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"And the worst part is, is that its not even your fault!"
#FREDDY YOU'RE GAY#if i had a nickle for everytime i referenced bohemian raphsody#(the movie not the song)#when talking about my relationships#and it was the same scene#i would have two nickles#which isnt a lot#but its soul crushing that it happened twice#fuck i hate myself so much#at least im pretty <3#if i had a clone#i wish i had a clone
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I may be stupid, but I'm also dumb
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bunch of portraits
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#fanart#crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me#but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute#i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw#im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel#i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more#took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite#fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me#ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite#uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression#i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds#he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face#also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333
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comic about v2 and the goal they'll never fully reach alongside a dissatisfying conclusion. intimate rivalry and all (alternative ending comic. V1 dies instead of V2 during 4-4. V2 is narrating. V1 is dead.)
#high of victory drops to an overwhelming crushing feeling of what comes next now that youre done#if it wasnt clear v2 is trying very hard to put v1 back together after it kills them. very very poorly. weight of your actions hits#v2#v1#ultrakill#v4v#heavy implied at the very least. see as you will#i realize now that the writing is very disconnected and so are the drawings but bear with me here. do you see my vision#theres something going on between these two that is beautiful but also extremely codependent#at least on v2s end#tried to do those two descriptive pages in a way where it went like. 2 - 3 small details about v1. and then something very specific. some-#-thing theyd only know if they paid close attention to how the other acted or looked#took me a few days to put together and im pretty happy with it i think#feel free to dub or do whatever as long as you gimme credit where credits due#there are many ways to interpret v2 and this is one of them#gen art
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Markus render practice - Detroit Become Human
#i uhh#i promise this was going to be more simplified#it simply got out of hand#mb#at least i got to look at a pretty boy for a while :3#Carl would say it's ass bc Im just copying reality 馃槶#dbh markus#markus rk200#markus detroit become human#detroit become human#dbh fanart#my art
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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screenshot redraw! though i took creative liberty in making it rain here even though it isnt (yet) in the screenshot bc i thought it'd be cool (i also enjoy drawing water droplets)
there are two versions of the drawing here, the first one is edited for mobile to get it to look closer to my intended colors, while the second one is the original from my computer. the third image here being the original screenshot, lol
#my art#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#juri arisugawa#hate how different the computer vs mobile colors are... the original looks so dark on my phone </3#my computer always displays colors lighter than they appear so unfortunately a lot of my drawings look darker than intended on mobile#sometimes the difference isnt too bad but this time it was. pretty obvious#hence two versions of the drawing#anyway im very happy with how this turned out#the original screenshot just stuck with me and. im not sure what it is about it that i like so much#but i just really wanted to draw it#still got two other rgu related drawings to finish but at least i got one done#anyways its 3 am... time for me to depart to eepytown#2023
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one of the things about having an unstable parent is that it can so easily ruin your future. you want to get out, but getting out takes having agency. it takes the resume and the grades and the stellar community service history.
but you have to choose your battles. you know if you sign up for an after-school activity, it'll be okay for a while, so long as the activity is parent-approved and god-fearing. over time, like all things, it will become an argument (i can't keep carting your ass to these things) or a weapon (talk to me like that again, see if you get to go to practice). sometimes, if you love the thing, it's worth it. but you also know better than to love something: that's how they get you. if you ever actually want something, it will always be the center of their attention. they will never stop threatening you with it. telling you of course i'm a good parent, i came to all of those stupid events.
you learn to balance yourself perfectly. you can either have a social life or you can have hobbies. both of these things will be under constant scrutiny. you spend too much time with her, you should be at home with family is equally paired with you're acting like this because you're addicted to what's on that goddamn screen. you cannot ever actually win, so everything falls within a barter system that you calculate before entering: do you want to learn how to drive? if so, you'll need to give up asking for a new laptop, even though yours died. maybe you can work on a computer at the library. of course, that would mean you'd be allowed to go to the library, which would mean something else has to bleed. nothing ever actually comes free.
and that bitter, horrible irony: you could be literally following their orders and it still isn't pretty. they tell you to get a job; they hate that your job keeps you late and gives you access to actual money. they tell you to do better in school; they say no child of mine needs a tutor. they want you to stop being so morose, don't you know there are people who are really suffering - but they revile the idea you might actually need therapy.
you didn't survive that fall the way other people would. you've seen other people scramble and get their way out, however they could. maybe you were made too-soft: the answer didn't come to you easily. it wasn't quick. it was brutal and nasty. some people even asked you why didn't you just work hard and escape during school? and you felt your head spinning. why didn't you? (they control your financial aid. they control your loan status. they love having that kind of thing). maybe in another life you got diagnosed sooner and got the meds you needed to actually focus and got attention from the right teachers who helped you clear hurdles to get up out of here - but for now? here?
the effort of trying. the effort of not-dying. that kind of effort was absolutely agonizing.
#writeblr#btw i got out#even though i felt this way#i was undiagnosed and was in a particularly fucked up situation#(it's complicated lol)#i had no money and no way out#no car no license . i still had a curfew at 22 years old#and still. i got out.#you can get out too.#i wasn't allowed to literally do anything after school we were pretty much only allowed 1 hobby#and STILL i got out.#it wasn't bc i was particularly smart or capable or clever. it's that 1. i got lucky & 2.#i knew there had to be The Rest of The World#and I wanted to at least VAGUELY get to the Rest of the World before i gave up trying#sometimes it's the spite that gets u thru it. that sense - fuck u#FUCK YOU ACTUALLY.#im gonna make my own life u stupid bitch. since u seem so convinced i could never REALLY do it.#whenever ppl are like <3 just cut out ur parents <3 im like <3 have u never been poor lol <3#<3 i needed them to sign my loans <3#<3 bestie not every person who is struggling is going to be able to make the grades and hero status to get a free ride.#and guess what baby!! we still deserve to get out and have a good life.
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it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon 鉁岋笍
not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway
#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m#messy words#guyz馃槴 i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened#it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand#bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG)#ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces 馃檹馃槍#anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon#at the very least count on me during the summer!#.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season#i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see!#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#weston college arc#black butler anime#kuroshitsuji anime#kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen
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WWDITS S3E3
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandor the relentless#wwdits nandor#wwdits spoilers#wwdits season 3#how i imagine nandor biting guillermo in the fanfic i read#rough and powerful#i probably read at least 50 of them that have the same scene but its not enough and it never will be#man i love possessive crazy powerful nandor#mdxxgifs#ahhh what is this feeling called#its 4am i should sleep but instead im making gifs for nandor#im not okay at all how about yall#his hands are massive and pretty
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current fallen london fandom experience feels like im standing at the corner of a party holding a sippy cup going. i thought firmament has been pretty fun and intriguing so far
#it wasn't THAT hard to understand what was going on#obtuse and chaotic and full of weird backwards imagery? yes but honestly at this point it's a feature#pretty much the only chapter so far where i didnt have at least a vague mental outline of the ongoing plot is chapter 1#and honestly that's probably owed to the fact it hits you with lots of shit right off the bat that doesnt really. like#Become Clearer until i'd say just now when chapter 3 has released#but like. there's a clear plotted course from A to B here? LOTS of bewildering stuff sandwiched between it all#but the core plot has been pretty concrete. there's a weird fire dream. we're following it. fanfiction writers are fucking with us.#there's a divorced angel now.#not like it's any more or less batshit than usual FL lore offerings#yin-thoughts#fallen london#idk maybe im just delusional#fallen london spoilers#firmament spoilers
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i鈥檝e never listened/watched critical role but my best friend does and sometimes talks to me about it. i asked them for some characters to draw (from any campaign) :p
#critical role#cr#caleb widogast#yasha nydoorin#mollymauk tealeaf#chetney pock o'pea#essek thelyss#also i've seen lots of fanart around ever since the dawn of time so i had pretty clear pictures of them in my mind but#i wanted to do these without looking at refs and just went with the vibes i have + what i remembered having seen people do#it was rly fun and at least my bestie liked them so i've met my goal lool<3#(these are in the order my friend came up with the charas... first prompt was caleb bc.. im ''good at skrunkly wizards and cats''.......)#(i should've known what to expect)#also if anyone now follows me for critrole i hope the caption is clear enough so u won't expect a lot ahahbdbdb#i might do some more of these in the future if im feeling like it but as said im not rly that into it personally:D鉁岋笍
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This is why Marcy is sleep deprived
#Sashanne has to wrestle or bicker at least for half an hour before falling asleep#Marcy cant catch a break#they had to sleep on the couch that night#but dont worry they learned (no they didnt<3)#this is pretty messy but im kinda out of inspo rn#oh and this was inspired by the Camphibia fic#READ IT!!! if u didnt yet#its so good#uhmm anyways have a good day yall#amphibia#amphibia sasha#my art#sasha waybright#amphibia marcy#marcy wu#sasharcy#amphibia anne#anne boonchuy#marcanne#sashanne#sashannarcy#frog show
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Underrated interaction from QSMP Day 1:
Phil scaring Roier and Missa, Roier trying his hardest to intimidate "Felipe Minecraft", Missa saying "I love you!" to Phil, and Phil in stitches from that entire interaction.
#Philza#QSMP#Missa#Roier#Phil#THAT WAS SO CUTE....#Also: I really do love how freely Phil says ''I love you'' I think that's so sweet#I have such a soft spot for people who don't make a big deal out of that#a lot of the Spanish streamers say it pretty freely and it's nice that Phil does too#anyways someone in Phil's chat was like ''Oh no Phil be careful! D:''#and I was like ''Roier and Missa are two of the least threatening PVP-ers in this entire cast he'll be fine''#pretty sure he could 1 v 2 these guys with a stick#(IM SORRY I LOVE YOU MISSA AND ROIER)#Maybe I just have a poor impression of their PVP skills since I constantly see their combat abilities next to Spreen's#and Spreen's cracked#anyways#this was adorable#Also idk why Missa's face cam quality tanked so bad during this part of the stream#I tried my best but Missa buddy your camera was like 3 pixels total#I did what I could#(The person at the top left is Roier and person on the bottom is Missa for anyone who's curious)#Edited#Portfolio
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OMG Big Numbers DTIYS <3
!!! A joint "whoa, those are some big numbers" DTIYS celebration post, both because oh my goodness, there's 3k of you?! And also because oh my goodness, over 1k kudos on ao3 for I'm Sorry, Teenage Mutant What Now?! ; w ; Thank you gang!!!
There are no deadlines or prizes or anything like that! We're just having fun and being goofy, hehe.
Feel free to get silly with the drawing. Draw the boys as above! With your own human designs! In turtle form! As your AU or iteration version! etc. etc. I trust y'all's creative vision.
If you do participate, I will be absolutely tickled, so pretty please @ me and tag with #tangled1k3kdtiys
#thank you all for the support ; 0 ;#theres so many of you!#and im pretty sure like at least MOST of you arent bots#or at least you better not be for how many mfs ive blocked lmao#i am touched i am tickled i am flattered <3#fidgetwing#sorrywhatnowau#tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt human designs#dtiys#tangled1k3kdtiys
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Maybe it鈥檚 my mighty nein brainrot but was the Yussa mention maybe an opening for a m9 one shot ??
BH is not going this way at all but some m9 are close and Essek is in contact with Caleb and probably know that Yussa is an important ally (that they have an habit to rescue at this point lmao) so it would make sense for them to go and search for him
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#campaign 3#yussa#m9#yes this is just me wanting more m9 probably#but !!!#what if ?#to be fair I鈥檓 pretty happy with essek being there#in c3#im not there yet on my rewatch so I can鈥檛 remember if yussa and essek actually met#but it feels like he should at least know of him a little because of the ball and the fact he is a powerfull wizard#I don鈥檛 actually think it鈥檚 very likely but if im right I have this post so I can pretend my brain is huge
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