#atypical HS

[jester-of-the-lake]

Shout out to Yor with a bullet wound in her ass cheek, she looks exactly like me when my parents took me to fucking Disneyland before diagnosis when I didn't realize I had a gapping wound in my thigh

[bone2dust]

TW// TRAUMA (SH, SA, INTERSEX DISCRIMINATION)

Some things I expierenced after being outed in high school as a person with an intersex condition:

[contains mostly S/H and S/A]

-My ex told me that I should be thankful to her because nobody else would ever find my atypical body attractive.

-A guy who had a crush on me said that his interest was based on a dare to see what my bodyparts were.

-In past relationships people *only* wanted to have sex with me, for the expierence. After they got what they wanted, they cheated on me, tossed me away and told me I was an experiment to them. This happened 3 times, I was 12-14 years old.

-Because of this, I had gotten a status of "try to fuck this weird guy". I was assumed sexual promiscious because of my condition.

-People treated me as a sex object, a kink, fetish whatever you wanna call it. The amount of derogitory comments I got was traumatizing. "hermaphrodite", "trap", "futa", "cuntboy" "shemale".

-I needed to get a seperate changing room, not only because of discrimination, but I got really scared that people would ask questions about my body or touch my body.

It felt like every day of HS was me trying to deal with unusual sexual harrasement and exploitation. It left me with an extremely low sense of selfworth, anxieties around social relationships and traumatic flashbacks.

Now, atleast once a week I think about how no adult protected me against the things I went through.

Protect intersex kids.

[disabledstraydogs]

do u have any personal favorite disability headcanons? or any headcanons you've never mentioned before? I've been forever in love with nikolai with paranoia... No pressure to answer at all btw!! I saw you said you're having a difficult time so I figured..!! if you want to answer you can :)

Hi anon! Thank you for the ask, it means a lot!

We have a few actually...

Fyodor PPD (Paranoid personality disorder) and is a wheelchair user. He also has AIWS (Alice in wonderland Syndrome)

Kenji has something with his spine (I don't know a lot about disabilities that impact the spine so I can't give specifics)

Yosano is deaf and uses JSL to communicate

Nikolai has BPD (Fyodor is his FP)

Chuuya also has BPD (Dazai is hs FP) and is a programmed system

Lucy has hypodontia/supernumerary teeth (I don't think this classes as a disability but trust me on this)

Atushi has asthma

Lovecraft has weak muscles when in human form and uses a rollator

Poe probably has persecutory delusions

I've seen Ranpo having Peter Pan syndrome featured here and I agree wholeheartedly. He's also go atypical dysphoria about age stuff because of this.

Kunikida has OCD and autism

Kyouka has PTSD and high empathy caused by this

I need to add all of these to the to do list.... Thank you for asking anon, this was a really nice ask and we appreciate it (also we're adding paranoid Nikolai to the q as well).

[daintydoilypon]

How are you so skinny [not in a rude way]?

My mom just didn't increase the portions. I had the same amount of food growing up so I ended up smol. It was like accidental neglect, possibly due to the fact we were tight on money? I made a sandwich for Silo for the 1st time a few years back and he was so confused bc I only put like 1-2 slices of meat, but that's how my mom made it for me growing up, I just didn't know better. //WHEEZE

So, mix that with being more active in HS, I had to go up 6 flights of stairs with heavy books multiple times a day, 5 days a week, and I didn't increase my food intake to counter it, and so I lost weight on accident.

I just got up to 100, hopefully it's not a bathroom trip away from being lower per usual. Imagine losing like 1% of your body weight every time you poop, that is I. //WEEPS I'm trying to stretch my stomach a bit now that I can eat normally again after the teeth fiasco //WHEEZE

I was diagnosed with ATYPICAL anorexia because of my fear of throwing up, just to be transparent, but it just stopped me from eating foods that made me sick in the past, so not effecting my food intake.

[fansandtheic]

May the Chaotic Singer's Story

I know the likelihood of you actu Please bear with me, my skill lies in singing and artwork (drawing/painting) I'm a dreadful writer.

I wanted to thank you and explain just how big this book may be to other abused souls out there. This book hit me as hard as reading Eldest since my riding accident in 2009.

Your most recent book, Murtagh, hit home big time. Your portrayal of Murtagh and Thorn's struggle with PTSD and prior abuses really reached my heart and soul. How it took Murtagh starting to die for Thorn to push past his fear reminded me how my sister saved me then how I was ready to run with her to ensure she never got physically harmed. I thought I was about to die one day at the hands of egg-donor. My put her own well-being at risk and it snapped me out of my fear. I started planning on how to run away with my sis next time we were up there.... It's like an hour drive from where we lived with Dad and we didn't know the way well but I didn't care. The physical and other worse abuse I could handle for myself but not my younger sister. (I was 14 she was turning 12 that fall). We never went back because Dad found out and of course protected us. He's an amazing Dad, just abusers are very good at hiding what they do.

I was only able to break 14 years of utter fear of that monster for someone I loved and would give my life for. That whole part where Thorn breaks that barrier in his mind I cried, a lot. I wish this book had been out when I was still in HS (graduated in 07) because maybe it would have kick started my healing earlier... But even now at 34 this book will help my journey to continue healing. 

I'm still the black sheep, the most disliked in my family. I feel I'll never be truly loved by anyone by my Dad, my sister and her kids. I'll always be the outcast, especially thanks to being forced to do bad things due to pure terror of what IT would do to me. I still deal with people IT fooled into thinking she was some amazing person and mother.... I try to set the record straight but with people are so blinded.

Since I mentioned Eldest... That book didn't start hitting me as hard until after I developed Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia on both sides after being thrown from my scared mare. - totally my fault for taking a skittish Arabian mare out on a windy day without locking the dogs up. The part where Eragon explains what it is like to fear moving wrong as the pain can trigger at anytime and for seemingly no reason.... I lived that every day since Oct of 09 to my 2 surgeries in 2021... And from July 2023 to current. The pain being called The Obliterator.... I shared a couple quotes with other TN sufferers and they had to know what author had such insight to chronic pain. A few said they'd be checking the books due to the insight that book showed. 

Thank you, this was absolutely the book I needed to read right now. Your writing again gave me inspiration again to draw, and that's been somewhat rare in years to feel inspired.

You are helping people with your books. I can't wait to see what else this series brings, what your amazing mind and writing brings.

Thank you

~ May the chaotic singer

[tboypuppyheat]

ok im gonna soliloquize for a moment dont mind me

recently realized that i havent had friends that i would just casually sit on (basically) since high school and i. miss it tbh like casually just sitting in a pile whenever its been ages since ive done that. and thinking about it, its clear that it is definitely because covid came along and wiped everythjng and the slate clean. and i just . never came back from that again i guess. the other thing is i am extremely aware that i am a) Not the best at judging social situations and b) i am perceived as a cis man unless im real open about the fact that i am Not (which is its own unrelated can of worms) so bc of these two things (and because of the trauma caused by hashtag #finding out nobody liked me in middle school) i am very careful about offering hugs esp with women because duh which meeaaaannnns that. result. people dont read me as someone who likes hugs BUT I AM!!! and im even good at them (ive gotten so many compliments on my hugs!!!) so i just. need to change this. need to work on it

and then on top of that theres the other aspect of . another thing that i want is to not even just sit on my friends (this is hyperbole btw i didnt mention it the first time but when i say sit on my friends i mean casually lay across their lap or whatever i guess idek its not specific) but like. to actually actively cuddle with my friends. bc as an aro person thats harder. but i still need — and really enjoy! — touch and it would be so nice to be Held and like, types of casual touch that normally maybe you dont necessarily get in friendships in society (usa) such as hugging from behind and hair played with (there was a girl who would play with my hair at lunch sometimes in hs and i still think about that tbh)

and then a third layer of Things That I Want, sleeping in the same bed with someone, but not with like a pillow barrier separating us. i always expected that it would be harder for me (insomnia) to fall asleep if someone else was in the bed with me sleeping against me or spooning, but when i visited my . i guess my ex, sort of. in october and we were sleeping in his bed it was easy. really easy, in fact. i dont think i have enough evidence that i can say it was easier than falling asleep alone but i never had any trouble when he was there. which is atypical for me (maybe i had longer days or was up later but idk i still think it was unusual either way). i do think it was easier but im not confident in that guess. but the thing is i wasnt sleeping in the same position i normally do. i always sleep on my side but since he was holding me and i wanted him to hold me i was sleeping on my back and i had no trouble. and i should have. maybe im underestimating the amount of time it took me to fall asleep because i was just enjoying being held for the first time in who knows how long (no wonder i liked him more than he liked me. lol. lmao.) but. either way i want to sleep in the same bed with my friends and hold them and spoon and whatever. but the problem comes when your friends are dating people and not interested because idk it would be cheating or some shit. and then, how would i even broach the subject? "hey do you want to sleep in my bed with me"? is a crazy thing to ask your friend whos in a committed monogamous relationship. tbh. idk its probably not that weird to say hey, my beds more comfortable than the couch, come join me (its true, my beds better than the couch for sure) but i dont have high hopes if im honest.

anyway idk it just kind of sucks. being aroace + afraid ill find out people dont like me + really loving and wanting touch all the time is a killer combo i guess

[marcoroofingau]

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[waterbodiez]

fave ct prep school girls

[lexascandlestores]

Just casually refreshing the Casey z izzie ao3 tag from atypical thinking about soft hs gfs

[thesmokinpossum]

I’m doing one of my first project for college with a guy i’ve know for almost 20 years and honestly, the fact that i don’t have to worry about impressing him or stuff like that is a true relief. 

[absolutebl]

I’m not over Old Fashion Cupcake and its perfect pacing/structure. And not to apply one aesthetic to all Japanese cultural products but it felt very Jo-ha-kyū to me—slow build (1-4), rapid acceleration/break (4), and swift denouement (5). Is this a typical structure in Japanese Yaoi? Any other BLs paced like this, Japanese or otherwise? My Beautiful Man feels similar but maybe, in it, this structure is folded/doubled by both the perspectival shift & break from HS to uni. Thoughts? xo

It's not atypical.

I would ague many of the best BLs are like this, although i am not always a huge fan of this kind of pacing. (It's particularly difficult when the Koreans attempt it.)

I would put My Beautiful Man into this category.

Also some of the early ones and dark stuff like Takumi-kun.

I haven't analyzed the structure but His the movie and Love: Life on the Line might satisfy.

It's gonna be hard to find anything as good as OFC tho.

[4lph4kidz]

How would the cherubs interact with alpha kids in a kidswap?

Mmm, idk. I'll have to think about it. Who's to say how much would change in the long run? it would depend on a lot of factors, especially if the cherubs' alignments and/or class and/or aspects are also swapped. if they're not swapped or not significantly different then i guess calliope will still attempt to foster friendships with all the kids, and caliborn will direct his, uh, attentions whoever he considers the most admirable & masculine of the group to be. (in at least one version of the kidswap that person is jane, idgaf)

I ended up rambling a bit more abt the cherubs and the species in general so its going under the cut

So, I'm having a bit more trouble with the cherubs because they are in an atypical position in the story. Theyre heavily linked to the alphas, which is very unusual for a supposedly solitary species, and while you might assume that this is a bad thing the fact is both calliope and caliborn are only able to survive because of their friendship with them! Calliope is supposedly 'made weak' by her friendship, but is ultimately saved by Roxy; and Caliborn is able to survive & escape his manacle because Dirk made him a prosthetic leg. (The alphas also fucking create lord english in the first place, so, there's that.)

Also, like... the cherubs in hs canon are like, governed by these extremely binary notions of morality and gender, with 'active' class caliborn being the culmination of the association between (toxic) masculinity and destruction, and 'passive' class calliope with femininity and creation. so if calliope switches class/alignments and presumably becomes the more destructive or dominant of the pair... would she attempt to do so while also trying to embodying some kind of feminine ideal? (their ideas about gender being based in a rejection/rivalry with their sibling i think) would she care about friendship at all or would she be more impersonal like her alt self? idk. gender in homestuck is weird.

Cherubs seem to be key to the overall mythos of the homestuck universe, with their snake forms appearing on the god tier clock and being able to access 'the enigmatic forces presiding over all that is eternal' that also grant god tier immortality. According to the authors notes they are linked to the genesis frog cosmology, with 'good' cherubs acting as an immune system of sorts - 'When you look at the role they play in a universe, and the fact that they're utterly microscopic compared to the frog they dwell within, they start seeming like extremely potent pathogens and antibodies in the frog's bloodstream. Nasty ones like Caliborn fly around attacking the "cells" (planets, stars), wreaking havoc, while good ones like Calliope fly around fighting them and defending the health of the system. Cherubs are not technically reptilian, but they aren't far off either. There aren't really any other examples like this appearing in the story, but I often pictured a whole range of cosmic life similar to this, all playing the same kinds of roles that microbes perform in our bodies.'

Unfortunately I think this is kind of cool.

I got way off topic here, I think this was just an excuse to ramble incoherently about cherub lore instead of write my thesis, sorry its so incoherent

[beardedmrbean]

An old adage about Finnish culture is that the only place a Finnish person will freely speak to you is in a sauna. However, a Tampere sauna is leaning into the stereotype of the reticent Finn by not allowing any conversation whatsoever.

Finland's oldest city newspaper, the freely distributed Tamperelainen (siirryt toiseen palveluun), carried a piece on Rauhaniemi hosting a so-called silent sauna, one in which speaking to other sauna-goers is highly frowned upon.

The sauna building itself is a Mongolian-style circular pastoral yurt, heated by two wood-burning stoves and is a joint initiative by promotional outfit Sauna Konkeli and the local Rauhaniemi Folk Spa.

"We want to create a peaceful space to enjoy a relaxing steam. In the yurt sauna, we encourage bathers not to engage in conversation and to contribute to the peace of the sauna. In this sauna you can relax and immerse yourself in the steam," said Juha Kumara from Sauna Konkeli.

The yurt sauna will be heated up for the first time this Friday and continue everyday for the next month from 4pm to 9pm.

As the facilities at the Rauhaniemi Folk Spa are right on the shore of Lake Näsijärvi, it will naturally be possible to take a dip in the waters between sauna sessions, however, it is unclear whether or not speaking will be allowed while swimming.

Classroom turmoil

Helsingin Sanomat (siirryt toiseen palveluun) interviewed Helsinki's Deputy Mayor for Education Nazima Razymar (SDP), who spoke freely on the issues facing certain classrooms in Helsinki.

"I hate to say this, but we have children who have held more knives than pens. Some of these children are also a distraction for the rest of the group if they cannot be given adequate support in the classroom," Razymar told HS.

HS wrote that the elephant in Razymar's office this past year has been school policies of inclusion. These school policies, in principle, are designed to offer all students equal access to education, however, it has resulted in unintended consequences, according to Razymar.

Whereas in the past, students who required more support would have studied in separate classes or schools, but as a result of inclusion policies, these methods have been eliminated.

Over the past year, Razmyar has constructed a picture of chaotic classrooms where teachers find it, at worst, impossible to do their jobs.

Razymar stated that the main areas of concern in the city are those marked by low income, low employment rate and low education levels, but she refrained from naming specific neighbourhoods.

In Razymar's opinion, there is too little public discussion on segregation affecting these areas of Helsinki, due to a fear of populism.

"Sure, we could use more resources from the state, but reversing segregation is the responsibility of the city," she told HS.

While Razymar did not offer any solutions to the current situation, she said that this was a necessary discussion to have, otherwise the quality of education will decline and teachers will leave the field.

The Wolf Pack makes history

The Finnish national men's basketball team takes on Spain in the quarterfinals of EuroBasket on Tuesday. This marks the first time Finland has made the quarterfinals since 1967, when EuroBasket was hosted in Finland.

Coming off a 94-86 victory against Croatia, the Finnish team, nicknamed The Wolf Pack, was led by National Basketball Association (NBA) player Lauri Markkanen'scareer-high of 43 points.

Ilta-Sanomat (siirryt toiseen palveluun), citing Spanish paper Marca (siirryt toiseen palveluun), wrote that Markkanen, who was recently traded from the Cleveland Cavaliers to the Utah Jazz in the NBA, caught the attention of the Spanish team's coach Sergio Scariolo.

"Preparing for this match has been particularly difficult. The opponent is a team that plays an atypical but very effective game. Excellent shooters and a world-class star [Markkanen]. He must be defended very wisely and precisely so that gaps do not appear elsewhere." Scariolo said.

The Spanish team is a juggernaut in international basketball having won three gold medals in the tournament since 2009. The last time the Spanish team walked away from the tournament without a medal was 2005.

[dramarants]

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Reasons why ki seon gyeom is an autistic icon:

difficulty recognizing and expressing emotions or desires

doesn’t show emotions on his face the way other characters do

uses literal language often, can be blunt

communication issues

overlooks “unspoken rules” or nuances in social situations 

enjoys routine and structure

sometimes his movements are rigid and asd can be characterized by reduced fine motor skills

running could be a special interest from childhood

the way he gives his conversation partners undivided attention! While aversion to eye contact is common, I remember a kid with autism in my hs was teased for “staring”

I can’t speak well to this since I don’t speak Korean but irregular speech patterns like atypical tone are associated with asd 

Love seeing how seon gyeom learns to communicate better over time and especially that a potentially neurodivergent character can also be desirable and have complexity beyond their abilities. People on the spectrum are valid no matter the severity of their symptoms and deserve love, happiness, and success too!

GIF by mostlyfate

[some1s-sista]

I’ve not been feeling well for a few days now (strep. In the summer! Let’s go back to mask wearing) and my 30th HS Reunion is tonite, but I’m sick, and 600 mi away. Oh and it was my husband’s on call weekend. So basically I’ve just been using my 3 day weekend to ingest antibiotics and rest. The rains from Elsa turned the pool green so I can’t even OD on vitamin D out in the sun cuz it’s hot as hades out there. So I do a little housework til I feel done in and then lay down and rest some more. I’ve binged the 4th season of “Atypical” watched a cpl movies and woe-is-me’d.

I took my medicine and headed up to bed at 10. And as I rounded the stairs I could see a glow from our bedroom and I was like WTH? I walk in the room to find this…

The Medya Tiffany Pond Lily lamp I fell in love with back in March during my birthday extravaganza sitting on my dresser.

An early anniversary gift he says. He’s such a sneaky romantic.

LOOK AT THIS GOD DAMN LAMP! it’s fucking beautiful. I will be sleeping with it lit up all night.

I am a spoiled girl.

[booasaur]

I really love how much they’ve given Marina this season. For a gay couple on a prime time soap, I really didn’t expect much and at first they exceeded my low expectations by really messing them up, but since season 4 they’ve been trying. I still expect useless drama down the line, it’s just how these kinds of shows are, but I do think their issues will be resolved healthily rather than with the crap we got before. Mainly I’m glad they’re letting Maya grow and loosen up again, she deserves it!

“at first they exceeded my low expectations by really messing them up” Hahahaha! But yes, basically! I mean, gosh, of course I loved them in s3 but so much of it was down to the chemistry of the two actresses. Not to say there was NO base in the writing and characterization, both had existed for years before meeting, Carina was new to me but there was the weight of years of character development and history to draw on behind her already. And I can’t say the dynamic wasn’t appealing, Maya so intense and single-minded, in a different direction, Carina winning her over by just being Carina. Okay, I’ve convinced myself, season 3 wasn’t bad for them (except that one thing)! :P

But these last three eps especially, I mean, 4a, okay, it was a start, but the three eps since the hiatus so far, they remind me of FTWD’s 6a, where the reaction to the first ep was, huh, that was surprisingly good, who’d have thought, and then after the second ep it was like, whoa two in a row, and after three, it’s like, hmm, is this a pattern?? I’m certainly not going to expect S19 to have changed what it is, but I will say that the three eps so far have been actually pretty great for them, in ways that indicate a shift in mindset. 

There’s just more attention being paid to who they are beyond what their couple of minutes can add to each ep. I remember someone asked me before 4x06 aired, what did I want from it, and I said things like, communication, Carina’s perspective, Maya supporting Carina, and we’re...getting that? 

And I have to say, it’s actually kind of fun to see a character like Maya who has had these issues (again, cheating aside) that are real and not pretty, it gives the story some bite, the way, Harper in HS, or...Atypical’s Izzie did. Like, their flaws and their growth aren’t the emotional equivalent of a makeover where a gorgeous actress takes off her glasses. There’s actually work that has to be done, and it makes the story that much more interesting, because yes, as lovely as Maya has been these last few eps, you still see the impatience and just, Mayaness and it only highlights how much work she’s putting in to overcome that. Willingly, for Carina. Like, I believe her speech in the s3 finale a lot more now, you know?