#it doesnt feel real
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holy fucking shit. my best friend got us System of a down and Deftones tickets. I could cry im so happy
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have you guys heard about that new movie coming out
#i'm SO FUCKING PUMPED TO SEE IT TOMORROW AHHH#IT DOESNT FEEL REAL#sonic movie 3#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#movie sonic#movie shadow#sonic movie#sonic movie universe#sonic movie fanart#my art
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missing this king again today...
#everday i remember claude was a cat i feel like ive entered the twilight zone#what a kooky time#trade deadline goes crazy yall#it doesnt feel real#its like when you watch korean music shows and the groups are interacting at the end stage and youre like what the fuck is that allowed#worlds colliding i feel like this shouldnt be allowed#sorry for continuing to perpetuate the kpop sports pipeline though i suppose for me it was sports kpop sports again? yeah?#yeah#anyways dear old ginger cat man you are like a lost lover to me
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Quick sketch of my Inquisitor Lavellan. I can't wait to see him again in Veilguard
#dragon age#veilguard#datv#dragon age fanart#lavellan#inquisition#i can't believe it's less than a week away#it doesnt feel real#10 years of waiting and it's just around the corner#if anything bad happens to him I will WEEP
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GUYS. I just finished the first draft of my novel!!
#it doesnt feel real#i said i wanted to finish it in one year and i did just that#WHO AM I#i actually finished a long project?? witchcraft#its just the first draft and ill have to work on it for at least another year but damn i feel so accomplished#i cant wait for yall to meet Milo#personal
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I graduate tomorrow
Like for real.
There is a ceremony and everything. they are giving us a gown and cap for the graduation. I have brought a pretty dress. My hair will be nice. i even got my nails done
And I am going to have a bacholors degree to hang on my wall.
What the fuck you guys.
What the absolute fuck.
I spent my teenage years with bad mental illness.
I barely managed to get through with anything. School was hard because I could bare tolerate being there. I got lucky that the school had been supportive for that. I stumbled through my 20s, finishing off my diploma through covid and then now finishing off this bacholors course
I am 30 next year. I am starting my 30s off with two fucking degrees, a car, a job (or two) and my own little rental
fuck me. This is unreal. I feel great about it but fuck, it doesnt feel real
(i will post pictures tomorrow or day after)
#It doesnt feel real#all the stress and pain I have gone through and now its going to be formmaly done tomorrow#I will have a two degrees in nursing#what the absolute shit#teenage me never would have dreamed of coming this far#everything is coming up milhouse and i dont know what to do with myself#like life can only go up from here#maybe next year I will look into getting a partner#girlfriend or boyfriend it doesnt matter to me so long as they understand i am asexual and not really want sex#how am i suposed to find someone like that i wonder? idk thats next years problem#for the next couple of weeks the only problem i will have is crowds at the shops#too many people out and about makes my anxity go no thank you#god i don't know what to do with myself#I will have all the free time now
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When you realise after 10 years you've finally got da4 tomorrow
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Now that I have slept and had time to process it all, I still can’t believe this happened last night. It feels so surreal and like a dream. I can officially say, SEBASTIAN STAN IS A GOLDEN GLOBE WINNER. Let’s fucking go. I was happy regardless just with him being nominated. But he did it. I was watching with my mom so I had to keep my cool but on the inside I was cheering. My smile was so big and almost had tears in my eyes when he was giving his speech. Anthony being there and making a heart while saying they’re still friends was icing on the cake. My TFATWS Captain America and the Winter Soldier heart is so full. The first thing I remember watching Sebastian on was Once Upon A Time when I was in high school. I had no idea who he was. I just knew Jefferson was my favorite. Years later, I watched Captain America: Civil War out of random on tv and I was wondering why the actor for Bucky looked so familiar. After googling the cast, I was like that’s the guy from OUAT. It was like a two for one, not only did I get hooked on Marvel, I also found my favorite actor and got to check out the rest of their filmography. He just keeps getting better and better. Although Sebastian is handsome, he’s more than that. He’s also versatile, wise, puts his all into his work, and down to Earth. I’ve never admired an actor so much til now. I can’t wait for ADM to be on MAX so I can watch it. I’m beyond proud of you, Sebastian 🥹❤️🏆🫶🏼
#sebastian stan#golden globes#im so happy#anthony mackie#tfatws#im so emotional#im crying#golden globe winner#my favorite#im so proud#look at him#it doesnt feel real#my heart is so full#what a night#a different man#a24 films#tweets#lets go#hes a winner#my favorite person#stackie#we are so back#captain america#the winter soldier
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self portrait face reveal 😍 and happy birthday to me send me ur fav drag queen pictures if you want!!!
#i cant believe im 18 now . scream#it doesnt feel real#anyway enjoy this hyperrealistic portrayal of me#i know its v impressive
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Update on my situation:
While driving to work the car stopped working. Just suddenly the gas pedal stopped working in the middle of an icy intersection in 8°F weather. My ex-would-be-father-in-law did his best to keep control of a suddenly uncontrollable vehicle. Oncoming traffic didn't even slow down. I hate the drivers here. But at least no one hit us. I suggested we try backing into a side street and luckily that worked. After restarting the car we tried driving back instead of continuing to work. Thank gawd we didn't chance it cuz a block later it did it again. We managed to get back and we are ok but we were both very shaken up. He joked later joked how people in his life would say it was God's way of telling us we needed to stay put. My ex-would-be-father-in-law told me that that's what's gonna happen. For now at least. I will be staying at least one extra week and we'll figure it out week by week moving forward. It's not the end, but I got a small refrain. He was initially planning to help put me up in a hotel for a few weeks to give me more time, but with what just happened, it won't be this Friday. So I'm staying put for now. This whole mess is so stupid. And completely preventable. I'm too tired to write more. It's been a really weird day.
On the bright side, I got a job interview on Monday. I don't think it's any better than what I have, but it's worth giving it a chance. If nothing else it's easier to get to.
#i hate this whole situation#i keep picking up my phone to tell my best friend everything and then i remember#it doesnt feel real#it doesnt feel like he could really be this kind of person#i never thought he was capable of doing what he's done but i was wrong#i just cant wrap my head around this betrayal#thats what it was. betrayal#even his own father owns up to that#i keep wondering what happens if he changes his mind again#what exactly am i supposed to do?? not leave?? trust him again??#i dont know if i ever could. i just dont know#but unless he actually takes that step i guess im worried for nothing#i really want to go on a walk but its damn cold outside#and i am so exhausted i cant see straight#i miss my best friend#its wildly unfair that i still care so much about him when i clearly mean nothing to him. not a crumb.#i dont want to be hurt or angry i just want to sleep this nightmare away
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Clone high tomorrow clone high tomorrow clone high tomorrow clone high tomorrow clo-
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i cant believe its fucking real. like are you guys seeing this shit. remember when stede said "you wear fine things well" and ed huffed and swayed closer towards him but they walked away and we were like aw fuck guys its happening again its not real dont get your hopes up and now HERE WE ARE. are you KIDDING ME??/
#we're just being fed so well#it doesnt feel real#we were keeping one hand on the rails at all time so afraid we were getting baited#but now theyre throwing drag shows and lighting fireworks while the co-captains of the revenge fuck in the moonlight#are you kidding me#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd spoilers
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#old picture#its really crazy being in tears over how much i miss my cousin and how crushing it is#to know that its been so long since i last ssaw him and i’ll never see him again in my life#it doesnt feel real#why have so many of my family members fucking died
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I FINALLY FINISHED MY FIRST DRAFT OF MY BOOK. I HAVE A WHOLE MANUSCRIPT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER
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IM SO UNWELL OFJWMS,DFGKJORTDIFJKF IM SO UNWELL DRAGON AGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#my friends are prepared to not hear from me for an unspecified amount of time#because i will be too insane and invested to text people im sorry#IT DOESNT FEEL REAL#roscoe rambles
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I cant believe I'm going off to Los Angeles in 14 days 🥺🥺🥺
#i paid for everything months ago#it doesnt feel real#on god if i get sick this trip ill be real sad#i know that new covid booster just got accepted by health canada but i dont think theyre rolling it out before my trip#otherwise id get it before leaving#im 100% going to get sick on this trip. im going to 3 amusement parks with my cousins and half sister#i have the worst luck getting sick#but itll be worth it#as long as i dont get sick before the trip ill be satisfied
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