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I'm rewatching all the videos since October and I wanted to see if I could pinpoint when the shift happened. I really thought it would be after Halloween baking but it's actually after the Wii sports video. I'm not sure if they had a conversation after that video and decided that they were in this for the long run (considering they brought back Dan vs Phil) and talked about being more open at the same time or what. But the next video is Golf with Friends where we got that wild moment of Dan implying he gave Phil a blowjob after the last golf video and then it just keeps getting crazier after that.
OOOOOOHHH anon thank you for the investigative work!!!! omg...... what are the implications of this?? do we know if anything significant had happened / was happening in their lives at that point?
#atm i got nothing#but that's SO interesting#thank you for telling me this#i might go watch those videos too#dan and phil#dnp#hl?#asks#anon#answered#shifts timeline
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i drew this a few months ago and didn't post. have it now.
Based on:
#deltarune#my drawings#spamton#spamton g spamton#big shot spamton#spamton deltarune#shitpost#this was from like april but i wasn't sure about posting it#got nothing else atm so....yeah#i don't really listen to obscurest vinyl (at least anymore)#but the album cover was too good for me not to do this#i hope they don't find out i exist
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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STEWY: ken! i'm glad you're alive, but i'm sure you'll understand if i don't shake your hand.
KENDALL: oh—the anchor. it's, uh, not contagious, don't worry.
STEWY: 'the anchor.' ooh, scary. to me it looks a lot like you've got a smaller version of the breach tearing apart your hand, but the maker works in mysterious ways. is that how you talk to andraste? can you stick your ear through into the fade?
KENDALL: look, stewy. i need you. i've sent word to my family, but you know my dad. he's not going to throw me a bone until i've, you know, killed the hart myself. i'm going to close the breach, but the inquisition needs friends, supplies, an army. you can help me get all three.
STEWY: right. and why should i do that?
KENDALL: uh, to help save the world?
STEWY: of course. it's just when you're talking to an orlesian marquis who had all his cousins assassinated to get the title, they do love the idea of the world getting saved. everybody does. they just want someone else to do it in a way that doesn't endanger any of their precious gold.
KENDALL: right. but you can convince them to pitch in a little. i don't need a lot from any one person. i need a little from everybody. we're all fucked if the breach doesn't get closed.
STEWY: and you can close the breach?
KENDALL: if you help me, yes.
STEWY: if i'm going to start calling in favors to get you an army, ken, i need to know there's a plan.
KENDALL: it's—i have—i'm working on it. i have what i need to make a plan. my advisors are the best in the fucking business, the templars—
STEWY: the drugged-up choir boys? what are they going to do, wave their swords and chant at the hole in the sky?
#if i keep making posts ill have to come up w a tag but i got nothing#again any dai plot inconsistencies are because i dont care.#i dont think dorian and stewy would get along but this is very dependent on my au lore#where stewy's family are tevinter non-mage merchants whose relative status and security atm are hinged upon being based in ferelden#dragon age: kenquisition
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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment
#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours#which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart#not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently#EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that#there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM#THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS#and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME#LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED#so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour#like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally#have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week#but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN#and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE#FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR#AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill#it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about#and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors#and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593#my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it#bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment#i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time#i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin#and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day#omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES#LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS#hella slaves to capitalism
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esteban ocon in the castrol hyspec technical challenge (ft seen through glass)
#i finally made the gifs#i hate them but i said i would do them so here they are#the top right gif...#i had to edit that THREE times#the colouring on that one kept coming out so weird#its still weird but whatever i can't be bothered#esteban lost btw#because of the efficiency part of the challenge LMAO#the video has 27 likes atm#alpine and esteban got their bag and castrol got nothing HJSJD#anyway goodnight#my gif#esteban ocon#eo31#alpine#alpine f1#alpine racing#bwt alpine f1 team#castrol#seen through glass#tumblr are you kidding me😭#the quality of these were GOOD i promise#damn it
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A few Hidden People doodles from a larger page solely dedicated to Hidden People doodles. I’ve been having fun experimenting with how I wanna draw them!
#whissu’s cutting room floor#puzzle agent#grickle hidden people#eye contact#tw eye contact#scopophobia#scopophobia tw#i like the hiddenfolk so much they make me smile :]#i wanna post puzzle agent art to my main EVENTUALLY. but not now. not yet. i’ve got nothing atm.#banishing these gnomes to the side-blog
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just watched a clip of the final fifteen (GOs2) again by passing and ended up balling my eyes out. a literal year has passed and it still hits me as if i were seeing it for the first time - which is, in a way, incredible that it still evokes that level of reaction, but leaves me pondering once again with the concept of grief and how it continuously takes it’s hold on you.
no matter how many times i look at the scene - with different perspectives, interpretations, pov’s - it does not take away from the devastation of the situation, the emotions that we, the audience, experience alongside the characters, and the utter power and importance of storytelling (how our voices hold power, influence, and can make an impact)
It doesn’t take away the fact that we can’t change the course of the events, even if we wanted to (and believe me, all we want is for our favorite Angel and Demon to get their well-deserved happy ending); and we have to make peace with the fact that waiting is a part of the journey - both in ours (as the audience) and in the lens of their relationship. It could be argued that the concept of “Waiting” has been a 6000+ year foundational element to Crowley and Aziraphale’s relationship, even if we aren’t looking too deep into that aspect. Waiting for change, waiting for the day where they could truly be together, to choose one another without complications, without fear - you name it all.
And that in itself is also full of grief, isn’t it? The drive and impact of fear. That unknown territory, everything that can be missed and lost due to waiting? Everything that you risk losing, everything you do lose? The way our actions can be governed so by its influence, and we may not even be aware of it either.
and, as per usual, i cant help but think about how special Crowley and Aziraphale’s dynamic is, because it’s not just made up from one concrete thing/applicable fandom trope. it’s all so, well, ineffable (<3), and it really reminds me of how special it is to be impacted by characters and storylines like this.
There is so much love put into stories like this, and the fact that we can feel the collective grief because we are deeply impacted by it all - is pretty special
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the point of all this rambling? not quite sure myself, but
- grief is so intricate
- i want crowley and aziraphales happy ending so bad right now, but part of that waiting is also making peace with the fact that there is grief written in between the lines, and it’s something that just comes with the process
- im rambling so ok byee 🫡)
#sooo#i rambled a bit#whoops#idk ive been dealing with a lot of grief irl atm#and paired w my love for crowley and aziraphale#got me in my feels a bit#also final 15 always destroys me#so this is nothing new lmao#s3 cant get here fast enough#the way the final fifteeen is a forever Roman Empire moment for me#good omens#good omens s2#good omens meta#crowley and aziraphale my beloveds <3#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#</3
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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?
Evidence below the cut!
Feels emotions INTENSELY
Can't focus on boring things
Seeks quick dopamine fixes through food and games
Easily distracted
Accused of talking too much
Struggles in school
Disordered sleeping
Often accused of being "lazy"
Hyperfocuses on new things that catch her attention
Incredibly forgetful
Can't sit still
Constantly needs validation
Often feels like she's failing others
Easily overwhelmed
Is either indecisive or goes with the first thing she thinks of - no in-between
Rejection. Sensitivity. Dysphoria.
#poll#noncanon adhd character#sailor moon#tsukino usagi#usagi tsukino#sorry guys i got nothing tonight#never seen sailor moon and dont really have any thoughts atm
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carmen's team red seeing her being upset that she doesn't get to be with gray
#red crackle#carmen x gray#carmen x graham#gray x carmen#graham x carmen#red crackle thoughts#gifs#sorry for the sarcasm but i forgot to mention that i think that they are meant to just accept that they are on separate paths is also a dum#argument#these are all examples of carmen doing the cutting off [warranted or not] and it eats at or destroys her#them being separated is not a good thing#like i don't know how you got that from the show#they can't be together atm because heck no we're not accepting bad choices as good like no x 10#but like its not framed in a good way at any point#their resignation at separation is a BAD thing for them#and does nothing but feed their sadness#and none of her team is set up as a good friend* replacement to gray's bad friend* even when the show could go that route#they prove to be the coolest people in the world and amazing friends#they are other great relationships she has#but they're don't undermine or override the importance carmen places on her wish to reunite with gray specifically#venting in the tags#and even after they get to a healthier place [carmen with her team and gray no longer running haywire] separate is unsatisfying#when they want together
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Here are the main antags who are currently tracking down Jessie AND Ernest after the cyborg goes rogue and decides to ditch the mission
Basic description lol: Murphy is an Anomaly currently being contained at PIE but for the sake of the mission, he’s allowed out as he is one of the ONLY few people in Vivacity with the power to stabilise Jessie’s powers/gimmicks- this is because while Jessie has supernaturally good luck, Murphy has supernaturally bad luck. If the two were to be in close proximity, their gimmicks would cancel each other out!! It seems as though Murphy has a personal vendetta against the man too, but it’s unclear why…
Shane, currently working at PIE as a bounty hunter, is linked up with Murphy to make sure they don’t attempt to escape. Unlike Ernest, Shane is a whole lot more detached. He isn’t lonely and is severely damaged during an undisclosed incident involving the forceful removal of his voice box and right eye… Murphy and Shane are very mysterious characters indeed oooooooh…!!!
Extra trivia under the cut!!!!
Murphy
Murphy’s gimmicks make him a Chimera, he’s a harbinger of catastrophe!!!
Murphy’s special interest is natural disasters- finding them personally really interesting. Their interest also includes rigged games and specifically the enjoyment of beating the odds and Winning: which translates to a really bad gambling addiction before they was contained by PIE
It’s design has elements of animals that symbolise bad luck (cat tail, crow wing, bat ear) and fortune when it comes to gambling/animals related to gambling lol (elephant tusk, pigeon wing)
Shane
:D
#sorry i got nothing on shane atm#i will soon tho#Btw i know murphy’s design is a mess. I bullshitted a reason by explaining how he’s a harbinger of disasters#I JUST WANTED A GUY WITH ANIMAL TRAITS LIKE REALLY BAD-#That’s the Actual reason.#lol#digital art#art#oc#original character#catch me if you can! (oc)#murphy (oc)#shane (oc)#Oh yeah shane’s back because i love his stupid little face Rhgrhrhgr
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no sleep again….
#i already got a psychiatrist appointment to deal with this among other things but its only in two weeks#meanwhile i am absolutely dead at work and have zero energy when i come home#so tired of this#also hungy but we have nothing to eat 😭#arnold’s laments#maybe i should take 25 mg of quetiapine. i dont take it atm but it was always good at kicking me off my feet#the only problem is its very hard to wake up after it
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goood morning and happy monday my friendz ! it’s the start of a brand new week yipeee ! i am waving around my lil wand i hopes that we all have a good one 🪄✨ in the meantime, please remember to hydrate + unclench your jaws ノ relax your shoulders ( ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩) �� ❤︎
this song fits the sleepy cozy monday vibe to meeee so i wanted to share hehe :3 please be extra gentle with yourselves today !! ^_^
#going to catch up on dash after work and i’m v excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#+ my messages sobz#needed to full rot as soon as i got home yesterday hehe i was soooo very sleepy ! !#i am working on this mihawk fic rn and wah :( i must put it aside to focus on yakuza kuroo teehee#needed a palette cleanser bc i fear i was a little Burnt Out#and next month !! it’s tetzoro month teehee i have some things im cooking up but im not sure how i wanna do it yet#taps chin#i need to brainstorm#all i know is that zoro is the first half of the month + tetsu is the second ! 🤍#i hope i can deliver something 😓 been feelin a little x.x about toombz + my writing lately i fear .#i feel like i have nothing to offer atm T^T !#but it’ll pass 💪#i hope u all have a wonderful day iluuu !! sm !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.
and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠
I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.
I’m just. I give up.
this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭
#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive#half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass#NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone#but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her#all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed#just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one#like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no#leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate#of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it#like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for#oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow#and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks#towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else#I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey#and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense#I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too#I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted#to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest#and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long#fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest#for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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I wonder if all the people reblogging the Plus Size Pattern database I shared recently know the OP is a feedism fetish blog 🧐
#it's got almost 700 notes atm#I've seen many non kink blogs rb it lately#there's nothing wrong with that ofc#it's actually a good thing#but still#i can't help but wonder
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