating in a single large wing protruding from his back. End ID.]
Again, this is going to get a little heavy, and became quite long. You have been warned.
(Sorry, the image of fluffy Vash has very little to do with anything... other than the fact that he is actively having a breakdown in that scene I guess. I just really wanted to include that panel. Lol.)
To start with, at the very beginning of my read of the manga, I commented on how Vash clearly demonstrates some pretty textbook avoidant behaviours. Then I took note later on of Vash's concerning lack of self-regard, resulting in little thought being given to a future for himself after confronting Knives.
Well. It gets worse I'm afraid. đ
Vash displays enough clear signs of trauma in the manga that I am convinced he actually meets criteria for a PTSD diagnosis (specifically surrounding July). I'm a student in this field, not a professional, but I'm going to loosely run over the trauma symptoms he displays. <-This is important for the point I am trying to make.
Category 1: Intrusive Memories
Flashbacks - Yeah, all throughout Volume 5 as the memories of what happened all come rushing back at once (with Hoppered and Meryl unfortunately caught up in his trauma-induced breakdown. rip you two I am so sorry)
Nightmares - A bit harder to say. There aren't nightmares about July it seems, on account of his having forgotten the event. He dreams about Rem frequently though, it can be assumed, only for her to be wrenched away from him shortly before waking. This was in Volume 1 of Trigun.
Severe Emotional and Physical Reactions to Reminders - Volume 2 of Trigun, shortly before Fifth Moon. Vash freezes in place when he spots the doctor, which clearly triggers some kind of faint recognition and sense of horror. He doesn't notice Knives approaching until he is right in front of him.
Category 2: Avoidance
Of Thinking/Talking About It - Vash notably doesn't actually question anything to do with July, which you would think he would, if he can't remember anything. He just knows that the city was destroyed and Knives was there - up until Fifth Moon, I don't think there was any doubt in his mind that it was Knives who was responsible. After this, he spends two years in hiding, out of fear of himself and a lack of desire to engage with reminders of his past.
Category 3: Negative Changes
Hopelessness - For a guy who wants people to have hope... he doesn't allot much to himself... :(
Memory Problems - The core issue before Vol. 5. Vash had no idea what happened in July. He even blocked out part of Fifth Moon.
Negative Self-Opinion - "I should never have been born." "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" :(
Difficulty Maintaining Close Relationships - Always leaving people without saying goodbye. Still rarely calls Meryl and Milly by their names. People have to chase after him if they want him around.
Detachment - His go-to when everything gets too much. See the Leonof fight for a good example.
Difficulty Experiencing Positive Emotions - "Ya always smiled all cheerfully, but it was so empty it hurts just lookin' at ya."
Category 4: Physical/Emotional Reactions
Always on Guard - He can't use his real name most of the time. He trains all the time; has to respond quickly to ever-present danger.
Self-Destructive Behaviour - ...it's Vash. :/
Irritability/Angry Outbursts/Aggression - Very much so. Anger is a driving motive and we see this flare up whenever Knives is so much as mentioned. He even gets uncharacteristically short with Meryl when she tries to stop him from confronting him, and Vash does not tend to be very rational or composed in situations where he is genuinely angry. <- I will be coming back to this point.
Overwhelming Guilt or Shame - ...again. It's Vash. :/
Other Complications that can Arise:
Depression (this should go without saying. he's fighting so hard to feel every scrap of fleeting joy he can)
Suicidal Thoughts and Actions (I went over this before. These have cropped up in almost every volume so far and I expect this to get much worse)
Eating Issues (This appears to be Stampede specific, but I thought I'd mention it anyways)
So, uh. I hope this is enough proof. He clearly does have severe trauma, and well, that's not really a surprise, considering what actually happened. Vash inadvertently killed an entire city's worth of people. Absorbed them, even. Deeply traumatic for someone who doesn't want to hurt anyone at all - but this is not the only part of July that was traumatic.
Let's go back to the aggression part of the response - the "fight" aspect that sometimes arises when put in stressful situations that reminds one of their trauma. See, Vash's anger is something we as readers see a lot in the story but that's because we primarily see major scenes where he is pushed to his limits. In all actuality, for those parts in between, he's a chill and friendly guy. Does he get irritated? Quite easily. Does he always have a bit of simmering resentment in him? Sure. But this is not the explosive kind of rage we see when he is confronted with Knives. Usually, Vash is more prone to introspective melancholy or bitterness than violent rage - for as much as we see it, the latter is actually rather uncommon.
So, too, is the way he "confronts" Knives. Vash is typically very in control of himself; he's confident with his skills, clever and adaptable, and generally speaking, very good at planning out his next moves. In a gunfight, for as much as he would prefer not to be wrapped up in it, he is in his element. Even when there is uncertainty, he still eventually takes decisive action. ...except where Knives is concerned.
[ID: Two screenshots from the Trigun manga. The first is from Volume 5 of Maximum. Vash aims his gun with a serious expression and says "I've finally caught up with you... Knives." Knives looks at him, taken aback. The second image is from Volume 2 of Trigun. Vash shouts as he raises his gun rapidly to aim at Knives, blurred with quick vertical lines to make the speed of the motion obvious. His expression is furious. Knives looks at him, part of his face shadowed, again, looking taken aback. End ID.]
...hello? Sir? Why are you just pointing your gun and like. Not doing anything? Like he keeps aiming his gun and then just... holding it there. Even Vash in Stampede fired on Knives' weapons. This guy, for all his rage, hasn't unleashed a single shot unless the situation forced him to. In fact, Vash's entire wording surrounding Knives and how he is going to stop him is also extremely vague. He says things like "settle the score" and "send him to hell", which, to me, initially implied killing him... but Vash has no issue using the word "kill", and he never actually says that about Knives. He says he's going to stop him, but fails to actually specify how. I cannot stress enough that this lack of foresight is actually deeply uncharacteristic of him.
But here's the thing.
[ID: Part of a panel from Trigun Volume 2. Vash's thoughts are set on a white background. They read "We... I... should never have been born." End ID.]
He switches his wording here. The subject of the sentence changes from "we" to "I". Even in his mind, he can't muster that kind of sentiment about his brother. He's angry with Knives, even hates him... but I strongly disbelieve he actually wants him dead. Knives is his brother, man. That still means something to him.
You might be wanting to pause me here and ask why I framed the confronting of Knives as an aggressive response due to trauma, as opposed to just vengeance/retribution for Rem and for July. Yeah, well, there's an interesting contrast to be made here. Look up at the two confrontation images again.
Before July, Vash is level-headed when confronting him; angry, but in control. After July, he is yelling and openly bitter and wrathful. There's even a difference in him looking for information on Knives and his associates. In July, he's just asking around. There's none of the darkness we see in the series proper. By contrast, his mood does a sharp turn after July whenever Knives is so much as mentioned. More than that, there's this, too.
[ID: Knives stands facing Vash so only the back of his head can be seen. His head is next to Vash's gun. Vash looks startled. A speech bubble shows two exclamation points. End ID.]
...Vash is... actually scared here. Knives is approaching him and he's frozen due to the feeling that something sickening happened, even though he's the one holding the gun. July was stressful and terrifying for Vash even before the angel arm went off, and dare I say, already traumatic.
Vash knew two things in that scene, and pretty much only two things:
His arm was transforming uncontrollably, something he had no clue prior to this it could even do.
Knives wanted him to "release" his power, which would "swallow" everything in the place they're in. Clearly Knives intended harm to others with whatever power lay dormant in Vash.
This is already a terrifying situation - body horror on top of the certainty that something horrible is about to happen if he loses control - and it shows. He is visibly panting and struggling with the exertion of trying to suppress it, and Knives is not helping in the slightest by asking him piercing questions like he is, taking advantage of Vash's vulnerability here to make him tip over the edge and somehow admit that it was all a lie and deep down he feels the same as Knives. Now, notably Vash doesn't deny occasionally feeling hatred for humanity - he just tells Knives to "stop it". But Knives, instead, doubles down with his questioning.
This is not the only time in this scene Vash has tried to get Knives to stop. Knives does not stop at Vash's distress. Vash tells him to stop, he doesn't. Vash points his gun at him (again, he doesn't fire), and Knives still does not stop. In a last ditch attempt to reason, Vash somehow psychically transmits the faces and feelings he has towards all the people who were kind to him - you can see some of the residents of July, Ship 3's Luida, Doc, Brad and Jessica, and probably others he's met on his travels. Knives loses it and shoves him on to the ground.
I think Vash was well within his right to take self-defensive action here - and indeed, I really think that's what happened when he fired the angel arm at Knives.
Look, I really like it when intentional mistakes are made and characters have to deal with the consequences, and I think there are scenes in which this can apply to Vash (namely, I can think of more than a few drawbacks to his passivity in early Trimax, and his conflict with Wolfwood holds a lot of complexity on both sides)... but I have to be real honest with you, I don't think this is one of those times. I disbelieve this was a fully conscious choice on Vash's part.
For one, we've established Vash does not actually want Knives dead. Second... I may just be reading into this too much, but again, there's something in the way the eyes are drawn.
[ID: A set of panels from Trigun Maximum Volume 5. Knives is drawn with an intense expression; he looks confident, but there is a "thump" sound. Knives looks down, brows furrowed and sweating, to see the barrel of Vash's angel arm pointed at his chest. In the last panel, a gap between Knives' fingers reveals one of Vash's eyes, blank and devoid of iris or pupil. End ID.]
I'd initially thought the blank eye thing had to do with the release of Vash's power from the angel arm, but that appears to not be the case. It doesn't coincide with the charging of the arm - the arm is active and charged past the point of no return here with Vash's iris and pupil still visible during Fifth Moon, and we see Vash's eyes blank well before the angel arm forms in Volume 5, when he is undergoing intense flashbacks to the destruction of July. Vash's eyes even go blank when his powers are not active at all - again, during the start of his flashbacks.
[ID: A set of screenshots from the Trigun manga. The first is from Trigun Volume 2. Vash's eye, with iris and pupil and a welling tear, can be seen between Knives' fingers, as Knives screams "Destroy them all! Vaaash!". The second is from Trigun Maximum Volume 5, where Vash is hunched over on the ground as his body sprouts feathers and lines appear on his face. He is in clear distress and his eyes are blank. The third is from Maximum Volume 4. Vash screams and throws his head back. A close up of his eye shows it is blank, welling with tears. End ID.]
I am about 80% confident, give or take, that the blank eye thing pertains to Vash's mental state - as in, how mentally present he is versus him being out of control and checked out of reality. He needs to be snapped out of it - thoughts of Meryl and how she needed help, Elendira's intervention... but there was nothing to snap Vash out of his panic and that flood of raw emotion during July. It was a spur of the moment automatic response - the angel arm is a gun, Vash is very confident with a gun to the point its basically instinct, he's being pinned and trapped and something he doesn't understand and can't control is happening to his own body, people might be about to get hurt - he wanted it to stop.
Unfortunately, the worst possible consequences were a direct result of his desperation. Vash's automatic attempt at self-defense took out an entire city and swallowed all the people within it.
I do think that if it was self-defense over an active choice, the outcome would be pretty much the same and doesn't weaken the scene. For one, this would mark pretty much the only time we see Vash act in close to pure self-defense. He has such a disregard for his own safety, it's incredibly heartbreaking to think that the one time he actually did try to defend himself, it resulted in such a horrible tragedy. It might explain why, after remembering bits and pieces from Fifth Moon onwards, he becomes even less compassionate with himself and even more prone to just... taking the pain. Second, the effect is the same as if Vash chose to fire the arm consciously, because due to Vash's terrible sense of self-worth, self-defense is not a reasonable excuse to him - even though it was a traumatic experience for him, even though he would likely understand someone else in his position, he is going to treat himself as though the blame lies solely on him, regardless of the automaticity of the action itself. Vash blames himself and whether or not the reader determines his actions to have been automatic or conscious, he is going to treat himself the same either way. He is going to forever carry that guilt with him no matter what the intent behind the arm's firing initially was.
With the context of July now, I don't think I can believe that his lack of willingness to kill is purely Rem's influence anymore. I think Vash truly, honestly, does not want to harm or kill anyone; his abhorring of (in his eyes) unnecessary violence is genuine. (This does not mean he never gets angry or hates people - we know he can and does!) But it's like there's a middle step between Vash's anger and Vash getting close to lethally pulling the trigger, and that middle step is "stop it".
Stop doing this. Stop hurting people.
Stop. Stop. Stop.
When faced with someone who wants to hurt others, who actively causes harm and won't listen to reason, Vash becomes dangerously hyper-focused. The closer that person is associated to Knives, the less control he has over his own anger, and the more he goes on the warpath. The problem is though, that Vash has made a promise to Rem, sure, but also he really doesn't want to hurt people, but then he also wants it to stop, and when your options are limited, sometimes the fastest and most effective way to make it stop is... to just kill the person. And I strongly believe this is why, in the heat of the moment, his usual calculated actions become less well thought out and almost vague, because... well... he's fighting with conflicting pieces of himself. His morality and his bleeding heart make him want to spare people, but that explosive aggression that is primarily a trauma symptom (!!!) is demanding he take immediate action to just make it stop.
That's really what it boils down to. All that aggression and emotion comes bubbling out of him, because he's just so tired... and because that's... well. Trauma.
(Yes, I will comment later on how Knives' anger is just as much a trauma response, but I'd like to have a little more info on him before I analyze too much on that front. Kind of fascinating how their go-to reaction is anger for the both of them, but put towards wildly different goals. These twins can fit so much mental illness in them.)
#i don't know if this makes sense anymore. just take it lol#anyways you ever feel sad? i definitely felt completely normal and not at all that way when writing this (sarcasm)#trigun#trimax#trigun meta#vash the stampede#trigunbookclub#call me ace detective the way i am ace. and also a detective.#storyrambles
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Ok my Smallidarity thoughts (this is long). Only because I was encouraged by Liauditore's analysis of Joel's playlists...
...to which the conclusion was closeted homophobic Joel. Ok so anyway uhh obligatory: I only talk about characters. Only characters. I swear to god. CC!Joel and CC!Lizzie make life more beautiful and this is not about them, this is about characters. Either way I love Jizzie dearly. Seriously though go read Liau's post. The part where they note down the structure of his most recent playlist kind of sums up my thoughts on him ("starting off with party songs -> "home" the wholesome love song -> a bunch of arctic monkeys songs including one specifically about regretting sleeping with a woman -> a bunch of songs begging for the other person to stay because they're all they have -> songs that get angrier and angrier -> final song has a chorus that goes "if this is a romcom I'd kill the director"")
I'm not here to analyse the playlists but I implore Liau to do so more publicly lol. The kiss from RL and the playlists (and Liau talking to me about them because they chose to hyper-analyse them against their own will) are the catalysts for why I'm so insane about Joel's relationships and smallidarity especially because we all know how normal I am about Jimmy đ
(Before we get to smallidarity proper though, I have to lay some groundwork about my perception of Joel's relationships in general)
That post I made about smallidarity awhile back about mostly seeing them as brotherly friends um. Hasn't aged so well LMAO. I do not think smallidarity is the end game for either of them (unless...?), but I do feel like there's feelings here to be dabbled into now... I imagine Jimmy and Joel as having been very close friends since childhood and I still stand by my old smallidarity thoughts otherwise, that while I'm not a fan of Jimmy getting slapped around excessively, which Joel sometimes does imo, it's ultimately banter between him and Joel, even if weighed to one side, because it's not an attempt to assess control or to play Jimmy down past an initial laugh (ESMP1 still hurts me but I've said it before and I'll say it again, that at the very least Joel was creative about the "toy" bit and put effort into it, eg building a giant statue, and not just making a very surface-level joke out of it). When things get dicey for Jimmy, Joel will want to help, even when doing so offers him no benefit. Eg him wanting to offer his time to Jimmy in LimL or disapproving people for building a grave for Jimmy before he'd even died in SL. So basically they care each other
Joel has no problem indulging in and joking about more sexual approaches vs more affectionate ones. Eg, the neck kisses, calling Jimmy babe, having pillow talk with Tango and literally making a baby with both Jimmy and Sausage in ESMP etc. That's fine, that's just a goof, no homo. But I feel like anything affectionate makes him feel vulnerable and so that's a no-no. I have no good explicit examples for this other than the fact that he just doesn't engage in affectionate engages/jokes much (not even with Lizzie) and him refusing to hold Jimmy's hand in SL (thanks Liau). The kiss in RL I think makes sense with this too because Jimmy preceded it with "is this the closest we're over gonna get to making out?" even if the actual kiss was like. A peck lol. Gentle smooch. Which just makes me more insane that it was like that!!!!!!
And (characters guys!!! Characters!!!) what he does with Lizzie is constantly proclaiming "I have a wife" and maybe visiting her to show her something and yelling "I love you" a few times when it felt appropriate. Oh and Lizzie's "I always liked bad boys..." counts I guess lol. Imo, whilst Lizzie and Joel are evidently very close and cute still (I never and I mean NEVER stop thinking about Lizzie's SL birthday party to which only Joel showed up for the majority of it), I don't think lizzie gives that much of a fuck. To me the marriage is there because, it makes sense. They enjoy each other, uh, might as well marry each other. It's moreso about the status rather than deeper romantic connection imo. Something about Lizzie calling Joel a homie and not commenting on his proclamation of loving her after Sausage's Boat Boys play in SOS, or them voicing anything affectionate and then it not getting followed up by anything, or Joel trying to recruit Lizzie into Jeremyism in X Life but Lizzie didn't want to, and Jimmy was the first recruit instead (and if you've read my X Life thoughts, you know how I feel about Jeremyism in a symbolic sense), etc. Um do you guys understand why I was terrified to voice these thoughts. I swear to god if someone comes into my inbox to accuse me of being heterophobic or something I'm going to eat a nail. I figure some people are going to disagree with my perception which is totally fine!! But characters only please characters only..........
He pretty frequently has homoerotic or suggestive etc exchanges and bits with people like Etho and Jimmy though (eg, earlier examples, although there are soooo so many more). But always that, never affectionate... The closest it ever comes to affection is when he's acting out of genuine care when things hit the fan. This is the point where my claims stop being supported by whatever I see in canon (if supported at all, then by his playlists, lol) but... Joel to me feels like he uses his marriage status as a "no homo" pass. If things get a bit too homo he can always remind the others "I have a wife" and it's all good đ When in reality.... I think he might be... idk... might be into men a little bit... But he absolutely cannot accept that. He has a wife guys!! And yet still he indulges in those questionable exchanges like hm. hmm. But it's no homo guys!! He's just playin!!
Ugh so yeah. Closeted Joel who, maybe, isn't so put off by affection after all, rather just put off by the idea of being into men so he refuses to be affectionate with the people he feels a little too many strong feelings towards bordering on something other than friendship. And always makes sure to declare anything frisky a joke and reminding everyone that he's married and he loves his wife!! (Have no doubt that he does love Lizzie, just, again, not in this way) Or putting anything frisky on the other person, like he does with Etho "ugh you're so obsessed with me" because JOEL can't be obsessed, he's not gay!! Etho just can't get enough of him, and Joel's totally not into it!!
This is where the RL kiss made me so insane and tip over the edge into interpreting smallidarity as something other than platonic too. Because classic Joel. Contributing to this bit about "making out" because that's what he does. Gives Jimmy a little smooch. As a joke. Ugh. Jimmy claiming his lips to have been pursed makes all the difference too, they were both all-in... (vs that one fWhimmy kiss in ESMP2. Sorry but I just need you guys to understand how important the difference is to me)
I think Jimmy is very kind, and an incredible sympathiser. He's just in a pretty horrible headspace, so he never treats himself with the kindness he might offer to others. His biggest enemy is his inability to open up and ask for help. Joel would be much similar in this regard, where he wouldn't want to even entertain the things that his feelings towards certain people would entail. It's fine, it's nothing, he's a married man after all... So he most certainly wouldn't ever bring it up to anyone, because nothing's the matter!! But I think Jimmy, solely for how well he knows and cares about Joel, recognizes some kind of reciprocation of feelings he also has, but isn't going to admit to Joel. Maybe they kissed or even made out and maybe they made a baby once (the baby ordeal is seriously ruining my life. wtf was that) and it's just a one-and-done deal, maybe even a "friends with benefits" thing in some sense. Cause they're just friends. But Jimmy, though with his own struggles, knows how he feels, so of course he recognizes when Joel's in a similar dilemma
To me, there's such a strong appeal to smallidarity because the typical Jimmy role in relationships gets reversed. Jimmy's usually the one following along, the one seeking someone to depend on because that's what he's been conditioned to seek. He followed Martyn around, he followed Scott around, in X Life he followed Joel around too. Joel gave him something with Jeremyism and to me it reads like Jimmy feeling at home and developing feelings for Joel, the way I think he also developed them for Martyn beforehand. Only for Joel to step down as the leader of Jeremyism - this thing that Jimmy so desperately held onto and practically begged for Joel to remain where he was, but Scott took over, and even though Jimmy didn't like seeing Scott up there instead of Joel, he couldn't help but fall in love again, and then 3rd life happened. 3rd life, where Jimmy left a "I miss you" sign on Joel's plot of land. Where ideas of Jimmy and Joel teaming up were mentioned but they just barely missed each other for it to become reality. Where Joel burnt down the wall that further confided a claustrophobic Jimmy into a corner of the World with Scott, separate from everyone else
Anyway, Jimmy hardly ever prioritizes himself, so his feelings are irrelevant to him. What he cares about is Joel's wellbeing, so he'd encourage Joel to open up, ask him about things. For a change, he'd be the shoulder to lean on and be on the other end of a situation he usually would find himself in with people he loves. Where he's struggled to open up and ask for help, he's encouraging someone else to. Where the people he loves, including Joel, have failed to pick up on Jimmy's continued need for support, Jimmy doesn't, because he's been in shoes similar to Joel's It's nothing he'd be able to pinpoint, but subconsciously it'd help him provide Joel with the encouragement that can yield results. The understanding that he refuses to offer himself, but can offer to Joel. Jimmy fulfilling this kind of role in a relationship would do him SO much good, I think, to help him handle his own struggles. A trend in Jimmy's relationships and otherwise is that he can never take charge, even when he wants to. It'd take his mind away from his own troubles as he focuses on Joel's and exercises patience and empathy for someone else who doesn't just push him away. Especially when another thing that they are similar in, is their progressing frustration with either of their feelings. In which neither can do much to combat these frustrations (Jimmy indulges in them more and more, eg taking enjoyment out of hitting Scott around in SL, and Joel just tries to ignore them), but by virtue of trying to help Joel figure out his feelings, Jimmy would be helping not only Joel but himself too
Even if Joel were to come to a conclusion that wouldn't be him reciprocating Jimmy's feelings specifically, Jimmy would help him reach it anyway. Though Joel might figure out how Jimmy feels even if there's no direct admittance. Jimmy would hold Joel's hand if Joel doesn't draw back and ask how that feels, to help him figure out if he really does hate affection or if his frustrations lay elsewhere etc. Give him the affection that Joel actually craves but keeps refusing himself. And Joel would maybe finally admit to some degree that he does like it (he just doesn't like that he likes it). He'd still remind Jimmy that he has a wife but Jimmy would probably just laugh and they keep holding hands. If Lizzie found out she would just give a thumbs up. She dgaf. Or idk something like that. I've been writing this shitty post for 25 minutes what year is it. The more this has gone on the less sense it's started making sorry. Use code smallidarity at checkout for 15% off
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Bungo stray dogs men driving a car with you in it headcannons
This will include characters:
Dazai, Fyodor, Kunikida, Ranpo, Nikolai, Akutagawa (there will be a part 2 for the others âşď¸đ)
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Would try to drive the car off a cliff
Has his double suicide song on the radio
Singing loudly (fruity mf)
Ranting about Chuuya and his newly found suicide methods
Has the windows open for some reason
Terrible driver, TERRIBLE DRIVER..
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Would have quiet classical music on the radio
Silence, pure and utter silence. (Besides the music)
This man has rats in the back (I'm sorry I had to đ)
Definitely drives an automatic
Average driver
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Definitely uses GPS
Silence, doesn't talk while driving
Road rages like crazy
Has a scented car thingy
Very clean car
Good at driving
Always thinks something is wrong with the car when he hears one tiny noise that isn't usual
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Loudly snacking while driving
Drives with his eyes closed (somehow??)
Talking to you while driving
Constantly stopping at service centres for more snacks
Hates driving and is pretty bad at it
Never even offers you any snacks
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Drives over the speed limit by a lot while laughing manically as you tell him to slow down
Cannot drive, doesn't even have a license..đ
Likes talking to you while driving
Nearly crashes every 5 minutes
Ranting about killing Fyodor
Literally so damn annoying and loud, also rants about his birds and freedom
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Silence, he doesn't talk to you
Road rages
Silence only gets broken at his aggressive coughing
Doesn't have a license
Wears sunglasses because his emo eyes can't handle the sun
Occasionally has random outbursts about Dazai.
That's the end, hope you enjoyed! If you have any requests just ask âşď¸
#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#fyodor dostoevsky#kunikida doppo#ranpo edogawa#nikolai gogol#akutagawa ryuunosuke
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