#asociality

[posting-stuffies]

Let me say this, as an aplspec schizospec asocial who is sometimes alloace:

Aplatonic people are allowed to be alloromantic no matter what. People are allowed to only want romantic partners and no nonromantic friends. Yeah, it's said to fit the amatonormative standard, but platonormativity isn't just a concept you happen to find funny, it's real.

Aplatonicism may have started within arospec community, but it was also started as related to neurodivergence and asociality, which some dismiss and think schizoid people can't be really romantic. Which is unrealistic and manicomial.

Edit: apparently who coined aplatonic is alloace, according to people in the notes.

Additional comment: romantic love and friendship concepts vary across cultures too. Where I live acquaintances are not friends, they are just social contacts.

[amitashi]

God made me asocial. I usually tried to avoid people and institutions, because they made me super anxious. I had some friends and some places to go out, but my asociality grew. Now I live pretty isolated, almost without contacts. It feels strange but safe and cosy.

[equalperson]

HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or

[dykedvonte]

Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

[failure-girl-fuyu]

people should stop forcing a-spec people to do what non-a-spec people do!!

asexual people shouldn't be forced into sexual relationships!!

aromantic people shouldn't be forced into romantic relationships!!

aplatonic people shouldn't be forced into platonic relationships!!

afamilial people shouldn't be forced into familial relationships!!

asocial people shouldn't be forced into socializing!!

and any a-spec identity i could've missed shouldn't be forced into "being normal"!!

[gremblim]

shane enjoyers know the feeling

[iliothermia]

(tries thinking of horror oc) (it's still romantic)

[cat-webp]

different colours 👇

[zooophagous]

Not quite a decade ago, I met my first bengal cat at a cat show and was smitten. Now I have two of them (and maybe someday I'll have another down the line) odd to think this one pic was the culmination of my cat crazy phase.

[dollya-robinprotector]

Yaaaaaaa new lock screen make me sleeepppyyyy

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

I sort of hate how much of a hypocrite I am for being really bad at regulating things like tone and body language and facial expression when I communicate but then also being so hypersensitive to that stuff in others

[thankstothe]

[nihilism-0]

-I made a new friend.

+Real or imaginary?

-Imaginary.

[yazzydream]

We enter the house, there's a vibe in the air Lots of fun, talk and laughter, people smiling everywhere It's been a long week and I need to unwind This party has alcohol of every kind There's people in the pool, beers on ice The music is groovin' and they're dimming the lights Everybody starts dancing and I roll up my sleeves ...I want to leave

"Dance 'Til You Stop (feat. Tom Cardy)" - Ninja Sex Party

[failure-girl-fuyu]

man i love being moots with people, cuz its like i dont have to exactly talk to u but ur shit is relatable and i show that w likes and reblogs cuz idk how to socialize

[haru2089]