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hellsbellssinclub · 2 months ago
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I graduate tomorrow
Like for real.
There is a ceremony and everything. they are giving us a gown and cap for the graduation. I have brought a pretty dress. My hair will be nice. i even got my nails done
And I am going to have a bacholors degree to hang on my wall.
What the fuck you guys.
What the absolute fuck.
I spent my teenage years with bad mental illness.
I barely managed to get through with anything. School was hard because I could bare tolerate being there. I got lucky that the school had been supportive for that. I stumbled through my 20s, finishing off my diploma through covid and then now finishing off this bacholors course
I am 30 next year. I am starting my 30s off with two fucking degrees, a car, a job (or two) and my own little rental
fuck me. This is unreal. I feel great about it but fuck, it doesnt feel real
(i will post pictures tomorrow or day after)
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imtryingthisout · 5 years ago
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Sunglasses and Serenity
[a fic inspired by @nachosforfree @sanderssides-magicalgirlau check them out]
[Warnings: Descriptions of a Panic Attack]
[Pairing: Sleepxiety]
[Word Count: 2283]
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It was not a quiet night. The sky above was dark, the pearly stars hidden behind the neon verbosity of downtown. 24 hour shops and businesses had windows that never dimmed, pinpricks of artificial lightings blurred together creating an abstract mess of blended color.
The moon itself was distorted by the light pollution. It’s natural autumn glow paled in comparison to the vibrancy of the busy streets.
Remy both loved and hated it.
Growing up with summers spent in his family’s old Villa in Italy, secluded in a valley side miles away from the nearest approximation of a town, he had always known how the sky was darker blue than black. He and his cousins loved to climb upon the rooftop and find the stories hidden in the stars. The earth around them was quiet and peaceful, but never silent. The symphony of crickets and other night creature laid in the background of every night spent there. A distant murmuring, Tellus’s lullaby.
Moving to the city had been akin to dunking his head in a bucket of ice water and screamo pop.
Shocking, painful and utterly disorientating. But after the ringingness faded- strangely exhilarating.
Remy has thrown himself headfirst into the city’s night culture. Staying up late partying, trying all the best coffee houses, hanging around the hidden-and-not-so-hidden drag shows,gaining a reputation and a caffeine addiction along the way.
But this was not a night where he would be going out, not when everything he needed was with him.
“Penny for your thoughts?”
Virgil really was a sight to be seen, his skin was pale, like the white-petaled sunflowers that grew by the valley, that seemed to glow in the moonlight. But his starkness fit in perfectly with the gleam of the industrial lights. Heterochromatic eyes, green and purple, stunning as murano glass and pulsing as strobe lights.
Achingly familiar, yet enticingly foreign. Home and longing rolled up in one boy, a boy who has stolen one of his sleep shirts for his own nefarious (adorable) use.
And who probably wanted an answer. Quick Remy, think of some witty remark to be entertaining!
“You ever notice how bright it is sometimes?”
Damn it! Guess we’re being genuine.
Virgil quirked his head to the side, giving Remy a piercing look, before nodding his head slightly . “Yeah,” he said, “Used to overstimulate the crap outta me when I was younger.” Then he paused, debating with himself over continuing- but decided to press forward. “Is that why you always wear those stupid shades?” The last words said in jest.
A surprised laugh escaped his through before he could stop it- Virgil almost reaches out to comfort him, but tensed up, too many bad memories stilled his arm.
“Girl, I’ll have you know these are designer glasses right here” he made a gesture around his face, “Iconic one of a kind Remy Hypnos Original Shades. Don’t go dissing my brand babes”
Virgil just snorted and rolled his eyes, “Uh, I’m pretty sure the designer thing on your face are those-eye bags you have hidden under there.”
“Damn right, even the bags under my eyes are Gucci”
“Oh Gods did you steal that off tumblr you sleep-deprived asshat? Oh don’t give me that look you totally did.” Virgil’s words had started off biting, but slowly devolved into a giggling mess.
(He really was just too cute for this world, Remy thought)
“Oh Ha ha, laugh it up” he snapped, ignoring his blushing cheeks and hot ears.
(Virgil could always tell how flustered Remy was by how red the tips of his ears were. A dusty pink for flirty, A warm rouge signaled embarrassment or arousal. Virgil loved watching the colors bloom on his skin. Memorizing what each shade meant- he could take any cochineal-colored paint swatch and map out Remy’s mood in the margins. It made him so easy to read, and so much fun to mess with.)
Soon the laughing and jeering subsided, and Virgil turned to look at Remy, “But seriously man, Is that why you always have those things on? Photophobia?”
“Can’t it be enough that I look rad as all Hell’s in them?”
“Not with that deflection it can’t” Virgil wasn't giving up it seemed, so Remy let out a deep sigh and gathard his words. “Remember highschool?”
“Kind of hard to forget.” High school was an absolute trainwreck for Virgil, he’d been on and off meds that screwed with his moods- making the already hormone fueled circus that was over a thousand teens trapped in one building, like a pack of sardines- even more emotionally taxing.
But if High School was a disaster for Virgil, it was absolute Hell for Remy.
Remy and his cousins had been homeschooled by their many relatives since they were children. Growing up learning in his family’s study. Rich mahogany floors, dim golden lighting bouncing off the variety of nick-nacks and treasures that line the shelves. Learning to read in his grandfather’s library, his worn and wrinkled hands guiding his young fingers along the words.
His cousin Alessia longed to go to a public school, and pleaded with her mother for ages before she relented. With the condition that she would allow her to go- but only if one of their own went with her.
So Remy, proving himself as her favorite, offered to accompany her.
The blinding smile on Alessia’s face as she squealed thank you , thank you amata cugino, favorito benedetto, was totally worth it. ‘It’s only one year’ he thought, ‘how bad could it be?’
Until he actually got there.
Virgil could think back and recall in semi-perfect clarity the day Remy Hypnos graced the halls of Sandershore High. Roman had become a central hub for gossip , and he’d heard whispers that of new transfer students, which in of itself wouldn't be news. But Hypnos was a household name, owning some of the most ridiculously pretentious Itialian Restaurants in the country. The kind people got engaged at, those levels of nice.
Needless to say when Remy and Alessia strolled into Sandershore’s gate. With perfect olive skin, rich brown hair and clothes nicer than Virgil’s single mom income could ever afford. Virgil fell in hate easily.
(The kind of hate that has him staring at him out of the corner of his eye during Calculus. Thinking about what his eyes looked under those darkened glasses. The kind of hate that wasn’t really hate)
Remy had all the perfect components to rule to school. Pretty, rich, with a startling amount of charisma and people skills for someone so unsocialized.
(Know one knew how he picked up slang so fast in an attempt to hide to slight foreign tilt that laced his words. Never knew how when he first heard someone mock Alessia’s body he punched the guy’s lights out without ever thinking. No one knew how he hadn’t had a night's sleep since school started. How fake he felt, his mannerisms esageraged and twisted to suit the liking of the student body- till he felt like a caricature rather than a person.)
By second quarter Virgil and Remy’s seeming distaste for one another had spread far and wide. They couldn’t be in the same room together without having some sort of verbal showdown. If you asked Virgil he would say that Remy was a self absorbed prick with an ego the size of Mt. Rushmore. If you asked Remy he’d say that that Virgil was a clingy mood-killer who couldn’t see past his own issues.
(Remy didn’t know how empty Virgil felt. How much the crushing weight of his own thoughts threatened to pull him down under. How his dependency on Patton was more sinister than a clingy best-friend. How sometimes his nightmares left him gasping and clawing- begging for them to come back. How his mother never really could fill the emptiness in his house. How Virgil sometimes felt like a puppet going through the motions.)
As the eye bags under their eyes grew darker and heavier, and autumn grew colder and colder. Both boys felt the pressure crushing them under its weight.
(Turns out they both used their arguments as cathartic release from the world around them.)
(Some things never change.)
It was winter when they found each other. Both on the verge of a breakdown-
(It was always too bright. There were no warm wooden floors just chilled title and harsh- fake- lights. The entire building smelled like body odor and cleaning supplies. The teachers were strangers, uncaring distant- he heard what the girls were saying about his cousin. He just felt so-)
(Empty. Hopeless. Patton was gone where did Patton go? He was lonely. And so so pathetic. He needed to get himself under control needed. Don’t be a burden- they all hate him- don’t slip up. They’re going to leave him. Everything felt so distant- drowned out by the static- he was drowning-)
Where the fate’s looking down on the two powder keg boy. A spark away from igniting. Weaving their strings together for a happenstance in counter. Or was it merely coincidence that they went to the same storage closet, to have a moment's respite.
Was it just chance that the door was automatic-locked.
“This is just great” Remy hissed under his breath, he just wanted one moment- just one! Of some cooled peace and solitude. Away from the buzzing gossip and fake friends. Away from the sensory hell outside. A little kernel of bitter anger swelled within the pit of his stomach. One moment, just one.
Then he turned to look at the other person in the room.
Remy had seen lots of sides of Virgil Anxiti, the sarcastic commenter, the horrible-yet oddly insightful- student, the debater .
(He hadn’t seen the devoted son, the caring brother, the friend who would do anything for his loved ones)
But he’d never seen him… blank.
Curled up in the corner of the closet, arms hugging his knees as they were pressed into his chest, was Virgil. Eyes dead and dulled as stone. The muscles in his face were relaxed completely- which unsettled Remy more than crying would have.
Remy wasn’t a Knight in shining armor, or even a comforting person in general- but unqualified as he may be, he couldn’t just let his favorite rival just sit there and do nothing to help.
Alessia needed physical touch when she was upset , their whole family was practically comprised of touchy people. So when one of them was sad, it was a one way ticket to hug time. Somehow Remy didn’t think that would be well received.
“Hey, babes I’m going to touch your arm- that good with you?” He didn’t reply, not that Remy thought he would- but still. So slowly, cautiously, he layed a single hand on Virgil’s arm.
The change was gradual, but noticeable. Hear bloomed under Virgil’s complexion, bringing back warmth into his skin. The glassy oversheen of his eyes subsided, and his entire posture just… relaxed. And so did Remy.
When he had gathered enough of himself, Remy guided Virgil though his breathing exercises. In and out, In and out. Hand never leaving his arm- grounding him to the world.
The door was still locked when Virgil regained his senses. “Guess we have to wait until someone notices we’re missing” Which nearly set Virgil off into another spiral. Until they rembered that technology exists. And so they used Virgil’s phone to text Logan to come and unlock it.
“He’s the only one who won’t make a big deal about us being locked in a closet together”
But there was time between then and there. Time to talk, if only to fill the awkward silence.
To talk about school.
“Girl I have no idea what they put in those ‘school provided lunches’ but they are not food.”
“What rock have you been living under? I once got food poisoning from drinking some of the milk in 6th grade- and that still wasn’t the worst thing I’ve eaten from there.”
About Friends.
“I met Patton when I was six and we’ve been best friends ever since. Dee joined in when we were all about nine and we first saw Lo’ and the twins when they started freshman year”
“I cannot honestly tell you the names of half the people who hang around me”
About Family.
“Hon you could bust down every wall in this building and still wouldn’t have enough room to put all my fam”
“It’s just been my mom, little brother and Patton since I was eight and my dad walked out. Still don’t know who I hate more for it- him or me”
If Logan took just a tad longer route to the closet- he didn’t mention it. He also didn’t mention when Remy started joining their table for lunch. Matching Roman and Remus in all their theatrics- offering to set up a ‘play date’ between some of his younger cousins and Dee’s many siblings.
(If he noticed how much happier the two were after that, how much more healthy Virgil seemed, how more secure in himself Remy acted...well that was just one more thing he didn’t mention.)
Present Day Remy took off his glasses, letting them rest gently in his hand. “My Nonna gave them to me the day before I started school. Said they would come in handy. They did of course.. they just kinda.. became more” he rubbed along the temple’s rubbery tip. Eyes focused in on the way his fingers move up and down the slender frame.
Virgil gently takes the glasses into his hand, and sets them down on the bedside table. He has to stand on his toes to reach Remy’s face, but when he does he tenderly places a hand onto his cheek, gazing into his deep brown eyes- the same shade as his espresso cups and just as rich.
And Remy melts into him. Allows himself to be led away from the window. From the bright lights and traffic noise, and into Virgil’s embrace.
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therealmaggiemedia · 4 years ago
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The Maggie Simpson Show E1801 Maggie’s Problem  Again
as premised here i THE MAGGIE SIMPSON SHOW E1801 Maggie’s Problem Again When Maggie’s old problem flares up again she goes into a state of anxity and anger INT, THE SIMPSONS KITCHEN-DAY the simpsons are sitting at the table having breakfast Maggie is not feeling her old self but nobody understands. MAGGIE I’m not feeling so good today my anxiety is as high as the sky and I can’t concentrate on anything. LISA Maggie just calm yourself at school today I want you to be brave be the girl I never could be! MAGGIE Lisa your right I can do this! HOMER and if you lose it in front of your friends no big deal just laugh your ass off! They all look at Homer with an angry look. EXT. SPRINGFIELD ELEMENTARY SCHOOL PLAYGROUND-DAY Maggie is talking to her friends her cousin Maria about how she is feeling and Maggie isn’t feeling her old self. MAGGIE Guys I don’t feel my old self today I have no idea why that is! LILLY I get that feeling everyday of my life but nobody gives a fig about it! JUDITH I don’t understand any of this all I can say is anyone want to buy any jelly! Then Gerald walks up to me making Maggie more measurable as usual. GERALD Hey Simpson I heard your not feeling your old yourself today say lets play a game its called punch Maggie! MAGGIE Gerald just go away! GERALD How you play well you just stand there and I punch you! Maggie  grabs Gerald MAGGIE This is how I feel! She grabs him and beats him up. INT, PRINCIPAL SKINNER’S OFFICE Maggie is stood facing him at his desk. MAGGIE You see sir the reason I did that to Gerald was because I’m not feeling my old self and he just hacks me off! SKINNER You want to know where Gerald is now well I’m going to tell you he is in hospital what do you think of that! MAGGIE First of all yes and finally yes yes yes! SKINNER So your pleased about this how about this for a laugh! He clicks his fingers and two men in white coats enter the room and put Maggie in a straight jacket. MAGGIE This is not my idea of traveling! They take her away. INT,COTTONWOOD MENTAL HOSPITAL Maggie is sitting on a chair facing a man in a white coat no longer wearing a straight jacket she is now wearing a hospital gown, DOCTOR The last time we talked was many years ago! MAGGIE Was it I can’t remember! DOCTOR Yes I seem to remember you were getting on quite well! MAGGIE (SARCASTIC) Well I’m sorry to tell you I balled that one up! DOCTOR Let us see if we can get you back to your old self you’ll be staying here at cottonwood anything you need don’t be afraid to ask! The Doctor takes Maggie to her room DOCTOR here you are and here is a throb to open it! Maggie takes it and she goes in the room she gets on the bed and starts to cry. MAGGIE I miss my family so much (sobs) FADE TO LATER IN MAGGIE’S HOSPITAL ROOM Maggie is laid on her bed when a nurse comes in, NURSE Hi Maggie  would you like to join the others in the TV room! MAGGIE Others there are others! Maggie starts hyperventilating NURSE Come on sweetheart it’ll be ok! Maggie follows the nurse to the TV room. IN THE TV ROOM Maggie is sitting next to a bigger girl NURSE Here you are sit next to Marlene! They look at each other MARLENE You! MAGGIE You too! They both scream at each other. MAGGIE How did you end up here? MARLENE I kicked my dad’s ass and the wise ass deserved it! MAGGIE I beat up another kid at my school! MARLENE They put you in here for that? MAGGIE Yeah they did! MARLENE Here’s some advice  bide your time that’s all! MAGGIE Thanks Marlene! MARLENE Never thank me! MAGGIE Sorry! MARLENE Don’t be sorry just don’t do it! IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is having her lunch and she likes it. MAGGIE The food here is nice I just wish I could see my family! Then the nurse comes in to take Maggie’s plate away. NURSE did you enjoy that sweetheart? MAGGIE Yes it was very nice thank you! The nurse smiles at Maggie and exits the room. MAGGIE Lets hope I don’t have to take a shower I’m not doing that no way jose! FADE TO LATER IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is sitting on her bed minding her own business when the nurse enters the room, holding a white towel and a bottle of shower gel. NURSE Guess what time it is? MAGGIE Um time to feed the great big soap monster! NURSE No silly shower time! MAGGIE Its a nice offer but I really don’t need one! CLOSE UP  ON MAGGIE We see dirt and flies buzzing round Maggie. ZOOM OUT OF MAGGIE NURSE Come along sweetheart! Maggie follows the nurse. MAGGIE I am not going to like this! IN THE BATHROOM Maggie has had her shower she is wearing a white towel around her Maggie is shivering because the water was cold. NURSE Now that wasn’t so bad was it sweetheart! MAGGIE It was cold even my butt is freezing! NURSE I’ll go find you some nice PJ’s! The nurse leaves the room leaving Maggie alone in the bathroom and leaving a 6 year old in a bathroom with things to play with is not a good idea! MAGGIE Now its fun time! Maggie turns on the taps and blocks up the plughole with toilet paper she turns on thew shower and does the same then she leaves the room acting natural still wearing a white towel around her then the nurse comes back holding some PJ’s under her arm she sees the water everywhere and is shocked. NURSE (SHOCKED) What the hell happened in here when I clean this up I’ll find who did this! IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is sitting on her bed wearing a gown again then the nurse comes in with some PJ’s for her. NURSE Sweetheart sorry to disturb you but you forgot these! She hands her the PJ’s NURSE Put them on please! MAGGIE I will as soon as you leave! NURSE there is no modesty here! MAGGIE Okay but I’m not happy about this! CUT TO A SHOT OUTSIDE OF MAGGIE’S ROOM PAN BACK INSIDE MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is now wearing some red PJ’s. NURSE That wasn’t so bad now was it! MAGGIE (ANGRY) yes it was it damn was (screams) she goes up to the nurse and pushes her to the floor. IN THE DOCTORS OFFICE Maggie is sitting on the chair at his desk facing him. MAGGIE I know I pushed the nurse but that was because she was being a pain in the butt! DOCTOR Maggie perhaps we need to put you on some medication to stop you getting angry! MAGGIE I’m on medication already for something or other but I don’t think its working! DOCTOR and that’s why we’re putting you on this! He gives Maggie a small dose of the drug MAGGIE Can I go to bed now? THE NEXT MORNING Maggie is awake and is sitting on her bed then the nurse enters the room. NURSE Good Morning sweetheart would you like some breakfast? MAGGIE Yes please but first I have something to say! Maggie gets off her bed walks over to nurse and says what she has to say. MAGGIE I know I pushed you on the floor and for that I am really sorry! NURSE Don’t worry about it sweetheart now lets go to the kitchen and get you some breakfast! MAGGIE I don’t have any shoes on! NURSE it doesn’t matter sweetheart! She takes Maggie by the hand and walks her to the kitchen to have breakfast with the others. IN THE KITCHEN Maggie has been seated next to Marlene at the table. MARLENE Oh why do I have to sit next to a 6 year old! NURSE Now Marlene Maggie needs our help and I’m sure you can give her a hand! She puts Maggie’s breakfast in front of her and Maggie eats it, MAGGIE Mmm this is good toast! INT, THE SIMPSONS KITCHEN-DAY Marge has just finished with principal skinner on the phone and its not good news. MARGE everyone Maggie didn’t come home yesterday because she has been committed to the Cottonwood Mental Hospital! BART Man good luck to her in that place she’s going to need it! LISA She did say she wasn’t feeling herself and this proves it and nobody accept me tried to help her! HOMER I did the best I could I really did! They all look at him in anger HOMER that;s it I’m going to moes! MARGE Its 8:30 in the morning! HOMER (ANNOYED GRUNT) INT, COTTONWOOD MENTAL HOSPITAL-DAY Maggie has had her breakfast and is back in her room she is now wearing her normal clothes and her shoes too then the Doctor comes in DOCTOR How are you feeling today Maggie! MAGGIE I’m ok I’m just sorry about all the trouble I’m causing people! DOCTOR Maggie its fine just sit on your bed and relax and don’t worry about anything! MAGGIE Easier said then done! then Maggie has an anxiety attack and then she hits her head on the wall. DOCTOR Maggie calm down take some deep breathes! Maggie sits on her bed to calm herself. DOCTOR I’ll be back soon but I want you to keep calm! He leaves the room. MAGGIE Keep calm how the hell am I suppose to do that! Then Maggie gets the awful feeling again she tries her best but it gets worse she starts hyperventilating so much that she passes out on the floor then the Doctor enters the room and finds her passed out. DOCTOR oh my god nurse! FADE TO BLACK FADE IN TO MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is now awake the Doctor is looking over her. DOCTOR Are you alright now Maggie! MAGGIE Yes I’m fine, fine , fine , fine! DOCTOR you’ll be fine now! Then the Doctor leaves Maggie to recover. IN THE TV ROOM Marlene is watching TV when Maggie enters the room. MARLENE I heard about your attack I can give you support if you like! MAGGIE Okay! Marlene walks towards Maggie MARLENE First of all brush your hair here let me help you! Marlene brushes Maggie’s Hair with her brush MARLENE There I want you to do that every morning if you don’t have a brush you can have that one I have three of them! Maggie takes it and puts it in her pocket. MAGGIE Thank you Marlene! MARLENE Also never thank me I hate politeness! BACK IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is making her bed when the nurse comes in. NURSE Maggie  how are you feeling? MAGGIE Oh I’m alright  I was wondering if I could have a phone to call my family! NURSE Can’t allow that sweetheart but I can call them for you! MAGGIE okay the number is 555-678-435 the nurse leaves MAGGIE I hope my family understand! FADE TO LATER IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie’s family have now come to see her but Maggie is not pleased to see Homer HOMER Hi Maggie! MAGGIE (ANGRY) Don’t you hi Maggie me I said I wasn’t feeling myself and you didn’t damn believe me damn it  don’t you talk to me again so selfish fat bastard! HOMER But Maggie! MAGGIE get the hell out I never want to see you again rest of you can stay! Homer leaves BART So how are things Mags! MAGGIE Well its ok I guess but this nurse keeps bothering me! LISA I believe that’s what they do here! MAGGIE oh I get you! MARGE Do you want to talk to your father? MAGGIE Sorry Mom but I can’t deal with him he didn’t believe me when I said I wasn’t feeling myself his answer was laugh your ass off what good would that do? MARGE I  see what you mean! MAGGIE But there is something I want you to tell him tell him he is a- CUT TO A SHOT OF MAGGIE’S DOOR THEN CUT BACK TO INSIDE THE ROOM everyone are just shocked at what Maggie said. BART Ay Cramba! IN THE OFFICE Maggie is talking to a social worker who understands kids like her. SOCIAL WORKER So it is to my understanding you attacked your classmate and you no longer want to see your Dad again am I right Maggie! MAGGIE I  wouldn’t call him a classmate but yeah I did as for my Dad no I don’t want to see him again ever! SOCIAL WORKER I understand but is there a reason why you attacked this boy at school? MAGGIE Truth is this boy has hated me for years even when I was a baby we have hated each other due to me getting the last diaper thankfully I no longer have to wear them but I just gave the guy what he deserved and all my anger just came out all at once! SOCIAL WORKER its completely normal we need to work on your anger issues! MAGGIE I agree with that I really do! SOCIAL WORKER since you don’t want to see your Dad again we’ll see if we can sort you somewhere else to live providing you still want this! MAGGIE I  still love the guy its just I’m so damn angry with him! Maggie kicks the trash can in the office! MAGGIE I am so sorry! SOCIAL WORKER Not a problem I’ll be in touch soon! LATER THAT NIGHT IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is in bed when suddenly she needs the bathroom she wakes up in a panic. MAGGIE Got to pee got to pee! She gets out of bed she is wearing red pajamas  she exits the room but she forgets her keycard and locks herself out. CUT TO OUTSIDE OF MAGGIE’S ROOM MAGGIE oh crap! She runs all the way down the corridor and into the female bathroom or so she thought she exits the room and makes her wasy back to her room but on her wy she remembered she locked herself out, MAGGIE Oh Damn it I’ll have to find the office! When she was walking down the corridor she sees the nurse. MAGGIE Ah the nurse, Hi can you help me I’m locked out of my room can you let me in please! NURSE Of course sweetheart! The nurse takes Maggie back to her room opens the door with the keycard and lets her back in. MAGGIE Thank you goodnight! Maggie gets back in bed and goes back to sleep MAGGIE Ah much better! THE NEXT MORNING IN THE JANITOR’S CLOSET The janitor opens the door and sees water on the floor. JANITOR Oh dear someone peed on the floor I’ll get a mop! BACK IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is still asleep when there is a knock on the door. MARLENE FROM OUTSIDE MARLENE Maggie someone peed in the janitors closet last night if thst was you well done girl! Maggie gets out of bed and opens the door MAGGIE Morning Marlene yes it was me that did that I was wondering the corridor in the dark looking for the bathroom but lets keep this to ourselves! MARLENE Yeah I understand could be embarrassing! MAGGIE no just get in here and I’ll tell you all! Marlene enters the room MAGGIE now I can tell you I woke up needing to pee badly so I went out of my room and got locked out I forgot my keycard then I went into a room that I thought was the bathroom I sat on something that I thought was the toilet think it was a bucket! MARLENE How did you nevermind I don’t want to know how! MAGGIE the point is we can’t tell anyone else or I’ll get my ass canned! MARLENE Not to worry Maggie I won’t say a word now go and take a shower! FADE TO LATER IN THE TV ROOM Maggie has had her shower and is now dressed and is sitting next to Marlene who have become good friends all of a sudden. MAGGIE Thanks for not telling it was me Marlene! MARLENE No problem we are friends now and that’s all you need to know I will help you with things you can’t do okay Maggie! MAGGIE Thanks Marlene! Then the doctor comes to see Maggie DOCTOR Maggie sorry to interrupt your cartoons but we would like to take some blood if that’s alright! MAGGIE Oh Dracula wants my blood okay I vont to zuck your blood! both Marlene and Maggie laugh however the doctor doesn’t find it funny at all. IN THE MEDICAL ROOM Maggie is sitting in a chair having her blood taken. MAGGIE I’m not going to like this! NURSE Okay sweetheart think of something nice this will hurt! MAGGIE Don’t like this, don’t like this, don’t like this! The nurse sticks her with the needle and Maggie screams. BACK ON MAGGIE’S ROOM Maggie is sitting on her bed with a bandage on her arm Maggie is complaining  about the nurse to herself. MAGGIE Stupid nurse taking my blood! Then there is a knock at the door MARLENE Maggie its Marlene can I come in? Maggie walks over to the door opens it to let Marlene in Marlene enters the room. MAGGIE I got frigging sticked Marlene frigging sticked! MARLENE We did have a laugh about it didn’t we! MAGGIE The joke I can do Marlene I just hate needles! Maggie gets on her bed and cries Marlene walks towards her. MARLENE Maggie its okay I know what its like to be alone its pretty scary but you sort of get use to it! MAGGIE Not me I can’t cope on my own only six years old damn it, there is only one thing to do! MARLENE Maggie what do you mean? Maggie exits the room she walks down the corridor  and makes her way into the kitchen once there she looks in a draw and finds a sharp knife  she takes the knife back to her room, BACK IN MAGGIE’S ROOM Marlene has now gone Maggie removes her bandage covering her injection she taskes the knife and slices the top of her left arm, MAGGIE (GOING CRAZY) this is  the stuff oh yeah I can do this! She puts the knife into her wound again this time she faints and collapses on the floor with drops of blood around her. FADE TO BLACK FADE IN SPRINGFIELD  GENERAL HOSPITAL Maggie is on the children's ward she is now awake with a bandage around her arm her family are also there. HOMER Thank god your okay! LISA Glad your ok Maggie! BART Mags you know how I feel right? MAGGIE Yes Bart I do! HOMER You want to come back to live with us again? MAGGIE I’ll have to squire it with the Social Worker I’d love you but I want you to be caring! HOMER Maggie you got it! They all hug Maggie THE END s the first episode of the new season feel free to comment on this post thank you 
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messysimblr · 7 years ago
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Spook Me Tag
thank you to @greenfooddog for tagging me!!
before i start, i tag: @chasingxxstars, @belle-718, @pourcupine, @atksims, and @made-in-maxis! as usual sorry if you’ve already been tagged, and you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to!
QUESTIONS:
are you a tricker or a treater?: i’m definitely a treater, as i hate being tricked and i don’t dish out what i can’t take lmao
what’s your inner demon?: i have a lot of irrational fears about a lot of stupid things and it really holds me back :/
what monster would you be?: if i had a choice i would probably be like a vampire or a fairy (are fairies monsters idk??)
how would you be in a horror movie?: i would hide in the corner and cry and then probably get killed
are you easily scared?: yes, very. i’m jumpy 24/7 and scary movies are my worst nightmare.
what are you afraid of?: too many things. spiders, the dark, death, passing out, having blood drawn, the list goes on and on.
nurture or torture: nurture i guess??
what scared you when you were young?: there were these fungus guys from barbie mermaidia that scared the living shit out of me. i had a dream where they poisoned my parents with corn dogs that i still remember to this day.
any near-death experience?: i don’t think i’ve had one? if i had i would definitely remember it
walk in mysterious liquid or mysterious forest?: can i say neither?
what is the worst thing possible?: it’s 11:56pm and i don’t know how to answer this maybe i’ll come back to it
you go with your heart or brain?: my heart bc my brain is an untrustworthy mess
you like your room dim or bright?: dim. bright lights give me headaches :/
who would kill you, your mum or dad?: i would hope neither?
evilest thing you’ve ever done?: idk i don’t think i’ve done anything super evil to anyone? like obviously i’m not an angel but i’m never rude or horrible to people?
what did you dress up as last year?: dean from supernatural! it was super last minute and lame but i had fun.
anything bad happened to you lately?: i just have a lot of shitty personal stuff going on atm, but other than that not really!
what is your favorite candy or snack?: i really like pretzel sticks and raspberries. and grapes. AND chocolate covered almonds.
what villain would you date?: i mean if i was straight i would 110% date lotor from voltron. he’s v attractive (even though he’s an alien lmao)
what is your biggest flaw?: probably my anxity and self doubt. also, i say sorry anytime i do anything remotely wrong and it annoys people.
favorite scary movie/game?: can i just say like hocus pocus or halloweentown even though they aren’t scary?
what do you find sick?: not to be fake deep but america atm is sickening. there’s so much hate and inequality it makes me so upset and frustrated.
are you a demon or an angel?: angel i hope!
random thing about you?: uhh.,. idk outside of simblr and stuff i’m in theater and stuff like that which is ironic bc i have terrible anxiety but no stage fright?
describe your one or some favorite bloggers as a monster: i’m not sure what they would be? probably something nice like a fairy or something
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