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#the maltese falcon#joel cairo#sam spade#spairo#spyro the dragon#spyro#mememes#im surprised this isnt a more common meme format to be honest#at least to my knowledge it isnt#idk i guess these days giving your otps fun ship names isnt as much of a thing as it used to be#i guess it doesnt really need to be with how much more intuitive it is to just tag a ship as person A/ person B#(did i use the word intuitive right?)#but cutesy ship names are fun#especially when they sound like something else#we're bringing it back boys#i really oughtta post about them more
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silly thingy
@blackkatdraws's sillies
#Bro think an “i love you” isnt enough#maybe it aint enough though#i took Black's name a lil bit too literal#i mean i've seen he kinda works that way?#the drawing made me feel a certain way that makes me sad#like everything related to blank scripts's stan#i have a ton of conflicted feelings surrounding Black's character rlly#mainly cause idk and its mostly theories#and all my theories point that he is an obviously bad person#but thats just his nature#he aint human why would he act like one#why would he have the same morals as one#you really (at least to what i've seen) dont know much about his past#you dont know how he could've developed so therefore you have no way to know how he'd turned out like this#And with Stan you kinda know#who would be in their right mind when they r stuck in a place like that#he fell in love with Black cause of his eminine features and cause he kinda knows him since he has been stuck in that place with his voice#for god knows how long#why didnt he fall in love with Mariella then?#maybe cause she aint feminine enough or maybe cause she didnt fit his standars or whatever#maybe is the time they met#i think is knowledge too#Like Mari actively chooses to be ignorant in a ton of cases#and Stanley CLEARLY sees it#like the fucking eyes drawing that i keep cominfg back to#ALSO I'LL MAKE A REBLOG TALKING BOUT IT MORE#the stanley parable#blank scripts au#tsp blank scripts au
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i miss the mob 😔 < guy who wasnt there for s2 lmao
#mine.txt#normally im like it doesnt matter if you werent there for the season#but in this case i think its relevant for the simple fact that theres barely any vods left#and theres a good chance the lsers all lied in their vids at least once#not only that but there isnt a Whole lot about them#so needless to say my knowledge is inherently biased#but nonetheless i love what is there anyway
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idk, its just. like. a person comes up to you with their heart cradled in their hands. says it is broken, says it hurts. places it in your hands, asks you to please make it stop and trusts you to fix it. wouldnt you be scared, too? wouldn't you be haunted by visions of you tripping and shattering it beyond repair, of driving the thing thats hurting them even further down so that maybe no one can ever get it out, of someone in their deepest darkest moment trusting you with their life and you fucking it up? how could that ever feel like anything but defusing a bomb? trust is such a valuable thing, a powerful thing, a delicate thing, and the more you have the more you get given and the more careful you have to be with it because what if someday you drop it and break it and it turns out you never should have been given it in the first place. wouldnt you be scared?
#origibberish#idk. obviously im not a therapist of any sort myself but. i do know that that essentially is the role ive been playing in uquiz convos#and im happy to help but. it does definitely start to weigh on a person#the expectation to have The Right Answer On Who You Are even though i dont really know who i am#and the knowledge that this isnt like. characters im analyzing from a book‚ these are real people with real lives‚ it just. idk.#i keep having to tell people i wont just assign them a new gender and then realizing that like#the fact that im having to do that means that i. could. if i wanted to. and THAT means i have to be careful not to do it by accident either#like. people are coming to me for this bc they see me as an authority figure and if i just went 'nah you dont seem trans' then theyd.#probably listen. at least for a while#i could take the easy way out and just pick whatever answers i want but the entire point is to not do that so of course im not going to but#that doesnt stop people from wanting or expecting it#you want me to be an objective mirror impassively reflecting your true self back to you but that just. isnt possible. im sorry#there is no '''true answer''' for me to unlock for you. there is only the present and the future and what choices you make going forward.#uquibberish#<wasnt sure if i was gonna include this in the tag but. idk i think it probably is important too#i know the conversation is about you and i dont want to make it about me. but. i do want to be considered. at least a little#the disclaimer in my pinned is for yall but it is also for me
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okey but can we get a haul of the queer books pretty please
ask and ye shall receive!
#funny story isnt queer (at least to my knowledge) but its emily henry so it gets a pass#books#ryan gets mail
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gruxime makes me a little insaneeeee esp from maximes perspective cus its like. damn. a hell of my own creation.
#like even outside of shipping or w/e if maxime hadnt embarrassed gru at homecoming they cld have been friends. more even#meeeee when im miserably unhappy in my group of friends trying to live up to something i can never be#instead of being myself w ppl who get it#it does make me smile that they seem to be on good terms at the end of 4 and makes me think that like. maybe gru never rllyyyy hated him..?#like to maxime it was world ending catastrophe but gru likes destroying ppls will to live for fun even as a kid#autism to autism communication… FAILED.#undecided on if gru wld have liked maxime back or not. at least in canon#ummmm. i think it cld be possible. but in a weird confused rivarly kinda way#like maxime is so bad at giving mixed signals that gru genuinely cant tell if he likes him or wants him dead for ages#like when ppl go ‘oooh hes just being mean cus he likes u’ but like. genuinely#um kind of a tangent but my thoughts for gru at lpb is that he mostly keeps to himself and doesnt rlly have any friends#but he dgaf (effect of literally never having had anyone close to him b4)#in comparison to maxime who is all abt cliques and surrounded by ppl …. but still alone 😔💔#i do think some of maximes friends wld be actually nice tho. like in the same position as him#everybodys just trying to fit in. u know#anyways i think gru wld spend 99% of his time either alone or chilling w the minions#but its just nicer for him to mostly be left alone instead of bullied by like. the whole school#btwwwww interesting that when maxime mocks him at the reunion 1. everyone laughs and 2. gru looks surprised that everyone laughs#like hm damn maybe having crazy popularity and connections pays off. Damn.#he doesnt seem to be bullied while actually at the school as ppl cheer for him at the show#i think this is maybe a byproduct of gru being considered a failed villain in the current day#HEY BTW i thought it was a littleeee strange that gru being an avl agent isnt like. common knowledge among villains. seems like big news#that wld have leaked somehow. but idk maybe he got lucky or the avl covered it up#but damn after the reunion they DEFINIETLY all know. cld be an interesting setup to dm5 [blinks cutely]#lol. anyways. my thoughts
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i should be getting out of bed but i keep thinking about the cursed fact that I'm trapped to be seen either as a man or a woman by the general public for the rest of my baka life
#i dont want to pass!!!! i dont i donttttt#and i recognize that “passing” as nonbinary would just mean that the general public would form an idea or a set of characteristics#they call nonbinary and it would just be another box to escape from#and getting gendered isnt really that bad for me. it doesnt exactly hurt most of the time.#and what the fuck do i care what people i dont even know see me as#but idk. sometimes i will be existing in a public place and get hit by the knowledge that most of the people seeing me there will think#i'm a man or a woman. no both no neither no inbetween. and. idk man it's kind of depressing#and sometimes when i think about things i could possibly want if i ever medically transitioned to some degree it's like.#yes i want these things but i dont want to trade “(almost) solely gendered as a woman” for “(almost) solely gendered as a man”#it would just be different kind of misgendering#and maybe even worse on some aspects because like. i'm accustomed to being gendered as a woman even though i am not one.#so it's ''yeah it's not me and i dont exactly like it but at least it's familiar''#i know it's not actually this hopeless and people do transition to that inbetween look i'm after all the time and i do have many people#in my life who do see me for what i am and also most people in public places are not even paying attention to me#so like. i'm fine really. i just needed to get that out of my system#and now i'm late for the bus :| sorry tosse i might be late to our scheduled lunch
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no one:
me: *lore dump lore dump lore dump lore dump*
#still reading that chapter#some information arielle is giving is outdated as well#but actually the infodumping isnt even that bad#most of it is really random and specific knowledge that makes zero sense for the viewer#just for them to get a taste of whats gonna come#or at least thats what im supposing its happening#some of the info here is a little out of character for ari to know remember or care#but its not that bad i think#my wips
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I feel a bit wary saying this because it doesn't feel quite real yet, but! had my last week of college classes last week. I still have to get through my last exam period but it's very odd to think this degree is almost over and done with. many thoughts about it in general.
#vi rambling#well. TIME TO RAMBLE#I think degrees in general are a very normalized stage of life but it felt so abnormal to me to go through so i thought id#share my thoughts. because theyre complicated!#i chose a degree solely based on my interests. which may haven't been the smartest choice all in all#considering i dont think it'll grant me any job opportunities and well.#considering my main aspirations is to Create some sorta something it at the very least widened my breadth of knowledge.#but i have to admit im mostly very frustrated. because while its obviously natural to laser focus on studies#my creativity's really stagnated over the last 3-4 years. kinda feels like i wasted my time on something and kinda missed the train whateve#that means. idk. art history was a lot more rewarding than film thats for sure because film theory is unfortunately mostly complete bs.#and honestly every year of college was a complete disaster on a personal note i dont feel like getting into but each year was surrounded by#so many bad circumstances that the fact its gonna be over feels like. it isnt over until its over. im still scared something will pop up an#will suddenly yet again fuck things up for me and this degree Wont happen. idk.#but yeah mostly i an very much looking forward to practical art studies. something to actually idk. make me feel like#im making the most out of myself. instead of trapping it under mountains of collegework. and stagnating#will probably be deleted later idk what im getting at writing this here. disillusionment or whatever
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got scammed at work guys!! my top surgery savings (the one time ive actually been consistent with it!!) are gone :'p
#it was 400 dollars whoch i guess isnt huge but still. i have 5 dollars to my name rn#had a whole breakdown at work#that hasnt happened since like 2-3 years ago AND EVEN THEN it was in the bathroom in private but nope#i had 3 other managers w me in that room while i just sobbed and kept saying sorry and it was my fault#it was 400 from my money and then it was 900 from the company (my dad paid it back right away and i wasnt fired or suspended (to my#knowledge at least....) but yeah very embarrassing and i almost had a full on anxiety attack lol fun times#(i am trying to cope with humor so i dont give in and slice up my everything)#des is tired
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why the fuck did i think that nebraska was up very north
#listening to ethel cain rn#and i was like okay house in nebraska but isnt that state really out of the way?#like snow and hockey players and whatever?#and i googled it and apparently its VERY not where i thought it is#im so sorry my american friends#im not gonna insult your geography knowledge again#(at least for a while... i swear)#✩‧₊˚
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hang on are cougars like panthers
#'the cougar also known as the panther' SCREAM#dont mind me rewatching carmilla as a side effect of my newfound interest in vampires#you'd think it was renewed interest in vampires but no#i actually have never been all that interested in vampires as their own thing i was just gay#and i dont think carmilla really explored the concept itself#like A* in using the medium. D or whatever in exploring their subject matter#actually tbf their subject matter was lesbianism so. again probably an A. they knew what they wanted and they did it well#idk how letter grades work tbh#also not actually sure how much they got into the vampire thing which is why im rewatching to check#bc i was reading iwtv and i was like damn carmilla left stuff on the table#but i also think a lot went over my head#even just english wise im a little stunned at how much i didnt catch. like i was fluent in 2015 for sure but. you do keep learning words#also carmilla is like a popculture remix and i dont have a lot of popculture knowledge so a lot of that went over my head too#now i have just enough to know that im missing a lot#like theres a line in s1 where laura goes 'im living with a vampire. an honest to lestat vampire' and like. never caught that#bc i didnt know how the fuck that was fhkjghgh#but anyway im watching s2 and laura's like 'vampire seductress here is just crabby bc im not falling for her 17th century idea of game'#and like they keep calling armand Ancient right? but carmilla is not much younger#just the difference in framing is what made me start thinking abt it all#like carmilla is 400smth and laura is aware abt that to joke abt it and probably thinks it's a little hot but then you think abt how they#depict that kinda age with armand like what he says to madeleine. 'how do you go on when everything from your era is gone'#and sure carmilla has that loneliness but DAMN. like fuck. shes been doing this same trick. being like the abigail hobbs to the dean for#centuries? i mean there was that century or idk how long where she was buried alive or whatever. but THAT TOO#like damn fuck!!!!!!!!!! ive been going through the fanfic again this week and like there really isnt much#at least doesnt seem to be much that explores this. unless it's in all the aus bc i filtered those out (and still got them)#also interesting difference is if i remember correctly the hollstein happy ending is that carmilla becomes human#in iwtv of course like every important relationship is between vampires. and every lover turns vampire. and every vampire is a lover#sorta. bc abuse themes and stuff. so the inversion makes sense but wouldnt it have been kinda cool if she turned laura tho#anyway. can you believe they were like 'well shes a cougar thats her job and also her supernatural power' dhfkhjgkh as i said: A*
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okay google how do i move out of eastern europe but stay in the eu but go somewhere i speak the language but somewhere that has healthcare and somewhere where i dont need to become a construction worker and also somewhere that is not germany. thanks
#i wanna go to aotearoa I've always wanted to but it's so FAR AWAY. also i need somewhere cold also i#love authentic gothic buildings too much to leave europe. but omfggggg#like it's truly so. i dont want to move somewhere where english isnt a main language but the#uk is out and ireland is unlikely and canada is just somewhat nicer french usa and nz is 4 days travel away. blows up#whatever i have 4 semesters of uni left to think about it. it just feels like im#hurtling full speed at the inevitability of living the rest of my life in Germany#i dont want to live in germany idek why but im sooo. like omg nooo 😭😭😭#partly because it's such a cliché but also coz it's such a vacation country for me like we#went there for vacation like. unironically at least 3 times every single year#insert joke abt *getting back at the 10000000000 german tourists that come to hungary every day* that I'm too sleepy to make#it's so . like i used to have a specific goal in mind (uk ☹️) but then SOMEONE had to go and leave the eu#and also the uk sucks fat shit like csöbörből vödörbe omg. but now i have no#real goal so im just drifting w the vague knowledge that any second now I'll have to pack all my#shit up and escape before it's too late. but where 😀😀😀#i have no qualms abt leaving my f*mily behind but I'll miss budapest#and if i left Europe I'd miss it too especially coz even canada feels really far let alone nz which yknow. 3-4 days of travel#it's the lack of goals that's killing me like OMFGG HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WORK HARD AND#STRIVE FOR SMTG WHEN I HAVE NOTHING SPECIFIC IN MIND...#i mean ''get the fuck out'' is something but it's not Enough. i need to be insane about a#place that's accessible. all the cities/locations im crazy about are inaccessible for one reason or another#bristol and wales are in the uk. nz is on the exact opposite side of the planet. life so sad.#canada is the most likely one honestly but like omgggg. godddddjfdnffnfjfmmf#they should invent a budapest that's not in hungary. they should invent a hungary that isn't comically awful#barking#ok to rb#eastern europe#like im fluent in 3 languages and i can get by in like 10 other ones i Could brush up on any language relatively quickly if it came to that#but it's like. 1. I'd have to pick a location 2. learning a new language also means#getting an entire new personality as well which yknow. idk if i have the capacity for another one rn#i should just become fluent in the ones im somewhat good at but idk which to pick
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stares into the night....... i started entre’s mainverse blog over 11 years ago...
#txt#i know in general covid has warped a lot of ppls general relationship with time passage#mine too but it's mostly from all the Harrowing Events that have taken place since then so i feel like i'm 5 years behind AT LEAST#if you asked me in a void how long ago i started entres blog id be like#oh like 6 years ago i think!#and even thats like woah thats a long time#it doesnt feel real#when i saw that i made the truffula flu server blog and zombino slayer all in 2019 and that was FOUR!! YEARS AGO!!!#i flipped out man#there's noooo fkn way#aint NO way#depression comas eat all my time and other than that...i dont even know how to explain it#i just do not vibe w this knowledge#straight up disagree#PEOPLE ARE IN THEIR MID 20s AND OLDER THAT WERE HIGHSCHOOLERS BACK THEN#LIKE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!#like in the thick of the height of it all everything moved so fast but that was normal! and time felt real#but after i divorced myself from it the first time it just got weirder and weirder to fully understand how much time has been passing by#since#and now im in this weird bubble where i like KNOW theres gaps in my interactions with the internet (that isnt discord dms) but#the real time gaps just dont feel real what do u MEAN i disappeared for two years before joining weehawken#wait...#it was three.#three years#between 2019 and 2022#i hate this#what did i even do in that time i dont remember#i know there was a lot of vrchat
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What crimes has your oc committed, and which one was the worst?
this is so hard to answer bc i dont think i can say anything funnier than "annie killed and ate someone" um. no lets talk about leah. she has like superpowers that she hasnt told anyone about (bc the effects of it are similar to that of a deadly virus that is mutating people beyond recognition) which is doubly illegal bc not only does she have unregistered powers but she is technically a government worker researching the disease and having her powers (+ trying to use them to heal people when they still dont know what that could do) is definitely something she would be like. super arrested for. shes also definitely killed people (purposefully or not) bc she doesnt have an innate understanding of how her powers work and how to use them.
as for what id say is the worst... this is hard to answer which is why i chose her to talk about LOL people who have powers needing to be registered is something i definitely would want to show as like... bad? and shes ultimately using the resources available to her to try and help people because (you would assume) her powers being so similar to the effects of the disease would mean she has something to do with it, or at least would be a key resource in understanding it + finding a cure/solution to the situation (not saying she is or isnt i actually havent really worked it out that far) but again she definitely has hurt people with her powers and while im undecided on it SO FAR her use of her powers on people with the virus has done little in way of curing them, only providing superficial "fixes" (shes able to undo the mutations but the underlying illness + eventual death of those with it is not something she knows how to fix)
#answered asks#its hard to explain... she technically isnt doing anything illegal beyond the unregistered powers#bc the outbreak is very fresh and there is little to no formal reaction to it yet especially bc the gov wants to keep it out of#public knowledge for as long as possible (though thats actively breaking down as the story begins even)#but if found out it wouldnt be unreasonable to assume she is the cause#or at the very least that it isnt considered a conflict of interest and is actively harming the research#which would be considered to be putting millions if not billions of lives in danger#well she does other illegal stuff probably but like minor not rly worth mentioning yk#my ocs#leah#shes a furry btw this is my furry superpower zombies setting because i love fun
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Well that was unfair. Somehow I saw the story was at 30/31 chapters and not updated since November of 2022 and I somehow thought that like. The story was complete and that the last missing chapter was an accident? Like when someone accidentally marks a story as complete that isn't, but the opposite? Anyway the joke is on me and chapter 30 ends on a cliffhanger and now I'm sad :(
#getring into a fandom without finishing the actual book series makes things difficult sometimes bc i cant even make up my own ending#i dont know what happened in the books so any hopeful or happy ending id come up with wouldnt be made wirh the knowledge that its diverging#from canon. but i dont actually know! maybe the story does end happily flr this character in canon!#like i cant -without the context of what I'm changing- change the ending or make up my own i need to know the official ending at least#for the character even if rhe relationship in the story isnt canon or whatever#even if the fic itself has already diverged from canon.#anyway i subscribed to the fic on thw wild off-chance that the author comes back to it one day
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